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On Repeat 🎵🔄

go to 'On Repeat' playlist on Spotify, throw it on shuffle and share the first 10 songs you get.

thank you, dear bec @softlyspector , for the taggy tag

Don't Think Twice it's Alright - performed by Joan Baez and Joan Baez only

Moonlight - the Weather Station

The Promised Land - my beautiful wife Bruce

Simple Twist of Fate - Bob Dylan

Sadness as a Gift - Adrianne Lenker

Constants Are Changing - Boards of Canada

Jungleland - my beautiful wife Bruce

Falling Ashes - Slowdive

Mirror Forever - Weyes Blood

Atmosphere - Joy Division

who hasn't been tagged yet, idk, get tagged: @pr0ximamidnight @schnarfer @sweetercalypso @wannab-urs @sempersirens annnnnd anyone else, i love seeing what folks are listening to :')

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i ask the two headed calf what dying feels like and he says that not everything is about you flopjeet

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What does it feel like to be lonely? It feels like being hungry: like being hungry when everyone around you is readying for a feast. It feels shameful and alarming, and over time these feelings radiate outwards, making the lonely person increasingly isolated, increasingly estranged. It hurts, in the way that feelings do, and it also has physical consequences that take place invisibly, inside the closed compartments of the body. It advances, is what I’m trying to say, cold as ice and clear as glass, enclosing and engulfing.

Olivia Laing, from The Lonely City: Adventures in the Art of Being Alone

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sending rejection letters to writers as part of my internship... shit's weird man

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Virginia Woolf my love I know you did not ~actually~ walk into that river. There was an underwater lair downstairs where you used cryptotechnology to preserve your body.

I'm gonna find you you little mmmodernist *freak* and I'm going to talk to you until you tell me how you wrote

such a good little novel babe.

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I'm gonna be real with you, gays in my phone, this whole thing has gotten very boring as of late.

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show of all time

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new material always

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everyone should just sit back in a sunken armchair, legs up, close your eyes & listen to jungleland. i'm so serious this will fix everything

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I had written something amazing and it disappeared 💔 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ oh well!

The core of it was you are amazing and I saw the recs and will go and listen tonight and you will 24752% hear back from me once I do but please feel free to ignore me if you want!💙 gracias!

Me to you if we were near (because i cant add images to this dumb thing): https://pin.it/24HZSZvu9

yayyyyyyyyy, and yes please come back and tell me your thoughts, any chance to talk about my beautiful wife bruce i take lmao

happy listeningggggg

(thats me and u, non)

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painting of joan of arc but she's got a lil carabiner. is this anything.

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nobody understands like bruceee bruce my little bruce he was in the same stage of his menstrual cycle as I am now when he wrote racing in the street and also when he wrote dancing in the dark

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If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

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so, funny thing, I set this post to queue about two months ago when I didn't think I was going to make it to this day. Today was the last day of classes at my college before the summer break. I thought I would still be in class, two months ago, but I wasn't (yay extra credits) and have been out of school for a month already. I forgot about this fucker, and had a little jump scare when I found it on my feed. While the day itself is largely anticlimactic, it still feels like it means something. Made it to the end of undergrad, sometimes didn't think I'd make it to the end of undergrad, terrified by what comes now after the end of undergrad, but here we are.

There's one person I have to especially thank, without whom I'm not sure I would've limped through this last semester. Paigey Paige (@pr0ximamidnight), thank you for being a voice of reason, a vibe checker, and above all else, a friend. I've been coming apart at the seams for the better part of this year, and your support even through that has meant the fucking world. I call you momager for a reason, and you live up to the title.

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