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[lcvclywon]

for the love of god pls don’t spam like 😭😭😭

i understand enjoying my works and i really do appreciate it!! but if you spam like i’ll be shadowbanned so erm…pleade dont

[lcvclywon]

Moot game!

First ever moots?

Latest moots?

Moots who you wanna talk more with?

Closest moots?

eek getting to this a bit late but ^^

first ever moot - @nwjws and @fakeuwus i think hehe, im so glad they were my first too ><

latest moots - @minjubie and @antoncyng i think ^_^ love them to death

moots i want to talk more with - ooo i love them all so much so i would love to get closer to them all actually ^^

closest moots - prob everyone in the enhablr gc hehe but also special mentions to @cupidhoons (even tho she humbles me on a daily basis), @wonfilms (my twin), @junislqve (she keeps having to give me pep talks over horrid men) and @bywons (my older sister) hehe

[lcvclywon]

yuyuuuuuuu (can i call you that :0)

what should our kpop duo be ?

HAI!!!! OFC U CAN I LOVE THAT NICKNAME ! errr ur the actual sweetest kindest pookie ever and give off such lia vibes sooo maybe chaeryeong and lia hehe >< (i miss ot5 sm T^T)

[lcvclywon]

hai everyone !! i’m super duper tired from stuco work and planning events so i’ll be answering all my asks tmmr >< love you guys mwah mwah

[lcvclywon]

for the love of god pls don’t spam like 😭😭😭

i understand enjoying my works and i really do appreciate it!! but if you spam like i’ll be shadowbanned so erm…pleade dont

[lcvclywon]

hey yuya can we get married cuz I AM IN LOVE WITH U 🤗🤗🤗

hai yes let’s get married asap!!!!!!! i am wayyy more in love with u TRUST >,<

[lcvclywon]

can i have jungwon

no he’s mine back off cheater

[lcvclywon]

EX-BF JUNGWON TEXTS

synopsis: texts with your (down bad)ex bf jungwon

warnings: cursing, yn calls jw a whore, alcohol, drunk texts, jiheon as yns face claim, pet names, mentions of kissing, mentions of periods and cramps, errr nth else i hope !!!

pairings: ex bf!jungwon x female reader

thoughts frm yuya 💭 i haven’t posted in a while ackkk!!! im also like errrmmm almost sone with the jay fic it’s at 17k so far and i’ve got like 4 scenes left 🤗 also lmk if u want bnd texts bc i’m itching to do those too

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[lcvclywon]

lord forgive me for i am a weak willed woman

[lcvclywon]

hi yuya what’s uppie!!

i just read hurt people x2 and oh my god it’s so heartbreaking???? THE WAY HEESEUNG CALLED TO APOLGOXE BUT THEN THEY DIDTN MAKE UP IN THE END WAS SO SAD 😢😢 UR TOO GOOD AT WRITING sad pieces they make me cry but BUT IN A GOOD WAY!! also ur writing style is so wow!! ur the best at writing tension and angstiness. descriptive writing is really ur forte! 💗💗💗 all in all I LOVED THAT FIC SM!!!

anyways thats all!! i love u yuya 😘

oh my god don’t make me start bawling ㅠㅠ via ur always the absolute sweetest i love ur writing style so so much more !!! all ur writings so much as well they’re always amazing, ur also super descriptive and detailed i really get immersed >< i love you much more my via hehe

[lcvclywon]

HAI YUYA :3 hru babe its been a hot min

HAII JUNI!!!! eek yeah it has been a minute..exams are super evil rn ㅠㅠ i’m doing good ^^ i just had my bio practical and it went alr, i’ve only got two exams left hehehe !! wbuuu

[lcvclywon]

YUYAAA HIII I HAVENT TALKED TO U IN SOOO LONGGG

how've you been? :0

MY LILI!!!! HAI HAI HAI >< ur so right we need to yap more </3 i’m good ^^ schools about to end which means summer is soon so that’s exciting !! wbu ml how have u been

[lcvclywon]

YUUUAAAAYYYYAYAYAY we haven't talked in a WHILE STOP IT i miss u sm 😞😞💔💔💔 hru :P

also my new ig account is sleepyhoons coz 💔💔💔 Well im detoxing from my Perpnsal account by logging out of it but then ig logged me out of everything in general and i didn't save my Password or anything for afterhoons so rip that account 😢😢😢😢 anyway anythinf new about oreo.......😊

HAIII MY LIZ OH MY GODDDD!! i’ve been good !!!!! a littleeee stressed from yearbook and i cried my eyes out to tune in for love last night but my sisters coming back from uni today so all is good ^^ ALSO ILL MAKE SURE TO FOLLOW ASAP!!!! also nothing new about oreo bc i haven’t been to school these days bc i’ve got no exams, but i’m getting over him ! i’m standing up guys !!! what about u my lizzzzz how are u ^^

[lcvclywon]

joining !!!! everyone go go go join ^^ @wonfilms @i2ycat

LIKE THE MOVIES — AN EVENT HELD BY CUPIDHOONS

୨୧ OH LOOK! IT'S A LOVE LETTER . . . WHO COULD HAVE WROTE IT? HOW CLICHÉ — IT READS 'FROM ANONYMOUS!' WHAT A SHAME ... I'D KISS THEM RIGHT NOW IF I COULD!

✉️ take a peak! we've all seen the movies 'she's all that' or '10 things i hate about you' and all sorts of rom-coms. they all have unique plots with the concept of falling in love. but there is one thing they all have in common — the cliché love tropes. from the endless bickering from kat stratford to the fake dating tropes — we all dream to experience such love...so what better way than to write it?

WOULD YOU LIKE TO RECEIVE A LOVER LETTER, TOO?

001 this writing event is only for enhypen x fmr ( female reader ) or gnr ( gender neutral reader ) & is strictly sfw. slightly suggestive fics is okay

002 in order to partake in this event, you must; reblog this post & tag 2-3 mutuals + state the enhypen member you are writing for or follow me (not forced) & comment "joining + (enha member)!"

003 only up to five people can write for one member. if you plan to write ot7 headcanons or scenarios, clarify with me in my dms remember: early bird gets the worm!

004 pick your favorite cliché trope(s) and/or base your fic off of a favorite rom-com of yours!

ex. 'she's all that' with heeseung or 'another cinderella story' with sunghoon

005 your work can be; a long oneshot, thought, drabble, timestamp, or headcanons keep in mind to also add a word count, the genre, and warnings!

006 once your work is posted, you can either tag me or link the event somewhere in your post. also be sure so use the tag '੭୧ — like the movies 🎞️'

007 lastly, have fun with this! this event is supposed to be lighthearted and to have creativity!

a note from liz i hope you guys join >< i can't wait to read all your works!!

[lcvclywon]

wait what 500? ㅠㅠ hitting 500 and 400 in the same month is actually crazy thanku all so much ><

[lcvclywon]

hurt people hurt people was so good stop

THANKU oh em gee !! >,<

[lcvclywon]

hurt people, hurt people.

back to masterlist

synopsis ᯓ You thought you and Heeseung would last forever, well it seemed so as your 3 year relationship was smooth sailing. But that all changed one night when he abruptly ended things between you two. Now it's been a year and you could successfully say you've healed from the breakup, but when you get a call from him the night before he leaves for uni, that statement might not be so set in stone.

now playing > •၊၊||၊|။||||| 0:10 the grudge - olivia rodrigo

warnings ˎˊ˗ cursing, crying, fighting, toxic relationship, heavy heavy HEAVY angst, err no comfort soz i feel evil

genre ⭑.ᐟ angst

pairings: non-idol ex!heeseung x female reader

wc ᵎᵎ 1.21k

thoughts frm yuya 💭 this is me projecting lolz sorry

Oh for fucks sake. 

You let out a frustrated sigh seeing the caller ID that popped up on your phone. It had been 1 year since you and Heeseung had broken up and quite honestly you were doing great. You had finally healed from ending your 3 year long relationship, you were loving your life, meeting new people, you felt better. But that all came crumbling down when you saw that dreadful notification pop up on your screen.

In all honesty you really should’ve blocked his number, you had done so on every other social media platform, but for some reason you couldn’t really bring yourself to block his number. Whenever you try something simmered in the guts of your stomach stopping you. It was the same sensation you felt whenever you tried to throw away the last letter he had given you for your 3 year anniversary. You had tossed all the other letters, gifts, and sentiments out the second you ended things with him; but you could never bring yourself to throw out that last letter. Perhaps because that would mean Lee Heeseung would truly, permanently, and irrevocably be out of your life for good. But that’s what you wanted…wasn’t it?

Don’t pick up, a small voice in your head whispered. “Hello?”

“I thought you blocked my number” he replied, you could hear him laughing from his nose. Fuck you hated it, you hated it but you wanted to ingrave his laugh into your ribcage. Maybe then you wouldn’t feel so absolutely hollow whenever you forced out a laugh on multiple cafe dates with numerous other men. 

“Well, I obviously didn’t” your voice was still shaky as you let out quivering exhales. Great YN, not even a full 5 minutes into the conversation and you already want to cry. “Why are you calling?” you manage to force out, tone still hesitant. 

“Um-” he started “It’s my last day today, I’m flying out to uni soon…”

You didn’t realise his departure had already arrived. “I know.”

“I just uh-” you could hear from the other end of the line how he cleared his throat, before continuing with a voice mirroring the apprehensiveness of your own “I wanted to apologise, one last time before I leave” 

“Oh…” you mumbled out

“I’m sorry for ending things like that” the moment he said that it all flashed back to you. That night you tried to lock away in the back of your mind suddenly unleashed itself from its cage. To describe your breakup in one word it would be: abrupt. 

“We should end things” Heeseung uttered, leaving you standing there notebooks in hand, mouth agape, and heart absolutely shattered. 

“What are you talking about” you managed to reply with, words choked out and shaking.

“I leave for university next year, I just-” he paused to look down before continuing “I don’t think we could ever be long distance, it’s too much for you and me. You’d still be in highschool and I’d be busy adjusting in uni, it just- I don’t think it’ll work. You were never even really attentive to me when we’re just a few mere minutes away from each other, how could we ever do that long distance?” 

Coward couldn’t even look you in the eyes before breaking your heart. 

“I was, really just an ass-” heeseung continued, snapping you back to the present “you didn’t deserve that and we both know it. I was just- really scared I think, of course that’s not an excuse…but yeah I’m sorry” 

“It’s okay…” it wasn’t 

A beat passes.

Now two. 

You remain in an awkward limbo of deciding between ending the call or continuing the conversation. All the words you had pent up for the past year were on the tip of your tongue just itching to be said, but some part of you just wouldn’t let them. 

“Do you-” he finally says between sniffles, oh great so he’s crying now “did you ever see a future with us?” 

Of course you did, hell you didn’t even expect him to end things and he has the audacity to ask this? What was his issue? “Kinda I guess” you mutter out, barely eligible 

“I did” A lie. That’s nothing but a lie. How could he even see a future with you when he walked out so easily? “I saw a future with us YN, I saw it and- I got scared to be honest. It was a future but it was built upon uncertainty, and I wasn’t ready for that. I shouldn’t have done that though.” 

“Heeseung it’s fi-” 

“Did you ever think about breaking no contact?” he interrupts “I did.”

“Heeseung.” his name is bitter as it leaves your tongue “Stop it. You’re being selfish.”

“Wh-what how am I being selfish” absolutely unbelievable. 

“You’re saying this the night before you leave to uni, the night before you change your phone number, the night before you fly off to a completely new country not giving me any chance to ever see you again. That’s selfish. You were selfish when you broke up with me and you’re being selfish now.” you’re fully crying at this point 

“YN I-” but you don’t let him finish that sentence 

“You know you really aren’t allowed to make my life a living hell for 6 months and then waltz back in like you did no damage-” you choke out between sobs, you’re not even sad now, it’s just pure unrivalled rage and disbelief “You’re not allowed to do that, it’s not fair. None of this was ever fair. How come you can tell me over and over again how I’m never doing enough and beg for me to be more attentive to you then leave and cut me off so easily?” 

The other end of the line remains silent.

“You’re not allowed to be the one to walk out, I wanted to be the one to do that. I was meant to be the one to cut things off, to leave, to walk out. I wanted to be the one to finish things, how could you do that?” you’re clutching onto your heart with a pain you could only remember experiencing once in your life: the night he walked out. 

“YN I’m sorry I really am, I don’t know why I even called you tonight,” he stuttered out before pausing to curse under his breath “I just, I couldn’t just leave without apologising.”

“So what, you wanted to hurt me one more time before leaving?” you spat back, words plagued with anger and remorse 

“I wanted to say that I loved you for fucks sake!” oh. 

You loved Heeseung too, you knew that the moment you laid eyes on him across the basketball court when he shot that three pointer. You knew the moment he flashed that toothy grin. You knew the moment he traced his fingers across your waist as you laid together in the quiet of the night. And you still knew you loved him when he spat out those words that changed your life forever. 

“Bye Heeseung, I really can’t fucking do this right now” 

“I love you YN, I don’t think I ever stopped.” 

You don’t return that sentiment before ending the call

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