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Honestly I’m so beyond disappointed in my country as a nation. This should have been a landslide for her. Like there should have been no doubt if she would or wouldn’t win tonight. And the fact it isn’t is disappointing and disgusting. Like people would really rather see that man back in office then let a highly intelligent and qualified woman do the job. I’ve been sick to my stomach most of the night from stress because I’m so worried about my basic human rights being ripped away from me. And my friends basic human rights being ripped away from them. I need to go to bed because I still have to go to work in the morning but I’m legit terrified to go to sleep and see what I wake up to at this point.
And like people really wondered why things like Tommy’s past was completely brushed off? Or why Gerard got a happy ever after ending? Prime example of why right here. Everyone is seeing exactly why in real time.
And at this point it’s bottom of my worries because of everything else but if he wins then honestly kiss buddie goodbye. He’ll outlaw queer everything so fast and has already made mentions of having tv network licenses revoked if they say things he disagrees with. What network is ever going to want to risk it with threats like that looming over them.
There's really nothing I can (or frankly even want to) say at this.
I'm so sorry. 😞
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#nonnies galore#what a bleak day for all my American friends#what a bleak day for democracy#what a bleak day for the world
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The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.
#it’s just???#at the end of the day all these people want to do is draw and write their stories and share them with the world#why is death from stress the end game for so many of them#this should not be part of the package when finally deciding that this is what you want to do with your life#rambling#I still never got over miura’s passing man#and Togashi is still here but he’s been suffering from the consequences of overwork#it’s just… all so bleak#fans just need to learn to be patient if these changes are ever made and to be respectful#your fav series is not gonna die just because you can’t get it right now#I’m glad that gege does this now like he takes a break every 2-3 chapters and that’s good#this should be normalized
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i saw the tv glow is legitimately one of the stupidest, most tryhard movies i've ever seen in my entire life. absolute dogshit. and everyone is pretending it's the most lifechanging thing they've ever seen LOL give me a break! the gall to claim this is inspired by fucking DAVID LYNCH??? i can't
#fake 'deep' shit for ppl who watch steven universe every day#i truly didnt relate to anything onscreen despite it being sooo aimed at me in so many ways.#i'm also convinced the director is racist and ofc after reading hundreds of reviews. Not One mentions#the main character's race or the alienation of being mixed......... um.#i think people are getting Very Very Dumb overall.#and it;s no coincidence that prior to being embraced by actual trans ppl all i saw was a million NON TRANS ppl falling all over themselves#to be like OOOOOMGGGGG THIS IS THEEEEEEEE TRANS EXPERIENCE COMMITTED TO FILM!!!!1!!!#like god thank you so much for speaking on something you know nothing about !!!! <3#anyway the movie glorifies suicide more than pretty much anything ive ever heard of (including 13 reasons why)#and paints transness as Killing the Old Self. what a bleak and brutal thing to put onscreen and then CLAIM IS POSITIVE????#if this is aimed at kids (not sure if it rly is but it certainly would appeal to them and has the emotional maturity of a 14 yr old) then#its 100% going to inspire suicidal or self-injurious behavior. and it's insane and reckless as a filmmaker to craft this supposedly hauntin#and supposedly beautiful narrative where THE most important step is FUCKING KILLING YOURSELF. it's self hatred at the deepest level.#if anyone wants to shit talk this director with me lmk because that Worlds Fair movie is also some of the worst TRASH ive ever watched!!!#Amy Nicholson was spot-on abt it as always tho so i was vindicated by that
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me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects
#maybe my mom was onto something all these years telling me i'm bipolar#no i don't think i am but i do technically have a bpd diagnosis so like. mood swings up the fucking wazoo are not new#but i am not one to be like 'exercise will fix me'#i've also just come to terms recently with the fact that i didn't kill myself already so might as well start thinking of the long term#so not being in constant pain when im older is something im actually thinking of now#so like. gotta move more which i was doing during this semester! walking like 3 miles a day which didn't help brain but#it's gotta be good for you anyway even if i don't get the endorphins everyone says you get when working out#that's neverrrr been me bc also chronic illness w exercise intolerance#so it's like. wah i have a desire to move my body more and know it's beneficial#but chronic illness + mental illness + trying not to think about exercise in terms of weight loss bc i'm trying not to make that the goal#although certainly wouldn't be mad if that was the result but if i prioritize it over just overall health it's gonna make me obsessive#i'm saying a lot of words. i have no one to really talk to so i once again come to tumblr as a public diary#ANYWAY. trying to find balance with wanting to exercise for overall well-being but dealing with other factors like chronic illness#which has actually been under the most control it's been in years i barely even consider myself (physicslly) disabled these days#and also balancing the fact that while my disordered eating has never recovered and i still have extremely bad relationship with myself#im in a relatively better place with that. i'm not starving myself and im not going through binge/purge cycles#but my relationship with food and eating is still very much unhealthy#and i don't think that will ever really change bc it's so ingrained in the everything about me#i don't really know what i'm talking ahout anymore or what prompted this#i can't simply just say 'i'm gonna go for a hike today' and be normal about. always gotta psycho analyze myself#im in a very weird stage in my life where i feel like i have control over nothing and i barely even exist in my own body#im just like a cacophony of voices trapped inside a meat suit but im not in the drivers seat im stuffed in the trunk and tied up#and the guy driving is an old blind mind who should have lost his license his ass is NOT road safe!#so it's like i have all these ideas and desires and feelings and ahh!! but hey i'm locked up here let me out please#and also the state of the world. so bleak and hopeless and paralyzing that i've just kind of shut my feelings off so i'm rapidly switching#between numbness and overwhelming agony#what the fuck am i talking about
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i'm stuck in limbo and i can't get out and i'm tired of being told i should just try harder
#text#yes i'm definitely suffering bc i want to!!!!#i just love suffering and i'm just too lazy to change that's what it is!!!#it's not like my life has been hell and all the odds have been stacked against me or anything#no it's my fault i should just try harder!!!#y'all would weep if you had to live like me#i'm up every day at 4 so i can leave at 5 and i get home at 8:30 every night for shit pay#what kind of life is this#what kind of time do i have to make a change?#what kind of energy do i have to try smth else?#and at my age?#i'm not young anymore and life only gets harder#i'm poor in a third world country that's going nowhere and i don't even have it half as bad as most of the population#that's how bleak this is#stop fucking telling people they're suffering because they want to#i've been suicidal on and off for a decade but it's all my fault i guess i just don't try hard enough#sick of this sick of everyone#life is fucking misery#and yet!!!!!!!! i still have hope what a fucking idiot i am#i never want to give up hope so i'm here still living a shit life i'm embarrassed of hoping it'll somehow get better#what a loser
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#also when i say “to everyone” i really just mean one person#because i literally have one friend. total#i have one person i talk to every day and our conversations are so. bleak#and i feel like its my fault#i cant find anything interesting enough to talk about. i cant come up with interesting responses to anything#i dont know how to hold a conversation#it used to come so easy to me too?? thats whats driving my crazy#friendship used to be the easiest thing in the world#and now every conversation feels like pulling teeth
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#I hate seeing posts that reduce human existence to a product of evolution or coincidence#like I know that it's what most people believe these days#but it angers me that they just#refer to us as apes or whatever#talk about the wonders of the world as if they just ✨magically evolved✨#like no! we are here because we were created! designed!#I think it's also so sad for people who are fully steeped in this mindset because it robs them of a purpose in their life#if we evolved from nothing out in the middle of nowhere then what IS the point#and where ARE we going#life is then meaningless and bleak#and the future is a valley of darkness#so belief in God is not only logical but like.. HEALTHY#imagine having a purpose! a hope and a future! a reason to get up and endure the horrors each day!#elly's posts
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#Well the depression has gotten real bad.#For the first time I’m seriously considering suicide.#I can hardly pull myself out of bed and do schoolwork.#I go days at a time without a shower.#And any free time I have is spent rotting away in front of a screen#I avoid socializing nearly completely.#Even when its with my own family.#Dim economic prospects and even dimmer political outlooks.#Bleak forecasts on climate change and imperialism and capitalism and etc etc etc.#Being autistic in a world exclusively meant for neurotypicals makes matters worse#I have a therapist already but we meet only every three months.#And I’m afraid my parents just won’t get it so I usually don’t tell them much.#What’s the point? I end up back here every time.#No progress. No change. No hope.#vent
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As always, if you wonder why I don't talk about certain current events but do others, a lot of it comes down to whether I think it's something that other people are talking about a lot
If it's something where I figure you're going to be well informed and need a break, I tend to keep it to a minimum on here cause you already know
If it's something I rarely see talked about, then I'm more likely to mention it
World's bad, we're all doing what we can, I know people have said to me before they appreciate me more keeping to cats and frogs and random stuff, so I mostly try to do that, but... in the end I just kinda share whatever my brain decides to share
Want to give my thought process though
#and in this case it's a matter of that Syria really does feel forgotten and I won't deny I often forget too#but with the stuff that's going on right now I really prefer to when I can be reblogging stuff that has something at least a bit actionable#stuff that says where you can donate to give aid via reputable sources... that's what I like to try and focus on#but yeah... man; only place I really ever tend to see Syria mentioned is in Ukrainian circles#so that's why I wanted to highlight that one#man I wish I could do more in the world#so many people suffering and... and... well; and I can't do shit about it and that sucks#just keep trying to slowly get things together around here; and trying to slowly be able to help more and more people#and just hope that if you help people; it'll make them want to help people like they were helped#and maybe if enough of us get stable ground under our feet and know how it was to be helped... maybe some day we can collectively help enou#...try to avoid making things feel hopeless with my posts; cause things certainly feel hopeless#so I try to... try to focus on the good and what can be done to fix things as much as possible#want to keep people in the fight to try and make things better; not drain them by posting nothing but the bleakness of the world#things will never be right; those who've died can't be saved and we've failed them forever#which is all the more reason we can't give up and have to keep trying to make things better#because if we can never make things right; then the least we can do is try and make things better in the future#to at least stop adding to the list of people we'll never be able to fix things for#...something like that#it's bleak and I'm depressive anyway; but show must go on; you know?#so that's my thoughts here#I just feel the need to explain it sometimes; because people have a way of making assumptions#that if you don't talk about something you don't care#no... that's not it; I care; I just don't want to burn people out#and you can say they shouldn't burn out but I try to deal in practicalities and descriptivism; and people can be burned out#rather keep them in the fight to make the world better#so if there's a situation... like the George Floyd protests; that was another one where I didn't post much on it#cause we all knew... we all were paying attention and... I just figured people needed space#...I'm sad... sad more police reforms and accountability couldn't get pushed though but... at least we got something#...and I'm not gonna act like I'm some front line fighter when it comes to justice#I barely can deal with my own shit; I'm not saying I'm worth a damn thing in any cause
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13, 19, and 23!
13 - how was your birthday this year?
it was pretty good as far as i remember! we mostly celebrated a day early cause we had open house at school on my actual birthday (That was Bad) but i got lots of beads as gifts and got to spend some time chillin at home :3
19 - what are you excited about for next year?
awawawawa the new tøp album might be coming out sometime next year which im So so Normal about really excited for that !!! :3 theres also a couple new percy jackson releases apparently as well as the whole disney+ series being out by then which is awesome pawsome
23 - if you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?
hm. Everything Will be Bad Before It'll be Better but we gotta push amd scream and fight thru the bad else we'll never Get to the better
#ask#ask game#context abt the last one .couple days into january my dog pluto got really sick and we had to put him to sleep#And Everythkng Was Very Very Bleak And Devastated In Leo World#and many many many times this year ive had really bad episodes of mania and paranoia and depression and racing thoughts and sleeplessness#And it sucks so bad forever but we're ok right now for now and i think thats what matters the best
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#these guys are all in my frequently used emojis but I simply am not frequently using them what’s the deal!#I will be honest I am. doing my best to be a functional person right now but I feel like all I know is eat ginger candy and yell#argh etc. posting this gave me 2 minutes of freedom from the tasks but alas they are still waiting.#thank you to everyone who was kind to me#about my bleak post this morning I am still feeling very much that way but the show must go on you know!!! ’#Tomorrows gonna be a nice day normal guy hours etc!!!#in the meantime. small images of creatures I guess I am clutching at straws :P#it will be fine! so many nice things in the world as well!
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my heart is going to explode<3
#i had many many positive thoughts today besides it being as bleak of a day as any . maybe because i called my mother:)#i liked today's lecture too#but yeah yeahw i have hopes for the future etc but i'm also slowly rotting away because i have nobody to hug me . . . lolllll#i haven't cried this *year* at all so that's a 11 day streak and i don't. exactly feel like it but i feel like#if i don't cry often enough all this rot is going to accumulate in me#i'm not sure it's something everyone experiences#it doesn't exactly feel like it when i look around because people usually have something of a stable identity they introduce themselves#with#yet i feel like mine either fell apart or never existed#and it's hard to operate in this world as a non-person who barely speaks. because i don't know what i'm supposed to say#no curiosity no nothing just a void in my head most times#and i assume that radio silence and a couple of automated responses isn't really enough for people to talk to me#and there comes the social death#i'm just rotting internally in general and hoping something new can still grow on it#sooner than later preferably..
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this'll be my last post for the night. it looks bleak right now and it feels like the world might end and i do not blame you for feeling that way. i kind of feel like that too to be honest, but numbers are just numbers and land is just land. the results maps you're looking ar are not 100% accurate.
please please please just walk away from this. you'll wake up tomorrow and we'll all probably be crying, for good or bad reasons. i am begging you all to get away from the screen and sleep if you can because if you're starting to spiral then this is not good for you.
i sound like a broken record and i apologize but i repeat it because it's true: no matter how bleak it seems, no matter how badly this may or may not turn out, we can push through this. get some rest. wake up and keep living no matter what. i believe in you.
wake up and keep living. no. matter. what.
goodnight and good luck. sending my warmth out to all of you. <333
(psst have some more cat pics!!! you all really liked the other ones so here's some loafs to ease your mind. i'll see you all tomorrow.)
making an edit to this post because YEAH IT LOOKS LIKE TRUMP WON. BUT IT IS IMPORTANT TO HAVE HOPE EITHER WAY. i'm not joking when i say we need to keep going. but please stop spreading so much fear. this is so so important.
we all woke up to a tragedy. but we still woke up, and we're going to keep waking up until the day that carrot boy dies. because 80% of you can and will outlive that bastard if you try.
do i have to repeat myself? wake up and keep living. no matter what. that's what i'll stand by until the day i die. please take a break and take care of yourselves. much love.
here's more of my cat, too. just because.
#destiel#destiel news#destiel meme#us politics#us elections#election 2024#kamala harris#donald trump#cat pictures#cat pics#cars#cats#cute
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Thinking about my future recently bc it basically walked up to me and slapped me in the face and idk. what am I gonna fucking dooooooo.
#in a hypothetical world where i have the money to rent an apartment. what then?? ill go to work every day to pay rent and#just be miserable. i guess .#i hate cooking as well so i know ill barely eat if im living alone. and. idk??? its all very bleak#well thats assuming i can ever move out. it's looking like ill be living with my parents for the foreseeable future
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genuinely like passively suicidal at this point bc i literally dont know why i bother. im not gonna kill myself but like someone deal with me im just dead weight
#im being dramatic but i really feel like theres absolutely 0 out there for me#i dont like the world we live in i… dont want to live in it. i dont think its worth it#every day i do whatever someone told me to do and then i go to bed and wake up and do it tomorrow and im just. not fine with that anymore#im not this depressed and upset during the day but its so bleak that ive considered faking it just for. yknow attention ig idk#but i dont have the time to do that either. i have to hang out with my boyfriend and go to my moms house and help out my grandma#all things that are so stressful to me. no offense babe if you ever read this but i get so stressed trying to do stuff with you bc you#always want me to decide. which like i understand but i never want to. i want to lay in bed idk what to tell you. theres no real solution t#that its fine its just whats true. i dont have any 2 person hobbies bc. idk. ive never actually had friends or something#anyway please god dont read this before your birthday weekend and feel uptight about it. and never do. its fine its fine i promise#this is embarrassing. youre the only one that sees these posts though i think i may as well address them to you outright. i feel like im a#terrible boyfriend bc i dont do anything. im so passive i feel like im just pathetic dead weight and im so scared to have been dating you#for a year bc thats an entire year of your life you couldve been finding someone that doesnt Just love you and want be with you but also is#like. good to be with. i know youd probably be thinking that its not true or something but theres nothing i have done that you havent done#tenfold youre just too good for me. idk#this is so embarrassing i should delete this#simons spouting#another. stupid vent post in the books. i wonder what tomorrow brings us#vent :(#suicide //
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10 February 2024
After 12 days with no updates, the PRCS announced the deaths of 6 y/o Hind Rajab and the ambulance team who volunteered to go save her. Despite the PRCS working with the IOF to coordinate safe passage for the ambulance, the ambulance was found destroyed by IOF bombs, with both volunteer crew members Yusuf Zeino and Ahmed Al-Madhoun murdered inside. Hind was murdered inside the car, where she had been trapped for hours with the bodies of her family members.
Hind’s 15 y/o cousin Layan Hamadeh had called PRCS emergency services after the car in which she and her family, including her younger cousin Hind, came under heavy gunfire by the IOF. Layan was shot to death while on the phone with PRCS emergency dispatchers, a fact which is documented via recordings of the phone call. Hind then took the phone and begged the dispatchers to send help to take her away, as the IOF was still showering the car with bullets. Ambulance crew members Yusuf Zeino and Ahmed Al-Madhoun volunteered to go rescue Hind. Dispatchers soon last contact with the child. They then lost contact with Yusef and Ahmed when the ambulance arrived near the location of the vehicle by Fares petrol station in Tal Al-Hawa.
This point cannot be emphasized enough: the PRCS worked with the IOF, getting their agreement not to attack the ambulance as it arrived at the scene. The IOF agreed, and then knowingly bombed the ambulance anyway, while also knowingly killing 6 y/o Hind inside her family’s car. They knew there was a 6 y/o child inside that car, and kept firing until they murdered her. They knew the entire time what they were doing, and lied about cooperating with emergency services in order to maximize the number of lives they could take.
The depravity and impunity of the occupation is truly boundless. Hind’s final hours were spent in absolute terror, and Yusuf and Ahmed’s courage and selflessness were rewarded with their murders. The PRCS did everything right. They coordinated with the IOF and sought their permission for the ambulance to pass, something which was already required under international law. The IOF abused this attempt at cooperation by lying about their compliance, then deliberately murdering Hind, Yusuf, and Ahmed, in addition to Layan and her entire family.
We write this update in tears, having hoped and prayed for a different outcome like everyone else. This round of aggression by the IOF has already seen unimaginable cruelty, suffering, and impunity. The complete, deliberate, and flagrant violation of international law and human decency is a stain on the conscience of the Global North and every president, staffer, soldier, and bureaucrat who made this happen. May the recorded voices of Layan and Hind, begging for rescue before dying alone, haunt them for the rest of their days.
Remember Hind, Layan, Yusuf, and Ahmed. Do not let despair consume you. Fight for them, for a permanent ceasefire, for accountability, and for whatever justice can be achieved, even if it seems small and pointless. Tell the world what the occupation has done, share the recordings and the updates from people on the ground. No matter how bleak things are, it is always worthwhile to tell the truth and fight for what’s right.
Keep Hind’s mother, grandfather, and surviving relatives, and the families of Yusuf and Ahmed in your hearts.
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