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doyouknowwhoyouare13 · 1 year

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Nyx reads All The Bright Places

Don't read it if you don't want, yknow yknow

Once again gonna be reading a lot at school so 😭

ANYWAYS

SPOILERS!!!

ok first of all this is already so cute

the post it at the beginning

shit sorry this has nothing to do with the book but the guitar in In Bloom just scared the living daylights out of me good lord

anyways

back to the book

also the cover is really cute!!!

first chapter is Finch!!

oh god what a first sentence

oh bud I don't think that's very healthy

BRO IT'S THE FIRST PAGE

wait so he just

does he like forget or does he go into like a coma?

buddy maybe like get down?

just a thought yknow

I censor myself too it's ok

FINCH BRO SHE 💀

OMG I LOVE THIS GUY

HE'S SO

IDK BUT I LOVE HIM

oh god don't do this already

look at them saving each other!!!

if you're best known as dumbass I don't think you have the right to tell ANYONE ANYTHING

BECAUSE I'VE GOT A DATE WITH YOUR MOTHER 💀

Bro I don't think you guys realize how much I already love this man

VIOLET 💀

I'm gonna be honest you guys, did not read much at school but like it's fine

I'm on page 58

and have lost track of chapters so I'll be going by names now!

this is finch

in the middle of it though

I LOVE HIM OMG

OR WE CAN MAKE OUT 💀

he's sweet

I did have notes

LOTS of them

sure most of them were about my cuteness aggression towards Finch

but they were there

and then tumblr did this weird glitch

so they're gone

but anyways

I'm on page 150

I am in love with theodore finch

and I really want to bite him!!!

his accents are so cute and the way he walks her to her classes is

IF HE WANTED TO HE WOULD ALRIGHT

anyways

I'm at the beginning of a violet chapter

omg I'm actually so mad those notes were deleted I'm gonna

broooo

he tries not to sleep

still don't fully understand why

omg I love them

OMGGGG

I agree lovely IS a lovely word

uh oh out of romance tabs

I improvised

Violet is so relatable

I love both of them sm you have no idea

omg :(((

is his first name like actually josh raymond or is that his middle name too

I fucking hate their dad.

oh fuck I don't like this

HELP FINCH

uh oh

omg I fucking

omg

my words shoot to kill when I'm mad 🥰 even with fictional characters

oh that's so sad :(

I am very quickly running out of tabs

Norman Fucking Rockwell!

ivy!!!

oh :(((( my :((((((( god :((((((((((((

decca :(((

oh :(((

omg I'm gonna cry

I'M CRYING I'M CRYING I'M CRYING

I WANT TO GIVE THEM HUGSSSSS :((((((

I read a lot at school

now on page 248

I can tell

I can tell he might die :((

I'm gonna cryyyy

they're so cute and they don't deserve what happened to them :(((

his dad is a bitch and I hate him

and when Violet got scared that Theo might've drowned :(((

she's the only reason he's still here I'm scared :(((

AND HE KEEPS SAYING HE'S MOST AFRAID OF HIMSELF I'M CRYING

omgggggggggggg

middle of violet chapter

he made her like Before :(

and he's :((((

OMGGG

good we don't like amanda here

yeah I don't like how it sounds either

this is so

omg

anyways another Violet chapter

I'm so scared you guys have no idea I don't want him to die

finch :((

poor decca

he makes me so sad bro

oh :((

I love him sm

I love these old people too

I just love them all omg I can't 😭

another finch chapter I'm not adding a divider

he gonna fall asleep :((

awww

Finch :(

he :((((((

Roamer deserves it

Violet

EXPELLED?

WHAT

I'm not adding a divider

finch

66 DAYS ALREADY???

he's killing me bro like actually

THIS IS SO SADDD

WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT

NO NO NO NO NO

omg

stressing me tf out holy shit

this kid is

another chapter

still Finch

HE'S IGNORING HER?

why is he introducing himself as

AMANDA???

omg

violetttt

omg she's gonna drive again

STOPPP I'M SO SCARED BRO

this kid needs to stop pretending everything is fine

this is gonna make me cry

still Finch

omg stop

oh shit it's just

istg

if he

you guys don't understand

I am ATTACHED to this man

omg he good

good

for now

they're so cute.

I love them.

they're killing me

oh they're arguing

oh no

where the hell is he

FINCH

THANK GOD

please do not

do. not.

THEODORE FINCH ISTG.

why is it just a violet.

wait

why is it

what

he didn't

Finch

don't

did he

NOOO

NO YOU'RE STILL ULTRAVIOLET

STOP.

STOP. IT.

omg I'm gonna.

still vi

stop. it.

I can't see bro I'm crying

wth is he doing.

"for when he comes back." because he will. HE WILL.

DON'T SAY IF, HE. WILL.

omfg.

no I don't think so

just a little deeper

he's there.

yeppp.

stop it.

istfg.

STOPPP

no he's fucking right that woman doesn't have the right to ignore her fucking child being missing for MONTHS.

his dad has no fucking right either. no right.

none of them have the right. this is actually pissing me off.

STOP OMFG.

this is so heartbreaking :((((

I mean I knew it was coming but I just

STOPPPPPPPPPP

I CAN'T

they have no fucking right. THEY HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT.

VIOLET YOU'RE MAKING ME CRYYY

bro

this is fucking

you guys

I'm dying rn

ok here we go

omg I'm like ugly crying bro

stop it.

this is so

bro

I'm going to fucking

omg

I hate myself bro

omfg the fucking rock bro

you guys.

ok. I'm done.

A rollercoaster.

Going to be thinking about this one for a bit.

Holy fucking shit.

I'm just so fucking sad now bro

I just can't

he :(((

poot babies

they both didn't deserve the cards they were dealt :(((

I just :(((

#★nyx reads all the bright places

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creylune · 2 years

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i just finished the story of pokemon scarlet.... bro that last chapter is no joke........ i’m in shambles....

it feels very conflicting though because on one hand i don’t think a pokemon game has made me feel this way since black/white and that is saying a LOT, black was one of my first pokemon games that i played during summer break as a 14 year old and it changed my life. altered the trajectory of my life if you will.

with previous more “recent” titles like sun/moon, oras, sword/shield, of course i got caught up in them and enjoyed them, but i didn’t get super emotionally attached to any characters. lillie is an exception but in comparison to what b/w made me feel, s/m was only like, 60% the way there, and sw/sh would be like 20% (as fun as the game was, it was over fast and i didn’t feel like i was savoring it as much). also i don’t knock on sw/sh for its length, as short as it is, pokemon chiefly is a kids’ video game and usually the bulk of the hours you put in is for completing the dex lol. but yeah, the writing in sw/sh didn’t feel that memorable nor did it have much emotional impact on me.

spoilers for scarvio below

with scarlet, aside from nemona (lol, but i do like her), the subplots for the rivals really tugged at my heartstrings... i didn’t really care for team star when i started their missions, after all i don’t care about getting LP or extra TMs when my team is already good, but as i continued with it i was like... ah... bonds of friendship is the true power... *tear running down my face*.

AND THEN ARVEN. HOO BOY.

i cannot believe game freak has managed to make me feel for a boy what i did for n. this is saying so much if you know me and how insane i can be about n. game freak said here is a boy you will react to in a way that parallels how you reacted to n a full 10 years ago. both the 🥰 and 😭 emotions. THE ABANDONMENT ISSUES... AND THEN HE’S DEDICATING HIMSELF TO HELPING HIS DOG RECOVER?????!!! i was specifically targeted...

i also lost my childhood dog at the beginning of 2022, who in a way mirrors what mabosstiff is to arven for me... my dog was the only one in the house i could feel understood and loved by while i dealt with childhood trauma. so you know of course that would do me in emotionally T_T

there is also the whole gap moe and kinda grumpy but sincere senpai but he’s relying on you thing that makes me *clenches fist* but that’s besides the point

i was already enjoying myself taking my time with the gyms, team star, titans, exploring everywhere to get pokeballs/items, trying to complete the pokedex, shiny hunting and what not, so the final chapter really took me by surprise since i didn’t fully know what to expect...? i already liked the main cast but i didn’t feel a deep connection to all of them as a group because the subplots are all standalone/focused on each individual character. i did see all my friends sobbing over the last chapter (censored for spoilers obv) but man... they were right... i was surprised by how in-depth the section was. i’d say if you don’t explore too much (which is what i did on foot regrettably, takes 10x longer) the chapter is maybe 3ish hours long? which isn’t super long, but the dialogue sprinkled in really fleshes out the characters and establishes a bond between them that feels incredibly real and believable, even in the context of just a pokemon game. that’s what really took me by surprise.

i’m gonna be honest for the majority of the chapter my mouth was just open and i was like

and that’s even WITH seeing vague spoilers/hints and some screenshots out of context. so i had some vague idea about what was going on but i was STILL surprised by the turn of events and how ... like... everything fit together in a very believable way. and another thing, with most pokemon games all stakes depend on you as the player for whatever plot there is (stopping team aqua/magma, saving the world, stopping some capitalist dude, etc.) but the stakes in scarvio felt so much higher. obviously you know you’re going to save the day etc. but in the midst of it i was like 😳 hello???? bruh?

i joked to a friend last week about this being game freak’s answer to botw (he hasn’t played scarvio) but i’m ngl this takes it beyond what botw did for me... botw’s magic lies in the beauty of its world and fucking around, and maybe some of the npcs (like, yeah, i did get very into the bits of lore and link characterization of it, i won’t downplay that) but i feel like the plot and characters in scarvio are just so... polished? of course the games are different and have different purposes. but it managed to make me experience a hint of the youthful wonder and hope i felt as a 14 year old playing emerald and b/w all day and night long during summer vacation again... it’s that essence that really stands out. IT’S THE FOUND FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE ESSENCE OF YOUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINDING YOUR TREASURE/WHAT YOU CHERISH MOST IN LIFE AND HOLDING ON TO THAT AS YOU FACE THE FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but all this just makes me incredibly sad because you know this game was rushed to hell to meet a deadline. and that’s disrespectful to the amount of love and thought put into this game’s worldbuilding, characters, and story. they deserved the time needed to ship the game in its best form, not the buggy state it’s in. all the fantastic aspects of the game are marred by bugs, glitches, and the fact that the switch is constantly struggling to run the game--my game crashed at least two times, and i feel like that’s lower than others’ experiences (luckily i didn’t lose any significant progress both times, but the fear of the game crashing did hang over me anytime i ran around or even talked to the pokemon center person 😭). even the credits lagged for me and i was like ... this doesn’t ruin the immersion but i’m smiling wryly to myself rn.

i 100% don’t regret buying and playing the game but i do wish i’d been able to buy and play the game in better circumstances... i was vehemently in the “i refuse to buy it right now in the state it’s in and contribute to the message to the pokemon company that this speed of putting out subpar quality games for faster buck is ok” but i caved because i saw my friend playing it (she caved because her boyfriend got it). 😔

anyways expect arven fanart eventually lol

#pufftext

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thatmexisaurusrex · 3 years

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Since we (okay me) were talking about joy and I never got around to answering a while back when you had a post about scenes people think of when they think of your writing, I’m gonna embarrass myself now 😂. One of my favorite scenes you wrote is the one where Sam says “but girls”. The whole premise of course sets it up beautifully…coming back from a mission etc. But when I think about it it’s like I can see his expression and Bucky’s and especially because it’s not going like Bucky planned but Sam isn’t worried because he’s just happy about his husband being so happy and getting so lost he forgot his original intention. It’s so “happily married people … relations” I wanna cry when I think about it. They way they are happy in that moment/scene is an expression of everything they have at that time. I mean that scene is the perfect s*x scene (is the word “s*x censored now) for what you wrote in that part of the whole story. And it wasn’t even long or particularly smutty. *sigh* I wish I had the time for an entire reread but that’s a pipe dream. I can just fondly think about it now and that’ll have to be enough.

Oh wow, that's a really great interlude of Bucky Quest. I really need to get back to writing interludes for that series, I love it so much. I have a few mini-series that I've been thinking about doing for it like an expansion of the Battleworld interlude and the story about how the Young Avengers realized what was up with Old Man Steve. I loved writing Reward, though, and I'm so so glad that's the scene you think about when you think of my writing 🥰 I loved the "But...girls" of it too 😂 oh sleepy Sam, slowly realizing what's going on 🥰

#sambucky #Bucky Quest Saga #thank you for the ask!#ugh I love that interlude too ❤️

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