which rage language are you?
step back / usually, you're able to bottle up your emotions and ignore the frustrations. but, after weeks of shoving everything down, your body needs a release, and i pity the poor person who managed to piss you off. it's screaming crying, shouting, kicking lockers, whatever you can do to get it out of your system. it's a whole jean grey moment, fire and fury blasting out of you.
tagged by: @kentroys & @bekeeley (thank you both!)
tagging: @becoach @espercr @wiseagent @sangwoochos and whoever else would like to do this!
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Well. Every tmnt artist has to turn them into humans eventually, I suppose.
Sorry for not posting a ton lately, I have been................. playing fire emblem three houses.............. busy............ Also I've been feeling a little burned out on art, admitedly. Don't worry, it's very much temporary! Last month was just pretty high tempo for me, expecially with the Cell Talk comic, so I just needed to take a short break from drawing to also play fire emblem but I'm getting back into an art-mood now! I decided to draw humanified turtles as a bit of a warm up basically, I've been wanting to do it for quite some time so it was just a fun little thing for me :]
Anyway, some thoughts about the designs-
A lot of people draw Leo as blonde, and I was fully intending to draw him blonde as well, but then I just wanted to see what he'd look like with brown hair instead and I just.... liked that a bit more, so he's a brunette now. Also he has dimples because of course he has dimples. And Mikey has freckles because OF COURSE he has freckles! And Donnie ALSO has freckles because he's my blorbo and I give all my blorbos freckles cuz they're neat. All of them have pretty small eyebrows except for Donnie because he fills them in with makeup. I thought for a while of how I would translate Leo's facial markings into his human design, and I ended up settling for birthmarks (also some red eyeliner cuz his face needs a bit of red on it)
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ok i need someone elses (especially- but not exclusively- other afab autistics, cis or trans) thoughts on this shit cause im losing my goddamn mind i just have so many feelings about gender and its fucking me up
ok so.
ive always sorta felt disconnected with my gender and i dont think me being autistic helps with it either. what with trying to pinpoint feelings and all that being hard. and it has i guess planted a lot of doubt surrounding my thoughts and feelings about my own gender in my mind. i question if everything im feeling is just bc im autistic. which is why im making this post!! i just need some outside perspectives and thoughts and i guess i want to know that im probably not alone in my struggles with this.
idk how i wanna structure this post but ill just write down the things that come to mind.
like before i hit puberty i was not into the idea of it at all. and before i had considered the fact that i might be trans, i thought it was just because i didnt like the thought of change. and i think thats normal, being hesitant about puberty.
BUT uhm. now im not religious. but i vividly remember praying to god that i would at least be as late a bloomer as possible. if not, never ever going through afab puberty. and i always felt more inclined towards amab puberty, and i thought it was a MUCH better deal than whatever afab puberty was going to do with me.
and i feel really silly writing this cause that does not sound like something a normal cis girl would do or think... and i feel quite confident in me being not cis. but i guess this is just a post to seek some validation in my suspicion and feelings. but i also want to know if it is an experience others share.
my gender thoughts as i call them have been particularly prevelant since 2019, thats when i think i first started contemplating whether i might just actually be trans. at that time i believe it was more towards the non binary, but nowadays its ftm
and i just idk. im kinda lost and lonely here, i havent talked about with any family members which are the people i spend most of my time with currently. i wanted to get the perspective of people who are also autistic and might relate to the gender feelings and yeah
and ok no sorry, jumping back, cause its always at its worst before and during shark week (like right now :)) and that has also thrown me off quite badly
cause what if its just pms, or just some kinda hormone imbalance or some shit like that. am i crazy cause sometimes i feel like im driving myself mad with this stuff. is it common to have really intense thoughts about gender anytime your period is about to kick in.
also growing up with a younger brother (who also has a whole ass army of guy friends) when you have these thoughts is fucked up ngl who allowed this. youre telling me he gets to just get that puberty for free. fucking hell wtf
sorry i lost it pls just idk tell me your thoughts wherever, replies, i think im turning off reblogs for this but, my inbox or dms anything ok thanks so much, means the world
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Something I noticed recently is that people dog on vivzie pop for their past writing/art of disgusting material (in her case specifically zoophilia) (which is completely justified BTW) but someone like Neil gaiman who wrote the story about snow white sexually abusing her dad to death at 5 is beloved on Tumblr. Both of these people should be condemned, especially gaiman since he was an adult when he wrote that story, yet Tumblr only dogs on vivzie. Yall can't pick and choose who you want to attack based on problematic writing. All that does is show that you don't ACTUALLY care about the material itself and, as long as they act nice enough, you'll let it slide.
Same thing with JKR and Stephanie Myers. Both used money from their book to push harmful ideologies, but because Myers isn't as vocal about it no one cares. Myers appropriated the culture and land of a real native tribe and most people don't even know it because no one cares enough about it to say anything. As far as I'm aware, she never even paid the tribe for use of their culture and name. Twilight is just considered some cringe interest publicly instead of the gross, appropriating and pedophilic trash it is.
Either you condemn ALL creators that create disgusting fetishizing content like the ones mentioned above or you stop using your condemnation of only the one you don't like to seem holier than thou. No one is more untrustworthy that someone who's morals flip on a dime.
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i just. I just. I just
angst
basically, Elisa only befriends Addison because they have similar interests and Addison is a major character, and Elisa hopes them being friends will allow Elisa to also become a major character or otherwise break her out of background hell
So, in the first episode of dtr, kalani convinces Elisa that talking about her struggles to Jaden will convince her to help Lani and Elisa get home. So Elisa tells Jaden about Addison and likens it to Jaden’s relationship with Gwen. This backfires. Jaden is pissed off because she can tell Elisa isn’t interested in Addison and instead what Addison can do for her, whereas Addison seems to genuinely care about Elisa. And Elisa can’t even argue back because Jaden *is right*. Sure, Jaden is really harsh about it, but she’s still right.
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@lunarscaled :
They are---they are picking up Raven. No. Your bad choice in men is showing and they're removing him :|
Raven can only let out a small whine as the dragon picked him up to leave.
❝ Wait...Lyr...but... ❞
They probably had a point this time...considering all the extra work he's gotten due to this one.
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