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Pasay City at Night. (Random)

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Slick

The passion for excellence, All but trapped in a fence,

In a pit where Satan will look in disgust,

Any attempt of salvation will turn to bust.

Lavish consciousness of the stagnant mind,

Dictated blessings that came from the bookbind.

Forcing hallucinations of the open realm,

Fall down head first, it was all just a dream.

Lovely folks, look into my eyes, Kneel down and cherish my disguise.

Flush all hope down to the sewer, As I for once admit I’m bitter.

Bitter as I fall to the unknown, Oh the crowd cheered with no feelings shown.

Temporary as an audience’s clap. I wish I could turn it back in just a snap....

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Bicker

The calmness of the wind telling things,

More than it should have, and what it seems.

Caressing streams from unexpected clingy realms

Grasping through ridiculed thoughts of a blemished ego,

Steamed ideas vaguely poured with an ounce of vertigo

Oh, the knowledge base that we ought to know.

Little did we know, the society frowned upon the depths of the bliss,

I ran and go, even though, with the mindset of the chipped “hit or miss”

Just bow down with a grin smoothly,  like a pizza with a quick melt cheese.

The satellite went dark, we’re free to be what we want to be.

Cherry blossoms, full of gratified and ecstatic plea.

Merry dancing for days, a bubblegum pop infinity.

No, no no, says the nefarious scum of the thing we call élan vital.

The bright fire we thought was the answer was blown away in disposal

Asthenia, I don’t wanna go back, don’t get me involved in your cabal

All I did was to try and take a bite of reality while on our disastrous flight,

On letting go, the only answer for our blatant strife

I should have not started it, it was the turning point, I could have followed the light

But I guess the elucidation evaded me with what was the supposed conclusion,

Eventually, I’m gonna find away to swim back in my normal flow of emotion

Because all my effort was consumed by your personal issues, camouflaged in the hated corrosion.

So now, all of the foundation, should be removed, a bit heavy, with a lever,

The elongated happiness and made up future, will be in the reduction process, sever? 

Of all the people I knew, interrogated and loved, this seems meaningful, but tis useless bicker...

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All along we talked of forever, I kind of think that we won't get better. It's the longest start, but the end's not too far away. Did you know I'm here to stay???

After Midnight by Blink 182

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Bliss

Step down, brethren  I shall seek glory on the Orion

As prominent as a constellation I’m already dead, before you reach my destination Once was I thinking for my best, But after all, just caused negativity from the rest.

Disconnect me from the world’s validity There you see a dreaded entity 

I was hoping for something specific

When it came, t’was not the what I thought of prolific

I tried to evaluate these entries,

All I got was... atrocious memories

You were all along, there for yours truly, Not gonna lie, I appreciate thee

It’s me who was dysfunctional,

I searched for something abysmal

I tried to merge the past into you,

Now, all I can say is I threw it all in the blue

She wasn't you,

But I’m still attached to her as a glue So please understand, you didn’t do wrong,

It was me all along...

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Die Linke

Während der Wind segelt durch die Erde, würde man nur noch sein, offensichtlich das verborgene Reich auszusetzen. Jeder Zoll, beginnen sie zu zittern, Flieger, in den Almosen des Schicksals verloren. Man hoffte, zwei entführte, das Glück der Brise wie ein wankelmütig zu sein scheint. Jedesmal, wenn ich bekommen einen Einblick, Resists Bedauern. Ich stolperte über einen alten Freund. Eine Landschaft blitzten, es ist alles seltsam, aber enthält die Stränge zu Hause. "Was wäre wenn?" Ich fragte sie, immer und immer wieder. Natürlich würde ich keine Antwort bekommen. Aber ich wurde immer noch verzweifelt. Sie liefen, folgte ich. Es scheint Klischee. Vertrauen Sie mir, ich weiß, was ich tue. Ich stand in Scham. Es gibt nichts, stolz darauf zu sein, nachdem alle, ich Scham atmen fast jeden Tag. Ich fing sie schließlich. Ich berührte sie. Ich fühlte mich etwas. Aber es ist nicht richtig. Der Schmerz der Reue. Es boten mich. Ich fühlte Bedauern, aber ich habe euch erwählt. Ich dachte, ich war falsch. Aber dann wieder, erinnerte ich mich an. Ich bin nur in den Ozean versenden. Egal, in welche Richtung ich segeln, wenn Wellen entscheiden, diktieren die Wellen. Es tut mir leid, es tut mir leid. Das einzige Wort, das ich aussprechen konnte. Langsam, ich bin in Wirklichkeit Ertrinken. Zoll um Zoll, wird die Änderung kommen. Regret ist alles, was übrig ist....

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Left

As the wind sails through the earth, one would just be still, blatantly exposing the hidden realm. Every inch, they start to quiver, achiever, lost in the alms of destiny. One hoped, two eloped, the luck of the breeze seems like a fickle.

Everytime i get a glimpse, regret resists. I stumbled upon an old friend. A scenery flashed, it’s all weird, but contains the strands of home.

“What if?” I asked them, over and over again. Of course, I wouldn’t get an answer. But I still became desperate. They ran, I followed. It seems cliché. Trust me, I know what I’m doing.

I stood in shame. There’s nothing to be proud of it, after all, i breathe shame almost everyday. I finally caught them. I touched them. I felt something. But it’s not right.

The pain of regret. It strucked me. I felt regret, but I chose you. I thought I was wrong. But then again, I remembered. I’m just ship in the ocean. No matter what direction I sail, when waves decide, the waves dictate.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry. The only word I could utter. Slowly, I’m drowning in reality. Inch by inch, the change is coming. Regret is all that is left…

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