#we've been here since. fuck

[6-epigraphs]

How do I let tumler know that I'm not interested in 30 I'm just archiving #their history (& some of his moments) and that I don't want him on my dash at all unless I actively look for him. I don't want to mute him but it's only the first race & it's gonna be worse from here

[gregorygerwitz]

Remember when I was so excited that the state was finally paying me? Yeah, that was a premature celebration. My employer has decided to take over paying my weekly short term disability payment, so I'm getting less than half what the state got to pay me for two (2) weeks. It means I got comfortable and stepped back from Dashing (which is getting harder to do as my condition gets worse) and now we're almost $1k short for June rent.

We have until the 30th to pay for rent this month (plus a $200 late fee) or we will be evicted.

I hate that I have to keep asking for help, especially with everything else going on in the world, but keeping our home is so important. I'm hoping I will feel better tomorrow and next week and be able to make some money, but because that's not a guarantee, I'm gonna keep being anxious over here and crossing my fingers that my employer will extend my medical leave without having to jump through a million more hoops.

I'm not including my etsy link this time because I'm not physically capable of filling any orders right now

paypal venmo: amwallace95

$165/1000

[dottyistired]

polling this to see if im crazy/entitled

[blu-ish]

Holy mcshit I forgot its my state's birth of day.

Everyone say Happy B-Day to the state ever!!!! Where are my fellow Arizona peeps at? *c r i c k e t s* 🦗

HAPPY BIRTH TO THE POOL OF FIRE I LIVE IN 💖💖💖💖💀

[iobartach]

let's take a moment to appreciate....

... miguel's mastery of the side-eye 😌

[corset]

Our mental health has been in such an interestingly terrible place for the last month or so. Genuinely kind of fascinating to watch from different internal angles....like watching the ocean ebb and flow and change temperament at random sometimes based on weather or the moon or something. Like this shit is just terrible

[carrionsong]

my baby lily has been missing for 3 days now. i cant even play stardew without wanting to cry bc i made my ingame kitty gray and white and named her lily too ;_;

[newtness532]

im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal

[prozac-shaped-urn]

what's really fcking cool about having lynn as a friend/co-writer/pseudo boss is that she pays me to do what i do all day every day anyway which is research and watch film/tv projects women over 60 have been in and/or produced.

like right now i'm scrolling imdb for producers and every other title i'm going "oooooo a new annette bening miniseries! i need to watch that!" and "fuckkkk julianne moore is hot" and "damn julia louis-dreyfus can ACT huh????"

basically it's bliss and i am in heaven 😎

[confetti-critter]

bruh I finally get over my debilitating anxiety about donating to gaza related fundraisers because theres so many ppl that need help and idk where to begin and i never feel like my money is helping at all and the

fucking website won't load 8D

[infizero]

I JUST REALIZED if we see maria and/or gerald in sonic x shadow generations that means HUMANS IN A SONIC GAME AGAIN

[thethingything]

anyway we've never watched Sanremo but we keep meaning to and frankly I need a big fun event to join in with so uhh if you don't wanna see us posting about that you should probably block "#sanremo" and "#sanremo 2024"

[kariachi]

‘Scifi writers don’t understand scale’ actually just statistical error, Anne McCaffrey, who had horse-sized dragons eating two to three cows in a sitting and thought 2000 years was long enough for even the scholars to forget damn near all their ‘ancient’ knowledge, was an outlier and should not be counted.

[ozlices]

i have to make appointments & also let my doctor know id rather continue one of the new meds she put me on bc it actually helped but ive been completely unmedicated for 2 fucking days & the thought of doing Anything makes me wanna throw up im so over being a person

[what-on-earth-is-love]

i'm glad that there's nothing i have to do today really because i don't know if i could go about my day after this chapter. god bless ❤️

[wabblebees]

never never never in my life gonna be able to beat the weirdo theatre nerd allegations. its midnight and for the last few hours ive been (voluntarily of my own free will At No-One's Behest) doing some character research for the show we're working on (which at a certain level is Absolutely Necessary!! but at *this* level is Absolutely Not. lmfao)(and so... ik for a fact if i mention this in rehearsal tomorrow im gonna get a whole lotta blank stares ((or TERRIFIED looks from the freshmen wondering if they should be doing this much work lmao))

but anyway so about 10 minutes ago i found a fucking essay (just 9 pages out of this philological collection from the 60s) that just the idea behind the Very Simple title made me so excited i had to stand up at my desk to start reading it and fully forgot to sit back down until i realized i wanted to start TAKING NOTES..... WHICH I GENERALLY HATE DOING WHILE READING........ BUT IM TOO EXCITED AND DONT WANNA FORGET ANY OF IT.................. SO IM TAKING FUCKING NOTES

but anyway beyond tHAT the thing that actually made me pause to start typing this post though is the fact that just now, four pages in, this essay finally put something into place that ive been puzzling over in my head since i very first read the play which... made me happystim so hard i almost knocked myself out of my fucking chair. hdkdgsjfkfhdgskdgwrdjfk.

so yeah. never beating the nerd allegations. lmao