violerisa

[violerisa]

i made this on 9th december 2020.

i have to admit, u’re AMAZING bc u can make me think of u when i see leonardo dicaprio like how come?!?!

btw, i had made her a fc at that time and i forgot to post this video. my bad. :(

[violerisa]

hi, kajo.

‪actually, i got the idea to make this from a long time ago. i made this because i really wanted to and finally, i have just finished it.‬

‪you maybe have waited a long time and hehe yeah, this is it. i am like, 100% sure that i will keep being updated because i will post whatever i want here.‬ #cool #swag #girl

‪when i said, “whatever i want here.”

i mean the things will be like:‬

‪- what is going on in my mind‬

‪- how i feel‬

‪- what makes me happy‬

‪- etc‬

the point is i am gonna open up.

‪of course, you are one of the reasons why i can write all of these words. like, of course you are, duh?

just imagine, if it ain’t because of you, who am i writing to?‬ (except my own self)

‪i hope nothing but i hope that one day, if you read this again, it can help you or maybe can slightly lighten your burdens because i do not want anything bad to happen to you, although sometimes reality fucking say the otherwise.

but, still, like seriously, i do not want it.‬

‪i feel like i wanna talk a lot, there are still many things i wanna say. i will tell you more later.‬

love,

virla

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kamu keren pagi ini.

tapi, sayang agak bikin kamu lemot.

august 2nd, 2020.

– kajovaro winson

as dilan

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i love that we can talk about anything and everything. there are not any conversational boundaries which feels so amazing.

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kamu tahu semalam aku mikirin kamu?

gak tahu?

sengaja, kamu gak perlu tahu.

biar itu jadi urusanku sendiri.

august 1st, 2020.

– kajovaro winson

as dilan

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“what do you like the most about himself?”

oh, everything.

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aku senang liat kamu belakangan ini bangun pagi.

kamu tidur nyenyak?

august 1st, 2020.

– kajovaro winson

as dilan

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if people talk about you behind your back,

just think,

“damn, i got myself a fucking fan club.”

[violerisa]

it is okay to lose motivation in the morning, that just means you are a nocturnal creative, some people think better at night. if your inspiration comes to you at night, take advantage of it. if your mind feels like that, get as much done while you are in that mode, do not wait til the next morning.

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“i wanna stop procrastinating.”

well all can stop procrastinating, how?

1. structure your time

by scheduling your daily activities, you provide a motivation to be present and diligent for your responsibilities. try time management methods like the pomodoro technique or invest in a timer, so you can monitor how much time you are actually spending.

2. figure out why you procrastinate

it is different for everyone. you owe it to yourself to be honest about what it is you are procrastinating from and why you fell into the habit. it may take some reflection.

3. learn to tolerate and enjoy putting time and effort into your work

you will be happy to see the results.

4. invest in your personal development

accomplish a general task (studying, exercise, writing in a journal, etc.) think about this easy example:

if you were playing the sims and your sim self needed to go to work but was playing computer games instead, would you let him stay at his laptop? lmao, hell no.

THERE IS ALWAYS THE INTERNET!!!

PULL THE PLUG,

EVEN WHEN YOU DO NOT FEEL LIKE YOU WANNA STOP,

LET US GO FOR SELF CONTROL.

[violerisa]

we deserve better versions of our own selves.

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“what should i do when i feel alone?”

these are some of the steps

you can try:

the key is to keep yourself busy.

1. go for a walk, enjoy the surroundings.

2. talk to anyone who brings you up and cut that person who brings you down. you can share anything with your friends or even talk about different topics, you will feel good.

3. meet up with your friends, relatives and so and so. you will gain positivity from them.

4. start to do thing which you like most as listening music (except sad music), dancing, reading, writing, etc.

5. watch tv series, funny videos or even cartoons!

6. start to learn new things like, a new language, a new instrument, any other sport or thing that interests you.

7. do exercise, issa good mind diverter.

8. sleep eight hours, eat fruits or take a bath. it could be anything.

9. list things that you are grateful for, it works like magic.

10. remember good memories. it will lighten up your mood.

notes:

everybody feels the way you do at some point of time and it is completely natural. the important thing are you have to believe that this phase of being lonely is temporary and to motivate yourself.

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your soul is attracted to people the same way that flowers are attracted to the sun, surround yourself only with those who want to see you grow.

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there is no such thing as coincidences in our lives. what is happening is meant to be happen. if sumn can go wrong, it can also go right.

[violerisa]

jo, lo laper gak?

july 24th, 2020.

– violeta larissa

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if you can do one thing today, own your power. you have been challenged and tested thru many hardships in your life, but have always come out stronger and wiser. you did that. be aware of your worth and use all your amazing abilities to make things happen.

[violerisa]

padahal dulu gua muak liat orang main zepeto.

“ini apa sih anjir orang-orang?”

“anjir buat apa sih main kayak gitu?”

terus dikasih tau katanya biar bisa foto-foto gitu.

terus gua yang, “oh foto-foto doang.” tiba-tiba main zepeto.

seneng apalagi foto sama lo, feelnya kayak lagi foto beneran. #jiakh

july 24th, 2020.

– kajovaro winson