#yesterday shutting down

[youlovegoodmusic]

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[oifaaa]

Had my first ever cup of coffee yesterday and ngl that shit made me so damn sleepy what do you mean people use that to wake themselves up all I wanted to do was take a nap in the middle of that cafe

[zuiz41]

Late Special bday comic for my boyyy <33

[ganondoodle]

so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-

but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again

(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)

i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)

weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward

but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.

right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)

[cactuslester]

2022 vs 2023: dan talking about phil walking down the stairs

[hippolotamus]

Not sure if you are still doing wip tag for in case you are TSoA Coma!Eddie and buddie actor AU sounds so good

I am always down to discuss WIPs. Thanks so much for asking! Both of these WIPs came about from listening to Taylor Swift (nobody look at me) 🙈

TSoA coma!Eddie (also asked by @stereopticons)

a combination of everything has changed, and The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller. To the surprise of no one this is an angsty lil thing that opens up on a memory of Buck reading a passage of TSoA to Eddie. Then it switches to present day in the hospital, with Buck watching over his husband, once again waiting for him to wake up from a medically induced coma. It will be told from Buck's POV with tiny sections of Eddie trying to find his way back. Previously posted snips here and here.

Buddie actor AU aka lights, camera, bitch smile

Associated T Swift song: I Can Do It With a Broken Heart

The only snippet that exists so far is here and I only have a few details sketched out at the moment.

Eddie is a well established Hollywood actor whose life is an outright mess following his latest girlfriend leaving and his son choosing to live with Eddie's parents. (Basically following the timeline of S7 but without Kim). His agent, Anita Mills, chooses to take a step back from him and gets him set up with Bobby Nash - agent to previous Hollywood Bad Boy Evan Buckley. While Buck has cleaned up his act it doesn't mean he doesn't still come with a boatload of insecurities underneath it all. The fic will follow a strangers/rivals to lovers structure as both men learn to deal with their shit and be the people they long to be.

ask me 'bout my wips

also tagging some belovedswho showed interest in one or both of these @theotherbuckley @diazsdimples @daffi-990 @tizniz @rainbow-nerdss

@elvensorceress @dangerpronebuddie @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @hoodie-buck @bekkachaos

@steadfastsaturnsrings @cowboycart3r @bucksbiawakening @bi-buckrights

@queerbuckleys @loveyouanyway

[forfuckssakejim]

being in the nursing field with older people who are far less educated really gives you like; whiplash.

case in point: yesterday I was getting report from the CNA (i'm usually on the cart but due to low staff I was bumped off and took the floor) on shift and she gets to the last person. A man in his 70's I believe who was here post car accident. didn't tell me anything about the surgery to his spine; the broken vertebrae or the healing hand fracture and the limited mobility that cam with it. She was like; in a super low whisper "he's HIV positive so make sure you double glove" and I'm just. I was honestly just, struck. and I responded with "What do you mean?" Like yeah, we obviously glove up when providing care to anyone. I've even gone up to triple and quadruple gloving when i'm doing extended care and procedures in isolation rooms. and she responded with just "yeah, you can't really touch them."

and I just; I honestly didn't know how to respond to that. The CNA isn't very bright to begin with; I've worked with her for about a year now and she's very set in her ways and there's really no trying to educate her on stuff because she'll be like "oh okay! that makes sense!" and then promptly repeat it again.

The man ended up also being my shower that day and his husband was like the nicest guy and got him all ready for me and we brought him in and he just kinda stood by and as I'm washing the patients hair he's just "oh that feels so good, thank you." and come to find out that he's often overlooked and his husband changes him and takes care of him. and yeah.

they're def needs to be some kind of in-service at work for this and I'm surprised they didn't do one about caring for HIV+ patients prior to his admission but we can do one on a life vest for one person coming in and have protocols and interventions for brewing coffee too hot and putting it in correct cups because a patient got burned.

I forgot where I was going with this but I find i'm more angry about other things. but yeah.

[locksox]

Loooock

helloooooo :]

a very sleepy and bored discord lurker here, just about to go to bed but we kinda wanted to draw your silly sona

d'you have any reference photos by chance?

have a good day, we are off to bed now o/

~🍲

oh that is very nice of you! thank you :) i hope you had a good sleep!

i dont have any actual ref images or anything like that, but these three are my more recent/accurate doodles!

there are definitely more misc doodles if you go to the #sox tag on either of my blogs but also here is one i never posted plus the big ol sheet that i draw sox and all the discord emotes on lol

i think the only important detail is that the horns point backwards and also slightly inwards

[paperstreetlocal]

im strictly talking about romantic feelings here and not sexuality about the aro thing i do hc tyler as aro , and i believe he is canonically (of course im only basing this on how he interacts with both the narrator and marla so its just a hc) Not like 100% aro but just doesnt gaf most of the time and sometimes indulges the narrator cause why not.i do think hes fond of him but not in the weirdly possessive way narrator is -> when it comes to the narrator hes like? kinda the complete opposite.head over heels in an unhealthy way.way too jealous for his own good but Also so far up his own ass he doesnt realize it. doesnt really think about why hes so petty he just is . also apparently in the book he has a catholic bg (basing this off a post because i forgot so much of the book (shit memory im sorry ill just take what the person said as true)) which plays into why i think hes internally homophobic and would absolutely deny being in love with tyler even tho hes a complete faggot when it comes to him.. i dont tnink hes *overtly* religious just has certain views/habits that stuck with him since childhood . . .. .. . . anyway i think he represses his attraction to tyler unintentionally because no fuckign way this dude wasnt neglected as a child (absent dad for the most part + uncaring mother) and experiences attachment that borders on being avoidant ? gets uncomfortable if shit goes a certain way (for a couple months until they get used to each other)

[youlovegoodmusic]

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[dykephan]

why were all 3 of the final rare cards in seattle :( now there's none left for anyone else :(

[pretty-idol-hell]

So I uh. I thought I might get to Prism Stone Tokyo Station right when it opens and might be less crowded.

Uhh. There are nineteen. NINETEEN people already in line for PriPara.

.....

Luckily not as many for Pretty Rhythm today so Imma play one game and then I might not be coming back haha... I'll go to Yokohama or Nagoya.

[rodolfoparras]

giving sloppy head that has ghost curling his toes and thighs shaking and teeth clattering is more satisfying than topping him, imo. imagine big boy getting his dick played like a guitar

Idk what you’d call this kink but something about being unable to fully see his reaction while hearing how you wreck him really gets me going

just imagine a bashful ghost who loves to keep his mask on while you suck him off

My fuckin god imagine him going from grunts and groans to full out sobbing behind the mask

The pretty eyes of his going wide as you experimentally lick on his tip or shaft

To going half lidded as you slowly sink down on his cock

Imagine his eyes squeezing shut brows pinched together, as you fully take him down your throat, the tip of your nose basically buried in his pubic hair

Imagine tears clinging onto those pretty lashes, eyes rimmed red and eye make up smeared all over the upper half of his face as he begs of you no more no more because it’s too much for him

Imagine him pathetically suckling on the mask when being so fucked out, biting down on it to quiet down, the heavy breathes sounding through the fabric while you’re sucking him off

[electricpurrs]

for people whose job is dealing with mentally ill people therapists sure get very uncomfortable when you cry or express any negative thoughts or feelings or are suicidal or suggest you may have a mental illness

[pollen]

letting myself unmask has been so nice at times because i'm seeing my boyfriend express joy much more readily too. who knew me being expressive and all that would do so much good!!!

[byanyan]

just a head's up: while I hesitate to call hiatus of any kind bc I want to give myself the freedom to write when I have the energy/focus/etc., I will just note that I'm gonna be even slower than usual around here for... idk, probably for a bit. I'm in the worst state mentally that I think I've ever actually been in and it's uhhhh. it's not great lmao. writing is my main escape & distraction so I don't want to step away from it but doing anything is hard as fuck rn so I'm really not interested in pressuring myself to get shit done when it comes to the hobby I'm supposed to be having fun with. I'll be slow, I'll be selective, and it's possible I'll be dropping a lot of drafts?? maybe?? OR at least like. temporarily removing a bunch from my drafts (to be added back later) just so the number is less big & overwhelming lmao.

thank u guys for ur patience w me & for writing w my glittery lil creature, I appreciate u all sm 💜