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watched The Substance and I cannot lie I LOVE the part where she goes goblin mode
#running around with her little coat and her hunchback. wait babe stop right there you're finally free!#the movie is really effective in the same way a good fairy tale is effective#you know exactly what's going to happen from the second you start it. you want to beg her not to#but if she was capable of doing that there wouldn't be a story. 2.4 hours of watching the inevitable unfold and you can't do shit about it#the substance#the substance spoilers#I was unsure if the third act would be able to tie the first two together and the make the movie work as a whole but. boy. it sure did#I LOVE a batshit third act in horror it must be said
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hi i'm the anon that asked about npd mind and i am So Excited for the comic :D just wanted to say that
Sorry I lost motivation pretty intensely halfway though... I hope you still like this haha
Erm put a lot in tags if you want more... actual thoughts on mind instead of tiny bite sized 1-2 panels
#I also see it as... Mind puts a lot of expectations on himself. and by proxie. on Heart. Heart is supposed to be his equal. his other half.#When Heart has differing goals. sees a different path to helping the whole. it reads as an active betrayal.#mind has put just... a lot of his identity ON heart and soul. he needs his equal to be good... if he's not. Mind can't deal with that#I do think he puts down Heart constantly in an effort to distance himself from that. after the very start. make himself seem Better#Heart cannot be his equal because Mind cannot be... like that. he needs to define himself off of heart still. but as something Better#but under it all he's very desperate for Heart and Soul's approval. he needs them to see him for his worth. it eats away at him#deeply deeply unsure of his position...#[there must be something elating about concord. to know that you. all of you. is so deeply lovely...]#that's getting into just how I see mind in general. outside of the lens of NPD. but its hard to figure out what exactly about him reads NPD#I do think the way he acts in canon is very .. congruent with npd. if that makes sense? whaggever. canon complaint hc to me :]#cut out more than my tags cus this got Very Very long#cccc#cj#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj mind#cccc mind#cj heart#cccc heart#cj soul#cccc soul
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bird in a box
alternate versions cause i was messing around and ended up with other cool things
#i started this around the beginning of august#worked on it on and off since then#and got tired and ended up finishing it#i was unsure what exactly i wanted but i like what happened#grian#grian fanart#hermitcraft#eye strain#eye strain tw#eye contact#eye contact tw#raff's art
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On the topic of Declare:
A little while ago, on a whim, I prompted several different chat LLMs with a line from the Arabian Nights that has special importance in the novel:
O fish, are you constant to the old covenant?
In the book, this is used as a sign between members of a secret group, and there's a canned response that members are meant to give to identify themselves. (Like "I like your shoelaces" / "Thanks, I stole them from the President.").
I thought it'd be funny and impressive if one of these models responded with the canned phrase from Declare: that would have demonstrated both a command of somewhat obscure information and a humanlike ability to flexibly respond to an unusual input in the same spirit as that input.
None of the models did so, although I was still impressed with Gemini's reaction: it correctly sourced the quote to Arabian Nights in its first message, and was able to guess and/or remember that the quote was also used in Declare in follow-up chat (after a few wrong guesses and hints from me).
On the other hand, GPT-4 confidently stated that the quotation was from Jubilate Agno, a real but unrelated book:
When I asked Claude 3, it asserted that the line was from a real-but unrelated-poem called "The Fish," then proceeded -- without my asking -- to quote (i.e make up) a stanza from its imagined version of that poem:
It is always discomfiting to be reminded that -- no matter how much "safety" tuning these things are put through, and despite how preachy they can be about their own supposed aversion to "misinformation" or whatever -- they are nonetheless happy to confidently bullshit to the user like this.
I'm sure they have an internal sense of how sure or unsure they are of any given claim, but it seems they have (effectively) been trained not to let it influence their answers, and instead project maximum certainty almost all of the time.
#ai tag#(it's understandable why this would occur)#(it's hard to make instruction tuning data that teaches the model to sound unsure iff it's really unsure)#(because it's hard to know in advance - or ever - what exactly the model does or doesn't know)#(but i'd imagine the big labs are working on the problem and i'm surprised they haven't gotten further by now)
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posting that sketch yesterday made me remember just how much i love my taashath so i did another doodle <3
#dai#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#da inquisitor#the inquisitor#adaar#inquisitor#inquisitor adaar#taashath adaar#some fun facts about her that im hiding in the tags!!#taashath was born under the qun and used to be a tamassran! the left the qun when she discovered one of her#children- her last child in fact- had magic. she didnt want him to be taken as a saarebas and so she tried to leave with him#her kid was killed in the process of leaving :(. she snapped and. surprise. she has magic too. shes just done a really good job of hiding it#she manages to escape with the help of one of the soldiers assigned to protecting her (meraad who another inquisitor in a different run)#but doesnt exactly remember How. all she remembers is waking up on the shore of wycome without meraad#eventually she was found by the valo-kas and taken in by them. they helped teach her how to properly control her magic and they took care of#her as she slowly got back on her feet.#and then she became the inquisitor.#she allied with the mages. conscripted the wardens. and made celene gaspard and briala shake hands. she also sacrificed loghain in the fade.#she doesnt have a canonical romance BUT. she had a few flings with some of the others and spent years pining after vivienne.#she ends up close friends with dorian bull cole and sera! she... does not end up friends with blackwall. but she does spare him#she Was close with solas at the start of inquisiton but she struggled to connect with him. his interactions with some of the other#companions didnt help. but she does care about him!! its just. difficult. it was difficult with sera and dorian at first too. and bull#she is completely Unsure what to think of varric but they are friends. and taashi absolutely adores josephine. leliana scares her just a bit#and she struggles to intetact with cullen but she does care for him. cassandra ends up as her divine (from a game glitch i made canon) even#though she did everything she could to get vivienne on the throne.#shes also trans!!! very big bonding point between her bull and krem is that she is aqun-athlok. everytime dorian or varric mentions mae she#goes :0 as well. uhhh yeah! i love her sm. if anyone has any questions pls pls 🥺🙏 send em
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a very melancholy sort of finrod
#finrod#finrod felagund#silmarillion#silmarillion fanart#tolkien fanart#i want to draw more of him but am unsure what exactly!#candlesart#here down in the valley
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I want a spider X dcu but have Peter working at the league's base in space as a mechanic or a scientist, cause of course they will have the best material and information to help him make a way home. Except that Peter is weird.
Like, weird weird. Like, spider bite kind of weird with a hint of different culture from a different world kind of weird.
Listen most of his interactions with humans in their world is with them cause he's at the watchtower all the time, so his understanding of what is normal is a bit skew, and he probably also got used to acting more spidery, especially when in a lab or sm (courtesy of his time at the avenger tower where he doesn't really have to hide his spidery side)
Then you take into account him having a different kind of humour and a different set of memes and you have the whole justice league thinking he's secretly an alien
#listen#i love spider man x gotham#and i will continue to read whatever fic that have a similar premise you throw at me#but like#i just think it would be neat to widen the horizon#like. just imagine it#the possibilities are endless#peter eats as much as he wants cause he once saw the flash eat three times as much as a normal human does as a snack#he is just a tad but more stronger because of it#and doesn't notice#but others sure does#kinda hard not to when the kid mend the door handles with his hands#he knows a bit too much technology wise#especially for someone his age#but that's must be fine cause these guys have this amazing space base and computers and all#yeah it's a bit outdated to him but it must be cause they are cutting slack#cause being a hero doesn't exactly buy#meanwhile the league is like . what do you mean you made a new element#what do you mean you made a nano suit#what do you mean you have an ai assistant that can go through our firewalls like a knife through melted butter#what do you mean the microwave can now double as quick freezer#what do you mean#they are so confused by him#and unsure where to even start#spiderman x dcu#spider man x DC#peter parker#justice league#can someone write a fic please#would have done so but i suck at writing
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i find it interesting how, during the intro to season 2, there is only a sliver of light shining on each character (sometimes alongside a spotlight, which is also rather direct as well) -- except for Jayce. every time he is seen, he is struggling against an immense amount of light, an amount too high in quantity to see without covering some or squinting. there is no sliver of light. instead, it is all of it.
#leechies rambles#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane season 2#i'm unsure of what exactly it means right now outside of broad messages of enlightenment#or perhaps a sense of being overwhelmed?#everyone is unaware of the broad world of the Arcane unfolding beneath them#except Ekko knows this too#but then that calls to mind the fact that he is the only one in the trailer who the direct light doesn't touch at all
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I promise i swear to you i will somehow make the two Matts from spares work for my headcanons i swear i swear i swear
#eddsworld#ew matt#nae art#I want there to be two of him but so far I'm unsure of what exactly to Do with the two of them#But I want it anyways#I'll figure something out. Suggestions are also welcome
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I’ve discovered something unfortunate about myself and it’s that I have such a harsh aversion to being condescended to or babied in any form that either I 1) overcorrect to being snappy about something that wasn’t meant to be rude or 2) hugely overthink it and start tearing up, which as you can imagine, doesn’t make people treat you like more of an adult,
#I need to work on that I think.#I’m not sure How but I’ll figure it out if I want to change it. Which I Do#kipspeak#also unsure where this came from exactly; but I don’t think I need to pinpoint it in order to work on it#ach and even some things that don’t deserve this reaction get this reaction. Like someone asked me what my dream job is. that’s not related#and yet it triggered my anger
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Well guys, I have an announcement!
Everyone, meet Reaper!
He's a Phyllocrania Paradoxa- a Ghost Mantis, and I fucking adore him!
He seems very lively, but very okay with being handled. I'm obviously not going to be handling him a lot, but he walked right out onto my hand when I got him from his little travel cup, and he decided he would rather take a drink of a little water drop off my finger than off of his leaf!
I tossed a pair of fruit flies into his enclosure, and he spent about ten minutes stalking one before snatching it up and munching on it. Ate the whole thing really quick- he was hungry! If he doesn't catch the other, I'll make sure he gets another one either today or tomorrow (the other one might have gotten lucky and escaped, not sure, if it did, well, good for it).
#bugblr#praying mantis#cw bug#bug pic#i am in LOVE oh my lanta#he's so TEENY TINY#unsure exactly what instar he is but the seller says he is male#and based on the crest and abdomen I think that is correct#right now he's just chilling post-meal in his new home and i am#SO happy!#and yeah... yeah I'm getting a fucking jumping spider too#i have a whole fruit fly culture he won't eat all of that himself#plus when he gets larger he'll be moving on to house flies so#spooder it is!#and if anyone is wondering#I ordered him from#The Bugg Plug#they were FANTASTIC#there were some weather issues and FedEx shipping was a mess#and they kept me super up to date and posted about it as well so I knew what was going on#they were very very quick to answer my questions and resolved an issue with my tracking number like in five minutes#i will 100% be ordering other bugs from them in the future
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Electoral Prince Oscar
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Included the different layers of hair I do because the hair is always this nebulous thing until I get to the fourth layer or so lol. Also wow no rough sketch!! I wanted to draw him in this AU, but I also wanted to practice drawing real people. I've mentioned this before about drawing but. It's so odd how you feel like drawing a certain thing(in this case, being able to draw a person directly without too much thought) is impossible, and then you reach a point where you're easily doing it without thinking.
As for Oscar's place in this AU. I'm still a little unsure if I'd like him to be a King/Prince of some Italian state(some of which are part of the HRE atp) or if I'd like him to be a Prince Electorate. For now, as you can see, I went with an Electoral Prince, which is the heir to a Prince Electorate. And what is that, you ask. Basically the guys who were apart of the Imperial Diet/Electoral College in charge of electing the Holy Roman Emperor. Getting farther into is too complicated because even I really only started understanding it pretty recently. I haven't decided too much about his role because hes part of a whole other generation, HOWEVER. The plot would probably be something along the lines of him coming to have a "residency" in Seb's court in order to learn more about the buearacracy and his future involvement. Mark is very much an empty nester atp, and eagerly accepts Oscar as his pupil and is eager to show him the ropes. Oscar is shrewd and already politically apt from a young age, but he's very happy to hang around Mark as his mentor, as there's always more to learn! ...among other reasons
#*18th centurizes your fav*#kinda thinking about opening requests because i wanna practice drawing more people#but thats a little scary 😭 but hey....if you send me a regal enough pic...perhaps ill consider it#the inital sketch of an 18th century au always looks like im drawing rule 63 😭😭 BUT IM NOT#its just always a little jarring to draw a guy with long hair whos never had hair this long in his life#hehe pretty proud of this considering i didnt even have to do lineart!!#hes so cute......#shfjkf his title though. too much historical context 😭😭#as i said in the under the cut im still quite unsure#ik his place in the plot just hard to say exactly what i want him to be bcs it requires so much historical context...#the prince electorate is just interesting to me rn cause i only recently understood it#f1#formula 1#oscar piastri#op81#boy king au#catie.art.
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day 28: mural
they really did look alike in the painting. caitlyn saw the line of vi's jaw in powder's, the way their mouths both set the same when they smile. it was hard to reconcile the girl in the firelight mural with the bright smile with vi as she is now, close to tears, tied to a chair. it's harder still to think of the woman standing in front of her, eyes blazing pink, knowing what she did to caitlyn, and connect her to the blue-haired child on the wall.
jinx doesn't look like she heard her. she looks like she hasn't really heard anyone all night. she sidles over to the table, jittering like she wants to fire again and caitlyn has a split second to decide if she's ready to take a life-
(caitlyn can still feel jinx's nails digging into her temples as she held her head in place, dragging the marker across her face like she wished it was a knife.)
and jinx sets the gun down, raising her hands in surrender.
"no." vi didn't even sound this desperate when caitlyn was breaking her out of prison. "no, no no."
caitlyn was an only child, and an exceptionally lonely one at that. she's never had siblings, doesn't know what that means, really, but something in jinx's eyes sparks, and the quick look she gives to vi before turning her gaze on caitlyn seems so... eager.
that's what makes the connection clear. there's the girl in vi's stories, there's the little tinkerer who was loved more than anything. this is the child who wanted nothing more than to be vi's sister.
something doesn't seem right, though. that little girl is there, and so is the love, but something else is too, something darker, someone willing to do anything if it means not sharing her toys.
that person is all caitlyn knows. that's all she wants to see.
there are five seconds of relief.
one.
caitlyn doesn't lower her own gun, but jinx is just standing there, not making any movement, looking for all the world like a terrified child.
the thought comes unbidden: could caitlyn actually bring herself to kill?
two.
the first time she'd shot a rabbit she'd cried for hours. her mother had rolled her eyes, but comforted her. her father had made rabbit stew for dinner, and caitlyn hadn't eaten a single bite.
three.
the rational part of her is screaming that this is not fair, that this is not how things are done. everyone deserves a fair trial, deserves mercy. the emotional part of her is looking at this shaking girl, looking at vi, pleading to lower the gun,
(her own rifle leaves a big enough exit wound in game. caitlyn knows enough about guns to know that this could tear a person apart.)
have a heart and let her go.
(but it's hard to forget the last few hours and everything jinx did to her.)
four.
caitlyn decides it doesn't matter. she doesn't need this to end in blood. all she needs is for jinx to believe it might.
lost in thought, she has one more millisecond to register that jinx's lip isn't trembling anymore.
she doesn't pick up on it fast enough.
#arcane#arctober#caitlyn kiramman#vi#jinx#powder#levi.doc#'(record scratch) (freeze frame) yup thats me. youre probably wondering how i ended up in this situation' but make it angst#+ me and the concept of breaking up paragraphs w a characters thoughts making out sloppy style in the corner#ok done w the jokes i promise. unsure how exactly this became a canon scene rewrite but i thought it would be fun#dk if it came out exactly how i wanted it to but like. i really have to wonder what went through everyones heads in that moment#and i wound up picking caitlyn bc i think not taking that shot when she had it is really going to haunt and define her in s2#and i dont think vi asking her to is the Only reason she didnt. lets be real i dont think s1 caitlyn was really capable of murder
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Cardigan S (Pattern | Yarn | Thread)
I have officially cast on for this cardigan! Sleeve #1 (aka Swatch #3). The OG swatch I used size US 8 needles for both the pattern and the ribbing which is exactly what the pattern states but honestly I think my ribbing looks like dogwater. For Sleeve #1 I swapped to a US 6 for the ribbing and then on the increase row swapped back to US 8. The pattern also has you go directly from ribbing into pattern rows but I'm inserting a wrong side stockinette row for that increase/needle size up and we'll see how it looks.
My pocket swatch/Swatch #2/the one mostly covered up by my hand gave both good and bad news. In good news, 26 stitches is wide enough both for my hand and more importantly my cellphone. In bad news, it wants the pockets to only be five inches tall, and that is NOT enough for either my hand or my cellphone. Easy fix esp considering I plan on completely ignoring every single direction on how to make the pockets Except for the actual stitch count. More on that once I get the Second (and hopefully last) yarn I ordered for pockets.
I didn't realize but because of this shiny thread I'm going to have to knit both sleeves and the two front pieces one at a time.... Taking lots of notes for how many rows I do things in to hopefully match them well enough.
#knitting#knitblr#wip#lace rot#lace knitting#project: cardigan s#i fully expect to have to reknit this sleeve at least once. so i didn't bother with a tubular cast on or anything and just did long tail#and if i don't have to reknit this sleeve i'll just. live with long tail on everything lmaooo#is the shiny effect from the glitter thread worth not being able to knit taat? probably not. but I'm sticking to it now i'm commited#i'm procrastinating so hard on starting the patterning for this sleeve#not because it's hard but because i want to make a chart to keep track of my rows. and i don't feel like formatting it#also also i need to think about what kind of buttons i want for this. because i'm still completely unsure#like do i go with something pink. do i do something gold??? or black??#what i SHOULD do is swatch a button hole so i can find out exactly what size buttons i'll need. but i already cast on for the sleeve....#i made a note to swatch the button hole before starting the second sleeve lets see if i remember
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2024 reads / storygraph
Rose/House
scifi thriller novella
follows a woman who was left an AI house by a famous architect who taught her, and is the only person allowed in to look at his archives and interact with the house, one week per year
when the house self reports a dead body inside - which should be impossible, because it’s not the dead architect or his student - a local officer has to investigate, and find a way in along with the ex-student
#rose/house#arkady martine#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#very weird. I enjoyed it. unsure exactly what's going on in the end there but things sure did happen.#it switches between a few different POVs in an interesting way. some really nice writing; very atmospheric and weird#worth the read tho#also i got this from libby and opened it up and it was in french??? why does my library only have the fr ebook and eng audiobook lmao#(i didn't realise there was the audiobook at first bc the cover is different)
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Hi? Is it okay to ask for Ganondorf's possible anxieties involving having a son?
I mean, it's highly unlikely that Ganon even saw another male until at least 18. Imagine what that would do to someone. No father, no male role model, no male friends, no male associates. No male contact at all.
Like, I can't even imagine what it would've been like to have had no female contact at all until 18.
Just not having a good father in one's life is known to stunt a person substantially. I can't even fathom how othered Ganon must've felt growing up. How utterly pressured he felt to become a pillar of masculinity without any real example to follow. No one to teach him what it actually means to be a good man. No one to explain things to him. No one to show him the subtle little things that seems to almost be universal among men no matter the culture. Especially in how they interact amongst each other. No one to teach him about comradery between men. About the unspoken rules that men seem to have.
And, not to mention the almost commodifying perspective the Gerudo have towards men. One even mentioned that she'd believed that all men were useless except for Ganondorf.
I can't help but think he might've internalized some of that.
So, would Ganon be anxious about setting a good example for his son seeing as he likely didn't have that himself?
Ganondorf had to admit he was still in shock over looking at his children. But the longer he stared at them, the more a new feeling settled into his heart.
Watching his daughter was a blessing; a strong feeling of protectiveness overcame him, and he wondered how such a delicate looking child could grow into a warrior like her mother. But his son…
Ganondorf could fathom having a daughter, could handle raising a girl. But a son…
He’d never felt so simultaneously out-of-depth and excited.
It wasn’t particularly a feeling he enjoyed. Ganondorf despised being out of control. But looking at the little boy made him feel so utterly alone and adrift, wondering how in the world he could possibly raise this child correctly. Yet at the same time, it filled him with eagerness, an excitement to give the boy guidance that he had been sorely lacking in his life.
Growing up as a Gerudo male had been so incredibly isolating. Ganondorf had been treated as a king and as some Other, his childhood filled with voids and gaps in understanding, in confusion that had left him stumbling when he’d first entered Hyrule. He’d never felt unwelcome by his fellow Gerudo, but he’d also never felt welcome. His presence was a blessing, a symbol of leadership with no understanding of what that even meant. Somehow it was his responsibility to lead his band of thieves, and the best way he knew how was to be the strongest. His physicality lent to it naturally, so it only seemed the correct path. But when he’d first entered Hyrule, when he’d first seen another man, he had felt wholly inadequate. It had been a group of Hylian soldiers, all strong in their own right, laughing amongst each other, at ease, normal.
He wasn’t normal. He’d never been normal. His body had been strange and cursed, developing in ways no other Gerudo’s had, lacking the gift of life that the women bore, making up for it in sheer power and aggression. It had been his goddess-given right to be a protector, and that had developed into a greater desire when he’d seen Hyrule.
He didn’t have to defend. He could just take as his sisters did, but with greater results. He could live in a land that prospered, he could rule it, as was his birthright.
But all of those thoughts felt empty when looking at his son, because here he held a new gift and opportunity. He could be a father. He could raise a boy to be a man, could show him what that meant when he’d never had that chance.
But what could he possibly do in this role? He knew nothing of fathers, even in his journeys to Hyrule. The closest he’d gotten to interacting with a father was seeing the king, who occasionally was present with the princess, but mostly the girl was elsewhere in the palace. Was being a father not that involved, then, or was it simply because the king of Hyrule had other duties? Ganondorf surely wouldn’t abandon his children nearly so much. They could attend duties with him. How else could they learn to fulfill their roles, anyway?
Was that the correct course of action? Twinrova had done as much with Ganondorf, so it seemed reasonable. He’d been involved in the care and leadership of his people since he was a teenager, perhaps even a little younger.
The worst part of this was that he had no one to turn to for this. Ganondorf hated relying on anything or anyone else but himself, but in this matter… he… almost wished he did have someone. Nabooru, as much as he loved her, was not going to be helpful in this matter. However, in this land that Din had taken him to, the Gerudo here did have a very small amount of men present in their ranks – only those who joined with Gerudo women were allowed. Men from a nearby settlement occasionally interacted with Gerudo, and those who chose to embrace the culture and marry one of the women were allowed. But they were foreigners, and Ganondorf was their ruler through his own birthright and his marriage to Nabooru. He refused to look to them for an example.
Ganondorf took a steadying breath, lifting the child into his arms. It didn’t matter if he had an example or not. He’d forged his own way his entire life, and that wasn’t changing now. He would be a father to these children whether he was ready or not, and so he would strive to be the best father he could be, whatever that meant.
#writing#you ask skye answers#lovely anon#good ganondorf#imprisoning war#these are EXCELLENT points Anon#I'm not ENTIRELY sure on exactly how Gan would feel but I think it would be something like this#anxious and unsure and HATING that he feels that way#he's a very domineering man who knows what he wants and does what he wants#I doubt he'd like feeling uncertain or lost#so he'd just stubbornly plow ahead#but I think he'd also be excited and eager to take on the challenge#to raise a boy in his own image#partly out of genuine parental love and concern#and partly because this dude is egotistical as heck and he could control how to form this child#his daughter too but a son even more so#so good and bad aspects to it#which makes sense because Gan is a complicated dude and has... uh... more flaws than strengths#skye time travels through the queue
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