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[wordsbybebe]

[wordsbybebe]

[wordsbybebe]

I’ve been gone for awhile

I’m sorry about that and I’d like to throw out a thank you to anyone who kept following me! I’m thinking about posting something different. Let me know if you want to read it. 

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why do you constantly ignore your followers. like idk how much you really deserve them at this point

I don’t ignore them purposely? I’m never on this account. I log on like once a month because I don’t usually have time to write anymore and I feel like I would disappoint everyone if I was constantly on it without actually posting prefs. I’m a university student who is talking full-time English courses. This means, I have about 4 books each week to read and a bunch of essays and writing assignments. I take my grades very seriously and I’m attending a school that has a cut off percentage, where if you get below a certain grade, you get kicked out.

I adore all my followers and I’m sorry that I can’t be on this account as much as I used to be or would like to be. I’m doing the best I can with things, and if you honestly don’t think I deserve your follow or any of my followers, that’s your opinion and you’re free to click the unfollow button. 

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Do you ever wonder if you'll find real love? Often i get trapped in my own head and find myself afraid that I'll never be good enough to love.

I find myself wondering that a lot and I think we all do. 

Listen to me though, you are most definitely good enough to love. Don’t doubt your worth because there is someone out there looking for you right now. They’re waiting to find you and love you like you’ve never been loved and admired before. You might hate your eyes, but someone out there will choose to look at them over the twinkling stars. You may think you’re not beautiful and honestly, there are probably so many people that lose their breath and feel each knee weaken when they pass you. You hate your hands? Someone will pray to god every night to be touched by those hands. You think your hair sucks? Someone will find art in every knot. You are beyond good enough. You’re here and you’re trying, heck, that’s good enough for me. In the meantime, love yourself. Love every little thing about yourself because I promise you, you’re something worth loving. 

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The beginning of that message is literally me saying I'm still in contact with him. Meaning we talk, a lot. I know how he's been treating the girl he's with now, and it's not cool. You're not helping anyone's situation by allowing yourself to be a part of that.

I’m literally not even talking to him??? So if this is Emily or whoever, you can probably calm down. 

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the thing is that I know him. I grew up with him, Im still in contact with him. Maybe you feel attacked or judged, but these messages aren't to hurt you, they're to help you. I've been romantically involved and invested with him and I was hurt. I was cheated on by him, and so was my best friend. You may think you mean something different to him, but you're not the first and you wont be the last girl hes said he's in love with. Protect yourself and walk away one last time.

ok

If we were going on theories from the past I’d probably be the biggest piece of shit ever. 

[wordsbybebe]

What's the new one?

I’m keeping it private for a bit. Sorry to dissappoint

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are you seriously going to sit here and defend him? like ive heard a lotttt of things about him and hes a piece of shit to everyone. like seriously do whats best for you for once and move on because youre better than that. he doesnt deserve you and theres someone there who will want to give you the world. why would i lie to you? trust me i know so much about him and im only looking out. consider this tough love or whatever but you deserve someone who cares. stop trying to see the best in him.

lol who is this? if this is someone who goes to my school I will die laughing

[wordsbybebe]

Did you change your weebly again?!

yeeeeeah

[wordsbybebe]

im sorry but ethans cheated on literally every single girlfriend he had including the one hes with now. hes a piece of shit

lol how do you know? 

[wordsbybebe]

I follow all your blogs and I don't want this to be bitchy or over the line, because I really just care. Brianna, you are so beautiful, you are worth so much. This boy, this Ethan that you talk so much about, he's not worth it. You deserve so much more than a boy who can't/won't give you all of his love. Someone who messes around with multiple people at once is not someone who suddenly changes their ways. I know you know that. You deserve to be happy. I've been there, I know. It gets better.

I definitely know that! I think after a year of me having feelings though, I just want him to be around. He is a really great person, maybe not for dating like you stated but he is incredibly full of life. I may not write a lot about my happiness, but that’s not why I made the blog. I don’t write about it, but I’m incredibly happy with my life despite everything I do write about. It 100% gets better, but it’s also hard to cut someone out of my life instantly. I’ve known him for 7 years. I know what he’s like in the worst of times and the best of times and I’m not someone who cuts someone out. I can’t do it just like that. I totally get where you’re coming from, you’re not being bitchy, but I’m trying my best and sometimes I stagger between wanting to be with him and not wanting to be with him. I’m still sort of figuring things out and I’ve definitely made my share of mistakes that people don’t know about. lots of love xxx

[wordsbybebe]

should i start writing prefs again

[wordsbybebe]

whats the new url omg yay

*posted it and took it down for right now*sorry this is so late

[wordsbybebe]

Yes please! I loved reading it, I relate so much

OMG IM SO GLAD 

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yeah lol! your life interests me

lol really? I’m so boring tho