#yeah yeah i am losing my marbles a little bit bc im still wresting with fear of rejection when i come out | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dragonpaint · 1 year ago

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i was never one to wear or like dresses but after 27 years i found one that i actually like enough to buy it but i am at odds with myself bc i don't wanna be read as feminine bc i will lose maul anybody (mainly family members) if they comment that i'm finally dressing as a w*man <3

#mossytag #i feel like im betraying my transness bc i like a single dress but i know its not how it works #i want to rip my skin off any time dad calls me a w*man and i tell him to stop and he gets so offended like whats your problem #hate hate HATE this stupid country and its incredibly backward people <3 #just a little vent bc i cant keep it bottled up and <3 #closet doors are pretty open while i am still sitting inside and nobody is connecting 2 and 2 hoping its only a phase #(a phase that has been going on for +20 years)#yeah yeah i am losing my marbles a little bit bc im still wresting with fear of rejection when i come out #ANY DAY NOW THOUGH #it is my new years resolution to start transition and come out

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