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Jerry, watching Jack change: “Thigh highs… 😳😳😳”
Jack, tiredly: “It’s a compression sock. You know that.”
Jack later finding his compression sock for his stub now has a lacy trim sewed into the edge by Jerry. (He makes him buy him a new one but has to wear the lace one till it arrives)
Jerry offering him a full, matching sock for his other leg: “please please please please please please plea--”
✨Jerry just customizing his socks/undergarments in general ✨
#i love starting my prompts with “jack. tired:”#jerry exhausts him <8#jackerry#chai guy rambles#chai writes stuff#tftgs jack#tftgs jerry#wills myself not to draw this#gritting my fucking teeth with restraint
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(WIP) 😓😓 can't leave them alone for two seconds or else they'll start practicing for their third wedding...
#transformers earthspark#megop#megatron#optimus prime#maccadam#transformers#i'm going to be real honest here. i dont know what's going on with their bodies#sorry that they all go down at this stage i genuinely cant bring myself to render ANYTHING with them#the heart is willing i promise#going with the vibes and nothing else#i owe a public apology to everyone who ever told me how hard mecha could be to draw and i didn't understand just how much
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SKA CHA CHA
I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!
ARRGGGGHHHAAAA
*Explodes*
Bonus:
thing that i based this off of directly cuz i dont actually know how to animate >
someone please tell me where this gay little cat comes from i love them so dearly
#corru observer#corru.observer#cavik#KD'sCrumbs#guys i dont actually know how to animate but i willed myself to do this by drawing over that one stinky gay little cat video...#video that has been rotating in my brain for days on end actually...#guys did you know i love cavik? he's sooooooo *explodes again*#that's my blorbo my beloved my silly little guy....
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I'm having a bad mood today
Would you draw my blorbo for me please?
#If you have time/energy/willing for that though. No pressure#Im sad and annoyed bc i couldn't get my blood tasted today#They only signed me up for an appointment in a month#And its already been so long since i try to figure out what is wrong with me bc my stomach doesn't work as it supposed to#I'm tired and hurt and all this is very discouraging#Mom tells me to go to the private lab to get my tests done faster but it costs money and we haven't been having much of those#She says that my health is more important and she's right but i just feel so bad and guilty for spending money on myself#When it is possible to get free medical treatment#But URGHHH the free one is sooo looong#And the problem is also that bc im an immigrant here i often don't understand how the system works here and i do mistakes#Like today I came to the hospital thinking i can get my blood tested right away with my doctors prescription in my hand#But no i only got it registered and got an appointment on 17 of December#Fucking urghhh#Im just tired and frustrated that's all#Anyway#Wanna draw buba for me? 👉👈🥺
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and then dust woke up from his dream
chat what do we think of horrordust heightswap doodles
#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#tricule art#how did dust suddenly gain inches??? i WILLED him to become taller#anyways we need more height variety in the mtt#i love dust shortest horror tallest killer middle but PLEASE!!!!!#theres thre of them.... they can be in different orrders..... pes....pls......#the bottom two doodles are ooc but idk. domestic horrordust save me domestic horrordust SAVE ME!!!!#i was giggling cackling to myself adding in the lightning and emoji on that second photo#horror doesn't wanna be shorter because he knows that people will mischaracterize him now#Domeatice horrorshst save me. domestic horror x dust ship please save me#i love adorable cute sweet domestic lovely fluffy horrorydtst. isjsjajanan#horror x dust#dust x horror#horrordust#killer snuck into mt drawing because i physically CANT not draw the mtt all together
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cute vampire ♥️ scary vampire🩸
#my art#figure drawing#Dracula themed costume. it’s a bit off season for Halloween but horror is year round ok….#did the lines in pencil and colored digitally…willing myself to enjoy traditional drawing but I’m out of practice so not loving it lol#love finding uses for the paper texture tho
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I've been literally physically unable to work on anyrhing I needed to today, so I've kind of just been doodling the blorbos on my phone again
I'm about halfway into a comic and I can finally work on one of the things, so I probably won't be finishing the comic for awhile
But I'd like to leave you guys with The Older Sister Ever and The Silly Guy Ever before I do
#theyre so silly to me#i crave the silly dynamics of the kitakami siblings and the bb league so much#and i am fully willing to buckle down and draw what i want myself#art#digital art#wip#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarvi#pokemon scarlet dlc#pokemon carmine#carmine pokemon#rival carmine#crispin pokemon#pokemon crispin#elite 4 crispin
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ANOTHER summoning cirle
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CHAGGIE
🕯️ KISS NOT 🕯️
INTERRUPTED
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#I swear if they get interrupted I'm gonna walk into the studio & animate it myself#I can't draw but I'm willing to if there's no kiss ToT#I have faith they'll pull through though#hazbin hotel#my post#chaggie#charlie morningstar#vaggie
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they’re being domestic
#anatomy’s a little wonky but whatever#crewneck boyfriends#yes that is the stonathan sweater that wills wearing#also i think i’m unable to draw them wearing anything that’s not blue and yellow#whatever#and mike is again very lovesick because i can’t help myself#they’re in college btw#or something like that#and wills painting something for class#and mike likes watching him#so#byler#mike wheeler#will byers#my art#stranger things#college byler#i guess
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Hey guys, so if the Mutant Mayhem turtles hid from humans all their life, they've probably never had McDonald's Dprite before.
I wanna see someone draw MM!Donnie almost die to McDonald's Sprite.
#mutant mayhem#tales of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tales of the tmnt#tottmnt#mutant mayhem donnie#tottmnt donnie#im willing to do it myself once i learn how to draw him
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howdy gamers. I didn't make very much digital art this year, but I did challenge myself to draw or write at least one thing in a particular sketchbook every night this year and fill its pages! I made my yearly art compilation out of that book instead of my usual digital art.
the drawings range from characters, objects, scenery, graffiti, one-sentence journaling, tiny drawings and big ones, foregrounds and backgrounds, angst, drawings mismatched and matched, 99% done in colored pencil. it's so satisfying to flip through a sketchbook where each page is completely full and brimming with color. I've put a few of my favorite pages below plus some other silly little things.
I only filled up about half the book this year, so the quest continues. also ozzy ghirahim is my favorite drawing in the whole book
#art closet#random stuff#2023 summary of art#gonna be real. I first started this challenge to keep myself from burning out#I feel like we as online artists#we're always thinking about what people are going to appreciate#how are people going to respond to this#how much effort am I willing to put into this#can I impress people with this or entertain them even if just a little bit#none of that existed here. so I could just do whatever I wanted whether it looked good or like crap#it doesn't have to be cohesive and it doesn't require an explanation#I ended up drawing so many things that I normally wouldn't#I highly recommend this challenge to anyone who wants to do it
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#good grief im gettin a lil tired of seeing 'DONT DO THIS' kinda art videos#i very much understand its a youtube thing and that clickbait names and thumbs get the views and attention needed#but it doesnt mean it doesnt annoy me or that I cant be annoyed by it#sometimes i just see it in tutorial pictures too#but the large DONTS with red Xs near the supposed ''wrong'' way of drawing is so demotivating#people start and draw in many ways than one#its what makes art their own#but when videos or tutorial posts are made and show the ''WRONG'' way to go about it#its like scolding the new artist or long time artist with that style that they're doing it wrong and that its bad#no matter the intention its not the way to go about helping artists learn to draw#and in my personal opinion#the click bait ''DONT DO THIS WHEN DRAWING'' thing is what keeps me from actually watching the vids#i get theyre probably helpful but i don't like that I have to feel some NEED or DESIRE to click on a vid cause I feel like I did a thing#wrong or that i never should have done it at all#i wish i could see more 'here are some tips that helped me#kinda vids cause yes i would love to learn what helped you rather than being or feeling wronged for drawing in a way that isn't theirs#im rambling but i have been seeing a lot of 'DONT DO THIS' NEVER DO THIS' 'IF YOURE DOING THIS STOP NOW' kinda art vids#im speakin for myself here#but im an artist sifting through art youtube or spaces always willing to learn new ways of improving my art#i dont need to feel click baited like the next 3am don't this kid to learn how to improve my inking skills#if it was more a 'this is my personal preference and I wanna share it with my audience and maybe teach some things' kinda vid#id watch that too#but im just so tired of seeing art youtube going down this need to tell folks 'YOURE DOING IT ALL WRONG. THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY"
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rewatched the sonic ova a few months ago. since then i've thought a bit too hard about the only loosely explained way that hyper metal sonic was created, been irreversibly changed by the idea of a sonic who wakes up in a body that isn't his and discovers that all his memories and friendships and adventures belong to someone else now, rekindled my obsession with the various metal sonics of pre-reboot archie, and finally learned how to care about sonic heroes
photon is basically every version of metal sonic ever, a few of the charmingly edgy aus i wrote when i was 11, and a few sonic cd fan theories all thrown in a blender and kicked down a flight of stairs, and i'm kind of obsessed with him. really, REALLY long infodump and some supplementary scribbles under the cut
WELCOME TO THE PHOTON ZONE
a little after sa2, eggman lures sonic into some trap that pins him down long enough for an electronic copy to be made of his brain. sonic trashes the place and escapes with only a mild headache and a bruised ego, but all the data eggman scraped is intact. as he's creating neo metal sonic, eggman uploads this digital ghost of sonic into him, with the intention to upgrade from having a fancy bootleg to a truly 'perfect' answer to sonic, who can simulate his entire psyche in real time and know everything he's going to do before he does it
[eggman would love to steal a hedgehog, actually]
unfortunately for eggman, his latest copy is too perfect, and sonic's indomitable will and sense of self easily overpowers any feeble attempts the rest of neo metal sonic's programming makes to keep him in line. pretty much the moment he's booted up, he books it outta there as fast as possible to go find his friends and fix things. with all of sonic's memories embedded in him, the thought that he isn't the real thing doesn't even cross metal's mind - as far as he knows, he made an embarrassing blunder in a dingy old egg base, had something done to his brain, and then woke up miles away in a robot body that eggman must have stuffed him into somehow. he just has to find tails and amy and knuckles and the rest, make sure he didn't hurt any of them during that mysterious gap in his memory, and slap together a plan to get his body back and shove eggman into a puddle. no sweat!
so naturally, it's a bit hurtful when none of his friends believe for a second that he's who he says he is. and it's a LOT hurtful when the real sonic shows up, in the body that's SUPPOSED to be his, and metal suddenly has no idea who or what he is
even though it's not enough to override the sonic personality, eggman's programming is still twisting metal's thoughts. an angry killer robot is an effective killer robot, so any negative emotion or violent impulse is forced to the front of his mind. metal is angry at eggman for doing this to him, and at his friends for not trusting him, and at sonic for existing in the body and life that belong to him, and all of this gets mixed in with the existential despair and knee-jerk denial of what's happening to him and then magnified tenfold. a version of the sonic heroes storyline takes place as metal's mental state worsens exponentially, and he begins to lash out more and more violently at everyone and everything around him in increasingly desperate attempts to prove [mostly to himself] that this other sonic is a fake.
this culminates in the metal overlord battle, where metal [who's escalated from 'prove himself superior to sonic' to 'defeat sonic and force him to admit the truth' to 'literally just kill him, since he's obviously a hyper realistic android sent by eggman or whatever and not a real thing that can feel pain and die'] harnesses the chaos emeralds in a last-ditch effort to prove his strength and reduce the 'fake' sonic to ashes - only for his body to twist and mutate into something so utterly, viscerally Wrong that the fear and confusion cause what's left of sonic in him to just shut down from distress, finally leaving only the mindless killing machine eggman set out to make in the first place and forcing super sonic to step in and kick metal overlord's ass. defeated by the power of friendship, depowered, and severely damaged, metal finally accepts and admits that he isn't the real sonic and probably never was, and doesn't fight it when his systems fail and he loses consciousness
contrary to what his anger had him believe, though, metal's [former?] friends did see that he was suffering and needed answers, and so sonic and tails take him back to the workshop in mystic ruins to shed some light on the whole situation. when tails finds a disturbingly perfect resemblance to an organic brain in the program map, everything finally clicks - what that weird Beam Of Give You Headache sonic got hit by a couple months ago was, how eggman made a metal sonic that knew so much about the real thing's life, why this metal seemed less mechanically violent and more genuinely emotionally distressed. with eggman's loyalty programming scrubbed from his system, metal wakes back up confused and upset but much more 'himself', and even manages a few natural-feeling responses as tails explains what he found and apologises over and over for not being able to help sooner.
he still doesn't like sonic.
metal leaves pretty much as soon as he's in working condition. even when sonic isn't there reminding him that he isn't himself anymore, he can't stand being around a tails who isn't his brother. he takes to wandering the world directionlessly, trying to figure out who he is now and find a place in a world that doesn't remember him. he's not sonic anymore, and it'd be easier to list the things he doesn't hate about being called 'metal sonic' or just metal, so after a while he settles on introducing himself as 'photon' - another intangible fast thing, like sound, but comfortably distant from his old name. [it's also a stupendously petty means of one-upping sonic, light being faster than sound and everything. drama queen.]
the timeline gets way fuzzier after all this overdetailed nonsense, but things do get better for photon. he has an identity now, and it's fragile and cobbled together and still missing pieces, but it belongs to him and nobody else. he strikes up a few odd but sincere friendships - he hangs out with big when he needs a calm and comforting presence, and has a fierce friendly rivalry with shadow underpinned by their quietly shared experience of not knowing whether to trust their own memory, and much later down the line he bonds with belle over the mundane frustrations of being a robot [and, privately, because she's the best fit so far for the tails-shaped hole in his heart]. he keeps up the drifter lifestyle, making new memories to replace painful old ones, finding ways to use his robot abilities for fun or to help people rather than purely as tools of destruction. it's not perfect for photon, he's still deeply bitter and existentially lonely and missing a sense of purpose, but it's Better, and that counts for something
photon is like some of the earlier [western] depictions of sonic in personality - rougher around the edges, more sarcastic and much less sincere, often brushing up against the line between playfully teasing and just being a bully. whereas sonic has grown into the generally kinder and more patient person he is these days thanks to the friends he's made and the adventures he's had, photon split off from him when that character development was just barely starting, and the trauma from his loss of identity made him regress instead of moving forward. he's still a kind person at heart, but that period of artificially inflated anger and despair has left its mark on how he handles his emotions, even if the programming that first caused it is long gone.
powers-wise, photon is pretty much identical to neo metal sonic, albeit with some limitations. he's as fast and strong as the real thing, can shapeshift or use chaos control if he's got an emerald with him, and with all 7 can take on a super form - though since the metal overlord incident, he's refused to try. [i'm leaving it open whether metal overlord is his innate super transformation now or if it was caused by him tapping into the negative energy of the chaos emeralds rather than sonic's usual positive, since both are really fun ideas. either way, becoming metal overlord was way too traumatic for photon to have any interest in trying again for now.]
he can still copy the biodata of living beings that he comes into contact with, but most of his storage space is taken up by the entire organic brain being simulated in realtime, which he's definitely not willing to modify or delete, so he's effectively limited to only the most recent two or three powers he's copied. he shapeshifts a little to reflect the data he's pulling from, mostly because it's fun to imagine what it'd look like. also because i'm a mega man guy. once again it all comes back to worlds collide being peak fiction
this concludes THE PHOTON ZONE, if only because this has been in my drafts for 3 days and i just want to make my damn post already. if the 1400 word infodump didn't make it clear i am VERY obsessed with my sad little metal sonic amalgam lmao. all this and i still had to cut a ton of details to prevent this infodump from being do you love the colour of the photon, so if my unhinged ramblings have convinced you to care about him even a fraction as much as i do i'd be thrilled to answer any followup questions here or on my main!!!!
#zos draws#sonic#sonic au#sonic oc#photon the hedgehog#zoriginal characters#i dunno whether photon is classified as an au metal sonic or a whole original character. so he gets to be both <3#willing myself with inhuman force to not disappear into the artblock void for another 3 months because i want to post more photons#because he is everything to me in the whole wide world forever
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there's something so comforting about artists you admire talking about their own struggles and insecurities
#txt#was watching supereyepatchwolf's video on chainsaw man again and listening to fujimoto express regret about things he didnt learn#and how he's clearly envious of his peers is so... comforting?#i think about my own strengths and flaws and often times i get so frustrated with my shortcomings#im not good at drawing feet; my backgrounds are purposefully simplistic and lack a lot of detail; sometimes my designs have a tendency to#overlap or feel very 'safe' in terms of what i really want to do#its why; despite my love for clowning on media and animated works. i never want to feel like its from a place of malice#the joy of art is always seeing those little mistakes and nuances. its also noticing the achievements other creators have made that you#still lack#even for a certain hell-based show i love to poke fun at for its many. many issues. its undeniable how incredibly passionate the work is.#and i do respect anyone who is willing to get their flawed media out there (myself included)#i see stuff about people calling me their inspo or how flattered they are when i compliment their work and its like. gee. i hold myself at#such a high bar and even still im always surprise when people tell me how much my work moved and changed them#i really love writing just little fun things that i just dont really see anyone else touching and its kind of fun how despite my own#personal grievances with my own flaws and mistakes#people really do find things that they love within them.#anyways I know this is getting long but I’ve just been getting sentimental abt the creation of art#sometimes people make fun of me for love of drawing women and lesbians and bugs and so on#and while I will never let me deter me from my process. sometimes it does get to me#but then I remember that I love doing this and could ever see myself holding back#and knowing despite how other people feel. I have so many followers who resonate with my weird ass shit#that it’s all worth it. ya know?
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toying around with ideas for what the people of the licorice tribe might have looked like. specifically how different hair textures and styles would manifest based on their ingredient / the materials available
the one on the far right is closer to a red licorice type (even though the stuff made of 0% real licorice), it's kind of an homage to twizzly i guess
i was originally going to try to design milk jelly's mother but i wasn't quite sure what to do with her. i'm kind of struggling to draw right now so that didn't exactly happen. so, that's still on the wall for now
also sry for the image quality. my paper keeps getting wrinkled
#cookie run kingdom#licorice cookie#id probably be willing to give these designs away as adopts because i dont rlly care for them / have any connection to them#theyre just concepts#i do like the one on the middle left but.... i don't see myself using her for anything#it's not exactly what i want in a Milk Jelly Mom cookie#i also wanted to do something that resembled microbraids but each drawing takes me like. a day and a half for some reason#so uh yall can steal that idea too if you want. idc#kaardoodles
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I always enjoy it when people come up to me while im drawing as long as they're nice about it, and especially kids. And while the last two weeks only seemed to have obnoxious parents (at one point a kid was pointing like 'i want to be able to that!' and their parent replied 'you can't' and i was like ???? Wtf), this week there was a mom and two daughters who were really interested in art and were standing behind me while i sketched for a long while. Neither of the girls could have been much older than 10, and they were super shy, and were asking their mom questions, and i answered one of the questions. And the mom laughed and said 'see, she can hear you, don't be afraid to ask her questions!' and then i turned around and introduced myself a little and explained what i was drawing. And then they just stood and quietly watched me draw for like ten minutes, it was so sweet. 🥹
#Freebooter4ever#Also like....whenever im drawing im usually eavesdropping on various conversations around me#Adults are the funniest to listen to#Kids are mostly running around#And thinking about that lol...i realized what a weird child i was#When from the age of 6 i started going with my grandma to the kubota gardens in seattle#and we would sit and calmly draw or write for hours instead of me needing constant entertainment#I had a moment when i realized that if i had kids there would be no way to know if they would like drawing or if they would#Even be as quiet and calm as i was back then#Its not like i have not thought about having kids and how that would mean my time and choices would no longer be my own#But as i get more and more wistful over wanting kids#I catch myself thinking about stuff like this and realizing ok with a small child i probably wouldnt be able to do this anymore#And then i try to genuinely analyze whether or not i would be willing to give up whatever it is#And to my surprise the answer is usually yes#I find that im not thinking about it in terms of giving things up which is how society or advice books seem to paint it as#But rather adjusting to fit in a different kind of joy#I dunno ignore me im getting sappy over kids again
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