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there is nothing like the feeling you get when a fic tells you something about yourself you didn't even know
#which is a lie#because you kinda always knew#but it's also a fic about repression amd shit so it checks out#sometimes fics read you to filth in ways you didn’t expect#one of my many red flag is the fact that i cannot distance myself from the things that resonate with me#like they consume me completely i never learned to be normal about anything in my life and it shows#txt.
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why does no one else seem to feel the hair-pulling amount of frustration i get fron recent gender essentialism. your are not just a girl you are not girlies you are an adult woman. you are old enough to know that is not how society works. people commonly fall out of the binary. you fall out of the binary in a lot of ways if you look hard. i don't understand the urge to uphold something like that. even recently there's been idiots like "girl cats are sweet and serene and boy cats are stupid and chaotic" THEY ARE CATS. there is no sense in assigning human gender roles to cats! what are we even doing anymore!!!! oh my god!!!!!!
#it just serves as another reminder that “you don't fit our very specific rules so you don't fit in anywhere”#which is a lie#just shut up!! oh my god#gender essentialism#gender roles
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Thank you Gas Station Guy for the free chips
#you were right#i like them#ive done nothing but eat these damn chips#idk why he offered them#i know we bonded over my wallet#i pulled it out at the counter to pay like 2 weeks ago#and he went#nice wallet#and so i said#thanks#its a DC Flash wallet btw#but then yesterday he was outside on break smoke a cig#and he goes#do you like chips?#so you know my gullible ass went#i DO like chips#which is a lie#i don't actually like chips#but these are blue corn chips and they're actually pretty tasty
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Shalom smut next
#lirational rambles#I’d say I’m back on my bs#but that implies I was off it for any length of time#which is a lie
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you ever do that thing where you're so 'english' you can't even speak english any more
#i put english in '' because my family say i'm 100% english#which is a lie#and they say that only white ppl who have lived in england for like 1000 years are english#sigh#anyway i've realised that my regional accent can get so strong i don't understand what i'm saying#i think i've invented an entire new language here#dee rambles
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hoes love me til they find out i have cotard's. all fun n games then boom they see me freaking out because some sicko said my heart is beating
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HI HAVE YOU SEEN THE HEXER IM CRYING ABOUT IT
YES YES YES IVE SEEN IT AND IM SOBBING ABOUT IT TOO EVERY SINGLE TIME I SEE A GIFSET ABT IT
#NETFLIX COULD NEVER#yes I am being slightly salty FUCK OFF HEXER IS SO CUTE#I LOVE IT#IT HAS SO MUCH CHARM IN IT AAAAAAA#how did a version from 2001 beat a version from 2019#finleycannotdraw#which is a LIE
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my sister used to laugh at me for my rytlogan jokes but now she makes them too. however she is a canach hater so i will have to work on that next
#gav posts#gw2 blogging#not even Hater she just says he does not care about anyone#which is a LIE#he cares SO MUCH i know it
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#meeting w a care navigator tomorrow to help connect me with a therapist and i’m so nervous#this is my first time doing therapy as an adult ahhHHHHH#doing everything i can to not just cancel the call last minute lol i’m gonna be sick#like i know this is something i want for myself but the part of me that hates taking the first step is being like you’re fine#which is a LIE#anyway i hope it goes ok… i’m sure it will even tho right now i wanna cry lmao#txt
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#hello so yeah i talked to my friend#basically she played the victim and blamed me for not being so social and she KNOWS i am going through very hard times rn#i told her earlier to not take it personal i just don't want to interact with irls in general#but she basically thinks i dont like them and i dont tell anything about my life#which is a lie#i do tell them things about myself#do i really HAVE TO tell my feelings when im in depression#my therapist thinks i should communicate with people but she also wants me to take it easy#because what i am going through is a bit...hard to process#and my friends know that#idk i just want people to be patient with me#im really trying to push myself but its not easy at all#i just#want to stay at home forever#and like#maybe turn off my phone and just sleep and read books and watch shows#friends are usually there for you when you're going through tough times but i feel like#i have no one...i mean i do but i still feel incredibly alone#nobody gets it and im not blaming them for it but idk...i feel bad already for not being social like i used to#i think i just need some time and patience#anyways...will delete it later#tw rant#tw mental health
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talking to preschoolers is awesome bc they have not fully differentiated stories into 'true stories' and 'imaginary stories' yet so you will tell them about something that happened you once (coyote came out of a bush right in front of you and got startled) and they will tell you about how one time their house was full of coyotes in every room 'including five in the garage' and they're not even like, aware i think of the idea that they are technically 'lying'. they are simply telling stories about coyotes bc its time to tell stories about coyotes.
#like ppl will be like 'kids love to lie' but i think whats going on is the human inclination to storytell. which is pointedly different imo#and like to be clear im not saying they dont know there weren't actually coyotes in their house#its just that like. they don't know why it would matter
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someone tell phoebe dynevor that she is simply not in demand
#like weeks ago she said she couldn’t find part bc#more were being offered to older women#which is a Lie#girl u are just not in high demand
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Holiday Classics
Been thinking about Ford watching the 70s Animated Lord of the Rings Movies... (companion comic to this post!)
#the other two VHS tapes Fidd's is holding are Rankin-Bass' The Hobbit (1977) and Return of the King (1980)! The 70s animated pseudo-trilogy!#A lot of people pointed out on my other lotr 'crossover' post that Ford would have seen the 70s movies!#And i wont lie i entirely forgot they existed. But now i remember i have so many feelings on it okay. Ford my silly LOTR nerd#I dont think he would have seen Bashkis in theaters. far as I can tell it was a VERY limited (likely mostly CA) run in the middle of winter#but Rankin-Bass'? Aired on NBC & ABC. He absolutely woulda watched them or rented a VHS later. Which is why he's most excited by Bashki's#He's just such a nerd. I need him to nerd out. But also lowkey angst on how his single focus on bill/the portal lead#him to neglecting even the small things in life. Like knowing a VHS release of an adaptation of his favourite book series had come out#GF fanart#Gravity Falls#gravity falls comic#Fan art#fanart#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#young fiddleford mcgucket#*holds two random VHS tapes in one hand to check Fidd's pose in the 2nd panel makes sense* Well thats mathamatically feasible!#young stanford pines#stanford pines#ford pines#Book of Bill#comic#artists on tumblr#my art#Grunkle ford#fiddauthor#cause Fidds is not talking about the movie there. Well okay he's talking about the portal but He COULD BE TALKING ABOUT- *I am dragged off*
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Birds of a Feather previous / next
#my art#feralnette au#birds of a feather#long tags#sorry I went apeshit in the tags#LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW#I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO#its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical#and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread#as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational#in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away#and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do#shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again#legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it#but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings#alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird#she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her#knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself#between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot#and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo#essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that#busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way#to show her she's self sabotaging#cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD
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What age was Gillian Anderson in The X-Files? (x)
#gillian anderson#Dana scully#txf#the x files#wired#lol i cant believe they could just lie about their age and no one ever checked this beforehand 🤯#thank god she did#she has a point there 🤣#even at 27 this is pretty unrealistic#unless Scully was some kind of child prodigy#which i can accept#baby scully#my edit
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Dreamt i got into a fight with greta gerwig lol. I screamed at her ‘I don’t like your movies anyway!!!’
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