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I've always felt like an alien in crowds. I'm trying to fit in, but instead I'm just pushed, and I fall to the ground. Fitting in isn't meant for me. I feel the liveliest when I'm myself without trying to blend in with others.

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I've lost myself while trying to hide my emotions. It is difficult to withstand these feelings. It is strangling me. It is punching me in the heart, tying up my intestines, and leaving my eyes barren and dry. I try not to care about it, but fail horribly... my lips are bleeding and satined, and my jaw groans in pain. I realise I made a mistake, but am I to bear so much strain? Finally, my jaw couldn't take it any longer, and I gave up, too, along with my tears. I let them go with the hope that i will soon be free.This too will pass. You don't give up on yourself. Just don't give up on yourself.

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In the process of hiding my feelings, I've lost myself. It's difficult to bear these feelings. It's strangling me. It's punching me in the heart, tangling my intestines, and making my eyes barren and dry. I try not to give a damn about it... but fail miserably... my lips are bloody and satined, and my jaw cries in pain. I made a mistake, I know, but am I to suffer so much strain? At the end, my jaw could withstand it anymore, and following my tears, I gave up as well. I let them off with the hope that I will soon be free. This shall pass too. You just don't give up on you. Just don't give up on you. 

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Attachments are venomous. Once you have it,it destroys you completely.

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OH,to be loved by the person you love.

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In the process of trying to fit in,I've lost myself .

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I've always felt like an alien in crowds. I'm trying to fit in, but instead I'm just pushed, and I fall to the ground. Fitting in isn't meant for me. I feel the liveliest when I'm myself without trying to blend in with others.

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Sometimes you have to gaslight your thoughts in order to get through life.

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It's a tragedy to feel things deeply.

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I wish I could fly and float aimlessly among the seas. I want to sob hysterically and for miles. While I desire solitude, I do not desire loneliness. I want to live, not just get by. I want to be myself; I don't want to be anyone else. But, if I take off my disguise, will this cruel world still welcome me?

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I wanna diasppear in air and get lost in the oceans.I wanna scream my lungs out and cry oceans. I wanna be alone but don't wanna be lonely. I don't wanna survive i wanna live. I don't wanna be someone else i wanna be me. But will this cruel world accept me if i take this mask off me??

-zozo

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I hate it, i hate that I'm not like everyone. If i were like everyone else then maybe they would have accepted me, have considered me normal and be friends with me.

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They are telling me to chill,bro I'll trying my best but who's gonna ask my fking brain to calm down.

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There has been a lot going on in my mind lately and it just makes me super anxious. So I've decided to not to put pressure on myself and take one day at a time.

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Various du’as that can be said to someone:

حَفِظَكَ اللهُ

May Allāh preserve you.

سَلَّمَكَ اللهُ

May Allāh protect you.

قَوَاكَ اللهُ

May Allāh strengthen you.

صَانَكَ اللهُ

May Allāh take care of you.

أَكْرَمَكَ اللهُ

May Allāh honor you.

نَفَعَ اللهُ بِكَ

May Allāh benefit others by you.

بَارَكَ اللهُ فِيكَ

May Allāh bless you.

سَدَّدَكَ اللهُ

May Allāh guide you to what’s correct.

أَعَزَّكَ اللهُ

May Allāh give you honor.

رَفَعَ اللهُ مَقَامَكَ

May Allāh raise your status.

أَسْعَدَكَ اللهُ

May Allāh make you happy.

شَرَحَ اللهُ صَدْرَكَ

May Allāh give you joy.

يَسَّرَ اللهُ أَمْرَكَ

May Allāh make your affair easy.

أَتَمَّ اللهُ لَكَ النُّورِ

May Allāh complete your light.

ضَاعَفَ اللهُ لَكَ الأُجُورَ

May Allāh multiply your rewards.

جَعَلَ اللهُ عَيْشَةَ رَغِيدًا

May Allāh make your life pleasant.

جَعَلَ اللهُ سَعْيَكَ حَمِيدًا

May Allāh make your efforts praiseworthy.

جَعَلَكَ اللهُ مُبَارَكًا أَيْنَمَا كُنْتَ

May Allāh make you blessed wherever you are.

أَمَدَّكَ اللهُ بِمَدَدٍ مِنْ عِنْدَهُ

May Allāh aid you with support from Himself.

جَعَلَكَ اللهُ لِلْمُتَّقِينَ إِمَامًا

May Allāh make a leaser of the pious.

لَا زِلْتَ فِي أَسْمَلِ سَلَامَةٍ

May you remain in the most complete safety.

طَيَّبَ اللهُ نَفْسَكَ

May Allāh make you in high spirits.

فَسَّحَ اللهُ فِي أَجْلِكَ

May Allāh extend your appointed time.

أَطَالَ اللهُ عُمْرَكَ

May Allāh give you a long life.

صَبَّ اللهُ عَلَيْكَ الْخَيْرَ صَبًّا

May Allāh pour forth abundant good on you.

سَاقَ اللهُ إِلَيْكَ الْخَيْرَ سَوْقًا

May Allāh send abundant good towards you.

تَحَنَّنَ اللهُ عَلَيْكَ

May Allāh be compassionate towards you.

آوَاكَ اللهُ

May Allāh give you refuge.

فَتَحَ اللهُ لَكَ أَبْوَابَ الْخَيْرَاتِ

May Allāh open the doors of good for you.

مَتَّعَ اللهُ الْمُسْلِمِينَ بِحَيَاتِكَ

May Allāh give the Muslims enjoyment with your life.

وَسَّعَ اللهُ عَلَيْكَ

May Allāh be generous to you.

رَزَقَكَ اللهُ مِنْ حَيْثُ لَا تَحْتَسِبُ

May Allāh provide for you from where you could never imagine.

رَزَقَكَ اللهُ بِغَيْرِ حِسَابٍ

May Allāh provide for you without measure.

بَيَّضَ اللهُ وَجْهَكَ

May Allāh brighten your face.

أَغَاثَكَ اللهُ

May Allāh help you.

أَعَانَكَ الله

May Allāh aid you.

طَيَّبَ اللهُ ذِكْرَكَ

May Allāh make good any mention of you.

عَمَّرَ اللهُ قَلْبَكَ

May Allāh grant long life to your heart.

أَبْقَى اللهُ لَكَ ثَنَاءً حَسَنًا

May Allāh preserve for you good praise.

أَصْلَحَ اللهُ ذُرِّيَتَكَ

MaybAllah rectify your offspring.

أَعْلَى اللهُ مَقَامَكَ

May Allāh elevate your status.

خَتَمَ اللهُ لَكَ بِالْحُسْنَى

May Allāh give you a good end.

#collected

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2023 is all about me getting uncomfortable by being comfortable. I'm gonna take risks, explore more and be a better, confident and healthy version of myself.

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Just fighting with my demons who constantly try to break me apart

-Zozo