#yeong yunho fluff

[parkjiminiemouse]

Daddy Issues

Purely based off of the vibes the song gives off

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Take you like a drug

I taste you on my tongue

Yunho was addicting, everything you wanted in a man. He protected you, comforted you, provided for you. He was there for you in ways you couldn’t be for yourself.

His soft lips were pressed against your chapped ones as tears stream down your face. You felt so lost without him, you were glad you had him. Gripping onto his shirt tightly you close your eyes, melting into the kiss. He felt safe but it also scared you. What if he needed you? Would you be able to provide that?

You ask me what I'm thinking about

I tell you that I'm thinking about

Whatever you're thinking about

You sit beside Yunho who looked lost and dazed. You had never seen him this way. He didn’t mean for you to see him like this either. He knew you needed comfort yourself and he didn’t want to burden you. He tried his hardest to hold it in and he failed. He failed you.

“Nothing, I’m not thinking about anything in particular.” He says, his facade slipping as your eyebrows furrow. He wanted to stay strong, for you.

Tell me something that I'll forget

And you might have to tell me again

It's crazy what you'll do for a friend

How crazy it is that you two weren’t even dating? How crazy is it that he only harbored feelings for you as a friend and was acting like he was in love with you? At least, that’s how you saw it. If he loved you truly, he would be with you. He would promise to never leave you.

In reality, Yunho isn’t with you because he’s broken himself. Whenever you’re in his presence he feels another part of his breaking. He doesn’t want to lose all of himself to save you. He wanted to save himself too.

Go ahead and cry,

Nobody does it like you do

Your cry was unlike anything he had ever seen. Never had he seen someone so broken. Not even himself. You shook violently as sobs escaped from your lips. Face buried in the palm of your hands. How sad you looked. How sad you were.

I know how much it matters to you

I know that you got daddy issues

And if you were my little girl

I'd do whatever I could do

Yunho smiles brightly at you as he took you to the amusement park. Going tonight meant a lot to you. This place acting as your sanctuary before Yunho was around. Your eyes glistened but for once it wasn’t with tears, it was with excitement. Yunho just adored it. How fucked up was your father to make you feel any way other than this? This sight was the prettiest thing he had ever seen. From that point on, he vowed that he would give his future child everything they could every want. He didn’t want them to turn out like you…like him.

I tried to write your name in the rain

But the rain never came

For some odd reason, the rain never made you said. It actually provided comfort for you. While Yunho was away, you had promised him that you would do something to remember him bye everyday until he comes back.

You had checked the weather forecast and when you saw it was raining, you become excited. You wanted to write Yunho’s name with the rain and then watch it wash away so you could do it again and again.

Always comes at the worst time

You were freaking out, your mother had called you about a topic you liked to stay far away from, your father. Yunho wouldn’t be home for a few more hours. You felt alone, confused, scared. Why had she brought up the topic? He hurt her just as much as he hurt you. Why would he does he want back in now and why is she letting him?

You ask me what I'm thinking about

I tell you that I'm thinking about

Whatever you're thinking about

Pain filled Yunho’s hurt as he heard your statement. The same one he gave you when he felt broken, at his worst. How cruel the world was to them both. He took you into his arms, kissing your temple he whispered sweet nothings into your ear.

Nobody does it like you do

I know how much it matters to you

You had to see him and Yunho knew that. You were looking for clarity and he might provide that. You couldn’t pass up on that opportunity.

Unfortunately, that opportunity passed you up instead. A few days after he had arrived, the day you were supposed to talk to him, visit him. He passed, tears filled your eyes at the news. You would never get your clarity now that he was gone.

I love that she's got daddy issues

Maybe Yunho was sick in the head. Maybe being in this environment changed him more than he had thought. He didn’t mind that you had daddy issues, that you moped around. It helped him feel normal, he had daddy issues too. You made him feel superior in a way, perhaps that’s why he liked you so much. Maybe that’s the real reason why he kept you around.

Where did my daddy go?

Go ahead and cry, little boy

Yunho’s tears soaked your shirt as he trembled in your arms. You were freaked out again. It was the only the second time you had seen him this way. You didn’t know what to do. You didn’t even know what the problem was. But you did what he always did for you.

You both sat there for hours as he cried in your arms. The cycle would never truly end. Your father was dead, you would never get clarity. His father was alive, he would never escape from the clarity of his situation. How cruel life is to the both of you, how cruel you both were to each other.

I love that she's got daddy issues, and I do too

[hongjoongscafe]

Blogversary drabble week!

Drabbles

Our week consists of eight days. If you know what I mean💓

Pairings: ateez members×oc

Genre: fluff, smut, angst

Summary: according to the drabble.

Warnings: according to the drabble.

Sanaa's note: to celebrate this blog's first anniversary (15th August), I'm posting one drabble every day for a week. I'm so lucky to have this place and you guys. Thank you for making it worth it *forehead kiss*💓 also, lemme know if you wanna be added to this week's taglist.

Masterpost

*DO NOT REPOST, PLZ*

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Day 1

Home

Boyfriend!hongjoong×girlfriend!oc (Sun Jung)

Genre: fluff, smut.

Summary: she found her home.

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Day 2

Heal Our Love

Ceo!husband!seonghwa×wife!oc (A-Yeong)

Genre: angst, fluff, smut.

Summary: he needed a wife.

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Day 3

Love like a romantic novel

Prince!yunho×wise-womanoc

Genre: fluff, slight angst, implied smut.

Summary: they both were hopeless romantics who happen to meet like a romantic tale.

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Day 4

Glossy And Sparkles

Fairy!prince!yeosang×fairy!oc (Ae-Cha)

Genre:fluff, angst.

Summary: they were each other's backbone and blood.

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Day 5

The island

Traveler!san×oc (y/n)

Genre: fluff, smut.

Summary: he somehow ended up on a strange island.

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Day 6

Secret

Werewolf!mingi×human!oc (y/n)

Genre: fluff, smut, angst

Summary: she was oblivious to her best friend's secret.

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Day 7

Best Mistake

Househusband!wooyoung×ceo!wife!oc (y/n)

Genre: fluff, parents AU

Summary: they made the best mistake

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Day 8

Bloodsucking Monster

Vampire!jongho×human!oc (y/n)

Genre: fluff, angst

Summary: she was his only hope.

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