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I wonder if when Jay Ferin was a little girl she wanted to be a navy soldier like her big sister. I wonder if her father wanted her to be one too, to continue their family’s legacy.
I wonder if that ever changed, if when she lost her sister she wanted to join the navy to take down those pirates that killed her, or alternatively she took the warning of Ava’s death as a call not to follow her footsteps. I wonder if her joining the navy was the last thing her father wanted anymore.
I wonder how long it took for Jay to notice the Navy’s faults. I wonder when she and Kira promised to change it from the inside.
I wonder if Kira looked up to Ava too, if she was almost their third sister when they were younger. I wonder if when Ava died, Kira could see Jay changing. I wonder if they talked as much as they would have as little girls leading up to Jay joining Chip.
I wonder if Kira training to be a Captain put distance between them, if Jay was afraid she’d lose her too. I wonder if they fought about the good of the navy, Kira believing they could change while Jay slowly lost faith in them.
I wonder if Jay has the heart to resent the Navy even now, even knowing they may be responsible for Ava’s death despite all she’s been told. Maybe she regrets not becoming a captain like Kira, instead having to justify her new life to her own family.
I wonder if Jay wishes she’d stayed with her mother to be there for her as her health declined. I wonder if she considered leaving Chip and Gillion once she found out, even now she’s tied to her crew.
I wonder if Jay had left with the Navy (like Condi considered leading her to do), if she would’ve joined them. If she would’ve fought beside Kira and her father and crossed paths with Gillion and Chip again. I wonder if she’d be unable to pick sides again, or if she’d be so stuck in place she couldn’t go back.
I wonder if Ava ever snuck off to meet Lizzie in Featherbrook, if Jay might’ve noticed a slight giddiness as she disappeared to a quieter side of the island.
I wonder if Jay hates Lizzie or not now, if she’s upset with her for not telling her about her relationship with her sister, but also Ava for not telling her about Lizzie. I wonder if she hates her for loving her sister and keeping her away from home longer.
Jay is such a cool underrated character I need to THINK ABOUT HER MORE!!!
#Jay is sosososososo coooll#I love herrr#jay ferin#wondering pondering and thinking#if anyone else has Jay Ferin thoughts PLEASE share#tall Jay truther#she loves her big sister :(#jrwi show#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#condifiction#waning crescent#kira jrwi#lizzie jrwi#ava ferin
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#this felt funnier in my head#maddie's probably at least kind of insecure still and caitlyn won't come to bed#id also be wondering if caitlyn is still thinking of vi#but even dictator caitlyn is out here pondering the moral quandry#caitvi#arcane#arcane season 2#caitlyn kiramman#maddie nolan#caitlyn arcane#arcane s2
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Golden Fleece
#my art#cotl#cotl lamb#blood#it was really fun to ponder this one#cause in the game sprite the body on the fleece has the scale-like texture but the hem is sharp like the standard fleece#i felt a 2 tiered piece would work nicely to show both of these contrasting elements#the sprite always makes me think of gold scale mail but i wanted to avoid it looking explicitly like armor#since the fleece gives you stacking atk damage in exchange of taking 2x damage when hit#although tbqh gold armor would be fucking pointless anyways. gold is a very soft metal. which may have been the point but w/e#instead i wanted the shapes to be more reminiscent of wool since like. yknow. the golden fleece#and i wanted it to speak of luxury and power but be rather impractical for movement or protection#i just wanted to do an axe for funsies and by wonderful coincidence remembered the godly axe was gold :]#anyways this pose is brought to you by my stupid ass who spun too hard with my upper body when swinging a bat and felt cool for 1 second#before totally unbalancing myself and falling#the instant after this image lambo eats shit. rest in peace
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I love her for her nefarious and tragic demeanour
#my art#dc#dc comics#wonder woman#the cheetah#barbara ann minerva#barbara minerva#I loooove her I think the hatred she has for Diana could be so interesting#she gets punished for her sexuality and is literally made to see herself as a monster forever#vs Diana who is sexually free and represents everything Barbara wishes she could’ve had#ohh I ponder it
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[pounding on the bus windows] please does anyone remember the young justice 80 page giant 1890s vampire hunters au does anyone remember please pl[i am taken away]
#for context cassie is passing as a man here (but not while in vampire hunter mode) :p#i have been pondering the logistics of my own personal version of this universe for like a month#i love thinking so hard about a concept u were clearly supposed 2 see and go ‘huh cool’ and never think about again#arrowette#wonder girl#cissie king jones#cassie sandsmark#young justice#cissiecassie#young justice 1998#young justice 80 page giant#i drew a greta too but i didnt like how she turned out :/#vampire hunters au#<- in case i post more abt it
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good morning and happy fridayayayayyyyy !!!! it’s pretty much the weekend and i’m supa excited (ㅅ´ ˘ `) ! i hope everyone has a good day and you find something that makes ya smile ^_^ 🤍
aren’t they sweet ( ྀི o̴̶̷᷄ o̴̶̷̥᷅ ) . . ෆ
#need someone to convince me not to track down and buy this figure .#gripping the sink right now i need it so bad#look at their smiles#LOOK.#UGHHHHHFHDHDHDHHDHD#ok#well i might be chronically online today as it’s friday & im one of the only schmucks to actually go into the office#so i’m not gonna give it 110% shh…………#but i will get to some asks + shitpost ! so yay#tonight is going to be very interesting bc i’ve been slowly introducing my cats to my moms cat and tonight they might all get to meet#LOL.#i think it’ll be okay … i hope …. as long as they can tolerate each other by the holidays i’m good !!!!#i have a question id like to ponder but this yap is already getting long and i fear ppl may not see it so i shall ask the void later 🙂↕️🙂#ILUUUU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY !! STAY AMAZEEEE ^_^#smooch.#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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Please don't crucified me if this headcanon is deemed unrealistic in real life. (´;ω;`) More notes / detailed notes:
stayed & travelled with the Figs for awhile -- after being found, before finally dropped of to an institution, as the Figs think their travelling life style is not really suitable to raise a child
quickly picked up civilization as he is an intelligent child (that's why he is a ravenclaw)
exchanged letters with the travelling Figs during his time at the institution / orphanage
was a really helpful child during his time at the institution / orphanage that he is close with the staff
he thinks of befriending people is a way of learning & by helping them he gets to experience a lot of different things
a mellow temperament child in general (just like how it is ingame)
likes exploring (bcs damn! we really going places in that game)
picked the silly 'Alex Xander' name himself, maybe he heard a mother called her child with that name once and he is obsessed with that name ever since.
he always writes Xander as his 'family name' to show that he is complete even without a family
actually a bit older than his classmates, as he went through extra few years to catch up to civilization as a feral child
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#anyhow i really love our barn owl; she's so beautiful but with a face like biscuit
#i can't stop thinking of how he is a child raised by the forest; so ... ; like; that's why he got clawed scars on his face and all .......#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#character sheet#student id#hogwarts legacy fanart#fanart#i was torn between the thought of fig adopted him for several years already; exactly after he retired from travelling#or they never had any contact with him after they dropped him off#and literally only met again when his magic awakened & noticed by hogwarts; and Fig be like; Aren't u that child?#and during their time together Fig is considering to officially adopt him as their child#it makes the end game so much sadder ; ~~ ;#like; they were just going to be family for real; and suddenly AUGH; and then what's gonna happen to him; that's another story#anyhow what's gonna happened with seb; i don't think he has any other guardians in the family; tho @nne can just whoosh! without guardian;#is legal matter doesn't matter in this world; ok ; no more headache; just independency & fantasy#fsh; knowing how his family is financially stable; 0minis would want to just adopt; but he would hate adopting @nne & seb to his family#pondering i wonder if any other prof would like to take custody over my child#or probably Figs have kind relatives that would take him in#aieehhh let's not think too hard for that part now#i am not a novelist for a reason#plot holes; plot holes everywhere#fshsfh anyhow i don't know wand flexibility is a thing#i was confused what to pick and just went with what they chose for me first#is that information even important or has any meaning at all
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more of Mae's adventures in Castle Dracula
aka: Maedhros used Punch! It's super effective!
#silm#silmarillion#maedhros#dracula#crossover#oh i think i need a tag for this too#it already has its own sticky note color so it gets a tag#hmm#mae's adventures in castle dracula#context: he cut himself a bit on a broken bookshelf and drac grabbed his arm#then promptly got punched#also mae; being very treelight-y; is a natural vampire repellant apparently#so not only did dracula get punched in the face#he basically got punched in the face by a giant crucifix in terms of the amount of damage it dealt#after this scene mae briefly wonders if he misjudged how strong a punch an old adan can survive#because drac just fell on the floor and didnt move for a full ten minutes#dracula: where did you learn to fight like that#maedhros: i have six younger brothers and all of them bite#wait. after dealing with his various bitey siblings/cousins' antics mae is probably the best person at avoiding being bitten#his reflexes are strong enough that drac tries to bite him and he automatically grabs drac by the back of the collar#and relocates him to the newly declared Time Out Corner#drac runs away to hide in his room pondering his life choices#while mae realizes 'oh wait. that was a vampire'#because hey an angry guy wearing all black attacking you with his teeth? that describes teenage caranthir pretty well
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"It takes guts to grow up like you did-- thousands of years simmering beneath every kind of oppression man could think of."
"With the sky kissing the crown of my head, knighting me with space to roam and the bravery to explore it [...] Big, open fields of barley and rivers like slivers of silver, marbling my veins."
"And yet you prefer...?" "After all that life?" a breath, a laugh, caught between teeth. "Something cultivated by your own will-- the work, the dread, the sought resolution-- it is far grander than the possibility, the dream of it."
art by @fooltofancy (just. fantastic. look at them. !!!!)
#OUROBOROS#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#yor/yana#go commission vin if you want to like literally sob. The lines! THE LIIIINES!!!!#I'm so happy I could snag these bdfhksjdbf AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#never in my life did I think anyone could do Y justice in how I see them in my head. and here's vin absolutely slam dunking every line#I was very. emotional. when I got the art-- I've just been served with some dental problems and whatever the fuck else. been in a fugue sta#e when working on ouro (so much is getting done but endless tasks to do!) and this just. perked me up. (sobs) i love them so much. so.somuc#You haven't seen much of Y in the public demo but they have so many things !!! going on!! and I can't wait to share it and hear from you#often I wonder what peoples theories are on Y. I've heard the rumors#the pondering on a particular theory. and it gets me all giddy-- not bc it is wrong#but because it isn't always entirely right. sdlkfjhslkdjfhsd I love being cryptic LMAO bye. love u
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Experiencing weird feelings regarding someone identifying as a w******, it certainly isn't my place to assume they aren't native american but it still strikes an uncomfortable chord in me as they seem to be unaware of cultural attitudes towards the spirit. Have there been community discussions surrounding this topic before? I'd really be curious to hear them, and to especially hear from native alterhumans from whose cultures this spirit belongs.
#alterhuman#alterhuman community#nonhuman#nonhuman community#therian#therian community#otherkin#otherkin community#discussion#this sort of links back to my ponderings on fairykin#like. is identifying as the modernized fairy ethical? especially if you dont take steps to research that spirit's original folkloric context#and simply go with the modern version that often erases the culture that spirit came from?#as an irish person who practices fairyfaith i really dont know how to feel about it. it makes me uncomfortable if i think about it too hard#but is anyone actually being hurt??? i really dont know. it completely disregards my culture entirely but the entire world has done that#already. idk. i also wonder about angels and demons and how christian alterhumans feel about them/how non-religious angels can exist#when angels are very religious beings#again i guess nobody is getting hurt? so its okay? but i do not incorporate angels/demons into my faith so someone who practices a religion#that involves angels/demons should really answer that one#its 4am sorry lots of thoughts. ultimately! i dont know!!! i am just trying to learn more
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hyunjin on bubble: im drawing and i started wondering why i even draw. so i can’t sleep.. staying in that period of transition. the reason why i keep asking these questions and trying to find answers is, i think it’s because i believe that it’s only those who love me, that can help me find an answer or a path. because thinking about and questioning things that you don’t really need to think about and answering those questions is contradicting in itself.. is what i think? (translation source)
#hyunjin#🧼#skz#my baby.. ☹️ four am thoughts eating him hard..#hope he can get some of the bestest sleep of his life after pondering and wondering like this#mentally patting his brain like buddy u work really hard now rest for a bit#also to answer to his first question of#why he’s even drawing. i think art runs in your veins and it just needs a creative outlet to get out and shine.#maybe that’s one of the many reasons..#maybe u find comfort in the beauty of the canvas and brush strokes.#maybe u want to make people happy and warm with your creations
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What’s your favorite Hazbin episode? Because I’m genuinely curious what others are.
#these are DIFFICULT#I was thinking about what my favorite episode was (probably 2 or 5)#my favorite characters are in them#that’s why#but I was like I wonder#and I ponder#so I made this#hazbin hotel#vox#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel vox#vox hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel spoilers
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I feel weird giving out unprompted permission statements because I'm making a big assumption that anyone's going to want to use my work. That said I also know people do like to build on other people's art and can't always work up the nerve to ask, so: Anyone is free to use this design if they want to for any reason- I don't own this character anyway. (Although I am hopeful that you do not, you know, monetize it, because i cant do that and if you do that its not fair ;_; ) Feel free to remix, improve, use as basic inspiration, etc. I would appreciate a tag/mention if you use it so I can see what you did!
This design has evolved a little since I first started drawing it, and I will see people reblogging the original design notes and think 'oh no! those are out of date and I don't have new/accurate ones!'
Reblogging the old one is still an honor- and the first take on a design just sometimes has a different appeal because it's less refined and more chaotic (especially with a character that should be chaotic), so I suspect some people will just prefer the older drawings & they'll still get shared, which is great! But I felt as if the project was a little bit incomplete without an update, since I think I've reached the point where if you see that old post & then come to my blog and look at my current content, there's a noticeable difference.
Also I kind of like making design notes.
If anyone's wondering why things changed, the answer's really simple- 90% of it is just the result of him settling into having more consistent anatomy and facial structure so that I can keep him looking accurate across different angles and poses. If you look at the old drawings you may notice that Gollum has an inconsistently shaped squishy head. That's fine for a concept post but doesn't work as well for maintaining him across different comic panels or in an animatic, at least not the way I work.
In the same vein, while my art is still & will always be heavily stylized, I started giving him more structured semi-sorta-realistic anatomy so that he wouldn't look entirely out of place next to less bizarre-looking characters such as Aragorn. (I feel that's also helpful in nudging Gollum into the uncanny valley where he ought to be, rather than leaving him so abstractified that there's a risk you won't see anything wrong with him having noodle arms.) He also acquired the new-style 'garbage bag' outfit because I found a reference in LOTR to his arms and legs being bare/exposed (it's in one of my favorite passages, the 'an eagle would think Gollum was dead if it came by right now' passage in The Two Towers):
Not even an eagle poised against the sun would have marked the hobbits sitting there, under the weight of doom, silent, not moving, shrouded in their thin grey cloaks. For a moment he might have paused to consider Gollum, a tiny figure sprawling on the ground: there perhaps lay the famished skeleton of some child of Men, its ragged garment still clinging to it, its long arms and legs almost bone-white and bone-thin: no flesh worth a peck.
#long post#blobart#lotr#lotr gollum#lotr fan redesign#i really do love that passage because it says so much and implies more#sam and frodo are sitting there invisible because they are being protected by the gift of love and honor galadriel gave them#gollum who has been busting his butt to hide all of his life#issplatted out there like a frog entirely exposed. he has nowhere to hide and no protection- not even proper clothing#and even a carrion bird would think he was 1) dead 2) of no value#...and then we have tolkien drawing the allusion to a starved/abandoned child#it's eerie and deeply empathetic at the same time#It's also funny. why would there be an eagle here pondering gollum#same energy as 'a fox wondered why these hobbits were bobbling around in the woods' and then the fox disappears forever#also same energy as 'there was a thrush nearby. bilbo was in such a bad mood that he tried to kill it'#body horror#eye horror#unsanitary/#bones?....#tw: gollum#there#I will be doing a morning reblog of this because i only do this once every two years so postblock it if once was enough
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eee the full art for the last row 6th slot is this...... i never posted it because i didn't like how it came out but Since you asked so nicely
THIS GOES SO HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SM
#I am on the contrary I fawkin LOVE how this came out#this kinda makes me think of an opposite situation in the azran sanctuary ...#i wonder how that wouldve played out#AAAdGH THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME SAD this art is making me ponder and cry /pos#lmk if you want me to either maintag this post or to remove it ovob#BRAMFAVS
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Confession #206
#confessed by anonymous#reaction to confession 191#Ofcourse youre allowed to be pissed about things; just like the person who sent 191 is allowed to wonder and ponder comments you make#youtube#hbomberguy#but genuinely if this makes you very upset and very often#I do think perhaps filtering certain tags or taking breaks from some online spaces would be good#although I find the idea of him “attacking the series” silly; im sorry to hear that you feel that way
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Alternate Times of Shadow duos from some other Once upon a time!
#neverafter#rosamund du prix#pinocchio#timothy goose#pib neverafter#gerard of greenleigh#ylfa snorgelsson#d20#dimension 20#midnight draws#second pic has a full paragraph now because arlo and snake were like IS HE FUCKING THE CAT??? HE IS NOT#funnily enough despite their dynamic being the most popular I have the least thoughts for gerard and ylfa here#but i DO think of pib in pottingham precanon and how he might have interacted with jack and the hubbard-gooses#and i would love to see rosamund and pinocchio interact more especially with the stepmother looming over their early interactions#i think every possible duo variation is wonderful though and would love to ponder more options
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