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tricoufamily · 4 months ago

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look around you, all you see are sympathetic eyes—

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can-of-slorgs · 8 months ago

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The other researchers are also here! (magical edition!)

#neopets #neotag #neoart #eyrie #gelert #THE BOYS ARE HEREEE #vin doods #my beautiful magical boyssss #had some time to kill this weekend so might as well finish rendering some stuff i have lying around lmao #its ironic cause my oc stuff is the stuff that gets less views or reacts overall but is the ones im more interested in for the most part #its been a while since i've actually really loved an bunch of ocs and this 4 (technically 5) are going to be the death of me lol #just to be consistent with the other post #eyrie's name is Ozzi or Oz #and gelert's name i'm still unsure of but for now I'm going with Faeran #i'm so emotionally invested in these characters you have no idea LMFAOO #also I did base Faeran's looks in a lot of “long dogs” like borzois and the ears just came naturally to me lol #I'm still working on a doc with all the info for those interested tho buuut if any are reading by this point feel free to ask about them!!#I'll just never shut up lol #the neopia i did put them in is a tad bit more.... “dark”?? i guess??#its less abstractly magical and i did have to find out how to build a magic system for everything to work lol #and my dnd knowledge did filter a l o t into it so sorry bout that oops:;;#anyway this is too long and hardly anyone really reads this much but hey! finally my babies have faces so i don't feel so bad!!!#it doesnt help that i post this stuff at buttfuck hours LMFAOO

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laurrelise · 2 months ago

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once again rambling about five and lila because i’m fucking pissed. enjoy

“five and lila were perfect for each other because they had so much in common” yet so many perfect couples have absolutely nothing in common???

they could relate to each other in ways that made them hate each other and that’s why they were SUCH good foil characters, i don’t understand why the romance had to be necessary.

there is absolutely no reason that this romance plotline should’ve been created. it was so ridiculously off-focus from what the plot was (AND should have been) and it literally only made the season so much worse.

do writers understand that not every single character has to fall in love with one another? i mean genuinely?

personally i don’t believe five is aro (though he could be ace) because i can’t help but love five’s love for delores (even if she wasn’t real) but i completely understand five aroace truthers because he truly can be independent romantically as we saw in the show.

i cannot wrap my fucking head around the fact that the writers saw two awesome, dynamic, badass characters with arcs and goals outside of love and attention and decided to turn their personalities inside out and upside down for a dumbass dead-end romance that makes zero sense.

five and lila were the only two people on god’s green earth who could understand each other and hated the other for it. why couldn’t they just be frenemies and call it a day?

god fucking damn it i’m so upset

shoutout to 13 year old 58 year old five hating lila and 29 year old lila despising the fuck out of little five !!! <3

fuck you to the worst, most nonsensical couple of all time and space ❌❌

#it is once again hating five x lila hours #you know what the worst part is?#seeing five in love was fucking beautiful #i didn’t even hate that part #yknow who would’ve been a better character for him to fall in love with?#LITERALLY. ANYONE. ELSE.#lila was just there and they decided that her entire arc this season could become ‘‘woman 2 men fight over’’#hey assholes #this is LILA WE ARE TALKING ABOUT #literally one of if not the most badass woman in the show #and her entire plotline became ‘‘desperate housewife in need of romance with a man that isn’t her husband ’’#here’s a personal letter for each and every writer of the umbrella academy season 4:#fuck you #sorry this might be really agressive out of nowhere #and i feel like most people have already calmed down about this for the majority #but sometimes i see a five x lila post that just pisses me off so badly that i need to rant all over again. i’m so upset #someone sedate me please #tua s4 hater !!!!!!!#laur says stuff #laur rambles #the umbrella academy #tua #umbrella academy #number five hargreaves #tua five #number five #five hargreeves #tua s4 #tua season 4 #lila pitts

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possiblyfunny · 13 days ago

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Hello again, fellas. (And to whoever is actually interested in looking at my weird little AU-) Sanctuary has been on my mind lately and uhhh, I’d like to introduce you to some new characters!

Meet the Eventide Duo: REI and KAI!

I, like with Aster and Del, have never drawn them before, and because I honestly didn’t have it in me to do two full-body drawings with color and everything, doodling them was the next best thing. I’ve been thinking about these two a lot and just really wanted to get them down as a start. Soooo—this is their first pass and things are subject to change! (Please excuse the messiness-)

Rei (the Red) and Kai (the Blue) come from—okay this is kinda funny now that I’m writing it out—their AU was inspired by an FNF fan song that I heard awhile back. It was something like “Frostbite but Blue.” The person who made the song (I don’t remember their name off the top of my head) said they were going to post the lore, but as far as I know they never did, so my brain kinda took the concept and ran with it—making it into my own story. (Sorry to whoever that was-)

Rei is the fledgling god of the Sun and the Second Coming of Arceus. He ascended to godhood after his untimely death, returning to earth to protect the one he loves. Rei may look like a massive grump, but in reality, he's a ray of sunshine and one of the most warm-hearted and protective people you'll ever meet. Kai is still a Pokémon Trainer, but he’s also Rei's singular devotee. He's honestly pretty quiet for a Blue, if not a bit high-strung, but he's loyal and sweet, even if he has a bit of a hard time showing it.

The both of them worked together to survive the violent floods and rainfall that devastated their original home, and now live a quiet life together in Sanctuary, going on little adventures here and there to try and reclaim the life they lost bit by bit.

(Okay, time to tag my one fan. @100nebulas , I think you said you wanted more Sanctuary content in general that one time, so I guess you’re gonna be eternally tagged in these lmao. Hope you enjoy :])

#WOO NEW CHARACTERS LETS GO-#Okay actually it’s 4 am and I’m dead. I genuinely thought I was going to do this tomorrow but I finished the art a few hours ago-#and just really struggled with how to write their mini bio :/ I’m tired.#But Anyway! More Characters for the Cast! Yippee!#(And for whom it may concern—Rei and Kai are the only two characters I have that are canonically (romantically) in love.)#I really wanted to do something special for all of my characters. Like- make them all full-body art and then doodle in the extra details-#and write a ton of headcanon/lore about them under a cut kinda like what the folks over at TheMissingNumbers did-#but I’ve got no drive and doodling is all I’m capable of to be honest.#But getting them down is the most important part. I can go back and reorganize everything later with better art and info.#All of my characters come in pairs (for whatever reason—not even I know.) So expect more doodles at… some point. I can’t really tell you.#Sanctuary’s main cast (and by main cast I mean the characters I think of most often) is around 8-10 characters.#(on the fence about the last two.)#But uh- don’t expect anything high-quality for awhile. I’m doing my best over here and am just trying to have fun.#Anywho- Ignore me. I hope you enjoy the new guys! For my one fan—I’d like to know what you think. :)#(Also sorry for the longer main post. I normally have a cut there but I don’t have anything to put under it. The art is just the doodle-)#(Probably should have mentioned that Sanctuary is built on a Multiverse-type base… thing. I don’t know how to describe it.#Multiple Universes. Multiple Red’s. Multiple Blue’s. All that jazz. Sorry. like I said—I’m tired :/)#(Hopefully nobody is confused-)

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triglycercule · 3 months ago

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im on vacation how can i make this about the murder time trio. mtt fresh out of a flight and the minute that they leave the airport dust stops horror and killer for the smoke break. because being around a smoker is like that. and while horror is dying and coughing from the cigarette smoke and killer is pretend coughing to make dust feel terrible theyre both simultaneously roasting the shit out of dust for being such an addict smoker. cancer speedrun GO says horror. refreshing his signature smell says killer. dust just glares at them and blows smoke in their face (horror literally takes damage he's at 0.7 HP)

#killer ended up liking that btw. he later asked for dust to extinguish the cig on him. freak #this is absolutely based on my own personal experience #only a person who knows a smoker knows how annoying it is when they take smoke breaks everywhere #car rides are TAINTED by dust having to smoke. eating out is interrupted because dust gets up every 15 minutes to smoke #his bones are a dusty color but not because of the dust but because the smoke has turned them gray from the inside out #i'll need to figure out the right time to post this but the mtt grind never stops even while inter nations ‼️‼️‼️#i MUST relate every single thing i do to the mtt. a similar situation just happened to me like 15 minutes ago #im in germany oui oui or something idk #i cannot wait to come up with a bunch of travel related mtt headcanons this is gonna be so fun #the only fun i'll have during this trip is the imaginary characters in the head i sound delusional #delusional??? like like like horror sans. like like dust sans. is killer delusional. probably idk #update on horror character analysis: i finished some of it on the flight but smh #UNFORTUNATELY i have a human body so i needed to sleep so thats 4 hours wasted on NOT mttmaxxing #and it turns out i REALLY shouldve pre translated time to go mad so i could localize it on a flight with no internet #yeah i didn't think that one through. but at least i got parts of the analysis done WITH NO MUSIC. im a god #since Mad Time Series was so eye opening and fun to translate i cant WAIT to see what Time to Go Mad will be like #calvateyla after being canon dusttale's lord and savior. even after not posting on ask dusttale for years they still manage to surprise me #i almost lost my apple pencil during the flight i swear i was tweaking out #how can i connect this to the mtt #how can i make EVERYTHING about the murder time trio #3 is my favorite number. K D H are my favorite letters. when i see a knife i think of killer when i see a hood i think of dust when i see #mtt brainrot goes hard just like me. im hard. fortunately not like like an erection the mtt brainrot never goes away #top ten most outrageous triglycercule statements #killer sans #dust sans #horror sans #murder time trio #utmv #tricule hc

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xiii-e · 12 days ago

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//ooc posting: I NEED to find more fun/silly things to do with my two they are Not meant to be all agony all the time I swear- I just have a penchant for the dramatic and they're a little in the torment nexus o(-< but on god they will Have Fun too

#//ooc #even in the torment nexus there's spots of brightness!! I need to start playing with them too I'm not a grimdark writer I swear!!#I have ideas for softer bits and pieces. sibling stuff. cute things. I will get to it somehow hell or high water o7 #T-E purrs!! they can do that!! it's part of their genetic alterations and I want to play with that too as well as the horrors!!#now don't get me wrong either The Horrors are one of my fav things to write but it's chiaroscuro y'know you need the contrast #it can't be a fight for personal autonomy all the time sometimes it needs to be T-E's huge kitty eyes or Helios being a dork #all this might be unnecessary I just get a little self conscious sometimes about how full-grit my writing can be wehh #holding my creatures in my hands. they are capable of such a beautiful joy. it's actually vital that they are #since I'm rambling anyways: huge part of what I want to do with T-E's pre campaign rp is start pulling them out of their shell #they start the planned game still stuck on their rules but it's talking to people that's gonna put them in a place where like #they know there's something else out there. they want it. they feel so much guilt for wanting it but it's the WANTING that's important!!#helios can't do that on his own because he doesn't know either. neither of them know jack about what exists beyond their narrow purview #making a HA clone to me is in part an examination of how miitary as industry will always result in steadily increasing dehumanisation #it's the commodification of a human body to ever increasing heights. soldiers to products to nothing but parts to be scrapped #military as an endless churn less for the sake of any kind of protection and more for the sake of resources. capital. money #it's part of what makes HA so fascinating to me y'know? the way it takes that concept to a far flung conclusion. how bad can it get #the other part is playing someone realising for the first time it's possible to break from what's expected of them #the wonder. the guilt. the disbelief. all of it carefully hidden. it's a huge part of what's so compelling about writing them to me #three huge cornerstones of T-E are: masking - military - the horror of having to exist in a body.#that last one is my taking the weird sensory relationship I have to Flesh/mind and doing horror with it dw too much about that njbkhjv #okay okay I think I'm done this got a little out of hand I'm just like #there's so MUCH about thirteen/T-E that makes me insane. alas I'm tired and it takes me like 4 hours to write a simple post sobs #anywaysss that's my ramble. I like them #helios too I like him. guy absolutely dead set on finding reasons to smile amidst the Horror

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hybbat · 1 year ago

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You know I've had a lot of posts on my dash about Lizzie including 3 fics... And all of them are about how she is ignored for the men.

I've not seen any of the content they're complaining about, and I've not seen any of the content they're asking for...

You know you can just... make content about Lizzie. Instead of content about the lack of content. You can just draw her or write about her or make headcanons and essays about her, instead of about how there isn't any.

We get it, nobody is talking about her. So, please just actually talk about her?

#id certainly love to see it but no ody is actually talking about her in favour of complaining that nobody is talking about her #its a really weird typw of irony #seriously the first thing i saw about lizzie on my dash like an hour after episode started dropping was someone already complaining #about it being made about jimmy before id even seen any posts about jimmy #secret life spoilers #traffic spoilers #but yeah just... make stuff? instead of souring the whole thing?#im also sick of hearing about the men lizzie is ignored for... and its these exact posts that are doing it and spreading it around #instead of being upset fans of jimmy are happy his 3 year 5 season long plot has concluded #posts ill def regret when i wake up but its 4 am and im so tired of not having any positive lizzie OR jimmy content on my dash #cause people are either complaining or too scared to be percieved as Part Of The Problem to make things for the characters they care about

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farosdaughter · 1 year ago

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Welp, here is TBOSAS’ lead editor admitting that they cut down a lot of the romance (including a pre games kiss) while editing the movie🥴

Apparently they thought the love story worked too well in the first 2/3 and made Coryo’s turn in the third part of the movie seem too sudden. After all, it’s not like the romance between Coryo and Lucy Gray being believable and 100% true was at the heart of the story, right?? It definitely didn’t make Coryo’s eventual betrayal heartbreaking and tragic.

The theatrical version of this movie absolutely doesn’t look like Frankenstein’s monster as a result of too many cuts and edits. I’m sure the book wouldn’t have benefited from being adapted in two movies instead of being condensed into a single overlong one.

#@HUTCHERNAISANCE on twitter posted this video btw so all credit to them for pointing it out #istg this makes me want to d word #they really thought snowbaird could be cut bc it ended in tragedy anyway shdhdhf like friends that’s the whole point #so apparently the 4 hour version is a different (and better) movie #why they didn’t go ahead and just decide to make two movies is beyond me #ik they were afraid this would bomb like mj part 2 did but this is so unfair #esp given how much success this movie has had #tbosas part 2 should’ve been solely about ‘the peacekeeper’#tbosas could’ve been a two part masterpiece🙁#WE COULD’VE HAD IT AAALLL #snowbaird #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #tbosas #thg #the hunger games #Youtube

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frogsdeservecereal · 4 months ago

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hi extra horny transfemme here… WE ARE NOT ALL LIKE THAT. WE CAN AND HAVE AND WILL BE SERIOUS. JESUS CHRIST.

i get the stereotypes because i fall into a lot of them, but i swear some people don’t understand that those are stereotypes and i’m so sick of it.

“write some serious shit about transmisogyny without excluding trans people” well gosh golly! i only know how to think about getting railed like the stupid bitch you obviously think i am!! i’m just a trans woman, i only have TWO WHOLE THOUGHTS!!!!!!!! aggressive horny and dresses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! slash. sarcasm.

i swear guys… one of my whole ass side blog (that got taken down earlier because god forbid a woman do anything slash jay) was full of serious shit about transphobia against transmascs and intersex people. i genuinely hate the fact that there is an internet war against transfemmes because of internalized misogyny and uninvlusive queer spaces.

genuinely look inside yourself. i’ve spent like three months on this site… THREE WHOLE MONTHS. and the amount of transfemmes that are revealed to the public, not just on my dash but when i SEARCH THIS SHIT HORRIFICALLY, by the tumblr algorithm has been 3.

three.

please shut the fuck up about it. am i saying that transfemmes are perfect? no. what i am saying is that you cannot be serious. maybe include transfemmes in your post about being misgendered. maybe actually talk about the intersex people you SWEAR you believe in. please.

transfemme’s have done so much for this community and the amount they are pushed under the rug is fucking wild

#this is a reference to a post that got me riled up sorry guys #also this is the part in the tags where i say AROACE PEOPLE ARE REAL AND INCLUDED #the reason that wasn’t in the post was because the post was about trans people #if i see a post about aroaces that gets me extra pissed off I’ll write something on my main #transmisogyny #transandrophobia #me talking about things with a brain powered by a donut and root beer and 4 hours of sleep #please talk about people other than yourself #stand up for minorities if you are a minority #and i mean all minorities. racism exists

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dredshirtroberts · 7 days ago

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i think i'm like. really in denial sometimes about how much pain i'm just Casually In...

OH NO WAIT HANG ON WAIT ACTUALLY MY MEDICINE WORE OFF AND I DID LIKE A LOT OF UNANTICIPATED ACTIVITY NEVER MIND I'M DUMB I'M HURTING FOR ACTUAL REASONS THIS TIME

#i mean i'm not but like also i am #this post brought to you by #apparently my meds wearing off and my absolutely insane menty b where i tore my crafting supply caches apart looking for my sewing needles #(i did not find them - i found *one* but not all of them they're supposed to be in a little blue circle jewel case #you know it's just a cheap needle set from joanns or michaels i don't remember which)#i am still distraught i never found the whole case of them but at least i know where One is and it's with my current Embroidery Project #which means it's where it needs to be and so long as it doesn't go missing when i inevitably drop it we're gucci #but since that's a silly thing to hope for indefinitely i will be intending to purchase more of them and try very hard not to misplace them #i also helped put away the groceries which was one of the first ways i realized actually the POTS dx might be on to something #so it's always a little taxing to do as it is #but that on top of the tantrum i threw about not being able to find my needles and the spiral inherent in the system #may have aggravated some parts of me that are already unhappy about the weather and pressure situation over this part of MI #i'll deal with the worn off meds until bedtime #TECHNICALLY i should still have about 4 hours of mild pain relief from them #it's not as good as it is around the 5-6 hour mark but it's not y'know. rawdogging the pain so that's nice #and it's not like any of it really does anything as it is everything just always hurts and it sucks but like we stay silly #it's just worse right now cause i did a lot and the weather's been nasty

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kumakuma-circus · 4 months ago

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just randomly remembered that during my like 10+ attempts at the shadow yukiko fight i more or less consistently ran out of revival beads so yosuke was just dead (well unconscious but whatever) on the ground for like half the fight gfhfjvhfhfhd-

#puppy rambles #persona 4 #p4 #as much as i love him he's not always the most useful. that fight is one of those times-#still always keep him in the party though. perfect p4 team to me is yosuke teddie and naoto #i haven't gotten to naoto joining the party yet but i love her. trans icon. vibing naoto is the best thing to happen to the persona 4 fandom #and yosuke and teddie are my favorites of the investigation team thus far. the others are all very close but they're above the others #dunno why i like yosuke so much. souyo is def part of it #and teddie is very very silly. idk why people hate him so much like yea he can be kinda annoying but he's only existed for a few months #he doesn't understand social cues yet. he's just autistic leave him alone vhgbhmfhdf- /hj #i feel like a lot of persona characters have autism vibes but that's probably at least partially just me projecting #at the very least i'm sure we can all agree that aigis and marie do. autism arcana #that's. probably why they're my favorite girls ggyfubhngd-#aigis is easily my favorite persona character. she's cute and also silly :3 and bisexual i love the bisexual toaster and her doors <3 #(aikoto + hamugis polycule for the win. makoto and kotone aren't dating obv. ryoji's also dating both of them separately #)#and marie is cute and also silly i'm totally dating her. love how persona technically lets you polyamory so long as you don't date everyone #i have to max her social link for the golden-exclusive content anyway so might as well #‚‚‚ this post got derailed. i like the part where i talked about my beloved persona 3 bisexual polycule #p4's def the best persona game i think but i love p3 very much too. makoto kotone aigis and ryoji are unsurprisingly my faves #really love yukari too. i spent several hours trying to figure out how to add mods to p3p so i could date her as kotone #it was not successful. i'll probably get it on steam when i inevitably play it gghdhchvhv-#and i'll get reload at somepoint too. probably on steam at least first so i can use the kotone mod i need my girlie #makoto is also great i love him. emo non-binary icon. but also silly girlboss. they're both so mentally unwell #that reminds me of a drawing i have in my drafts i should post that #oh also it's aikoto week apparently??? which is very poggers. idk the prompts but i need to draw my sillies regardless #i do slightly prefer hamugis but they're both very very cute to me. the toaster has two hands she can kiss both the doors-#idk why that joke's so funny to me. i should stop now-

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crabussy · 2 years ago

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I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy

#it's ok to reblog this post and ignore the rant in the tags I don't mind at all /gen #hi guys #got another load of trauma from school #and I am not dealing with it well at all my legs have been shaking so badly for 4 hours now #had a panic attack so bad that my face went numb and the edges of my vision went black and my legs gave way #I hate my teacher she's horrible god I can't even go into it here there's so much #I'm tired of getting abused at school I've been to half a dozen schools and have not gotten traumatised at ONLY ONE OF THEM #I have no adults I can go to about this #whenever I try to talk with her and the head teacher about the situation and why I'm fucking terrified of her she acts so patient and kind #whenever I'm alone with her she will yell at me about everything I'm doing wrong and continue yelling even when I'm in tears #she will berate me and put me down and insult me directly #when she gives feedback she always puts effort into making it hurt #the language she uses for negative feedback is never what a teacher should say it's always personal and uses your weaknesses to hurt you #I get really bad intrusive thoughts about her hurting me physically because of how terrified I am of her #the worst part is she acts nice and sweet whenever she's not picking apart my weaknesses and being cruel about my disabilities #I felt so sick after that I haven't eaten since #vent tw #trauma tw #listen to my gibberish boy #ggod I hate this school

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melveres · 1 year ago

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i think of the "yuu sleeps for 100 years" AU an average amount. so normal about the new part. have a wip of it.

#too tired to draw and Yet i see the new part. i blink and somehow im pen in hand sitting upright with my tablet in my lap #GODD THE WAY MALLEUS LOOKS AT YUU THE EN TIRE VIDEO #IM #bro the YEARNINGGG IN HIS EYES he wants yuu so bad fr fr #anyway heres a wip of a frame im drawing bc i cannot stop thinking about the dang AU #posted like 4 hours ago and ive spent every second since thinking about the way malleus looks and clings to yuu #also 'i think i already got enough sleep.' GIRL- LMAOOO #twst spoilers #<- kinda #malleyuu #grim #yuu #malleus #twst

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remythologise · 11 months ago

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2023 fujoshi wrapped

you got baited 24 times

you debated the difference between queer-coding, queerbaiting and censorship in the comments section 4 times

you revisited fanfiction for 7 hit ships from the 2000s

you got blocked 5 times for tagging paragraphs of old man yaoi ship meta on unrelated text posts

you played 585 hours of video games for a combined total of 10 minutes of gay subtext and/or sex scenes

you judged a BL manga or light novel by its cover 948 times

you told 39 friends to watch 3 gay tv shows that are 'actually really really well written and enjoyable and not just gay' and 0 of them did

#respectively: 1) my new boss is goofy. and I enjoyed it. 5 stars. would get baited relentlessly again #2) literally like. is anything queerbaiting but supernatural and maybe parts of sherlock. up for debate. anyway I still can't believe #someone called GAME OF THRONES queerbaiting. I'm still reeling from that.#3) Oh You Know.#4) I can't believe I found out paragraphs of tags annoys people. sorry for being alive on the Paragraphs of Tags blogging website I guess.#(this is because they now show up in notifications I know. I have been trying not to post like. Personal Lore as much like I used to.#trying to keep it related!!! :( sorry for annoying people... it's just how I've always blogged...)#5) disco elysium is the joke here but the hour count really. let's be real. bg3 #6) I do have a pretty good accuracy rate on whether a BL is going to be good based on the front cover art alone honestly. you can just tell #7) AND THIS IS ONLY ABOUT DEADLOCH AND IWTV WHICH I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE SO MANY OF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED #do NOT get it twisted. 6) is about THOSE two shows. and also black sails eternally #kira for ts #bored at work. ama

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ask-the-totally-real-peppino · 1 year ago

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Why's everyone gotta put all the attention on werewolves? Where's the love for bull peppino or even catboy peppino?!?! They need attention too!!!

(People are furries, I guess (lighthearted)

But really I do not know! Even tho he won that poll ages ago, Bull Peppino got like one ask (which was an M!A, so I save those for the story) and Catboy Peppino got no love lfdldf

I would like to draw them more (yes, even werepino), but getting spammed with just 'more more more' very much soured that, unfortunately)

#ooc post #it also helps to actually like send things for them to doing or questions to answer #also if people were much less pushy about it and using all caps/huge ass lettering I may be more inclined to draw them #but probably not now I still have clones on the brain #I did not spend the last...#4 hours writing clone lore/biology to help folks make their clones!!!#it's like making a species sheet like it's fuckin 2018 again #but if it helps someone I will be happy!!!#and I get to infodump again hehe #and draw more clones #more oddball ones this time since many have been pretty standard so far #well as standard as you can get for weird dough people with animal parts jlkflfd #okay I must go goodbye!!!

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mugwot · 2 months ago

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#ramble tag #more like vent tag but i refuse to have one of those you can just ignore me you are smart #like seriously dont read this unless you really wanna and are snooping #i think there's something wrong with my brain #the executives have really refused to function #or some such nonsense i don't know i am just saying things #if i blame it on a vaguely medical sounding problem i feel less personally responsible about it #its been roughly 4 days #the hours are slipping away like sand through fingers #and i cant Do Anything #its infuriating #i can only Think about all the work i need to do but i Can't Do it #i only have 6 days left probably less i dont know the exact deadline and i have made No progress and i know i just have to Start #but like every time there is a slightest huccup i just get pulled away from the task and oops its dark out now!#and its like i dont even care #i am not sad or scared or angry except i know i should be so its like a ghost of a feeling #i dont want to die and dont want to live if i could i would just sit and read or even just think alone with my mind for a week straight #after i post this i will open the document pull out the tablet and start again i need to Start #aughhhh #how am i even an adult human person #this cant be how real human people live nothing would ever get done and we would starve to death #people here like to say that ooh 20 is not an adult that doesn't count but like #if i was less of a dumbass i would be living if not on my own then not with my parents #and i cant imagine surviving like that #that might be part of why that didn't happen #i am straight up just not an independent person right now #i have been avoiding booking an appointment to cut my hair for half a month #and avoiding scheduling to pick up the piercings I Wanted for 2! maybe 3! i dont know anymore!#okay this ends here #not the moping the tags

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