#zy rant

[zylian]

Saw a post that made me want to scream with how wrong they were omg I’m holding onto s3 and s4 with my life

My duo is not REPLACEABLE screw that stupid post and stop comparing duossssss

•^•

[ismileeprnc]

Y’all seriously don’t know what seeing haechan in shorts does to me!!! 😩 like I just wanna pull him in my lap and feel his legs up, then play with his hips cuz he’s got the sexiest waist sksksgh 🤧and lastly, grab handfuls of that ass to guide him closer toward me all while kissing those plump lips, making him feel like the sexiest bitch alive hehehehehe

[areadbhcr]

Everytime I post my art here I just feel like shit, lol.

[ismileeprnc-responder]

Here’s a tip for being able to find your favorite fics again: send them to yourself bc digging in the asscrack of your likes is ghetto 😐

[kiritaniharuka-numberonefan]

Oh!!!!!! That's.... kinda crazy???

With your question of SEKAIs...

Do you know what a SEKAI is? Not that I know of course!!!!!! But, I'm curious if you know what a SEKAI is.

- @kiritaniharuka-numberonefan

Well, I will just be honest. Yes, i do know what a SEKAI is.

[this-is-exorsexism]

welcome to this is exorsexism.

this is an account to highlight exorsexism, so that more people learn to recognise it when it's happening and we can fight it better.

what happens here is that i will post examples of exorsexism here as i encounter it, as well as submitted examples. this can be stories of exorsexism of offline or online exorsexism. if not immediately clear, i may provide an explanation of how something is exorsexist.

this is also a safe space for nonbinary people to vent or rant about exorsexism.

you can submit exorsexism you encountered to me via submissions or asks. if you send a screenshot of someone being exorsexist, please make sure to crop or censor any identifying information such as their username and profile picture. this account is for educational purposes and for nonbinary people to vent their experiences, not to send harassment to anyone.

exorsexism from within nonbinary and wider transgender communities is also welcome as that too needs awareness.

not sure if something you want to submit counts as exorsexism? submit it anyway and we can talk about it. and if you think your exorsexism experience isn't "bad enough" to be submitted: yes, it is.

credit where credit is due: this account is very much inspired by @exorsexistbullshit who sadly hasn't been active in going on 5 years, as well as casualableism on instagram.

submission rules:

since this is a blog to highlight a form of bigotry and oppression that also often intersects with other forms of oppression, a "no bigotry" rule doesn't make sense here. however, being bigoted towards bigots is not welcome here. this includes calling bigots or bigotry -phobic (i.e. "homophobia"), narcissistic, delusional, lame, blind, cr*zy, st*pid and more.

the key difference here is whether you are quoting bigotry you have encountered or whether you're being bigoted as well.

i am multiply disabled and we don't do that kind of thing here, so if i ignored your ask or blocked you, that's probably why.

what is exorsexism?

in short, exorsexism is the oppression of and bigotry against nonbinary people. it is essentially sexism directed at nonbinary people. furthermore, it also includes the hatred of anything heavily associated with nonbinary people, like certain pronouns. exorsexism ranges from the erasure of nonbinary people to outright hostility. there are many different kinds of exorsexism as there are many different kinds of exorsexism. exorsexism affects the whole range of nonbinary gender identities, including but not limited to agender, multigender, genderfluid, aporagender & xenogender people, as well as androgynes, nonbinary men & nonbinary women.

here's an incomplete list of examples of exorsexism:

- nonbinary erasure, not just erasure of all nonbinary people, but also of more specific gender identities

- forcing nonbinary people into the gender binary or creating new gender-related binaries to force us into (e.g. amab/afab, masc/fem, men/non-men, cis/trans)

- thinking gender can't be fluid

- thinking everyone has to have a gender

- thinking nonbinary identities are new, a trend, a choice, a phase or a way to try and be special

- erasing exorsexism as a specific form of oppression

- thinking nonbinary people have to look a certain way

- centring binary people & experiences in communities that have historically included us

- mocking they, it and neopronouns

- thinking that "everyone is a bit nonbinary"/reducing nonbinaryhood to gender nonconformity

- thinking nonbinary people are just deviations from binary genders, i.e. men & women lite

[finniestoncrane]

Kissing as a distraction with ZY,YJ,Arkham,Gotham and telltale Edward (with slight elements of enemies to lovers pls)

PD:You are my personal favorite writer for the green bean

Kissing as a Distraction

Riddler Headcanons PLEASE YOU ARE TOO KIND that means so much to me ;-; ok here are some mean green beans getting smooched and distracted 💚 request info • prompt list • send me a request • kofi • masterlist minors DNI!! 🔞 cw: mostly fluff, some suggestive stuff, lil bit of daddy kink because i am not well

btas

he's grateful for it, and he doesn't consider it a distraction at all

just a sweet show of affection, not an interruption

he would never think of anything to be more important than you

realistically, to him, everything else is a distraction

because he'd rather spend all of his time focused on you

gotham

it was a nice try, really. admirable, but misguided

and you meant well, you didn't want him to stop infodumping

you just thought he might appreciate a brief intermission

and you certainly would, which is why you kissed him

but he just kept going, talking against you, muffled and adorable

dano

do you think kissing him mid-rant is going to distract him?

really? from the plans he's been working on for so long?

actually... they might. a touch of kindness and softness...

it's enough to make anyone reconsider mass murder

congratulations, you've averted disaster with one smooch

arkham

not that he doesn't appreciate affection now and then, of course

but this was absolutely not the time, so he's pushing you away

and scolding you probably, chewing you out for distracting him

when he was working on something far more important

the slight twitch in his pants suggests he enjoyed it though

young justice

it would definitely distract him, might even do more

like cause him to have a nervous breakdown, or heart palpitations

but he's distracted alright... he's actually not really doing anything

his eyes have glazed over too... and is he breathing?

ok quick throw a glass of water on the poor boy

zero year

it's more likely than not that you would kiss him to shut him up

a distraction from whatever horrible/rambling things he was saying

but it always does the trick, because he's quick to change priorities

if there's anything that can distract him, it's physical contact

he might suggest you amp it up if you really want his attention...

telltale

prepare for a barrage of patronising yet erotic sentiments

"aw, do you need some attention from daddy?"

"how about you come sit on my lap while i work"

"try not to distract me too much and i'll get you a treat later"

mission accomplished i guess, because he can't help himself

[hex12345678910]

Introduction

[Introduction]

How to refer to me:

[How to refer to me:]

I will occasionally refer to myself with ze/zi/zy pronouns instead of me/I/my.

Names: I have so many, there's no way im listing them all. My main one is Charli, but I also appreciate Dee and Raph (and other nicknames for Donatello and Raphael from TMNT).

Pronouns: Again, too many to list. My main ones are he/him/his/himself, they/them/their/theirs/themself, it/its/itself, and xe/xir/xirs/xirself.

My identity:

[My identity:]

Genders: I hoard xenogenders but, put simply, my gender is masc and connected to angels, cats, demons, blood, gore, water, the ocean, space and stars.

Attraction/orientations: Demiromantic, asexual, panromantic, and homoplatonic. I am questioning if I'm fictoromantic.

If you want to know what any of these terms mean, ask me or look at the lgbtqia wiki.

I'm a therian (black house cat) and otherkin (winged cat-human hybrid, the stars, Donatello from ROTTMNT 2018, Raphael from TMNT 2012, Hunter from TOH, and light). I am feline cladolink (like cladotherian but otherlink) and funlink (fox). I'm also wolfkith and fictionkith (Leo from Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles). I am tale-hearted (The Owl House, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (2012), Rise Of The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (the show and the movie), and Gravity Falls).

If you want to find definitions for any of these terms, look here. If you can't find a definition for any of them, ask me.

Other information about me:

[Other information about me:]

I am a singlet (as in not plural) and a minor.

I am agnostic and an atheist.

I'm autistic and have ADHD (combined type), and likely NPD (overt type). I have social anxiety.

Some of my special interests are:

Psychology

Neurodivergency

Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (and TMNT in general)

Gravity Falls

The Owl House

Some of my other interests are:

Lego

Animation

Drawing

Kandi

Music

If you want to vent, rant, ask anything, complain, if you need supply/compliments, etc I'm happy to help however I can.

Tags:

[Tags:]

:3da-cat-speaks:3 (me talking)

:3da-cat-asks:3 (questions for you, the folks of tumblr, to answer)

Important:

What are ABLE accounts

[skye707]

What would every Riddler do if they each got the chance to have the entire house to themselves for the day?

Hmmm let's see here. I felt like these two asks went hand in hand, so I went ahead and did a lil smoosh.

Unburied - He moves stuff in the house around just a little so that no one notices, but they all run into it constantly. He likes to screw with people's brains.

ZY - jerk off no but seriously, he's kind of a lazy little guy. If he's not fucking with everyone else's stuff, he might just take a nap after jerking off

YJ - He does what I do when I'm alone: play his boy bands very loud and wander around the house. Making some food? Bye Bye Bye. Folding clothes? I Want It That Way. Watering plants? S.O.S.

Dano - When it's just him, he goes in his disgusting little room and does a stream. He still has dedicated followers after all, and he doesn't want any of the other Riddle boys interrupting his rant.

Gotham - If he's alone in the house, he starts poking around everyone's stuff. Not stealing anything or moving anything, just looking. It's a little creepy, but he likes to get a lay of the land. And he's a total control freak.

BTAA - He's practicing his dance moves. Moves the furniture out of the living room, and just absolutely gets down. You name it, he can dance it.

Arkham - Pops himself a bowl of popcorn, plops down on the couch, and watches some of his favorite movies. He's kind of a film critic, so it's only fun if he's by himself.

BTAS - What does every mom do when they have the house to themselves? Tall glass of wine, romance novel, bubble bath.

Telltale - When the old man is home alone, he's doing one of two things: gardening or taking a nap in one of the big comfy chairs. Either way, he locks every door so that if someone comes home he's got a moment of warning.

[dagwolf]

 In any event, here's a tasty interview excerpt:

Speaking of doing a lot of different records and working with a lot of amazing songwriters, I own a ton of the records that you've done over the years. One, in particular, I'd like to ask you about is Paul Simon's Graceland. I obsessed over that thing when I was young. Do you have any recollections of working on it?

Oh, I have plenty of recollections of working on that one. I don't know if you heard the stories, but it was not a pleasant deal for us. I mean he [Simon] quite literally — and in no way do I exaggerate when I say — he stole the songs from us.

...

The interviewer's softball question leads to an extended rant that rolls on for over 1500 words. There's no clear way to verify Berlin's claims. But it's interesting to consider his characterization of Los Lobos' “collaboration” with Simon at a moment when the latter artist is being trumpeted as the latest hipster influence, like David Byrne and Gang of Four before him. It must be a heady moment for Simon. New York's much respected Brooklyn Academy of Music is feting him with a sold out month-long residency celebrating his post-Garfunkel career — a tribute fest that finds everyone from Byrne to Ladysmith Black Mambazo singing his songs, a residency whose final week — starting April 23rd — includes one of the top 10 ever most unlikely co-bills: Grizzly Bear, Gillian Welch, Josh Groban, and Olu Dara.

WTF, indeed.

After the jump, Steve Berlin's entire diatribe on Los Lobos' “collaboration” with Simon, including a rare dis of legendary former Warner Bros chief Lenny Waronker.

...

Really…

Yeah. And you know, going into it, I had an enormous amount of respect for the guy. The early records were amazing, I loved his solo records, and I truly thought he was one of the greatest gifts to American music that there was.

At the time, we were high on the musical food chain. Paul had just come off One Trick Pony and was kind of floundering. People forget, before Graceland, he was viewed as a colossal failure. He was low. So when we were approached to do it, I was a way bigger fan than anybody else in the band. We got approached by Lenny Waronker and Mo Ostin who ran our record company [Warner Bros.], and this is the way these guys would talk – “It would mean a lot to the family if you guys would do this for us.” And we thought, “Ok well, it's for the family, so we'll do it.” It sounds so unbelievably naïve and ridiculous that that would be enough of a reason to go to the studio with him.

We go into the studio, and he had quite literally nothing. I mean, he had no ideas, no concepts, and said, “Well, let's just jam.” We said, “We don't really do that.” When we jam, we'll switch instruments. Dave will play drums, I'll play something. We don't really jam. Especially in that era. Louie will be the first to tell you this – he was made to play drums. They forced him to play drums. He's not really a drummer by trade. He's never practiced a moment in his life. Not once in his life did he sit down at the drums because of his love for drumming. The other three guys made him play drums in the early days, so he sort of became drummer by default. He hates playing the instrument, I think. Again, you should ask him, but I don't ever ever, ever get the sense that he was one of those dyed-in-the-wool, John Bonham, let's-play-drums-for-three-days-straight kind of guys. So consequently, as the core band was comprised then, we never jammed – never ever. Not by accident, not even at soundcheck. We would always just play a song.

So Paul was like, “Let's just jam,” and we're like, “Oh jeez. Well alright, let's see what we can do.” And it was not good because Louie wasn't comfortable. None of us were comfortable, it wasn't just Louie. It was like this very alien environment to us. Paul was a very strange guy. Paul's engineer was even stranger than Paul, and he just seemed to have no clue – no focus, no design, no real nothing. He had just done a few of the African songs that hadn't become songs yet. Those were literally jams. Or what the world came to know and I don't think really got exposed enough, is that those are actually songs by a lot of those artists that he just approved of. So that's kind of what he was doing. It was very patrician, material sort of viewpoint. Like, because I'm gonna put my stamp on it, they're now my songs. But that's literally how he approached this stuff.

I remember he played me the one he did by John Hart, and I know John Hart, the last song on the record. He goes, “Yeah, I did this in Louisiana with this zy decko guy.” And he kept saying it over and over. And I remember having to tell him, “Paul, it's pronounced zydeco. It's not zy decko, it's zydeco.” I mean that's how incredibly dilettante he was about this stuff. The guy was clueless.

Wow. You're kidding me?

Clue… less about what he was doing. He knew what he wanted to do, but it was not in any way like, “Here's my idea. Here's this great vision I have for this record, come with me.”

About two hours into it, the guys are like, “You gotta call Lenny right now. You gotta get us out of this. We can't do this. This is a joke. This is a waste of time.” And this was like two hours into the session that they wanted me to call Lenny. What am I going to tell Lenny? It was a favor to him. What am I going to say, “Paul's a fucking idiot?”

Somehow or other, we got through the day with nothing. I mean, literally, nothing. We would do stuff like try an idea out and run it around for 45 minutes, and Paul would go “Eh… I don't like it. Let's do something else.” And it was so frustrating. Even when we'd catch a glimpse of something that might turn into something, he would just lose interest. A kitten-and-the-string kinda thing.

So that's day one. We leave there and it's like, “Ok, we're done. We're never coming back.” I called Lenny and said it really wasn't very good. We really didn't get anything you could call a song or even close to a song. I don't think Paul likes us very much. And frankly, I don't think we like him very much. Can we just say, 'Thanks for the memories' and split?” And he was like, “Man, you gotta hang in there. Paul really does respect you. It's just the way he is. I'll talk to him.” And we were like, “Oh man, please Lenny. It's not working.” Meanwhile, we're not getting paid for this. There was no discussion like we're gonna cash in or anything like that. It was very labor-of-love.

Really…?

Yeah. Don't ask me why. God knows it would have made it a lot easier to be there.

And Lenny put you guys together thinking it would be a good match?

Well, “It would be good for the family.” That was it. So we go back in the second day wondering why we're there. It was ridiculous. I think David starts playing “The Myth of the Fingerprints,” or whatever he ended up calling it. That was one of our songs. That year, that was a song we started working on By Light of the Moon. So that was like an existing Lobos sketch of an idea that we had already started doing. I don't think there were any recordings of it, but we had messed around with it. We knew we were gonna do it. It was gonna turn into a song. Paul goes, “Hey, what's that?” We start playing what we have of it, and it is exactly what you hear on the record. So we're like, “Oh, ok. We'll share this song.”

Good way to get out of the studio, though…

Yeah. But it was very clear to us, at the moment, we're thinking he's doing one of our songs. It would be like if he did “Will the Wolf Survive?” Literally. A few months later, the record comes out and says “Words and Music by Paul Simon.” We were like, “What the fuck is this?”

We tried calling him, and we can't find him. Weeks go by and our managers can't find him. We finally track him down and ask him about our song, and he goes, “Sue me. See what happens.”

What?! Come on…

That's what he said. He said, “You don't like it? Sue me. You'll see what happens.” We were floored. We had no idea. The record comes out, and he's a big hit. Retroactively, he had to give songwriting credit to all the African guys he stole from that were working on it and everyone seemed to forget. But that's the kind of person he is. He's the world's biggest prick, basically.

So we go back to Lenny and say, “Hey listen, you stuck us in the studio with this fucking idiot for two days. We tried to get out of it, you made us stay in there, and then he steals our song?! What the hell?!” And Lenny's always a politician. He made us forget about it long enough that it went away. But to this day, I do not believe we have gotten paid for it. We certainly didn't get songwriting credit for it. And it remains an enormous bone that sticks in our craw. Had he even given us a millionth of what the song and the record became, I think we would have been – if nothing else – much richer, but much happier about the whole thing.

Have you guys seen him since then?

No. Never run into him. I'll tell you, if the guys ever did run into him, I wouldn't want to be him, that's for sure.

That's an amazing story. I can't believe I never heard it before.

We had every right and reason to sue him, and Lenny goes, “It's bad for the family.” When we told the story in that era, when this was going down, we were doing interviews and telling the truth. And Lenny goes, “Hey guys, I really need you to stop talking about it. It's bad for the family.”

Amazing. Talk about bad for the family.

I know. Again, it's just so incredible how naïve we were back then. You can't even imagine that era of music when you'd actually listen to your record company president who told you to shut up because “it's bad for the family.” Now, I'd tell him to go fuck himself.

[tomatosoupandpasta]

Guys silly asks are so silly and make me happy. you could fucking rant about your physics teacher or just go batshit about pjsk cards. idc if the cards are from like a year ago idc be silly go crazy. it's my askbox and I'll probably go crazy (CR詠ZY?!-) with you

[zylian]

I got a pretty new book and I really want to use it over my tiny old book that's tearing but I don't wanna ruin itttt

（；へ：）

[ismileeprnc]

NOT MARK ASKING WHAT KIND OF KISS PEOPLE WANT &(@<^{^]€|£\¥ idk how some of y’all be keeping it together during this fancalls but the way I would’ve folded 😭😭😭 if he never wants to find out, he better not EVER ask me that question 🫠

[radiantmocha]

Part 2: It has claimed another

Since then, Kieran and Juliana have been staying at Nemona and Penny’s house for the time-being, seeing that their house is now being investigated for potential evidence of the kidnappers. Kieran was being absolutely distraught, losing his parents and now losing his kids, the sense of hopelessness felt very similar to what happened…20 years ago, he doesn’t wanna talk about that. Meanwhile, Juliana is staying close to Kieran in order to comfort him about the situation.

During this time, Kieran has visited his Therapist more regularly to combat his ongoing depression. He’s slowly healing, but it’ll take time, his Furret while not trained to be one, seems to make a pretty good therapy Pokémon. During this time, Juliana was given leave from work in order to rest and take her mind off things. Her good friends Penny and Nemona were very welcoming and allowed her to live with them for the time-being, they try to keep her company as much as possible with the hours at hand against them. Nemona was now Chairwoman for the academy and the toughest elite four member after taking Geeta’s place after she mysteriously retired, as for Penny, she founded a company called ‘Cassiopeia Industries’ which specializes in manufacturing computers as well as improving cybersecurity functions.

One day, when Juliana was moping the floor, Penny suddenly slammed the door open causing her to drop the mop and Furret to wake up in shock. If it was anything, Juliana definitely knew Penny was furious, that was a bit concerning since Penny rarely lost her temper, if she did, something big must’ve happened.

“Oh!…Hi Penny, are you ok?”

“Do I look Ok?!” Juliana winced at the comment but continued to ask: “Hey um, what happened?”

“It’s that bloody computer virus again! We’ve been searching for MONTHS yet we still can’t find it!—” Penny continued to rant on and on while Juliana simply sweat dropped at the comment. Despite this, it reminded her of an incident which happened a couple months ago. Back then, there was a mass hacking incident reported by various companies big and small. Silph.co, Devon, The IP, people managing the Box Link and many others, it was alerted just a few weeks after Penny made the new improvements to the system. Penny’s team has been tirelessly tracking down the virus and they’re nearly successfully a few times, however, the virus only ended escaping while causing a lot of collateral in the process. Sites crashing, files being deleted, private information leaks and so on. Cassiopeia Industries received a lot of hate from many people and Penny’s very stressed.

It eventually stopped after a while, seeming that the new security system worked. But this was only the calm before the storm. Just a few weeks before Kylie, Liran and Teal’s disappearance, the Box Link has been acting erratically, sometimes it sends wrong Pokémon to the wrong trainers, sometimes it doesn’t work. Before, the websites were now undergoing the same damage. Some theorists suggested that it was the work of a rogue Porygon-Z, however, that theory was ruled out immediately as the new security system is able to prevent the entire Porygon line and rotom from entering and hacking the sites.

*~And though the world may find our partnership quite odd You know that deep inside you'll always have my heart They'll try to come between us, tear us right apart But, boy, you know that you will always have my heart~* Juliana suddenly jumped in surprise as her phone started ringing, she blushed in embarrassment considering that was a song she and Kieran sang 10 years ago (they were helped by a a certain someone). Penny would normally reply with snarky remark, but she wasn’t in the mood. Picking up the phone, she answered:

“Hello?”

“Julie! I was getting worried!”

“Carmine! It’s been a while, how was the flight? I was getting worried as well.”

“Well, we just arrived at the hotel a couple days ago. Apparently, there were some technical difficulties so the flights were delayed.”

“Oh, alright. By the way, is Drayton and Nyra with you?”

There was a still silence for a while, until Carmine broke it.

“Is Kieran alright?”

“Well, he’s fine for now. Currently resting in the guest room.”

“Oh..that’s good.”

“Carmine, is there something wrong?”

“Well, um…”

“What happened? Is Drayton and Nyra with you?”

…

“Drayton he’s…alright. Nyra though…”

Carmine breath turns heavy, before stuttering out the words which made Juliana’s heart sink.

“Sh-Sheshe-she’s…missing”

——————————————————

A couple days prior:

The plane finally landed at the airport, the couple and their child quickly grabbed their luggage and headed for the airport. They plan to meet Juliana and Kieran at their home after they found a place to stay. It was getting late so they decided to rest first. Nyra got permission from the director to take a few days off to visit her aunt and uncle. After reaching the hotel and finding their rooms, Carmine broke down, crying profusely on Drayton’s shoulder after trying to hold it for the whole trip.

After a while, the couple went to bed with Nyra sleeping by a bed beside them, ever since Kylie, Liran and Teal disappeared, Carmine got paranoid. So, she decided that they only get a single room so that the intruder were to enter, they would be prepared. Carmine’s Mightyena offered to up at night to keep watch.

Nyra, still awake at night, couldn’t stop thinking about his cousin’s disappearance, he can’t help but feel worried for them. Suddenly, a chill ran down his spine, it’s not because he could hear something, it’s what he couldn’t hear. Realizing that Mightyena didn’t make any sound, he hopped off the bed to check on her. Fortunately, she was just asleep as evidenced by her chest rising and falling. But that didn’t stop the feeling of dread in her. That same feeling was now very close, it’s almost as if it’s behind him—

“Obz qyrlh bvrjy!”

———————————————

The next day:

Carmine has the worst nightmare of her life. So terrifying that she didn’t want to talk about it.

“morning Nyra…” she greeted, however, there wasn’t any reply. Carmine’s heart started to race, with a feeling of dread inside.

“Nyra?” Carmine stuttered hesitantly, “Nyra?!” Carmine frantically got off her bed and searched for her beloved son, but to no avail. Before she broke down however, there was something on the bathroom mirror. And she almost puked. The something was apparently writing, but the thing that’s used to write it appeared to be a dark shade of red, with a tint of purple in it. The message appeared to be jumbled up letters. It reads:

Zy njs naom ublnfw ucar, jig lbf mygl pqzy zuwn czs wim.

Well, that’s part 2! Tell me what you think. And if I could improve on anything.

holyyy shit that ending was brutal

well done, though! i love the adaptations of the characters and how their children would act

HAVE MY HEART MENTION YEAHHHHH that makes me so joyous

staring at the purple tint... "Oh, right. The poison."

looking forward to the next update!!! maybe we'll get some answers as to who this big bad kidnapper is—and maybe my theory will be proven correct 🤭✨

[pjsk-writin]

bro my cat literally ran away and I cried so hard and I'm so sad I miss her (ill put a picture of her so you can see)

I LOVED HER SO MUCH :((((

But anyways I've been listening to CR詠ZY for the past hour it's so good its really comforting me right now I could rant on and on about this song for AGES

OH NO IM SO SORRY :(((( poor kitty.... but OOOO SO REAL

[jessrising]

clanhart story

ok so i came onto tumlr today to talk about a story i still enjoy from clanheart. i was pretty active in the clanheart alpha because tbh i thought the concept was neat and i wanted to see it get somewhere. i was pretty actively posting threads and giving feedback. then i noticed the dev and owner stopped replying to me. keep in mind the dev replied to EVERY bug report thread made within a few hours during regular working times (aka not overnight). but i noticed mine starting to go under the radar. not be responded to when 5-10 threads would be answered. someone else would post my problem and it'd be acknowledged very quickly. i was like... am i cr*zy? am i analyzing this too much? but then it happened a few more times and i'm like hmm. hmmmmm. that's weird. granted i was also a little clout chaser that responded well to praise also but i'm fairly certain i wasn't overt about it. i just like being given gold stars to show i did good today ok

eventually the site kinda slowly dies because shit keeps happening, the dev leaves, etc etc it's a mess. however true to pet site tumblr there was a drama blog. and there was a post on the drama blog mentioning slash as the owner of the website. if you don't know slash he's made several pet sites over the last 15ish years and they're all kinda notorious for flopping or not delivering on certain things.

anyway that's when it clicked

well at first i was like, no fucking way, i actually like this person, how could it be slash. then i went on whatever the big petsite forum was and found the thread about it. and yup. slash is the owner. this is his idea. i'm over here pissing myself. why? because at some point within a week or two prior to me noticing i was being ignored, someone posted a thread titled "what pet sites do you not like?", paraphrased. and i posted a whole got damn rant about aywas. how much i fucking hated aywas for being a trash site. (i still hate aywas for being a trash site, if it's even alive still.) if u don't know. aywas was slash's biggest success. i straight up talked shit about this man's work to his face and i didn't even fucking realize. and believe me he was very active on the forums and reading every thread posted, because it's not like there was much being posted between like 30-50 people. and i thought to myself well gee that makes sense now and i don't necessarily blame you for ignoring me but i'd still appreciate if you weren't petty to someone actually trying to help you

so yeah i still think about that from time to time. once every 1 to 2 years. and get a good laugh out of it every time