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Im gonna explode actually
#I think its just the CloverStress#but I actually need to bite full force into someone#Im tired of looking at my horrible face#and im tired of looking at the dishes#and im tired of the dogs making noise#and im tired of the shitty weather we've been having#and im tired of not being able to simply do things#and im tired of working for barely more than minimum wage#and im tired of being home in the cramped office#AND I JUST ALMOST CHOKED WHILE WRITING THIS#well I did choke#but I didnt die from it#im tired of being mid at everything I do#side character ass motherfucker (me)#jen rambles#more like jen whines#(I swear my life is actually going well. I just literally dont have any coping mechanisms for stress)
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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Just a little lighting practice. The scene depicted is from the most recent chapter of my fic over here.
#digital art#sebastian solace#pressure fanart#creating light in dirt choked water is difficult#but i think i did fairly well to convey the feeling
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reblog for a bigger sample size of former angry, creative, and/or highly dramatic children
#len asks#strangling tw#choking tw#drowning tw#<- ik followers and moots need those tagged but lmk if there's any more you want me to add#polls#personally i mostly hung my toys up. not in like a morbid way but i thought it was fun to swing them from trees#DEF threw them off structures in a morbid way. and melted their faces off in a morbid way. and gave them swirlies in a morbid way#i usually only did that to free mcdonalds toys and i don't think i ever did any of this to my expensive toys but i did like a bit of#violence here and there. it was an interesting outlet for sure. i basically always did it with a friend as well. bonding <3#OH and we put out sparklers on an action figure once before tying blackcats to him and throwing him off a bridge. fun times!#oh and the freezer. i think that's it tho and i honestly only did most of these things once bc the novelty wore off#gonna periodically rb this for a bigger sample size. i will be HIGHLY disappointed in y'all if 'none' sweeps
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Lollapalooza Argentina | March 15, 2024 | ONE MORE TIME
#ok i'm done now#just wanted everyone to know that tom DID look at mark after this line while choking back tears so. you know. my night has been going well#i hate this fucking band#blink 182#tom delonge#mark hoppus#uploads
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Immortal! Merlin Merwaine AU
They've known for a very long time that Merlin would outlive Gwaine, as soon as they realized he wasn't aging. Merlin put an aging spell on himself and for awhile they could pretend they were growing old together. In his last moments, all Gwaine wants is to remember Merlin as he truly was.
Whoever said immortality was a gift had clearly never experienced it.
#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin emrys#gwaine#merlin gwaine#merwaine#i swear i do draw things other than Merwaine#they just have a choke hold on me#also everyone be so proud of me#i was so brave here#i drew HANDS?#and for the first time in awhile attempted to age a character???#like not WELL but I did it#AND i spent literally two weeks on this#which is a lot for me#because im a weakling that uses to quick sketches that just take a few hours#also#fuck backgrounds#who needs em right?#anyway#i have more information about this if you want it#I have a lot of time to think of angst on my long drive to and from work#is it an AU if Merlin is actually immortal in canon?#idk
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FBI: International / 4.04, "The Unwinnable War" (2024)
#fbi international#fbi: international#wes mitchell#wesley mitchell#jesse lee soffer#amanda tate#christina wolfe#tvedit#fbiedit#wesmitchelledit#jesseleesofferedit#dailydickwolf#guns#choking#fbi vest#mine#fbi int 4x04#this was so hot#and so dark#literally i mean where tf were the lights#oh well i did my best to make everyone visible#next stop: that even darker rooftop scene. it's fine i'm fine everything's fine.#i'm not fine. i've died from hotness overload. i'm giffing from beyond the grave. again.#hey at least i get to select my ghost colour now
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no you don't understand that is a grab
#literally almost fell out#btihcohaohisghoiahga#did not know i had a choking kink either bc what#jack and joker#realize it hasnt been done well lmao. until now.
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2024 Belgian Grand Prix - George Russell(misc.)
#had a lot of fun making these :D#not the most cohesive but whatever#im sure other people will gif the other podium and parc ferme moments :D#just thought he was so pretty today aaaahhhh#HES SOOOOOOO!!!!!#his hair post race is just so. god. yeah.#i didnt expect this win at all. lol tho i dont really think anyone did#ive said it already but god what an impressive strat#its funny cause so many other drivers are like 'uh well duh i couldve pulled it off psh'#well guess who did actually fucking think of it and pull it off!!#it makes me very happy bcs people usually accuse him of choking at the very end#but for him to be this confident in such a risky strat and then pull it off for like 2/3 of the race and win????#wah what a guy so fucking cool#very happy to see all this success for him after he was so gutted at canada#george russell#f1#formula 1#gr63#2024 belgian gp#2024 belgian grand prix#we do a little bit of f1
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Moar Sukugo!
Just discovered Laufey and while I haven't yet to finish her entire discography- let me tell you, she sounds like she belongs in a fucking speakeasy during the height of the American Prohibition or some intimately lit jazz bar.
Which got me thinking of Sukugo again and now I need some variation of artist!Satoru and crime lord!Sukuna. And not just something that is the JJK cast shoved into some Prohibition era setting (even then, I think Baccano! is the only suitable setting that can match JJK's general crazy).
Meiji Era or Edo-Meiji transitional era Sukugo. Satoru is one of the few/many unintentionally affected by the Westernisation/modernisation of Japan. Sukuna is some sort of crime lord/gang leader/black market dealer that everyone knows not to cross and too powerful to take down. The geisha house Satoru and the rest of his ragtag family lived in was forced to shut down because of a corrupt official and Satoru crossed paths with Sukuna while looking for a way to feed the kids he took with him.
Rich artist Satoru and Yakuza boss Sukuna who meet because Satoru was very interested in preservation of intangible art history and was arguing with some developers for this one family and Sukuna came in with an assist because while he was a Yakuza boss, he was also a man of culture and the family Satoru was defending had a rich history going back to the late Heian era.
Blind musician Satoru and weary criminal Sukuna- who decided to head to more remote/frontier regions for a more peaceful 'retirement' but got caught up in a natural disaster. Satoru's music led him to the former's home and then he wound up being nursed by the former. They were housemates and you all know how that usually ends (in fanfic) 😏.
To expand more on the 3rd since it's grown in my mind- Satoru is a self-exiled noble's bastard son and the only parent he respected and honoured was his mother, whom he got his love of music from. Other than his bastard status, the fact that he was an albino in a extremely superstitious time didn't exactly endear him to anyone but his mother and very few others.
When he was told he was going blind- he took what he could carry, whatever his mother left him after she died, his favorite instrument and left. He ended up at a remote village friendly with some nearby Ainu tribes and some other villages and began teaching reading and writing while he could see before switching to music lessons.
It's something that Satoru openly laments about once he and Sukuna get together- that he couldn't get to see what Sukuna looked like before he went blind.
"But getting to know you like this isn't so bad either. I think I would've fallen in love with you no matter my sight." Satoru would say each time with a bright, cheeky grin as he kept Sukuna within reach and touch. And Sukuna would soften for this ridiculous man each time.
This one could also be canon'verse in a way too, if you're creative enough. Maybe during Sukuna's human years- whenever that is. Maybe early on, or just before, the Heian era? But let's make it interesting.
Sukuna is the elder of them, they always thought he'd go first. Of course, obviously, but only after some more years together. Hopefully many more years together. They never thought it would be Satoru who goes first.
Satoru dies, yes, but not to curses or sorcerors or curse users or even some random Xanatos Gambit plan of Kenjaku (if he's even around at this time. Do we even know how old that fucker is? Barring his general existence at/during the Heian era). A natural disaster is what brought them together, so a natural disaster is what tears them apart. Maybe make it a flood and a landslide to make it poetic :).
Something something, Satoru gets hit by some large, inescapable debris- normie that he is in this life and time- and Sukuna doesn't have or know RCT to help heal him. Satoru's last words, along with that same bright, cheeky grin- bloody as it was now, softened by their inevitable parting- somehow manage to break Sukuna's heart like nothing else ever would.
"I'm sorry. Thank you. I love you."
And then Satoru is gone and some part of Sukuna dies with him. After Satoru's burial, he leaves the little village that they called home to wander the country once more. And, eventually, the King of Curses rises, rampages (but never near that one village), rules and is sealed for centuries until he incarnates in his unknowing nephew one moonlit night.
And meets someone he never thought he'd see again. That deadened part of himself starts living again and Sukuna immediately shelves everything to pursue his Satoru again.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#ryoumen sukuna#sukugo#sukugo prompts#damn this is a long one#why yes i did happen to rip/reuse a mdzs quote#simp!kuna appears#artist satoru in all flavours#criminal sukuna in all flavours as well#if i haven't said it before#then let it be known that all prompts are adoptable#just @ me and credit me please#i wanna read'em if they happen to get you in a choke hold
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"You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling"
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guess who finally listened to chappell roan
#pov: you are chen about to get told by your best friend of over a decade and a half to fuck off while she drinks herself to death over her-#-dead bisexual-awakening fling#i tried markers seriously for the first time with this drawing and im very happy with how it came out#i Did end up choking on the fumes since i coloured for three hrs straight though#learned a very valuable lesson to take breaks while using alcohol markers because my throat still hurt the morning after 💀#ig this would count as a second part to the northern star ricardo drawing#which actually tracks because i got recommended the artist for this as well#and this one was also a drawing where i tried a new technique#ortega there is something about you that makes me want to experiment#<- words said by sidestep moments before making an irreversibly bad decision#anyway. back to listening to my kink is karma on loop#ortega#fhr#pulp draws
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shoutout to the fact that Creep-P & i are mutuals on here;
I MEAN THEY DON'T USE THEIR TUMBLR ANYMORE but it's a very cool fact I can brag about to the 5 people that probably care
#twinkie talks#& WHAT DID I DO TO GET THAT HIGH HONOR. well i made technical fanart of the human centipede & mickey mouse getting choked to death#& I'D FUCKING DO IT AGAIN#i still feel like hot shit /pos about it though#i'm so glad they're not being flooded with my nonsense at least
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just when i thought jayce couldn't get any more peak he instantly and wholly surrenders to viktor on the rooftop when he realizes he is in the very spot where he is destined to fail. and then mind meld psychosex partners "in every timeline" happens. love wins YIPPEE
#GOD...#i almost can't believe it#jayce haters apologize RIGHT NOW#watching the live reaction whiplash between act 1 “wow jayce cares for viktor after all” and act 2 “I HATE JAYCE AGAIN”#was the funniest shit ever im so glad i got to be here for this#jayce stays winning#microwaving popcorn all day now that act 3 is out#you WILL feel ashamed of your words and deeds#but admittedly despite seeing where they were going i refused to hold out hope for a satisfying conclusion#bc i feared the writers would fumble their final confrontation dialogue so hard#better to be cynical and pleasantly surprised#well. colour me surprised. Pleasantly#AND they did the one-handed choking thing Twice???#was that fucking necessary??? NO#and the hexclaw edging. and the. and the everything#the most fanfiction ass fight scene of all time#which one of the writers is the freak responsible. i am sending chocolates and flowers#quail ramble#arcane#arcane spoilers#spoilers
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love hate relationship with fried fish
#cw food talk#☆— yapping#just spent the past idk how long deboning some fish#wasn't even that much of it#just a part of the fish#gave up near the end so might end up with bones regardless#was doing it for so long my leg went numb#knee and below#i could've done this quicker if i did it like my mom#she would rush it but always ends up with like 5 bones still there so i don't really see the point#might as well just take it slow and not choke#maybe this why ppl don't like fish#actually now i'm curious#for anyone that doesn't like fish i wanna know why#like ik ppl don't like it but i don't think i've ever been told why
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You know everyone has those daydreams of what kind of speech they'd deliver if they ever won at an awards show? WELL... I think I saw myself tonight on that stage a little bit because I would definitely end any speech in front of such an audience with "I'm gonna have a panic attack and I'm gonna leave."
He was so real for that (I hope he's handling the shock of it well)!
#pedro pascal#seriously though i'm proud of him and felt weirdly choked up watching that#look at him taking over the world! it's what he deserves 🩷#since seeing him on mando i just felt like i was watching someone who deserved far better roles than he had and NOW LOOK AT HIM!!!!!!#yeahhhhh he deserves it i'm so pleased for him#and i hope he's alright because genuinely while also feeling choked up and proud i also felt the fear shdjdjdk#can't even imagine holding it together but he did so well
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i got a few more nice asks i'm not going to publish them all and flood people's dashes but if you sent me one: thank you!!! i appreciate you and your understanding and i thank you for giving me the space to stretch my creative muscles, so to speak :-)
i mentioned on my other blog and around but my focus for the next few months will be blood choke and tnp, with my nanowrimo plans exclusively being to finish the blackwater route. im hoping to get a decent amount of blood choke ch3 done this week (if not finish it... dare i hope...) and once that's done i'll be shifting into tnp mode. thanks for your patience and if the stars align we might have more tnp sooner rather than later
#the end of this chapter is just. SO complicated. my brain.... hurts....#but i am going to do my best to grind like i did last year in november/december and crank it out#not going to set a solid deadline bc im bad at that but still want to share my plans#i am. Hopeful#if i say it enough times i have to do it. lmfao#i know once i drag myself into tnp ch3 i will be able to pickup the pace#again it's just that the end of ch2 is SO convoluted. but. i will beat it into submission#and blood choke is almost there as well i just got distracted playing bg3 and now coral island . gamer moment#personal
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