#what she did wasn't correct but also being super gentle and understanding and caring and <333< /div>
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i'm trying so hard not to scream about kaeya and all the little moments with klee during the event i feel like i'm going to explode
#i love him so much what the heck#kaeya and many hearts around him in my head#like wow he's the character ever#his ass has jiggle physics with the new outfit and i think that's hilarious so that's another plus#but like!!!! the way he was so gentle and caring with klee...... 😩 he would actually be such a good father#them holding hands???? him shaking his head like a grandpa when she started running like here she goes again??? his little run while#extending his hand for her??? him being kneeled and comforting her???? being the strict one at the beginning making sure klee knew#what she did wasn't correct but also being super gentle and understanding and caring and <333#this is giving me so much happiness#i couldn't care less about this event to be quite honest but it was worth it for the kaeya and klee content#i adore them#i want to cosplay him so baaaad#he is so pretty very happy they gave him a braid 👌
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This is something I always wondered - In s2, do you think that cameron was ever jealous of stacy or atleast bothered by her involvement in house's life? S2 cameron was still in her crush era and she has already seen that house is in love with stacy. And house was always kinda flirting with stacy, giving her heart eyes or generally was soft around her which was unlike his usual behaviour. And we do know that cameron always wants to be super involved in house's life. So did she ever get annoyed that stacy is getting the treatment she wished she would get back in s1?
I don't know about annoyed per se, but it was definitely on her mind. In Honeymoon, Cameron was immediately intensely interested in Stacy — enough Stacy called her out on it — and when given free reign to ask her anything, asked what was House like before? She seemed disappointed to learn that House wasn't a drastically different person when Stacy knew him (and while Stacy, Cuddy, and Wilson all agree House has changed, I think she probably is correct that it wasn't… the 180 degree shift Cameron seems to imagine), and at the end of the episode Cameron has a big dramatic moment of "it was me you couldn't love" to House.
I definitely think Stacy was a clarifying moment for Cameron. The thing is, House kind of has a type, you know? Stacy, Cuddy, and Wilson are three points of a very interesting triangle; when it comes to people he likes and is drawn to, there's a real pattern. (Thirteen, with her dry, snarky sense of humor, never missing a beat, is also more similar to this type than not, and he likes her right away too.) Obviously this doesn't mean everyone House could be attracted to falls into this pattern but… it's a pattern. Cameron goes through a lot of S1… doing the very classic crush thing of reading into House's every action and kindness and gesture. Do people like me? Do you like me? House is… gentler to her than he is the boys in a lot of ways, for probably a number of reasons: Cameron wears her heart on her sleeve much more than the terminally repressed Chase and the what-are-emotions prideful Foreman; she also demands he treat her gently, not in the literal sense but — she approaches him for serious moments, attempts at emotional connection, in a way others don't. And House responds, he doesn't shove her away.
I think Cameron overreads a lot of his responses — not to say House doesn't care about her and wasn't attracted to her, but she really goes from zero to you're being mean because you're in love with me real quick lol — but House is also very quick to tell her on their date that she's… looking to fix him. He's damaged, he's lonely (I think the House forgot his own birthday subplot in Socratic Method was 100% the moment Cameron got her crush), but she's also someone Cameron wants to understand, she spends years trying to understand him, from S1 and their little talks to S3 and her attempts at white knighting him and puzzling him out. She wants to be the one who understands him (and tie all that back in to her control freak ways).
Except… Stacy shows up. And Stacy is very different. House spends episodes finding excuses to talk to her, he is constantly thinking about her, and yes, half the time it's this twisted manipulative I need to prove she's in love with me because I lowkey am in love with her ridiculousness, it's unhealthy and was never gonna turn out well, but it's different. Even if it's antagonistic, House shows miles more interest in Stacy than he ever did Cameron. Stacy isn't gentle or sweet or nurturing, and House is and was into it. He wasn't a different person, she tells Cameron. House probably didn't give a shit about his birthday before his leg, either.
Cameron realizes, I think, that she doesn't understand him, he's not the person she thought he was. And Cameron loses interest. Not all of it, not right away, but enough. By S2 she has a little crush on TB Guy; she later sleeps with Chase; these aren't exactly deep connections but they're Cameron showing interest in others, she's not as into House. He calls her on it in S3 by asking her on a date; she actually does start S3 with a touch of white knighting/House analysis/crush time, and has a second brief re-emergence of feelings after the kiss in Half Wit, but she's clearly over him (or as over him as Cameron ever is anyone) by that point. House will always be someone she finds attractive, physically and mentally, but he's no longer the idealized person she created in her head, either.
#malpractice posting#i do find hameron fascinating from a cameron's character perspective#it's so telling etc.#but i also find it funny because. girl. you would HATE to date house. you wouldn't last a WEEK
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Similarities that I see between Jace and Céline
(these are just my thoughts. Press read more to see them.)
↑ this chaotic energy. You think he got it from Stephen? Nah.
Her anxiety reminds me of Jace's. And like their thought process was similar in ways.
They both struggled with belonging.
Céline corrected Robert when he said "Just like a warlock. Always for sale."
And Céline was like "Always on sale."
Again Jace energy.
Céline knew Amatis, Stephen's wife. At least, she knew enough. Amatis was sharp-tongued and stuck up. She was opinionated, argumentative, stubborn, and not even that pretty. There were also rumors that she still secretly associated with her werewolf brother. Céline didn't much care about that—she had nothing against Downworlders. But she had plenty against Amatis, who obviously didn't appreciate what she had. Stephen needed someone who would admire him, agree with him, support him. Someone like Céline. If only she could make him see that for himself.
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Jace's smile was as bland as buttered toast. "Go on, go after him. Pat his head and tell him he's still your super special little guy. Isn't that what you want to do?"
But he couldn't look at Simon without wanting to kill someone.
“And even back then, in that stupid coffee shop. When I saw you sitting on the couch with Simon, even then that felt wrong to me—i should have been the one sitting with you. The one that made you laugh like that. I couldn't get rid of that feeling. That it should have been me.”
↑ Their bitterness, anger, jealousy, and envy towards the person who had the person they wanted and in general has the same energy in my opinion.
They both were angry and jealous of people who had it better or they considered to be good—Like, that was why Jace hated Simon so much at first, because Simon was everything Jace thought he'd never get to be, he just didn't realize it.—And Céline was angry of the kids in the academy who had loving parents and good childhoods, and weren't damaged like she was—they both were angry because somebody was someone or had something they thought they'd never get to be or have. (In Céline's case she never actually got it, not really.)
They both like to wander around when upset.
They both aren't too fond of the Silent Brothers. And I think that has to do with their head being full of certain things they don't want others to know, and the Silent Brothers speak in your mind, almost like they're reading your thoughts.
They're both observant, which could be from growing up in abusive and toxic environments but could also just be they're observant people.
They both can tell when someone is off. We see this when Céline sees through Valentine's mask. Jace often saw through the lies of people in TMI and still does.
And the both hate being pitied. Like it angers them when people pity them, we see that with Jace quite often in TMI, but we see it when Dominique says this: “Every Downworlder in Paris knows about poor Céline Montclaire, wandering the city like a murderous little Éponine. We all feel a little sorry for you.”
And then Céline thought this: Céline lived with a steady, secret simmer of rage, but now she felt it boiling over.
↑ Again, the above reminds me of Jace. He lived with anger that he kept under control but would boil over when triggered.
They're both sensitive. And get hurt easily.
“I wish I could be more like you,” she admitted.
In what sense?
“You know, just shut off my feelings? Feel nothing. For anybody.”
There was a long pause, and she wondered if she had offended him. Was that even possible? Finally, his cool, steady voice spoke.
This is a wish you should dispense with. Feeling is what makes us human. Even the most difficult feelings. Perhaps especially those. Love, loss, longing—this is what it means to truly be alive.
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“I think—my father was sorry he had a parabatai,” he said. “Now I have to go live with a man my father was sorry about. I don't want to be weak, I don't want to be sorry. I want to be the best.”
If you pretend to feel nothing, the pretense may become true, said Jem. That would be a pity.
↑ They both wished to feel nothing, and had Jem tell them that wasn't as great as they thought. But they both still desperately wanted to not feel.
When she was a child, her parents had often refused her iratzes after training sessions, especially when her injuries were caused by her own mistakes. Let the pain remind you to do better next time, they told her. All these years later she was still making the same mistakes.
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“No! it's better for your parents not to know it happened at all. It was just bad luck that one of them got me. I'm a good fighter,” Jonathan protested sharply.
“It's my fault I got hurt,” said Jonathan. “I know excuses are for incompetents. It won't happen again.”
↑ this bit on making mistakes, or when getting hurt.
Céline always carried a misericord blade.
↑ Reminds me of someone else who always carries blades.
They both were aware of the consequences of putting a rune on someone that they weren't 100% sure were Nephilim, and it was different circumstances but they did it anyway. Jace gave Clary her first rune and Céline gave Rosemary her first rune (I think).
More furious at her own instinct for mercy. After all, her parents had never shown any to her. Her parents had done their best to teach her that mercy was weakness, and cruelty was strength.
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Jonathan said the word "weakness" with horror. Jem wondered what a man who had drilled a boy to fight like that might have considered weakness.
↑ Mercy, kindness, gentleness, etc. Was taught as weakness to them both growing up.
They both hate being predictable. Kinda like when Rosemary knew Céline would keep her secret. Céline hated that she knew that. Remember in CoA when everyone was guessing that Jace said no to Valentine, and he hated it.
They both never really felt like they were ever a kid. Because again, the environment they grew up in forced them to grow up faster than they should have. Which is why Jace didn't think of himself as one when he threw himself into battle.
like Jace I don't think Céline liked to upset the balance of things, meaning they don't pry and don't pressure. Which often gets them labeled as "not too bright" or "unobservant" they're both observant, they just don't say it out-loud. Jace is definitely like this, but I see Céline as this too. Stephen said she always needed to be told what to do, but I don't think it was that exactly, I think she just didn't like to upset things. Which growing up in an abusive and toxic environment does that. But I think it's also just part of who they are.
That sweet and obedient daughter of the provençal countryside. They knew how devoted she was to her parents. Such a dutiful daughter.
↑ Valentine often called Jace his obedient son. I see Jace in this part as well. Sebastian called him Valentine's "sweet boy."
She could close the door on the past, start again. She could choose a life without pain, without suffering or fear.
But who would she be without pain?
This also reminds me of Jace. Obviously he did end up choosing to walk away from Valentine. But there are times he doubted, because in reality he himself didn't know who he was without the pain he'd experienced, without his past with Valentine. And they both believed that the pain and suffering had made them stronger. Jace later knows that isn't true, but I see the similarity there.
They're both said to have vulnerability about them that made you wan to protect them. To keep them safe. Jocelyn said you couldn't really hate Céline, and I think it's kinda the same with Jace.
Both of them refused to ask for help. Thinking they could do it all on their own.
Céline could tell how much it hurt—and how determined the woman was to reveal no pain. She knelt by her side. Rosemary flinched away. “Let me see—I can help."
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“Tell me what happened first.” She tried to yank her wrist back, but his grip was incredibly strong. “I can help you.” — this is in Clary's pov.
↑ Their willingness to help the pretty stranger they didn't know.
They both often felt they didn't have a choice in some things.
They both felt achingly alone at some point. And very much misunderstood.
The thought of losing the only family they ever had scared them, and they were willing to do anything to keep them. Even if in Céline's case hers wasn't that real.
They were both said to be beautiful, and breakable. Fragile almost. These were Jocelyn's words. That beautiful things were easily broken.
They both grew up denied of love and care.
Céline had low self esteem in a lot of areas. We often see Jace as the confident character who doesn't have insecurities or low self-esteem. but he does. Jace didn't like himself, his looks don't play a part here, he didn't like himself. He actually didn't feel good enough or worth much, that's why he made so many superiority jokes, because he truly didn't feel good enough but had to make everyone believe he did. Céline didn't feel good enough either, but she tried not to let it show.
Their childhood gave them bad coping mechanisms and suicidal tendencies. They both self harmed in ways, believing that pain made you stronger is one of them.
We often look over the fact that while some of Jace's mental struggles did come from the trauma of his childhood and growing up around war, that he was already at a high risk with a mother who experienced similar things. Because if you have a parent who has mental illness the offspring are at higher risk of developing one. And his childhood didn't help with that.
And we know what they both truly wanted was to be loved and safe. Really. Jace always thought he wanted to fight all the time, but by the end of tmi he realized he just truly wanted to be happy and left alone, he just wanted Clary and his family. Céline wanted that too, but she never got it.
You all realize they would understand each other, right? Like if Cassie ever did something where they somehow met, Céline would understand Jace and he would understand her.
Céline would have never raised Jace with anything but love and care. She would have made sure he never knew a childhood like hers. But he did. He ended up knowing what that was like. And it would have broken her even more to know that.
But she would probably stab Valentine in the face, which I'd like to see.
Friendly reminder that Jace looks like her around the eyes (no I won't shut up about this.)
There's probably more but until we learn more we won't know. Just remember he may be a Herondale but Céline is also there.
@khaleesiofalicante I tagged you 😎
#celine montclaire#celine herondale#jace herondale#jace lightwood herondale#tsc#the shadowhuter chronicles#tst#the secret treasons
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