#wanderboi's headspace

[i-am-wanderboi]

how will we ever get out of this labyrinth of suffering?

this line from "looking for alaska" has been stuck inside my head since the first time i read it.

and as i read it again and again, it makes me question it even more.

ah, living is a real pain in the ass.

[i-am-wanderboi]

if you could only see how vividly you paint me with your colors, you will never have to ask me who my favorite artist is.

but even i, am an artist too. and it would be an honor to be able to paint you as well.

[i-am-wanderboi]

we share the same neverending skies,

we bask under the fiery sun,

we glisten below the beauty of the moon

and i hope you don't ever forget

as i always remind you

that you are as beautiful,

you are as mysterious,

and you are as loved

as all the things that make this world a better place to live in

[i-am-wanderboi]

he said that these lanky arms were to give the warmest hug.

she said that my weird laughs were to soothe heartaches.

they said that my mere presence was to comfort the lonely.

but why does it feel like everything i say, and everything i do, ruin every fucking chance i have to maintain a good moment with someone?

but i try.

believe me, i try.

and i will keep on fucking trying.

[i-am-wanderboi]

henlo?

is anybody there?

no one?

okay, cool.

that'll make this easier.

i guess? hehe