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The hunger will pass

The hunger will pass

The hunger will pass

The hunger will pass

The hunger will pass

The hunger will pass

The hunger will pass

The hunger will pass

The hunger will pass

The hunger will pass

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"june will be my month!!" not if you keep eating like that

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Just imagine. Soon they’ll notice. They’ll say things like “wow you look slimmer”. They’ll be able to pick you up with ease. You won’t be embarrassed to sit in their lap because you’ll know you’re lighter than ever. They’ll be able to scoop you up and spin you around in hugs the way you’ve always wanted. You’ll feel petite and fragile and they’ll want to protect you. Soon you’ll feel that you finally deserve their love.

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i desperately want to cvt my wrists/arms but people would see immediately so im stuck with just my thighs

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i find peace in thinking about k1lling myself

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there should be a thing called “anorexic grandiosity” for those who generally deal with grandiosity because nothing gives me more fuel than knowing i eat less than everyone in my surroundings !!

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me : everyones body is beautiful!! as long as you love yourself youre amazing!! also me : im so ugly i just wont eat lol

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me when i eat dinner and then start sobbing bc im a failure with no self discipline

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well that didnt fucking happen. around 875 cals total with only 115ish burned

goal is 100 cals or less today!!

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goal is 100 cals or less today!!

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do you ever have the feeling that you suffered something traumatic as a kid but you can’t quite figure out what it was?

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nvm i ate a chocolate strawberry but then i went up and down the stairs a lot so my net for today is actually 285 which is still pretty good for what i was trying to accomplish :)

hopefully im done eating for the day unless my mom forces me to try something

oh and im doing a 1 week low calorie thing, today is the 2nd day

goal: 300

total calories: 356

calories burned: 81.7

net: 274.3!

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agreed

this is the worst part of ana tbh

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hopefully im done eating for the day unless my mom forces me to try something

oh and im doing a 1 week low calorie thing, today is the 2nd day

goal: 300

total calories: 356

calories burned: 81.7

net: 274.3!

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tried to only do <100 calories today but i ended up with 235 bc i didnt eat dinner and my mom made me eat some chips since i said i was feeling nauseous. :(

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i just want people to worry about me

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It do be like that