#whatthehaleiwant

[azeretha]

Lost in the system

Sometimes I feel lost in this fucking system. I also feel sucked out of those damn social networks. However, I also try to find something good in them. I also see in them that one can find motivation or inspiration in them.

I'm trying to find out what I want. To hell!!!!!! I want to scream at the world. Although he's not really to blame. What I want? I have been influenced by others for so many years that now that I have broken away from them, I do not know what I want. To hell. I feel right now ... that I'm lost. Because I cut off all my peers I had. And I ... I don't know what I want. I'm the type of person who hates it if he doesn't know something, so he tries to find the damn truth. And for this ... I don't know, I just don't know. What annoys me the most is that I know that the things I would like to know have somewhere deep inside me, but how do I snatch them out !?

On the first hand, I would like to live somewhere in a mobile house and take care of the seas,oceans or whole damn Earth. On the second, I would like to provide a kind of woman who doesn't need anyone to take care of her. And third, I would like to live somewhere in the woods and collect herbs. And now bring me. What the hell am I supposed to do ?!