#where they dont give a game fuq

[fishpunsontheregular]

i swear ive read somefin pike this somewhere...

[redraven393]

Catching Up wit Phil's QSMP VOD

1st JULY lets GOOOO

OKAY let's GET STARTED

no gegg??-was there anything different?-ohhh solo modification?

safety first-ohh a smart chat-

HIKE???-MINING IN CAVES??-BULLS??-ughhhh the code bastards are up to something -that's not how it works PHIL-WAKE UP CHAYANNE

YAEH HEALTH CARE-opp the Hotel is really fuqed

hah Phil you have way too many stalkers on this island -YEAHHH FUQTHE BINARYBASTARD UP PHILL

oh no the French-OH NO MUMZA-ah okay well soon mumza

yeah, ANTZA-that’s cheating Phill-???-what is he talkin about??-somthin' about world edit??

Whooo congrats Chat -omg Phil nooo-welp a little arson is okay sometimes-ahh shit its not little-yeah sure nature-admins problem now

ohh adventure yesyes-WAKE UP CHAYANNE WAKE UP-wat?-OH FUQ-loud to loud

¬lol TALLULAH STAY ASLEEP SWEETIE-YEAH CHAT DAYY

Holly chat that is a great Headcanon-the code bastards eggs lol

ughh Trauma beach-???-quackity in boxing event?

LUZU there?-HE LOST!-aww sad-no happy things for Phil I guess-

Opp what happened?-ah the server lagged-?-cactus lag?

Aww chat yu are loved-Chat pls this is his son- busy old man

Bad cactus-ohhh go down- THERE are NO SUCH THINGS AS TO MANY VENUS PHIL

Ohh deep-cave creeper? Oh he chonks-trash cave

Persimmon! I never has persimmons

Dapper the handyman!- ohhh Life guards POG-omg chat u okay?-wat is going on with the mobs-oh go where is the god apple?-omg the seagull-oh that fuker-omg they eat it-fuk the seagull

Ohh Chayanne bday??-aww- yeah show them some message

Does bull have different milk??-MONKEYS!!-infernal evil Pumpkin??-uhhh?okay?

ACASIAAA-caht don’t farm the monkey-well maybe for Tallulah-bet if Tallulah ask he will says yes-awww

Phil’s parenting 101- I do not get the reference-wat??-huh??? Wat?? How?

Ohh full diamond armour guy- dadza pls-CURSE WATER-oooh the BLIMP-uppies-not many good loot-well done-

CAPPYBARAS-wait we can't trust them-yeah from the wedding-phill you can't demand the wildlife to do work for you

Resct earn -boat time-ROAR TRIP YEAHHH-okay these guys are fun

Pretty baome-you use to be cool Capibaras shame on you-cappy on a bike-lol- ohhh good loot-oh god it head-dodododdod

YEAH FUK HIM UP-good god they are powerful-lol snot-yeah bring them more often-nooo not the FLOATING TREE

Lol-get in LOSERS- is the place dangerous?-omg there op

Omg DAD you cant just Irish left your way out of the fight- that is rude

Hi Fit

Classic Chayanne-cappy here?-NOOOO TALLULAH STAY ASLEEP

YAY for BS missions-YAY CHAYANNE SHRINE

Binary bastar the creep­-glad yu having fun chayanne- yeah Tallulah the poor dear is terrified-yeah cook your way out of trauma kiddo

RAMON-yeah touch grass

YEAHH FTC-fried the cat fish-omg- they are magic cappibaras ramon-Chayanne get down

Safety first-MONEY-omg 100 Yippe-

Are they all gone?-opp there they are-FTC

Thetictacs- new acent unlocked!- yeah cooked the Catfish!

Omg cappis nooo

Phill youcant exploit the wild life like that

The big mountain wall-yupyup tottaly legit-okay ramon is just flexing

Just because ramon just because

Ramon, he is an Anarchist

Tall mountain time-ughhh-FLOWER DUNGON-YEAHHH

FLYING CAPPI

Where are we going?-ah to the mountain-OHH a Toucan! :D-a bamboo creeper?

Wait????-is that Rigby??waitt-OH NOO RIGHBY- RAMOON NOOO-You have its TALE PHILL NOOOO

RIP

PHIL NOOOO- you don’t give ur child a dead corpse of its pet

Welp adventure must go on

The MOUNTAIN-Cappis that is cheating-YEAH TO THE TOP-dance party

Welp to the caves-so good at the video game-gator roll- how do u know??-

YEAH CHILD LABOUR-opp water cave-AHH GLOWY BOY-ohhh big cave

INFECTED DIAMOND ORE??- omg-KIDS- an absolute UNIT

CUBE SHEEP-ohh statues-RAMON DONT DIG DOWNN- RAMON NO-

YEAH, BED ROCK-YEAH MISSION DONE-PARTY-

oh hey the cat live

ugh the bulls- welcome to the FAVELAAS- this one bull against 6- bull hunting time- omg the bulls are riding the guardians-OMG THE BULLS

RAMON NO-PHILNOOO- the oldest shit house

Ohh the day care!!-awwww it looks so cute-oh fit was a teacher??-omg NO

SPINNNN-yu spin me right round baby-BELLS

BAGHERA ANTOINE HELLO

Ahh its Dapper and BBH-opp chayanne gone? Oh he’s in the basket

Yeah the attack yesterday are fuqed-Wait they taking picture of the parents too?

Yeah the Fed lied – a reminder huh?- OHH COLORFUL TOUCAN-

Yeah they just hang- funny noises- okk lets go out- lol- Antoine wat???

Scary Story!- HAM BURGULUAR- Trauma Dump

RIGBY 2.0 LETS GO

Scary retaile story

OMG- Tax Fraud???? PHIL?-lol Drugs- yeah stay an Egg Chayanne- the government IOU

Chayanne stop using others sign

Ah yess glad I still haven’t got any tax

Ah karen-oMG??-u fuqed him?- fukin Bastard- good lord Phil

A Karen Diner??-YEAH CHAYANNE KITCHEN!-FREE FOOD LETS GOO

WHOO STAY LIVING

BYEE CHAYANNE- oh wait uhhh -LOL

PHIL ONCE AGAIN AVOIDS ALL THE RP

WHOO BYE PHILLLL

[violetnotez]

Haaaaiiii! I don't know if you've done this before, but can you do a headcanon with Midoriya, Bakugou, Todoroki, and Kaminari (separately) dating a slim thicc reader who's waaaaay to kind to everyone for her own good? Sorry if that was specific lol. It just suits my life.

HC: Slim Thicc + Overly Nice Reader | BNHA

Music Genre: Pop | BNHA

Characters: Midoriya, Bakugo, Todoroki

Warnings: cursing, suggestive content

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Shop Owner Note: The fuq how did you describe me in four words lmaoooo-I really liked this idea alot!!!!! Also I only did Bakugo, Izuku and Shoto caus emy brain got fried, so hope thats okay!

Midoriya

THIS GIF ISNT APART OF THE HC AT ALL I JUST FOUND IT AND NOW IM FEELING SOME TYPE OF WAYYYY😳😳

Midoriya most definitely drink his respect women juice

He was raised by his mother after all

BUT

doesnt mean the boy cant be a little perverted-

He just loves your body!!!!!

How can he NOT love everything about it, from the way your school tights slightly squeeze your thighs to the point where he feel like he cant breath

Or when you wear his shirts and its tighter around the chest and flowy around you waist

Mmmmmm lets not forget your hero suit- this man would probably kiss the shoes of the person who made your suit

Cause DAMN they really made it as tight as possible and he just loves it sm

Lets be real this dude has probably popped a boner by accident just thinking about your hero suit 😶

ANYWAYS 💀💀💀💀

He is very much respectful about you and keeps his raging hormones horniness to himself

He is ALWAYS making sure you feel comfortable in your relationship, whether its from holding hands to cuddling, he will always make sure you give your consent

Now, when it comes to your kindness, this is something Midoriya probably loves the most about you

But he does find it really concerning when he notices you say “yes” to everything somebody asks you to do for them

And running yourself down, not looking as energetic as yourself

He is very observant, so he notices little things that signal you are little overwhelmed 

Like your clothes arent as perfectly ironed as they used to be, you seem to be forgetting your own things while remembering to bring everybody else’s, your smile seems strained, and you just look stressed

He is so incredibly empathetic- it pains him to his s/o look so distraught 

It does anger him a bit that these people can so easily take advantage of you, and not even care that you arent feeling your best because of what they asked of you

But he swallows down the anger, offering to help you with whatever you need at your dorm room

He tries to make it as stress free as he possibly can, bringing your favorite snacks and playlist of music to calm your mind

But at some point hed give you a very gentle talk,,,,

He knows you havent been feeling too great, whether you deny it or not, and he wants you to know that its perfectly okay to not say “yes” to every person

He knows you mean well and you want to help everyone out of the generosity of your heart, and he loves that about you

But you as a person are important, and you come first over anyone

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ

Bakugo

Like Midoriya, just LOVES your body

Like cmon, how can he NOT

Dude is a ass+boob man change ma mind 

At first he deifnitely denies it-

Him??? Stare at your ass??? Pshh he was looking at the oven baka, if anything your ass was blocking his view-

You would know you caught him red handed cause he face would get redder than Momo’s hero suit and he would actually stutter—-

Which would make him extrmeely annoyed and he’d be cussing a storm+be in a grumpy mood for an hour or two

But once you two get more comfortable in your relationship-

NO HOLDING BACK

He will have use every opportunity to just be meannnn

And by mean

I mean turn slapping your ass into some sick game

Like if you dont yelp and cuss him out whats the point?

Once he slapped you so hard he legit left his big ass hand print on your butt cheek and you were about to slap his smug ass back....

But off a 50ft building  🙃

Also a big softie too

Like when you to cuddle he loves cuddling into your chest 🥺🥺

To him it’s just so comfyyyyyyyyyy

Honestly, Bakugo can’t understand at all how you can be so nice to people

It confuses him???? But he finds it really....nice???

Like half the stuff you do for people Bakugo wouldn’t ever dream of doing

He knows he’d either give that person an intimidating, dirty look or just laugh at them, cause yeah right he’d waste his time with their stupid problems

Ouchhhhhhhh

But you are totally different than him-you had a lot more patience and sympathy than he had, always coming to everyone’s rescue it seemed like

He finds it attractive and to him, it confuses the hell out of him how he does

But what bothers him is how much time you spend away from him

He won’t ever admit it, but he feels lonely when you’re not around

And what’s even worse-is by the time you do hang out with him, your too tired to even properly pay attention to him after running around and doing everything for everyone else

Bakugo the Attention Whore

One day this dude would have enough, as he’s been getting the bad end of the stick for a good couple of weeks——

He just barges into were ever your at, and doesn’t give to shits what so everrrrr

Bakugo has one mission in mind: getting his s/o back

Wouldn’t acknowledge anyone but you, grabbing your wrist and yanking you out of the room even if your protesting with him

“The hell are you doing Bakugo, let go-“

“No 😠”

“Pleaseeeeeee I was in the middle of working on something-“

“I said NO 😠😠😠”

Angry Pomeranian Activated

Once stop dragging you until he locks you in his room, forcing you to hear him out

He HATES being emotional or open, but at that, he starts spilling his guts through gritted teeth and choppy sentences,,

Saying that you waste too much time in thise “extras”, that they don’t deserve as much time as you give them, and that you have more “important” things than do all their work for them

*cough cough him being the more important thing

But hoenstly, you feel a little bad for him,,,,,

So you compromise with him and promise you’ll spend more time on him

He’s pretty happy with that,

but now he takes it one step further to make sure you deifnitely have enough time to hang out with him

If he’s around when someone asks you for help, he’ll cut them off and lie straight theough his teeth, saying you two have a “date” and squeezing you close to him with an iron grip

“Wait-Bakugo-we didnt have a date planned-“

“Tsch, now we do-“

Shoto Todoroki

I have said this timeeee and timeeee againnnn

But Shoto really is the definition of innocence

So really, it wouldn’t ever dawn on him on how killer his s/o’s body is

He’s just kinda like....yeah I know they have a butt and chest? Doesn’t everyone?😶

This poor Boi someone help him

It only really sets it after a few months of being together that he’s actually really, really in love with your body

Like how did he never notice how good you look in leggings?

Or how soft and comfortable your chest is?

And why does he want you to squeeze him with your thighs? 😳

Hormones are ragingggggg

And also veryyyyyyyy protective over you

Shoto is very observant and quiet in social situations, usually opting to check out his surroundings instead of trying to be sociable

So he’ll catch from time to time classmates commenting on you and your figure, and it never sits very well with him

At first when these incidences happened he was very conflicted, not understanding this intense jealousy and need to protect you

But after a while of contemplating his feelings, he understood it was because he was protective of you

And ohohoohohoh

This man is PROTECTIVE

He does little things you would never reallly notice until you actually do

Like when he takes you home after hanging out or a date, he lingers a little longer outside your door to make sure you’re inside safely

Or when you’re walking together he will make sure your walking inside the street and away from the cars

Also has a tendency to grab your waist or your hand when a group of men come your way

He just gets paranoid okay 🥺🥺🥺

And because he’s so protective, he doesn’t practically like that you’re being taken advantage of sometimes because of your kindness

Especially when it comes to other men

On a few occasions Shoto has spotted you in a sticky situation with a guy who was being a little too close for comfort

It would make you uncomfortable of course, you had a boyfriend you already loved a lot-

but you felt kind of bad just being a total bitch to this guy who desperately wanted a chance

So you’d just awkwardly laugh and smile with their stupid pick up lines, trying your best to be polite but also show you weren’t interested

But Shoto at this point has radar for when your in trouble, and just pops out of nowhere 💀

He’s not the type to flaunt his relationship by impulsively kissing you or anything like that, but he’ll show it in subtle ways

Like calling you “dear” or wrapping his arm around your waist

Honestly, the look of pure relief and comfort in your face shows more than Shoto could have ever done,,,

And that Shoto was deifnitely someone that was more than just a “guy fiend” and soemthing like that

Also Shoto would give them a look that could kill and that instantly scares the shit out anyone lmao

These dudes faces would deflate like balloons real quick, cause at this point everyone knows who Shoto Todoroki is

And how the hell can they compete with that

Instant “oh shit my bad” type energy

After those incidents, Shoto locks down way harder

He practically has you glued to his side, and he doesn’t let go

Like at all

Get used to it cause for the rest of the day Shoto is gonna be following you around like some body guard 💀

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[mymagnificentself]

beach party and.. reversing roles?

so after our whole year's sleepover party whatever thing on the school grounds yesterday (where i inadvertedly apparently almost set my friend up with another girl for tje first time for her... ) and the following graduates "prank" day (where i painted cute unicorns and rainbows and occasionally german flags on little kids (at their request))

i went to a Beachparty with my friend whomst i also want to call S but she is Not the same one.. how about k for now or something like that, it doesnt matter anyways who cares, so k and i drove to that beach party and she still had the rainbows on her face and a tie dye colourful shirt bc you know she's hippie like that at times, so we drove to the beach party, which was orgsnized by three people together only one of which we knew, so there were a LOT of strangers there (less to her than me bc she knew some of them from elsewhere, but still a good amount).

now My first instinct in sitiations like that is to be Uncomfortable (and voice my discomfort st times) and try to Stick to people i Know and play games on my phone or whatever when they inevitably dont include me in conversations and whatnot;

now then K told me not to be so anti social and view things negatively all the time which i mean, fuck you dont tell me what to do, also i was getting really cold and UncoMfortabLe² to the point that i was considering leaving quite soon whilst she was still chatting to people in my vicinity.

and thEN some glorious bastard made a Fire, which, as many people know, is a great source or waRmthS and Goodness, so after longingly staring at it from my rainbow mat i found someone i knew sitting as considerably closer to it than my and talking to people, so i walked over, sat down (after asking if i could) and from then on it got better and better:

i talked to like Three new people personally and maybe four more in pasding or conversations, one of the three being quite a handsome guy so yay me for making guy friends although i didnt get his number or anything bc k took me away..

actually more and more im noticing that were building up a really weird dynamic, might be similar to what ive had eith s where like a positive, motivational friemdship turned into this sort of negative dragging you down kind of thing...

bc i am starting to feel the drag and i guess drain on my energy from her now too and even tho i try my best to be a good friend and im always a sucker for giving myself up to someone else,

its starting to become tiring.

and not really rewarding or like... another r word that means sort of balanced or whatever in that regard.. reciprocated?

bc i di tend to do a Lot for other people, probably more than i should for my own good, and then i reckon this is the result, i habe to say tho that k is always very attentive and appreciative when i do things for her...

but yeah idk, weird shift in dynamics, and funnily in the end She was the one who felt uncomfortable and like an outsider and mayne it had a bit to do with pride flags all up in her face and maybe not but subconsciously i wss thinking like Bitch!!! that's me eveRY Time. "dont be such a pussy", literslly whst you told Me earlier (which ya know in itself is a really sexist and sort of dumb thing to say and im evrytime like da fuq but oh well) and yeeeah then we left, or i drove her home.

but to be fair she also almost hooked up with another girl that day, got really drunk and didnt get much sleep so you csnt begrudge anyone if theure not up to party like that right away..

and like im not and i mean i totally get it but like... i find it very interesting how the whole day turned out and i figured i should write it down somewhere...

[ofcowardiceandkings]

jus jotting down me thoughts ;n;

all of my emotions have jumbled the fuq together and my head is just a mess right now its like Bad Juju soup hmm 

now that ive spent 2 weeks in this emotional hellscape but ive STILL been blogging about sherlock even though it hurts to even look at it i know i cant let it go ,, and tbh theres a part of me that doesnt want to let go ? 

like i hardcore got into this as tjlc happened as a crutch to distract me from thinking about the fact that id just had a fairly severe breakdown for the first time in my life and it just plugged the holes , ive built myself on it and i cant just whip out the foundations without breaking the rest of me too,, it still just hurts to even contemplate now though yesterday i kept bursting into tears whenever a particularly poignant gifset turned up on my dash but the whole thing is far too important to me and i still adore it all with my whole heart even though its breaking lol 

i will always love sherlock holmes but ben and martin ARE my holmes and watson now im stuck with it they were so good ;3; ive never been gripped by something this hard before like what would i even do with my time without this show ?? ive still got hands in my other fave interests but its not been this strong since before LoZ skyward sword came out and that only lasted for a year at most where this is nearly 5 now i think ?? its my default thought but now its kind of tainted , it hurts to see it but i cant NOT see it , its as much a part of me as my arm but what if i dont want this arm anymore ..,

ive just broken into selling at conventions as well so i will HAVE to keep my hand in there if i want to have any stock to take with me theres no time to make up a whole new collection of artwork to sell , this is my livelihood now ,, like selfish moment i really hope this whole mess hasnt put too many people off or i will just be broke until i can pull myself together lol 

and its extra difficult to ignore because tfp was SO wrong and nothing really makes sense so ive still got this little glimmer of hope and i hate myself for still playing the game even begrudgingly im TIRED , but nothing makes sense without our reading literally So Much thats happened doesnt add up right now like there HAS to be something going on here ?? i hate it but i know i will just wait to see , like i keep saying i need closure i need to know what the fuck happened something is Very Wrong,, the huge amount of resentment and the feeling of betrayal will always be with me now it may die down but its just There , what couldve been instead of rapidly cycling us through all stages of grief once every few days and alienating their most dedicated audience and how much theyve hurt my friends ,, i know its all very melodramatic but i wont be able to move past it all as easily as some people because if they really have just tanked the show theyve wrecked the last bit of agency i had left in my tiny birdcage of a life

it would all be so much easier to deal with if they hadnt just shattered 3 years worth of community i know were all talking and holding onto each other and thats great but the tension and atmosphere is killing me theyve taken away our primary connection they pulled the rug out from under the wrong people ,, its not even so much my own emotions thats tanking me right now the hyperempathy thing i have is just carrying everyone elses emotions and its horrible to see what its been doing to you all its horrifying ,, and its just adding to the feeling of isolation now its gonna probably be more difficult to meet up with people, and i havent been with anyone from tumblr since september 2015 i feel so alone even with everyone still here ,, im terrified of just drifting away from everyone i know it probably wont happen but just ??

idk i feel so lost now ? 

mphhh this is the worst ive felt in years and im so glad i still have all of you around me i love and appreciate you all so very much :( id give anything to make this un-happen to you all

💙💙💙💙💙

[2sevenkristens]

The thoughts of a highly famous gal or chap - writing deeply of the raw longing for what we call a normal life- withdrawn from the spot light- not just a couple lines stitched together but a bleeding cry- a 69 flip of the slippery (unstable curiously). An Alcoholic mudhole<that kind> the writing of the stuck(or maybe not)- just show me the wiggling wonder of an unknown existence. What is it like to run on the only thing you know neatly? The Keen Kernaled Firecap. The flame in those lilacs descend as a stranger in my chair - In my pile of change on the floor in my Samaritan stainshed. At random we gallop- in our grape soda "Ballerina Sometimes". Our Lulu respirators. Yanked and slanted- All the Hank scorpions of a Razoring Reprinting- remalping spun chimes into our razzling neighbors boomstamps. The exchange of pudding and soupsounds-their recipe books- balking-in the house of our breakthrough we chant. Champion sonnets for our vigorous debate. We race in fort Brag (shut your damn cloudgrip) *oh grant me A Serenity* And We stick forks in the graves of the animal house- (Stack your monkey for the local farmers) Stack your monkey. Stamp your cunt with stickers of Disney characters- (don't tell me what to do) But treat me as I am. Bury yourself alive in Bettys Humble Cave. The sketch is vital. The sketch. Figure out your mean Mister . - Water this mold -shiver in your panicroom- for I love it there- invade the bug there. Slave to the snare. "I went through a Bad break up - and became a belly dancer for six weeks"- -Something Devin said on the R5 train- we were sitting on the side the sun met directly -me at the window-head against the glass. Casted and sailing and listening to Some Silly Crusher- her old adorable band in the garage- puffer lodge. Sparkled duck in the disco scrab. She wore a hat with animal ears- cute Caligula on exit mode. Songs about sex- acid rocked teenager playing fanboy line1. Ha! Fuzz. Here were two little girls in matching Japanese pancakes bopping at what we did -what we said - how we were pranksters- pins-pins- Alone. I smile when I think of our cared marshmallow horizon. Clicking our red shoes to the rhythm of the Louie Roses. More fuzz. -and some things make me laugh, Mrs Stiff and Squalid lashes. Got it? Its these small pickles of time condensed and skewed by our barnacle language. I dig MY OWN fingers into it- stroke the letters and BAKE them into my o- Into my own- Skulled cards. Read them Mrs. Muzzle. Flip your stupid grilled cheese sandwiches and look at the world's fat pink backhand- Put on this jacket of smacked lessons- so that your grasslands will grow and grow and graze over everything that is complete and sacked with carcass garbage. I got off the stuff. Needles in the trash. LISTEN UP. I did it okay and can laugh laugh laugh all I want to!☆ Take a plunge my Lady Locked. Look at me unchain myself. Look- see that it's real. Run into your own shiver. Shake the jukebox like your riding the best cock of your life. Like your riding the best. Hard knock. Knox Ride Woman. Crack those knuckles. -Women. Hopellessly devoted to the tightening up- to the unbuckling. Udon - seringe- violet snake. I am Needless- only for his rushing - rushing medical attention. Lumbered. Mastered. Mouth. Mumbled. Sedated. Sucked. Sore. Sorry. Im a Silly little brat. Still wining. Still looking at Your Hunt - Still looking at Your Ghost And the I heart huckabees cornucopia collie- Unstable in the bakery. Unstable in this bakery. Back with you at my high school job. My skirt is falling down as the phone ring rings - ringing past 3. Swung to all four of This Rooms Corners. My hands have dough dusted along the crev. Life lines filled up with the white. Oh Man. Youre pulling it down. Boss is gone. Doomed (in the corner i am) Spread like Marie's fine drapes- Then drug out by your invader. Caked. Situated in a drowning for your Pynchon diagram. The Last laugh- the last cry- so what ones going to be better? Both tennis balls being slacked by your racket- spanked by your partners. Shooting saliva -smock samples all over the floor. Beat by the sun- stomped by those gum souls. Chest breaking. We are Dead in the middle- Ha ha- you mangled- silly mango. Such a meaty texture. Suching. Seven sighs. ×Parking lots in the evening× "I am sorry to hear that you are unhappy with the work you are not doing" -again- I am laughing- Carter skips jokes in the air like rocks on the water. Slump. Yeah I complain about more than- [sink lower]- more things than just the W E A T H E R

Extreme in its soaked bag of a cloak-father. The Immediate dose- of hot thick suds in the veins. Spap me up. Soap your fingers up inside of me. We are drowning.  Defend yourself. Make yourself think u can control me- can you? Send me off with your spoons. Gonna hit up my friend now- Jump in the van Time for sad piano. And we all drive in this rain And all the emerald leaves  make out like French girls  (palms around the cone- tounge gliding the cream) She is cut out to be teaching Him too- and probably me- let's all spin ourselves so fast around on the playground together. Let's make ourselves sick and forget our big big uncharitable dreams. Because we lust so bad for living- so let me brush up against these things I want so badly- almost lose them- throw them in the backseat of the car- clean up- vacume the car- find the things- thumb tack them to my boards- my chest- drag the tacks down. Carve out. I will show you me doing that.  Again- can you? *watch*- can ya watch now- Sweaty doll- ripple me soft. Rip the rug from under me. I sware to God- M83 Godzilla- You will meet her absolutely. Haron Ontario Michigan Eerie Superior. Swung from the branches of all their rock hard-packed veins stemming to the ether- always racing out there away from our sunny land -magazine. Oh Ethan Tramadol - put us to sleep in the Lakes Lundragon. Snap our necks on the sandstone pie crust around it's ex- Next lover. Pierce our genitals. Pound our vox to the Yeasayer. Hit so hard it's black now but hey Hit so hard i am back now But hey Five seconds of the look on your face when I charge a fireballed- eye core. When I say goodbye and you fall out. When you go down my (Fuq- you know what you do) Some people listen - touch themselves over that five seconds - Five seconds stretched - looped and pulled- tugged- bulldogged delerious. It was those five long seconds of how she responded- how she didn't know yet- the way it made her grind against the wheel. Wilming around all hot and boilng - a bug in the pot. Unfixed under the hot wax of your cranked rhyme. Interupt this. Make yourself available- then dont- again back and forth we turn this glock. Licking limbs for a converged - silver death. Bubbling Moth. Mulp. SLing cuff. (It's discing) Straight through me shooting paper airplanes through the tinsel tolls- quiver in the stables. A Sorting spudged light driphouse- clipping in a couples pop. Jamming butterscotch oxygen - Smudgeing these suffering thighs on torched - testy freight trains. This skull(rather). Skum ray. The Scallion rape in stages game . Batter on the field sinner stays pillow tape- It's here- drooling. Pink bows on the stains. okay My Leading Knightfall- you jet velvet connotation-I know you see my PALLETS.  Look the other way- fill up your boots with gauges. Cage yourself. Bail your hurt for Melody to write about- masterbate then write about you're misbehavings on Rye. B side companions This Company car Like when Benny got off the stuff and betty got a job as a waitress - ( Bukowski knows it like I do)- scissors resting over our friends over ourselves. There is no Benny - bettys Mandy- Mandys your sister and everyone's your hiding place. We Write your faggy clasping fantasy all over your calves - i drain your statutory release so you don't murder 45 people even though you need to. I need to too. Take care of it in the slits of our creations- my creature. My slame. And Mom and dad were fighting again. Mom shoved dad into the book case - every single book fell off the shelf except for a book about - ((inhales)) ((Shakes head- shakes the weight off)) ((exhales)) ((nods head))- The one with all pictures- all those places that dad went. A book of slides. He showed us all of them on the wall. Every color cut it's life into the plaster.  Plugged into his traveling tremendous. I was barely aged. I was Unaware of this life but was injected with the purity of it and it's journey towards the same thing that sat between my ribs and my fingertips at 6 six years old- 5 years -4-3-2-1- - -  there. Slap me up into it Lover- take me to the wall- to the pixels- Mix it up with your cum on the bed sheet- Punish me in the night so I can cry for the places I miss and yearn for. You want the same. I don't give a shit what it looks like- tell me what you need to get there. How bad do you want to go there. Show me how you need me to be. Shove me- Bend me to your whistled fireplace. Time is shit here. Keep undressing me. Look deep into my pools. They've been raped - rung out by a uncontrollable spasm. That cool? It was The first book that made me realize I was broken. Dangling in the midst of a message threading itself back into my bones where it came from- birthed by the lips of my sick- lumpy fate. Dad met me here. The washroom of Our Home

[jokah128-blog]

Tell Me

Yea. Tell me im not supposed to be angry or to just ignore everything thatsz happening and act lik im happy? Lik now dat ima boutta start stacking... U wanna be rachet... Hope dat niqqa notice now... Ur a clown... U move funny... Hope he leavesz u lik nothing... Hope u get everything u ever wanted... Dat shyt left me heartless... Now i see im runnin where i should be walkin... But now i gotta let u kno... I kant even walk it... Im crawling... I been alone with dese demonsz jumping around me.... Inside i been feeling close to ghost... I needa pour lik 3 glass cupsz of liquor... One dark , one light, one mixed togetha... Throw dem back nd drown... Write something down... Lik... Son... I fuqd up... Heresz another kup... Disz Russian game might take it all away... Disz drink might kill me today... I might not heal from disz pain right away... Im losin my mind..... But u kant understand y... The rain wont wash away my tearsz disz time... Im lookin outside from inside.... I see me sittin dere cryin askin Y? Ima wind up doin it... U got 3 fuqin daysz!. Nd u did it in 2... Speakin to God!. How da fuq am i suppost to believe in you? How da fuq am i suppost to continue? It wasz gettin da best of me... Disz wasz alwaysz me... Weak... On my kneesz to a higher entity dat might or might not be... But i kept faith... I kno disz isz ur way of sayin u kan make it thru disz..... Thisz isz ur challenge let me see how u bandage thisz... Will u quit or will u be quick to save ur life... Disz isz wat u strive for... I might just go overdose if im left alone... I might just lock nd load nd let da whole block xplode... Throw the first stone nd tell me u dont feel disz at all... Tell me brainstorm inda rain... Look up and stare at da lightening come down nd listen to the thunder sound... My kneesz onda ground... My head lookin up to da cloudsz my hand grasping dirt to mound... Amount to my pain... Yell out my right handsz name!. Chino!. Rest In Peace!. U kan see me right? Im puttin up a fight right? Show me a light... Itsz gettin dark even wit da sun out.... Give me a reason now.... Tell me we're ok!. Yell out Rey!. Dont look away... U kno disz isz just her running gamesz... Dont quit... Niqqa sit!. Here take a sip... Fuq ur gettin to me... Niqqa fuq heresz a fist... Heresz me showin u i fuqin kare... Bare w. It... We all have disz feelin... We kno wat it isz to think thisz... Stop talkin lik u gonna fuqin end it!. Niqqa count ur blessingsz!. Niqqa!. Ill pull da trigger quicker for u.... U wanna die? Heresz da 1st one to da leg... Crawl niqqa... Crawl now... Beg for dat pain to stop.... Look at dat clock... Itsz ur time now... Heresz another one.... Scream at da top of ur lungsz... Kut off hisz toung... U said what? U said u did nothing wrong? U wanna keep goin on? Disz isz wat u want..... Stab him inda back.... Datsz how it really feelsz... Take da blade out... Let him bleed out... U feel ur soul leaving ur body? Ur in hellsz lobby... Trust me... Disz isz nothin... Look up nd i see da fire.... I see im tired... Finish it... Send me str8 to da lake of fire.... Kut da brakesz... Let disz infinity engulf in flamesz!.

[imperfectjulicia]

1: How tall or short do you wish you were? 5′6 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) Octopus (; 3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? Grungy or punk 4: What was your favorite video game growing up? Pokemon All the way 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: Austin <3, Going home and food 100% 6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? Warning: Emotional on the inside bitch on the outside 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] Have no clue... 9: Are you ticklish? Anywhere and everywhere 10: Are you allergic to anything? Frozen strawberries  11: What’s your sexuality? Demi-sexual 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? Tea or Cocoa 13: Are you a cat or dog person? All animals the fuq 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? Elf probs 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? Markiplier or Jacksepticeye  16: How tall are you? 5′5″ 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? Don’t want to change it, but I guess Luna  18: How much do you weigh? HAHAHAH 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? When you get haunted you believe that shit  20: Do you like space or the ocean more? oh for sure the ocean but I like space a lot  21: Are you religious? Once I have proof 22: Pet peeves? Nail biting and whistling  23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? Nocturnal  24: Favorite constellation? Piscium 25: Favorite star? I don’t know... 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? um no? 27: Any phobias or fears? Spiders Clowns Bridges and heights  28: Do you think global warming is real? Sadly yes it is 29: Do you believe in reincarnation? 100%  30: Favorite movie? Probably  31: Do you get scared easily? Oh yeaah  32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? 6 cats 2 dogs 1 bunny and a shit ton of fish  34: What is a color that calms you? blue 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? HAWAII 36: Where were you born? Hayward, California 37: What is your eye color? Brown  38: Introvert or extrovert? Both :P 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? Whole heartily  40: Hugs or kisses? Kisses 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? Austin /:  42: Who is someone you love deeply? Ellis </3 43: Any piercings you want? Nope got enough  44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? Well I hope so since i got a lot of each  45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so? I smoke daily 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! He is someone that helps me feel better when my depression kicks in. He tells me about shit he’s done and it turns me on haha  47: What is a sound you really hate? Whistling  48: A sound you really love? Babys laugh  49: Can you do a backflip? HAHAHA no 50: Can you do the splits? Use to be able to  51: Favorite actor and/or actress?  52: Favorite movie? 53: How are you feeling right now? Tired and Depressed 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? Teal <3 55: When did you feel happiest? When I lay in his arms  56: Something that calms you down? Cigarettes  57: Have any mental disorders? A couple..  58: What does your URL mean? Um i dont know really 59: What three words describe you the most? Emotional, tired, and friendly 60: Do you believe in evolution? obvi 61: What makes you unfollow a blog? Racist or plain rude blogs  62: What makes you follow a blog? Funny blogs  63: Favorite kind of person: Nice and funny  64: Favorite animal(s): Elephants and octopus if i had to pick  65: Name three of your favorite blogs.  succeeding ,  ruinedchildhood , and my bae  re-poet  66: Favorite emoticon: the upside down smilie face 67: Favorite meme: Joe Biden ones  68: What is your MBTI personality type? INFP 69: What is your star sign? Pisces  70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? One can yes 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?Black Skinny jeans a long shirt and my boots 73: Do you have platform shoes? Nope 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? Ive been to more schools than fingers on my hands  75: Can you do a front flip? Haha No 76: Do you like birds? Domestic ones yeah  77: Do you like to swim? Love it <3 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? Equal  79: Something you wish didn’t exist: Criminals 80: Some thing you wish did exist: Good People 81: Piercings you have? Have 7 2 lip, Gauges (1/2), Cartilage, Septum, Eyebrow, and tongue :P  82: Something you really enjoy doing: Smoking that good good Haha 83: Favorite person to talk to: Austin <3 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? This is dope!!!! 85: How many followers do you have? 95.... 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? Done it once!!! 87: Do your socks always match? Lately yes but thats  cause i bought a new pack with just white ones 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? Yes  89: What are your birthstones?  Amethyst 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? Elephant  91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? Tulip  92: A store you hate? Abercrombie & Fitch   93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? 0 I hate coffee  94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? Read Minds  95: Do you like to wear camo? Nope  96: Winter or summer? Fall  97: How long can you hold your breath for? a minute maybe  98: Least favorite person? Donald Trump  99: Someone you look up to: My mom or P!nk 100: A store you love? Zumiez  101: Favorite type of shoes Jordans  102: Where do you live? Washington State  103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? Was at one point but got super sick.  104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? My birthstone  105: Do you drink milk? When it was with cereal  106: Do you like bugs? Nope 107: Do you like spiders? Not even one bit 108: Something you get paranoid about? My future  109: Can you draw: I like to think so  110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? Anything sexual  111: A question you hate being asked? Anything sexual haha  112: Ever been bitten by a spider? Yup in the bathtub... 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? Love <3 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? Sunny  115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: Austin <3 116: Favorite cloud type: Full white ones or rain clouds 117: What color do you wish the sky was? Light Purple  118: Do you have freckles? Nope  119: Favorite thing about a person: The way they smile  120: Fruits or vegetables? Fruits  121: Something you want to do right now: Smoke 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? Ocean  123: Sweet or sour foods? Sour 124: Bright or dim lights? Dim  125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? Yeah aliens  126: Something you hate about Tumblr: Not enough time  127: Something you love about Tumblr: Community  128: What do you think about the least? School  129: What would you want written on your tombstone? Well That was exciting  130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? Donald Trump 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? Everything  132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? Depends  133: Computer or TV? TV  134: Do you like roller coasters? Love them  135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? Nope thankfully  136: Are your ears lobed or attached? Unattached  137: Do you believe in karma? 100% yes  138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? 5/ 5.5 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? Oh so many: Jay, Juju, Jumo, Jellybean, Mini me, Jolly, Skittles. 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? Yup a new one everyday  141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? Nope.  142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? I’ve been told I’m a bad influence  143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? Both haha  144: What makes you angry? Donald Trump 145: How many languages do you speak fluently? 2 English and Spanish  146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? Guys and slightly girls  147: Are you androgynous? Maybe  148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: My calfs  149: Favorite thing about your personality: Can be funny  150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. Famous? Obama, Abe Lincoln and P!nk  151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? 60′s 152: Do you like BuzzFeed? Kinda  153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] TINDER!!!!!!!! 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? No  155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? Austins yes <3  156: What embarrasses you? Myself  157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: To much to list  158: Biggest lie you have ever told: I’m not hungry  159: How many people are you following? 118  160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?2,583 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? 0 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?5,600 163: Last time you cried and why:  last saturday I’m an Emotional wreck  164: Do you have long or short hair? short 165: Longest your hair has ever been: to my butt(: 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? that people use it as an excuse to harm or belittle others >:(  167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? nope becasuse we are here and thats what really matters  168: Do you like to wear makeup? sometimes  169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? nope  170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? yes i did