#which again. I KNEW ITTTT
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i love how when you show Dhurke his own badge he says that if you get good at catching the food people throw at you you can make a meal out of it and it suddenly makes Apollo so sad. he's like damn we were that poor huh KRKF
#psy's no punctuation posts#aa tag#SOJ notes#which again. I KNEW ITTTT#Dhurke doing his best to provide for his kids and struggling with being able to feed them. oh my god#it might also just be that Apollo feels bad that he didn't realize how much people hated Dhurke but idk#i choose the food insecurity implication lol
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i like it
pairing: hyunjin x gn!reader w. 2k genre: drama, a mix of fluff + angst summary: you've been in a situationship with hyunjin for almost six months. while he's taking you out, you decide it's time to make or break what you have with the goal of becoming official. warnings: none a/n: i was in a writer's block for like two months, but the album seems to have broken it?? stream ate for good luck (and there will likely not be a part 2 to this)
Six months of back and forth has been driving you crazy.
You'd met a guy that changed your life. He was everything you'd ever wanted: gorgeous, talented, somewhat wealthy, and a kind soul. He was passionate, driven, and everything else that made you want to be his. This was Hyunjin.
The only problem was: Hyunjin struggled with commitment.
He'd take you out on fancy dinners, dates, drop a grand on a shopping trip, but couldn't bring himself to make it official. He sent you flowers, good morning texts, random food orders to your place whenever you mentioned you were hungry over text. But it was 'casual'.
You decided to play his game, give him time to open up. You'd learned that he'd been in a long-term yet rocky relationship that had only ended three months before you met. Of course you wanted to give him time to heal. You wanted him to come to you when he was ready.
He never did. He'd spend all day in your apartment, taking a day off work just to see you. He'd hold you and kiss you until the sun fell and rose again. You would wake up to breakfast in bed served with a side of kisses and little love notes. But, he was instantly avoidant when it came to you asking if he was ready.
So, you were in a weird relationship purgatory. He'd give you everything but a title in his life, and that's all you ever needed with him. The internet seemed to deem it a 'situationship', but it was another label that Hyunjin would likely avoid.
The thought was eating you up inside. Three weeks ago, you drafted up an ultimatum confrontation text to send him. It turned to collecting dust whenever you pasted it into messages and immediately deleted it. Hyunjin was amazing, even with his faults. Could you stand to lose him over wanting to be his?
You sat on the couch that Hyunjin had bought you two months ago, plagued with thoughts about him all morning. He'd been busy almost the entire week, which would throw a wrench into any potential plans. His work was demanding at times and you knew how committed he was to it.
When you finished making breakfast, you ate it while listening to a playlist Hyunjin had sent. He had a good ear for music, especially picking out songs you'd like. He'd started a habit of making you a playlist at the start of every month and you'd listen religiously.
Just as you were finishing up, your phone vibrate and fished it from your pocket. Looking down at the screen, your heart skipped a beat and a smile immediately rushed onto your face.
hyunjin: good morning!!
This was everyday routine. If you didn't wake up to a classic 'good morning' text, you'd get one before the clock ticked over to PM. Sometimes he'd admit he forgot to right when he woke up, but he was pretty good at staying consistent on his timing.
y/n: good morning hyunjinnie :)
That damn nickname. You'd called him a plethora of nicknames since you first started seeing each other, and it was making it infinitely harder to find it casual. The worst part was that he liked them. He encouraged you to use more.
hyunjin: sleep well? y/n: i did, just ate some breakfast hyunjin: yum! y/n: how's your morning been so far hyunjin: perfect now that i'm talking to you
Seeing that text made your heart tug and caused a small outburst on a nearby pillow. It didn't deserve to be hit so many times, but you couldn't contain the cuteness aggression. Also, a little bit of frustration.
y/n: stop itttt!!! making me blush hyunjin: that's my charm y/n: your charm is looking like a cute ferret hyunjin: oh yeah?
Just as you sent the message, you scrolled through your phone for a few photos you had saved of ferrets the night before. Selecting a few and pressing send, the two of you delved into a discussion on his ferret-like looks.
Turns out, he could carry a conversation talking about what animals you both looked like the most for longer than expected. By the time you realized how long you'd been at it, it had almost been half an hour.
y/n: wait. aren't you supposed to be at work by now?? not texting me about ferrets hyunjin: oh yeah, about that hyunjin: i took today off, was thinking we could spend some time together and go out
This was strange, to say the least. Hyunjin was normally quite engrossed in making sure his work was finished. A few months back, you had to convince him to call out of work when he had a high fever and could hardly stand up from his bed.
y/n: what's gotten into you so suddenly hyunjin: what do you mean? y/n: you? hwang hyunjin? calling out of work for me? hyunjin: well of course, why wouldn't i y/n: idk
It took a few tries of writing out variants of 'you're not my boyfriend' before settling on the text you sent. Such official behaviors by a man so scared of labels drove you mad. It was almost perfect, almost.
hyunjin: talk to me y/n: later, okay? hyunjin: how about when i take you out then? y/n: sure
Being so bland over text made a pain swell up in your chest. You wanted to be open and honest with him, but pushing him past his limits had grown to be a massive fear in your mind. The harder part would be figuring out what to say.
Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea to tell him. You'd found Hyunjin to be one of the most understanding people to walk to earth. The last time you'd pushed at all for labels was almost three months ago and you'd given up since.
What was there to say, anyways? 'I want you to be my boyfriend or I'll explode'? It was certainly accurate to how your mind had made it seem. The idea of being exclusive with Hyunjin was exhilarating but terrifying.
hyunjin: can i come get you in an hour? y/n: yes
You turned your phone off and set it face-down, sighing and looking at the ceiling. The uncertainty was building, but you had made a decision: it was time to ask. You couldn't keep dancing around the issue. You had serious feelings for him.
So, you kept checking the time as it grew closer and closer to when Hyunjin would come get you. With thirty minutes left, you were already dressed and finishing getting ready. Your heart raced at the thought of him.
The minutes dragged on, but the time finally came. Feeling a ringing buzz in your pocket, you saw his name and picked up the phone.
"Hello?" His voice came from the other end of the line.
You slightly smiled at the sound of him, but responded. "Hey. Are you outside?"
"Yeah, you can come down now, if you're ready."
"Alright, I'll see you in a minute."
Hanging up the call, you composed yourself to the best of your ability and headed down towards him. The wait as you took the elevator was tense, but the second you stepped out of the building and saw him everything else fell away.
Every time you saw him, it was like the first time all over again. His long, black hair and defined features had your heart in a twist. You approached him with a smile on your face, and one matching on his own. He pulled you into a tight hug, smelling his perfume.
"Hey," He said, his voice muffled into your shirt, "How's your day been?"
You pulled away and smiled at him, taking his hand in your own, "I've been okay, missing you like I always do."
Hyunjin chuckled, reaching his free hand up and stroking your cheek softly. "I've missed you, too. That's really why I called out today."
"You missed me that much?"
"Of course."
Before you could bring anything else up, he was calling you over to his car. He had a cafe he planned on showing you, telling you a bit about it as he began to drive towards it. The whole way, you caught him sneaking glances over at you from the driver's seat.
When he pulled into the parking lot outside of the cafe, he opened your door for you and walked you inside, his fingers laced with yours. He read over the menu with you, pointing out a few things that sounded good to him and a few he thought you'd like.
You picked out an order and he was quick to get to the register, paying for both of you without a second thought. You found a table as he waited and brought you drinks, sitting down right opposite you.
"So," He said with a sigh as he took a sip of his drink, "I was worried about you this morning."
"Worried?" You looked at him slightly puzzled, "What would you have to be worried about?"
"You were just.. distant. I could tell when you suddenly texted differently, and I was scared I said something to upset you."
"Oh." You looked up from your drink at him, seeing the way his eyes gazed back fondly into yours. This was the opportunity, if there ever was any.
You took another long drink and took a breath to stabilize. "Hyunjin, I've been thinking about us. I guess I first have to ask you, what are we?"
Hyunjin frowned slightly and you watched his hands fidget on top of the table. "That's.. not an easy question to answer. You're an amazing person I like to be around all the time. That's all I know."
You felt your heartstrings pull. "Hyunjin, I want more than that. I'm done with just being someone you hang out with and buy all sorts of things. I really like being around you, and I really like you. But I can't keep pretending we're dating in my head when we aren't."
Hyunjin looked at you silently, his expression utterly unreadable. His eyes were slightly widened, and you could only see his uncertainty.
You continued, "I can't do this constant push-and-pull, Jinnie. I want to be yours, and if I can't be that then I need to move on and save my own feelings. I'm sorry."
With that, you set your own hands on the table across from his, looking at him. He sat for almost thirty seconds without speaking, looking down at the table and then back up at you.
"I.. don't really know what to say."
You held your breath, but he continued on after a second of silence. "I've been unfair to you, I know. With my last relationship, I had so many doubts and fears.. I was just so comfortable in having us. I didn't want to worry about labels.
"I never realized that's not really what you wanted. It's not your fault that I didn't. So, don't say sorry. I'm sorry. I can't lie and say it's not a bit scary to say, but I like you too. A lot. So much it made me stupid. So I'll be yours. If you'll have me."
You couldn't contain the smile that spread out onto your face, and his followed. He reached across the table and took your hand in his, and you couldn't help but feel like crying. "Hyunjin.."
"Please be mine. I swear, I'll be a better boyfriend than I was a weird situationship."
You nodded vigorously. "Of course I'll have you," You said through a choked-up laugh, "Do you know how many times I almost introduced you to my friends as my boyfriend?"
He grinned and shrugged. "Well, now you can! I just.. I wanted to take it slow, but I guess I didn't stop to ask you how you were feeling after we first decided that."
You stood up from the table and he did as well, pulling you into a tight hug. "Thank you for putting up with me," Hyunjin's voice shook slightly, "And letting me be your boyfriend."
You pulled away from the hug and nodded. "Thank you for understanding when I said something. And, you know, being my boyfriend."
Hyunjin snickered softly and pulled you into a kiss. Maybe it wasn't so bad, after all.
#hyunjin#hwang hyunjin#hyunjin x reader#hwang hyunjin x reader#stray kids#skz#stray kids x reader#skz imagines#skz fic#stray kids imagines
318 notes
·
View notes
Text
ok ive slept (thinks about this harder)
been thinking abt emet teaching hilde black magic during shb. why not. he would already have been learning it... more potential for misery & angst afootttt
#when i was running fates in kholusia. ohhhhh i was thinkinggg abt itttt#esp bc i was in north kholusia for it. while the talos was being built... i was studying the dark arts with our enemy(?)...#& the thing is he wouldddd. since he offered to be of assistance if needed. yknow?#would part of him hope better mastery over magic as a whole (& astral aspected magic specifically) would help hilde contain the light...#i wonder. bc ultimately his goal was to harness hildes power regardless of the outcome right.#but surely part of him also wished for his old companion to return to him. even just a bit. even if he knew hilde isnt 1:1 lachesis...#& well part of him probably felt sick glee knowing a shard of lachesis' crazy prideful ass was taking His advice#doubtless lachesis did ask for guidance here & there further along into their time together#but like. it's still some form of asserting dominance. over lachesis. which. very fucked up thing to apply to hilde when he has no memories#definitely skews the tone of their dynamic... & hilde doesnt really have much of a clue hes also busy being stressed out his mind#yknow bc of the light & everything. no big deal though.#yeah i think some form of weird almost situationship mightve happened before mt gulg. what of it.#most of all emet badly misses lachesis & well the kind of battle for dominance was part of their dynamic even if he mostly lost... lol!#however in his twisted (tempered) mind things wouldve doubtless been tinted differently at that time#for sure when he died & his soul was freed from tempering he was like. man. what the hell was that actually. embarrassing of me.#with him & lachesis parting on such harsh terms though he certainly had... feelings! about it all...#esp since he had intentionally or not gone against the 'never seek me out ever again' already#the years spent in solitude combined w the tempering warping his mindset. making him resentful. & yet.#the fact all these fragments of lachesis he met he Knew. he recognised the exact tint of their soul colour#down to knowing which headmate they once were. but none of them recognised him. & well he couldnt save any of them.#he never Actively Tried to save them because his duty came first no matter what but there was always a small lingering hope#the guilt of knowing he'd gone against what were to him lachesis' final wishes since he never saw him again after that#that guilt mixing with the bitterness of being left even if he did consider it to be his own fault for siding w the convocation#& now hed sided w the convocation well. go big or go home. he'd lost so much to that decision he had to make the most out of it.#god. see what i mean? it's all so fuckedddd they're so fucked. very dysfunctional dynamic in shb i can tell you that much
3 notes
·
View notes
Note
HELLO SO UM LOVE UR WORK BUT I DO WANT SOME MORE ANGST IN GENERAL SO IWAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD DO A THING WITH THE WHITEBEARD PIRATES AND STRAW HATS WERE A TEEN READER FUCKING dies, uh yeah just like reactions and stuff if you don't feel comfortable with making that type of angst that's completely fine too!!! But urm yer 🦠🗣️
—Whitebeard Pirates & Strawhawts x teen!reader (platonic)
—Summary: It is said that when you are born you set your destiny, but why did it have to be so cruel to you?
—Warnings: blood, dead
Ohhh, It's not like I don't want to write angst, but I feel like I'm not good at itttt 🤚🏻 (sorry for the delay again)
—Time is something immovable, something that humans cling to without knowing if they are wasting it or taking advantage of it.
—You never thought that you wasted your time with Whitebeard's crew, not a single second was wasted.
—Because when no one was looking, in the middle of a colossal battle, your blood spread like water spilled from a glass, taking your life without mercy, the only thing you saw were happy moments with your crew.
—Your breathing became slow and your vision focused and out of focus, seeing how in the distance almost the entire crew ran to save Ace.
—You were one of the many corpses found in Marineford, maybe even one of the first people to die.
—Your captain always warned you of your recklessness, you were still young, you made mistakes and you let yourself be carried away by the wind of life.
—It's a shame that it passed in a flash, so sudden and unexpected that no one knew you were gone until the waters calmed down.
—You hadn't been the only one, but the living couldn't even see you for the last time.
—Izo preferred it that way, he preferred to have a vision of you in which the sparkle in your eyes remained intact, in which you joked with him.
—He preferred to think that in some way you lived but fled before you could die, but deep inside his being the uncertainty of your death would remain.
—Marco was the one who decided not to tell anything, because when he found your lifeless body it was some time after the events, among all the people, you remained there with empty eyes.
—He had to look away, it had already been painful for him to have to bury his father and friend, now you too.
—You stabbed him in the heart when he saw your inert posture asking for help even though you were rigid, you looked like something he hadn't seen in a long time, a normal scared teenager.
—When he buried you next to Ace and Whitebeard he wondered if he could have done something to save you, or if your destiny was to die alone with no one to ask for help.
—Whatever it was, you wouldn't be so alone up there.
—The helplessness and anguish of seeing your partner and friend beaten to death is something indescribable, Luffy was burning with rage as he saw the scene with his own eyes.
—It was only seconds, but it was enough for there to be no turning back.
—Zoro, Sanji and Luffy took charge of finishing off the person who had beaten you until you were unrecognizable and useless.
—It didn't matter how much Chopper ran, how much Nami and Usopp cried, not even Robin's last hug could stop all the pain that spread over your body.
—Brook, Jinbe and Franky remained serious, a little more on the sidelines, they couldn't hear how you begged for it to end, for them to end your pain, for them to end you.
—Luffy got angry with you for saying those things, he was the only one who was desperate to make you see reason when your conscience was already abandoning you.
—The others knew it, they knew that there would be no chance to see you laugh, joke or smile again, that their last image of you would be a miserable plea to end your suffering, with your body bruised and covered in blood.
—Zoro had to hold Luffy to calm him down while he looked somewhere else but you, unable to accept the reality of another loss.
—Nami hugged your body until it stopped being warm, holding it despite the stained clothes, she didn't stop crying on your shoulder and caressing your head to calm you down, even knowing that you were already gone.
—The worst thing was seeing your deep expression of pain, your inevitable suffering and desperation to leave was a scar that left a mark on everyone.
—No one spoke for a couple of days after your death, everything felt colder and emptier, after all you were just a teenager trying to have a good time, looking for adventures with friends. Why? Why you of all people?
#op#one piece#platonic reader#one piece x reader#whitebeards#strawhats#teen reader#angst#reader insert#reader is not specified so...#one piece x platonic reader#strawhats x platonic reader#whitebeard x platonic reader#one piece x teen reader#sfw#request
101 notes
·
View notes
Text
‘tis the season…for seasonal depression (C.S)
cw: talks seasonal depression/anxiety/ED (LIGHTLY) (read at own risk please!) use of y/n ¿ANGST i think¿
req: no i was listening to “Can’t catch me now” by Olivia Rodrigo and we got here. enjoy!
A/N: please don’t read if your triggered by the topic! your mental health is more important and this fic will always be here to come back to when you’re in a better headspace love! MY DM’S ARE ALWAYS OPEN!
~what i write is completely fictional, these are just ideas in my head. i understand the people i write about do not and may not act like this in these situations ITS FICTIONAL BABES!~
NOT PROOF READ. AND JUST A JUMBLE OF THOUGHTS
***
y/n’s phone buzzes on the night stand, she debates answering it but taking the covers off her head to face the world around her seems to be to big of a daunting task at the moment. it buzzes again but she chooses to ignore it, snuggling deeper in her safe place under the covers.
she hasn’t actually spoken to anyone in about two days… but this depression episode started about a week ago, y/n slowly started to drift away. her boyfriend and his brothers busy with meetings and their lives hardly noticing her absence.
***
the triplets getting home from their meeting, chris tries calling and texting y/n. with no successful attempts he goes downstairs into the kitchen where his brothers are sitting planning the next wednesday baking video.
“has anyone heard from y/n?” chris asks his brothers both of them having a confused look on their faces. “no actually not for a few days.” matt responds, “not since the day we brought her mcdonalds. which was monday i think” it was now Thursday. “last time i heard from her was tuesday she put a short response in the girls group chat but that was itttt.” nick adds now matching chris’ horrified expression.
chris knew of her seasonal depression but it only being november he didn’t expect it to hit this early and this fast. “yeah, i didn’t get to message her yesterday i passed out before i could” he starts walking out of the kitchen. the boys could hear his voice breaking knowing he’s blaming this all on himself. before chris knows it he has his beanie on and shoes on.
“chris, where are you going?” nick asks standing in the hallway looking out towards the door. matt starts to grab his keys knowing his brother is about to ask for a ride to y/n’s house.
“too her”
chris opens the door disappearing out into the cold winter boston night.
***
hearing the front door open and closing downstairs startles the poor girl awake. before the panic attack can start she hears his voice. “y/n where are you?” she would answer him. but she doesn’t want him to see her like this. so if she pretends she’s not here maybe he will think she’s at her parents house. though, knowing him he’d try there too if he didn’t find her here. causing her parents to then worry about her whereabouts and well being as well as chris. she hears his footsteps coming up the stairs.
“in here chris… i’m okay just not feeling good i wouldn’t come in” her voice cracking after not being used in a while. she hears his pace picking up over the stairs and a little knock on the bedroom door before he slowly opening it to the dark room. seeing her poke her head out of the covers tears instantly threatening to fall at the sight of him “i’m sorry” her voice breaks. “oh baby” is all he can whisper walking over to the edge of her bed.
that’s when the tears start, she can’t control them and she doesn’t even know why she’s crying every doubt every fear RUNNING to her head at once. he climbs in bed with her instantly pulling her into his arms. whispering, “i’m sorry baby… it’s okay… shhh… i’m here… i’m here pretty girl… you’re not alone anymore…” softly kissing her on the top of the head. her face shoved into his chest and her body rattling with each sob, which only makes him hold her a little closer and keep whispering sweet things to her.
after some time she calms, chris still holding her as close as before. “i’m sorry… i’m so sorry chris” she states again her voice stuffy from the crying. “don’t apologize, pretty girl. don’t ever apologize for this.” she looks towards him, her face red from the crying, her eyes soft and tired, hair a mess from being in her bed. that’s when he hears her stomach growl. “baby when was the last time you had something to eat?” he asks looking at her, her face going from this soft sad to a confused state. the fact she’s trying to remember when her last meal was let’s chris know it’s been to long. “umm mcdonald’s, with you” she responds. his face drops… “y/n… that was monday night kid, it’s thursday.” her face looks confused clearly not realizing what day it was. “oh my sweet girl… am i able to go and get you a bath ready or a shower depending on what one you feel comfortable with. if you want i’ll call matt once you’re done he can come get us we can get something to eat, stop and get some snacks, and you come back to our house? i want you to be close to me so i can make sure you’re okay” he understands that he can’t just 1. force her to leave her bed if she’s not ready yet hence why he asked if she was comfortable with that. and 2. he knows he can’t just tell her everything will be okay and she will be perfect and happy again. he knows depression works on its own time but, at least if she’s with him he will be able to keep an eye on her.
she slowly nods processing the information and making her decision. she also really doesn’t want to be alone so, it seems like a good idea. “yeah. that sounds okay… just will you sit in the bathroom with me please?” laying her head back down on his chest seeming silly asking him if that request. “of course. anything you need sweetheart. you just tell me when you’re ready to get up okay?” giving her a light squeeze kissing the top of her head once more.
“we will get through this y/n… no matter when, no matter where… i love you.”
“i know… i love you too chris”
A/N: IM SOBBING IM SO SORRY
#chris sturniolo#chris sturniolo x reader#christopher sturniolo#sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#christopher owen sturniolo#chris sturniolo headcanons#chris sturniolo fluff#chris sturniolo fanfic#chris sturniolo imagine#chris sturniolo x you#matt sturniolo headcanons#matt sturniolo x you#matt sturniolo fluff#matt sturniolo imagine#matt sturniolo x reader#matthew sturniolo#matt sturniolo
369 notes
·
View notes
Text
Prompt: Library
Remus with dyscalculia? Also not at all based on true events because I would never get laughed at at the library, no, that doesn’t happen to me ever. (My pretty math boy is a pretty math girl so the person who laughed at me can suck itttt)
@wolfstarmicrofic - too long to be micro, 1694 words
Edit: read on ao3
Remus stood in front of the shelf, checking for the number on his phone once again trying to figure out of the number he was looking at was the same. Whoever invented this system clearly did it with the intention of torturing him. He’d picked literature for his studies so he wouldn’t have to deal with numbers anymore, and now here he was, standing in the library between two shelves full of books with between fifteen- to twenty-digit numbers on them, looking for one specific one he just couldn’t find because the digits were swimming and moving and just not sticking in his brain.
Someone let out a chuckle and he looked up to find another student at one of the desks looking directly at him. Heat and shame creeped up his neck and settled in his stomach. He’d been standing here for such a ridiculously long time, quietly mumbling the number to himself, forgetting it not even halfway through, attempting to find the matching one on the shelf, that he was now being laughed at.
He took a few seconds to decide between the need for the book for his paper and the public shame, before deciding that the book wasn’t worth it. Head down and shoulders up he rounded the corner to flee the library and cry in the bathroom in peace, when he bumped into something soft that let out a breathy “uff” at the impact.
The person grabbed his arms to keep themselves from falling over, or maybe to keep Remus from falling over, and Remus caught a glimpse of black hair and steely eyes.
Of course it had to be him of all people. Because Remus couldn’t ever catch a break.
“Sorry,” Remus mumbled, trying to avoid his eyes. Which was very difficult because they were very pretty and Remus had generally a very difficult time not staring whenever he saw them around.
“’S alright.” Black smiled. A wide, beautiful smile he knew had all the boys and girls swoon at his feet and was even more beautiful up close. “What are you running from?” The smile turned into something more amused as he glanced around in a show to find the threat.
“Couldn’t find a book, someone laughed at me,” he said and winced at himself. Great, now he sounded like a whiny baby, and a stupid one at that.
A crease appeared between Black’s eyebrows and the smile vanished. But only for a moment before he glanced at the still open tab on Remus’ phone he was holding in his hand.
“You looking for that?” he asked, nodding at the book featured on the website, telling him where said book was located in the vast library. Or supposedly doing so, if someone was not a complete failure at finding one’s way between all the numbered shelves.
Black didn’t even wait for an answer before heading straight for a nearby shelf – not the one Remus had stood in front of like an idiot – grazing his tattooed fingers and polished nails along the spines, before pulling one out. He was obviously having no problems with the library’s numbering system and Remus was jealous. He didn’t even have to glance at it twice while Remus had been standing in front of the wrong shelf for half an hour. If Black thought he was stupid, he didn’t mention it at least.
“Thanks,” he mumbled quietly, moving to take it, but the other man pulled it back in the last second to hold it out of his reach.
Remus’ stomach instantly plummeted, filling with dread at the anticipation of being publicly made fun of. And by his crush of all people.
“You can have this,” Black said then, grin growing wider, “but only if you give me your number and promise to go out with me.”
Remus stared.
Black grinned, book still held up out his reach.
If it was a joke, it was a very cruel one. Remus had seen him around, always with his mates, always loud and arrogant, laughing and tossing his hair, talking and poking fun at people. And even now, throughout their conversation, Remus had made an effort to keep his voice down while Black decidedly hadn’t. From everything Remus knew about him, he wasn’t a very kind or considerate person. From everything Remus knew about him he could be a bully, despite the man’s grin showing no sign of malice as far as he could tell. Though, perhaps he was just a really good actor and Remus wasn’t that good at reading people.
Remus had bad taste, that’s what he had kept telling himself whenever he couldn’t stop looking and thinking and dreaming, even after Black had long left his sight.
His heart was hammering in his chest, and he was starting to feel dizzy.
Remus turned around on the spot and walked off.
“Woah, hey.” A hand grabbed his arm to hold him back and Black planted himself right in Remus’ way to keep him from leaving. The cocky grin had vanished and made way to a frown.
He held out the book for Remus to take and he did after a moment of consideration, Black letting him this time.
“Sorry,” the other man said, and actually did look sorry so that Remus now felt like the arsehole. He also made no move to get out of Remus’ way. “I just thought you’re cute, that’s all.”
Black called him cute and his heart was racing even faster.
“Am I not your type, did I read that wrong?” he continued. “It’s just I’ve seen you around and I thought you were looking. I’m not usually wrong about these things.” His mouth tugged upwards at the corners in a self-assured smirk.
“Keep it down, will you,” someone grumbled from where they were working at the desks, a few affirming grunts following.
Remus wanted to hide knowing that they’d been disturbing their quiet workspace and that everyone probably overheard the whole conversation, but Black did not waver or even let on that he heard.
“Here, let me give you my number so you can think about it.” He held out his hand and waited. The smile was back. But not the big cocky grin. This one was gentle.
Remus stared at it.
After a few seconds of waiting, Black huffed a laugh and reached into his back pocket instead, pulling out a pen. Then he took Remus’ arm and pulled his sleeve back so he could write on it. Remus was in a haze through all of it. All he could think about was how nice the other man smelled and how nice the hand holding his arm felt.
He finished with a flourish, only to then grin at him and wink. “Call me. Or text me if that’s more your style.”
And then he was gone. For a few moments Remus could do nothing but stand there and feel dizzy, before he realized people could still see him and probably heard and saw all of that, and he hurried out of the library.
When he finally found the courage to look at his arm, he was already on the train home. There was a number, and next to it: Sirius <3 CALL ME!!!
All of this was a bad idea. Even if it wasn’t a joke and Black – Sirius, his brain supplied, and that was a very pretty name befitting a very pretty person – actually did want to go out with him for some reason, he would find out how awkward and boring Remus was soon enough and leave him, and Remus would be crushed and heartbroken and never get over it while Sirius would already be fucking the next guy.
Maybe it was the heart or the three exclamation marks or the pretty, gentle smile he was still thinking about, but he saved the number to his phone (checking thrice to make sure it was correct) and sent a text before he could overthink it any further.
-
A few months later Remus was standing in front of a shelf in the library again, silently cursing out all these irritating numbers and people who liked numbers and society for using numbers everywhere and whoever invented numbers in the first place –
“Here,” someone held a book under his nose, a quick look at the title telling him it’s the one he’d been looking for.
“Ugh, how do you do that?”
Sirius shrugged and smiled, lazily leaning against the bookshelf. “Numbers are easy.”
“They’re really not. Why can’t they sort them by key words or the alphabet or something?”
He shook his head. “There are thousands of books here, numbers are easier. Anything else?” Sirius asked.
Remus took the book and put it on the stack on the floor with the others, checking the titles to see if he had everything he needed. “No, that’s it. Thanks.”
“Perfect,” Sirius replied and then he was turned around and pushed against the bookshelf, lips pressing against his.
He was pretty sure he let out an embarrassing noise he sincerely hoped no one heard since they were in a remote corner this time.
“We’re in the library,” he quietly mumbled against the other man’s lips once the initial shock had left.
“Ugh, I know, right. All these books turn me on.”
His attempt to stifle a laugh at that resulted in a snort which Sirius chuckled at into his neck. And then he kissed his neck, his full body pressed against his own, a hand moving under his jumper, another grabbing his arse, and Remus stopped trying to stifle laughter and stifle moans instead.
And then someone pointedly cleared their throat next to them.
Remus shoved Sirius away and pulled out a random book, reading the cover very interestedly. Heat creeped up his neck as the woman from staff made her way through the shelves to put back books, looking very judgmental. He never thought he would be one of those people being caught making out in the library. He hated those people.
As soon as she was gone, he heard Sirius laughing quietly and he couldn’t help but join in.
#dyscalculia#dyscalculic remus#math gay sirius#wolfstar#sirius black#remus lupin#remus loser lupin#remus x sirius#wolfstar fic#wolfstarmicrofic#library
128 notes
·
View notes
Text
BLOOMING DAY
blooming day . . . day nine
note . . . AAAAAH 👹👹 i took a break from tumblr but i'm back!!! i'm so happy i can write again now <3 sorry for the wait and i hope you guys will enjoy itttt. ⚠️ mini mention of food towards the end?
taglist open <3 (if you want me to add you, send an ask so i can make sure i saw it!!) . . . @cherriegyu @kpoprhia @vhshyk @hikyeom @mins-fins @juyomiao @dwcljh @invuwrld @beomibeom @sulkygyu @lycheae @huipinkhair @luvseok1e @haesunflower @big-uwu-stan @harus-simp @zhounauts @jiaant11 @articxari @jebiwon @mashihope @taerrrrrae @ilovechanhee @ahnneyong @seok02 @honghongbri @justemalove @mposkyje @zhanghaoed @ihrtgw @partiallyderived @hanbinzfile @aesthetic-aryavartik @shentlngz @gyujaehyun
previous day | masterlist | next day
as much as hanbin couldn't stop thinking of the words you threw to him before running away from the laundromat, he couldn't stop thinking about the fact you were having a date with another hanbin today.
now, it was more than official, park hanbin had a crush on you. he never actually acted upon it before knowing sung hanbin also had a crush on you. did he really stand a chance against him? he was pretty sure he didn't, but your reaction when he asked you if you like the campus it boy was his sign to try something with you.
you loved park hanbin's dedication to dance, and park hanbin's dedication to dance was quite literally taking 97% of his time. he would come late to class because of this, he would head home late because of this, he would overwork himself because of this.
so it was only natural that he forgot about you guys' first date because of dance.
you sat there, waiting at the cafe he choose : the one where sung hanbin worked. it was totally on purpose that the dancer choose this place, secretly wanting to show his rival that any chance he could have had with you were now non-existent. but here you were, sitting alone, waiting for him as his said rival looked at you from afar.
after fifteen minutes passed with no sign of park hanbin, and that means not even a text, you started getting second thoughts. even if most people wouldn't care about your presence here, you were more than convinced that everyone knew that you were getting stood up by your date. nervously, you played with your fingers, looking at them as you considered leaving.
suddenly, the sound of a tray being put on your table was heard. you looked up to the waiter, aka sung hanbin, who gave you a drink with his well-known smile.
"i didn't order anything yet" you said.
"that's on me." he just replied.
"are you pitying me 'cause you know my date stood me up?"
"i'm hitting on you because i know your date stood you up."
you sighed heavily, letting your head fall on your arms, crossed against the table. hanbin looked around, looking for the presence of the other hanbin. he was still not here.
"would you mind me sitting down with you?" hanbin gently asked, looking at you still pitifully hiding your face in your arms.
"yeah, go ahead, make my day worse."
despite your words being harsh, he could read you were being inviting, which was different from before. did your discussion with him yesterday made you change your mind on him? carefully, hanbin took a sit on the chair facing you.
hearing him sit down, you raised your head to look up at him, before straighting up to sit properly. you shifted your gaze from hanbin to the drink he made, noticing he remembered what you ordered last time. unconsciously, a smile crept onto your face, making it finally light up. you took a sip from it before thanking him.
"so. did you finish your shift?"
"i should be done with it in 10 minutes."
"i'll leave in 10 minutes then." you said, taking another sip of the sweet drink.
"you're going home?"
you nodded. exams were going still far, but you knew they will come faster than what you expected. medical studies were hard enough to make you a hardworking person, despite not being interested in it at all. you just don't want to fail.
"uhm. i gotta study a bit since i took a day off from work today." you explained.
"still... it's a shame to simply go home when you made yourself look that pretty for your date."
what was supposed to be received as a compliment made hanbin earn a kick in the shin under the table.
"stop reminding me of this!" you dramatically cried out after the boy in front of you let out an "ouch!".
"i'm sorry okay! i just wanted to call you pretty."
"well, thank you." you said looking away.
as you took another sip of the drink, you didn't know hanbin was internally gathering up all his courage to ask you out on a date. questions were restraining him. what if it was too early? what if you're gonna feel like he's doing it out of pity? what if you laugh in his face? and then, he remembered jiwoong's word. "there's no way you can fall any lower". and he was right in fact, hanbin had nothing to lose. that's why he cleared his voice and decided to talk.
"but, you know, i could take you out on a date right now so your efforts for today won't go to waste."
but this is the exact moment where you phone started ringing. park hanbin. you looked at sung hanbin with hesitation, not knowing if you should take the call or not.
"you're not answering?" you were not sure if he was asking about giving an answer to his question or an answer to the phone call.
"it's him" you simply said.
"oh."
internally, hanbin wished you wouldn't take the call and would focus on him. you were still hesitant about whether or not you should take the call, considering the fact he had left you here waiting for half an hour. but you really wanted to know what he had to tell you.
but you missed his call now, because you took too long to answer. that's when you received a text.
sung hanbin was waiting for you to acknowledge his presence again when you suddenly took your eyes off of your phone.
"i gotta go. thank you for staying with me."
"oh, you're leaving?" he said, disappointment obvious in his voice.
"yeah. go home safely, hanbin."
and once again, hanbin got rejected for another hanbin, because you decided you would much rather sit down on the floor with another one in a stinky dance room than to go on a date with him. what if this was is villain origin story? he didn't know. but he still felt like he did some progress with you today.
#zerobaseonefics#blooming day: zerobaseonefics#sung hanbin#kim jiwoong#zhang hao#seok matthew#kim taerae#kim gyuvin#park gunwook#han yujin#hanbin smau#hanbin au#hanbin fics#park hanbin#zb1#zerobaseone#zb1 smau#zb1 au#zb1 fics#zerobaseone au#zerobaseone smau#kpop
67 notes
·
View notes
Note
ELENAAA hii bestie!! how was your trip to london and italy??? how was eras?? tell me all about itttt 💜 which place had your fav tiramisu
omg it was so good..like especially after the last few months I've had, it felt so good to feel such joy again ngl 😭
eras: gonna need jetlag to wear off to start to process That but
the vibes before and during the show were INCREDIBLE!! so many people dressed up as different references and jokes that it's so fun? so much thought and effort went into it for a fun night and the stadium was so LOUD it was hard to hear taylor at times
the show went by SO FAST like I was really being present and taking in every moment but wow it felt like 30 mins ?
she's so barbie 😭
1989 set is so underrated, I can argue it's a highlight of the whole show
BLANK SPACEE
I was freaking out during the entirety of idsb because i was wearing reputation theme !!
when she started coney island, i KNEW the song and i was singing along but i was like ??? what is this song, what is the name? fr blanked out
the visuals are stunning. of course I've seen the tour movie and videos etc etc but seeing them live gave a different perspective and feel
Taylor loves us so much for her to do this multiple days every week. and so incredibly strong to get on stage after Vienna 💜
italy was reallyyyy nice, it was very hot
food servings are interesting because they differ. one place gives little amount of pasta, another gives more. pizza always big though
best tiramisu was in the last night in venice - at a place called I Tre Mercanti (I really love tiramisu)
I learned a lot! from museums, bike tour, from little shops in the cities, and google haha
I'm blanking ahH but watching the sunset in florence was so beautiful. so many people were having pizza with their friends or just hanging out watching it at a higher point and it was soo glowy yet calm
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
TELL ME ֗ ˖ ࣪ ᩠ ༉‧₊˚ ✿ #06
━━ a filmmaker decides to follow and document the lives of the worst and best students at your school for a month, unfortunately, those students are you and chishiya, the most annoying guy on earth.
masterlist ◌*ꕤ
word count ✦ 1416
A/N: hellooooooooo! a little bit later than usual sorryyyy <3 not proofread so excuse any mistakes :] im so excited for next chapter hehe hope u enjoy itttt 💗 btw i LOVE reading your comments and mixed opinions about chishiya, i think im fulfilling the purpose i had for chishiya's character :D
06/12/18 12:24
You were sitting between the library shelves, as usual, your small beat-up notebook with childish stickers on the cover in one hand, and your chewed pencil in the other. You weren’t so sure how you were still allowed there, you considered maybe the librarian had begun to care for you seeing you read so passionately, grabbing as many books as you could and always greeting her with a contagious smile. Also, forbidding you to enter the establishment was maybe a bit too much for anyone, not letting you borrow books for a whole month was enough punishment.
You stared blankly at the page, almost as empty as your mind if it hadn’t been for some scribbles you did at the top, unsure of what to write. Whatever you had written yesterday before ‘him’ -his name was now forbidden- destroyed the paper was wonderful but was absolutely forgotten. You contemplated that maybe you should’ve taken the remaining papers with you, taken them home and put it all together with some tape, but the idea didn’t cross your mind at the moment. So angry you needed to step out of the classroom for a minute, a minute which turned into some hours, you don’t remember exactly how many but you were outside until some minutes before the final bell rang.
Fleeing the way you did had two main purposes, not punching anyone innocent, sometimes you could be pretty impulsive and hasty towards others, and avoiding him. This task did not end there, you made your best effort to evade him completely, but it wasn’t as easy as you thought. You made sure to be at the classroom for roll call before sneaking out, you thought you were so clever by doing but teachers noticed your absence right away as the silence was more prominent than ever. Although it did not disturb teachers enough to search for you because, at the end of the day, it was you, you were always disappearing, and if you were in the classroom by god’s grace, all you did was distract others or bicker with Chishiya.
Sorry, bicker with he-who-should-not-be-named. It was your teacher’s indifference the main reason why your plan succeeded. When the shoot started, you promised yourself you would commit and not escape, again, for Mr. Kyuma’s sake but the conditions did not work in your favour to keep this promise. So now, you weren’t avoiding only ‘him’, you were avoiding Director Kyuma and his cameraman, Mr. Shitara. In fact, you tried to sneak yourself into the cafeteria earlier as you were quite hungry but you almost ran into Mr. Shitara, so you had to stay in the library.
You were deep into your thoughts, trying to find the lost poem in the ponds and rivers of your mind, when you heard how a book hit the floor, most probably on accident. You looked up at whoever dropped the book and there he was, the Dark Lord -you had a dream some days before in which he was Voldemort and you were Harry Potter, so now it was his nickname between you and your friends- looking at you, you had the impression he did not expect you to encounter you there, but you never knew with Chishiya.
He picked up the book and left it where it was supposed to be to then head towards you, when he was just right in front of you, he knelt down as you were sitting on the floor. You were about to ask him what he wanted when he spoke, “let’s eat something after school, I know you haven’t eaten all day” he handed you a packet of cookies, “I need to tell you something too, you can stay here, I won’t tell Director Kyuma I saw you. Meet me outside the school gates, okay?” you took the cookies puzzled and before any word could exit your mouth, he left you there, extremely confused and with some cookies. Strawberry cream-filled cookies, your favourite ones.
You were not sure why, but you stood outside the school gates as soon as they were open, just like Chishiya told you to. Kuina and Arisu questioned you about your hideaway when they saw you and told you to go with them to get some ice creams, only to deny the offer this one time. They were suspicious about why you had rejected them, and even more suspicious about why you were still standing there as if you were waiting for someone else, but with some glances between them, they decided to keep the interrogation for later.
If they had asked right then and right there, they probably would have left with more doubts than before. Yes, you were waiting for Chishiya, but why? Because he told you to? You were not the kind of person who just did what they were told to do, so why were you there, rejecting ice cream offers from your friends? He hadn’t even apologised for tearing apart your poem, there was no reason for you to be waiting for him. As you were regaining some sense and decided to leave, he stood in front of you, “let’s go”.
You decided to eat in a small shop named ‘Midsummer Noodles’, the walk there was painfully silent but as soon as you took a seat, the owner greeted you, “Oh, Chishiya! Long time no see! Please send my greetings to your father” he smiled with the softness only older people could, “oh, you are Kano's youngest daughter, right?” you nodded, smiling back to him, “you must be Chishiya’s girlfriend…” you did not let him finish the statement by telling him it was not like that right away, your cheeks flushed.
“Sorry, the neighbours recognize me a lot because of my dad” you told him it was okay, town people were always so noisy, as you were checking the menu, “I have never eaten here, what’s good here?” you clearly saw how he thought it for a moment before answering you, “the spicy noodles are really good”, “let’s have them then”. He directed himself towards the owner whose name was unknown to you, “mister, can we get two spicy noodles? Please make one less spicy”.
When the noodles arrived, he told the owner the less spicy ones were for you. It was strange, first, your favourite cookies, then, this. He had noticed your eating preferences. And he also said he would be paying for the food, even if you insisted you would pay for your food. “So, you said you had something to tell me, right?” without replying, he brought his school backpack from behind the chair to his lap and, after searching for a bit, he took out a laminated sheet. He handed the sheet to you and you noticed the paper inside it was all stuck together with tape. You read some words. It was your not-destroyed anymore poem.
“I’m sorry about this, and about the book too. I hope you did not get punished too hard” you smiled delicately at him, “it’s okay, I mean, I’m not permanently banned, the lady just took my library card for a month, but I’ll get it back” he smirked, as usual, “oh, so I get this whole month to read more books than you and finally win” you looked at him with a confused gesture, “what? The library competition?” you seemed disoriented, “oh, god. Don’t you even look at the board which says the students who have read the most every month?” you nodded denying it, “you are the one who reads the most every month, I’m always second. So I’ll win this time” you needed some seconds to process the information, “oh, no! I’ll lose my record!”. For the first time ever, you took the time to talk with each other.
The food was over and he had already paid for it, you were ready to go but he stopped you. “Before you leave, you should keep your important documents safe…”, he took some empty transparent sheets and handed you them, “here are some more, don’t let your poems roam free through the desks” he smirked, again, but you were starting to get used to it. You thanked him and both of you were outside the restaurant, ready to part ways, he had already gone his own way when you turned around and began walking next to him, “my house is this way too, I’m not following you”, you clarified, “didn’t say you were”.
tag list: @surshica @enslique @httpsimmy @elernity @eshtravagent @fishisahappydog @kreishin @vernon-dursley @mhyunri @thenightsflower @madjz @saiewithakatana @yeosangiehwa @xiaoishwrites @seloise @justhere105 @naegisimp @mxbrahms @chlooooop @woodandwaxwings @huachengsbestie01
#chishiya x reader#chishiya shuntaro x reader#aib x reader#alice in boderland x reader#chishiya x fem!reader#aib chishiya#୨୧ . . . tell me#l❤︎veable
110 notes
·
View notes
Note
i’m honestly surprised i have not seen this anywhere yet but hear me out,,,
nsfw w/ robo-ky and his (afab) s/o but he has vibrating fingers, so he can tease them in whatever way he possibly can
Robo-Ky x AFAB!Reader
Topic: Teasing S/O w/ vibrating fingers
A/N: YYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I NEED MORE ROBO-KY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Tags: NSFW, Fingering, hidden public play
--
-You and Robo-Ky were really close to each other, cleaning his metal for R. Ky, Brushing your hair if wanted and more personal things as well. You and R. Ky were just grocery shopping and getting fruits, meals and his fabric softener he needs; constantly reminding you that he need his "food" and nutrition too.
-As you getting and apple from the bin that the old lady was selling, you suddenly feel something vibrating between your legs and you give a yelp. Luckily the old lady was helping someone else and the feeling suddenly goes away.
R.Ky: "Dear are you okay? Did you see something??" [ He says in concern for you while holding you close ]
-You nod and said that you felt something but it was not as concerning. So you pay for the apples and such then go along your day getting stuff to cook. After a while of getting fruits n' such, you start to feel the vibration again. "Ky is that you-" [ It stops... ] "Fineee it was mee- [He starts to twiddle his fingers.] I am v-very sorry- I was just-"[ you cut him off ]
-You reassure him that it was fine. . and that you actually liked it? The robot was suprised when you had told him your words and saying that he can do more, giving a happy look to his face!
[You drag R. Ky to an alleyway that's empty and secluded as he's giving little giggles since he excited to show what he can do for you!]
-Robo Ky starts to explain how his fingers can vibrate and he just wanted to test it out with you since you two were close like that.
"Wanna give it a test run~?" You say seducingly
R.KY: "YESSSS PLEASEE"
-You start to guide Kys hand down there as he *cough* quite literally blows steam. You can definitely feel his robotic hand was warm despite it being metal. He starts to rubbing his index finger on your slit and you ask for him to do the vibration thing. He complies excited as he turns the mechanic on, then start to insert his two fingers in you slowly.
-As he's behind you pulling you close to him and making sure you don't give out doing so. You give out a moan in pleasure as soon as he stuck his metallic warm fingers in you. You tap him twice signalling he could keep going in which he did.
-Your legs start to slump as he stared moving, its like he already knew what you wanted, I mean he was a data collector? You face in pure pleasure hoping no one finds you two like this but luckily no one did since the place was secluded.
-Robo Ky was feeling a different type of way he felt someting he did not before he felt as if he knew everything so what if he started to make fun out of the things? The vibration stops. "K-Ky cmonnn whats the deal babyyy-" . He gives a giggle as he starts to ask if you like ed it the much. "C'mon Ky stoppp I'll get you your y'know grease or like fabric softener-"
R. KY: "REALLYYY?" [he starts back up again!]
After a while of constant teasing you felt yourself reaching your high but you didn't want nothing happening to you clothes. "K-Ky please take it outt" "Whyyy I thought you liked itttt? <:(" "I-I do but please we can continue when were home~" "Well alright fine- YOU LIKED IT THOUGH RIGHHTT ^////^"
"Yes- Yes I did Ky-"
#guilty gear#ggst#guilty gear x reader#guilty gear headcanons#guilty gear strive#headcanons#robo ky x reader#robo ky
3 notes
·
View notes
Note
Evelyn struggled way too hard that she ended up accidentally hitting him.
Levi x Evelyn -> There Are No Accidents
(A/N: Now this, this, I love this. Let's freaking get itttt)
WARNINGS: noncon, dubcon, manipulation, domestic abuse, yandere themes, forced marriage, forced pregnancy, stockholm syndrome, violence, mind breaking, misogyny, etc.
===========================================
Evelyn rushed in the door, slamming it behind her to keep him out, anything to keep him out. Words couldn't describe how angry she was at that moment, a moment later when the door swung open and shut just as violently she knew Levi wasn't having her temper. His footsteps catching up to hers easily as he spun her around.
"The fuck do you think you're doing walking away from me?"
"What do you mean? You think I would seriously stay and be humiliated like that?"
"Oh humiliating you, get over yourself, of course I'd talk about what I do with you."
"And I'm not going to just sit there and take it, which is why I left, and you can think whatever you want."
"And you publicly embarrassed me, what are people going to think when they find out I can't even control my wife? Your shitty attitude has made my reputation crumble already, and with these stunts I'll be lucky to even have it!"
"Oh no, I'd hate to ruin your precious reputation, oh you poor baby." Sarcasm drips off her tongue.
Levi grabs her wrist in his hand. "Don't you ever talk back to me you uptight bitch, you're practically begging for a punishment now. But if you ask for my mercy maybe I'll be merciful enough to forgive you this once."
"Shut your fucking mouth, I'll take my punishment instead of grovelling to someone like you."
"I wouldn't worry about that, you'll get it soon enough with the way you're going." His grip tightens, fingers digging into her skin.
"Let go of me it hurts!" She struggles slightly.
"I thought you said you could take my punishment?" He smirked, doing nothing but continuing to squeeze her arm.
She struggles more, pulling with all her might. "It hurts!"
Out of amusement, he releases the grip on her hand slightly, to see what she'll do. But the force of her struggling mixed with the momentum causes her to slap him across the face.
Both of them freeze a moment in shock, him because he had never felt her hand against him besides base struggling. And her because she knew how much trouble she'd be in now, there was no way Levi would let her off with just a warning. The reality of what she had just done, even by accident, sunk in, there's no telling what he'd do.
Levi takes a second, collecting his thoughts and gaining his composure before his expression turns to one of rage.
"How dare you." He grabs her by the neck, squeezing.
She claws at his hand on her throat, trying to choke out 'I didn't mean to's and apologies. Anything to get him to calm down so his temper wouldn't cost her her life.
"You fucking cunt, I could kill you right now for doing that to me. After all the things I do for you, you do this shit to me?"
He throws her down, kicking her head over and over, he was going to do it, he was going to beat her within an inch of her life. Then she'd learn her lesson, that with a proper fucking then she'd come to respect him again. She learn her place was under his heel.
=============================================
When she came back to consciousness, all she could process was pain. At lease two of her bones was broken, what else was damaged she wasn't sure. The next thing she registered was Levi inside of her, holding her broken body up enough to push himself inside. Pleasure was non-existent, it was only agony as he took Evelyn over and over, his only form of claiming her and teaching her the role he forced upon her was filling her womb.
Levi finally was satisfied after what seemed like centuries, leaving her filled and worn body. Maybe now she'd understand what her place was to him, a breeding machine to be the equivalent of his servant. Giving him children until he was satisfied, pleasuring him within a moment's notice at anytime simply because she should.
He'd get her a doctor to be sure, he wouldn't want anything to heal badly. But the pain would be a good reminder while she was on bed rest, only able to serve him sexually. However as a sign that his wrath had cooled and he forgave her he gave her a small kiss on the forehead.
"I love you my sweet wife.."
#attack on titan#break me slowly#levi ackerman#levi aot#levi x oc#levi x reader#shingeki no kyojin#yandere levi#yandere levi x reader#yandere levi ackerman#oneshot requests
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
Making a longer post about the Fnaf movie because holy FUCK I need to go off
(Spoilers beneath the cut obv)
Ahem
HOLY FUCK THAT MOVIE WAS FUCKING GREAT. Yeah there’s a lot of people saying it could’ve been better, and it probably could’ve with an R rating but even so they still did such an AMAZING FUCKING JOB with it. Casting was great, the animatronics were AMAZING and it was actually a really nice twist on the usual storyline. It basically acted as sort of a “Timeline Reset” in a way. Same characters, same idea, but a different execution. Overall, it was still really fucking good. Moving on, I want to talk about a certain cameo. That’s right, I’m talking about FUCKING MATPAT. THE MATPAT!? GAME THEORY!? I mean holy fuck I wasn’t ready but when he showed up on screen it actually felt natural. And when he said “That’s just a theory” (I shit you not, though if you’re reading this I guess you already knew, duh) I swear the theater silently went off, I was literally clenching my fists with my feet up. Going forward, there were so many other little references and small things scattered around the sets, dialogue, and tons of other shit. And another thing, I’ve already said before that I wanted a spring lock death and uh
They fucking did it
I’ll admit it wasn’t as gory as in the novels (which are really good, check them out) but like I said, it was a PG-13 movie so they showed as much as they could. Also I remember the whole theater collectively thought of The Bite of ‘87 when that girl got cut in fucking half. That’s what you get for sticking your head in a giant robot ig. Uh what else do I say. Afton was done really well, I loved his role so much, the scene of the animatronics building the fort was a nice little bit (which felt just a teensy bit out of place for a horror movie but FNAF getting a movie was already bizarre enough) and I actually really liked it. PH O H OH YEAH I FORGOT but they put the fucking Living Tombstone song in the credits. I FUCMING LVOED ITTTT I forgot how good the song was. OH YEAH BALLON BOY. He wasn’t an animatronic but like a recurring gag. Like he was the first jumpscare in the movie (next to a flashlight ofc) and it caught everyone off guard. Next was in a closet which was also a shock. And finally they put him in the end credits and honestly I think Scott and everyone else really understood how annoying he was to deal with in 2. I could probably go on and on and ON about how much this movie hit me in all the right ways but I’m gonna save that for a teblog sometime maybe.
Overall, great movie, brilliant homage, and overall I absolutely cannot wait for the sequel. I absolutely would go see it again over and over and over. If you haven’t seen it and you’re wondering whether you should, DO IT. Just DO IT.
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
I just want tons of info abt ur paracosms as they look coolio
AAAAHSBSYAHSQH???? THANK YOU???
aaaaa I’m prolly gonna talk a lot so under a readmore we go wheeee
OK SO REBELLION IS MY MAIN BBY RN i love itttt
I’ve mentioned earlier taht it’s gone by a few names at this point like Sonic Boom: Underground (sb:u) and Trouble Keeps you Running Faster (tkyrf) but Sonic Rebellious is prolly gonna be the finalized name 💙💙💙
ANYWAYS it’s a continuation of both Sonic Underground and Sonic Boom, where the events of Sonic Boom take place 10 years after Underground.
A LITTLE is changed abt underground, but for the most part, unless it comes up in the current day of the story (like the backstory between manic and rouge) its probably the same. The backtory for the story, though, is that shortly after the events of underground, the triplets adopted tails as their little brother, before Manic goot killed defending them (he's not actually dead, just captured, but they don't know that.) The grief tore Sonic and Sonia apart, Sonic wanting to run away from the war to keep Tails safe, while Sonia felt bound by a sense of duty. They ended up parting on bad terms, both feeling hurt at the other's descision (Sonia felt it was selfish for Sonic to run, while Sonic felt that Sonia didn't care enough about them to come with).
Meanwhile, Knuckles, guided by a spirit of his people (Tikal) ends up shattering the Master Emerald in a ritual designed to nullify the Chaos Emeralds' power until it can be reformed, in order to keep any from falling into Robotnik's hands again. Unfortunately, the ritual was originally designed so each member of the tribe would have a piece of their mind linked to a shard so they could recover their piece when the time came to rebuild the Master Emerald. However, since Knuckles is the last, his sole mind took on the responsibility of the entire tribe, shattering across the planet along with the shards. As long as he kept one piece, he could retain his mind and memories, but he didn't trust himself to keep it safe in his state, and so he entrusted it to Sonia, losing his memories in the process.
Timeskip to ten years later, Sonic and Tails have made their way and settled into Bygone Island, as has Knuckles, and they, along with Amy, a resident of the island, teamed up to continuously take down Ivo "Eggman" Robotnik, the son of Dr. Julian Robotnik. (They're two seperate characters bc I didn't want to deal with the logistics of making them the same and I felt it would be a neat dynamic. Eggman also mentions having a dad in the show, and it's implied he doesn't have a good relationship with him, so I felt it would work to make them father and son. I'm gonna mention them a lot so from here on: Eggman is the one from Sonic Boom, and Robotnik is the one from Underground).
They've become a pretty close-knit group, with on-again-off-again member Sticks, when suddenly Sonia shows up out of the blue and kinda throws a wrench in everything simply by being there. Meanwhile, Shadow, who works for and believes himself to be created by Robotnik, has grown fed up with his treatment of Manic, who he has secretly bonded with over the years, and breaks him out of his prison. The events of the finale of Boom, where Shadow tries to destroy the multiverse by trappng the two alternate versions of Eggman in his cave hideout, was a test. If they failed, then the multiverse would be destroyed, which Shadow saw as a potentially favorable outcome, but the more likely (as well as his preffered) outcome was that they succeed, and Shadow would be able to trust them to take care of Manic, as he knew he wouldn't be able to for long, since he works for Robotnik (Shadow doesn't know they're siblings at this point)
So Shadow breaks Manic out of prison and has him stay in his cave hideout for a bit while he recovers, and then Shadow goes back to get his medallion. However, Robotnik catches him as he gets it, and so he has to get back to the village as fast as he can. Unfortunately, when Sonic sees Shadow with Manic's medallion (WHo he still presumes is dead), he assumes the worst and flips out and they get in a huge fight. Shadow ends up trying to get back to Manic, only for Sonic and SOnia to chase him down, resulting in their reunion.
Eventually, though, Robotnik catches up, and the village is destroyed. The team does their best to evacuate the villagers, but its only when Eggman is convinced to help do they manage to escape with minimal casualties. (Its for complicated reasons; he says it's because he can't rule over the village if there's no villagers to rule over, but in actuality he's grown attached to Sonic and his friends, and also wants to make a stand against his father and step out of his control).
As they leave the island to return to Robotropolis, Sonia returns the Master Emerald shard Knuckles gave her, restoring a piece of his memory.
ANYWAY thats the beginning of the story and theres a LOT more after that but I haven't decided on an order for everything past that yet RIP
HERES all the characters i have refs for so far (This isn't all the characters, obvi, it just takes a long time to draw refs for every character), and another one with concept art (and stock art for Aleena and Robotnik, since i dont have anything else for them yet rip)
(from left to right, Sage, Cosmo, Tails, Zooey, Amy, Metal Sonic, Sonic, Sonia, Manic, Knuckles, Shadow)
(From left to right, Charmy, Cosmo, Tails, Sticks, Amy, Espio, Maria, Silver, Sonic, Sonia, Manic, Aleena, Rouge, Stone, Sleet, Robotnik, Vector, Knuckles, Eggman, Shadow, Dingo)
ALSO YEA mobians in this au have the same average height that humans do bc i thought itd be funny and i like playing with character designs
Cursed Planet / Ruined World
OKAY so these two are techincally the same paracosm with two different casts of characters, one being all fully original characters, the other being mostly canon characters from different media and a handful of fancharacters. HOWEVER, since there's no real plot, I'm gonna talk about the setting, because that's the actual important thing in these two.
The City exists in a pocket dimension, created by an entity that feeds off of the despair and suffering of the living. While she can change and control the entire City on a whim, and create literally anything in her domain, she can't feed off of what she creates, and so she pulls beings from other dimensions to be transported to The City.
The City itself is constantly changing, and only exists as an actual city in its current iteration. It is warped, eldritch, and twists itself to the perception of its inhabitants. The more people fear a place, the more twisted and horrifying it becomes, to match its perception.
Fears increase at night, and so the City becomes more dangerous. That shadow out of the corner of your eye is always exactly what you fear it to be.
While the City itself is entirely under the entity's control, the people she summons to inhabit it aren't, and so she cannot just cause them to suffer. She must use the city to bring them to despair, but the human spirit is indomitable, and hope always has the chance to win out.
(Here's where the main difference in the two lays, the original characters one is mostly cynical assholes with one or two rays of sunshine like Alice Read and Sveta, and their groups tend to struggle a lot more with keeping morale up. Meanwhile, the fandom one has Sonic the g-ddamn Hedgehog, who will literally kill g-d to bring hope to his friends, so, like, the entity's kinds fucked with him around)
Don't Split the Party
heehooheehooheehoo dungeons and dragns :]
this is the one ive had for like, the longst, and its just me putting every character ive ever liked in a dnd settign. It's so big at this point that it doesn't really have one plot, it's an entire world where every person has their own thing going on. The main ones I can think of are Sonic Wachowski, an Elven Ranger going off to save his adopted parents, only to find out that his fox familiar is a shapeshifting Artificer boy, and the misadventures of the Red Guild, particularly Scout as he runs around with Justice and Alyx, a Tiefling Bard and a Fairy Artificer. There's also my parame Rua, the Half-Elf Ranger, and their adventures with their adopted sisters, and their boyfriend Barney Calhoun, a Human Paladin.
There's a LOT going on in that one, so I can't really go over all of it here. A lot of it also follows storylines of other paracosms, just switched to a DnD setting.
Forces: Reloaded
Honestly shoud be called Sonic: Reloaded at this point, as it's gone from a simple Sonic Forces rewrite to an entire paracosm spanning from 06 to Frontiers, and even further, as I even included an adapted version of the Metarex Sage from Sonic X, which is currently the final point in the timeline, though I'm sure that'll change soon enough.
A lot of the changes are about adding or swapping characters around, such as the plotline of Sonic 06. I've written this one up already, so I'll paste it here:
OKAY so Stella replaces Elise as the vessel for Iblis, her father purposefully using them to house the deity, all while Elise stealthily watched. So Elise KNOWS that Stella holds Iblis, and so does everything in her power to keep it contained.
When Stella gets kidnapped by Eggman, Elise wants to go after him to keep Iblis from being unleashed, but can’t leave her station as monarch, and so she sends one of her guards, not knowing that a. Sonic is already on it and b. Stella is having a blast making Eggman miserable and breaking out on their own.
So Elise's role is pulled back to be a lot more of an authority figure, she's the royalty while Stella (the oc) is the 'damseled' one. One major difference this brings is there's no romance between Elise and Sonic, transferring over instead to Stella and Dusk (the guard Elise sends to rescue Stella). I haven't played 06 in a long while, so all this may be subject to change. I just wanted Stella (my self-insert) to be introduced in Sonic 06, as it was my first Sonic game and was what got me into the series in the first place.
Skipping ahead to Forces, as it was the original main focus of the paracosm and as such is the most in-depth, the story starts out the same, with Sonic being very abruptly defeated by Infinite. Except, unlike the game, where he just summons illusions of Shadow, Metal Sonic, Chaos 0 and Zavok before kicking him around for a bit, he... oh i dunno...
CONJURES PERFECT CHAOS, BEFORE CREATING A WHIRLPOOL OF WATER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SQUARE TO DROWN HIM???
Obviously he doesn't kill Sonic, just incapacitates him, but, like, Sonic's got a whole thing about water, why not take advantage of that?
Tails takes just a bit too long trying to figure out Infinite's deal before he creates the whirlpool, and Tails tosses his datapad aside and rushes in to try and save Sonic, only for Infinite to take him down almost instantly.
The story proceeds as normal for a bit after that, with Eggman taking over, Tails going AWOL, and a resistance being formed by Knuckles. Rather than being stationed in Green Hill Zone, however, the headquarters is on Angel Island, meaning only the people Knuckles trusts enough to be near the Master Emerald is allowed in the headquarters. They have other rebel camps stationed all over South Island, but they're small, and they can quickly be overpowered by Eggman's forces.
Meanwhile, Starburst and Sun's parents get killed in the initial attack on Seaside Hill, and they get seperated in the chaos. Starburst finds her older brother buried under a pile of rubble, but Infinite gets to her before she can reach him, taunting her and letting her escape with her life if she leaves her brother to die and flees in terror.
Later, Starburst gets rescued by Amy, and decides to join the resistance.
Meanwhile, Tails has gone a bit off the deep end, and seeks out an old model of Metal Sonic that was destroyed in a battle years prior, and brings it back to his makeshift lab to rebuild and reprogram it. He affixes the fake Chaos Emerald he made back in SA2 to him, using it as a power source, and sets out to train him to be essentially Sonic's replacement. (This guy later becomes Shard.)
Sun actually survived being crushed by a building, and gets fished out by two girls, Flare the Bear and Echo the Fox. They end up getting along like a house on fire, and they agree to help Sun search for his missing sister.
The rebellion discovers that Sonic is alive, and after they launch a rescue mission, Starburst is the one that ends up finding him (This plays out pretty much exactly like the game).
They come back to the base below Angel Island, and take Sonic to the infirmary, only to discover that there's barely any room left. Amy decides that they need to liberate an actual hospital, and fast. Much to Sonic's disappontment, she sends Shadow and Starburst on the mission, as Sonic is still too injured. While Shadow is initially unimpressed and uninterested in working with Starburst, during the mission he warms up to her a little.
Meanwhile, the Metal Sonic that was repaired by Tails has been feeling uncomfortable, both with Tails' insistance at him being essentially a Sonic replacement, and Tails' obvious fear and discomfort towards him. He ends up running away, and though he still defends and protects the people he comes across, they aren't exactly appreciative. He still looks like Metal SOnic, and people are terrified of him, until he encounters one girl.
Aryl's a mechanic and an outcast, with a pet Buzz Bomber that she reprogrammed herself, and she offers to help repair his battle damage. He agrees, and they end up having a mutually beneficial friendship, where he protects her as she scavenges for parts and she repairs any damage he gets as he fights off other badniks.
A lot from this point is similar to the game, with some exceptions, like Shard being the one to fight the Metal Sonic illusion with Sonic on the bridge rather than the rookie, and the Null Space scene being a LOT longer and more impactful on the story, but im starting to get a headache and cant type for much longer so have some art instead
THERES ALSO A WHOLE THING WITH SEEDRIANS and tails cosmo and omega make up a team for a little while and omega goes I HAVE ONLY HAD TAILS AND COSMO FOR A DAY AND A HALF BUT IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO THEM I WOULD KILL EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM AND THEN SELF DESTRUCT.
and oh man i didnt even mention the time traveling twin children of infinite from an alternate future where he took over and crowned himself king thats THESE GUYS
#i may be a lil sleep deprived and loopy from cryin so im sorry if I don’t make ruch sensse rn#paracosm: sonic rebellion#paracosm: ruined world#paracosm: cursed planet#paracosm: don’t split the party#paracosm: forces reloaded
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
watched a playthrough of Mouthwashing today! It was good, I just feel like I don't really... get it yet if you know what I mean? Like. It had it's freaky bits and certainly an edge + total unease washed over the whole game but I wasn't like consistently scared by it?? The one thing I knew about the game was that everyone fucking HATES Jimmy and I see why.. Spoilers under the cut!
like FUCK JIMMY for raping Anya that is completely inexcusable plus his wrecking the ship lead to 3/5 crewmates dying, Curly being permanently uhhh fucked up ig and then at the end Jimmy killed himself which like yeah go figure he wouldn't want to deal with the consequences of his actions In my mind I wish the game gave more focus to Anya and her assault because it's brought up once and then thats itttt ??? but again I have literally JUST finished watching a playthrough and haven't digged any deeper im sure my views will change! The majority of the POV being Jimmy's definitely contributed to that aspect and I can see how shifting so drastically would distract from that focus. The themes of taking responsibility were very strong which I enjoyed seeing for a game titled Mouthwashing it did deliver! There is mouthwash in this game! An awful lot of mouthwash but its not like a connnstantttt(though it does somewhat permeate the vibe after the crew found it all which is cool) anyways! like its a good game I've just gotta dig more into it's guts to really love it
1 note
·
View note
Text
i had the bestttttt weekend dude
got in late friday, denver airport is weird all the rumors r true. he picked me up & took me back to his place, he lives in a house w 3 other dudes and lowkey being in that environment made me miss the community aspect of having roommates lol anyway got there & immediately fucked 🥰 and it was so nice and so good ahhhhhhh and then fell asleep and then woke up and fucked again dude those times are my favorites when yr just alternating bw cuddling and sleeping and talking and fucking its the best
but then we got food from this place i really love but never go to bc the only locationnin chicagonis downtown and i hate going downtown hahahah but theres a location in CO so we went dude i cant wait to tell bianca this particular detail shes gna lose itttt like AHH that is just so good
Anyway we got back and ate and then met up w a bunch of his friends at this one place, it was one guys birthday and they did a cake flip which i never knew was a thing so that was funny & i got nice and buzzed real quick cause that shit hits different in the mountains but everyone was really chill and nice and funny! There were hella people & they were all cool it rocked
Went to a 2nd place and started talking to the girlies more, JK dropped lore that all the girls are bi and i was like lets gooooooo lmfao and bc i'm a girls girl and a great time obviously we vibed and talked and kiki'd
Ok fr though. 3 different girls asked me what was going on w me and him. 3 girls!!!!! Ok see i fucking love girls like no dude would ever ask me about it hahahahah but they all loved my energy and we super vibed esp this one girl emily whos dating dude's roommate
Came back to the house & started doing uhhh pepsi which i really hadnt done in a long time but it was fun and a vibe!!! Talked to hella ppl got drunker had a fun chill time 😎 i had to tap out early bc dude gave me an edible and it hit like a train lmfao but dude followed me in and we talked more and made out and he said "my friends really like you" i was like I LIKE THEM TOOO 🥰
Kinda chilled didnt do much the last 2 days it was nice. i like him so so so so so soooooooooooo much dude. one of the girls (she literally said "[dudes name] is a green flag" also 🥹🥰🥰 its trueeee he is so good!) asked what i like about him and i genuinely said everything 🥰🥰🥰🥰 which is true!! And which ive been wanting to say but didnt have anyone to say it to!!! GOD i love girls i love being a girl at times like these lol but yes genuinely i like everything about him. The other day i made a note where i listed everything specifically and it made me fucking cry hahahahahah
bro i'm down sooo badddddd. i want to ask him to be my boyfriend PERO LIKE i also dont wanna be monog? and i dont want to pressure him into smth hes not down for and i dont really know how to bring up that convo. idk ahhhh i just like him so very very much.
bought a flight for spring break. spicys comin back baybeeee! i cant wait to see himmmmmmm aah ok im gonna make another post to talk abt a different topic uhh hahah ok
0 notes
Text
My Royalty au :
Part 1 - the Beach (short comic)
Part 2 - the Meeting
Part 3 - Enchanted Store
Part 4 - The Legendary Chalice and the Dish brothers
Part 5 - Witch of Distress
Part 6 - upcoming:
The demon, angel and wolf
(i changed this from "the angel and the wolf" since while i was writing it, i accidentally included Bendy's side so ye, there ya go)
Alice Angel, the princess of the Heavens. Sent from above, and certainly fell in love with a wolf who was kind, yet cool. He knew all sorts of things, hunting, falconry, fishing, scavenging, mechanic, woodcutting--anything you can think of! He's a handyman of everything, and he helped a lot of people with it.
Meanwhile Alice Angel was a known angel im the Heavens. She possessed great goodness in her heart, purity, charity, humor and sympathy for the less. She desired helping those in need, she is also known for her great healing powers. But this didn't stop the other race from respecting her, she is still an angel who wielded powerful runes and energy. She was someone not to be belittled. Her anger will burn fire when she sees evil. She can also feel emotions of others.
She was the perfect girl anyone could wish for. She was a good friend of Bendy the Ink Demon, which made her earn her horns. Yet she was still kept of the Princess title. She met the Demon once in her childhood, he was a crying child, so she helped him naturally. And they became good friends despite the opposite race. And then Boris, it was when he found her trapped in a demon's oblivion and coincidentally, he was best friends with Bendy. The two helped her from her mission and the three were almost inseperable.
However Bendy wasn't actually a child at that time, it was simply his small form. Yet he chose to stay by the two toons' side. It was a closeness he hadn't felt before. And that was his family.
Alice and Boris knew this, Bendy told them and they were happy. The wolf was the eldest in thinking, by the three, Alice was the youngest in age and mind, Bendy was the eldest by age. Boris and Alice eventually fell in love and married, while Bendy was left there simping for a fish who didnt like him(at first).
________________________________________
Ok no I FINALLY FINISHED ITTTT
Now b4 u judge me for shipping Alice Angel and Boris, im gonna say it again:
This ship is based on Allison and Tom's relationship in Batim/batdr.
I mean, theyre married right? So why not ship them? They make a cute pair (at least, for me)
Now my last thing for me to do abt this au:
The art✨✨
(this may take a bit long since im busy reading, writing, eating etc 💀)
0 notes