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skeedelvee · 2 days ago
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Carry On Countdown Day 4 - Daydreaming
For this year's COC I've decided to put together daily fic rec lists! Let me know if you find any new favorite reads from these <3
For todays prompt I've gone with fics that involve dreaming
A Dream is a Wish by @dragoneggos
Rated T, 17,239 words
This one is really sweet! Dream friends to dream lovers to real life lovers ❤️
"I began to cherish the time we had, the few hours in a day where I could pretend I didn’t hate him, where it wasn’t Agatha’s hand I was holding, but his. Where I could watch him unabashedly, and whisper nonsense to him until the sky opened to the sun. I dreaded the coming of day. In the darkness, we could pretend." Simon Snow doesn't know who the boy who's been haunting his dreams is. But Baz Pitch knows. Baz knows that it's been Simon the whole time. Simon he's been sharing dreams with, sharing everything with since they were eight years old. But how do you tell your arch nemesis that it was you who held them while they cried? It's even harder to tell them, when you've been kidnapped by numpties.
I'd Gladly Eat You for Breakfast by @whogaveyoupermission
Rated M, 6,981 words
Always love a good sex dream fic and this one’s great
When Simon has a sex dream, Baz asks for a demonstration.
Gates of Ivory and Horn by @aristocratic-otter
Rated E, 16,094 words
This one’s dream-ish, but I think it counts! Simon is shown two visions of the future and has to pick which ones real. SO GOOD!
Simon Snow falls to a Humdrum attack and is locked in a deadly dream. To survive, he has to choose the dream that is true. But Simon's not historically been good at recognising lies...
Cumdrop Buttons by @martsonmars
Rated E, 4,427 words
Simon has always been food motivated, so this fic is so him. And great for the holiday season! 🎄
“So good,” he whispers, lips wet and shining with saliva and precome. “You taste so good. I want to swallow you whole.” I shouldn’t find this as erotic as I do, but this is Simon, and of course eating people turns out to be a huge turn on for him. (I should add cannibalism to the list of his love languages, right next to homicide.) When Simon wakes up from a biscuit-themed wet dream, Baz has no other choice but to indulge him and roleplay his own "demise by mastication".
A Restless Mind by Theweatherbee
Rated E, 21,360 words
Dreaming and daydreaming in this one! Truly excellent! Pining Simon is the best
He was staring at Baz's legs, at his footwork, at his legs again, at his arms, and his legs just a little bit more, and then his face—he was staring at Baz like he’d never seen him before, which was ridiculous, because he’d spent most of his academic career staring at him. And then Coach Mac blew the whistle and Baz jogged to a stop, breathing heavily, and he pulled up his jersey to wipe the sweat off his face, and Simon's insides were performing some complicated acrobatics as he stared helplessly at Baz's stomach. A thought came to Simon, unasked for, something that hit both like a realization and like something he had always known. Baz was proper fucking fit. Baz was unreasonably fit. Baz was...Baz was looking right at him. In which Simon has a dream that has him looking differently at Baz. Baz notices.
✨Gratuitous self rec✨
Buttered Up by me! @skeedelvee
Rated E, 799 words
Baz and butter? It’s Simon’s perfect dream! 😂
Simon has a dream, it involves a gratuitous amount of butter and a tiny Baz Pitch.
If you have any recs that fit the prompt that I've missed, feel free to leave them in the comments! There's plenty of gaps in my reading so there's a good chance I may not have read it.
Also I've had a hard time finding if some people are here on Tumblr, so if you know someone who hasn't been tagged, feel free to leave that in the comments as well <3
@carryon-countdown
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glassesmcfancyhair · 9 months ago
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Yeah. Have the fucking guts to admit you’re ok with a fascist dictatorship killing queers, POC, immigrants, etc.
Have the decency to tell me you don’t care if I die because there’s no ideologically pure candidate.
Yes. Biden is supporting a genocide, but I’m pretty sure Trump is going to make that 1000% worse.
Not voting is what the GOP wants. They know that if they decrease voter turnout they’re going to win. If you abstain from voting or vote a third party (sorry guys, it’s an imperfect system we’re working in), you are tacitly voting for Trump.
That’s it. That’s the long and the short.
Not voting for Biden is going to be a win for Trump.
You can get mad at the state of the world, but are you really willing to burn it down because there’s no perfect candidate? You’re really willing to let people - real actual people you might know - die because there’s no political option who’s a perfect glowing beacon of your perfect morality?
I’m actually asking. This isn’t rhetorical. Think about who you’re actually helping or hurting with your vote.
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Have the guts to look them all in the eye and warn them first.
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talesofsonicasura · 10 months ago
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To Save A DogDay
I couldn't help but write this after seeing the constant dedication of saving the giant toy doggo. So here's something to assist you guys in the effort. I've done some research(even though Google was being an ass) and took a look at this particular post by @dafloof
First off, DogDay is surprisingly big despite being cut in half. If I have to compare his size then think of those giant plushies you win from a theme park or carnival game. Thus the only possible carry for the average person to safely escort him is bridal or hanging off like a koala on the side due to the grab pack. He might be able to shrink himself to a more manageable size if DogDay is similar to CatNap in body structure.
Although that doesn't mean the task is impossible outside of adrenaline. DogDay may be big you got to think about his possible weight. Bigger Bodies are still toys with the Smiling Critters being plushies. How much of him is stuffing and not organs?
The necessary body parts for him to still be alive are the lungs, heart, brain, stomach, and some sort of skeletal structure. Here's a weight chart for the average human. (Although these might be smaller if harvested back as a child than an adult.)
Stomach: 2-4 pounds/lbs
Brain- 2.5 pounds/lbs
Heart- 0.25 pounds/lbs
Lungs- 1.8 pounds/lbs
Human Skeleton- 15-25 pounds/lbs
Average weight here 21.05 - 31.05 lbs. His arm bones might be reinforced similar to the Prototype but they still wouldn't be that heavy. For carrying in your arms, 35- 55 lbs is what the the untrained person can hold. Body weight contributes to how much someone can carry with a 139 lbs untrained woman being able to deadlift around 74 lbs. For men it is 125 lbs for 148 lbs.
Adrenaline can help contribute to this as there have been feats done by people in dangerous situations. One example being a human mother fighting off a polar bear to protect her kids or someone moving a car by themselves to get free. We can do insane things when it comes to survival.
There's also the mental side to this. Our brains actually diminish the perception of how strong we are by 40%. If you carry something you love or cherish like a person, then they can weigh less just from that viewpoint. Sometimes thinking like the Little Engine That Could will make a difference.
Now I am not forgetting the dangerous little critters. There are ways to deal with them and have enough time to bring DogDay along. In his cell, there are two ports they can crawl out of. Blocking these whether by flares or stuffing them with nearby items can do the trick.
Second is bribery. We aren't restricted to the environment like in the game and throughout the facility there are intact vending machines. The toys obviously need to eat but seem unable get into the machines. YOU CAN.
Break the glass and stockpile as much snacks as possible. Finding bags or boxes to carry them wouldn't be hard. Offer these to the little Critters in exchange for DogDay. You can open one bag for further incentive as the chance to get a special treat is something no one will be able to resist.
DogDay might be able to drag himself so breaking the chains with the Grab Pack or a different tool is possible. They are probably rusty thus easier to break. It will obviously hurt for DogDay to drag his body so stealing something like a cushion from CatNap's hideyhole could ease the pain.
Should that not be the case then other options are available. Considering Playcare is a fun house, you might be able to find scooterboards or a platform cart to carry him. If not then a makeshift sled to pull DogDay about is the next best move.
Now there's actually another escape route. A duck ride that you couldn't access in the game due to bugs. I think Mob was planning for a chase down there as it is fully fleshed out with puzzles and an environment.
DogDay can hold onto the boat while you solve the puzzles to get out. For those who hadn't chosen bribery then flares will keep pursuing Little Critters away. Maybe set a fire as you escape since there's plenty of items to make a molotov cocktail if crafty enough.
I suggest finding some walkie talkies as someone needs to look after DogDay. The area under the statue can be a possible safe spot but being able to contact Kissy Missy and Poppy will better the chances of his recovery than just survival. Both know the factory's inner works enough to remain hidden so they might know where to find supplies. A possible ally with valuable info can sway them to help.
There is also the option of coming back to Playcare. DogDay might still be alive as you can hear his muffled cries during the chase. He might be worse for wear due to the little menaces piloting him like a bootleg Megazord. Walkie talkies can help you page Kissy Missy to help with escorting the Bigger Body safely.
It is possible to save DogDay if you are smart or crafty enough to use the environment. The factory offers a lot of potential options to help with that. Do know that you can turn a simple water gun into a flamethrower.
Why follow the rules of the game when there are ways to break them?
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tillyaoi · 1 month ago
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Why I think Till is alive
complitation of stuff i noticed + stuff i saw on twitter that did make sense
#1. It just doesn't make sense. From the main four, we've seen ivan and sua and mizi's perspective on most things, mostly Ivan. but till?? NONE. the only thing we get from him is mizi flashbacks. I know mizi's the main MAIN character but till surviving until round 7 is pretty main character energy too. so it just doesn't make sense why they'd kill him off just like that. also. round 6. yeah, his best friend died for him so if he really is dead then ivan just died for nothing.
#2. In the all-in (till ver) album cover, he's the only one shown with another color in his art. and knowing vivimeng this IS a very important piece. cause all of the anniversary album covers have consistent patterns, all of them are just one color. except Till. not even HYUNA the og rebel has it. — and the 2nd color is red. which usually means or shows 'rebelling' in all of alien stage. Also. The red tape is covering where he got shot, which is also where his branding is. this could be a sign that he's getting revived or is just severely injured and is not ACTUALLY dead.
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#3. In his flashback when he "died", he was with mizi. of course he would remember mizi at his final moments, she was the last person he saw and he loved her. and in that flashback, the two of them were hiding from aliens. but he had many moments with mizi as shown in the alien stage friday official arts. he could've remembered other ones but why THAT specifically? BECAUSE! it could symbolize them hiding the fact that till is alive from the aliens.
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#4. AFTER that scene, it shows till dying on mizi's lap. it zooms out and we can see that till's leg is still up even if his arm already lost consious. (there was also xylophone music symbolizing till's heart beat, it stopped when his arm dropped) So if he was already dead and lost consious, his leg would also fall over cause it DOES take effort and strength to do that.so basically what im saying is he's still alive. maybe they had a plan and he faked his death.
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"but their microphones can monitor their heartbeat." yeah. which leads me to no 5. #5. @pixelifiedcation's post talking about how till's microphone fell off when he was on mizi's lap, which was the end of the round so they wouldn't know if till really was alive. giving them the chance to fake his death
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#6 now this the thing i noticed immediately while watching the premiere. if you rewatch all of the rounds and skip to the end, you'll see the screen where they show who the winner of the round is and who the loser is, the loser's light always fades out first before they show who the winner is fighting with next. ALL rounds except 7. they showed luka being the winner BEFORE till's light faded out. and it faded out SLOWER and even glitched, the other rounds just straight up faded out. This shows us that the aliens probably didn't know if till was alive or not since his earpiece wasn't connected.
#7 this ones just my opinion but tills death was kinda anti climatic like dont get me wrong i loved this round but its like they just brushed over his death and then showed us luka's reaction to seeing hyuna.
anyways, till is alive
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sol91 · 2 months ago
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Alone
LOG ENTRY: SOL 90
It occurred to me today that someday someone from earth might actually listen to these logs, so I figure I should record a needlessly expository one to get everyone up to speed.
My name is Lena Luthor.
It's been 90 martian days since I landed here with the rest of the crew. That's what, 92 earth days? Mars spins just a little on the slow side.
On sol 6 a dust storm was going to knock over the rocket we brought to take us home, so the rest of the crew went home and left me behind to die. Well, they thought I was already dead and left. To be honest, not their fault at all.
So I'm alone here on mars, no way home, no way to communicate, only enough food for a year, and everyone thinks I'm dead. Which sounds miserable but luckily I do have this disco music to listen to, courtesy of Commander Lewis.
And, if I can get these potatoes to grow in martian soil, which I definitely can, then I can survive long enough for the next mission to arrive.
Which should be in about 4 years.
Which does honestly sound like a long time to be alone. But I've been alone before. Most of the time, to be honest, it's how I do my best work.
I don't know, maybe I could have done things differently. Asked out that reporter when I had the chance. Not gone to fucking mars.
On the plus side, if I do make it home, she'll be so impressed she'll have to go out with me. I'm pretty sure the president is basically obligated to deliver a eulogy for every astronaut who kicks the bucket up here so everyone in the country must know my name by now. They'll probably show the satellite images and everything— actually, I wonder if they've figured out I'm alive by now. What else do all those NASA technicians even do all day?
Anyway, that's basically the situation. Feel free to keep watching these if you want to hear about my adventures cleaning solar panels and fixing the water reclaimer. Yeah, that'll sell movie tickets.
LOG ENTRY: SOL 91
Fuck. Oh god. Okay. Something just opened the airlock from the outside. There's no locks on it, because why the fuck would there be? There's not supposed to be anything else on this planet. I have like 30 seconds before that airlock opens and I have no idea what to do. Obviously there's no windows in the airlock for structural reasons, I guess the engineers back at NASA didn't consider the hab might be invaded by space aliens. Alright. If this is my last message I have some things I want to say. Commander Lewis your music is awful. Lex you can rot in hell. Kara I always thought you were hot.
Oh shit here we go—
Kara?
Kara Danvers stepped into the hab. She was wearing a button down shirt and khakis, no space helmet. "I've never held my breath that long, that was crazy." She said, panting slightly.
"Kara, what—" Lena began. But before she could finish forming a sentence, Kara was hugging her.
In the hierarchy of times you wanted to run into your crush, not having showered in 3 months in a room full of manure was pretty much bottom of the list. But right now, Lena didn't care. The hug lasted at least 30 seconds before Lena pulled back.
"Kara, what the fuck is going on? How are you here?"
"Oh! I'm Supergirl" Kara said simply.
"That… actually makes a lot of sense"
"I was at the office when I heard you were still alive and I just—" She shook her head. "NASA had some complicated plan to get you home, but I just thought, how far away can Mars really be?"
Lena laughed.
"You ready to go home?" Kara asked.
"Very." Lena was already crossing the room to don her spacesuit.
"Also, I was wondering" Kara said, more hesitant now. "Do you have plans for dinner tomorrow?"
Lena turned to look at Kara. "Do I have plans for dinner tomorrow?" She repeated, smiling. "Kara, I live on mars."
"I— right. Do you want to have dinner with me tomorrow?"
"I would love that."
"Great!" Said Kara, "It's a date! I promise it'll be—" "Don't you dare say it." interjected Lena. "—out of this world."
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bean-bean2000 · 9 months ago
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The Maid - Part 4
Pairing: Loki x reader (on going series)
Warnings: Angst, abuse, mental health (depression, mentions of suicidal thoughts), swearing, mentions of torture and rape.
Please read at your own risk. Your own media consumption is not my responsibility. Please read and review the warnings before proceeding.
Thank you and enjoy!
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You don't see the king for a few days following your conversation in the kitchen, however, he specifically requested you be placed back as his personal maid exclusively and indefinitely.
You were surprised to have not seen the snake in a while, assuming he had taken some time off. However, once word got out that the king specifically requested you as his maid, the energy in the maid's quarters shifted negatively towards you.
The guards, albeit not the snake, continue to beat you every chance they got.
"You think you're special because the king requested you?" one asked as he hit your face.
"Is that why the snake is missing? What did you do to him? What did you say to the king?" he yells at you as he grabs the collar of your shirt and punches you once more. You can hear the bone of your eye socket lightly crack.
"We knew you're a witch. You cast a spell on him. That is the only reason he chose you. Admit it!" another yelled at you and kicked your side.
"Where is the snake?! Did you curse him you filthy witch?!"
"Maybe we have to burn her at the stake!" one shouts.
"Maybe, the king chose you because you're just a really good whore" followed by another slap.
"Shall we indulge in what the king is so intrigued with, hmmm?" they snicker as they approach you menacingly.
You're too weak to fight back as they tear off your night shirt.
Doubled over in pain, they notice the bandages around your torso.
"Oh, what is this? I heard the snake had you whipped. Who would want to fuck a whore with such ugly scars?" he spat at you.
"That's revolting. How could anybody ever want you. You're disgusting." another spat at you again.
Your eye is swollen, lip bleeding. They laugh as they walk away and leave you in agony, bleeding and barely conscious on the damp stone floor.
You cough as blood spills to the ground and you push yourself up to walk back to your cot.
Exhausted and in pain, you leave your bandages on, without airing out your wounds and cleaning them. You can feel that they ripped open again, blood spilling onto the bandages, soaking them once more.
You're too tired and broken to care.
You fall to your bed, laying on your stomach and pass out.
The next day you are scheduled to clean the kings office. You wake up and notice your cot is stained with blood, so you go to the common bathrooms to bathe. You turn around and notice your night shirt is also soaked in blood. You take it off but it sticks to your skin, and you observe your back. They bandages are soaking wet and the skin around looks yellow.
You're eye is purple and swollen, your lip is split so badly it hurts to speak.
Banner isn't here for another few days, you ran out of the balm, medicine and have no spare bandages. You decide its best to leave them as is, and simply wash the rest of your body with a cloth. You convince yourself that you can survive a few more days before his return.
You're slower than usual, your back pulsates in pain, unable to properly heal from the constant movement of your work and the never-ending abuse from the guards. You can feel yourself getting warmer and stickier everyday, sweating more than usual.
Walking to the kings wing proved to be extremely difficult in this state. Every movement cause pain to shoot through your body, crumpling you over and having you groan out loud. It takes you significantly longer to reach his office, for which you are scheduled to clean for the day.
Unfortunately, it is the one area of his quarters that requires the most stretching to get between shelves and corners. You sigh and grab your supplies.
Taking a deep breath you start to climb the ladder and stretch to clean the top shelf of the library. You hiss as you work, doing it as quickly as possible to minimize the pain.
Are the consequences of the king's disappointment in my subpar work better than sustaining the current pain I'm in?
You slowly walk down the ladder.
Taking deep breaths you focus on finishing the each task and distracting yourself from the pain. It has been long over 2 hours by now since you started cleaning. Clinging onto the library, you feel your head spinning, you're panting and sweating.
You place your head down against the shelf to steady yourself.
The door to the office opens with a loud click and you pause in fear. You hear shoes clicking on the tile, bracing yourself with fear that it is the snake or any other maid manager that has come to reprimand you for being so slow.
"P-Pardon my tardiness. I- I am aware of my sluggishness. I am unwell and f-finishing soon.'
You're shaking, you can't bring yourself to turn around and face who may be there. Suddenly, you feel yourself swaying, your vision gets blurry. You grab onto the shelf to steady yourself but your weakened state has you slipping. Somebody catches you and you scream out in pain from the pressure on your back. The last thing you hear before passing out is "What happened to you?".
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You wake up, laying down on your stomach. You shiver at the cold and realize your back is exposed. Your heart starts beating erratically as you push yourself up in an attempt to flee.
"No! I'm sorry, please!" you scream as you try getting yourself up.
Your shoulders are pushed down roughly and your head is forced down to look at the ground. You being to sob and shake.
"No... please.... stop..." you whisper between sobs.
"Hold her down. This is going to hurt."
Your head snaps up at the familiar voice. "Banner?!"
He simply shushes you and tells the man holding you down to keep me still.
You hear some liquid sloshing out of a bottle and spilled onto a rag. The doctor approaches you and places it on your back, dabbing the flesh. You screech in pain.
"I know. I know. I'm sorry. It's severely infected. I have to clean it with alcohol. Be brave for me." Banner says to you as he continues cleaning your wounds.
You're screaming and crying out in pain until you can't anymore. Eyes sucked dry from tears and throat raw from screaming.
Suddenly you hear the door burst open.
"What is going on?!" he sees your wounds as you lay bare on the table.
"Norns, what happened?" he says in disbelief.
"I don't know. I went looking for her and found her in your study. When I approached she fainted and screamed when I caught her. That's when I noticed her back. Her entire attire was soaking in blood and sticking to her open wounds. I have to clean them, they're severely infected. She may die." Banner explains.
"Couldn't you have knocked her out first?!" he questions angrily.
You can't see who is speaking and you can't hear over the pulsing in your ears. You're mind is focused on the pain in your back that you don't notice him and Banner approach you. One more dab to your wounds and you pass out from the agony.
He curses and grabs the rag out of Banner's hands.
"Bring her to my chambers, carefully. Make sure nobody follows." He commands to the guards.
"I need to figure out what is happening within my castle's walls. This is not how I rule my palace and this is not how I will let the guards treat my staff." He turns on his heel and walks out.
Reaching his chambers, the guards gently place her on her stomach in his bed. He reaches his window and opens it, as his beloved pet flies to the ledge. The crow caws for greeting.
"Hello my pet. I have a job for you. Find out what is happening in the maid's quarters. I want names and details. You have never failed me, don't start now. Report to me by morning." The crow caws in response and flies away.
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Part 5
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@elegantcheesecakecrown
@chxco-hyujin
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clairedaring · 9 days ago
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you mention that aelm is in your list of actors who are meticulous in their craft, can you share that list of actors of yours
hi nonnie :D
DISCLAIMER: this is just a very subjective list of young actors (young: born after 1990) who i think have really diverse and impressive performances. while not all my ult actors jj krissanapoom, up poompat... are present, i don't think of them any less. just that these are people who i've been most impressed with their transformation from one role to another.
1. NONKUL CHANON
I really will praise Nonkul every chance I get. I do think Nonkul is an actor who is constantly trying to hone his craft regardless of his experiece. I also like that as a member of THACCA, Nonkul is really active in initiating capacity building activities with his working group for the industry like these TOSAA roundtable discussions.
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2. TOR THANAPOB
I love how much Tor relentlessly work with the thought of he could retire anytime soon. I remember earlier this year tracking to see which series has more filming queues (Nonkul's Mouse or Tor's My Cherie Amour because both series were over 70 filming queues). And yet immediately after MCA, Tor jumped directly into filming Spare Me Your Mercy so we could get it in November 28 (NEXT WEEK). He's just so hardworking and I love that these days he's been slowly picking his scripts so that his repertoire can be diversified (so he doesn't get boxed as the "actor who's only good at dramatic/intense roles). My Cherie Amour really proved that he's perfect for romcoms and I sincerely hope its successful performance has given him more confidence to do more comedy works in the future.
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3. ICE NATARA
I've found in making this list and the actors whose performances have astounded me are often the ones who don't have too many projects at all, or they really take time to pick and choose their scripts. Even though he got his first start as a model, Ice has really proven himself through performances in GDH film One For The Road or Netflix TH series Delete. I seriously got a huge whiplash when I watched Delete because I couldn't believe the same actor playing that bulky villainous plantation owner is the same cancer-battling protagonist in One For The Road.
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like allow me to just add one more gif because him filming Delete right after One For The Road is exactly the reason why Ice Natara totally deserved both the Suphannahong Award and Nataraj Award for these roles of his.
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4. PEACH PACHARA
Born into the fourth richest family in Thailand, you'd think Peach Pachara wouldn't survive the nepo baby actor allegations. Oh but he did, not only did he survive, I think he's succesfully made a career for himself in doing everything that he loves like running his own snack business (anyone has tried his Potato Corner yet?), composing music scores for his series, and starring in whatever series he wants at his own pace.
Unlike the other actors on this list, I think Peach particularly excels at his "bad boy, asshole, occasionally with a heart of gold" character typecasting that I actually don't mind most of his roles being in the same color. Peach always gets the best characterisations for his roles so even if its a nonsensical comedy like Bat War or angsty lakorn like The Root or heist drama like The Believers, I can always trust Peach to deliver fully and exactly what his character promises in the first place.
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just leaving these here bc he's such a sassy little rich dude. i adore him.
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5. JAMES TEERADON
Love that James has been fully investing in his culinary journey for the past 3 years but he never really leaves us and sometimes come back with an interesting script. This year alone, we finally got James back in heist drama The Believers and time-loop romcom Love Stuck. Similar to others on this list, James really takes time choosing his acting projects but one thing I know is that he will never settle for an uninspiring script.
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6. AELM BHUMIBHAT
My first introduction to Aelm was through 2019 GDH film Happy New Year. But it was actually his performance in Doi Boy that made me deep dive into his filmography and I'm just completely in awed of his acting methodologies and his chosen projects. Not always something digestable, often very niche and indie but Aelm is always killing his roles, an absolute scene stealer. His conversation with Pat Chayanit solidified him on this list for me. I can't wait for more fans to discover him through Spare Me Your Mercy. Personally though, I'm actually more excited to watch him play a cult-ish villain? in the Buddhist themed episode of Tomorrow and I (coming to Netflix this December 4)
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7. UD AWAT
i don't think i need to say anything about ud awat. his series of posts (1, 2, 3, his goodbye post devastated me) talking about his transformation into Sorn for Doi Boy is testament to his love for acting. i'm actually forever grateful that Doi Boy came at a time when ud was considering leaving acting altogether because it truly "reignited [his] love for acting" for him and that passion in the film is just so palpable.
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8. FILM THANAPAT
no words. i love this man. film is truly one31's most reliable leading actor. end of story. i don't think one31 will ever let him go but i do hope one day netflix thailand will score him for an original series because i sincerely believe he can bring even more to the table with a series that isn't written within the constraints of one31 script team.
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honorable mentions: GEE SUTTHIRAK
I'd say Gee was my favorite discovery this year because I binged so much of his works like Sweet Sensory, Terror Tuesday: Extreme, The Cheery Lee Village Headman, The Betrayal, My Boo. My only qualm is that I don't think his other Workpoint lakorns (6th Sense Agency, The Scent of Hers) are that good but like they seem to love keeping Gee busy. Waiting to see Gee in Tomorrow and I, @ netflix thailand pls keep this man busy I beg
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SKY WONGRAVEE
this cockroach scene alone earns him a spot on this list. ngl i would love to see him back in gdh led productions but i don't think we can get that back soon :')
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BRIGHT RAPHEEPHONG
i feel kinda robbed that bright worked so hard this year, filming THREE projects consectively (two series and a film) but only the film came out. ch3 refuses to air his shelved lakorn as well. i have no hope for monomax in making his series available with engsub but i will definitely do my best in giffing his series with linn mashannoad and ken phupoom next year.
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POOM PHURIPAN
the reason i hesitate adding poom in here is because i feel like his acting approach is still very instinctive and he hasn't really had many chances to develop his own methodologies to approaching his characters because his roles at ch8 were pretty much the same every time. it's really obvious that he's got potential and he just needs the right script, producers and director to bring out the acting skills he's gained from starring in dramatic lakorns. regardless, he obviously goes on the list because he's given my favorite acting performance of the year. period.
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final note: you can very much tell that i'm biased because more than half of this list is gdh/nadao actors, but thank you for sending this ask nonetheless so i can share my love for these actors.
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obimaulartfire · 1 year ago
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Do you ever just...wake up and think about how Obi-wan was, for most of his life, Maul's reason to live?
Let me explain, and this is one of the main reasons I was drawn to ObiMaul in the first place. (long ramble below)
We're all aware of the events at the reactor fight, and it'd be an understatement to say it was a very hostile first encounter. But it's in the aftermath where the dynamic gets interesting.
Maul survived on his own, for years, with only his top half. As a former biology major, sometimes I think about how possible this would be in real life, if at all. It would be insanely uncomfortable at best, and impossible at worst. But through the excruciating pain, Maul survived, fueled purely by his intense hatred/obsession with Kenobi (and some star wars darkside magic, I'm sure).
Maul says this himself when first meeting Obi-wan again in season 4 of The Clone Wars:
"You would never imagine the depths I'd go to to stay alive, fueled by my singular hatred...for you."
Imagine being on the brink of death, with half of your circulatory system GONE, your heart beating irregularly, and your "lower half" being in constant pain, but still finding something to live for, and living...for YEARS. That's impressive. Hate-filled or not, it's hard to deny that for that time, thoughts of Obi-wan literally kept Maul alive for a decade.
Maul comes back to the series having been left for dead by Sidious, with spider legs he made himself, and no sense of time and a destroyed sense of sanity. Yet, he lives.
And additionally, revenge on Sidious is only second in his thoughts to his revenge on Obi-wan, even though Sidious is technically the one who left him for dead. Since Maul can't sit still, he did many other things during the Clone Wars in accordance with his own ambitions, likely to attempt to reclaim that part of his life that had been lost to Lotho Minor, but that's a tangent for another post.
He gets revenge on Obi-wan (I guess) by killing Satine, but even that isn't enough for him, as evidenced by the Satine hate shrine that we see in Rebels, when Ezra visits Maul's cave on Dathomir:
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(on a side note, there is no sane heterosexual explanation for this^, I'm sorry/j)
Why would you keep a memento of someone you've killed? Why would you cross out their eyes? Maul didn't hate Satine that much, and it's my opinion that he did this because she was important to Obi-wan.
And that brings me to my next point: Rebels Maul
Y'all.... there's a reason the title of my blog is "Twin Suns Changed My Brain Chemistry", because I vaguely had feelings about these two in Clone Wars, but Rebels really cemented this dynamic for me.
I cannot emphasize enough that in Rebels, Maul thinks Obi-wan Kenobi is dead. Whether he got killed in Order 66 or when Vader and the Inquisitors started purging Force Users, there was maybe a .000001% chance that any Jedi, especially Obi-wan, would have survived that. And yet. When we enter Rebels, we find Maul on Malachor, stuck on the planet looking for the Sith holocron.
WHY is he trying to find the Sith holocron? In Maul's own words:
"As for me, I...seek something much simpler, yet equally elusive... Hope."
Hope? That surely isn't a Sith ideal. It's revealed later that the only reason Maul wants to combine these ancient artifacts is to learn whether or not Obi-wan Kenobi is alive. I shit you not.
This implies that Maul has had Hope that Obi-wan has been alive for what... 15 years? That's a long time. At this point, Maul may be like, 49 or 50. He has been fixated on Obi-wan for 30 years of his life. Thoughts of Obi-wan kept him going and going and going for 3/5ths of his life. Even when he thinks Obi-wan has died, he spends 15 years trying to find him, just hoping that he is alive. But for what?
It's unclear to me what Maul, in canon, really desires from Obi-wan. But one thing for sure is that Obi-wan acts as a...source of emotions for Maul. A source of feelings, and a reason to keep going through times that other characters would give up.
Other characters may have survived, but Maul lived because of Obi-wan. Through being bisected, the Clone Wars, being chased by Vader and the Inquisitors, and through periods of despair.
And before the end, he just wants to find his reason to live again, and dies in his arms.
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speedycoffeedelight · 7 months ago
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I believe it's time for the third and possibly final part of 'Voxs extremely safe job as a night security guard'. Because there have been multiple pizzerias built literally in the same spot over the years, so why wouldn't Vox sign up for all of them?
~ (FNAF 2)
Reader: Vox! Why are you taking that job again? Did... Did you forget how you almost died there last time?!
Vox: Don't worry your pretty head, Reader. That old pizzeria got knocked down like 2 months ago. This one's way better! They replaced those old musty animatronics with some new plastic ones. Those ghost will be long gone by the time they open up Monday.
*After Voxs first night*
Vox: *Bursting through the door at 7 am* THERE'S FUCKING MORE OF THEM! The old ones are still there and the new ones are haunted too! WHY ARE THERE SO MANY GHOST?!
~ (FNAF 3)
Reader: Fazbear's Fright? Vox... You do realise that this is just the pizzeria from last time? Like, it's literally the exact same place you almost got killed last month, but with a horror theme.
Vox: Oh, I am fully aware, BUT! I thoroughly researched this one before applying. It's a horror attraction based on the past haunted pizzarias where I'll be both a security guard and an attraction myself. You should have seen them begging me to join after finding out I worked at BOTH locations! The best part? No animatronics~
*After Voxs first night*
Vox: *Bursting through the door at 7 am* THEY FUCKING FOUND ONE. Okay, okay, it's just one and I've survived taking on like 11? But there's also like, phantom animatronics? Fuck it, does anyone know a way of setting ghost free? Or should I just burn the place down and be done with it?
~ (FNAF 4)
Vox: *Climbing into Readers bed*
Reader: *Waking up slightly* Vox? What's up?
Vox: *Whispering* Shhh. B-Bonnie's in the hallway, and Foxy's in your closest. D-don't worry, I-I'm an expert at dealing with them.
Reader: *Too asleep to register what he's talking about* Oh, okay. Just be careful not to crush Nifty.
Nifty: *Giggling under Vox* Don't worry! I like being crushed!
~ (FNAF Sister Location)
Reader: 'Circus Baby's Entertainment and Rental'? Uh, are you sure you want to go back to working with animatronics? We've only just got you to stop hallucinating about Chica in the kitchen at night.
Vox: I know what you think, but this should be fine. This isn't the pizzeria. It's a different location.
Reader: Really? Isn't this place by the sister company of Fazbear Entertainment? You sure you want to risk it?
Vox: Pfft, come on. What're the chances of this company owning 2 haunted animatronic restaurants? Be serious.
*After Voxs first night*
Vox: *Bursting through the door at 7 am* YOU WON'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT!
Angel: You know, one day he's going to rip that door right off its hinges.
~ (FNAF 6 Pizzeria Simulator)
Reader: I thought you said you were done with animatronics?
Vox: Look, this is different. They say, 'If you want something done right, do it yourself'. Well, that's exactly what I'm going to do. I've run a business before, so it shouldn't be that hard. And I get to select all the animatronics this time round, so who knows? Maybe this town will FINALLY have a pizzeria that ISN'T haunted.
Adam: Sweet! Here, be a pal and give us some 'family discounts' when we come to celebrate the grand opening.
*After Voxs first night*
Vox: *Bursting through the door at 7 am* DO THEY COME OUT THE FUCKING FACTORY HAUNTED?!
Vaggie: You know, he's really lucky we all have to be awake this early for work, or else he wouldn't have lasted this long.
~ (FNAF Help Wanted)
Reader: Honestly, I don't know why we didn't think of game development soon.
Vox: Me neither. It's a shame I'll only be a play tester. Coding is probably my greatest passion next to television. Well, I guess this is it! No more haunted animatronics or late nights for me. I'm returning to my rightful place at the forefront of technology!
*After Voxs first day*
Vox: *Bursting through the door at 7 pm* WHO WANTS TO GUESS WHAT THE GAMES ABOUT?!
Husk: Heh, fates a bitch. *pouring Vox a drink* Just be thankful it's a game this time around. I mean, who's ever heard of a haunted video game before?
~ (FNAF Security Breach + Help Wanted 2)
Lute: They're building a giant shopping mall over where the old pizzeria was.
Vox: Yeah? Well, good riddance. I mean , come on, that buildings sat burned down and decaying for almost 5 months now. Happy it's gone after the Hell those jobs put me through.
Velvette: *On her phone* It says here that the place is called the 'Mega Pizzaplax', a giant mall owned by Fazbear Entertainment and will feature all new 'glamrock animatronics' for entertainment and will be fitted with special staffing bots to help guest. But they apparently need a human to work as lead security guard. Thinking of joining, Vox?
Vox: *Whimpering*
Alastor: Oh ho! Yes, I've heard chatter of that place from the radio station. Rather interesting promotional ideas they're working on. Apparently, they're working on producing another one of those confounded virtual reality game based on the premise. Sound familiar, Vox? I heard they're looking for 'beta testers' again.
Vox: *Slowly sinking to his knees, whimpering, he knows he's going to end up signing up for both.*
Charlie: Uh, Reader? Do you think you could, um, help Vox out? I think h-he needs some, uh, kind words of reassurance!
Reader: Sorry Char, I tried to warn him in the past, but he never listened. He dug his grave, and now he must lie in it. Now, if you'll excuse me, but I'm currently trying to sort out our other ongoing issue.
Reader: *Leaning out the window* LUCIFER! STOP BRING HOME APPLE TREES! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO SELL THEM, NOT STEAL THEM!
Lucifer: *Digging a hole and planting another apple tree in the garden* BUT NO ONE'S BUYING THEM! WHO GOES TO A FLORIST TO BY AN APPLE TREE? NO ONE, THAT'S WHO!
Reader: YOU'RE GOING TO GET FIRED IF YOU KEEP THIS UP! AND IF YOU DO, SO HELP ME GOD!
Lucifer: HEY, LEAVE MY FATHER OUT OF THIS!
H O L Y
THIS IS LONG!!!
How long did you take to write it?? And just as always, you never fail you impress.
Vox not learning his lesson after his first night is the cherry on top 😂😂 He's like a magnet to the animatronics. He only gets pulled towards them, never learning his lessons.
And not him bursting through the door every damn morning at 7 am. I imagine reader is used to it by now. She's just sipping on her cup of coffee as Vox rushes through the door and reader is like 'Lemme guess? More animatronics?"
Also Luci don't steal the apple trees!! That's bad! Both Charlie and reader will scold you!!!
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spacetime1969 · 8 days ago
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Danny Fenton’s Field Trip to the Ghost Zone!
I have had the wonderful opportunity to write a fic inspired by the art of the wonderful @arisu-artnfics as part of @ecto-implosion. I ended up thinking it would be fun to bring in a trope from a completely different fandom, and write a Peter Parker Field Trip fic for Danny Fenton. Enjoy!
Chapter 4: Magic, Dragons, and Storms? Oh my!
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Technus’s voice sounded over the speaker. “Welcome to the Time Lost Lands, students! The home of Queen Dorathea and her subjects.”
“Woah is that a castle?” one of Dash’s classmates asked.
Dash looked out the window and sure enough, there was a massive medieval castle right out the window.
“Is that a dragon!” Dash couldn’t help his yell as he spotted a large winged reptile climbing out from behind the castle.
Manson just grinned at him. “Yep.”
The Dragon jumped from the tower and started flying towards them. Dash made a very manly noise of surprise. Definitely not a terrified squeal. (AN: This is a lie. He actually did a very good impression of a baby otter)
The Dragon was getting closer and closer, and everyone, other than the nerds, was getting progressively more freaked out. Fenton and his friends on the other hand didn’t even flinch as the massive mythical creature landed on top of the bus.
“WHO DARES TRESPASS ON MY... Oh, hello Lady Samantha. How are you this fine morning.” Halfway through its booming yell the dragon transformed into a woman with long blond hair who smiled at Manson.
“Hi Dora!” Manson smiled back. “Our class fell through a natural portal and we’re trying to get home. Think you can point us in the direction of the Far Frozen?”
“Well I can certainly give you directions, but I’m afraid they won’t be much help. The next stop on your journey is Box Ghost and Lunch Lady’s lair, which is currently only accessible through The Storm of Doom.” Dash could hear the capital letters in that name. He looked out into the Ghost Zone where the ghost was pointing and saw a patch of dark clouds. It didn’t look like much, but something about it scared him.
“Oh no, are they alright?” Fenton asked. He and his friends actually looked concerned.
Now Dash would admit that he wasn’t the best at math, but if those four were actually scared of something after how relaxed they had been at everything else in this dimension, then Dash should probably be just as scared. (AN: Dash made an error in his calculations, he should have been far more scared than he was)
“Last I heard from them they were preparing their lair for the storm. So I assume they are doing alright, but we won’t know for sure until the storm passes,” the ghost queen said.
“Speaking of which, that storm is heading this way!” Technus’s voice said over the bus speakers.
The other ghost, Dora, nodded. “Yes, I have been working to prepare the castle and move my citizens inside for the storm. You and yours are welcome to shelter with us Lady Sam.”
Manson and her friends share a look. “The last thing we want is to be stuck in The Storm of Doom.” Valarie said.
Fenton and Foley both nodded. “Yeah, the castle is probably one of the safest places to ride it out. I vote we take Dora up on her offer,” Fenton said.
“Hang on just a minute!” Mr. Lancer interrupted. “Since when were the four of you in charge!”
Foley shrugged. “Hey, Technus!” he said, turning to the front of the bus. “What are the odds on us surviving if we try and fly through The Storm of Doom?”
“My current calculations indicate a 5% chance of immediate death.”
Mr Lancer’s eyes widened. “Well that’s not too bad,” he managed to stammer out, but Technus kept going.
“A 30% chance of your classmates' blood boiling in their veins. A 24% chance of their brains freezing solid. A 4% chance of death by electrocution. A 10% chance of death by poisonous gasses. A 7% chance of spaghettification. A 9% chance of death by eldritch madness, 6% chance of Danny, Valarie, and I being the only survivors, 3% chance of you and Sam also surviving, and a 2% chance of more than half of your classmates surviving. The odds of everyone surviving is less than 0.01% and statistically insignificant, so I rounded it out.” Technus sounded way too cheerful to be discussing their, apparently very probable, deaths.
Mr. Lancer’s face had gotten paler and paler as the ghost spoke. He stumbled into his seat, Foley just smirking at him. “So, do you want to do that? Or do you want to spend the night in a very secure castle and not die a horrible death?”
“Besides,” Fenton held up a glowing green post-it note that he had gotten from... Dash had no idea where he had gotten it from, “time is apparently moving at a two to one ratio to earth right now, so every two hours we spend here only one is passing on earth. So we have plenty of time.” No one bothered to ask him how he knew that.
Mr Lancer just nodded and slumped farther into the bus seat.
Manson turned back to the ghost dragon lady floating outside the bus and smiled at her, bowing at the waist. “We humbly accept your offer of shelter, Queen Dorathea of the Time Lost Lands.”
The Ghost, Queen Dorathea, nodded back at Manson. “The Time Lost Lands do not forget those who helped us find our path to the future, you and yours will always be able to find shelter in our walls, Lady Samantha.”
The solemness that had fallen over the group hung for a moment, before Manson straightened and smiled at the ghost. “Thanks Dora, I really appreciate it!”
“Of course Sam! I’m always glad to have you stop by! Have your vehicle land in the field by the stables. It should be safe from the storm there.”
They did as ordered, and the bus came to a stop next to a stable with, were those unicorns? (Star would later inform him that they were actually alicorns.)
They all hopped out of the bus and looked around at the castle. It was even more impressive up close. The walls absolutely towered over them, and they made Dash feel very small.
Off to the side he could see Fenton and his friends talking to Mr. Lancer, but they were too quiet for him to hear what they were saying. He wasn’t gonna have to wait long to find out what they were talking about though, since Mr. Lancer called them all to gather around.
“Alright class. Miss Manson and Mr. Foley are going to go find out how long we will have to wait out the storm. In the meantime, I encourage you all to eat your lunches. If you were planning to buy lunch at the planetarium please raise your hand, Mr. Fenton has offered to hand out Fenton Sustenance Crackers™ to anyone without a pre-packed lunch.”
Dash felt his lunch money in his pocket and winced, he didn’t exactly want to take Fenton’s charity, but he had worked up quite the appetite since they had fallen into the Ghost Zone, so he raised his hand. Next to him, Kwan raised his hand too.
Fenton slowly made his way around the group and passed the crackers out. When he approached the two jocks Dash was surprised to see that they were literal crackers, like a saltine. For some reason he had been expecting more. Fenton smirked at him and split the cracker in half, handing one half to each of them. Dash stared at it.
“Is this really it?” he asked.
Fenton just smiled. “Yep, trust me, that’s all you’re gonna need.”
Dash shared a look with Kwan as Fenton continued onto the rest of the group. Kwan just shrugged at him and the two inspected the crackers they had been handed. It looked like a normal cracker, for the most part. Dash was pretty sure the slightly green hue was just the lighting, but he still hesitated.
Dash’s stomach rumbled and he shrugged. It was better than nothing. He tossed the cracker into his mouth.
It tasted strange, both citrusy and bland, while also tasting like absolutely nothing. The taste was nothing compared to what happened when he swallowed though. He could feel the cracker slide down his throat and into his stomach, and then expand.
“Oh that’s really weird,” Kwan said with a shudder.
“You get used to it!” Fenton yelled from across the field.
Dash shuddered, he really, really hoped he never did. He would give Fenton one thing though, the crackers certainly worked. His stomach felt like he had just eaten an entire 16” pizza by himself.
He joined the other students as they sat in the grass eating and talking. For a moment he forgot that they weren’t just hanging out on the football field back at Casper High. Manson and Foley returning with the green skinned ghost queen broke the illusion though.
The group hurried over to Fenton, and Valarie. Dash didn’t recognize what Valarie and Danny did, that the group were only avoiding breaking into a sprint to not cause a panic.
Dash was just close enough to over hear their whispered conversation.
“Danny we have bad news,” Manson said.
“Really bad news. The storm’s drifted further than expected. The Core is heading straight for us,” Foley sounded scared, and that scared Dash. The look on Fenton’s face pushed him from scared to terrified.
Fenton stood up from where he had been leaning against the bus, straightening and turning to the ghostly queen who had offered them shelter. “Queen Dorathea, how may I be of service to you and your people.”
The Queen bowed her head to Fenton. “Your friends have agreed to assist the royal mage in raising a shield around the castle. But I fear that without your power they will be unable to outlast the storm.” The queen made eye contact with Fenton “I ask for your aid in this, K-”
Fenton interrupted the queen. “Just Danny right now, Dora.” Fenton looked over at the rest of the class, who were obviously trying to listen in to their conversation. He made brief eye contact with Dash before turning back to Queen Dorathea. “But you will have my assistance in any way you require it.”
Fenton turned to Valerie. “Come on, let’s go let Lancer know what’s going on.” He turned back to the Ghost and bowed. “We'll be back soon.”
They hurried over to Mr. Lancer. Dash wasn’t close enough to hear what was said, but he could see the way Lancer tried to argue with Fenton only for him to stand firm. Eventually Lancer slumped and seemed to give permission.
Fenton grabbed his bag and made his way back to his friends and the queen. “Alright, let’s go. Val, you got things covered here?”
She nodded, before pulling Fenton and the others into a quick hug. Then they walked away, leaving the class whispering behind them.
There was no sun in the ghost zone but it certainly felt like it was setting as the green sky grew darker and the howling noise of the storm began to grow louder and louder.
Dash and the other A-Listers watched as the storm rolled over them, the clouds covering the sky completely. The clouds seemed to whisper to him and Dash couldn’t help but be drawn to them. He felt himself stand up and, not hearing his friends call his name, started walking away.
Val smacked him over the back of the head. Hard.
Dash felt dazed and confused. When had he stood up? Where had he been walking to?
“Yeah, don’t look at the storm. It’s not the weather you really have to be worried about.”
Instinctively Dash looked back up at the storm. Val smacked him again.
“Don’t look at it idiot. Got it?” Dash nodded rapidly. “Good. Now get back to your friends. You scared them.”
Dash looked back over his shoulder. They really did look terrified.
He quickly walks back to them. “Sorry guys, I don't know what happened.”
Paulina’s voice shook. “Don’t do that again.”
“You scared us man,” Kwan said. "It was like you couldn’t hear us.”
Dash almost looked back up at the whispering clouds again. But he caught himself, and looked down at the ground instead. “I don’t think I could.” He whispered.
They sat in silence, intentionally not looking at the storm.
There was a deep ring that echoed through the castle, and voices raised in a haunting chant. All around them a glowing green dome raised to block out the storm, the whispers in the storm becoming muffled and drowned out by the chanting.
“Look! up there!” Star said, pointing up to the castle walls. Dash followed her finger to where four figures were standing silhouetted against the bright green of the shield.
Three of the figures were holding their arms up to the sky, green wisps of magic trailing out from their hands and stretching out to the dome above them, pulsing in time with the chanting. The fourth figure had his hands on the shoulders of two of the others, their hair seeming to glow with the lighting.
“Is that Fenton and the others?” Star asked.
“Yep,” Valarie said. Dash jumped. He hadn't seen her walk up behind them. “Them and the royal mage.”
“Since when could they do magic?” Paulina asked.
“Sam and Tucker have been studying for a while. Danny too, but he doesn't have as much talent in it. He’s so powerful though that it doesn't matter much in the long run. He can just brute force a lot of things.”
She turned to look at them, making eye contact with Dash in particular. “You should all be grateful you haven't bothered them since freshman year. Sam could turn you into a frog and Danny could separate your soul from your body with just a word. As for Tucker… let’s just say that we’re all glad he stays focused on technomancy.”
Dash felt queasy. "Did you ever learn anything?” He asked, morbidly curious.
Valarie just shrugged. “It's not my specialty. I know some of the theory, but not much more than that.” She grinned and pulled a very big ray gun out of her purse. “Besides, I'm more of a gun gal anyway.”
Kwan squeaked and Dash barely kept himself from doing the same.
“How’d you get that to fit in your purse like that?” Star asked.
“There are some benefits to having magic friends.” Val grinned at them again, before sobering slightly and gesturing back towards the bus. “Now come on, we fixed up the bus so that people can sleep in it.”
Dash and the others followed her to the bus. The backs of the bench seats had been laid down flat and someone had found blankets and pillows from somewhere, turning the seats into makeshift cots.
“Claim a bed and get some sleep if you can. It's gonna be a long night.”
Dash had a hard time sleeping on the makeshift cot. Not necessarily because it was uncomfortable, but more because his mind was too full. The green glow and unending haunting chanting wasn’t helping either. Though it was definitely preferable to the alternative. The way he had almost walked off into the storm terrified him.
He got up from the bed and quietly made his way out of the bus.
Val was sitting outside on a wooden stool that had been pulled from somewhere. She had her gun balanced on her knees. and was staring up at where her friends were still chanting on the castle wall.
“How are you so calm?" he asked. “All of this is absolutely crazy, and yet you're so calm. How?”
Valarie just sat there for a long moment. “There's not much I can say other than 'you get used to it,'” she finally said. “Danny Sam and Tucker, they've been there since the very beginning, since the portal opened in his parents lab.” She glanced at him. “It's hard to keep up with the rest of them sometimes. They're all so in sync and I joined them so much later, but I'm nothing if not stubborn, so I keep up with them anyway.”
“So this whole time Fenton and the others have been befriending the ghosts and learning magic and and... I don't even know what else.”
Valerie's laugh was humorless. “Yeah you really don't know what else Dash. And I'm not going to tell you.”
“Why not!”
“Why would I Dash? Why would I tell you a secret that isn't even mine when you bullied Danny and ostracized me back in freshman year. Why do you think Dash?” Val shook her head. “It's not my place to tell people, and even if it was, you'd never be someone I'd tell anyway.”
Dash had nothing he could say in response.
Valerie turned back to watch the castle walls. “Go back to bed Dash.”
He did as told, but he didn't get much sleep that night.
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bellewintersroe · 1 year ago
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Charles Leclerc X Schumacher!Daughter.
Lila is the youngest of the 3 Schumacher siblings, at 22 shes catching the attention of the public eye. With the new found popularity through Drive to Survive, social media has dubbed her the next ‘it’ girl despite her constant desire for privacy. When her love interest becomes more or less the most sought after man in F1, how will she cope with being the internets fascination? Both Charles and Lila have dealt with immense amounts of loss and trauma, so their mutual understanding for one another fuels their so called ‘friendship’.
Part 5, here is the LINK to part 4. Lila is beginning to feel envious of the beautiful girls that surround Charles on social media. Does she even have a chance with him? It’s been weeks since she could last fly out to a Grand Prix and Charles is beginning to feel oddly rejected. It’s not until after one not so fun race, that he’s finally open with her, and the two can finally be honest with one another about their feelings…
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A deep sigh escaped my lips, scrolling down through my Instagram page. It’s not real, it’s not real, none of it’s real. Everything was an illusion, I reminded myself as I zoomed in on the perfectly airbrushed girl, with flat abs, a sucked in waist and the best tan I’d quite literally seen. She was beautiful to be quite frank, and when I saw who followed her I let out an even heavier sigh.
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“If you breathe any heavier you��ll fly away…” Gina, my elder sister informed me in German from the other side of the table. Social media was originally ruining me. One minute I was confident and happy with my life, the next I was being prayed upon by thousands of people, intrigued into deeper into my personal life than ever. I switched off my phone and glanced back up, to real life. “Sorry.” I forced a smile, eyes falling back down to my phone. There was no new notifications- sadly enough for me.
“Are you coming to Hungary with us?” My sister then questioned again, “what for?” “The GP?” She spoke like it was obvious. My stomach twisted in excitement. “Oh! Yeah!” It had been 3 weeks since I’d last made it to a GP, I was finding myself obsessively feeling the urge to be there, especially because Charles would ask when I was next there. Now was my opportunity to text him first with the good news.
There was only one issue I found myself struggling with, and that was my insecurity and anxiety surrounding this whole ‘thing’ with Charles. I didn’t know what the hell was going on, we hadn’t seen each other enough to become anything more than friends, and when I had to tell him for the seventh or so time I couldn’t make it to where he was, I felt disheartened and worried he’d think I was rejecting him. That’s why I hopped on the opportunity to tell him I’d be present in Hungary, cheering him on. Phone cameras now eagerly followed me around the grid, desperate to gather some footage of me interacting with the Ferrari driver. All the attention had made me nervous, I was constantly checking over my shoulder, and I felt the cold stares other girls would give me, threatened that I was taking their favourite driver. It was almost like I was in competition with all these beautiful women that practically lived in or around the Grid and Paddock. I felt inferior, my own insecurities eating away at me as I kept my head down and continued walking on to do my own thing.
“Ah, Lila!” A familiar voice called out, I caught a glimpse of Toto walking by. “Hello!” I greeted, the taller man bringing me in for a tight hug. “How are you?! Here to see your brother?” “I’m good, how about you? I Just come for a little wonder, that’s all.” I nodded. “I’m good, and yes, yes- looking around for Leclerc I’ve been hearing?!” His words jabbed at a delicate part inside of me, burning my cheeks up a scarlet pink.
“Oh, rumours, Toto! Rumours!” I played it off like I wasn't a nervous wreck, but when i noticed red uniforms out of the corner of my eye, I practically jumped out of the confinements of my skin. It was just a handful of Ferrari mechanics making their way towards their garages. “Oh, of course. You have a good day, I will see you after with Susie?”
“Yeah of course! Oh, and tell Lewis and George I say good luck!!”
“I will, thank you Lila!” Hungary wasn’t so lucky for Mercedes or Ferrari. With Lewis in 4th he’d just narrowly missed a spot on the podium, George came in at 6th, and both Charles and Sainz were in 7th and 8th. As I lingered in the Mercedes area of the garage, people were still fairly happy, but the disappointment lingered in the room. It was a little stuffy and awkward, so I wondered outside to get air, pulling out my phone to be bold enough to text Charles. Just as I was typing a message, I heard a faint voice call my name. “Lila??” Spinning around, I locked my phone, noticing Charles lingering. “C’mere.” He gently ushered me inside, “hi.” I felt a little breathless, following after him in the garage. We were just inside the doorway, a bustle of people around making me feel a little overwhelmed. I was all flustered from seeing Charles, and although he looked a little saddened he still had a gentle smile lingering. “I was just about to text you.” I held up my phone as his smiled widened slightly, eyes gazing over my face. “I was going to text you-”
“Charles!” Somebody called out as he glanced back to a woman calling his name. It looked like his publicist. He let out a sigh, “I am sorry- yeah?!” He called out, scratching the back of his neck. “Will you come do a couple interviews?”
“Yeah.” He nodded. “Sorry, it’s a bad time.” I shyly spoke. “No, no, ill- uh, Mia!! Mia, please would you take Lila to my- ah what’s it called?” He fumbled as a pretty blonde approached with a smile.
“Motorhome?” Her accent was thick, Italian I assumed. “Yes please- is that ok?” He quickly asked as I giggled at the slight chaos. “That’s okay, Charles.” I agreed as he gave me a gentle pat on the arm before he had to rush off to complete interviews.
“Hello!! Lila isn’t it? I’m Mia.” She smiled. “Hi, it’s nice to meet you.” We engaged in small talk as she led me to Charles’ motor home. It surprisingly wasn’t awkward at all, I really liked Mia, I learnt she worked for Ferrari as a media and PR officer, super cool, I found it fascinating. Eventually though, she had to head back into the garage and I was left sitting alone, nervously awaiting Charles return.
“Guys… I’m in Charles’ motor home. Don’t ask me why, I don’t know why- he’s, he’s doing some interviews but I am shitting myself, how do I calm down?!” I quietly spoke into my phone, voice noting my friends as my leg jiggled anxiously. 10 minutes turned into 20, and nothing seemed to cool my nerves. I’d swallowed a full bottle of water and gone through 3 pieces of chewing gum and reapplied my lipgloss four times over. Finally, I heard voices, and when the door swung open my head lifted from my phone. My breath hitched seeing Charles, he looked a little stressed but still smiled when our eyes met. “I am sorry.” He exhaled, sliding the door shut behind him. “Oh, don’t be sorry!” I sat up a little straighter as he pulled a drink from his fridge. “Would you like one?” He glanced down to my empty water bottle. “Yes please. And yeah, don’t be sorry, I came at a bad time.” I caught the bottle as he gently threw it over.
“No, no.” His face scrunched. “I wanted to see you Lila, now is perfect. Even if the race didn’t go so … good.” He awkwardly laughed at himself as I drunk a little more water.
“You did drive well though, I was watching.” I pointed out. “Ah, thank you… not where I want to be though.”
“I know, I can imagine it’s frustrating, I feel like you and Carlos are doing everything right it’s just…” “Out of our control.” Charles finished my sentence as I nodded. “Still… we move.” He cleared his throat. “How have you been anyway, miss Lila, it’s been weeks?”
“Good, I’ve been good, honestly nothing so interesting has been happening lately. My life’s been pretty boring.”
“Pretty boring, sky diving?” He stripped the top half of his full driving suit off, revealing his white fireproofs. He was sat on the couch to my right, a little further away as I leant back into the plush of the pillows.
I let out a laugh, shaking my head. “I do that all the time, my dad practically threw me out of aeroplanes as soon as I reached 12.” “12?!” He gasped out loud, looking astonished. “I don’t even think it’s legal anymore, we were in Australia, I was petrified, I cried all the way up. The poor man on my back must’ve been so annoyed.”
“Sounds… fun.”
“When you get used to it…” I giggled. “How about you, have you ever been sky diving?” “One time in Dubai… I got so- eh what’s the English- en difficulté.” (In trouble).
“In trouble? Why?!” I blubbered our a laugh. “Because I didn’t tell anybody and uh- I think they were worried I would ah fall and die or something.”
“That wouldn’t have been good.” I snickered. “I have the videos.” He showed his phone, ushering me over as I moved to sit besides him on the couch. He scrolled through his camera roll, finding the video where he showed me plummeting down in Dubai. “Have you ever done it in Dubai?”
“Done what in Dubai?” My eyes narrowed as his widened. “Not that! I mean sky diving!!” “No we were meant to but we ah… went Skiing instead.” I awkwardly recalled, scratching the back of my neck. If only we went to Dubai, maybe things would have turned out very differently for my family.
“Ah nice..” Charles nodded as I glanced to see a video of a monkey on his screen. “What’s that?” I pointed out as he attempted to scroll by quickly.
“That was nothing.”
“No, a video of a monkey. On the floor.” I turned up to look at his lips tugging into an amused smile. “You really want to see it?”
“I do.” What Charles proceeded to show me was a video of a monkey physically chasing him around a group of people whilst he sprinted frantically away. I cried with laughter, watching it three times over as Charles shook his head, holding it in his hands.
“That’s- that’s too funny.” I giggled to myself as Charles let out a low chuckle. “You’re crying!” Charles exclaimed, laughing again himself as he rested a hand on my thigh.
“I can’t help it, that was so funny.” I wiped at the tears that had fallen from my ambush of laughter. “I was frightened… for my life.”
“I could tell.” I giggled, glancing down to see his hand still rested on my upper thigh. “I like you, Lila.” Charles spoke on an exhale as I turned to face him now. “Hm?” My smile perked as my laughter settled down.
“I really like you.” His brows furrowed, causing me to swoon at the serious expression that covered his face. “I like you too, Charles-” I casually responded.
“No, like.. I really like you.” He nodded as my lips parted slightly. “Yeah, so do I…” I whispered, gaining the confidence to move forwards and press a gentle kiss to his lips. It surprised me how quickly the kiss happened, Charles’ hand slipped over my cheek and I swear I had to hold onto his arm so I wouldn’t go dizzy from how intense I felt kissing him. It was more than good.
When we broke apart there was a second or so of silence, it was comfortable, his eyes were gazing over my face, a gentle smile lingered as I let out a slight breath of laughter. “I wanted to do that in Spain but the paparazzi ruined it.” My face heated remembering our date. “Oh yeah.” I brushed the lip gloss slightly off the outside of my lip. “Now your lips are shiny.” I pointed out as he laughed, throwing an arm around me, the other wiping at the gloss.
“How long are you in Hungary for?” He then asked, eyes flickering up and down over my lips again. “Ah, just until tomorrow.” Charles eyebrows furrowed slightly. “What about Belgium?”
“I wasn’t going to.”
“Will you come? I’ll take you out before- and after.” Charles shrugged. “Before and after?!” “Yeah, and I’ll even get pole position for you…” interesting…
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All for the cameras
Chapter 4
Finnick Odair x reader
This is a repost since the old blog doesn't work anymore. 🥰
Chapter summary: a little about the making of the Games, the reaping, and the Parade.
Chapter warnings: talking of lethal threats, Cal has his own warning, Snow, forced marriage.
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I take a huge gulp of wine as I sit in Plutarch's living room.
He did convince Snow to make me his personal assistant for this Quarter Quell, Plutarch told him it's a perfect way to show my "participation". Although I hate to keep up such a facade, I love that I can use it as an excuse to not stay, nor spend any time with Cal.
"Careful with that," Plutarch comes back into the room with his own glass, "we need you lucid for this."
"Trust me, I built a strong resistance to alcohol... no amount would help endure this shit anyway..." I mutter, looking at my fucking ring.
"You spent too much time with Abernathy, I'm afraid," he comments, he's not judging, no, he's probably just teasing.
"Or not enough," I tease back, he smirks amused by my answer.
He then suddenly turns the TV on, on display my answer to Cal's proposal.
I groan as I see that.
"I gotta say, that was smart," he compliments me, referring to the kiss.
"Could you turn it off? One fucking time was enough, thank you." I tell him.
"Not telling you about the Quartel Quell was smart too," he throws this out like nothing, my head snaps towards him.
"You little... that's why..." I start, but his proud stance stops me, "fine... smart thinking on your part too, okay."
"Thank you very much," he does a little bow before turning serious, "I'm sure now you can know more." He declares.
"Really?" I ask, I really want to know more and help, but at the same time I don't want to risk everyone.
"Yes, miss L/n. But... you have to know this, all this, will require a lot from you. From all of us, actually. So just know... you can still change your mind and no one will hold it against you." He explains, I can feel he is sincere, I know I can trust him.
I take a deep breath, this is a good chance to actually change things here... I won't pass this opportunity.
"Anything." I say and he smiles.
"Alright, our primarily goal is to get Katniss out." He starts and I nod, of course she would be the face of the revolution, "every Victor involved knows that,"
"Did you warn them? The ones involved?" I ask.
"Didn't have the chance... not everyone... I also need you to start thinking that not everyone will see this revolution starts." He says bitterly.
"I..." I don't know what to say, so I try to reason it, "yeah... of course... if not all of them know... the others would just want to survive, as always."
"Reasoning won't help you much this time," he says and he uses the remote to change the scene on the screen.
The reaping ceremony of each district.
"Cashmere and Gloss... God... they're brother and sister.."
"It never stopped the Capitol before. It just adds up to the drama." Plutarch sighs.
"I know," I sigh as the next district's reaping starts, "it may sounds cliché, but Enobaria is actually a sweet person... when you get past the teeth," I try to chuckle to ease my tension. Yeah... I might not see some of them after...
"Please tell me you were smart enough to recruit Beetee," I look at Plutarch who nods confidently.
"Oh..."
"This is where I wanted you," he says softly.
"Finnick... yeah... I... it makes sense..." I say as I see him walking up the stage.
"You need to..."
He doesn't have the time to finish his sentence before I let out a big gasp.
"Mags volunteered..." I whisper, "she... she can't... they can't... not them both... oh c'mon..."
"I'm sorry. When the time comes we will do our best to take everyone to safety, but..." he explains.
"But you can't control what happens in the arena..." I mutter, "not without raising suspects. I know."
I hear him sigh and walking closer to me, offering a comforting hand on my shoulder, I nod and we go on watching the reaping.
Johanna of course... I know she has all the skills to protect herself in there, but she's still my friend and I can't not worry. Especially knowing she has nothing left to lose.
Finally we get to 12 and of course Katniss, being the only living female victor, she's reaped.
Time for the male.
Haymitch's name is said, and for a split moment my heart breaks, but Peeta is quick to volunteer for him. I see Katniss shocked and terrified expression and I know she asked Haymitch to volunteer in his place if the roles were reverse.
"That was rigged... wasn't it?" I ask.
"Exactly, we need Haymitch here and..." he motion for me to go on.
"She needs Peeta there," I say earning a proud nod from him, "she just doesn't know it."
There's a moment of silence, where I take a second to recollect myself and take a sip of wine.
"Now," he claps his hands, "to make your participation more believable... you need to write down 2 ideas for the arena."
"What?" I ask, "I thought the arena was already decided."
"The arena yes... not the threats inside." He says.
"What do you mean?" I'm actually confused right now.
"This year arena is... quite special," he starts explaining, showing the concept on the screen, "it's divided in sections, like this, each section hosts a threat. Like these: acid fog, monkeys, this big wave... And so on."
"Acid fog? Isn't it a little too much?" I ask getting nervous for my friends.
"I told you it's gonna be hard," he gives me a sympathetic smile, "and we need your suggestions to be... authentic. It has to look like you're actually putting an effort."
I sigh, bouncing my leg.
I need to think of something that's horrifying, but safe at the same time.
They're all there... all my friends are there. The only family I've ever known since... I shake my head and drink more wine.
"Okay. Yeah... I get it." I nod, "when do you need it?"
"Tomorrow." He answers, "I have faith you can do it and... you can say you're busy working for me." He winks at me with a reassuring smile.
"That's the only good thing," I let out a humourless laugh and take one last gulp of wine before standing up. "Then I should get going. Thank you, Mr Heavensbee."
I walk towards the exit when Plutarch's voice stops me.
"One more thing," he calls and I turn my head, "even though you'll try and think of the least lethal threat... they might kill someone anyway. Keep that in mind."
I nod and walk out.
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As I enter my apartment I instantly smell flowers... lots of them.
I look around and I see, probably, more than 10 bouquets of flowers.
"Oh god..." I sigh, defeated. I look at some of them, noticing most are from "admirers" congratulating me for my engagement.
But there are three that catch my eyes more than the others.
One, huge, bouquet is made by all sort of flowers, I don't think I've ever seen such variety of flowers in the first place. I look at the card... I groan, it's from Cal.
"My love, everyday I count the days that separate us from being finally together.
I can't wait for you to be mine.
Properly mine.
Enjoy your job, my sweetness, and happy Hunger Games!
Love,
Cal Kingslay. "
I throw the whole bouquet with the rest, and just look at the other. It's simple and small, my favourite flowers and a few seashells here and there, the thing holding the bouquet it's not paper... it's fish nets... Finnick. I unconsciously smile as I take the card.
"I wanT to congRatUlate you, my SweeT girl!
TheY tOld me the news jUst now! Miss L/n, You shouLd've tOld me, I've neVer beEn so happy!
Congratulations!
Dario."
He signs each letters, making it look like it was ink fallen from the pen... smart.
"I trust you, my love"
He even signed it with an anagram of his name. I let out a laugh at that and move to the last bouquet.
Even smaller then Finnick's, a few green leaves are like a frame for the one, white rose.
I shakily take the card in my hand.
"Congratulations on your engagement, my dear. I look forward to see what you'll come up with for our Games.
I'm sure one day you'll make a fine Gamemaker."
There's no sign, not that he needed to...
"Gamemaker... yeah... sure." I scoff.
I go to the kitchen to get myself some wine. As I'm about to pour a glass, I look at the bottle and just... take it all with me to my room.
I sit on the desk in my room and, as I take some gulps from the bottle, I try to come up with some ideas.
Plutarch mentioned a few potentially lethal threat already, I mean... acid fog, deadly monkeys, that I'm sure will be modified.
What to do, what to do...
Other animals maybe, but a non lethal one... something that creates a hassle, but not death.
Bugs?
I shake my head, no, they would make it poisonous no matter what my suggestion is.
Something else, something else.
Jabberjays. Yes!
I write down my idea and take the bottle to take a big gulp, but the bottle slips from my grasp and falls on the desk spilling the liquid all over the desk and the pavement.
"Shit!"
I manage to safe the paper I was writing on and I immediately go take a towel to wipe the wine off.
As I kneel down cleaning the liquid, I find myself staring at the little drops of wine falling from the desk to the floor.
The dark liquid looks a lot like... blood.
Blood rain.
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I walk nervously behind Plutarch, he just told me Snow wanted to hear my ideas himself, so now, as I'm walking I clench my fists nervously.
"You couldn't have told me sooner?" I ask him.
"He didn't ask me sooner," Plutarch answers as we finally stand out of Snow's office, "you wrote it?"
"Of course," I slightly scoff at his answer.
"Then take a deep breath and... show time," Plutarch smiles and knock on the door.
"Come in," Snow's voice gives us permission to enter.
"President," Plutarch greets him.
"Good morning, sir," I say, putting up the best 'diligent student' appearance.
"Good morning, Mr Heavensbee," he nods towards Plutarch and then turns to me, "and what a pleasure, miss L/n."
"You said you wanted to hear her ideas for the arena, right?" Plutarch starts.
"Oh, of course!" Snow's suddenly happy, as if he's about to hear a good story, "tell me, my dear girl, what did you think of?"
If it were a different universe this could've seemed a sweet exchange. The old "mentor" interested in his protégé ideas...
"When Plutarch showed me the arena and the already existing threats, I have to admit I was intrigued," I start and I see, from the corner of my eyes Plutarch smiling proudly, "but at the same time, I was a little bored." I say and that earned a surprised 'oh?' from Snow, "I mean... from those you either die or survive... so I thought of something more psychological."
"Oh, now that's interesting, my dear, please go on." Snow is pleased so far.
"I thought of a section of the arena where... uh..." I pretend to stutter for a second, to give him the impression that I'm nervous because I care for his opinion.
"Don't be shy, I'm open to all suggestions,"
"I thought of a blood rain... sir." I say.
I see him pondering the idea, then a smile creeps it's way on his face, it makes me sick.
"I like it," he finally says looking at Plutarch, "she's smart, isn't she?"
"Very smart, sir." Plutarch agrees.
"I'm even more curious to hear the other idea, please don't leave me hanging," Snow's 'sweet' tone almost freezes me to the spot, but I swallow hard and just ignore this feeling.
"Jabberjays." Is all I say.
He looks a little taken aback, and motion for me to elaborate.
"I thought about using Jabberjays that imitate the screams of people the tributes know." I say, pretending to feel unsure of my idea, "maybe create a sort of an invisible wall that prevents them from escaping if they finds the birds."
Snow looks at me, considering me for a moment, then he smiles, that sick smile once again.
"You were right in recruiting her, Mr Heavensbee. Good thinking, miss L/n, very good thinking." He compliments Plutarch and me.
"Thank you, sir." I smile.
"No, thank you," he says, "now, one more thing before I dismiss you."
I nod and stay put, even though I was ready to run, or better walk very fast, out of here.
"This role of assistant Gamemaker won't exonerate you from your duty to assist the mentors," he tells me.
"I wouldn't dream of it, sir, I've always taken my role very seriously," I tell him, faking pride as I speak.
"I know, my dear." He smiles, almost as if he knows I wasn't exactly fond of it, "we were supposed to randomly assign you to one district, like every year, but we thought to just let you stick to 12. Apparently the Capitol's people loved your... friendship with the two victors." He says the word 'friendship' with a not so convinced tone, almost repulsed.
"Of course, sir." I nod my head, eager to just get out of here.
"But," he adds, probably keeping me longer to see when I'll crumble, I look briefly at Plutarch who keeps his confidence stance, "you'll be assisting all of the districts." I look at him confused and he continues, "I mean, you'll be present during the training sessions and will help."
"Oh, yes, sir, of course." I nod again.
"That's all." He claps his hands, satisfied, "the tributes arrive today so... better be there to welcome them home."
'Home'...
"I'm going right now, sir." I promptly tell him, he smiles and motions me to go and to Plutarch to stay.
"Send my regards to Cal Kingslay when you see him," I hear him say as I walk out, not bothering to answer him I just go straight to the tributes living centre.
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I enter the building and see Haymitch, Effie, Katniss and Peeta arriving.
"Well, well, well, aren't you lot a sight for sore eyes?" I say once I'm close enough to pull Peeta into a hug.
"Oh! We got the Princess this year too, uh? The president is spoiling us," Haymitch jokes ans I roll my eyes as I hug Katniss.
"Rather spoiling me," I greet Effie too, in the perfect 'Capitol style', "lots of opportunities."
"I figured," Haymitch says wrapping his arms around me.
"Now," I say holding my arms open, theatrically, "let's take you to your apartments."
I start walking towards the elevator, heading to the attic, again.
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Once inside we start to have lunch, the atmosphere is quite tense before Effie breaks the silence.
"All right," she starts, clearing her throat, "before we begin, I've had a thought."
"You don't say?" Haymitch jokes, unimpressed.
"Be nice," I tell him, throwing a balled-up napkin at him.
"Katniss has her gold Mockingjay pin. I have my hair. I'm going to get you three something gold." She declares, as if it were something obvious.
Haymitch looks at both me and Peeta, confused, before asking why.
"A token." Effie explains, "Show them we are a team. And they can't just..." she starts getting emotional and Katniss takes her hands.
"Thank you." She tells her, meaning it.
Effie might be too theatrical sometimes, but she's so much more than that, I'm grateful I got to know this side of her. I take her hand too.
"That's really sweet, Effie." I smile at her, "and... thank you for including me."
I notice both Peeta and Katniss sharing a look as if I said something unbelievable, but I ignore it.
Not the time.
"Now..." Effie composes herself, "everything will be different, because it's a Quarter Quell. The Capitol has spared no expense. A new training centre. New Tribute living quarters. And of course, a very special arena."
I tense at that, I took part in that...
"But this year you'll be facing other Victors." I step in, " all Capitol favourites. Smart, cunning, skilled... angry. And they all know one another. You two are the outsiders."
" I want you guys to forget everything you think you know about the Games. Last year was child's play." Haymitch starts explaining, he's the best to mentor them about a Quarter Quell, "this year, you're dealing with all experienced killers."
"All right," Peeta speaks up, "what does it mean for us?"
"Allies." I tell him, "you'll be needing allies."
"Okay. I think that if..." Peeta's reply is quickly interrupted.
"You're not the problem." I say and, I don't have to say anything more, Haymitch is already pointing at Katniss.
"No." She sternly says.
"A little help, Haymitch?" I ask him.
"Look, you're starting at a disadvantage. Most of these people have been friends for years."
"That just puts us higher on their killing list." She replies, annoyed.
I roll my eyes, she needs to do her part.
"Do it your own way, but I know these people. You go it alone, their first move is gonna be to hunt you down." Haymitch keeps explaining, patiently, "both of you."
"Katniss, come on," Peeta's sweet tone seems to convince her... a tiny bit.
She sighs deeply, which usually mean she's gonna listen, even though she doesn't agree.
"How could any of us even trust each other?" She then asks.
"It's not about trust. It's about staying alive," he states.
Peeta and Katniss look at each other and finally Katniss nod her head.
"Great!" I cheer, "time for some brainstorming, shall we?" And I stand up walking to the living room.
They soon follow and Haymitch turns the TV on, so they can see who the other Victors are, and who might seem like a good ally.
"Cashmere and Gloss. Brother and sister. District one. They one back-to-back Games. Capitol favourites. Lots of sponsors." He shows them the siblings.
"They will be lethal." I add and Haymitch nods, strongly agreeing.
"And the other half of the Career Pack, Brutus and Enobaria."
"What's with her teeth?" Of course, Katniss asks about the teeth.
"She... well... she had them filed into fangs..." I respond, "so she could... rip people's throat out better."
"She's committed. I'll give her that." Peeta comments, I can sense some tension in him... which is very understandable.
"Wiress and Beetee," Haymitch keeps on presenting the tributes, "not fighters, but brilliant."
"Very brilliant," I agree.
"And weird." He adds, earning a glare from me, "real texh-savvy. He won his Games by electrocuting six tributes at once." He changes the scene again, "the Morphlings. Masters of camouflage. Basically, won their Games by hiding until everyone was dead. Self-medicating ever since. Which I applaud. Not a threat."
We arrive at District 4 reaping.
"Finnick Odair, right?" Katniss asks.
Haymitch looks at me, silently telling me to explain this one myself, there's a hint of a smirk on his face that makes me roll my eyes for, what feels like, the millionth time today.
"Yep. The one and only." I starts, "he won his Games at 14. He's the youngest Victor ever... of course modesty is his peculiarity." I joke.
"You're kidding."
"Kinda," I chuckle, "he's very confident. Very. But... he's the Capitol's darling. They all love him here." Unfortunately, I want to add. "He's smart, he's skilled at combat, especially... especially in water."
"What about weaknesses?" Peeta asks, interested.
"Only one..." I sigh, deeply, "Mags. She... she volunteer for Annie. Mags was his mentor, the year that I was assigned to 4, she raised him, basically. He will try to protect her, even though it would expose him."
"A guy like that has to know she's not gonna make it," Katniss shakes her head, unconvinced, Haymitch looks at me knowingly, "I bet when it really comes down to it, he won't protect her."
I really want to hit her right now, but I know it's not her fault, she thinks this because it's what the Capitol wanted everyone else to think. That's what he had to pretend to be.
"Well... she's an amazing woman, Katniss, I... I just hope that... if... w-when she goes, she goes quickly." I stutter out. It took everything in me to say that... I want to hope we will rescue everyone before that happens... I really do.
I space out as Haymitch goes on explaining and introducing the other tributes.
I can feel his eyes on me every now and then, but I stopped pay attention minutes ago now.
Mags is the mother I never had... if there is one person who deserves to see a free Panem, it's her.
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I was walking on the train heading to the restaurant car where I found an old lady sitting there, drinking a cup of tea.
"Hi..." I shyly said.
"Oh hello, dear." She greeted me with such a kind smile, I felt so much better and less nervous.
"I'm... I'm Y/n." I started to introduce myself, but her hand gently taking mine stopped me.
"I know, dear. I'm Mags." Another kind smile, "you're here to assist me, right?"
"Yeah." My hands were getting sweaty... I was so nervous.
"Hey, no need to worry about it. We can do it." She reassured me.
"I hope so..." I muttered under my breath.
She sighed and offer a seat to me, I took it and stared at the cups on the table.
"I watched you last year," her voice was soft as she spoke, "you were assigned to... what district?"
"5"
"But you were helping the little one from 11, right?" She asked.
I snapped my head to her, eyes wide open.
"Please, don't worry about it. I never told anyone." She assured me, handing me a warm cup, "I just meant that I saw you're not like the rest of them, my dear. You care."
"My tributes didn't want to listen, they were older than me and thought I was just a spy... which is understandable." I sadly kept my head low. "That boy from 11 was my age and... he was having trouble with some essential survival techniques."
"He got pretty far thanks to those." She tried to make me feel better.
"Not far enough," I bitterly replied.
"I'm sorry." I let her take my hand again, "it's not a consolation, I know, trust me, but... I have a feeling we can do it."
"They won't trust me," I told her, referring to the tributes from 4.
"Not at first... and most likely not the girl... but the boy, he seems to be more open to suggestions." She explained.
"I'm not sure he would accept suggestions from me."
"He's a smart one. Same age as you. Just be yourself and he will trust you." She smiled.
I considered her for a moment before nodding. Hope growing a little more.
The door of the car opening had my head turning immediately.
"My dear Y/n," Mags stood up and walked towards the boy entering, "this is Finnick Odair. Finnick, this is Y/n."
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"Are you okay?" Haymitch's voice snaps me out of my thoughts.
"Uh? Yeah... yeah, sorry, I zoned out." I apologise.
"I noticed." He sits with me.
"Where are they?" I ask, noticing no one else was in sight.
"Getting ready for the parade." He answers.
"Right... I better get going too. I have to check everyone is ready..." I tiredly sigh as I stand up, but Haymitch softly pulls me back down.
"If you take a few minutes it won't be a tragedy." He tells me, "what's going on in that head of yours?"
"Nothing... I just started to think about Mags." I whisper, afraid someone might hear.
"Plutarch gave you the speech?" He asks and I nod, "I'm really sorry, Y/n."
"It's okay... I mean, it's not, but I think it was inevitable... she would've never let anyone else go, not if she had any say in it." I tell him, "she's strong." I see him starting to speak but I beat him to it, "I know better than to keep my hopes up, trust me, I know."
He just sighs and wrap one reassuring arms around my shoulder.
"I really better get going now, gotta check on those outfits." I stand up.
"You do that, sweetheart." Haymitch smiles at me and I walk to the elevator.
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I walk out of the elevator heading to where the parade is about to begin and I instantly loom for someone.
I spot immediately Peeta talking to Cinna, who's probably refining last minutes details.
"Hello." I greet once I'm close enough, Cinna turns around giving me a small smile and a hug. "You look good, mr Mellark."
"Only with his help it's possible." Peeta, humble as usual, replies pointing at Cinna.
"I'm not a magician, I can make people look good if they're worthy." Cinna shakes his head, waving off the compliment.
"I couldn't agree more." I sigh, "so, are you lot ready? Where's Katniss?"
"She's should be here soon, her dress is a little more complicated than Peeta's." Cinna answers, "and, since you're here, I was thinking about them not doing anything out there."
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"I mean, no waving, no smiling, nothing of sort. Act like they're above them. What do you think?" He explains, genuinely interested in my opinion.
"I think it's perfect." I smile and he return it.
"Oh, there she is." Peeta points behind us, I turn seeing Katniss talking to Finnick, who's a lot close. I hope he's not putting up his flirting persona, I don't think Katniss would trust him so easily then.
Peeta excuses himself to join her, just as Finnick walks away... spotting me.
"Snow asked..." Cinna gently nudges my arm and lowers his voice, "or better, ordered me to make her wear a wedding dress for the interview."
"Of course..." I roll my eyes. "You good with that?
"Oh yeah...I got a great idea for it." He says, I look into his eyes seeing determination so I don't ask more questions.
"Better get them ready to go, it's almost time." I tell him.
Cinna walks to Katniss and Peeta and I turn to check if someone else needs a hand with something or needs advice, unlikely, but never say never.
I see Mags petting a horse so I decide to go to her.
As soon as she sees me her smile grows ten times, warming my heart.
"You look very beautiful," I tell her, once we're close enough I hug her, "I'm so sorry." I whisper into her ear.
She pulls away gently, looking at me with that kind smile that always makes me feel better. She caresses my cheek with her hand, reassuringly, nodding her head to tell me that it's alright.
I nod too, taking a deep breath.
"Do you think I look presentable?" A very familiar voice says from behind me.
I look at Mags, rolling my eyes, glad I made her laugh a little.
I turn around, fully admir... noticing his naked chest and the golden fish net tied at his... oh shit.
"My eyes are up here, sweetheart." He smirks and I just turn my head away, shaking it as I try to pull myself together.
"Did your stylists finished the fabric?" I finally say, "I could've ordered some, if they told me."
"Of course," he smiles and walk closer to me, leaning down to whisper into my ear, "just between us... I'm wearing it just for you."
My head snaps to him, our faces mere inches apart. I notice his eyes looking down to my lips, I instantly put some distance walking up to district 3.
"And here I thought you would never come to say hi," Beetee waves.
"Did you lose all hope in me? And here I thought you were the smart one." I tease back.
"It's a pity seeing each other here, under these circumstances." Wiress shakes my hand.
"I know. I wish it were different..." I look down, sad and ashamed too, Beetee softly touches my arm. I look up at him noticing him mouthing something on the line of 'it's gonna be fine' so I smile at him. "Well, don't you two look great?"
I compliment them, just before the announcer warned us of the beginning.
I wave them goodbye for now and head back, watching every district ride out there.
When it's Finnick's turn he turns to me and winks at me, earning a big eye roll. When it's finally District 12 turn as they pass by I nod my head, encouraging them. I see them looking st each other and straighten their back proudly.
I walk towards the end of the parade, where they should get off the chariots and head back to the elevators, and I wait.
I look at them in the distance, taking deep breaths to calm my nerves.
All of a sudden I feel someone watching me from behind.
"You did a pretty good job, my sweetness." His voice makes me wince.
I turn around, showing the usual fake smile I show to everyone in the Capitol, pretending to be happy to see him.
"Cal... hi." I say, holding back from walking away as he nears, "what are you doing here?"
"I missed you. I didn't scare you, didn't I?" He says with a smile, that clearly shows he's proud he did.
"Of course, not. I was just thinking." I tell him sweetly.
"What about?" He ask, curious.
"Well, I have a lot to do these days and when they're back I'll have to make sure everything is organised." I tell him. "And also, taking part in the making of the Games... Plutarch asked me to write down some ideas."
This is probably the only time I'm glad I have this job, if I didn't, Cal would've kept me basically locked up, in his apartment. 'All to himself'... the thought makes me shiver.
"Would you share them with me?" He whispers.
"I can't ruin the fun, can I?" I say back.
"Aahh... you're killing me, babe." He shakes his head chuckling.
If only...
"No special treatment, Cal." I smile, feeling uneasy from the way he's looking at me.
In that moment, thankfully, I hear the parade is ending, which means everybody is about to get back.
"Such a diligent girl." He moves his hand to take mine. I let out a nervous laugh and a 'thanks', and finally, one district at a time, they're back.
I lock eyes with some of the Tributes, who noticing Cal with me, tense and give me sympathetic smile.
Then Finnick's back.
As soon as he sees me, he can't keep up the fake smile and his expression darkens.
"Well... I'm sorry, but I have to go now. I'll see you." I say, starting to turn around, but his hand grabs my arm. Rather harshly, which makes my eyes widen at that.
"We hardly see each other these days... I miss you." He looms over me, a dark look in his eyes.
"Well... uh..." I clear my throat, looking at the tributes still arriving, "I have a job to.. to do."
I see Mags and Finnick, she has a hand on his arm, to stop him from coming here.
"Good thing that when we're married you won't need to work, then." He tells me directly into my ear, "I would be able to have you any day I want."
"Wouldn't that be a dream..?" I choke out, my throat tightens. I still look at Finnick, more to check he doesn't intervenes than anything.
"There you are!" We both look at the source of the sound, Johanna.
I let out a sigh of relief as she walks closer.
"I was looking for you." She says, "they told me to ask you for the schedule."
"Yes... yes! I got it." I tell her.
Johanna pretends to notice Cal just now and extends her hand towards him.
"Oh hey there! You must be the lucky one, uh?" Johanna greets him.
Cal looks at her sceptically before shaking her hand.
"Yes, that's me."
"So nice to finally meet you, she talks about you all the time!" Johanna's (fake) cheery personality and flattery seem to work on Cal, who smiles smugly, "you don't mind if I steal her, do you?"
Before Cal could answer, she pulls me to her linking arms and walks away.
"God, he looks so annoying." She groans.
"He is... he is." I sigh, relieved.
"I thought about stepping in before Finnick over there could rip his eyes out," she teases. "So... how are the lovebirds?"
"They're completely in love." I tell her, she nods smiling knowingly.
I spot them talking with district 11 tributes, I wave at Haymitch, letting him know I'll be up in a second.
"Ugh... he still looking this way," Johanna complains getting in front of me, "is he always like this?"
"Even worse." I roll my eyes.
"Alright," she take the end of her dress in her hands showing it to me, "Plutarch told me."
I understand now what she's doing with her dress, she's pretending to show it to me, so it looks like we're talking about the dress.
"I know," I say touching the fabric, pretending to check it out, "you're sure about doing this?"
"Of course I am," she now turns to 'make me see her back', "never been more sure."
"I'm just sorry," I tell her, motioning for her to turn back around.
"No need too," she smiles, an emotionless smile, "oh he's gone.. finally."
"Thanks for saving me," I tell her.
"Anytime," she says, she turns her head towards the elevator, "well... I'll go introduce myself."
"Be nice." I tell her, she winks at me and walks away to the elevator with Katniss, Peeta and Haymitch.
I go over the last details, seeing the horses are attended to, the chariots are about to be put away, everything seems fine.
I then walk to the elevator myself, I lean against the elevator's wall as soon as I enter.
Before the doors can close, someone rushes in, I look up finding myself face to face with Finnick.
Being in a confined space with a shirtless Finnick is...
"Hi, my love."
Shit.
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vioartemis · 2 years ago
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I'll die with you (part 4)
(Tara Carpenter x fem! reader)
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Summary: After Chad's death, you decided you had to do something. With Mindy and your mom's help, you come up with a plan to trapped Ghostface. Little do you know that the price to pay will be high... Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5 || Part 6 || Part 7 Warnings: blood, death of character (I swear this time it's for the plot, don't kill me it hurts me too), angst a/n: I drew a little plan so you can see the location (even for I needed it at one point so...) hope you can read my handwriting lol (English isn't my first language, I'm sorry if there are mistakes or if something doesn't make sense TvT)
"We're safe now, right?" Lexi asked, breaking the silence
You didn't know how much you slept that night, but certainly not enough to talk about that right after waking up.
No one answered her question, only sharing a knowing look.
"With him we're never safe. Trust me, I know"
"But Damian's in jail!"
"Chances are there is more than one killer"
"Okay then, we just have to hide until the other one gets caught" Lexi shrugged her shoulders
"It's useless, he always finds us"
"... Maybe we could use it against him" everyone turned to look at you "We lure him, and we lock him up"
"It's risky, very risky" your mom warned
"It is, but it could work. We just need a bait..."
"And how do we decide who will be the bait? I don't want to be the bait" Lexi complained
"If we figure out Ghostface's next victim... we have our bait" Tara intervened
You all stayed silent a moment, trying to think of the next victim.
"... Do you really think he wanted to kill me that night? I mean- okay he stabbed be and everything, but if he really wanted to kill me, he just had to slit my throat, right? So why didn't he did that, to be 100% sure I would die?"
More silence. You took it as a sign to continue.
"What if... what if he had something against me - like Amber and Richie with Sam - and wanted to hurt me before killing me?"
"Why do you make it all about yourself? Chad doesn't have anything to do with you"
"We're friends since forever, he's very dear to me"
"Okay but what if you're wrong and it has nothing to do with you? And you surviving the attack was just pure luck? 'A painful death' isn't a term you usually use when you don't want to kill someone"
"Maybe he wants to make us believe that to muddy the waters. I don't know okay, I'm trying to figure out why this is happening"
"Yeah well, I your theory's wrong we could all die"
"At least I'm trying, me. You're not helpful at all, just being rude like that."
Tara placed a hand on your thigh to calm you down and kissed you.
"It's okay baby, she's not worth it, I know you're doing your best" she whispered against your lips
"To be honest, whatever we do, we have a chance to die" Gale started "I have an idea for the where. The how, however..."
She tried to explain what the inside of the building looked like, but none of you really understood so she drew a quick sketch of it. It was way easier to understand that way.
"Now as I said before, how we can trap him is another story"
"I think I know"
It was the first time Mindy spoke since you woke up. She looked determined to do everything in her power to avenger her brother.
"Give me a paper, I'll show you"
Your mom obeyed and gave the girl paper and a pencil. She started to draw, and a few minutes after, showed you her plan:
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"Let me explain in details" she said, seeing your confused faces "So the doted lines are the retractable glass windows / walls. According to Gale we have to buttons here, and one here. Those two activate this wall, and this one activates the two others. Did I lost anyone?"
You all shook your heads. For now, it was pretty clear.
"Okay, good. Now this is the first floor, right? I think you said at the ground floor there was other glass walls? Okay we'll see that later, but that's where Sam, Lexi and I are gonna stay"
"Wait, I want to be with Tara too" Sam protested
"We can't have too many people at the same floor. Don't worry, Y/n will be there to protect her." Mindy turned back to her plan "So, Y/n and Tara are the bait, they're going to try to lure him at the first floor, so Gale will be able to trap him with the glass walls and separate him from the girls. The other wall is the safe escape."
She gave more details after that. It was a good plan, much better than anything you could've think of.
"Any questions? No? Great"
"Anyone wants a coffee before we put our life in danger?" Lexi sighed
You all nodded. A coffee wouldn't hurt after all.
"Okay, I'm gonna get them, I'll be right back"
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Now that you were there, you weren't so sure it was a good idea after all. What if it went wrong? What if Tara was hurt? You glanced over to your girlfriend. She seemed as nervous as you were.
"That's a bad idea, maybe we should-"
You were interrupted by your phone ringing in your pocket. You took it, hands shaking.
Probably: Damian Walker.
You looked at Tara and nodded, the signal for her to text the others to get ready. You picked up hesitantly.
"Hello?"
"Y/n, Y/n... It's a shame I didn't get you last time, really. For you I mean. If I had killed you... you wouldn't have had to watch her die before your eyes."
"O-oh yeah?"
"Yeah."
He hung up, leaving you even more nervous. Suddenly, a tall figure appeared. As expected he was here. Watching you from the other end of the corridor.
You back up slightly, taking Tara's hand to tell her it was going to be okay. Ghostface didn't move, he was just watching you, analyzing the building.
"We're here! Come and get us if you can, asshole!" you provoked him to make him follow you
He tilted his head to the side before taking a knife out of a pocket in his costume. And then he threw it in your direction, cutting your arm. You hissed in pain, putting your other hand on the wound.
He took a step forward then another one, faster, and in less than a second he was rushing towards you.
You started running, Tara by your side. She opened the stairwell's door and started climbing up the stairs, making sure Ghostface was still following you.
You kicked opened the door to the second floor and ran to the glass wall behind which your mother was, ready to push the button.
"Where is he?" she asked, voice muffled by the wall
"What?"
Out of breath, you turned around to look behind you. He was not here. When did he stop following you?
"Shit shit shit..." you mumbled, panicked, blood running down your arm
All of a sudden, Tara screamed.
"Gale!"
You turned around at the same time as your mother and felt your heart drop immediately. He was here. On the wrong side of the wall.
Your first reflex was to rush to the button to open the glass window. You pressed it, but nothing happened. You tried again, panic rising. Still nothing.
On the other side, Gale tried to press the button as well. It was not working. Ghostface tilted his head to the side. You knew he was smiling under his mask.
Tara tried to press the button too, but it was useless. You ran to the stairwell's door. Going back down and to the other side of the floor was the only available option now.
You tried to push it, but it didn't move. Not even an inch. Someone blocked it from outside.
"No no no no no... come on please..."
You kicked the door, threw yourself at it, in vain. Tara was fighting with the button desperately as Gale was fighting Ghostface with almost as much despair.
You took your phone and called Sam, covering your screen with blood. You started talking as soon as she picked up, voice shaking.
"Sam he's with my mom! We're stuck on the other side! You have to help her or she's gonna- she's gonna-"
"Fuck." you could hear her run with the others "We're here in a second" loud noises, as if they were hitting something "Y/n t-the door is locked... we can't- we can't-"
"Try to open it!"
You ran back to the glass window and hit the button, but it still wasn't working. You couldn't do anything.
You couldn't do anything while your mom was fighting for her life on the other side of this stupid wall. From where you were, you could see the stairwell's door shaking. The others were trying hard to open it.
You watched in horror as Ghostface stabbed Gale in the leg, in the stomach, in the arm. She was fighting back as strongly as she could, but she was no match.
You were desperately trying to make the button work, even if you knew it wouldn't.
He threw her to the ground, but she kicked him off her and stood up with difficulty, going in your direction. She didn't see him behind her. She couldn't do anything when he grabbed her by the shoulders and sunk his knife in her chest.
She tried to fight his grip, but she weakened with every passing second.
You had abandoned the button and were now hitting the glass window in hope to break it, screaming her name, but only managed to stain it with your blood.
He looked at you in the eye, challenging you, before taking the knife out of your mom's chest and dragging it to her throat.
"No..." you backed away from the window, tears in your eyes "Please don't..."
He nodded slowly. Yes. I'm gonna do it. And you can't save her.
She knew. She knew she was going to die. You could see it in her eyes.
"I love you, I'm sorry" she mouthed to you
You watched, helpless, as he pressed the knife against the flesh of her throat, slicing it opened. Your heart shattered.
The scream that left your throat as you fell on your knees was heart wrenching.
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heavyhitterheaux · 2 years ago
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Already Best Friends
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AN: jealousy is never a good look 😘💕
Synopsis: When your "best friend" becomes jealous of how much attention you've been getting from a certain rapper, she takes matters into her own hands to break the two of you up
Pairing: Jack Harlow x Reader
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"Come on Y/N. Don't make me go by myself!" Camila pleaded with you when all you wanted to do was watch Netflix and go to sleep.
"How in the world did you get invited anyway?" You curiously asked while raising an eyebrow at her.
"A friend of a friend who happens to know Drake and he said I can bring you, so come on and get dressed."
"I don't know about this."
"This will be good for you. All you ever do is work, you can have fun for one night."
She did have a point and you simply sighed.
"Fine."
Camila squealed before running to your closet to pick you out something to wear as you threw the comforter away from you and began to make your way over to the bathroom in order to take a shower.
Once you had finished, you put on your robe before walking back out into your room to see Camila putting on her earrings and mumbling to herself as you took notice of the dress that she had laid out for you on your bed.
"You think I have a chance of being Drake's next baby mama?" She asked and you honestly couldn't tell if she was being serious or not.
"Uh, Camila…."
"My best friend has to hype me up so I'm waiting."
"If that's the desire of your heart, go for it." You said while shrugging and beginning to put on lotion.
"Okay, I'll leave you to get dressed. Just let me know if you need any help with your hair." She said while making her way out of your room.
You hoped that missing a day of work was worth it.
You usually worked seven days a week. 
You taught ballet classes for 4 to 6 year olds during Monday through Thursday and then danced at Blue Flame from Friday to Sunday and picked up whenever you could.
It was tiring, but you had to make a living and you had to support your mom and your siblings.
Ever since your father passed away it's been hard and a lot of what you wanted to do with your life was put on the back burner.
Now you were just trying to survive.
The black dress was finally on and your hair was in a ponytail. You were slipping on your heels when Camila knocked on the door.
You told her to come in and when she did her jaw dropped on the floor.
"Maybe he needs two more baby mamas."
"Camila, no."
"Come on and live a little. Just think about how big the child support checks would be."
"Stop talking and let's go."
The two of you decided to catch an uber to Magic City in downtown Atlanta where apparently Drake's party was taking place. 
The two of you got in with no problem and of course Camila made her way to the bar first with you a few steps behind her.
Little did you know that someone was eyeing you from V.I.P. as soon as you had walked through the door. 
"What in the world are you staring at?" Urban asked his best friend since he had been distracted for the last fifteen minutes.
"That girl right there." Nodding his head in your direction.
"Well go get her."
"Hold on, I can get them to come to us." Drake said, grabbing the attention of one of the bottle girls and asked her to bring the two of you over to V.I.P.
Not even ten minutes later, you were following Camila into the V.I.P. area and she was all smiles while you just wanted to go home.
Until you made eye contact with Jack Harlow and your heart fluttered. 
He waved you over to come and sit by him while of course Camila went straight to Drake.
"What's your name, pretty girl?" 
"Y/N. And my best friend over there is Camila."
"But I didn't ask about your best friend, I asked about you. You enjoying yourself?"
"I'll be honest. I kinda wanted to stay at home and watch Netflix, but she dragged me."
"I'm happy you came, otherwise we would have never met."
This instantly made a smile come to your face.
"So tell me all about Y/N. You in school?"
"Nope."
"Okay what you do?"
"I'm a dancer and quick question, are you a cancer?"
"Hell nah. Where you dance at?"
"Blue Flame, that shit be named packed."
"Damn facts? So where your man at?"
"What's that?" You asked before you started to laugh.
"I don't need a man, she my other half. We got something not a lot of others have and I feel like I knew her from the past. I mean at this point we're like lesbians." You said and laughed once again.
"Hmm, you sure about that? Look and see for yourself."
You looked over to see Camila all over Drake and he was loving every minute of it.
"Doesn't surprise me at all. She gets like that sometimes."
"What days you dance at Blue Flame?"
"Friday through Sunday with an occasional weekday thrown in there."
"I'll be here for a few weeks so I might have to take you up on that offer."
"I'll be sure to keep an eye out for you. And private dances are extra if you were wondering. Are you in Atlanta often?" You curiously asked and Jack simply nodded.
"That's fine. You're the only person I want to see anyway. And I definitely look at it like a second home."
You were usually shy so the fact that you were just having a conversation with your celebrity crush and not falling out was surprising.
"I think I caught on since I know that you've been eyeing me since I walked through the door."
"Damn, and here I was thinking I was being discreet." Jack replied while laughing.
"It's okay. I feel that you're someone who goes after what he wants." You said and Jack moved closer to you if that was even possible.
"And what do you think I want?" He whispered in your ear and you felt the floodgates opening up down below.
"Let's take a wild guess and say me."
You don't know where all of this confidence was coming from, but you were grateful for it.
The last thing you wanted to do was look like a fool in front of him.
Jack simply laughed before kissing the shell of your ear.
"I think we have a winner."
"Hmm so, why don't we leave and I can give you a little preview of a dance I've been working on."
Without a second thought, Jack was on his feet and held out his hand to help you up.
This caught Camila's attention.
"Damn, it actually looks like my bestie is living a little. Jack, you better take care of my girl."
"You definitely don't have to worry about that." 
From that night, the two of you would talk a few days a week and any time Jack was in Atlanta, he made it a priority to see you and to check up on you. 
It just so happened that you and Camila's apartment wasn't far from his condo.
Any time he was there, that's where you were too. 
Six months had passed before you found yourself in a relationship with your celebrity crush and you were on cloud nine.
You never really expected for good things to happen to you because it seemed like when you turned 14, it was all downhill from there. 
You were just doing what you needed to do in order to survive.
You knew that it wouldn’t be like this forever,
Or did you?
A few people around Jack kind of gave him shit for wanting to be in a relationship with an exotic dancer, but he shut that all the way down. 
He liked you for you despite what your job might be or entailed. 
He knew that you were smart, had goals for yourself, took care of your mother and your little brothers, and was a good person.
The two of you were currently attempting to bake brownies at Jack's condo… or you were and Jack was just there to lick the spoon when he brought it up.
"Babe?"
"Yes?" You asked as you turned around to see your boyfriend getting the remnants of the batter out of the bowl.
"Don't take this the wrong way. I'm just genuinely curious."
"What is it?"
"You didn't always want to be an exotic dancer, I take it?"
"No, but it pays the bills and it's something I'm good at."
"Now, I'm not knocking it so please don't think that. But you've been doing this since you were eighteen. It's been six years."
"It allows me to take care of my mom and brothers. I've been working since I was fourteen. I don't know any different."
"What happened when you were fourteen?"
You took a deep breath before answering and Jack promptly slid you onto his lap.
"My dad was killed by a drunk driver. He was the breadwinner. Mom didn't work and she was basically a stay at home mother. My brothers were one and three at the time and my mom ended up having to get two jobs and I quit dancing because we couldn't afford it anymore."
"Baby…."
"My mom always told me that I danced before I could walk. Ballet was my first love and I had dreams of going to Juilliard in New York and one day becoming the first black principal dancer of the American Ballet Theater. So that dream is gone, but I teach the little ones in the hopes that they'll stick with it and do what I couldn't."
"I know you told me you have problems expressing yourself to others and I thank you for opening up to me. I know that it couldn't have been easy." Jack said as he kissed your temple.
"I figured that it was important for you to know. I just… one day I'll get out of it but for now, they're my priority."
"But what about you? What about what you want?"
"I haven't truly thought about what I wanted since I was fourteen. My dad was everything to me and when he was taken away from me, my world stopped."
"I want you to be able to focus on yourself more. You're important too and so are your goals and dreams." Jack said while playing with one of your curls that had fallen in your face.
"Jack, my goal is to make it to next week without my mom's lights being shut off and no you aren't giving me any money. I'll just dance an extra night this week to make up for it."
"But…"
"No, and the brownies should be done now, let me up." 
Jack did as he was asked and you took the brownies out of the oven and let them cool.
"Jackman, stop looking at me like that. I'll be fine."
"But baby…"
"No, you know how I don't like when people worry about me. I've been doing just fine for ten years and nothing will change."
"But something did change, you have me."
"Yes and you also have an entire career and I am not getting in the way of that."
"I can focus on my career and my girl at the same time."
"I know, just please don't think I'm being difficult. This is just… hard for me. I'm not used to someone other than my mom, brothers, and Camila caring about me so much."
"You aren't being difficult, baby. You're hurting and I'm just trying to make it better."
"And I appreciate you for it." You said while coming back over to him and taking your rightful place in his lap.
"Okay, enough with the sad stuff. I only have you for two days and I have to make the best of it." You said while bringing your lips to his.
"Just promise me something."
"What is it?"
"That you take some time out for yourself even if it's a few minutes a day and I'll let it go…. For now."
"Promise. Now we need to make our hot fudge sundaes and binge Abbott Elementary."
"Save some whipped cream so I can use it on you later."
"JACKMAN THOMAS!"
"What? What I say?"
You and Camila hadn’t been spending a lot of time with each other and she was growing jealous of your relationship with Jack.
It seemed as if you didn’t care about her anymore and she wasn’t taking that lightly.
You would go to work and hang out with him and she hardly ever saw you.
But, the thing is that she hardly ever saw you before considering that you work every single day of the week and hardly ever took off.
That night she did end up sleeping with Drake, but nothing else came out of it.
And that set her off.
She felt as if she was the entire package.
She was smart, was in school to be a teacher, and had a full-time job that didn’t require her getting half-naked for men in downtown Atlanta.
Bottom line was she thought that she was better than you.
She couldn’t understand exactly what Jack saw in you and was going to put a stop to it to the best of her ability.
If she couldn’t be happy, you definitely couldn’t be either.
So, what did she do?
Visit you at work and photoshop you in compromising pictures with different men to make it seem as if you were doing more than just giving them dances and sent it to Jack through a text message.
She waited until you took a shower and your phone was unlocked and she took that as an opportunity in order to get his number.
Camila- Jack it’s Camila, I hate to be the one to tell you this. But Y/N isn’t as innocent as she seems. I don’t want for her to string you along anymore seeing as it’s been almost eight months. I’m actually surprised that she kept it up for this long. She does more than dance for people, she sleeps with them. She’s been lying to you. I’m sorry.
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You were confused as to why Jack had been ignoring you and dodging your calls. You had a difficult few days and needed to talk to your boyfriend, but he was nowhere to be found. 
It wasn’t until you got this message that your entire world was crumbling right before your eyes.
Jack- Y/N, I didn’t want to do this over a text but, I have a lot of things going on and I feel as though we need to take a break from our relationship for a while.
You- Jack, where is this coming from? Did something happen? Let me know so I can fix it
Jack- I didn’t realize you did more than dance with your clients
You- What the hell is that supposed to mean? Baby, please explain because I don’t understand.
Jack- The fact that you thought you could be in a relationship with me and fuck other people is beyond me, so we’re done
You- Jack, I have no idea who told you that, but it isn’t true
You- Come on, don’t do this to us
You- Jack, please just call me so I can explain. I don’t understand why someone would tell you that because it isn’t true. 
You- Baby, please answer me
Tears immediately filled your eyes and you were beyond confused and you then realized that Jack had blocked your number.
And to think you told your mom and grandmother about him.
And that he wanted to bring you to Kentucky to spend Thanksgiving with his family.
All for it to come crashing down around you.
And that was why you didn’t get excited when certain things happened in your life anymore.
It was only a matter of time before something would happen and then you were once again left with a broken heart. So of course you confided in Camila.
“Mila, I don’t understand what happened.”
“He’s a celebrity, Y/N. What do you mean you don’t understand? He’s busy, baby.”
“But, everything was going so well and I really like him and I…”
“Don’t tell me you were falling in love with him.”
“But I was. He really saw me for me and understood me. I can’t even tell you the last time that has happened to me. Why would someone tell him that?”
“It’s going to be okay, boo. You have me and you know I’m never going anywhere. You didn’t need him to begin with.”
“But, Mila. I do need him. More than ever right now.”
“You don’t need anyone who doesn’t need you. Now wipe those tears and let’s go see a movie before you have to go in for your shift.” Camila said while hugging you.
“I love you, Mila. Thank you for being the one person that I can always count on.”
“Of course, baby girl. I am always going to be here for you. Until the end of time and even after that. All we need is each other.”
The last time that you had that conversation with Jack was two months ago and you were going through it.
Your grandmother had been in and out of the hospital and the latest news was that she fell and broke her hip and was going to need surgery as well as rehab.
You were now teaching the little ones during the day in the morning and going to Blue Flame every night to help cover the medical bills since her insurance would only pay for so much.
You found yourself crying a lot of the time because you were so overwhelmed and you honestly missed Jack.
It didn’t make sense as to why someone would hurt you this way, but you couldn’t change the past and had to do your best to move forward. 
You had just gotten to the hospital to visit your grandmother and you noticed that your mother and brothers were also in the room.
“Hey, we were wondering when we were going to see you.” Your mother said as you leaned down to hug her.
“Just got caught up, but I’m okay. Just been busy. You know I’m always going to come and see about all of you.”
When you got done greeting your mother, you immediately were embraced by your two younger brothers who were squeezing you for dear life.
“We missed you.”
“I missed you too. And I’m going to try and do my best to take you both out Saturday to Dave and Busters. How does that sound?”
They immediately nodded as they both went back to sit down on the couch in the corner and play on their phones. 
The last thing that you ever wanted to do was just send money to them and for them and not actually spend time with them. No matter how tired you were, your brothers were a priority in your eyes. 
You then made your way over to your grandmother and sat next to her while your brothers were showing your mother something on instagram. 
“Something’s wrong with you.”
“Hi to you too, nana.”
“I’m just concerned is all, you’re my middle grandchild but my favorite. Just don’t tell the others.” She said, whispering in your ear and making you laugh.
“I’ve just been overwhelmed.”
“That boy did something didn’t he?”
“NANA!”
“I know he did, my hip might be broken, but when I get out of rehab, I’m kicking his ass for hurting my grandchild.”
“It’s fine, nana. I just… I’m focusing on myself.”
“But you really liked him and I was excited to meet him so he better get his shit together and make me a great grandmother.”
“I did, but I mean. I’ll find someone else eventually. And I’m ignoring that last part.”
“Girl, please. You know you want him and only him. I’ll stop picking with you for now, but do me a favor and drop his address when I get out of rehab. Nana will set him straight.”
It was now Sunday morning and you were just getting back in the apartment from being at Blue Flame all night when you heard Camila on the phone.
“That bitch got what was coming to her. I can’t believe that Jack Harlow would want to be in a relationship with a stripper. I mean I’m the entire package. I’m smart, in school, and I don’t have to be half-naked for my job for men.”
Your mouth was hanging wide open.
“You know I went down there one night to act like I was being a good friend and supporting her, but I took pictures, photoshopped them and sent them to Jack and told him that she sleeps with them too and that she isn’t as innocent as she thinks he is.”
So, it had been her all along.
“I deserved to have that relationship, not her.”
You came around the corner to the kitchen and you were now faced to face with her with your arms crossed.
She quickly hung up the phone and was now staring back at you with wide eyes.
“It was you. This entire time it was you. You know how I felt about him! How could you do that to me?!”
“Wait, Y/N….”
“Wait for what?! You made him break up with me and you were there to comfort me when I confided in you all because YOU LIED TO HIM!”
“I…..”
“YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE MY BEST FRIEND AND YOU…. I CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE YOU!”
“Hold on!”
“I’m not holding on for a got damn thing. Get your shit out of my apartment and you better not come back. I… consider this friendship over with. Who knew you were a jealous ass bitch. Oh, and find another person to get you to help pay for your tuition next semester, I’m done.”
A week had passed when you found yourself leaving the dance studio after you had taught your class in downtown Atlanta when you bumped into him.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” You said without looking up, it wasn’t until you felt someone catch your hand when you did.
“Oh, hi.” You said finally making eye contact with your ex-boyfriend. 
“Um, hey. Can we talk?”
“I really have to go, I….”
“Please, Y/N. I owe you an apology.”
“Jack, it’s fine, I’m fine.”
“No you aren’t and no it isn’t. Even though we were only together for eight months, I know when you’re lying to me. Just let me buy you that mocha cappuccino you like. It is Wednesday after all and you told me that you always get it after you teach your class.”
“Okay.” You quietly said as Jack followed behind you to one of your favorite hole in the wall coffee shops. It was well hidden so you didn’t have to worry about paparazzi bothering the two of you. 
The two of you sat down in the back corner and Jack slid your drink towards you before saying anything.
“Camila called me and told me what she did.”
“Oh.”
“Y/N… I know I should have asked you but those pictures she sent me looked so real and I just didn’t know what to think. She also told me the two of you obviously weren’t friends anymore because of what she did. I was falling in love with you and that shit hurt for me to see.”
“I’m surprised she actually confessed and you were?!.”
“She said she felt bad thinking about all that you had done for her and wanted to make it right, I guess. And I definitely was.”
“She can try to make it right all she wants, but I want nothing to do with her.”
“And that’s fair. But I want to apologize for doing that to you and acting that way towards you.” Jack said while grabbing your hand and he was honestly surprised that you didn’t pull back from him. 
“It’s just when I really needed you, you weren’t there. And I… didn’t know what to do. I confided in Camila and she was behind the entire thing.” You responded with tears building up, but you were determined not to let them fall. 
“I want to make this right if you let me, and we can start over. I lost you once and I’d like for it to not happen again.”
All you did was sigh.
“If someone ever says something to you about me, can you just ask me from now on instead of assuming?”
“I promise and I should have done that the first time. I’m going to make it up to you if you give me the chance.”
“Please don’t make me regret this.”
“I promise you won’t.”
“Good because otherwise my nana is going to kick your ass once she gets out of rehab.”
“Wait, what?!”
“I can’t wait for you to meet her.”
“And now I’m nervous.”
“Don’t be, she wants to meet the man who stole my heart.”
“Then just maybe I’m a little excited. I also wanted to bring up one more thing.”
“What’s that?”
“You’re going to audition for Julliard and you’re going to get in.”
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yournameonpointe: and to think that there was a time that I gave up on this dream. jackharlow thank you for helping me see that it could become a reality. I love you to the moon and back 😘💖
jackharlow: yournameonpointe I always knew you could do it. It's only up from here. Love you more 💖
theestallion: OKAY MAMAS, I SEE YOU!
americanballettheater: it's been a honor to have you dance with us and for us
urbanwyatt: AHEM!
yournameonpointe: oh my bad lol photo cred: the amazing urbanwyatt who captured all my good angles. Thank you Urby.
jackharlow: yournameonpointe my baby has no bad angles 😏
urbanwyatt: yournameonpointe any time!
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yournameonpointe: This is what a principal dancer looks like.
She looks like me.
jackharlow: the baddest to ever do it. first black principal dancer of americanballettheater that's my wife yall 😍
estgee: jackharlow YOUR WHAT?!
claybornharlow: you finally said something so now we can. I was getting tired of being quiet lol hey sister-in-law
yournameonpointe: claybornharlow hiii Clay! miss you!
druski2funny: jackharlow so you just wasn't about to tell nobody?
jackharlow: druski2funny big wedding to come next summer
lilnasx: good, so I can try and catch the bouquet
druski2funny: lilnasx who says your ass was invited?
lilnasx: druski2funny I'm one of yournameonpointe's bridesmaids
yournameonpointe: this is true lol and you cannot wear that pink wig lilnasx so stop asking
lilnasx: yournameonpointe I have a purple one too
druski2funny: I didn't even get a chance to shoot my shot
jackharlow: druski2funny at who? lilnasx? because I know you aren't talking about my wife
lilnasx: jackharlow I'm spoken for. he better download a dating app.
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jackharlow: my baby a baddie 😍😍
yournameonpointe: 🙈
druski2funny: do those legs go all the way up?
jackharlow: druski2funny I will kick your ass. shut the hell up.
druski2funny: jackharlow I'll see myself out
claybornharlow: 😍
lilnasx: oh so I can't wear my pink wig but your ass can just raid my closet?
yournameonpointe: lilnasx bye lmao
saweetie: jackharlow if you act outta pocket, I will steal your girl with no hesitations
jackharlow: saweetie not you too 🙄
yournameonpointe: jackharlow this dress isn't going to take itself off 👀
jackharlow: yournameonpointe 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️
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Shows I finished in 2024 so far...
A Good Day to be a Dog - A woman accidentally kisses her co-worker and turns into a dog during the night due to a family curse. She has to get her co-worker to kiss her as a dog to break stay human full-time or she will permanently remain a dog after 100 days. The first two-thirds were fun hijinks and a cute romance. The final third with the past life curse origin was a drag. Still upset the mountain god didn't apologize after wrongly punishing the wrong people due to his misunderstanding.
My Demon - A high powered business woman becomes entangled with a deal-making demon when she saves him and his powers transfer to her. This show stole plot heavily from shows like Goblin and Doom at Your Service and failed to do make those concepts their own. However, I still enjoyed it to the end, mostly due to the chemistry between the leads. They had such a fun and lively relationship.
The Story of Park's Marriage Contract - A Joseon-era bride who is widowed on her wedding day is transported to the future where she falls for a man who looks exactly like her dead husband. The story was okay but I was mainly here for the chemistry between the leads.
Fixer Upper: Hotel - Chip and Jo work their magic on an entire hotel. I love seeing the process and the design is beautiful as always.
Memorist - A detective who can see people's thoughts when he touches them teams up with a genius profiler to take down murders. As mysteries unfold and truths are revealed, everything is not as it seems forcing them to confront their traumatic pasts. I binged this in 4 days. The first half is dark but, just when I thought I had the villains pegged, the story opens up to explore the various sides of people to reveal the good, the bad, and the morally grey. I'm still thinking about this months later. I especially loved our detective/profiler team. I really want to rewatch.
Be Melodramatic - This a satire on the entertainment industry, grief, motherhood, and love that is done with 100% deadpan humor which is why I thought the concepts were interesting but fell flat due to not connecting with the humor. This took me almost 9 months to finish.
Death's Game - A man kills himself and then is given 12 chances to survive in someone else's body or he will be sent to hell. It's an anti-suicide version of A Christmas Carol. It was okay. While a host of great actors shine in their guest roles, it was maddening that the man didn't seem to learn along the way until the last body. Where the story ended felt like a copout. If this were a movie where you don't have much time, I would understand, but I wanted to see what would happen next. We needed just one more episode.
Marry My Husband - A woman with terminal cancer is murdered by her husband and best friend who were having an affair, when she is transported back in time before she was married to change her fate and find the love she deserves. This was such a great revenge story. Some of the best villains in kdramaland. A cute romance with a man who adores her. Real friendships. And the OSTs will stick with you.
Queen of Divorce - It started off okay but went downhill quickly. Honestly, such a waste of a great cast.
Daisy Jones & The Six - An interesting look at a fictional 70s rock band as they rise to the top before flaming out. I had listened to the audiobook but I liked the series better.
Doctor Slump - Two young doctors who were academic rivals in high school find themselves grappling with depression and fall in love as they heal together. This was a solid, even keel show for me. I enjoyed their healing journey and their romance.
Live Your Own Life - An outcast chaebol whose parents died in a mysterious car crash falls for his hardworking trainer who needs to learn to become independent from her family. I watched this 50-episode family drama for Ha Joon. There were some interesting things that kept me watching but it was just okay.
Princess Hours - The crown prince and a young artist, who are both high school seniors, navigate the complexities of an arranged marriage and court politics in modern day Korea. This was a really interesting study in how people can change and grow and fall in love as they grapple with the expectations of a nation. It's an old school kdrama and alot is meant to be inferred. It's almost as much about what is not shown or said as much as what is which was frustrating at times. However, when someone explained things, everything started to click for me and I saw all the things that were implied increasing my enjoyment.
Wedding Impossible - A gay chaebol asks his best friend to marry him to hide his sexuality from everyone. His brother who wants him to marry someone else for his own good decides to break them up by seducing his brother's fiance. It's a ridiculous premise with a fun, bickering enemies to lovers couple. It lags a bit in the last part but I still enjoyed this romance. Moon Sang Min is a new fave.
High School King of Savvy - A high school hockey player is asked by his older brother to pretend to be him at his job as a corporate executive while he investigates something nefarious. The high schooler then has to juggle both school and work life as he unexpectedly falls for his brother's secretary. This is a crazy, age-gap romance with Seo In Guk. The only reason the romance works is because both the leads are so pure hearted and kind. Lee Soo Hyuk is doing his best sexy, self-sabotaging second male lead, who even smiles! It was a bit much but it settled down in the second half and I loved the big found family feel of the cast.
The Smile Has Left Your Eyes - The first half was interesting with many characters’ selfish and dark intentions mixed with a little mystery were set up in contrast to our optimistic, self-sacrificing female lead. However, the second half drowned in major events happening and then being dismissed as if they never happened, multiple secret keepers refusing to tell the secret multiple times an episodes even when asked point blank when the answers could stop so many bad things from happening, and the existential dread I felt about what the big reveal was going to be only for it to completely dismissed. I knew this was a tragedy going in but still I felt angry and exhausted by the end.
Vigilante - A police university student decides to take the law into his own hands after his mother's murderer is let back on the streets to avenge her and other's like her who have been failed by the justice system. A manhunt for him ensues, bringing together an unlikely and at times unhinged group who decides to reveal the truth and bring justice. At 8 episode (six hours total), it felt like it was just starting to gel by the end. Definitely set up for more potential seasons after Nam Joo Hyuk gets out of the military.
Love Me Love Me Voice - A newer voice actor and singer is one day noticed online by her secretive voice acting idol and a whirlwind courtship begins. These are the sweetest, kindest people ever. I love how the dramatic readings and song performances are seamlessly woven into the story. Multiple romances, great friendships, mouthwatering food, and beautiful locals. This is a feel good story of first love.
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mylifeisactuallyamess · 7 months ago
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Sanctuary part 2
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Chapter 3: We Don’t Leave Our Own Behind
A/N: I have been studying and surviving this week hence why this chapter is so late. So very late.
Warnings: 18+ no warnings really, just building up their next chapter 🥹
Word Count: 2.2k
Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4
Masterlist
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Hunter sipped the drink in his hand as he and Echo walked around the makeshift landing pad. He glanced at the Marauder, lit up from the inside before making himself concentrate on what Echo was saying.
“How is he doing?” The other clone asked, nodding at the ship.
Hunter wanted to shrug, he wasn’t entirely sure he could put it into words. “Tech is…keeping himself busy.”
“This intel should hopefully give us something. Even if it’s breadcrumbs,” Echo murmured. They came to a stop, Hunter leaned against a stone pillar while his brother took a deep breath and surveyed the surrounding area. “Will you all plan to stay here indefinitely? Stitch too?”
“That was a topic we never really broached,” he confessed. “I think we were all waiting for her to come home.”
Echo nodded in understanding, a small frown creasing his brow. Words failed him. He knew losing you wasn’t their fault but still, a nasty feeling resided his chest. You were special, a light in a dark corner of the world and now, you were in danger. Immense danger.
Wrecker’s playful shout cut through their silence, waving his arms around, then lunging for Omega who giggled loudly. “It would be the best outcome, to settle here. All of us,” Hunter finally conceded. “What about you? What have you been up to?”
“Rex and I have built up a small network of clones. Some are in hiding, underground. Others act as our contacts within the Empire.” He stopped, taking in a breath. “Stitch was invaluable. She helped clones in ways we never could and Fi…” shaking his head, Echo looked over at Hunter. “I’m worried he is going to do something stupid to find her.”
“The commando she befriended?”
Echo confirmed with a nod. “She told you about him, huh? Fi doesn’t take to just anyone, and now he’s gone silent. Rex thinks he’s going to wake up one day and find the commando gone without a trace.”
“Does he know something we don’t?” Hunter asked in a measured tone, trying not accuse his fellow clone of withholding intel.
“He probably does, we pulled him off one of the transport ships but he doesn’t remember much thats relevant.” They fell back into silence, their thoughts pulled in the same direction.
“Echo, you’ve seen the power the Empire wields. You, we, have no chance of defeating them.”
Echo frowned and took a breath. “So we just leave them all to the mercy of the Empire? We don’t fight for our brothers, we don’t fight for her.”
Hunter sighed, putting a placating hand on Echo’s shoulder. “I understand why…but when will it be enough?” He wanted to point out the Empire’s reach was long, much longer and widespread than a handful of clones could even dream.
“When we have freed as many as we can. We find our brothers, and while searching, we hopefully find Stitch,” Echo told him firmly.
Hunter’s com chimed and Tech came through in a rushed tone. “Hunter, I decrypted the data. You need to get back to the ship.” His chest tightened, a brief sense of optimism bubbled up and he hoped that whatever Tech had found was worth it.
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They were gathered round the console in the Marauder, uneasily waiting for Tech to start his explanation. It was the first time Hunter has seen that gleam in his eyes again, the one that had died the day you slipped through their fingers. He had spent nights sat on the ship or in the house, blaming himself in an endless cycle. Trying to justify his decisions at the time and then looking over at his brother who was broken but wouldn’t admit it. Hating himself in a spiral that had no end.
Even now, he was still hesitant, still distrustful, still reluctant to put the last of his squad, his family, in harms way. He had lost Crosshair, he had lost you, he wasn’t sure he could lose anyone else.
“The Imperial transport Echo hijacked was assigned to the Advanced Science Division.”
“Never heard of it,” Hunter instantly said.
“That is because it is a clandestine operation.” Tech explained. “There are no records on its location or its purpose.” Tech turned back to console, his shoulders drooping slightly. “All I could find on it was the chief scientist in charge. Doctor Royce Hemlock.” A picture popped up of the human surrounded by a guard of commandos. “An officer expelled from the Republic science corps due to his unauthorised and unorthodox experiments.”
“Why were they sending clone prisoners to him?” Omega asked. “Could he have Stitch or would she be somewhere else?”
Tech took a moment to respond, the mention of your name always seemed to shock him, as though it held him back for a few moments while he struggled through his feelings and what to say. “I have been through many Imperial Prison systems and even checked for transfers to Coruscant and found nothing relating to Stitch.“ He assumed you would have been taken straight to the Emperor, and he didn’t want to think about it. “I do not know why clones are being sent to Hemlock, but it gets worse,” he rounded off grimly before diving into more information.
“Previous transfer records recovered from the ships logs list other clone prisoners detained by the Advanced Science Division. And Crosshair, is one of them.”
It took a moment for his words to sink in, Omega’s eyes widening and Wrecker moved for the first time, stepping up to Tech. “You mean, Crosshair turned on the Empire?”
“How sure are you about this?” Hunter demanded.
“Very,” Tech stated firmly. “After discovering his clone number on the transfer register, I checked our old com channels and found a recent distress message sent from Crosshair’s old code.”
Omega didn’t take her eyes off Tech for a second. “What did it say?”
“Plan 88,” he responded, glancing round at his brothers. “The Seeker. We are being targeted. I believe he is warning us.”
“Or it’s a trap,” Hunter interrupted. “Like he’s set us before.” Tech’s eyes narrowed and he gripped his datapad tightly. He didn’t believe that, not after what had happened to you and the Empire’s interest in Omega too. It was too much of a coincidence to be dismissed.
“How do we find out?” Wrecker implored gruffly.
“We look harder,” Hunter said. “We have names, we know some of what we are looking for. Will you stay with us, brother?” Echo shifted, having only watched the whole interaction until now.
“Yes. We need whatever intel we can find and we need it now,” Echo pressed.
“I’ll take Omega back to the house,” Wrecker said but she stepped forward.
“I want to help.”
Hunter crouched down beside her. “You can help by looking after yourself and bringing these guys breakfast in the morning.”
“Will it help us find her?” She whispered, barely containing the wobble in her bottom lip. “I miss her.” Hunter glanced up at Tech, but his gaze was trained on the console, absorbed in the task now he had a direction to go in.
“Let’s see what they find.” Hunter hated not being able to give her any assurances, not having the power to sweep their melancholy away with some hope. “Come on.”
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The next day dawned bright and calm. The opposite of how it was within the Marauder. Tech and Echo were a flurry of activity searching all they could about the Advanced Science Division and Hemlock until Hunter had demanded they get some rest. Tech had refused to move, eventually succumbing to exhaustion in his chair and Echo had sensibly taken a bunk.
He sat on the steps of the ship, nursing a drink and watching the people of Pabu go about their daily business. A group of moon-yos chattered in the big tree, their wide eyes watching the food sitting on a step that Hunter had been ignoring. Absently he picked up a piece of fruit and tossed it in their direction, smiling a little as they squabbled over it on the ground before retreating back into their tree.
“Any luck?” Wrecker asked, fishing rod resting easily on his shoulder.
“Where is Omega?”
“With her friends. They’re trying to keep her occupied.” Hunter nodded, grateful when Wrecker sighed and planted himself casually on the lower steps of the ship. He grimaced, placing a hand on his shoulder and lifting his arm. “I really miss Stitch,” he grumbled.
Hunter let out a breath he’d been holding, noticing it did nothing to alleviate the tightness of grief he held for the absence of you. He knew the patience of waiting but he also knew how fast things could move. He held onto the reasoning, the Empire wanted you for a purpose, and it wasn’t to die. “We all miss her.”
“But we’ll get her back. Right?” Hunter threw another piece of fruit, letting the little critters chatter fill the void with noise so he didn’t have to fill it with false promises or fake platitudes. He’d never admit it, but he was barely keeping himself together.
“We need to find her first,” he muttered. “We shall have to see if they found anything else. Let them rest for now.” Wrecker took the dismissal. Hunter was sure the big clone had many things he wanted to say…but he didn’t. Picking up his fishing rod and clapping his brother on the back before disappearing from the landing platform.
Hunter stayed, keeping a silent vigil for his sleeping brothers, trapped in the whirl of his thoughts as he tried to plan for every eventuality.
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Dusk had fallen. Everyone was rested, the intel had been run through once more and Tech had even eaten some food Omega handed him. The lights of the ship glowed in all their faces as they stood behind Tech once more, tapping into the console. “Echo and I have scoured through Imperial and Republic files, but intel about the Advanced Science Division is limited.”
Hunter stared hopelessly at the screen. “Do we know where they’re detaining Crosshair and the other clones?”
“Negative,” Tech replied. “Their base of operations is unknown.”
The sergeant scowled, turning his gaze to Tech. “Well what about their chief scientist?”
“There was even less on Doctor Hemlock and I was very thorough. He, is a ghost.” Wrecker sighed, rubbing a hand over his face as Omega looked helplessly up at Hunter. He didn’t want to admit defeat, even if he knew deep down, it was probably the better option.
“Not quite,” Echo announced, making his way from the cockpit. “According to a contact of mine, Hemlock’s set to attend a high-level imperial summit in two rotations.” He set himself down at the console opposite Tech and brought up an image on the screen.
“Where?” Hunter demanded.
“Tarkin’s compound on Eriadu. If we do a covert infiltration, we can plant a homing beacon on Hemlock’s ship and track him to his base.”
“And to Crosshair,” Omega added. “Would Stitch be there too?” She’d asked that question before, and still no one could answer her.
Hunter crossed his arms, the tell tale scowl marking his brow as he mulled briefly over Echo’s plan. “It won’t be that simple,” he pointed out. “We’d be at a tactical disadvantage, and I’m not sure…it’s worth the risk.” He expected Wrecker to counter him, or even Echo, but it was Tech who spoke up first.
“I understand your hesitation. We have not always agreed with Crosshair but he is still our brother and we could find some intel on where Stitch has been taken.” He took a breath, his eyes imploring as they gazed at Hunter. “We do not leave our own behind.”
“If there’s a chance to get them back, we have to take it.” Wrecker backed up Omega with a swift agreement. Hunter wanted to believe them, he wanted to jump in with both feet and agree without pointing out all the flaws. But someone had to be sensible and look at it with a critical eye.
“What about reinforcements?”
Echo stood up, his expression grave. “Well, Rex is on a separate mission so it’s just us. A small enough team to get in and get out without alerting them. But…we’ll need to move quickly.”
Hunter knew the final decision lay with him, it always did. He couldn’t deny the faint thrum of excitement that bled through him, not enough to sweep away his hesitation at this idea, but he couldn’t deny Omega when she looked at him like that. Also if he said no…he couldn’t deal with breeding more resentment. “Well then,” he gave Omega a lopsided grin. “Let’s get started.”
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