#what am i doing with my life lmaooo

[vexxandra]

Should you hold onto this person? (any connection!!)

Little disclaimer: I’ve posted PAC readings before, but I cannot ensure the accuracy! Please take what resonates and leave what doesn’t! Another thing I want to say: if you’re here with me, reading this... reading (lmao) with the intent to know if this person is worth waiting for, the answer won’t fully come from me. Of course, PACs give you insight on a situation, but I don’t want to encourage you to do something that isn’t aligned with your higher self or with your greatest good. So please, please, please, please pleeeease don’t fully rely on me, or really anyone else. Please don’t get the wrong idea, that I’m telling you not to trust anyone, that’s not my intention at all! I suppose what I’m trying to say is that: “Don’t let other people 100% make your decisions from you.” At the end of the day, it’s your life, and these are decisions that you must make, though I and others can give you guidance. No matter what, the Universe will make sure everything turns out okay, okay? :) Also none of these images belong to me!

I was originally gonna do this reading only for myself, but then I started scrolling and bingereading PACs and found little readings that benefitted my current situation, and I thought, “What if people are asking about the same thing as me?” So here we are rn :D

ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴏɴᴇ! - Aubrey sticking her tongue out and pouting

Should you hold onto this person? ~ Six of Pentacles

Yes, yes, and yes!!! Six of pentacles is such a good card especially when asking about someone! I feel like this person is just like a warm blanket, I even got that vibe from the pic itself! I also feel like this person could be a soulmate of some sorts, or could be perhaps in your soul family? If you believe in incarnation, I feel like you’ve had a few lives together, and just generally have had a happy time together. I feel like the season of fall might be significant as well, or maybe early spring? Either way, I get a strong feeling that equinox seasons hold some kind of significance. But I kind of feel like no matter what I said, you’d still hold onto your person. At least just a teeny tiny bit.

What would happen if you stayed? ~ Three of Swords rx, The Hanged Man rx, Two of Cups

I feel like things would go amazingly for you, pile one. We have the Three of Swords rx, which talks about moving forward and healing, and the Two of Shells which talks about union. I feel like most of you will move forwards with this person, but if you go your separate ways, that’s okay too, plenty of new opportunities are awaiting you, so just take the leap of faith is what spirit is telling me :). We also have the Hanged Man, which, for me, represents new perspective and not repeating the same mistakes. Of course, different people have different interpretations, some people interpret the Hanged Man rx in love as a sign to leave, as it’s a toxic relationship, but I don’t really get that feeling for you guys. Again, it’s about healing past wounds and a new start, so yes I can feel like it would turn out very positively for you all! <33

What would happen if you let go? ~ Two of Swords, Six of Cups, Page of Swords rx

First of all, the cards took so long to come out. I had to pull all of them manually (which I, like, never do) so I feel like its highly unlikely that this pile will let go of their person, but if they were to, it would be very against their will (take this as it resonates people!!). En tout cas, we have the two of swords, which shows me that you’ll be very torn between what to do. You might feel a little lost and hopeless is what I’m feeling, even though that’s not what the card really talks about. But with this Six of Shells, I can see that you’ll find someone that’ll really be whatever you wanted. Like, kind of like... she’s(he’s/they’re) a fairytale~~.... Finally, we have the Page of Swords rx, which tells me to be a bit wary of the way you both are communicating. Make sure you be patient with each other and wait for the other to tell their whole story, okay? Don’t get into foolish arguments over nothing. It’s terrible.. and ruins both of your days. Speaking from experience :P

ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ! - Aubrey lying down, staring at the stars

Should you hold onto this person? ~ Ace of Swords rx

My dear pile twos... I don’t know what to say. I don’t know if you should stay or go. Truth be told, I don’t even know if you know what you should know! I get the strong feeling that this is a new person, or it very heavily seems like this person is unknown to you. Let’s start with the basics. How do you feel about this person? Do these feelings change as you see sides of this person that you don’t usually see? Once you take of your rose colored glasses, does anything change at all? It’s time to go over what you’re certain of in order to make a decision. And that decision must come from your heart.

What would happen if you stayed? ~ Page of Swords rx, Three of Pentacles, Ace of Cups

Let’s cut to the chase. Things would start looking up!! With this Page of Swords, I see that miscommunications and small little arguments would mostly be regulated and smoothed out between the two of you. I see that most arguments would be better, and communication in general would start getting better. Next up, with the Three of Pentacles, you’d start doing more things together. I see very much quality time with this card, and this ties in very well with the Ace of Cups, there’ll be a renewal in this connection, in the sense that the love will be renewed. Kind of like, putting a spell in you all over again. You’ll feel like the sun poked out of the clouds and started mesmerizing you again. This is good energy!!

What would happen if you let go? ~ Three of Cups rx, Two of Pentacles rx, The Hermit rx

Let’s start with the Two of Pentacles rx. I can see that you’d be juggling a lot of things (possibly to forget about your person?) and drowning in your work to try to distract yourself from this Three of Cups rx. For me, the Three of Cups rx is all about sorrow and bad times. All about the sad times after the high. I can also see that with the Hermit I can see that you’ll be mostly aimlessly doing stuff, like, drowning in your work and mindlessly repeating your routines. I don’t want this to discourage anyone from leaving their person, as I can see that this is a quite short-term energy so please don’t feel discouraged at all! Please, please, pleeease don’t let me stop you from doing what you think is best!!

ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ! - Pink haired Aubrey eating dango (at least that’s what I think it is, it could be ice cream i guess?)

Should you hold onto this person? ~ Five of Wands rx

Yes, pile three, I think you should hold onto this person! If the two of you have been going through difficult times, this card is definitely a confirmation that things with be... I don’t wanna say peachy pink perfection but it’ll be very nice! Both of you have gone through a period of maturity and are now ready to move forward together, in a peaceful, harmonious manner.

What would happen if you stayed? ~ Knight of Swords, Ace of Cups, Five of Swords, Ace of Pentacles

Starting off with the Knight of Swords and the Ace of Cups, I see this is more individual more than as a pair. You both as a result of being together, or at least having the others support, will become more... hm... I suppose assertive? More willing to stand in your power, I see. And this standing in your power I can see also ties into your self love. So this person helps you stand in your power, and helps you love yourself unconditionally. Next, we have the Five of Swords and the Ace of Pentacles together. Interesting because I only wanted three cards but got four. Interesting! So, let’s start with the Five of Swords. I take this card very much as a card that depicts passive aggressiveness and pettiness and selfishness, so one person might still struggle with expressing their anger, but with the Ace of Pentacles, I can see that these problems will be accepted and offered help by the other person. So yeah! Awesomesauce!! (I apologize)

What would happen if you let go? ~ Ten of Wands, Queen of Wands, Knight of Wands rx

First of all, no matter if you stay or go, I can see that you’ve been tired for a while. But if you choose to let go, I can see that you’re even more exhausted because of this person, or maybe because of external factors. Or maybe external factors regarding this person. Or maybe because external factors caused your person to be different. Whatever this is, I can see that you’re tired. But you’re still fighting. You still have fight in your eyes, you still want to change, you still want to keep fighting for yourself/what you believe in. And with this Queen of Wands, I know, one hundred percent that you will succeed. You will be victorious in whatever you want, whatever you’re fighting for, you will succeed, and you will come out on top of it. Finally, with the Knight of Wands rx, this also ties into your Ten of Wands/Queen of Wands battles. I can see that it will initially be frustrating because it feels like your efforts aren’t going anywhere, and that you’re not changing anything, spirit or whatever you believe in is saying that; “No, you are making a change, you are making a difference, your efforts aren’t in vain, don’t give up.”

ᴘɪʟᴇ ꜰᴏᴜʀ! - Pink haired Aubrey smiling

Should you hold onto this person? ~ Four of Crystals rx

Maybe, if you’re open to change. The walls on your heart have come falling down, causing you to be vulnerable. But fear still taints your soul. You want to run away, run far, far, far away from this person, run a thousand miles to not see their stupid face again, because you hate how they make you feel. How they caused your heart to warm, how they broke down you walls. You think that you’re scared of this person, but it’s actually that you’re afraid of how they make you feel. So if you’re willing to confront your fear, I personally am leaning more towards yes, hold on, but overall, I’m just feeling neutrality. Like my spirit guides don’t want me to interfere in your decision.

What would happen if you stayed? ~ The Wheel of Fortune rx, Queen of Pentacles rx, Queen of Wands

There’ll be trials and tribulations (I’m seeing the Princess and the Frog), that’ll come between you and this person. These events are totally out of control, and won’t be your fault at all, and with peace and love, nothing you can do will change it, so don’t spend your time trying to change the inevitable. I can see that these changes will cause one or both parties (or third parties) to become snappy and irritable. Don’t really pay much mind to that, unless they cross a line, then now I’m hearing that one tiktok sound that’s like, beat his ass bro, beat his ass, but obviously don’t do that lmao. Or maybe do that. I don’t know, spirit didn’t tell me anything about the beating of asses so do whatever feels right to you. Finally, with this Queen of Wands, I can see that you’re taking back what was once taken from you. I can see that you’re now standing in your personal power, and that’s awesome, I’m so proud of you!!!

What would happen if you let go? ~ Knight of Pentacles, Page of Cups, Four of Wands

Personal power through the roof!!!! You’re so powerful, I need you to know that right now!!!!!!! We have the Knight of Pentacles, so I see that you’ve been battered and bruised by life before, but I can see that you’ve always come out on top. You’ve never given in, and I honestly feel like bowing to your awesome warrior spirit! You’re so awesomely awesome that I cannot even!! Next let’s look at the Page of Cups. You’re going to heal your inner child, you’re going to heal all of your past wounds, and you don’t even KNOW how much your life is going to change after that!! And with the Four of Wands, which I depict as a family card, I can see that you’re family bonds (it doesn’t even have to be blood family, I consider my best friends my cousins!!) will be strengthened to the absolute MAX. And if you’re not on good terms with the people you love, I can see that that energy is shifting into a better energy!

ᴘɪʟᴇ ꜰɪᴠᴇ! (I personally also chose this pile, so let’s see if we should stay or go together :) ) - Aubrey drinking.... something??

**little note, since this is also my chosen pile, sometimes i’ll say we, but just ignore that if it bothers u :))

Should you hold onto this person? ~ The Fool rx

My fellow loves of pile five. We probably already know this, but it’s not the time to be holding on to this person. I know it’s hard. To love someone so hard, but to have them want other things, it’s terrible. Though, I know I shouldn’t give hope (I shouldn’t be giving out advice either, I’m so biased!), I feel like this isn’t the end. The Fool rx for me, is the closing of a cycle. Yes, yes, I know, that’s the World, but I really do get that vibe from the Fool. So, chin up pile five, it’s not the end.

What would happen if you stayed? ~ King of Pentacles, The Tower rx, Knight of Wands rx

The King of Crystals right off the bat shows me potential for something more. However, this contradicts with the Tower rx, which is all about prolonging disaster. This shows me that what you think, what you think is happening, when you think that the connection is moving forward, spirit is like nope! And flipping it upside down. This ties in super well with the Knight of Wands rx, because I feel your frustration. I feel your anger (but I’m angry all the time, so haha), but what spirit wants, spirit gets! There’s nothing we can do to change it. And, if you’re like me, you’re scared of change. I don’t know what to say to you if that’s the case, I’m sorry, but we’ll get through this together. It’s hard to go with the flow, but we’ll make it through, pile five. We’ll be okay.

What would happen if you let go? ~ Temperance rx, Eight of Pentacles rx, Seven of Pentacles rx

How sad lmao, whether we chose to stay or go, we will still have to deal with shit! That’s really sad, but anyways, let’s get into the cards. Starting off with Temperance in reverse, it’ll be very hard to adapt, because this person feels like home, you really miss this person, you could never have imagined this person leaving you, so it’s hard to change to fill the void created by said person leaving. Next up, let’s go to the Eight of Pentacles rx. This Temperance rx causes a great impact on your work/school life. It’s like, you’re distracted by this person leaving, that you start neglecting your other duties. Next, it’s interesting that we get the Seven of Pentacles right after the Eight, like we’re stepping down from a level, for lack of better words. For me, the Seven of Pentacles is movement even when stagnant, which doesn’t make sense, I know! But it’s very much behind the scenes, so I can see that spirit is orchestrating something more behind the scenes, I can see that it’s like, your deepest desires coming into fruition, but it’s veeeeeery slow. Just be patient, it’ll come (I know its hard!!!)

ᴘɪʟᴇ ꜱɪx! - Aubrey in a Christmas sweater

Should you hold onto this person? ~ Eight of Cups

I don’t think you should hold onto this person. I feel like you know that you need to move on, so what’s stopping you? Is it fear of being alone? Fear of the great unknown? Fear of the uncertainty? First of all, just identify what is keeping you trapped. You know that this wasn’t meant to be, so why are you still stuck on this person? Have courage to walk away from things that aren’t for you. You need to be open to change, and you need to know when to stop taking shit from this person.

What would happen if you stayed? ~ Hierophant rx, Eight of Swords, Page of Pentacles

You’d be wasting a lot of energy on something that isn’t worth it, pile six. With this Hierophant rx card, you feel like everything is urging you to leave, but also with this Eight of Swords you feel trapped in this situation. Please, please, please, pile six, if this is a situation where you’re getting hurt, or a situation where you feel unsafe, please seek help. I don’t want anything or anyone to hurt you, so please talk to someone you trust about this!! Please, I’m begging you. With this Page of Pentacles, I generally interpret this as a positive card in my readings, but all I can see here is one-sidedness. You’re so giving to this person, and yet they give back nothing in return. I know it’s hard to walk away but please walk away! I know I sound super forceful and maybe a little harsh too, but this sounds so much like what I had to deal with in the past, I don’t want you to repeat my past mistakes!!

What would happen if you let go? ~ The Wheel rx, The Hanged Man rx, Page of Pentacles

After your experiences with this person, the world might seem like its against you. You might have a low tolerance to little irritating things, and the slightest inconvenience might be taken in the wrong way. Please don’t think that I’m belittling you, because I feel the same way(even now, I have a lot to work on!). With the Hanged Man rx, it might feel like your life is stagnant, and that everything is in vain. This is giving me similar energy, but I can’t remember which one. Usually, I would say to chose a different pile, but if that pile tells you to hold on, DON’T DO IT. The person on your mind obviously is a dick, so I would say just choose another pile if you like, really, really feel drawn to it. If not, I’d personally just stick with this pile. Unless it doesn’t resonate. Then chose another, maybe that one will hit closer to home. En tout cas, with this Page of Pentacles, I can definitely see life looking up for you. Mentally, I can see you being more grounded and in control of your life, financially, things will be looking up, career wise, I can see a promotion or maybe some training for something you’ve been looking forward to for a while. Or maybe a new person struck your fancy. In that case, I’d advise you to take it slow, get a real feel of the person before assuming anything. You got this, pile six :)

ᴘɪʟᴇ ꜱᴇᴠᴇɴ! - Aubrey under an umbrella

Should you hold onto this person? ~ Two of Pentacles rx

Before looking up whether this would be a yes or no (guys no I promise I’m very professional), my answer was no. After skimming a few articles, my answer is a hard no! I don’t even know why, to be honest with you! Just no! Straight up no!

What would happen if you stayed? ~ Four of Swords, Queen of Cups, Ten of Wands

I can see that you’d get exhausted very quickly. With this Four of Swords, I’m seeing two possibilities. Either this person is taking you for granted, or you’re getting very tired of this person. With this Queen of Cups, I can see that you’re very loving towards this person, or you’re very tolerant. I also can kind of see that you act as their therapist, of sorts? Either way, I see that it’s very one sided. As in, you’re very giving towards them, but they won’t reciprocate the actions. They’re very selfish! Finally, with the Ten of Wands, you’re getting fed up. This whole pile has to deal with a lot of bullshit I’m seeing very clearly! En tout cas, you deserve much better, pile seven. Leave this person, they don’t deserve you.

What would happen if you let go? ~ Four of Cups rx, Six of Cups, Ten of Cups

If you let go, pile seven, you’d get so happy, you can’t even imagine. With this Four of Cups rx, I can see that you’ll be choosing yourself over other people for the first time in a while (or for the first time?) and it feels really good! You’re choosing happiness, and for that, I’m so proud of you, pile seven. Secondly, we have the Six of Cups. This could be regarding another person, but I feel as if this is more regarding yourself. You’re starting to love yourself the way that you deserve, and finishing off with the Ten of Cups. What a lovely way to end this reading that took me THREE HOURS TO WRITE. Anyways, I digress, you’ll have your happily ever after once you let go of that douche. I don’t really have anything else to say, pile seven! I’m happy for you!

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How do you end a post? Um, well like and follow and reblog I guess lol?? I’ve never been good at ending things (hahaha ren very funny since you’re writing this blog) anyways, I hope you all have a lovely day!!!!!

[lxkeee]

If you hate yourself make an ai bot of yourself and fuck it ig-

[lizzy019]

i'm so sūicidal that i feel like a scene kid and honestly i'm not complaining

scene is such a style 💪😤

[uncanny-tranny]

Sometimes, it's really frustrating when people say that trans men (and transmasculine or otherwise) don't know what it's like to be treated as predatory because we're "treated like women who need to be saved."

I don't think I have ever been treated like anything other than a potential predator because I am a trans man, you know? I see it in the way I am treated like a contagion, like something that must be eradicated in order to protect the interests of others. You see it in the way that "masculinizing" transition is demonized - the idea that testosterone makes you a roid monster, that we're ruining any chances of being an incubator.

I just think it's insensitive that people assume what trans experience entails, you know? I think it's insensitive when people talk over other people's experiences with transphobia... are some trans men or otherwise transmasculine people sometimes treated like damsels to be rescued? Yes, and I've seen it firsthand. But that isn't the only way we can face transphobia, and to act like that is the only "real experience" we have of transphobia is missing the point.

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Guess who's going on an actual fr date on Saturday ahsjakkskaksl

[unproduciblesmackdown]

further thoughts re: [idea behind mitb] & [winston billions]

that ofc the specific situation of mitb of even being so thrown into a seismic shift in perspective in this moment, brought on by like whoa what if actually being alone / rejected by the person who was always on my side, like winston in canon can't ever be in that position lmao like even with the continual [people turn on him] moments, nobody was ever actually on his side in the first place & people only Turn from [less of negative attention upon him] to [more]

But then pointing to like wait, one thing, the very ending: all you know about me is my name / awesome party, i'm so glad i came [cha cha cha] like assign that to winston's departure from straightforward in-office employee with the fun details of: • we don't even know his name, rare No Last Name Ever Bothered With for any recurring character, much less one who's been around for seasons. just quant things • probably only any party b/c he arranged it for himself (what arrogance, as opposed to being pointedly ignored / denied baseline acknowledgments as deserved) & • nonzero people pointedly refusing to attend b/c they hate him more than anything, as opposed to the people who do attend to express hostility & contempt as per the I'm The Ultra Cool Guy Normal Person(tm) ideal of "if i interact with / observe someone & consider them such a Lesser / Other to me & issue whatever disparaging cues, any third parties would totally recognize my superiority" uhh nnnyeThis guy, umm ohh kayyy lol. scoff sneer etc. Extremely epic yes

also shoutout to billions for both Needing to show us that "uh lol winston can't just Get to Leave" expression of contempt / vicarious power trip But also that's not enough lmfao like he really can't get to leave, casting its yugioh card of "essence of [most dangerous time in an abusive relationship? trying to leave it]" like again, You Don't Get To, then Uh Oh winston in leaving is not only acting without permission but in doing so is denying us our property! time for some assaulting & stalking & killing :) figuratively we swear but who would know what nonexistent mitb happens :)) wheee haha Hell yeah so affirmed & fulfilled in our power & superiority. wretchedly like why is this also what happens with wendy & axe at the end of s5 as axe resents wendy not acting like his property / without his permission & gets vindictive & aggressive & it's like okay well with the stalking & surveilling in the mix i'm sure wendy will now finally get to be Done. wrong! reveling in romance (dragged over glass) as wendy is sooo special that she can still just Understand & Choose Loyalty even as unideal as axe was, truly, she's powerful enough to handle axe :) unlike other bitches who'd get all hysterical & give up. selfish

also speaking of the "you have to pay attention & listen to how this guy feels for 5 minutes" like with pointed [my personal perspective & considering Just Like Real Life] i don't like, especially with canon, really have that for winston in terms of like that even if people Had to listen, which would be the only way they did b/c winston Does express how he feels at all & it gets pointedly ignored / suppressed / punished, like they wouldn't change their perspective lol. when i consider "well winston could hope they would, think they might, want & try for this" like i don't consider that it would work lol, definitely not based on canon dynamics, where Just Like The Perspective Of The Show Itself like winston can seize some opportunity & express himself "perfectly" but it wouldn't work b/c everyone's already decided to think of him as inferior & not a person & will continue choosing to do so / choosing to play into the idea of their superiority rather than letting it be threatened, much less embracing that & questioning themselves / that concept. Oops Same Essence once again when like all that's questioned about Power is that only Meritous, Truly benevolent godlike individuals ought to have it :) no problems detected when wendy is really exactly the same as prince b/c of course she'd have to be when it's just "nothing wrong with seeing people as inferior, in fact it's inevitable & necessary & good & we love it, just so long as Really superior people are correctly arranged in the hierarchy over Really inferior 'people' who i'm not really hurting or wronging or using when they bring it upon themselves & are wrong in their lesserness"

so like shoutout again to "billions is like, the song 'be more chill' in be more chill, seeing the squip as the protagonist like yes wheee yay tell jeremy everyone's right to treat him as they do & he brings it upon himself & should be dead & twist his arm however you want to get this" only i think in bmc you can interpret that the squip really does want to "redeem" jeremy by forcing him to become a different person & all & just conform to the norm & play & win the game....billions might Supposedly want that, framing wendy using & toying with other people's lives & feelings as she sees fit as Necessary, Correct, & Magnanimous, but really like oh no wendy doesn't even really "fix" people b/c welp there's still the hierarchy of ranking on everyone's Inherent unequal personhood & we can't all be the most special best person in the world like wendy but she can Redeem us a little bit if we're not the lost causes too inferior to recognize & defer to Her superiority. plus she's busy with the enrichingly complicated & important cases of: enabling someone like axe :) like billions is just into the power trip really of like "wow yeah you're correct in judging that person as inferior & bringing it upon themself" & "really" fixing someone by killing them & replacing them with an allistic person e.g. isn't actually of that much interest b/c then the power trip would, theoretically, be done with. no thanks

meanwhile perhaps some restraint for this last point brought on by Oops already verbalizing a lot but the one thing i did only just think of was like, obviously winston comparable to jeremy & the material surrounding jeremy But i was like oh hey i kind of think of the winston & tuk dynamic as glimpsed in canon & extrapolated upon thusly as respectively michael & jeremy esque & sure never framed it that way to myself lol. this duo of like the ultimate losers around but who can kind of obviously also bond / deliberately unionize over this; winston as the "well they'll treat me like this either way so i may as well do my own thing fully at least" more confident one while tuk is similar enough & it's like oh i can be not just myself but More myself with this person than maybe i even am Alone alone & we like each other & have fun & i'm encouraged &c & so on, being a bit more "ah jeez :( i do kind of try to see if i can manage to play by the rules better & maybe be killed less," & even sure have thought about the conflicts that could arise as like "yeah it's good if winston being around me can kind of insulate me & involve encouragement But Then Also downsides like, can it feel overbearing if just feeling eclipsed by winston's personality, if feeling like yeah following winston's lead helps me but what if that defines me too much / what about getting by outside that, can encouragement from that Confident Vivacious personality feel pushy?" all very much like that conflict jeremy & michael have of jeremy wanting to change things up & figure out his relationship with himself & what he can do through that a little bit more, hardly able to express that to himself much less michael, michael who doesn't know quite what's going on & but of course is also affected by how people treat him, as we did know but yknow impossible to have real serious feelings & act vivacious & cheerful, & feels supported by his relationship / dynamic w/jeremy too....wouldn't be the same b/c there's no high school scifi plot & also like, no [um frivolous teen problems are for teens only. adults don't do the bullying & popularity & insecurity &c] as has been said lol like it doesn't just Stop, but that like they Are older so probably could have an at all easier & more successful time talking through things & understanding their own feelings, but always fun to imagine some drama & conflict sure lol like even just a period of some Confusion / Mixed Feelings like ah new good friends with tuk but maybe tuk withdraws / avoids winston a bit then to try to take a breath & get perspective from a step back, maybe it can seem to winston like we're having a good time what a promising new relationship but then sudden/confusing irritation with me / some apparent rejection, an easy issue is just like as seems to be canon lol like well nobody's known winston for eons here, just met, winston's Already got the independently big personality / doing his own things mode, could be hard to warm up to that / even Understand it, especially in [hierarchy play the game kill each other it's them or you] bullying world anyway. however also tuk has ben who is also sort of relatively on the Less outwardly bold seeming side who is also there to buffer or insulate or intervene, But that can also just be [same issue parallel to jeremy/michael] lmao like does it mitigate it or exacerbate it or bit of both / varyingly, depending. do we all kiss at the same time

[chrollogy]

i want to rant

[edwardbonnets]

finally settled into the new job, now that i actually have ✨ my own office ✨ that means i can fuck around on tumblr when im bored 🤪

[neverendingford]

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[todayisafridaynight]

Oh yeah also to be exact for stream purposes, average playtime from all 60 reviews is 10-12 hours, but total range is 8-15, double for a 100% playthrough. You do have to progress in the side content to progress in the main story (complete x missions/get x points/get to x rank type of deal), and you'll probably want to progress in the side content to level up since it's money-based and that's the fastest way to make money. I'm pretty sure the variance comes from getting sucked into the side content (probably not likely for your playstyle) or having trouble with the bosses at a lower level (they're apparently pretty hard this time).

It also looks like the Infinite Wealth demo is split into two (an adventure mode with the extra cutscenes and another one that's basically the demo we've seen around). Adventure mode Allegedly doesn't have proper saves at the time of writing (this was an annoyance for one reviewer so I assume it's long enough to warrant that), so it's worth taking that into account too. Anyway that's about it lol don't quote me on any of this because my brain just shut off after a certain point <3

OK BET TYSM CHAMP YOURE A LIFESAVER soooooo doing Quick Maths in my brain i might divide the stream up in two if i start playing at 4:30PM and i plan to marathon it.

ill take a break 3:45 - 5:45 saturday morning since that's a part of my regular routine and ill feel weird if i dip on it. I Dont Need Sleep but god forbid i skip out on all That apparently. plus it's a good break period to get exercise in and move around LMAO

going from 4:30PM -> 3:45AM's like.....10~11 hours... so that's about halfway through the game if i get entranced by side content... if we do somehow finish it all in one shot then we can just do the IW stuff after my routine.. epic.. it prob wont be any longer than an hour if that so stream- AUSPICIOUSLY THINKING- should wrap up around 7~9AM saturday.

[bwunnishit]

wtf am i doing with my life lmaoo

[unhinged-nymph]

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[iishmael]

I cant Sleep :( anxiety

[tobesobri]

im finally getting hired and im just so excited for benefits

[ironmanstan]

unfortunately i look extremely approachable for some reason and paired with this i think way too slow to keep up w new social situations + this is like art school and i cant plan how to act for this yet and now 3 times back to back already i have gone through the mortifying ordeal of having art student girls introduce themselves to me -> i out of habit introduce myself w my old name -> they ask for my art instagram -> i give it to them without thinking and then have to explain why my name is rohan on there

[telomirage]

"okay, uh, so much has happened. touched a feather, got an eye. that's the most condensed version that I can think of to tell you" - campaign: skyjacks without context