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“What’s my middle name?”
Pedro’s smirk widened as he heard the responses to your question from his fellow cast members. They were all hilariously incorrect.
“You don’t have a middle name,” he replied confidently when they all gave up.
You turned your card over and showed what you wrote, “You are correct. I don’t have a middle name.”
Pedro wanted to wink at you since you had both discussed facts like this early on, but he was aware of the numerous eyes and cameras on you both.
During the press tour, the two of you had to be extremely cautious not to let the lingering glances or secret touches be revealed. It was incredibly challenging to maintain a distance from the man you loved so deeply.
“Next question, what Marvel movie did I have a minor role in?”
Pedro knew the answer before you finished asking the question. “You were in Captain America: The Winter Solider.”
“Correct,” you smiled.
Pedro scored more points with the last two questions you had. It surprised the others, but not you.
Next, it was Paul’s turn. You all got a few minutes for a break before the rest of the game. You asked one of the PAs where the bathroom was, and they pointed you in the right direction.
You entered the room and finished your business before exiting. Pedro stood alone in the hallway, waiting for you. A part of you sensed that he would follow you away from the others.
He extended his index finger to gesture you over, saying, “Come here.”
You eagerly complied. It felt like it had been too long since you last felt his embrace. It had just been a few hours and you were craving it. He drew you closer, and your lips met in a passionate kiss.
His lips moved to your neck and then right under your left ear, uttering, “I’ve missed you.”
“I’ve been sitting right next to you during all these interviews this morning,” you chuckled.
“I know,” he replied, “but I haven’t been able to touch you, kiss you, or do anything. It’s been torture.”
“Oh, you poor, baby,” you cooed.
Pedro tightened his grip on you once more before letting you go in case anyone made their way down the hall.
“We just have a couple more interviews, and then I’ll be yours.”
That made him smile. “I like the sound of that.”
You couldn’t help but kiss his cheek softly.
“I have an idea,” he blurted out.
“Uh oh,” you said jokingly.
“Why don’t we attend one of the premieres of the movie together, as a couple?” He appeared vulnerable in that moment, as if he was apprehensive about your response.
“Is that what you truly want?” you inquired. It had been nearly a year of hiding the relationship. He had been hinting for some time that he was ready for something more.
He nodded in agreement, “If we both agree, I wouldn’t want to force you into doing anything you’re not prepared for.”
You swiftly weighed your pros and cons. Undoubtedly, there were more pros.
You grabbed his hand and smiled, “Then I guess we better color coordinate our outfits.”
#pedro pascal x y/n#pedro pascal x you#pedro pascal imagine#pedro pascal x ofc#pedro pascal x reader
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hiii! I was wondering if I could request MK having a crush on his coworker?? For example like- Reader works as a waiter in pigsys and Mk admires them a little too much
Can you make it spicy too in a way?? Sorry if that sounds demanding 😭😭
Yhank you!! Have a nice day<333
waiter, waiter! one serving of my heart, please (mk x reader)
content warnings: gender neutral reader, second pov (you/your), reader and Pigsy's relationship is strictly professional/no solid relationships between them, mk is in love
author's notes: twas a bit hesitant to write this cause it kinda reminded me of an asshole i once met in my older server bleghhhhh :< also sorry, i couldn't make it spicy agh
MK remembered when you first walk through the door. It was another Tuesday afternoon, bored out of his mind after another day of delivering noodles and saving the city. He'd only just returned, filling in Tang about the demons he came across while Pigsy made something in the kitchen.
And you were there. A bit dull-eyed compared to what MK remembered, but still wearing that smile he'd grown so fond of. You'd raised your hand in greeting, asking for the owner of the establishment you'd enter.
He remembered being too dazed to really focus on the conversation. All he knew was that he'd call for Pigsy, then spent the next hour or so watching you from a corner. It wasn't until you had taken your leave did he realize to ask, and he turned to Pigsy for answers.
“Oh, don't look at me like that.” Pigsy had sighed, sliding a bowl of freshly cooked noodles towards him. “You've been busier than ever with your training. And since we don't want a repeat of last time―” Last time meaning the clone incident. He still couldn't get over obese Delivery Clone trying to eat Pigsy… “―I figured a helping hand around here would do the trick.”
MK pretended to pout. “So you're replacing me?”
“No, dumbass.” Pigsy threw a wet cloth at Tang. It landed with ease, and the scholar whined. “Just that you don't have to stress too much about not doing enough around here. (Name)’ll work in your free time, and you theirs.”
It didn't seem like too bad of an arrangement. There were days he couldn't be around, swamped with training or some monster that wouldn't leave the city alone, and Pigsy would need an extra hand to help around. He could've asked Mei though, but he figured that the pig demon also wanted to offer employment to anyone in need of it.
It's just that, while MK had eaten his noodles and stared through the window to past the time, he really thought you were interesting, and the plans Pigsy had meant that, most likely, neither of you would get to speak together.
And that sucked. Because, once MK had the idea (and mere audacity, to quote a certain hot tempered bull prince) of befriending someone, not even the Buddha could pry the thought from his head.
Which in turn, lead to certain events, as of now. Hanging around during his own breaks to catch a mere glimpse of you, trying to play off the ‘cool’ hero act only to have his own staff knock him over in the process, god awful flirting attempts (seriously, those lines were bad bad), to name a few of the things he'd done. That wasn't even mentioning the times he accidentally held you up during rush hour, earning a scolding from Pigsy and customers that were completely rude to you and made MK feel so guilty in the aftermath.
With that last one, you'd think that such behavior would be enough to put anyone off. No sane adult liked getting yelled at for actions that weren't their fault, especially from their boss.
By the gods, you were a literal saint. And MK would be damn well lying if he said he wasn't head over heels in love, and that was saying something.
But, no. You still smiled at MK every morning when clocking in for work, and you still laughed at his bad jokes and horrible flirting lines. The rare off chance you two spoke, you were always so nice, not even bringing up the fact he'd gotten you into so much trouble over and over again.
“You're going on your lunch break?” He asked, waiting outside for you to show your face once again. Today had been his day off, but with Mei busy and the city surprisingly peaceful for the time, what better way to spend it than with you?
The question was a bit…too obvious, honestly. Of course you'd be going on your lunch break at this hour, how would he not know when he worked for Pigsy at the same time?? Plus, it's not like he hadn't hassled Pigsy before about your work hours and the time you'd take your breaks so…
You raised your head and glanced at him, nodding slightly. “Yes. Would you like to join me?”
In his head, MK was jumping for joy. He had been planning on asking you if he should join, but then you went right ahead and invited him first. This was progress at its finest, and MK was nabbing at this opportunity faster than lightning.
Just as quickly, he responded, “I mean, if you wouldn't mind me, I don't mind! Like, if you want me, haha….”
He could imagine Mei looking down at him in disappointment. <Seriously, confidence is key. You're the Monkie Kid, what do you have to be worried about!?
That was easy for her to say! She was always cool, unlike MK who'd embarassing himself in front of you so many times….
Lost in thought, he hadn't realized you'd stopped walking until he nearly tripped over a table. You had the kindness to grab at him before he fell, offering your sweet, signature smile while he took a seat, nervously laughing.
“So….”
“So…”
How awkward. MK played with his sleeves, watching you pop open a box of noodles from Pigsy and eat. How the fuck do you even start conversations again?
As if you read his mind, you raised your head and gave him another smile. How he wished he had a notebook and pen around, if only to sketch you with such a peaceful expression.
“You can speak, if you'd like,” you said assuringly, picking up a mushroom from your bowl. MK was never a fan of vegetables, but watching you stick it into your mouth made him wonder if he should try eating some. “I'll listen. ‘kay?”
So thoughtful. “O..okay…”
And boy did MK speak. He chattered endlessly about anything that came to mind, gauging how you reacted carefully. Sometimes, you'd finish chewing to comment or too, other times, your expression would change with whatever he was talking about, nodding along in agreement with his peeves and then shaking your head when someone else supposedly did him wrong.
At some point, he'd completely trailed off topic, staring at your lips wrapped around your chopstick. He was technically still yapping, except that now―
“What did you just say?”
He blinked.
What…..what had he been talking just now? Was it something that upsetted you!? Fuck, he's such an idiot, allowing his mouth to blabber―
“You…like me?”
….
…
MK stood to bolt.
It turned out you were a lot faster than you gave him credit for. You had already grabbed him by the collar, yanking him backwards and onto the seat―this time, next to you.
“MK.”
Dear god, he wanted to disappear. Why hadn't Monkey King taught him one of his 72 transformations?? Fleeing from this situation would be a whole lot faster….
“MK.” You repeated his name, turning his head to look at you. “I heard you, you know.”
MK sighed. “Listen, I'm so sorry―”
“Why? Who said I didn't like you too?”
“―like, I know, I know, you're not here for relationships or any of that sort, and I shouldn't―what did you just say?”
You smiled slightly. “I said, I like you too.”
“Oh.”
“...”
“...”
And then MK fainted.
“MK? Are you alright?”
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a bite-sized critique of Veilguard romances that someone might agree with: (no, i am not just shitting on the game)
the romance pacing was not great. like why did some romances get more than others? why did some romances have banters that talked about 'being great at kissing' when the characters hadn't kissed yet? why did some of them imply they were going on dates or making out when the characters haven't had even a single solid romantic moment yet?
i find having basically their first kiss happen 30 seconds before their first bone 98 hours into the game just... frustratingly paced. the point of the game isn't a romance but to include it so late into the game almost makes it feel like they added it all last minute (and who knows? maybe that was last).
i feel that one more scene would have helped immensely. perhaps a confession scene with a kiss, a very personal scene with the companion that they wouldn't have had with rook otherwise, then that last big scene would have been great. the other games did romance pacing really well, so it was strange to see them regress (to honestly a point they've not really had before).
i love the game, probably an 8.5/10 for me, but having a more fleshed out romance would have really pushed it into the 9.5-10/10 sphere in my mind. everything else was so so good!
#sbh talks#veilguard spoilers#datv#sbh plays datv#da4 spoilers#critique#i am not a video game writer but i feel like i can confidently have this little critique#because i even sent a message to a friend going ''oh my god if we can't even kiss until the last quest im going to scream''#and lo and behold... that's what happened
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Tim's and Konnor first kiss
Context: This is just my headcanon where Tim did date Konnor, it didn't work out and then later when he fully realized he was bisexual and reconnected with Bernard he started dating him. Because why pick on ship when you can have both and write ship script fics about it? Plus I do secretly headcanon Tim as being the opposite of Jason and he's great at dating and flirting even when he's being a nerd. Tim is the third Robin and has been questioning his sexuaility, but finds himself attracted to both genders and he has though Konnor was foine! Issue is while Konnor has been out of the closet for a few years, Tim isn't sure the superhero would want to be with him. So he shoots his shot, will he get that kiss?
Red Robin yawned as Konnor Kent discussed the plan to sneak into LexCorp. Though he usually managed three to four hours of sleep, sometimes exhaustion crept in. Still, he wasn't complaining—he was next to Konnor. The boy's effervescent energy always kept him focused.
Konnor (eagerly): If we go here, here, and here, we can drop down there and take them out. That way, we get everything squared away.
Robin glanced over the blueprints Konnor had drawn himself and nodded.
Robin (genuine): Good plan.
Konnor (surprised): That's it?
Robin (casually): Yeah. Were you expecting me to say something else?
Konnor (confused): You usually pick apart other plans, and by the end of it, the whole thing is changed. You do a good job at that—don’t get me wrong—but there’s nothing you want to fix on mine?
Robin chuckled, resting his arm on the table.
Robin (light-hearted): For others, I would, but yours has a lot of thought put into it, and you know Lex's buildings better than I do. It's a solid plan.
Konnor (smiling softly): I mean, I’m not just some dumb guy who can fly and is super strong. I have layers. Some people misunderstand that about me. I can be really good at planning, too. Thanks, Robin.
Tim (smiling): No one else is around, dude. You can call me Tim.
Konnor (perking up): Seriously? Cool! I felt weird saying "Robin" at times. "Tim Drake" is a more badass name.
Tim (smiling, sweet tone): Konnor isn't bad either.
Konnor (curious): Really? I always hated my name.
Tim (shrugging): You have a good name, regardless of the connotations it has. And I agree, you're not dumb—there are many great things about you.
Konnor (raising an eyebrow with a knowing smile): Tim, are you coming on to me?
Tim sat back, resting his arms behind his head.
Tim (coy tone): Maybe I am, maybe I'm not.
Konnor: Hm, all right. If I said you're attractive to me and I've been wanting to kiss you for months since coming out, what would your response be?
Tim chuckled, sitting up straight and scooching his chair closer to Konnor.
Tim: I'd say I've been feeling the same about you.
Konnor pouted, tapping his fingers on the table, contemplating whether this was Tim being truthful. He could hear the man's heartbeat slightly speeding up, but he wasn't sure if it was infatuation or deception.
Konnor (slightly dejected tone): I'm not going to lie, I'm worried this is a dumb trick you're pulling on me.
Tim tilted his head, his tired eyes reflecting confusion.
Tim: Hm? Why would you think that?
Konnor: Because you're straight, right? You were with Stephanie. Heck, I've even met your girlfriend before you got involved with Steph, and I'd rather not be your 'experiment.'
Konnor glanced at his blueprints, trying to concentrate on the mission rather than dwelling on the painful possibilities of "what if." However, he couldn’t help but notice Tim's expression shift from coy to anxious.
Tim (worry in his tone): No, no, no, you're not an experiment or anything like that. I'm not sure what I like because my brain isn't saying I only like women, but I don’t only like men. I—
Tim sighed, covering his eyes in embarrassment. Konnor turned in his chair to face his friend and took his hand gently.
Tim (softly): I met up with this old friend from high school, and after saving him as Robin and being with him… I wanted him to kiss me. I wanted to be close to him like I was with a woman... but then he left. Then I noticed I felt that way for a while and when I see you, and I want that same thing. I still like women, but I… what am I?
Konnor chuckled, softly rubbing the top of Tim's hand.
Konnor (sympathetic tone): I went through something similar when I realized this when I came out. You might be bi, dear boy. Are… you okay?
Tim (sighing while keeping his head down): Yeah.
Konnor: Good, because you look like you've been holding that secret in for a long time. If I'm right, I don't want to assume anything. Sexuality is a weird spectrum, but I'm getting the feeling you aren't just straight or gay.
Tim (hesitantly): You're… right. It seems… It is... I mean... I am bisexual, I think.
Konnor smiled warmly.
Konnor: I'm here if you want to talk or… kiss. Both work.
Tim chuckled, taking his hand back to remove his eye mask.
Tim: I thought you didn't want that. I want to do that, but I don't want to make you uncomfortable; I really want to kiss you, but… I don’t know. God, I can't think of the right choice.
Konnor (softly): Since it's not a trick and you opened up to me, I feel more… reclined to let you have your first kiss with the perfect superhuman.
Tim smirked, trying to glare playfully at Konnor.
Tim: You know "inclined" is the right word, and that’s a bit of an ego trip… but no one else is here.
Konnor nodded, and Tim sighed, leaning in. Their lips met quickly at first, but Konnor pulled him back for a deeper kiss that left Tim stunned. His cheeks flushed a bright shade of crimson, his eyes widening in surprise as he momentarily froze. His arms stayed at his sides for a heartbeat, but as they parted for a breath, Tim kissed Konnor again, feeling the man's hand rest gently against his neck.
Tim placed his hand on Konnor’s hip, pulling him closer and taking in a shaky breath. As the initial shock wore off, warmth spread through him, instinctively leaning into the kiss and melting into the connection between them.
He kept kissing Konnor, feeling his heartbeat race as the seconds slipped by. Feeling Tim's steady breath against his lips sent tingles down Konnor's spine. He lightly gripped Tim's arm, drawing him closer, feeling the undeniable strength and warmth radiating off him. In that moment, nothing else mattered; the world around them faded into a blur.
Tim's lips were soft yet confident, as if he were exploring the depths of Konnor’s emotions with every lingering brush. Konnor tightened his fingers around Tim's arm, pulling him in even closer, as if trying to fuse their bodies together.
As they broke apart, Konnor's breath mingled with Tim's, both panting slightly from the rush of adrenaline. Tim looked at him with an expression that blended surprise and something deeper, almost tender.
Then Tim promptly fell forward, his eyes rolling back in his head. Konnor caught him, letting his friend rest on his chest to prevent him from sliding onto his lap.
Konnor (jokingly): Yeah, don't want anyone walking in if you landed on my legs. I didn't know my kiss was that powerful.
Tim (dazed): To be fair, you're the first man I've kissed.
Konnor (fist pumping): All right!
Tim sat up and sighed happily, then covered his eyes in embarrassment, shaking his head.
Tim: Does this get ea—s
Konnor (interrupting): I'm gonna stop you there. When I came out as bi, it felt like I left this confined space; it made sense. I felt free, but that's just the beginning. Dating is the difficult part, but we can talk about that after the mission. We can go to the KFC combination Taco Bell afterward.
Tim (laughing): Is that a date?
Konnor returned to reviewing his blueprints but kept a sly smile on his face as he glanced at Tim.
Konnor: It can be, but LexCorp first.
Tim nodded, feeling a sense of relief wash over him. The realization that he was bisexual felt surreal but in a good way. Konnor was right; it felt freeing. While he still had a lot to learn about himself, it felt good to have an answer.
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tbf i really deserved to lose that poll im stupid af
#i need to come off the pill it’s not funny anymore 😂🙏🏼#like it was already hard getting myself motivated for a degree i hate and then there’s the adhd shit on top of that#which is literally the productivity killer but now the pill on top of all that has just taken any fear factor i might have had#like i don’t feel anything I’m not nervous there’s no concept of repurcussions in my mind#and it’s meant I’ve basically hardly fucking studied and it’s entirely my fault and im GOING to fail#like you cannot walk into a uni exam with the barebones knowledge i have and still pass you just can’t#like i spent all of yesterday trying to study and i didn’t get anything fucking done until 11pm#when I did like. a solid hour. that’s it#and it’s so frustrating bc it’s like well why didn’t you just study#and im like i CANT it’s like an actual physical block stopping me#and ik thats the adhd but I could handle it before I knew if I left it last minute the panic would set in and I’d be suddenly productive#but now? nothing#i just don’t feel anything ever and haven’t since literally march#and even that the only reason i remember it as march so vividly is bc i had a fucking depressive episode#physically the pill has done bits but it’s shredded the little mental stability i had and now we’re here and I’m failing my stupid degree#even now it’s like. why am I on tumblr. the exam is in 1.5 hours. i have so much to do bc i did nothing yesterday#and instead of me feeling panic or guilty or ANYTHING?#nothing. just absolutely nothing it’s like im not even here#hella goes to uni
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Wanted to mess with charcoals again, so here's a little Hal and Sunny based on a memory I have of my own dad.
#otacon#sunny emmerich#hal emmerich#metal gear solid#Pikmin#he was obsessed with pikmin back then. would come home from work and play for hours#obviously I did not have Dave is a fill in for my mom lmao.#anyway Hal absolutely would play video games late into the night and Sunny would watch when she was supposed to be in bed#my art#it's very gesture. i didn't intend to polish it at all. i like how scratchy it is#also sunny has a blanket purely because that was my item™ as a kid
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The thing no one ever considers while writing up character analyses about Merlin is that. he must have been sooooooo sleepy.
#I see everyone talking about the nuances when you look at Merlin through [x] lens#BUT WHAT ABOUT THE SLEEPY LENS#WE CAN’T KEEP SLEEPING ON THE SLEEPY LENS#(can u tell I'm exhausted)#see this reads as if I'm joking but I'm actually being SO serious. I think the lack of rest was a significant factor in Merlin's conduct#IF he got a solid 8 hours of sleep + 2 hours minimum JUST to himself everyday uninterrupted... I just know things would turn out different#like it isn't even asking for much. decent sleep + a frankly sad amount of down-time. and yet. I know he didn't get that w those 3 jobs#ugh#he must have been TIRED do you hear me#even applies to morgana she looked tired tbh. those prophetic dreams probably weren't great for restfulness. sad what she did but#she did seem sleepy#okay ignore this I am going through it. extrinsic intrinsic coagulation pathways have gotten to me if u know what I mean#actually wait no if anyone sees this don't ignore it#HE MUST HAVE BEEN SO SLEEPY and everyone must understand. SLEEPy.#I hope I do not wake up and reread this and wonder why I posted this. but like I feel like I am the correctest person on planet earth rn#I've been thinking abt merlin's nap deprived state for years now tbh#merlin#bbc merlin
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DAY TWO- SHARDS!
#tpoh#tpoh hero#the property of may#ough god i blanked so hard on this promptsnsk#legit stared at my screen for a solid 2 hours just trying to come up with a concept i liked#BUT then i saw that panel from when click was trying to make hero shoot rgb#and thought “hmm shards shards...SHATTERED LIVES?!!?” and poof!#thank god i already have a solid plan for tomorrows prompt 🙏#tpoh julienne#tpoh dial#tpoh Gladys#tpoh click#tpoh assok#tpoh tailor#tpoh tinker#(i would tag melody but i drew this in a tired haze and did NOT do her justiceshsj)
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Day 299 - 305
WIP Below:
#Jay Merrick#Marble Hornets#Slenderverse#WHY IS THE QUALITY SO CRUNCHY????#This has never happened to my stuff before knrekjrhn usually it's just desaturated#WELL ANYWAYS I hope the symbolism is appreciated#When I was rewatching seeing how yellow the hotel hallway was really did something to me#I need to work more on having my monochromatic pics feel more solid#They always feel like a glaze to me...#Let's pretend I'm posting this like 2 hours ago before the 31st ended#Day 299#44 Minutes#Day 300#22 Minutes#Day 301#38 Minutes#Day 302#55 Minutes#Day 303#51 Minutes#Day 304#3 Hours 41 Minutes#Day 305#50 Minutes#Total: 8 Hours 1 Minute
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the way I cannot stand sa//ltburn but I've made people watch it with me 3 times
#the thing is the first bit is so good and has so much potential#but it goes down the drain bc fennel is fucking rich and did Not understand the story she could've told#so what was Almost a story about class disparity and an interesting commentary on wealth#became a boogeyman scary story for the rich about the middle class social climbers#who are jealous of their wealth#and I think she was Trying to say something like she really thought she said something#but being wealthy herself just doesn't fucking Get what people are talking about when they talk about class problems#like!!!! the beats are there!!!!#and with like.... 1 major change and a couple minor changes the story could've been great#I think if a poor or even middle class person had told the story it would've been incredible#instead it wound up SAYING NOTHING GGGG#pisses me the fuck off every time I go on a rant#whatever I just think oliver should've been Actually Poor with a solid motivation that wasn't just jealousy#and the fucking cattons should've Actually been despicable rather than presented as this like#flawed but ultimately quirky charming and sympathetic family getting fucked over#THOSE TWO CHANGES COULD'VE MADE IT MY MOVIE OF THE YEEEEAR#whatever whatever WHATEVERRRR fucking movie#and so I think it did actually wind up being one of my faves?#but if only bc it's so visually stunning and the set up is so there#and then I get to go on an hour long tangent about what should've changed
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laying down by a brook with one hand in the water like some kind of tragic prince , , , , , ,
#my break is now over and tomorrow resumes the final hell rush before the end of the semester#well i say break but in all honesty i spent 90% of it working or being so so scared for my car#i did get a little time to clean my room finally and turn into gelatinous ooze#though now i am The Slightest Bit Scared that i have gotten too oozelike and will not be able to fully reform into a functional being#in time to deal with The Horrors#(read: two intensely busy weeks on internship as i basically take over for my mentor all day)#(on top of the big portfolio assignment that my (project) partner Still Has Not Done Anything On)#like as long as i do my part i’ll get a B in the class no matter what but#aheem heem#my gpa that i worked so hard for….. i don’t want it to disappear…….#aaaaa it’s just hard to focus when i am so so tired and really just want like 5 solid days of No Thought Just Video Games And UTAU Dev#before getting back to my own big deadlines#i am looking at this document that i could probably write in 20 minutes but my brain is just. fried meat.#or more precisely i think i can get this done in an hour but Everything Else This Week?#i think i would have an easier time chewing shoe leather than getting my brain to do it all#if it weren’t for the fact that i would Literally go broke if i did not finish all this next semester#i would be soso tempted to take another semester off#only this time for my mental health………….
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Headcanon that hancock isnt like addicted to chems or anything. It's just his special interest. You go to the old state house expecting to get high together and instead he infodumps to you about mentats for 40 minutes while you trip alone
#that drug that turned him into a ghoul wasnt because he wanted to get high or because he hated himself or anything#he just really wanted to know what it did and there was no solid information on it#imagine hyperfixating so hard that when you come back to reality youre a ghoul#hancocks like fuck i was so focused i forgot to drink water for like 36 hours and now my skins so dry. wait wheres my nose.#fallout 4
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the movies tierlist so far.. i hate michael bay.
#😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑#like. does the movie reaaaalllly have to be 2 hours? couldn't you just do this at an hour 30#tlk was the only one of the monsters that i actually was entertained for 2 hours 😭😭😭 the last four were fuckimg snooze fests-#when it reached the 1 hour mark. like you seriously did not need to do that#like the story of the 3rd and 4th one are kind of fire but gets points deducted bc they didn't need to make it 2 hours 😭#i haven't watched bumble bee in forever so i can't do a solid thing on that#but tfone? rewatched jt and i still want to rip my hair out and cry.... pretty good movie...
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art update fr april part 2/2
#oh just paint a lucian freud they said. just mix skin colour frm 6-8 different tubes not counting varnish water or slowing agent they said.#like itll be a good exercise. idk wth im doing#all of this is progress frm 5 hrs total. i probably spent the first full hour drawing my grid and face in pencil bc i did NOT want to start#like it was too daunting lol. and then the following 2-3 hrs it's still like WHAT AM I DOING I MESSED IT ALL UP#and then you add more depth w dark and light and go like oh. maybe this can still be salvaged after all in time lol ok#it's still a wip i'll continue adding to it next week. apparently when you paint the bg is when i'tll all suddenly click and look solid?#heres to hoping lol. ive never felt more like a painter tho. close up included bc there are like a million brush strokes in there#my reproduction looks nothing like the original guy posing fr his portrait but itsure does look like. some guy in 3D surely#my art#sorry if the positioning is all over the place. those colours did not want to be accurately captured on camera fr
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MCFLY JULY ‘24 ⸺ 「 23 / 31 * MARLENE ELLIE'S SLEEPOVER 」
August 1, 2013
“She’s obsessed.” The only thing louder than Maria’s scoff is the way she rolls her eyes almost all the way back into her head. “It’s been this stupid time-travel thing for weeks now and I swear if I hear anything about your dad”—she jabs a finger out toward Ellie, long painted nails looking like claws—“or the Flyaways one more time I’m gonna trank myself into next year.”
“It’s more than just the time-travel thing!” Abby spins around, nearly whipping Ellie in the face with her long brown hair. “El, come on. Marty’s your dad! Give me the details.”
There’s fire in Maria’s eyes as she glares at Ellie and Ellie fights fire with ice—you brought it up; this is your fault—keeping her eyes locked with Maria even as she takes the proffered tablet from Abby’s eager hands.
“What details? What time-travel thing?”
“Alright, you two have fun with that.” Maria stretches across the bed, using her long nails to just barely hook the strap of Ellie’s vidglasses. “I’m turning on Channel 87; let me know when you’re ready to play.”
Abby shuffles closer until she’s half-pressed into Ellie, pulling up a page titled Is Marty McFly Really from the Future? with a few deft swipes across the screen. This page is saved in her favourites, Ellie notes, reminded of those lessons that Mom, Dad, Aunt Clara, and Uncle Doc had drilled into their heads from the moment they were old enough to be let into the Big Family Secret.
The Time Machines weren’t toys. Time-travel isn’t a game. Aunt Clara, Jules, and Verne were actually born over a hundred years ago. Dad was the first human time-traveller and he almost got himself and Uncle Doc killed a bunch of times.
Nobody else can know. Anyone else coming into possession of this knowledge would be extremely dangerous.
Forget the fact that Dad practically spelled it out for the whole world in his songs. It’s like he wanted this—like he was begging for the world to see him as a time-traveller.
Future Boy?
Come on, Dad…
Might as well have drawn them a map to the Time Machines hidden away at Uncle Doc’s place. Apparently being careful only extended to her and Emmy and not to the actual time-travellers themselves.
Ellie thumbs through the page, scrolling through paragraph upon paragraph of conspiracy theories, detailed line-by-line lyrical breakdowns and analyses of almost every single one of her Dad’s songs on 88 and Future Boy, interviews, and photographs collected over the years. The section on ‘Strangerland’ is almost twice as long as any of the other ones—well, I did always like that one of Dad’s a lot compared to some of the others on that album, even before I knew—and as Ellie hones in on a section that claims to have actual, irrefutable proof of Marty McFly, Time-Traveller, Abby chatters away in her ear, offering up her own opinions on the time-traveller conspiracy.
Maria was right. Obsessed, capital ‘O,’ and probably nothing in the whole world could change her mind. Ellie looks at Maria now, lying on her back with the volume on the vidphones turned up so loud she can still hear it, and hands the tablet back over to Abby.
“Soooo?”
“So?”
Abby sighs. “You know—your Dad! He’s definitely a time-traveller, isn’t he? You don't write a song like 'Lightning' and tell me he just made it up.”
Ellie waves a hand, regretting the actions of fifteen minutes ago her when she opened her big mouth. Next time, maybe she’ll take the hint when Maria gives her The Look. “You really think my dad, the biggest bojo out there, is cool enough to do something like time-travel? As if. Mom made soda come out of his nose last week at dinner and you shoulda heard him complaining.” Abby pouts. “And, hello, Earth to Abby, you’ve been to my house! If Dad’s hiding some kind of cool time machine around here, where is it? Because I'd like to go back to twenty minutes ago and make sure we never have this conversation.”
“Well—” Just when Ellie thinks she’ll have to concede the point, Abby comes back with, “Just because I haven’t seen it doesn’t mean it isn’t here somewhere. Maybe it’s hidden by some future tech.”
Ellie quirks a brow. “Uh-huh.” She leans over and knocks the vidglasses off Maria’s head, prompting her to snap up into a sitting position, murder in her eyes.
“The fuck was that for? Is Abby finally done fawning over your dad?”
“Obsessing—”
“Hey!”
“And I don’t really want to spend the night talking about Dad and these stupid conspiracy theories. If I see another comment about Dad being hot I’m gonna hurl.”
#mcflyjuly#mcfly july 2024#back to the future#bttf#ellie does not want to be hearing about people thinking her dad's hot or about the time travel conspiracy theories#ellie just: way to go dad. you so did this on purpose didn't you#ellie also just: uncle doc why'd you let dad get away with this you could've stopped him#i originally wanted to write the ending to this being that abby goes downstairs and disappears for like half an hour when it only takes#two minutes to grab snacks and drinks before they start playing games so they're like did she die down there what happened#and go down there to find out that abby ran into marty in the kitchen and was fawning over him and ellie had to drag her away and save#her dad in the process - but this was a solid stopping point for this silly little idea i had and i don't want to write any mroe#&; i told queue it would work!
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so i got to see sheeno mirin, ahub, r906, utsuP, & hiiragi magnetite. i missed hiiragi kirai by a few minutes but thats okay im more than satisfied with what i did see.
#r906s SO TALL??? DID U KNOW THIS?????? THEYRE TALL!!!!!!#i only have one vid from utsuP bc my phone was under 20% battery. and magnetite was the last performance of the night#and that was over an hour away & i NEEDED my phone to not die for obvious reasons#i also heard rettou joutou like 4 times tonight and that does NOT get old in that setting#convinced thats how its supposed to be experienced. and probably all giga songs#utsuP had a really solid song line up tho. literally so fun.#thats also coincidentally when the hearing damage became apparent but thats okay#the whole thing was just insanely fun 20/10 would do again#was it crowed. yes. and everyone was so sweaty. but ive never felt more alive in my life#than being in a room full of people that fucking love vocaloid#even the two non vocaP performances i saw had voca songs in them. Everyone Fucking Loves Vocaloid. amazing#i do have vids from all of them.#obviously i have the most from magu. & i have a lot from r906#ahub played quixote & had a live singer for it so i have that recorded too.#sheeno mirin i have videos but i was in the worst spot possible so they arent very good#but i will say besides maximizer & their own songs#they did play mekakushi chord & kagerou days#& unknown mother goose which was super cool to do the ooos with the crowd during#& fragile
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