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semi-au where chay doesn't show up at Kim's place to sing to him so when Kim meets up with him after tasking him with writing a love song and asks to hear his progress chay looks him in the eye and chirps 'sure p'kim!'
and then proceeds to sing sara bareilles' Love Song
all of it
Kim rolls his eyes and figures he'll stop after the first chorus but no, this pain in the ass keeps eye contact as he sings the whole. damn. song.
and then he grins at Kim like the little shit he is.
'well p'kim? did you like it?'
it's at this point Kim realises two things
1. chay is a gremlin
2. Kim is so gone for him its raced past funny and straight into terrifying
Kim doesn't get a chance to speak before there's a knock at the door and chay flounce off with an unmistakable air of smugness. Kim doesn't even take a second to panic before looking around for something to write his excuses on before he ghosts his way out of chays life just as quickly as he'd entered it.
just so long as nothing terrible happens within the next few minutes...
#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#op#kimchay#kimporchay#kimché#i hold the firm and unshakeable belief that chay will be a shit at the slightest opportunity#its a kind of mischief honed from years of being a younger brother#also immediately after this chay gets kidnapped and kim loses his shit#and everything is the same except theres a little more sara bareilles#also chay didnt pour his heart out in song so maybe the breakup isnt quite so bad?#like hes still devastated but at least he didnt give kim that as well#and then months later he posts his song on youtube as a cover and kim#who obsessively watches his videos#recognises it for what it is#and comes begging for chay to take him back now hes realised not only does he love chay but chay loves or at least loved him#idk its 2am and im listening to sara bareilles so take whatever this is
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The evil shall see God in the same way as the guilty man who is condemned by some king: when he sees the king and his favourites, then his punishment seems the greater to him. So too the king's dear ones see his torment in such a way that their own favour seems ever the greater to them — Alfred the Great's translation of St. Augustine's Soliloquies
#OKAY this is the whole reason why i was fixing my tags#i was lowkey terrified of making an edit#especially because i didn't know which style to use#then i figured out that i could have just made it as my video edits and be done with it#indeed if you have ever watched any of my video edits i think it's obvious how it's basically the same style KDGHJKSFHLKJSD#ANYWAY#aethelwold you will always be famous#the way uhtred came out of the betrayal without a scratch#you knoww aethelwold was bitter about it#especially with the way he stared at uhtred after he said “in his mercy” about alfred just taking one eye#also the saga of me being obsessed with that particular alfred's translation continues#THANK YOU KING WHO DIED OVER A THOUSAND YEARS AGO I GUESS??#michela's edits#the last kingdom#aethelwold#tlk alfred#uhtred#alfred x uhtred#harry mcentire#david dawson#alexander dreymon
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zedaph!!! coloured pencil n fineliner :D ngl i rly struggled w getting a photo of this one .. i ended up scanning it but i think it washed out a lot of the pencil detail n ended up looking like i deep fried it lmao. u will all just have to trust me when i say this looks better irl
#i rly enjoyed the process of this drawing but i don't love the final version... but i had fun so who cares!!#i rly wanna get better at doing coloured pencil stuff i find it so hard for some reason .. i think the colour theory side of it trips me up#trying to learn media that relies on your knowledge of colour theory is a Struggle as a colourblind artist lmaooo#anyways i love zedaph's videos so much he is utterly insane and i am obsessed. watching him break the boundaries of the game is so fun#his videos r just so enjoyable he is so easy to watch n he comes up with the most deranged ideas yet somehow always makes it work#i love how he gameifies everything it just adds another layer of challenge (and therefore satisfaction) to the game#his mind is truly. so unique... that sounds like an insult but i swear it isn't#i want to study him in a lab#he would probably study me back#horsemeat gallery#zedaph#zedaph fanart#zedaphplays#hermitcraft#horsemeatluvr does hermitaday#hermitaday
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i have this really stupid idea in my head that im frankly a little obsessed with and the idea is this: trent crimm doing a drunk history episode on ted lasso's first tenure at richmond. is that how drunk history works? i don't think so. do i care? absolutely not. it's a special episode who cares because this image is not only hysterical to me but treasured. i treasure this image. i hold it close in my heart and also laugh and laugh and laugh.
#ted is played by what is very visibly a butch lesbian in a huge fake mustache.#roy is inexplicably played by himself in a wig.#ternt drunkenly and passionately explaining this whole thing. he says his own line and the trent actor (who also has a wig) gets to act it#trent waving his hands as he's explaining all this. the host being like 'not very often we get to have someone include the part where They#come into the story' and trents like [dorkiest finger guns]#also yes i said first tenure bc this scenario lives in post canon fantasy fix it land where ambiguously ted comes back to richmond#at some point. and also both bc my tedependent heart is obsessed and bc it's really funny#marries trent. just bc i want this to end with trent--hammered and pleased as punch--being like AND THEN I MARRIED HIM!!!!!#[falls back on couch happily] :)#also in the line of that great 5+1 social media fic#by jessjessthebest. a sequel thats just like a youtube video like#'we made ted lasso and trent crimm watch that episode of drunk history about them' and trent is just. head in hands the whole time.#ted is DELIGHTED.#anyway i rotate this in my brain fucking DAILY. it's so goddamn funny to me.#ted lasso#tedependent#tedtrent#trent crimm#the line in question being 'is this a fucking joke' i just realized i did not clarify that#no but really im obsessed with this it's so fucking funny#also any image trent had left of being a ruthless ex journalist is thoroughly ruined#all of his former colleagues have seen him and drunk and giggling and fully admitting what he was thinking at the time and oh boy#hes a disaster <3#gertspeak
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this was supposed to be a sketch of what ishmael might look like if he grew his hair out post-canon and i blacked out and woke up to this on my computer. help where have the past two hours of my life gone
no tattoos yet because he's fresh off the sea and in nantucket again for the first time since the pequod. i don't think he's happy to be back guys
#hes so <3#character of all time im so in love. in a non-literal non-romantic sense#guys i dont this obsession with herman melville's 1851 whaling novel is going anywhere guys i think its here to stay. guys help#anyways uhh idk ishmael maybe get on some xanax or something man idk....#i do believe he carried that coffin everywhere like a video game character for the rest of his life btw. i just physically cannot draw it#coffins are a weirdly difficult shape to draw. ill keep trying tho dw. anything for my strange little princess my beau my weirdo#hes like the pet i trap in a glass cage so i can watch him run circles#help im on computer and im physically incapable of shutting up when im talking#i need to draw 50000 comics about him i need to write novels. i need him to be real so i can kill him and play with his innards#who said that#anyways#moby dick#ishmael moby dick#herman melville#alto art#firealpaca#'alto didnt you say you were gonna learn how to draw ahab' shut up and look at my 1000th drawing of ishmael being haunted by a living whale#click for better quality. or dont. maybe the real image quality was the moby dick fanart we made along the way
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️
Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone#but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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Post your Top Five most repeated YouTube videos, the ones where you know a good chunk of the views are yours, then tag five mutuals!
Thanks to @spaceorphan18 for tagging me! These are in no particular order because I genuinely do not know what my actual watch count is.
I'll start with the video that SO and I both have on our lists. Hands down the best MCU fanvid out there plus I LOVE the song.
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2. When I am stressed and I need something to bring me peace and lull my brain into blissful quiescence, this is the video I play.
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3. And staying on the Pedro train, I have to include this because although I mostly revisit it through carefully chosen gifs nowadays, the video was a GIFT.
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4. And my favourite love song of all time.
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5. There had to a Critical Role vid in here, and I was torn on which one but honestly nothing beats the descent into joyful madness that was Jester's sending messages.
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Hmmmm who to tag??? @gloriouslokius @constantcompanion @knittywriter @redheadgleek @purple-like-fire and anyone else who feels like having a go!
#meme thingy#Youtube#this is not perhaps accurate#I have forgotten which videos I watched repeatedly years agao#when I was watching Never Mind the Buzzcocks#and Doctor Who on YouTube because there was no other option#or when I discovered Tim Minchin and watched his videos obsessively
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i think astarion is starting to crack just a lil bit
#bg3#bg3 spoilers#video#astarion#s/o to fish who just said 'i expect that's a fairly reasonable reaction to watching a person you have an interest in consuming an alien wor#baldur's gate 3#i am obsessed with his body language
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What the fuck is wrong with me
#i watched the video i posted a few days ago ONCE#and i was snapped out of whatever THAT WAS#i think i need to rewatch es s1#get a fresh wash of my brain#remind myself who im obsessing over#that was a visceral feeling#it was like a vague fondness turned to digust#i heard his voice and really went BLEGH irl
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Watching Sh*ne’s views get lower and lower with every video makes me 💖💖💖💖💖💖
#shoutout to Jake Dolittle for streaming the vids while he watches so I can see them without giving sh*ne any views and so we both can make#fun of him#do you still hold deep resentment for the betrayal you feel from shane dawson seeing his old content and realizing someone who you looked#up to during your darkest days who was a lot like you is an evil fuckbag and have an obsession to watch every hate video about him because#you have so much hate for him for doing that to your vulnerable child self or are you not in therapy?#rae’s rambles#shane dawson
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the amount of pedo youtubers i watched growing up was insane but its actually really worrying that i had crushes on most of them and im so so thankful that my interest in most of them disappeared before they got exposed bc i would've lost my mind which did happen once with miniladd
#also i literally met one#i met bryanstars when i was 14 i also met some other members of mde and damon fizzy but LORD#i also talked to him online before that as well publicly and privately and im so glad nothing bad happened in those messages bc i was#already having such a shitty time as a teen and i would've been pushed over the edge#im not bring this up outta nowhere i saw a video about this general topic on tiktok and didnt wanna leave an essay in the comments but#needed to rant#also i was actually so pissed off about miniladd liking miniladds i was obsessed with his videos in hs and i took it as a personal betrayal#i was always watching vanoss and his friends videos growing up so i had spent so long watching him not the longest ive ever watched a#youtuber(that goes to phillip lester who i found on complete accident when i was literally 5/6)#i did get groomed by a few older men online tho i Was of the kik generation#one of them was my bsfs bf who was a junior when we were freshman who would message me that he had a secret gf that didnt want to go public#he also would threaten to kill himself if i took too long answering him back so i was on my phone 24/7 basically and was stressed out so bad#combined with transphobic and homophobic bullying at school caused me to have a public meltdown in the class that held all my bullies and#had to convince my parents to enrole me in homeschooling after which ultimately also fucked up my relationship with 1st gf who was also#manipulating me at the time and also trying get me to make out with her while we cosplayed as levi and eren from aot#which i was uncomfortable with considering i wasnt an aot fan and also was aware of the age difference#i did get back with her after this and she did break up with me again after and i probably would've gotten back with her a 3rd time but#i never saw her message asking to talk again bc she messaged my old fb after my bsf made it an advertisement for the bee movie#i don't believe in a higher power but something was definitely protecting me bc i didn't see that message until TWO YEARS LATER#this went in so many directions#im tired#tw pedophila mention#pedophillia mention#pedophillia tw#suicide tw
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I still think it’s really funny that when 3rd Life started I saw the name BigBStatz and was immediately dragged back in time to videos of my old favourite YouTubers playing death games. Some things never change, and it turns out the constant is BigB.
#no joke I had to do a double take#i knew bigb’s name before I knew any of the hermits *existed*#because I was an *obsessive* stampy watcher as a kid#I never watched his videos but bigb was one of the very few youtubers I’d heard of before I turned 13#because up until that point my internet access was limited pretty much exclusively to stampy and co#and I still remember seeing bigb playing hunger games/survival games back then#new death curse: bigb gets constantly trapped in death games no matter who he hangs out with
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Forgive me for the person I'll become when Missa releases all his new music <- delusional
#been on a missa kick lately which I've never really shared#been getting reeeeally into some of his music and lowkey getting a crush on him 😳🥰#and like. who cares if its been a month or smth. im still very obsessed with that stream he did where he showed off music he was working on#like his voice is insanely good and im going crazy like. to this day i still dont know if he plans to release all that or if that was just-#-scrapped music. with how excited he was when showing music i dont think its scrapped? but idk#dont wanna get my hopes up but. gah#also im just gonna come right out and say it. missa sinfonia is fucking hot as hell#he's so insanely hot and attractive and the music makes him hotter and he's so funny and grhgrgjfrh#ive been a little bit a lot obsessed lately. oh my god how are you so damn attractive#ive kinda told myself that if i ever get a partner the first thing i would do is show him missa and make them fall for him like i did#he's like. handsome like a guy from my culture. does that make sense#missa sinfonia has malay guy swag#i think i can say that here yeah. ive spoken my mother tongue language here#sorry im reaching he just reminds me of someone irl. but also. missa is hot asf i need someone to shake hands with me#frickin. schoolgirl crush on a funny mexican youtuber#ive watched more missa videos than i thought i would and its embarrassing how giddy i would get watching like#i am in my 20s but i am resting my chin on my hand like 🥰#brother I've fallen someone pull me back up i cant do this today
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i read a hannigram fic last night where op decided it was an okay thing to mention vatsyayana and my brain chemistry is fucked now.
#raj shitposting#afghdaklkjfdakjfgaskjgf#so for context i read the kamasutra as a joke earlier last month and istg i was not expecting what i read.#bro- listen i thought it'd be about heterosexual sex only but it's really not specified IN SO MANY PLACES IT MAKES ME WANNA YELL.#there's this entire section in the text about scents. now idk how many of y'all know seema anand but you should def check out her tedtalk.#because she kinda boils it down to the very basics with the best examples for all of those who do not want their brain chemistry altered.#and that was what got me into her stuff and i read the arts of seduction a couple years back but i wasn't unhinged back then-#-so i forgot all about it until like a month or so back when i came across a video of hers on yt and damn those floodgates BROKE man.#which lead to me finally putting my foot down and reading that shit and JESUS FUCKING CHRIST-#so back to where we were. there's this entire section about scents alright? and we all know where this is going so bear with me please.#so this section talks about how different scents stimulate excitement and how different parts of the body should be scented.#like seema anand does NOT warn you about how fucking DETAILED this shit is in the original text. AT ALL.#it's got i think somewhere around 600 different scents and the optimum intensity of the scents for like IDK TURNING INTO A MONSTER.#so like when i read the fic my brain thought HEY THESE ARE TWO UNHEALTHY OBSESSIONS OF THIS FUCKING SICKO THAT SHOULD ALIGN RIGHT? BOOM.#and i imagined post fall will experimenting with scents for fun and shit because why not who's to stop him at this point in his life?#and then my brain flashed me a very vivid image of hannibal BURYING his face into will's waist to smell the perfume he put there-#and then my brain short circuited because that is too powerful an image for a mortal brain to comprehend.#i don't think anyone will understand what the fuck it is that i'm on about but y'all should watch that ted talk.#and get ahold of the nearest fic writer you know and force them to write a fic on this BECAUSE THIS IS THE PROMPT THEY'VE BEEN WAITING FOR.#this is actual psychosexual bullshit and istg i've had SO MANY vivid dreams ABOUT SCENTS ALONE it's making me lose my fucking mind.#GAAAAAAAAAAAAH#hannigram#hannibal
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My favorite cause and effect is that because of sans fangirl cringe compilations I know what homestuck is, which I guess is more of a sequence of events but still
#okay so I used to watch this YouTube channel called hi I’m duck face#and it was this tts guy who personified himself with a badly cropped :V#and he made these videos reacting to sans fangirls#listen man it was a dark pre knowing about homestuck era for me#and at the end of most videos he would quickly be like but you know who hasn’t done anything wrong and then look up vriska serket#calling her his wife#yeah whole thing in hindsight he was kind of a weird dude in general#not because of the homestuck or anything just the red obsession with vriska#but I digress#well for a bit I just ignored it because it was too fast for me to read and hussies art style is an acquired taste#and she therefore looked weird and wacky#but then one day on YouTube I looked up who’s vriska#and then I looked up on YouTube what’s homestuck#and then I watched a 40 minute video on its effects on history#then the final mail in the coffin was me watching people voice act homestuck#the rest is history
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I think this moment is a perfect ending point in "relationship" between Gilgamesh and Artoria. He accepted the fact that she would never belong to him no matter how he would try and just moves on and I think it's the only right, normal and mature thing Gil did when it comes to her throughout the whole thing between them.
Like he even says the same line in fgo which proves this statement once again.
Fate/staynight Visual novel + Fate/Complete Material Volume 2: Character Material
#like no matter how you would look at this their relationship wouldn't work because of a lot of reasons#so it's only natural and right that their ways parted#and they both managed to find someone who loves and accepts them with their goods and flaws#and honestly good for him for both of them because such toxic things never end positively for both parties#says the person that watched a lot of true crime videos and saw a lot of tragic cases about toxic obsession or relationships#and how they all ended#so yeah I'm quite happy that Gil even on his last breath realized the foolishness of his actions#and the whole pointlessness of his persuade on her and moved on#fate stay night#gilgamesh#archer gilgamesh#artoria pendragon#txt#my ramblings
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