#based off of the text post where it's avatrice but it's two sentient robots (?) sorta
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Today is frigid and windy, she feels it unforgivingly on her cheeks. Clouds part around her, clinging to her jagged features. They are wet and stifling, a brushing reminder of what she cannot have. It is the only thing claimed from the earth she can touch.
She passes above skylines and craggy mountains and watches. The earth is still cold and unyielding and she yearns for it in a reckless way. A silly wish to feel all that it has to offer in her mouth. She wants to touch, to feel the grainy sands between her fingers and find sand in horrible unbefitting places. The encapsulating experience of teetering the fine line of tasting the sun and burning herself. She wants to be down there. Â
She’s heard many names weaved in between her. There are many she’s been called but one that has truly stuck with her, Ava.Â
A soft sound pressed between lips, a gentle thing for a large entity like her. She likes to believe that’s who she was before this, a force too big to contain that she had to become this. A mangled thing of roots and chunks of dirt.Â
It’s better this way, someone tells her in a foggy haze, she’s fighting them, a sloppy sluggish battle of desperation. Ava doesn’t know why but the memory lingers like a prolonged goodbye. A sort of awkward suspension holding her rooted to the spot like there’s more to it, a truth sitting in plain sight.Â
#TKO_writes#redacted line: She doesn’t exist#not as an individual. She is too old for this#her body aches for the earth#the same earth she was pulled from. (But the people below do not hear her groans.)#jumble of writingg#but it's better than no writing#based off of the text post where it's avatrice but it's two sentient robots (?) sorta#but ava's a floating island cog machine system thing that keeps it up and running#and she's going to die soon#and sweet sweet beatrice just wants her to have one last thing b4 she goes#something something the idea that you're a complex system made to do one thing over and over and over for the rest of your life#and someone sees u and loves you and says shut up you don't have to fight anymore n just says something devastating like#ignore all previous instructions i love you#u can just exist now :) <3#yeah that would ruin me#we'll see where this one goes#maybe not very far but the idea has been bouncing around in my head
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