#you are genuinely my fav moot(mutual) that i have

[lizardlover-skylarglamrock]

LOOK AT THIS

YOU DID THIS

I HAD 28 BEFORE I LEFT WHAT-

I now cease the boop attack. It only took around three hours and a lot of repeats of the Vocaloid song “Mesmerizer”.

(Alt and main combined, I think I booped you…2,000 times? Just about? You were my target—)

(Also @blaze-lightflame)

I was wondering why I came home from to 99+ notifications and now I know why!!

I WAS ONLY OUT TRICK OR TREATING WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS/J

[bueckersstrap]

MUTUAL APPRECIATION POST

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disclaimer : to the mutuals i don’t mention i love u all sososo much and all my followers i love u so much thank u for like 700 i think we’ve grown sm in like 2 months !!! i love all my moots and i appreciate every single one of you thank you for always supporting me 🤞🏽 - xoxo cel

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@iminlovewithpaigebueckers alora!! my sweet precious peoples princess! i love this girl to pieces and id truly be so lost without her that’s my girl frfr. she’s always there for me and even though i was a tad bit scared of her when i didn’t know her (don’t gas urself up too much bro😒) she’s genuinely the epitome of positivity and love and light. she graces everybody with her presence and i could never have anything bad to say about this women.

@thecameronshow my favourite trollop🤗🤗 i love this girl so much she’s so fucking funny and i remember seeing you on somebody’s page and i thought u were so sweet! you added me to ur bio and now we’ve been locked for so long 😘 thank you for always giving me advice and your insight always means the world even tho were usually in the same situation ..

@goldfades my beautiful sweet lovely wife. i am so inlove with this girl i can’t even imagine tumblr without her. she’s the epitome of beauty and love and even tho she hates on me 😢😢😢 i still love her to pieces. she sticks with me through everything and is one of the most understanding people i know. she’s always there for me and i always support her in her sassy ass actions but it’s okay i love the attitude! i love this girl so much words don’t cut it but it’s okay im always shakespeare for my sunny

@aaliyg my fav grandma right here 😘 my fortnite master and literally one of the funniest people i know im not even kidding. i love our convos when we have the same opinions on things bc we are the funniest people ever! i love when u send in asks u make my days w them 😘

@lucespeaks tumblr it girl as id say😝 my fav controversial blog (it’s not u it’s the softies i swear)!! you’re the funniest person on here i swear and whenever we’re haters we are a great duo !!! i was so scared of u when i first followed u but the sweet angel luce agenda is spread between the masses !!! i love ur blog and ur always cracking the funniest jokes cuz we have the same brain im convinced 💆🏽‍♀️ anyways i love u to pieces friend (no allegations pls!)

@arlertwhore one of the best writers on this app i swear. i started following u for ur sneaky link series and there’s nothing but constant praise there from me!!! you’re so funny esp about the espys thing 😭😭😭 i’ll try and start up writing again just for u bae

@barbspeaks MY BARBBBBB😘😘😘 that’s my girl right there and were locked 🔐🤞🏽 !!!! you’re the sweetest girl ever and i always enjoy when we talk and u always have me laughing esppp about the catch a predator videos 😭😭 ur actually my bestie i love u sososo much

@clairosrealwife LIVVY!!!!! my bestie!!!! my fav 12 year old (i’m kidding 😭) whenever we talk it’s always about those stupid anons that get on our nerves but it’s okay bc we always have the same takes and bless u for that!!!! ily😘😘😘

@makethemhoesmad … first impressions were u TRAMUATIZING tumblr w papi ivan or ur other freaky ass ao3 stories. but ur so funny and i love when we talk 😘 mwah mwah

@lowgothree MY BAE JJ!!!! i literally love u so much ur the sweetest and i always enjoy when we talk cus ur sososo funny 😘 im so sorry i left u on delv that one time i swear it wasn’t on purpose baeski💔 ilysm xoxo

@fruitbasketball mina!!! i was soooo scared of u i cannot lie. i always saw ur recaps on my feed and i loveeddddd ur blog im honoured to b ur moot 😘 but you’re a sweetheart and i love ur basketball recaps and the knowledge you have is unmatched on this app ! ily

@wanderlusturous my bsf jojo!!!! i stole u off evs page and ur such a sweetheart to have as a moot!!! i love when u send in asks ur the best!!!!!! mwah ily

@latenighttalkinqwp jazzie baby omfg this was added bc i realized i didn’t tag u in the final draft . don’t shoot me babes! you’re literally so fucking funny whenever we interact i’m always laughing i love being ur moot😘

[illyrianbitch]

moots appreciation time ! tag some of your fav moots and share what you love about them ! then place this in other blogs asks ! ❤️

AWWW YAY OKAY here are some (def not all) of my lovely mutuals 💗 i’m a lucky gal and pls go support them all, they’re AMAZING

@itsswritten my sweet lovely soulmate lottie who listens to all my brain dumps <3 amazing writer & friend & best person to motivate me to write

@writingcroissant tori owns my heart like we simply r just in love. her writing is stunning and she is so extremely talented (and funny but don’t tell her i said that). plus she understands my love for reaction memes ?!?😌

@rhysandorian MY LOVE SINCE DAY ONE, my fav notif on my posts & my fav hype woman & she just holds a v special place in my heart 🫶🏻

@milswrites AN ANGEL!!! i love her and her works. deserves the world!!!

@readychilledwine besides her talent, she’s just so sweet& welcoming & seeing her on my feed makes me happy. (her daughter is so lucky to have such an amazing mom)

@sarawritestories a sweetpie!!! genuinely like a sunshine girl, so passionate and friendly

@prythianpages go read any of her works because you will fall in love like i have. also just so sweet 🥹

@eve175 so so nice and just a cutie <3

@historiaxvanserra BEAUTIFUL writer, literally so talented, all their works read like poetry to me and i think they’re super cool <3

@daycourtofficial SHNOOKUMS!!! so talented & sweet & funny (except when she sends me hate mail 🙄)

@acourtofwhatthefuck author of my roman empire (POM), super funny & i just know she’d be so fun to be friends with

[xoxochb]

hey ml! i just saw all of your posts abt what's been going on i fear i may be a bit out of the loop but i hope everything is okay <3 i can't imagine you doing anything so wrong to deserve any of the shit that people have been throwing at you - blocking them is 100% the right thing to do

i followed you because i loved your work and bc you're a genuinely lovely person and one of my fav moots <3 your work inspired me to start on my own in my free time lol

last post of yours i saw was abt you leaving and if that's what you need to do to protect your peace then i would fully support it i would miss you though! <3

you're such a beautiful person prue you deserve nothing but the best 🫶

I’m doing better, I’ve been losing sleep over this but I’m just trying to apologize as much as possible to make sure my point gets across. but a lot of people have been blocking me which is so— ugh like legit even my own mutuals so I’m just trying to recover from it all. and what I did was shitty, I get it. I fucked up and I should’ve communicated better instead of letting my emotions get the better of me

but thank you so much, I really do appreciate you ☹️

[minheeskitten]

back but with a question; would you perchance have any favorite fics and/or writers !!! since im getting back into reading / always curious what everyone else likes :] (group does not matter, my stan list is very similar to yours dhdjfjekfjekfnekfjek) —☕️

Oh boy, fav writers and fics.. Thats a tough one since I don't often branch out of specific fandoms ( i am working on it!)

I read a lot of kingdom works. A lot of them. I have probably read every single posted kingdom smut piece there is. I started writing them bcs there wasn't enough. A lot of cravity as well, and some ateez too. Onewe and Oneus as well. But they aren't as popular so there aren't nearly as many fics as id like. Gotta write em i guess haha

But here is me shamelessly promoting my friends and mutuals.

Intenselysalmon on Ao3 is good. They're a friend of mine who made me go batshit insane over Arthur.

Yami0204, also on ao3, is good too. Even if you don't normally read sfw fics. PLEASE READ LEGEND OF KINGDOM AND ITS SIDE STORIES!! IT IS GENUINELY SO GOOD I WILL READ IT TO MY CHILDREN.

^ She's another friend of mine, and if you ever see a tag with 'Auntie' in it im hoping she sees that post. (Hi Auntie @kurenaiwataru I know you'll see this!)

@kingdoms-babygirl and @karmacumover have some excellent works, and also have a series together, and it is SO FUCKING GOOD. Their separate works are also amazing. I do forget to talk with them often but they're both great writers. Im a little intimidated by how good they are at times

In general a lot of my moots tend to be writers. I have a moots list if you wanna go look at them! They're all really good!

( @yourfatherlucifer aka Felix has the best Ghoul Hongjoong smut and OH MY GODS!! I need more.)

(@potatomountain is also damn good! Please go check them out!)

I also have a fic recs tag for fics i read on here i liked or thought felt needed extra love! It is just straight up 'fic recs <3'

In general I don't read as much as i want to, and i feel like my skills are slipping because of that so. Do reccomend me any fics from my stan list as well! I do prefer Ao3 but i will read on Tumblr too!

I've read some good fics over the years but in general more specific fic recs are difficult without knowing someone well.

If it helps, i am always on the lookout for good writers!

I tend to struggle to find non afab x reader, so i read more member/member stuff purely because i prefer amab characters to represent me. So if you find any, do send it to me! I always link fics or anything sent to me!

[oshidorifuufu]

Hi Luka! I enjoy seeing your posts! c:

You seem nice and I've noticed we have some things in common! It's cool knowing someone else who's studying for the same exam (fingers crossed for the both of us haha) and you've always been really understanding and kind.

I think one of the first times we interacted was when you left a comment on a vent post of mine when I was out of my meds for 2 weeks and you reminded me that needing meds isn't my fault. I found that really thoughtful of you 'cause I was going through hell and felt like a failure but your encouragement was nice to hear and reminded me to be less harsh on myself because of my health.

I remember you like Atarashii Gakko too omg that made me so happy since no one else I know likes them :D We likely have some other music in common too.

Also your layouts always look so perfect, one of the first ones I remember you by is when you were using a Nazuna theme (he's my fav character in Enstars). I'm too lazy to put together things in a super aesthetic way so being able to do that is really impressive.

I'm always glad to see you show up on my dash and you really deserve the best, even during times you feel like you don't. I'm not always the best at commenting or responding to stuff, but when I see your posts about feeling down, I genuinely hope things can get better eventually.

We share some of the same moots and I can tell you have a positive impact on them too and make the world a warmer and kinder place.

I hope that the kindness you give to others can come back to you somehow and that today has been going okay so far. ✨

this is soso sweet.

thank you so much, i have trouble responding but this is so kind

im glad i could help you, and you have been so kind and helpful to me as well

you were my 3rd ever follower and 1st ever mutual (besides my friend)!! and i am so grateful

i hope your JLPT exam goes well and you never run out of meds again x_x

maybe i’ll go back to the nazuna theme..he’s my favourite enstars char too!

[tyunni]

10 QUESTIONS FOR U - valentines edition

favorite color of roses?

favorite flowers?

you can send a love letter to anyone. fictional/idols/celebs. who?

which idols have the best rizz?

most rizzful mutual?

favorite petnames/nicknames? giving or recieving?

fictional characters you're in love with?

have you ever had an online crush?

songs that you want to play at your wedding?

fav breakup songs?

fav love-themed kpop song?

mutual with beautiful themes?

pink vs red ? coquette vs old money / preppy?

favorite sweets?

DRINK WATER + YOU ARE LOVED <3

HAAYYYYY ok lemme do this rq cuz im barely active IM TRYINGGG

Probably white idk theyre pretty

SUNFLOWERS 🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻 i love sunflowers sm

Im sending mine to riki 😭😭 i love him sm

Me personally i think jake has the best rizz heeseung comes close second but he's a bit more on the loser side

@atrirose i think cuz she's always in ppls inboxes saying theyre dating

Errmm i dont have many nicknames but lola gave me the nickname mayjay so its stuck with me its like a combo of mj and may 🥰🥰🥰🥰🫶🫶🫶 petnames i will Not share to the world because im embarrassed SORRY. I like giving nicknames a lot tho i have a lot for a lot of people

Zuko 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 zuko😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍😍 zuko 🙊🙊🙊🥰🥰🙀🙀🙀

Yes i have i dont wanna tlak abt it it was embarrassing

I genuinely have no idea 😭

WHAT IS CLASSIFIED AS A BREAKUP SONG... im not too sure..?

Criminal love ☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️

Girl i wish i could tag every moot im just gonna tag a few I LOVE ALL OF UR THEMES ITS JUST THE PEOPLE THAT COME TO MIND RN @odxrilove (i love ur theme rn doripie) @wonryllis @okwonyo @atrirose @boyfhee @goldenhypen @hittoki

I like both but probably pink more than red... And coquette more than preppy?? I guess? Idk neither of them r my thing tho

I LOVE sweets so much i love everything sweet honestly i dont have a favorite you give me something sweet and i start tweaking (in a good way)

THANK U FOR THE REMINDER 🫶

[redr0sewrites]

this is so cool!! ok ok what do you think of ❄️🧸🔪? love your stuff btw!

AHSHSJSHSHS TYYYYY!!!! ask game is here for anyone else interested ♥️

❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best?

URHEHRHREHGHHHHE IDK I HAVE SOO MANYYYUY!!! i would really love to read a domestic x reader (platonic) fic ab the entire hazbin hotel cast, like just silly stories of stuff that happened off screen and like genuinely just filler episodes but in fic form. like i want to read about charlie and vaggie having inside jokes, or lucifer making a duck for vaggie, or husk telling angel dust stories about when he was an overlord, or Sir Pen's shenanigans with his eggs or alastor hanging out and gossiping with rosie and how reader would fit into all of that. just a long, cutesy fic of them all being HAPPY and TOGETHER before the next season inevitably rips me apart. i would love to write it myself, but i would also love to see it written by some of my fav hazbin fic writers- shoutout to yall ur all awesome (like @bigfatbimbo, @kottenox, @bad-and-drawn-that-way :)

🧸 ⇢ what's the fastest way to become your mutual?

just ask ♥️ i love moots and i love having mutuals!!! i also often follow a lot of content blogs such as fic writers or fanartists who create content for fandoms i like so if u create any content like that i would love to follow u!!!! i also am more prone to following people who comment/interact with my posts a lot or come in and give me specific asks a lot, but i understand not everyone is confident enough to do stuff like that- ik i certainly am not!! always feel free to ask if u wanna be moots, no pressure!

🔪 ⇢ what's the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?

oh my lord there are SO. MANY. i did a lot of research on like sounding when i was doing my sounding w vox hcs, and i also ended up doing research on dick piercings this one time when i was working on this one draft for an adam fic, and i've done a lot of random research for requests. not that these are "weird" topics per se, but i've received some requests for like readers with specific diseases, mental illnesses, chronic pain, stuff like that. to fulfill those requests i've done research on a lot of those topics!!!

[fukashiin]

rating my mutuals!

i dont have too many but it'd still be fun to rate you guys as a small bday gift from me in return for the interactions and moments I've made with you up until now <33 (if you arent here then i was too shy to mention you but i love your works tremendously!!)

@jeidoleech ⤷ KHOI !

1000/10

my first ever twst mutual on tumblr actually. you dont understand i squealed like SQUEALED when you followed me back and tagged me in your mutuals list?? i was over the moon <33 your writing style is adorable and it really butters my biscuits AND I WAS OBSESSED WITH YOUR BABY BLUE THEME WHEN I FIRST FOLLOWED YOU GOODBYE. so thank you?? for following me like?? SO much??? you were apart of the reasons why i wanted to continue writing for this fandom <3333 i cant keep up with you altering between jade and Floyd im gnna be completely honest OKAY.

@mifyu ⤷ MIFFY !

youre adorable/10

some of the sweetest people I've ever met hello??? and your themes just??? top it off???? i was super shy to ask if you wanted to become mutuals but ohmygod i wasnt expecting you to be the ballsy one. thank you for becoming mutuals with me your works are just the prettiest and im looking forward to more!! i bet if we had a competition to see who could say 'ily more' you'd win by a mile.

@iuuru ⤷ MILLIE

我愛你你你你/10

HELLO IM SO GLAD I REACHEDJ OUT TO YOU WHAT. you match my energy so well and i love that abt you??? MY CHINESE SPEAKIMG COMPANION???? the moment i clicked on your blog i just KNWEW i had to become your moot you just seemed so fun and lovable AND YOU ARE. i was able to improve my chi vocab by a little bit because of you and im genuinely so grateful?? MY FAV LEONA KISSER YOUR WORKS AND IMAGINATION IS LITERALLY IMPECCABLE ILYSM I HOPE TO SPEAK IN CHI WITH YOU SM MORE AND CRASH THE TAG LIMIT BY FAWNING OVER YOUR WORKS

@tinyletterz ⤷ REMY !

stop being so gorgeous???/10

i could use up all the synonyms for beautiful in all the languages i know and it still wouldn't be enough. your works are the prettiest???hello??? whyre they so soft and fuzzy??? u deserve all the cupcakes and cats in the world ill literally take you to the cat island. youre personality is so lovely i literally go through the whole water cycle whenever you answer my ask??? so thank you for being my mutual<33 ALSO WHAT SHOULD WE NAME OUR CAT CAFE??

newer mutuals who i'd love to know better!

your guys' personalities are amazingf and itms such an honour to be your mutual KISSES

@siphoklansan ⤷ SIPHOK !

YOUREAMAZINGATARTSTOP/10

your works. your animations. who allowed you to be that talented??? ill always remember the time you said i was lively and fun even before we became mutuals! that made my day!! youre literally some of the nicest people ive met on this app so never give up on your passion for art IM LITERKALLY GOBBLING THEJM ALL UP <3

@twistedchatterbox ⤷ NOIR !

9038839/10

i cnat believe your first interaction with me was digging up my thirst post for idia STOP. IM A CHANGED PERSON. but ohmygod youre so good at art too?? can you stop being so talented with both writing AND drawing???? but regardless im so happy to be your mutual you seem so hardworking with every work you post and i appreciate that sm?? AND I LOVE YOUR OC. SHES BEAUTIFUL;

@cupids-chamber ⤷ CUPID !

i relate to you an eerie amount/10

i couldve sworn i started hyperventilating the moment i saw you follow me????? you may not think that your crack fics are funny BUT THEY REALLY ARE??? at the same time your normal ones make me SQUEAL AND KICK MY FEET IN THE AIR IM SO TEMPTED TO GET RUN OVER BY AN ACTIVE SPEEDING BUS. and congrats on 4.35k!! i hope we interact a lot more <33

⤷ FOLLOWERS !

♾/10

FROM DECEMBER UNTIL NOW IM SO SO GRATEFUL FOR THE NUMBER OF FOLLOWERS I CURRENTLY JHAVE??? YOU GUYS READ MY WORKS AND LIKED/REBLOGGED AND ITS LITERALLY SO MUCH MORE I COULD EVER ASK FOR??????? SO I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT YOURE ALL SUPER IMPORTANT AND DEAR TO ME I LOVE YOU ALL SMM<333

[mandiemegatron]

AHHHH ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE SEEN YOU ON MY DASH!!! this close to just turning on tumblr notifs because i keep missing things from my moots and favs😣

anywayssss stalking everything i've missed now, please forgive me liking and commenting on old posts of yours I LOVE YOU!!!

side note, you look sooo cute in that 420 vid even if you were stoned and i really liked your new croc fic. love insane men<3

negative vibes are lame and boring so im sending you my love and happy vibes, hope you can feel it cuz i got so much for ya MWAH🫶🫶

😭😭😭😭😭 hi emmy oh little sweetie you, this is so fucking precious I am ACTUALLY going to cry 😭😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖 this means so much to me, it's people like you that make everything worth it like you are just so precious 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

I LOVE when people like and rb shit from me, I feel like a lil fandom hub from mutual to mutual and it makes me honestly feel truly so happy 😭😭 LMFAOO thank you sm, I got some very special j's from my fave herb store and I made the mistake of lighting it 5 mins before 4:20 and I was already so fuckin stoned by the time 4:20 hit 😭😭😂😂😂😂😂 I had just enough to puff right at 4:20 lmfao !!

Thank you thank you, I honestly enjoyed writing Crocodile, idgaf what anyone says, I had fun either way 😤😤💖💖💖 i am taking ALL ur good vibes and doubling them and sending them back bc i love u and I'm so thankful to have such a genuine and sweet mutual like you 😭😭😭💖💖💖🫂🫂🫂🫂 you're so precious I'm gunna die 😭😭

[ctrlemis]

here r some ideas : wb the emoji moot game / “positions if ur moots were in a idol grp tgt & concept” / or the ship ur moots w/ an idol & give anecdote (can b platonic or assign idols as siblings to ur moots) / or put ur moots in existing kpop grps or ents

ooou!! i'll definitely do all of them soon but the positions of my moots in an idol group together sounds so fun!!

my moots if we were in an idol group + concept

disclaimer: these are mainly the mutuals i have that ive interacted the most with! if you wanna be added or taken off please let me know!!

@acciomylove - fae's definitely the visual!! also 1/3 face of the group, people see her and think "omg thats fae from group name" maknae line!! definitely the chaotic member of the group, people make compilations like "fae being the crackhead of group name for ten mins" and concept, i see like soft girl core? still with you lofi vibes if that makes sense

@sarcasmhadachild - lead vocalist + 2/3 face of the group. if i had to think of an idol that matched her i would say fatou from blackswan + taehyung from bts! definitely dgaf and is unapologetically her, so i can see memes of her making her face up to be disgusted at something. concept, cottagecore/ olympus greek god aesthetic!! she's definitely persephone no doubt

@seungstarss - off the top of my had, the leader of the group + main vocalist. something abt her just makes me think that fans would love her voice and stuff like that. 3/3 face of the group and best leader!! gives me soobin + jake vibes, not the oldest member but kinda the chaotic parent who shoildnt be left alone with their childish members. i see badass girlboss concept, itzy mafia in the morning vibes

@jihyoscrown - maknae + main dancer!! is so fluid with their dance and literally eats everyone else up everytime!! definitely the second leader despite being the youngest, and is always there for everyone when they need a break!! as far as concept, im getting hope world vibes!! kidcorr and indie def, bright colors and beads and kinda 80's vibes

@fleurated - lead dancer + sub vocalist for sure!! jungkook + hyunjin vibes!! definitely the kindest, maybe of one the most biased members, bree just gives off fav vibes. concept, think after school by weeekly!! something abt the mv especially screams bree to me

@gfksn - mel is def the oldest, + lead rapper and main dancer for sure!! but alot of fans think they should be the visual, def sunghoon vibes. also like sunghoon, confident in an aesthetically pleasing way, but also shy and cute!! i get god's menu vibes for the concept, unapologetic and super badass

@bigtoewinwin - lead dancer + main rapper!! like i said before, big riki vibes, but im also getting slayer sunoo vibes when it comes to positions and etc. also the center because it just looks right, and their personality really shines through as an idol. so genuine and sweer, maknae vibes for sure, and they care alot about their older members. concept, im getting let me in (20 cube) mv vibes? and run2u vibes all around

@moatrashh - finally, but not least,, lead vocalist + sub rapper!! jennie vibes all the way + ryujin!! the tomboy of the group but still chic and so fun!! definitely another fan favorite, has so many matching icons with all the members and alot of memes!! another maknae but acts like the oldest, very protective of their older members!! love dive concept!! especially what they had rei doing she slayed, but i see that for them so clearly

i'll def do more of these, they're so fun!! in the mean time, send me asks and keep on slaying!! if you didnt see yourself in here but would like to be let me know!!!

[adromedaichi]

Write why you love the last 7 mutuals in your notifications (or any of your moots) and then send 3 mutuals of yours this (on Anon or not).

This is just in the order that my moots are in my notifs 💗

@bakumu my masochism is really showing with how much I love and adore you. Every time we talk you’re either hyping me up or tormenting me with atsumu. The other 2% you’re sending me the hottest fucking artwork I’ve ever seen of our favs. I’m so grateful we’ve become so close over the last few months! 💗

@mommysano I wish I knew. I really do. For some reason I get so much enjoyment out of tormenting you 24/7. I love that you always fall into it too, it’s truly so funny. You were one of my firsts friends I made on here and I’ll never be able to fully appreciate our friendship enough. I’ll love and adore you always!💗

@maeji-era I just admire you so much, like I don’t think you understand how much I really do. You always keep me level headed when I’m acting insane and I appreciate that so much. We can talk about the silliest thing one second and then have a deep talk about something intellectual the next and I love that. We’re so similar but also very different in other ways which I think keeps us both on our toes. I love and adore you! 💗

@shuwuji I seriously crack up every single time you pop up in my notifs. It’s always the funniest thing I’ve ever read. I love how chill you are but then suddenly there’s chaos and you just stir the pot perfectly when you add in. Plus you’re honestly one of the sweetest on this hell site and I love it! 💗

@izukiss I love that you always ask me what book I’m reading. Idk why but it makes me feel very seen and plus I don’t have a lot of friends who read as much as me. We really need to start a book club or something, plus you have a very calm vibe whenever you come into my notifs that I appreciate. 💗

@gg9183 ugh there’s so much to say! You’re the sweetest, most compassionate, and overall kindest person i think I’ve ever met on here. You’re so positive and nice to everyone I genuinely envy it lowkey. You’re always supportive of your friends on here which is so cute and sweet. 💗

@princessatoru seeing you on my dash or in my notifs or talking to you is like a warm hug. You radiate sunshine and warmth (no wonder hinata is so in love with you, y’all are like the perfect pair). 💗

[willowedwisteria]

oh lord im so fecking sorry for my friend that pulled an essay on you- i didnt know they would add some stuff about the past events until i found out today.

but ig its time ill tell the truth, and its a stupid one honestly. im currently under the weather and starving so i might write a bit shorter than usual.

so, uh. the reason why i was avoiding yall back then, was because- uh-

i felt like i was the last resort, you know, the third, fourth, fifth wheeler in a friend group. this wasnt the first i’ve experienced it. i know i speak a lot and tend to interrupt (truly sorry for that), and sometimes i was told to talk less or just be quiet.

i was also told that i always interrupt every conversation when a common interest was mentioned irl.

i already mentioned it in my blog but im going to say it again, i honestly felt like i have to please everyone on the discord server, that i have to play my cards right to please the many interests of everyone there.

dont get me wrong, i love feeding all of you fics about your fav(maybe slander them in the process too), but over time it felt like i was working hard just for recognition that “hey, im here. i still exist.”

again, this wasnt the first time i’ve experienced this. heck, i wrote like 2-3 fics just for gaile (one of them is diluc), like i was tryna impress for whatever reason. and honestly? i regret feeding gaile now. i dont hate gaile, i just regret writing fics for them.

and yes, im sensitive, i tend to get jealous of petty things, ill admit that. but i try to reason myself that “your moots have lives outside of tumblr, Hana. Of course they won’t notice your work/message/etc.”

honestly sound like im guilt tripping but im genuinely not.

i hated that i have to please people even on the internet, as if i was born to make everyone around me happy, forever making me an afterthought.

like that time where i send out a message that it was also my birthday but was met with silence, so i quickly deleted it out of embarrassment. (gunter and i shared the same birthday, surprisingly.)

and yes, i regret send that ask to you. i really do. sagau villain au has gotten way too stale here, another major reason why i regretted that. and yes it was supposed to be what my friend previously said, but i didnt expect it to blow up and it to become your au.

i often get attacked whenever i mentioned that i was the reason it blew up, but thats selfish of me, i shouldve kept my mouth shut. ahh yes, the good times where my tumblr blogs were too dangerous for me and my former followers. hah

ah flip, i got sidetracked haha. im not seeking for forgiveness, nor am i asking to interact with my former moots again. i came here to tell the truth.

a petty, childish truth.

but we all have flaws no matter how well we hide it.

im under the weather, family and childhood has messed me up, and honestly i feel like ending it all sometimes one way or another.

however, if you do want to interact with me again, feel free to tag me, even if i dont respond much. i wont respond at all if its in pms, im too awkward for that. you can decide whether you want to publish this ask or not, i dont mind.

-Hana

I have no right to say that I can truly understand how you feel since I didn't go through what you had to painfully experience, but I can say that I relate to it.

But, let's not talk about me right now.

You don't have to apologize, it was partially my fault. Your friend must have brought it up to me because I needed to at least know.

If avoiding us was your last resort, then I and I hope the rest of your old mutuals respect your decision. Tumblr may not have a place for you, but you definitely will always have a special seat in my blog.

You've been so strong after facing so much unnecessary hate. If you've experienced such hurtful comments about you supposedly interrupting someone else, unintentionally or not, I can kind of see why this was your last resort.

Recognition, fame, to not be forgotten. I don't know how to console or help you, but I'm glad you decided to take the time off of Tumblr. This is an unhealthy mindset.

If you look back into my blog, I also felt jealous of things such as notes and stuff. I felt insecure because my fics weren't doing well and I thought my writing had become terrible. I was insecure. I think you went through something similar.

You don't have to call yourself sensitive because many people also surprisingly feel this way as well. It's a valid and plausible thing, but it's also very unhealthy. Tumblr was just supposed to be this place to interact and have fun, and take a break from life.

I really wish I got to know more about you and bond with you. You seem like a wonderful person. However, for now, I don't think you'd need that.

Again, I'm so sorry for the trouble. That one mistake of mine escalated so much. We might not know each other that well, and nor do your old mutuals, but I'm sure many did miss you.

Thank you for your time here and for being here.

Thank you for the truth, Hana.

[pixelwisp]

Who do you ship your moots with?😏

OK sorry I'm finally getting around to this - again, I have a whole buncha mutuals so I'm only doing the ones that come to mind!! if any moots want one then I will GLADLY make more of these I love this lol

(Also, idk if this is breaking the rules or anything, but I've always have and always will be a multishipper at heart, and that definitely applies here lmao)

okay! ships below the cut<3

@oikawaandkuroostan I ship the HELL out of Moni and Kuroo, oh my god - they would complement each other so well ;-; 

@confusedturtle oh my god, her and Tendou? my two fav babies<3333

@larkspyrr - I have genuinely shipped her and Kuroo since before she even started HQ lmao. They would seriously be such an ideal match. (I also high keyyyy ship with Osamu oh my god they’d work so well together.)

@amajima - ok ok hear me out - Terushima??? PRIME SHIP YOU GUYS WOULD BE SO CUTE ;-; (also Matsukawa oh my gOD-)

@oikawasmommy - I’ve been sailing the Khooshawa ship for weeks now we all know <3

@ushidoux - Mae and Ushijima just make sense to me, like its feels canon lol

@oikawakuns - OSAMU OSAMU OSAMU OSAMU oh my GOD flosamu is so peak 

@kuroowo - Also Osamu!! Oh my god Cass and Osamu make my heart :((( so soft :((((( <3

@xomiya - I mean Osamu and Kailee are like Canon at this point right?<3

@flintstrikes - Nanami 1 million percent, Nanabee lives in my mind RENT FREE BABY

@hvnlydmn - I know the clear answer is Ainsumu but hear me out - Iwaizumi???? please they’d be a POWER couple oh my god

@shoyotime - Amie x Akaashi genuinely has a permanent residence in my brain. It’s just *chefs kiss*

@fushiguroll - Ceci and Dazai and I genuinely will not take any criticism its canon sorry not sorry (actually also highkey ship with Terushima - I don’t know where it came from, maybe she had an anon, but its there and I thrive off it lol)

@neoheros - Robin’s series with atsumu has genuinely made me ship her with him lmao - she just gets him and I feel like they would just have immaculate energy as a couple!! 

[zhangboheng-moved]

i was tagged by jay @sebastianvettelsgender (ty 💕💕) to answer questions about my blog so >:3c

1. why did you choose your url?

because all-around world champion zhang boheng is the light of my life my precious angel my lil meow meow my reason for living my babygirl my everything <3 and i wanted to let the world know that 😤 (on a more serious note his gymnastics is genuinely captivating and i am obsessed with his work and want him to stick around for a long time bc he is So Beautiful)

2. any side blogs?

yes but they’re unfortunately both kinda dead 😭 maybe one day i’ll revive them or just merge them into this blog but for now they’re just sitting there gathering dust

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

since i was maybe 11 . . . ? so about 9 years !!

4. do you have a queue tag?

i actually don’t 😵‍💫 i just sort of spam rb either from my dash or from my likes whenever i have the time

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

THIS blog i started after i got locked out of my old one + i did it mostly for gym bc the olympics was happening and i decided this was the year i was gonna try and interact w online gymfans . . . my first ever blog i think i started for pkmn? i’ve had several for several fandoms though lol i had one dedicated almost solely to drag race for a while

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

see my answer to question 1 but ALSO: just . . . look at him. he’s the world’s cutest boy. the rainbow in his hair solved all my problems in life <3

7. why did you choose your header?

bc the worlds 2017 pbars podium is one of my favs they were all so cute . . . oleg getting them all to hold their medals up to their eyes was so sweet . . . and yuanyuan won gold in his debut worlds <3 also they’re just 3 of my favs in general <3

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

i actually don’t know omg?? probably something i said abt lewis hamilton that people agreed with idk 😵‍💫

9. how many mutuals do you have?

i actually don’t know !! i never keep track but i love all of you <3

10. how many followers do you have?

i . . . also don’t know lmao i don’t really look at the numbers 😭

11. how many people do you follow?

idk the specifics but 100% not enough. it’s like . . . double digits. if anyone has blog suggestions to follow (or themselves idm) pls hmu i need my dash spicing up again

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

oh probably loads skdhdks

13. how often do you use tumblr?

every day lol it’s kinda bad. multiple times a day since i have the app so checking it is like. dangerously easy

14. did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?

nope !! i’m here for a good time and i don’t rly want to start any fights . . . tho i will lovingly bully my friends <3

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

i don’t really like them tbh,, they tend to feel performative and are usually vvv america-centric 😵‍💫

16. do you like tag games?

i love them omg!!

17. do you like ask games?

i do 🥰

18. which of your moots do you think is tumblr famous?

@lewishamlton for the gorgeous edits . . . @saintlysebchal too should be for the same reason. AND @sebastianvettelsgender ur 100% should be famous bc ur gifs are lovely and u single-handedly converted me into a valtteri fan and that means u should have influence over f1blr. also in my head @soviethorror is some sort of celeb just in general. u give off that vibe rat <3 also @woofwoofdaniel

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

no but i am accepting applications

no pressure tags: @soviethorror @urara-ashikawa @fushigidane @saintlysebchal @woofwoofdaniel and anyone else who wants to just say i tagged u bc i did in my heart <3

[makeusfreefromthisfandom]

just sending some appreciation and good vibes to my people for the new year <3

kisses from me bc you all hold a very special place in my heart 💝

Also veryyy long post ahead I’m sorry I had to include everyone Aakklaksks 😭😭

@ominous-meme 🖤 sabah! You were my very first mutual on here I hope you know that! I can’t even begin on how excited I got when I found out you were a fellow desi girl and I will always appreciate you being there and advising me! <3 I love our street racing au! talks ! I’m glad I have someone to share ideas with <33

@weebsausage 🖤 dude omg!!! 😭😭😭 pls I literally forgot how we became moots I’m so sorry I have a tiny brain 😪 but I think we literally just messaged each other and started talking about free! ANYWAYS TYSM FOR PUTTING ME ON HXH I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR THAT WTF ITS LIKE MY FAV ANIME EVER I HAVE BECOME HXH TRASH AJSJSJBS ❤️❤️ but other than that thank you for being a really great friend to me and I hope this year is nothing but good things for you <33

@dokifluffs 🖤 you were also one of my first moots on here! I honestly could not believe when you followed me back bc ur like my biggest inspo! 😭 you’re so precious omg I always look forward talking to you and get excited when I see a notif from you still! I hope the new year treats you well and brings good things in your life! Lots of love from me bae 🥰❤️

@syrenblubs 🖤 ah my most relatable person LOL. Omg syren ur my little bestie on here and I’m so glad we’re mutuals! I love our natsuya talks and OML THE C****** RAID! ALSJJSJSJSJJS AND DESI PARENTS AKSJJSNS. Just thank you for always interacting with me even tho I SUCK at responding 😭❤️❤️❤️ ilyyysmmmmmm

@linak 🖤 baby omg where do I even begin. Back when I had literally no one to talk to on here, you would be the one NEVER failing to send me a gm/gn message! You always bring a stupid smile to my face 😭 I’m so freaking glad that we are friends I literally cannot put into words!! Ty for always listening to me and letting me open up to you ❤️ love you always.

@croctears 🖤 vixxx ahhh!!! I’m so glad we became mutuals on this shitty app! You’re one of the highlights of my day and I love talking to you sm 😫 especially if it’s about Sou 😏😏 keep being amazing bae! Kisses mwuah mwuah 😽😽

@xakusa 🖤 Marty bby! 🥰 literally the only person I’m going to share my man natsu with 🙄 our conversations are always so RANDOM and out of nowhereeeee lollll but we also just go along with it and I love that! You are an angel and this year better be giving you what you deserve! Lots of love from my end 😽😽😽 kissies from me and natsuya <3

@cafelixie 🖤 I will keep saying this and I will never stop. YOU!!! ARE!!! THE!!! ACTUAL!!! DEFINITION!!! OF!!! PRECIOUS!!!! Need I say more? You’ve made my day countless times and I always look forward to seeing you in my messages/inbox!! Baby I freaking love you I really don’t know what else to say 😭❤️

@skippyskeppy 🖤 I will never forget the first time we interacted my Kisumi enthusiast 😙🤝 I love it sm whenever I see you pop into my inbox with a random hc about semi semi or Kisumi, Albert now too! You are an amazing person. A really amazing person. I hope you know that ❤️

@keeijiakaashi 🖤 I remember seeing your little comments under my posts before we became moots and OMGGGG YOU ARE SO CUTE AISJJSJSJS ALSO RIN ENTHUSIAST??? YES PLEASE!!! Tysm for always interacting with me and making yourself known as the ultimate sweetest person on my blog! Ilyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️

@animatedarchives 🖤 we have your fellow love of the kirishimas to thank for us becoming moots! You’re so cute soph omg 😫 I love how we literally have brainrots of the same characters LIKE MR GOJO LEECH SATORU!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD OR PAY RENT!!! Ahh you’re irreplaceable soph! Never fail to make me smile like an idiot <33

@natsuya-enthusiast 🖤 how did we not become moots sooner wtf??? Do yk how alone I felt when I had no one to discuss my obsession of natsu with when I first made this blog 😪 AND THEN I REALIZED U WERE ONE OF MY FIRST FOLLOWERS???? ANYWAYS U ARE THE BIG SIS I NEVER HAD ALWAYS PULLING THROUGH W THAT LIFE ADVICE BAHAHAHA ilysm gaby wtf 😭😡😡😡❤️❤️❤️

@moonlitspring 🖤 do you even realize how happy I got when I realized there was another ACTIVE free! blog 😡😡 ajsjjsjs you are such an amazing writer and PERSON sky!!! You’ve been nothing but the sweetest and I hope we get to interact more this year and share our love of free! together <3

@ayumiko 🖤 laís you are such an angel! I absolutely adore both you and your edits/gifs smmm 🥰 you are so kind and I hope 2021 is also <333

@dalggina 🖤 omg??? YGO bae??? 😤😤 I thought literally everyone had forgotten ab it LOL THEN YOU CAME ALONG ❤️❤️ I’m really glad we interacted precious person! And I hope that you have a great year! ALSO YOU BETTER NOT STRESS YOURSELF OUT TOO MUCH FROM WORK OR IM MANIFESTING MR ATEM TO COME GET YOU 😡

@stormikujo 🖤 omg bby! We haven’t talked in awhile! I hope you are doing well! ❤️❤️❤️ ahhh I’m glad I got you into free otherwise we wouldn’t even have interacted 😫 I love talking to you stormi!! And I hope this year brings great things fro you! Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️

@aj-writes-here 🖤 omg hey girl 😼😼 you’re definitely one of the coolest people I’ve talked to on here for sure! Hope you’ve been enjoying hq and free! Your welcome for putting you on that simp train 😼 anyways, ilysm aj!! I really wish the best for you this year! Stay amazing as you always are, ily!! ❤️❤️

@attackonfics 🖤 wtf 😭😭 I don’t deserve you???? You’ve been nothing but the sweetest to me and also responsible for my unhealthy obsession with mr 5’2 angry gremlin >:(( jkjk but seriously, ty for the food 😌. ANYWAYS QUEEN I HOPE YOUVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF AND TREATING YOURSELF AS!!! YOU!!! SHOULD!!! VIRTUAL HUGS 😽😽 💝

@browsing-my-favourite-fandoms 🖤 Shizen! You are too good for this world! 😭 you are such a genuine person, you deserve nothing but happiness ❤️ I really hope that this year does that for you. I’ll keep checking in from time to time! Ilysm! ❤️

@inum4ki 🖤 sera...please...just invest in a personal guide or smth. Asksksknsjs n e wayzzz seeing you in my inbox is always so much fun! Sousuke really deserves more love and you are bringing it to the table hun 😤😤 also you’re a fellow inumaki enthusiast too??? Yes please. You deserve all the happy things in 2021 <3

@sneezefiction 🖤 Gracie!! I love how easy it is to get along with you! You are truly one of the best people I’ve met on this app and I’ll forever be grateful for our friendship <3 you give off such great vibes all the time omg giving you a huge virtual hug and here’s to more interactions this year! 🥰😽😽😽

@velvetfireworks 🖤 bbyyy!! 🥰 everytime we interact even if it’s not a whole lot, you’re always the sweetest what �� I love you and you’re writing so much omggg you are so talented!! I get super excited when I see myself get tagged in one of your stuff 😆 I hope we get to interact more in the future! Have a great New Years ❤️❤️❤️

@a8mine 🖤 stop being so mean to me 😡😡 !!!!!! ig ily anyways tho 🙄 you’re energy is honestly unmatched (in a good way!!) and it’s rare to meet people like that! You’re so funny omg and your random hcs and cursed discourses always have me dying 😭😭 you’re so cool hanna ily 😪✌️ <333

@giorvanna 🖤 ahh rena! Your blog and edits are *chefs kiss* I love our random semi brainrot sessions 🥰🥰 I hope we interact more in the future but in the meantime I’m sending you good vibes and lots of virtual hugs bc you deserve them queen ❤️❤️❤️

@seijohlogy 🖤 hey hey jaestar 🤩🤩 you are such a cool person??? Omg I’m so glad that we’re friends and randomly invade each other’s inboxes 😆 you are so kind! This year better be kind to you too or else 😡😡 I hope that after Ms rona decides to move her ass over, you get to go to Disneyland and take!! Me!!! With!! You!! Love you jae bae ❤️❤️

@prettysetterbaby 🖤 hey sexc 🤩🤩 no idea why you followed me but glad you did bc you are such a sweet and chaotic person!! I loveeeeee <333 I hope we get to interact more bc you are just genuinely such a fun person to interact with! Ilyyy

@datecho 🖤 yet another just genuinely sweet person! The world doesn’t deserve you! You’re so fun to interact with and a hottie??? omg shoto and kags better get off their asses rn and come get you or I will 🤩🤩 ly bae! have a great New Years! ❤️❤️

@miyasangel 🖤 we haven’t interacted much yet but ahaha talking about suna and sending my fanart to you is sm fun! Did I tell you that I also have a wip of Atsumu as a street racer? 😏 have a great year Arden bae! Kisses 😽

@aikk00 🖤 hi hi! We don’t interact on a daily or anything but when we do, omg!!! You are the most easy person to get along with 😭 you have such a good heart along with the talent???omg??? You are UNMATCHED babe! I hope this year brings you many more opportunities! Stay amazing love ❤️ ily and your art very much ❤️ I’m also still very embarrassed from fucking up the credits from last time. I’m so sorry bae 😭❤️❤️

@kurooskult 🖤 ma’am you might as well be the definition of bad bitch 😪🤝 ok but besides that, interacting with you is sm fun??? Like we don’t even have to be moots on your blog to feel just as included and loved! You are such a queen for that! Here’s to more mila x kuroo content in 2021 and he better be doing special for you as he should !!

It’s still the 31st here but THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY COUPLE OF MONTHS ON HERE BEARABLE!!! This sounds like a goodbye post Oml-

I love you all very much. I suck at words, but I hope you know that. ❤️