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venti-death-watch · 26 days ago

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you know, you brought up something i forgot to add here: the ipc’s corporate atmosphere only feeds aventurine’s worst qualities, but he’s never really known anything else after his sister died, so he just continues on perpetrating the same seeming situation that he underwent as a slave.

am i making sense. wondering whether or not aventurine would actually be able to lose sometimes on jobs or take time off or whatever isn’t like, useful, because he wouldn’t ever because he feels he’ll be discarded if he’s not the best, regardless of whether or not that’s true. the ipc’s atmosphere just feeds into this and perpetrates his view of relationships of transactional & reaffirms that’s he’s just a commodity at the end of the day

aventurine’s this very interesting combination of incredibly cunning, calculated, & brutal tbh while also having intense self esteem issues. he views every relationship as transactional and has no issue with using people to stay on top. he’s never left survival mode; considering his childhood, maybe he’s always been in it.

‘gilded’ describes him so well. not only is he still in a birdcage with his fancy clothes and riches covering up that he’s still in a place where he can’t escape, he also uses his persona to hide his perceived worthlessness underneath

#fuck corporations and all that 👍#like. at the end of the day no matter how suicidal he is he still doesn’t want to die. does this make sense #sometimes i think abt what aven would be had he never been made a slave & then joining the ipc #bc his sense of self is so intertwined w his trauma & survival responses #thoughts #him being in the ipc is so important to his character as well thank you for reminding me #bc he views the ipc as his owner essentially whether or not he actually consciously recognizes that #yknow i love the idea of aven leaving the ipc but also like. the ipc must feel ‘comfy’ to him bc it’s the same situation he’s used to #it’s incredibly bad for his mental health but like. it’s a part of him at this point #i’m not a big fan of like. couch diagnosing him beyond a very strong cptsd d(x) as a result of how intertwined his issues & history are

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a-random-hsr-sideblog · 26 days ago

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You are making perfect sense. I don’t think he is allowed vacation time considering the IPC technically owns him. Sure he has more money but he is still entirely under their control. I think if he isn’t the best they would actually kill him Which I would not put passed the IPC considering everything they have done in the in game universe.

#him being in the ipc is so important to his character as well thank you for reminding me #bc he views the ipc as his owner essentially whether or not he actually consciously recognizes that #yknow i love the idea of aven leaving the ipc but also like. the ipc must feel ‘comfy’ to him bc it’s the same situation he’s used to #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr aventurine #<- mostly prev tags

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