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Genuinely think the cowards that don’t support OTW/AO3, should not be fucking reading fics on there. Like, your morals are so weak, you can’t even stop yourself from reading free fic. Pathetic.
#ao3#ao3 positivity#purity culture#fake progressivest bullshit#there are genuinely so many people that are pro being a piece of shit#if there was a button to kick y’all off the platform I’d press it#you don’t deserve nice things#sorry - I just got hit with some psychic fucking damage here#tumblr ain’t safe for the rational
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Wow. I haven’t used this blog in a while.
Just a mic check informing you guys that I still do exist I just forget this blog exists sometimes.
I’ve been reading some comics recently like the Spectre and boy oh boy I can’t wait to write blurbs about The Spectre and Danny.
I just read a Spectre comic where he tries to enact vengeance for this ghost that’s reliving its death moments over and over and forgets that a ghost can survive on things other than rage (he’s the literal embodiment of God’s Wrath so he’s excused in this misjudgment). He goes to intact vengeance and in doing so makes a good man who’s innocent yet jailed hang himself. He persecutes the right person (the apparitions sister) and THEN realizes that he can’t avenge this ghost because he did all those things in the name of vengeance and she doesn’t run on wrath or anger.
So with that, imagine The Spectre trying to innact vengeance on the killers of the unjustly death of Danny Phantom and inadvertently killing Jack and Maddie Fenton and having the Phantom hate him forever
@stealingyourbones
#speed speaks#it’s The Spectre 3 from 1993 if you want to check out that comic#I’m reading the run and apparently it’s what makes The Spectre the way he is today and boy oh boy the art is BEAUTIFUL#be nice I haven’t read much of the run yet so his character has 1000% evolved since the third isssue yk#dpxdc#speeds prompts#tw suicide#tw suicide mention#I know I repeated things but I’m tired your honor I don’t want to reread what I wrote#I’d say I’ll edit it in the morning but who am I kidding no I won’t#also I found out stealingyourbones is my top follower which is crazy. what did I do to deserve this. I’m simply a feller
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I cannot express how mad I am about this. Finally, FINALLY, we were getting something new from Star Wars and then they cancel it just because it wasn’t made for cishet white men. Like, not only are they canceling a very good show, but they are also discouraging anyone from ever stepping outside of the Hero’s Journey ever again and telling so many Star Wars fans that the franchise isn’t for them and white men are the only people they care about. I honestly do not know how long Star Wars can feasibly go without doing something new. The Acolyte could have been a springboard into a better era of Star Wars, but Disney decided they wanted to stay in the 1970’s with George Lucas. For the sake of wrapping up the story I hope they will give it a few specials like they did with the Owl House if not a full renewal.
I love Star Wars so much and the Acolyte was such a promising sign that the franchise would grow and evolve that I forgot Disney was holding its reigns.
#star wars the acolyte#the acolyte spoilers#star wars#Disney being Disney (derogatory)#this is why we can't have nice things#justice for the acolyte#I cannot tell you how much I want to wake up and for this to all be a nightmare#please I’m begging Lucasfilm to grow a pair and make a bold new choice for once#they can’t just leave Mae and Osha apart they deserve a happy ending#seriously I don’t get how the Mandalorian got three seasons but the Acolyte can’t get a second#the acolyte was my favorite Star Wars show#they can’t keep getting away with this
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People make truth potions soooo serious. Personally if a friend said ‘I like you’ or ‘I love you’ it would be considered something sweet since they cannot lie and didn’t say ‘I hate you’. Not a confession of romantic love that the world must now be staked on as it is acted out
#same as drunk confessions like bro. BRO. be nice and be cool#you should love your friends#what’s the issue#and even if it was a confession of romance or lust well they’re under forced conditions#be nice that they were forced to reveal things they otherwise wouldn’t#what’s hard to understand here#they like you and love you. obviously???#people tend to not spend their free time with people they don’t like????#anyway friendship is cool and truth serum should be less embarrassing over nothing#truth serum deserves better than being a plot device#personally if someone doubled over trying not to say the words ‘I like you’ I think they’d need a tap on the head#it’s not a confession it just sounds like they were reluctant to confess something harmless#and unspoken of I suppose??#isn’t the concern that they’re forced to say anything at all much more harrowing than saying nice things about a friend
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So is the world ready for my X-Men hot take?
Scott/Jean/Logan is extremely good, 100/10
You know what’s better though? In my humble opinion?
Scott/Jean/Logan/Emma
Give them their “problematic but secretly extremely well meaning in a lot of situations” bisexual wife!!! Someone in that polycule has to be able to handle delicate morally gray situations!!! Also plz Emma and Jean are peak “if you’re rivals for over 30 years you are no longer rivals you are gay!”
Fuck all the love triangle/love square bullshit, wrong!!! They all kiss!!!!
#my post#listen I have a lot of feelings about Emma frost#she’s had so much character development over the years people straight up ignore but not me#proof you don’t have to be a nice person to be a kind person#also before anyone starts Emma hasn’t been a villain in the comics like fr in years#she ran the xaviers school for a long time#and did a damn good job#it was amazing writing to make her like big redeeming thing that she genuinely cares so deeply about children and caring for them#even if it’s hard for her to express it#she has a lot of repression issues and deserves people who will both be#she deserves people who will both extend her compassion and hold her accountable and those three could#emma frost#jean grey#scott summers#logan howlett#wolverine#cyclops#x men
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I don’t know what I want and I don’t know what I need but I’m glad I’ve got therapy tomorrow
#kinda… down#feeling sort of broken#and I appreciate all the help#but I feel ignored sometimes like my problems are boring#it’s be nice if someone wanted to help me fix them#it’s just my brain being fucked I know#because I sound so ungrateful and shitty and horrible#horrible enough that it’s like?? I don’t deserve nice things!!#but sometimes I say I’m sad and I get a pity like and told it’s ok#I say I feel lonely and unliked and people say ‘aw’#others might get a long discussion or an outpouring of ‘I like you!!’#and i think I’m just missing out on that because I can’t make connections deep enough#also I’m needy and confused and never really feel like I’m anything to anyone#and that people don’t actually like me#and that me constantly feeling like this makes them like me even less?#but I can’t help it :(#and I wish I knew how to not feel like that and be normal#I think I’m gonna take a little break because I’m in a really deep hole#i'm sorry im like this#and I’m a little bit afraid for myself#finnie shouts into the void
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Sophie Shepard & Dominik Shepard (ME2)
Ft. Cmdr. Kaidan Alenko & Zaeed Massani MIRA'S MORE CANON ME2 "We both did the best we could do underneath the same moon- in different galaxies..." AKA: The aftermath of Lair of the Shadow Broker. Recruiting the Not-Dossier: Apollo. Mass Effect 2: Legendary Edition (2021) + Bonus :)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#dominik shepard#kaidan alenko#zaeed massani#mass effect#mass effect 2#me2#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#morecanonmasseffect#taylor swift is getting all the credit for my tagline :) thank you peter lyrics :)#something something twins who throw eclipse mercs out windows together something something :)#dom is still a sentinel in this canon but i think he’s more biotic inclined :)#but this was so much fun. i haven’t made a big gifset like this in awhile#putting zaeed and kaidan in soph’s squad together in game 👌👌👌👌 absolutely highlight of my mesh swapping career#that and putting dom and soph into the same frame together in game. this was so fucking cool to see in game i’m ngl.#it’s like one thing to have OCs who are twins and another thing to be able to put them into game together 🥹#and seeing like more of your own ME2 canon instead of the shitty version we got in game ngl#shadowbroker!zaeed baby!! ash and kaidan on the normandy!! soph fucks off from cerbie bc the storyline is shit!!#nyreen as archangel. no forced bestie bullshit :)#sorry bioware i’m taking your canon and ripping it to shreds :) zaeed and the VSs deserve better so i’m giving them better :)#also soph using an eagle isn’t the most canon thing but i don’t think me2 has a cobra so we’re gonna roll with it lmao#everyone else’s guns are very canon though :)#i probably ranted a little too much but ngl dom stepping on the eclipse merc was iconic#and soph shoving the other one out the window was hot and kaidan agrees (i don’t make the rules)#well actually i do and he did think it was hot :)#have a nice day as always friend!! 💙
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If there’s one advice I can give you, it’s this: take math classes, dude. YouTube tutorials, tutoring lessons if you can afford it, online quizzes, ask your math whizz friends for help. because as someone who’s math incompetent and had a brutal situation at work, that shit WILL be an obstacle. I know math absolutely sucks, but trust me, it’s everywhere, and you WILL need at least the basics
#text#currently I’m crying abt not knowing how to do math even with a calculator in front of me#let me tell you#it’s not fun#I often wonder what becomes of people like me — who aren’t gifted#with a sharp affinity for logic and academics. I ask myself ‘why can’t you just understand what’s so simple for everyone else#and I don’t know!!!#but I do know I’m just as much of a human being as everyone else. I deserve nice things and decency because no human deserves less#regardless of their shortcomings
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Happenned upon your blog years ago, loved everything about you ever since ❤️
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here’s my hot take of the night, i think they should have pulled a mary winchester with sasha and unfridged her specifically to fuck with the audience who so gleefully stuck her up on her “sole brain cell owner & true archivist who was only passed over because she would have been too good at it” pedestal. do i think it would have been done well? oh god no. but i think it would be funny.
#sasha really got the ‘pretty dead girlfriend in a white nightgown’ treatment and it kind of SUCKS.#and the worst thing is that I don’t really hate it that much in the show.#holding her as the first and most horrifying and most poignant loss was really effective#‘what did you say?’ GO OFF KING. see I can say nice shit about things. I’m not just a huge bitch about it.#but anyway sasha deserved the mary treatment. let her get her hands dirty and fuck an american. idk#idk let her be stupid and weird too#aster chat#aster liveblogs the archive show
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do people have recommendations for good bits of writing on vengeance/revenge/vengeful dispositions/cultures of vengeance?
context being that, i’m someone who has an extremely vengeful disposition that comes with revenge fantasies and desires that never ever fade if i don’t act on them—unlike all received wisdom, for me there is no ‘control yourself until the vengeful impulse fades, don’t do something in the heat of the moment’ sort of experience. either i remain with a desire for revenge for a grievance for years or decades (and collect more over time steadily without any of them ever dissipating), or i take revenge in some way (very occasionally this is satisfying, more likely i convert the vengefulness for the unavenged grievance into regret or guilt or shame over the action i took, this is usually worse than stewing in vengefulness which is why i don’t do it often but knowing it’s worse doesn’t have any impact on the preoccupation with feelings of vengefulness/fantasies of revenge, also even if it’s worse it’s at least different so sometimes i will give in just out of being too sick of having some particular unavenged-grievance hanging over me).
and i want some sort of defamiliarizing detailed analysis of the psychology and nuances of it that i can apply to myself, or see myself in, or both. i guess. something that can make the vengefulness feel absurd or abstracted or alien or whatever enough to sometimes just fade with time or be successfully let go of. or something.
#this is brought to you by: about 8 years ago i was offended by someone and responded nicely and diplomatically without insulting them#and since then i’m not sure even a week has gone past without thinking about it and how much they deserved for me to#publicly savage and eviscerate them in ways that hurt their feelings intensely and maybe fucked up their reputation.#and how much i regret leaving them with their feelings and self-image intact. if that makes sense?#like if i did tear into them i would have regretted it for other reasons but since i didn’t i’m preoccupied with this instead.#how much i can’t stand that they got away with it and how much i want vengeance on them#by vengeance i mean. i’m not 100% sure. to make them feel extremely bad in a way that maybe subtly undermines their life.#anyway this is just one example i have many of these. i don’t overall spend a lot of TIME thinking about these things but like. the#feelings are exactly as strong and disruptive now as they were then whenever i DO think about them. if that makes sense.#if you’re wondering where this disposition of mine comes from the answer i think is straightforwardly a cl#combo of a) extremely sensitive personality and b) my mom.
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Oh man. Lou Ferrigno Jr. I don’t know you from Adam. From what I’ve seen you seem like a good man but online personas of celebrities can be way different than they are in real life and we will never know so I can only go off of what I’ve observed and how other people have talked about you. But dude. You were a MASTERCLASS in how to be a bigger person when other people are behaving like their lowest selves around you. If I had been getting death threats and being called a racist and a predator and ugly and having my relationship with my horrible father brought up over and over again and having family members harassed and EVERY OTHER THING that was thrown at me. While still managing to be kind to both the people who are supportive of me AS WELL AS the people who are ACTUALLY WISHING FOR MY DEATH. ALL WITHOUT A SINGLE ONE OF MY COSTARS DEFENDING ME. I would not have been as nice about it.
#again. I don’t know him.#whatever misdeeds he may or may not have done seem to have been a long time ago#and I don’t hold people’s humor in the early 2000s against them because it was a different time period and things change and we grow.#but good lord#did ANYONE who worked with him on that show stick up for him?#besides just saying he was nice occasionally?#if they did I didn’t see it#anyways.#hope you continue to be a class act and star in a show that actually deserves you#not tagging the show but we all know what I’m talking about#lou ferrigno jr
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I think someone that follows this blog mentally connected with my mind and caught wind of me playing with the idea of deleting my writing blog and starting anew.
#rambles#bc i don’t think i mentioned it on here did i?#i just…..#deep down i don’t think majority of my followers even deserve to red what i have to write#i write primarily for myself and i share it as a courtesy for others#but i don’t like the way i’m treated#not that i’m getting treated badly#but i feel like i’m getting treated like a content creator and that really grosses me out#if you’re going to treat me like that i’d rather not feed any of you#i’ll just feed myself and the one (maybe two) people that care to read my works#it’s really odd to put a finger on exactly how i’m being treated tbh#i think verbalizing that post i recently made on that blog really so.idofied things in my mind#*solidified#what i really want is a sense of community in some way#but the truth of the matter is that most people do not care#they only care about what you have to offer#i’m trying to communicate and i’m barely getting anything in return#honestly i said this before but i really have a bad view of most of my followers#leeches is what majority of them are#ungrateful leeches#i need to answer really nice asks people sent me but i’m not in the mindset to do that right now
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️
Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone#but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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i can’t believe it’s 2023 and the “only gay actors should play gay roles” argument is not only alive and kicking on twitter, but thriving. need you guys to shut the fuck up and log off so bad 😭
#im in the trenches for straight actors to play gay roles bro#because number ONE you don’t actually know if they are or not#which leads nicely to point number 2 — it’s none of your fucking business whether they are or not#basically it all just kinda translates to ‘I hate closeted people and I don’t think they deserve to work’ lmaooo#but also like imagine going into Starbucks and the hiring manager asks if you kiss girls#acting is a job and we should (literally) never allow people to be hired on the basis of their sexuality#you know why? because that opens the door for them NOT to be hired on the basis of their sexuality :)#thats never a precedent which should be allowed to exist#even if you think ‘oh but this is a special circumstance and it’s because it’s a public role’#that’s called a slope babe and it can get very slippery very quickly#Hollywood is powerful and stories are powerful and the media is powerful#and it’s ability to normalise and justify things at a rapid pace shouldn’t be overestimated
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brief break from the lord eclipse posting for some nice eclipse posting:
I rediscovered this song “you smell of dead flowers” and the last few lines immediately reminded of solar and his sun and I just grgrhergraragh!!!!!
“You smell of dead flowers / I smell of the sewer I rot in” has the vibe of solar thinking back on his sun, who maybe once had a sweet scent to him but the memory has since been tarnished and twisted with grief that dead flowers are the only thing that come to mind. that, paired with the next line, gives the impression that he puts himself below his sun; that he is something that rots and pollutes(“because if I wasn’t, my sun wouldn’t be dead, right?”).
The next lines hammer that in some more, with “I’m ashamed of all I am now / and all I am now / is painful” really cementing the vibe of his low self worth and I just. I just!!! Idk!!! It makes me terribly emotional to think of their dynamic and how solar could harbor a lot of grief, regret, and self hatred because of what he “did” to his sun and i’m just. ueueueue,,,,,
#xero says things#xero thoughts and rambles#angst#THEY MAKE ME SO SAD. THEY MAKE ME SOOOOO FUCKING SAD#I don’t think about them /that/ often but when I do I feel my bawling my eyes out everywhere forever (like now)#his passive suicidal behavior could b linked 2 a lot of that grief for his sun too……#do you think he looks in the mirror sometimes and thinks it should have been him who ‘died’ in the transfer?#do you think he looks at our sun and has this idea that he can make up for lost time-#-but also is too afraid to get close because what if he does it again?#what if his existence harms another lovely person who doesn’t deserve that?#what if that’s how he feels about lunar too?#what if he is just the saddest guy ever :(#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#sams solar#solar sams#nice eclipse sams#sams nice eclipse#solar
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