#so there's this party that's happening Sunday and ik I'll have fun but i have a weird mental block about it bc
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hi girlies in my phone i feel like shit
#idk maybe typing this out will help me understand why#so there's this party that's happening Sunday and ik I'll have fun but i have a weird mental block about it bc#there was thus dress I wanted but the way it made me feel makes me cry and I cant find anything to wear#and it's making me so sad I don't want to think about it#and an old friend wants to hangout tmrw and it's not that I don't want to#but I lowkey don't want to do anything. am I depressed#who even knows. like I'm so EXAHUSTED I just want yo curl up and sleep#like I don't want yo talk to anyone or do anything or go anywhere and I feel like I'm going to cry#yeah. oh and I feel alone bc there's this thing that really needs to go well but I csnt control it so that's stressing me out#I think I wad really okay when I was ignoring it but now I cant bc there are things I have to do#I've become a huge time heals all person bc I just say it's okay let's just let time do it's thing#by that I mean I ignore it... so there's that too and it's not even the thing that makes me sad it's just the what if#I need to ignore that but it's HARD and oh yeah it's definitely this I started crying mid-typing#c.txt#personal#TBD
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