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N° 2 Jensen Ackles: Harper’s Bazaar China (September 2014)  {X}

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Jensen Ackles [Harper's Bazaar China] [c]

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"I look up to my father the most. He has a lot of wisdom. On one hand he can tell which road is the best to take in life, and which is gonna take a curve. On the other hand, if I choose that curve road, he will not stop me. He will happily let me go and try, and will be there for me when I encounter hardships. I wish I can become a father just like him." [x]

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It's a little hot, but yeah nice. 

So, uh, nice weather we’re having.

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Jensen on how he created Demon!Dean and how Demon!Dean ~ticks (x)

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You waited 18 years for this now come here and put those lips to use. Whaaat? It's true.

  Awesome.  Well then.  Oh god.

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Nope, never. Because your lips should be doing something other than telling me terrible jokes. You're almost 38, but you'll always be my not so little baby who I used to push on the swing, put flowers in his curly hair and make fun of because he's a tree.

  You’re never gonna let me forget that are you?  Thank you.  You stopped giving me chances you just shut me down now, it’s not nice.  I am 37 almost 38, yet I’m still a baby.

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You took too long asking me out, telling me you love me, even asking me to marry you! The only thing that happened fast was kids which i'm not surprised. That you were, and fiiiine. No, i'm being a father and giving her a chance, you tried telling me those jokes when I wanted cuddles. I didn't appreciate it. Because even if you're a clingy, needy mosee I still love you more than anything. You're my baby.

  Apparently I take too long for everything with you.  I was a stupid teenager who was lying to himself, can we forget about how long it took and appreciate that it happened?  You’re just biased because you think every joke I’ve ever said is bad so you gave her a chance.  I don’t know, why do you?

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Basically yeah. I'll never forgive you for waiting so long to tell me. Dumb moose you knew I loved you, everyone knew. Well...cass' were funnier than yours. I missed something. You're such a butt. You're so needy and clingy too why do I put up with you.

  Never pleased are you.  Come on, you know they’re funny.  You didn’t miss much really.  I don’t wanna.  I think I am your husband who wants a hug, is that too much to ask for.

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It was also our first kiss that day. So that made up for the fact it took you forever to tell me you love me. As I told Cass, twenty plus years of them are not. Because the majority of the time it was just you with them, and I regret the times I missed out on. You dumb Moose, get off me. Suffocating me with your love who do you think you are? Even if I love you too.

  I don’t know, but it did.  Still don’t know how that happened, and still pissed it happened, but it worked out in the end, so I guess I can’t complain since the good out weighed the bad.  Bad jokes are funny, come on.  Can’t complain about that, the others grew up too fast, wasn’t fun.  Just like always, but it’s okay because I still wuv you.

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How is it that when we go through terrible things it brings us closer. For instant, you had to be thrown in a closet to tell me you love me. I want them to not be sassy little shits who tell bad jokes but hey we have Sam, if he's exactly like you, which I think he will be, he'll be a kid forever. Wow, I take my I love you back.

  But when you think about it all that shit brought us closer.  If only they could all just go back to being seven.  Nah,

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I wouldn't thank them, they just made what I was feeling all the more clear in that moment. What we have is because of us. I like them when they're little like that too but they have to grow up sometime.Should be.

  Wow, I guess we should thank all the “bullies’ we grew up with, because of them we have this.  I still like them when they’re little like that.  Sorry?

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Hey, I did! I felt differently about you than i did the other kids. And when that one kid who used to take your animals crackers teased me saying I was in love with you, I knew he was right. that I was in love with you and he needed to stop taking your damn crackers. Sam's still small, he's just not and infant. Oliver don't give me that face.

  Sure.  I don’t know, just let inspiration come to you.  Don’t remind me, I miss when they were all this little.  Maybe not to you, but to me it is.

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Hey, I knew I was in love with you when I was five.  What would I knit? Sam's not that little anymore and we're not having anymore kids. You suggested knitting. I guess.

  It took me a year to become the favorite, damn.  I think knitting would be good for you.  Wow, no need for violence.  It’s just funny now.