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sunflowerpie · 3 months ago
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Actually crazy that pre-'depression treatment' i described myself as someone full of joyous whimsy, i was excited about the coming days, i may not have been happy but i was at least content, if a little stressed. Now I'm scared and miserable and unsure. I'll be fine once i can get myself home and get myself comfortable and regulate my goddamn emotions but ough.... this has really taken it out of me. I have to get my joyful whimsical nature back...
Ruh roh! The psychiatrist made me have a panic attack and then used it to imprison me! Guess i dont have rights anymore
#i also think depression is a misdiagnosis and ive got something slightly different going on but oh well#nothing makes you depressed like being told youre oh so depressed when youre not quite really#fascinating that this doctor supposedly has such a holistic approach but her disregard for me as an autistic person with severe anxiety#has made my mental health sooo much worse#also told me seeing a psychologist at this point would just make me feel worse which could be true but is also very hypocritical#i do think this could have helped if i had someone a little gentler idk. but you cant expect doctors to be like that#nurses can be lovely and im so glad i at least had some kind helpful people willing to answer all my annoying questions#but good god no matter how nice the whole program is if your doctor sucks you will get worse#i have been assured that i will get out of here today but like 4 hours after they told me i would#which i guess is fine but the only thing stopping me from going on a destructive rampage is knowing i will 100% lose my rights#i want to throw a chair sosososo bad but i am not getting my voluntary changed to compulsory and i cam not getting drugged with quetiapine#and i am not getting the cops called on me. so i sit calmly and vent on tumblr#very demure very mindfull#<- sorry for making a tiktok joke on tumblr#<- guards kill this guy (slash j...... for 'getting out of this mental hospital' reasons)#vent#before anyone shouts at me i do know part of this is my fault but ough. let me be a little bitch just this once
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postmariannizm · 3 months ago
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very demure very mindful
Snape: See how I didn't avada kedavra Potter when he was being a brat ? Very demure, very mindful. I don't do too much. I'm very mindful while I'm at work. See how I act? Very presentable. A lot of you girls go to the classroom, giving points to Gryffindor, fawning over the Potter, not demure. Other teachers:
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hedgehology · 3 months ago
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WIP progress. Note how she is sitting. Very demure, mindful and modest
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cokelusa · 28 days ago
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Shen Jiu being elegant, very mindfull, very demure 🙂‍↔️
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swimmingclass1978 · 2 months ago
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See how we don't send shippers of ships we don't like death treats?
Very demure. Very mindfull.
See how we don't hate on a gay couple just because theres a canonical wife for one? Even if shes a lesbian for some shippers and we love her?
Very respectfull. Very cutesy.
See how we don't call other shippers fasicists and misogonics?
Very smart. Very understandeble.
See how we don't bring characters from a different fandoms into the talk about a different fandom?
Very logical. Very nice.
Like, respectfully, bfr. We can ship whatever we want bcz those are FICTIONAL characters. If you dont want others to push their opinion kf you then don't do it yourself. Respect for respect. Period.
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enfoutreur-du-futur · 1 month ago
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Käärijä with a béret 🇫🇷🥖 Yes, very demure, very mindfull...
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kaely1916 · 3 months ago
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CANCELLING DEADBOY DETECTIVES WAS NOT VERY DEMURE NOR VERY MINDFULL. JUST SAYING
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thevoicefromanotherworld · 3 days ago
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VERY DEMURE. VERY MINDFULL. SLAY GIRL 💅😩🖤☝
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secretcessy · 2 months ago
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seeing how i respond w my other moots and ask and all that on my main... i might not be very demure very mindfull at all
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dabblingreturns · 3 months ago
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The "very demur, very mindfull" meme is in my head now.
And on one hand, "yes! Thankyou!" Jools Lebron, you are a modern Emily post, giving us the the advice we need for the tricky social question of what level of makeup to were to work!
On the other hand, I've now been forced to examine how my preconceived notions about "demure" are colored by classism, ageism, racism, and most importantly fatphobia.
Who gets to be Demure? Because my default demure image has looks more like a southern debutant, then a large black transwomen and that's a problem.
Who gets to be Demure?
Can boys be demure?
Can people in mobility aids be demure?
Can people with loud voices be demure?
Can people with high BMI's be demure?
Can senior citizens be demure?
If they can't them maybe we need to examine whether "Demure" is a usefull standard? Is it a set of attributes or a set of behavior.
If its not about behaviors it's not usefull advice.
On the other hand, we should all be allowed to be just a little bit Chi-chi as a treat.
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anomalusi · 3 months ago
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Message for Purrellies ✧___⁠✧
sebenernya mau bikin kayak kak cuisa yang semuanya dikasih letter tapi energi aku cant relate.. aku harus bobo awal! selamat baca all!
✮ ⋆ ˚。𖦹 ⋆。°✩ fo pawfficers!
Aku nggak tau harus bilang darimana.. aku ngerasa makasih banget udah meluangkan waktu-waktu pentingnya buat menciptakan SupawsCo, OA yang mau nerima aku setelah aku ditolak 3 OA.. yang nemenin aku memulai kejayaan yupcil >< kata temen temen aku OA Supaws ini konsepnya cocok banget sama aku soalnya permen permen gitu 😹 mau doa yang baik baik aja buat kalian semuaa! I know you're doing your best and trying your hardest for purrellies and im here to tell you that you're doing better than you think you are! I hope you smiled today :) OK GREAT! I hope you keep smiling ia pawpice
⋅˚₊‧ 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ leeisua aka kak cuisa terlucu
Paling happy kalau ngobrol sama kak cuisa! Ngeliat kakak kayaknya kalau bales mention tuh ngaliirr gitu kayak orang yang energinya banyakk terus meledak-ledak! Aku jadi mikir kayaknya di dunia ini orang tanpa musuh tuh ada! Yaitu kak cuisa!! Siapa setuju? Akuuu ☝️! Akuu!! AKU MINAT 1 OA LAGI SAMA KAK CUISAA! Aku suka banget diadikrucilkan oleh kak cuisa rasanya dunia ini sangat aman tentram damai kalau ada kak cuisa. Kak cuisa jangan bosen-bosen sama celetukan aku ya? Walau kadang kedengeran nyebelin tapi aku gakpapa kok kalau di bales lebih nyebelin lagi 😹. yupcil vs keributan.
𐃆 ˒˒ ,₍^- -^₎,~ zhaeriin!
GAK TAU YA KALAU LIHAT KAKAK ITU KAYAK IDENTIK SAMA KUCING BANGET! KEMBAR IDENTIK?! Gara gara lihat DN-nya yang Meow itu aku jadi udah kedoktrin! Udah tercuci otak > otakku kalau lihat nama kak zhaeriin pasti yang dibayangin "owh haerin newjeans yang kucing itu ya?" TIPS DONG BIAR BISA MEMBANGUN BRANDING KUAT SEPERTI KK HAERIN u____u.
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HALOO TEMAN OA TEMAN GDM TEMAN GRUP TEMAN KELOMPOK TEMAN RELAY Nggak bosen bosen kalau aku disatuin terus sama Kak Jeff ini soalnya semangatnya mengdarderdor banget. Apalagi kalau soal GAME dan DIVING. Udah itu gak bisa dikalahkan lagi sama yang lain kalau lawannya Kak Jeff. Udah sering aku sebut kalau di games games Kak Jeff pasti nangkring di top 3 pemenangnya.
૮ > Ⱉ < ა nchaewon
Mulai dari game kemarin udah tertancap di otak aku kak nchaewon adalah pencipta game terasbun seantero raya. Boleh kalau aku jadi moderator game aku buat game serupa? u____u nanti aku kasih teks "ib:nchaewon" dibawahnya QwQ. KAPAN KAPAN AJAK GAME KAYAK GITU LAGI DONG AKU SUKA BANGET.
ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀ o ˉ͈́ ) jipihoon
Masih inget aku sekelompok sama kak jipihoon di first event, aku ngelihatnya kak jipi aka kak mikhail ini RP sibuk banget soalnya waktu itu kayaknya lagi relay juga ya di event OA sebelah(?). terus masih keinget lucunya kak mikhail yang masih sempet main game sambil ngepel sama nyuci kasur 😭😭😭 keren banget bayanginnya beda sama aku yang kalau disuruh iya iya aja sampai mama marah 😭. JANGAN PUTUS HUBUNGAN SAMA AKU YA KALAU KOTA UDAH ENGGAK SATU OA LAGI? 😿 Aku masih mau bonding terus sama kak mikhail agar supaya aku ketularan rajinnya.
Janke
Suka banget kalau dah sekelompok ama bang jake ini soalnya kayak kode semesta kalau kelompoknya akan jaya #anjay. Apalagi kalau soal relay abang jake sangat sangat jago gusy dan semangat kalah ngelist ikut relay, aku selalu meniru semangatnya. Awalnya aku kira abang janke auranya classy abiss very demure very mindfull and very cutesy gitu kalau liat dari usernamenya tapi ternyata jamet juga :v. Aku masih minat ngobrol terus sama bang janke walau nanti kita enggak satu OA lagi :_).
Ejnami
Kak enami ini kakak aku setelah kak cuisa! Aku suka di bayi bayiin sama kakak enami juga!! Bahagia selalu ya kakak asa? Kalo aku mau ngobrol sama kak asa untuk 100 tahun kedepan sanggup enggak? Kita slow diving aja soalnya aku orangnya mutmutan soal diving ^~° MASIH KEINGET LUCUNYA KAK ASA PAS TS BAYI! kayak beneran baca typing bayi "hihi nosyatia itu capa" LUCU??
Dynghyun
Aku suka ketawa kalo liat kak donghyun ceplas ceplos asbun nyang celetukannya tuh ada aje kepikirannya tapi karena KEMARIN! aku ada kemusuhan sedikit karena bilang zb1 tempo! (tp iya sih) AWAS YA KALAH DIULANGI AKU SURUH SELURUH ZEROSE VOTE KAK DYNGHYUN UNTUK TURUN.
ljuyweon ⸜(。˃ o ˂ )⸝
KAK JUYEOONN! Semangat terus ya dalam menjalani kehidupan yang kadang tidak seimbang ini ditengah tengah riuhnya dunia. Eh keren banget gak sih kata kata aku? n___n mau denger banyak kata kata yang lebih keren nggak? Ada offer bulan kemerdekaan minat denger kata kata keren bonus kamus rumus 1 milliar bahasa skibidi sihma mewing ><.
kavrinaw ૮ - Ⱉ • ა
Kakakk karina yang selalu kagum-kagumkan upcharnya >< keren betul jujur upcharnya makanya aku suka reply upchar kakak karena memancing banget untuk direply. Masih inget aku sekelompok sama kak karinaa walau agak struggle ya pas relay absen karena misscom buat pengertian kita ke HTP-nya, mungkin next kita main bareng lagi kita semua baca HTP dengan serius ya u____u. Minat ngobrol lebih banyak lagi hal hal lucu sama kak kavrinaw!
˖  𝆬   𝄞ྀི Nxrai
Kayaknya waktu awal masuk SupawsCo aku ngerasa enggak asing sama usernameny kak narai kayak pernah liat dimanaa gitu terus baru sadar ternyata aku sering liat waktu lagi hype upchar by likes 😹. Aku kira kakak orangnya bakal upcharngitis terus aku nggak bisa ngobrol sama kakak tapi setelah serumah ternyata kakak ramah dan tidak sombong! Minat ngobrol lebih banyaakk banyak banyak lagi sama kak narai kalau aja aku punya kekuatan full power diving semua mention aku akan mentionan 1000 tweets sama kak narai!
Udah deh ><
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biggestfraudyoullevermeet · 3 months ago
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see how I didn't beat up this gay bitch for trying me? Very demure, very mindfull. See how I didn't call the cops on him when he harassed my boyfriend at his place of work? Very cutesy, very elegant
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I hate the very mindfull very demure trend and in about five months you will too . Here is a reminder i said it first the date is 19 of august of 2023
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kilobran · 3 months ago
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days 11-14 of outfit august, the four seasons! I think they could all take a page out of Marks book, he's being very demure, very mindfull, see how he's not laying on anyone or flying around? very demure, very considerate
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theeyesspeciallittleboy · 13 days ago
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Sir, I see you like tagging me in fun stuff, very mindfull, very demure :)
Anyways, as a Magnus Archives fan I really like the nicknames "the ceaseless watchers special little boy" or "the antichrists plus one" soooo yeah, but "ceaseless watcher" was a bit long, so I just used "eye" :)
How did you get your guy's usernames? I'll start
I named my account after Muxus, Goblin Grandee, my favorite MTG card :)
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oh-for-fic-sake · 4 years ago
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You and Henry move in to your new district and Henry wastes no time in putting his foot down these commanders need to know who the new boss is around here!
Warnings: Swearing, handmaids tale patriarchal bullshit, BDE Henry? A/N: so here is the first of my Handmaids tale au, just for reference your driver is Jai Courtney, guard is Chris evans. This is more to set up the story a bit of info ect mostly just seting things up! I took some liberties with the new Gilead arch-types I hope they make sense...Any way enjoy Taglist: @promptandpros​ @isitmine​ @runawayolives​ @two-unbeatable-beaters​ @thatgirly81​ @angelofthor @iloveyouyen​ @sofiebstar​ @thefangirlsblog​ @tinabean37​ @viking-raider​
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You sighed looking out the window as your driver-Jai moved the large black car through the streets two black moving trucks and another three cars holding a Martha- Molly and your handpicked guard for the household Chris then just a few of Henry's loyal soldiers who would help oversee the district followed drawing the attention of the locals. Handmaids ,Martha’s ,Aunts, wives and guards alike they all looked. All wanted to see the newcomers. They couldn't the windows were blacked out, for your privacy Henry had said but It wasn't, he liked getting the first look not them. It was rare someone moved home in Gilead. If they did it was because they either got in trouble...Or they got a promotion. Not you, not your husband. Henry was a commander, a son of Jacob but he was more then that he was what they now called an apostle. An elite commander who had proved to be the best of the best on and off the field, he had been an angel- one of Gilead’s best soldiers and was pulled from the front lines after yielding incredible results, not that he really believed all of this shit! God no he did what everyone did in the god forsaken place. He survived. In doing so he worked his way up into the top ranks there wasn't many above him in Gilead now. He was used to bring order in to unruly areas, unruly commanders. And he wasn't idle no he spared who he could ,saved who he could usually women...He spared you saved you from a fate worse then death. You looked from left to right down the road and Henry moved a large hand to yours on the seat between you. He gripped it lightly smoothing his thumb in circles across your skin. You sighed again at him. Curling your slim fingers around his weakly, you hadn't wanted to move not again you wanted a home to settle and just live. "Love...Stop worrying everything with be fine, I'm sure you will make friends here...We will be here for years this time not months" you looked over to him and rolled your eyes at him making his lips twitch in a grin revealing his immaculate teeth. "Friends you mean the lesser wives? Who have probably never seen a Royal blue? And will want to scratch my eyes out at the sight of me?" He laughed a deep baritone sound at your little jab. Yes it was true being a royal blue wife was rare and the regular Teals didn't like it. A fertile wife of an apostle? Yes there was only four of you in Gilead. You were called Royal blues allowed to wear darker and brighter blues then your teal counterparts, darker to show your higher ranking and brighter to show off your fertility...Red was taken. Henry turned to you taking you in he knew how you felt about the move. You didn't want to leave again but it was necessary this district had it all! And the powers at be had enough for so many sons of Jacob this district was in all honesty taking the piss. Suicides? Bombs? Handmaids going insane?, wives reading? Sex out side of the ceremony? To many infringements in such a short time Henry was here to cleanup house and he started with the top. These commanders had no idea that he was coming this was his turf now and he was going to 'tear shit up' as they used to say. He smiled leaning over to his staring little wife kissing her cheek making her blush and go shy. He pulled back and spoke. "Well if they were ever stupid enough to do such a thing you know I'd handle it y/n" you cast him a shy glance and smiled at him you'd be the first to admit you were lucky to have your husband. He was a fine man even with that fuzzy face, the kingstach hid a perfect jawline and dimpled chin strong and defined. His bright blue eyes that were always playful and warm when he gazed at you, yet cold and biting frightening to others. He had his curls looser today one or two skimming his forehead. You couldn't help staring at him...You did at least once a day still in awe of the man. He was masculine strong in every sense of the word he had not dropped his training since being and Angel of the faith he kept it up going for a run and works outs each day. The training he had kept him wide and built more so then the eye's and guards he was just...An incredible male to behold. "My little wife you wouldn't be over come with sinful thoughts now would you?~" you giggled looking away blushing as he teased you bringing your hand to his mouth kissing your palm. "Sinful husband? No I am merely appreciating the good lords handcraft. You are an angel~" Henry scoffed at your teasing and moved his hand tickling your side making you squirm and giggle batting away at him. "Come here you~" you squeaked as he pulled you over to his lap still tickling you before moving in to kiss your lips fully. This is what you loved to the world he was a big scary Apostle but to you? He was your big teddy bear how you had found the love of your life in this wretched place you didn't know but you were thankful for it! You were treated as an equal in the comfort of your own home, sure you followed the laws....Well you did follow most; you didn't read ect but he was adamant that ha healthy sex life determined a healthy marriage and since you had proved fruitful you had no real setbacks now, which was a god send. Henry as it turns out was a randy boy~
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Your car rolled to a stop in front of a huge house a gated courtyard it was the largest on the street. It looked light and airy like one of those house posh people had on reality tv...Then again you supposed you were posh people now? You looked seeing a few wives come out into their gardens deciding now was the perfect time to inspect there precious flowers whilst stealing glances to the convoy. "I'm afraid I have to get to work right away...Introduce myself to the local government...I hope you like the house I had it cleaned already and it is mostly furnished hand picked by me of course~" you laughed at him as he wriggled his brow. "Mix and match then my love? Tell me will anything match of do I have to go shopping again?" Henry frowned at you playfully and swooped in for another kiss deepening it cupping your face molding your lips together in an obscene twist of tongues drinking one another in. You moaned softly as he moved crouching over you getting far to invested not that either of you cared Jai didn't he just sat there looking back rolling his eyes at the two of you hand on head. You grunted when he finally pulled away he had a shit eating grin as you whined embarrassingly and pouted at his teasing. "You are lucky we are in the car my love~" you moved up closer breath ghosting his lips taunting him and raised a brow. He hummed a quiet chuckle at you as you kneeled up beside him to be level with his eyes twinkling in amusement. "Luck is that what they call it now Mr Cavill?" He laughed wrapping you up in his arms moving to tuck his face into your neck groaning as he took a breath your scent was of the clean rosemary infused soap you'd began using. He loved the fresh scent just as your fingers began to wander he pulled back with a soft grunt. "Oh come now love your audience awaits we can't get away with having sex in the car...Jai wouldn't appreciate it~" Jai scoffed laughing from the front. "Don’t mind me Henry! Closest thing to action I'm fucking getting, by all means plunder away little hanky panky don't do me no harm ~" you rolled your eyes at his sarcastic reply you kicked his seat making him groan with a laugh you crossed your arms at the two chuckling men. They were close made brothers on the front line Henry had pulled him out as soon as he could he was a very loyal man and you cloth called him family. "Well you'll be pleased to know there is a jezebells here...Just don't fuck around be mindfull-" Henry began to warn Jai waved him off. "Henry fuck man! Consent is consent shit I don't need that lecture besides I will walk in there and have them biting at the bit to see my goods...They will be climbing the walls to let me in theirs they’d be-" "Alright Jai you have a penis well done!" Henry smiled as you cut off the sordid ramblings of a horn dog. He relaxed he knew that Jai would never force himself on a woman its why he hired Jai and Chris like minded men who protected women when they could.
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Jai got out placing sunglasses on and moved to the door to let you out. The neighbors held there breath a you were helped out of the car. The bright blue of your dress was the first thing they noticed. You cringed a little at the titters and hisses of the women around the street, you knew what was going on they were asking each other why you were decorated in such a bright color. A lot of women didn't realize even wives had ranks well not out here anyway and as far a ranks got they didn't get higher then you hence why there is only four of you even apostles had to use handmaids. You tucked your hands in front of you demurely just as you'd been taught and turned to the car smiling. "Go in grace husband I eagerly await your return~" you finished with a wink that made him roll his eyes and shake his head at you. It always gave him a chuckle watching as you fell into the Gileadian wife so easily. You stepped away smirking as Jai closed the door and entered the car pulling away fro  the curb. You watched for a few seconds then subtly scanned the street that now had quite a few people outside. It seemed everyone wanted a look at the newcomers. You twisted on your heel your long flowy dress swinging delicately the blue satin almost shimmered making you stand out especially against the dreary back drop of the autumn street. You took a deep breath and stepped to the house making your way to the gate which the other guards had opened and was already carrying things into the house. Molly came and stood next to you as you looked up at the house. "They are staring" she said casually making you sigh closing your eyes feeling the envious and curious stares of your new found neighbors none approached you. Either to shy or frightened no one would come near you yet it wasn't done. Women do not make freinds with other women...Well not the elite anyway, teals were bitter they all had a belief that they would not be held to the same laws as the others and were very put out when they realized just what they had to give up. You held no sympathy for them, they helped create this world they made there bed they can lay in it! "Yes they always stare...Anyone I should be wary of?" She hummed nodding and moved alongside you tipping her head subtly to motion to the street as you made your way across the court yard to the house. Taking slow steps being sure to let the local have a good look, get there fill so they can gossip to one another because really gossip is all women had now. "Well not much in the way of neighbors...Only two you need be concerned about....Mrs Putnum across the road, nosy old bat just had a baby- well handmaid, her husband lost an arm fornication with said handmaid ...Blowjob literally cost him arm haha..Well half an arm at  any rate I just hoped she swallowed at least." You smirked Molly was another of your family though to the word you were the perfect household ruled by a strong patriarchal commander and his iron fist.
The truth was you were all a family you ignored each others slip ups and were free to do as you pleased within reason. You played your silly Gileadian roles, Martha, Wife, Husband and so on but you did not think you were better then anyone none of you really believed in Gilead or its ideals but abided by them on the face of it. Molly moved to look at you letting you enter the house first and continued talking quietly. "But seriously Commander Warren Mrs Putnums husband will probably try to kiss ass with Henry terrified of getting another reprimand...He will be a good tool for him...Watch out for her though because she is stuffed up the local matriarchs ass...One Serena joy Waterford...Up until recently she thought her husband ruled the roost...Snippy she is a shell of the woman she once was reduced to a angry frustrated baby obsessed house wife....She has a baby on the way...Again a handmaid" you nodded as you entered the home it was dripping in marble light and airy just as you'd thought it would be you smiled and turned to Molly. "Lets get begin shall we?" She smirked nodding ready to 'set up shop' as it were you left her to the kitchen and moved through the house alone eyeing the rooms appraising them. Henry had listened this time in selecting your home the rooms were classy and airy nothing really needed to be changed whites and accents of black and gold ran through the house some rooms had pale blues and pinks. It was nice elegant and free you liked it much better then your decadent yet dark home in the capital. You nodded and took a seat On a dark grey velvet love seat in front of a large open fireplace in the small den needing to take the weight off your feet for a few minuets the house was very large and it had taken you a good half an hour to really get your bearings. This would do, you could make this home.
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Henry strode into his new workplace dreary old government office posh and smelt of old git, Jai smirked walking beside him he loved this! Henry knew he did its why he brought him Jai liked front row seats to these things. Both men argued over who got to come sadly one of them had to stay and guard you Chris was taking a back seat. Henry nodded to Jai and they both slipped into the 'court room' that in his opinion looked like they had read a bit to much harry potter. Henry stayed in the shadows watching them bicker they had the typical uppity cunts thinking they owned the place, the sniveling cowards who simpered choosing to be neutral in every debate and decision. Then the few who honest to god believed in Gilead regime...There were three one was about to get a very abrupt wake up call. He was going for particecution today under Henry's orders he scoffed watching as all the men panicked amongst themselves a few he knew by name. Warren little weasel of a man already had the fear of god...or more correctly Gilead put into him, Lawrence who had made an unusual appearance he was the only one who knew of Henry's arrival and a close friend...Well close enough that neither ratted each other out. Then there was Cush, well what can we say the man is another weasle used Gilead to gain wealth and fame...Very close to the Waterford's even before the war and then the other one he recognized one of the main reasons he was here. Waterford an original son of Jacob but all bark and no bite...Henry couldn't tell if Fred Waterford actually believed in Gilead or if he just wanted a title without the leg work but yes. Waterford was the one to watch one of Gilead's poster boys that was now pretty much obsolete now that the regime was up and running.Much like his and wife Selena pretty little thing, the perfect image of the perfect woman useful spreading the ideals but now fucking useless waiting around for her prize; A baby.
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Henry smirked crossing his arms nodding to an older male a seat away from Waterford. Commander Feaver he was fighting with the Eyes and guards that were taking him to his very own cell ready for his salvation. Death by handmaid particecution. Hanged by the ones he had wronged and raped. A fitting end. "You can't be serious! Who? Who ordered this?!" The desperate man twisted screaming out for anyone to help him explain to him what was happening. But no one knew. Henry did. They didn't. The smiled creeping across Henry's face was wicked and sinister. He watched as others began getting nervous. "The orders from Commander Cavill Apostle of Gilead's righteous ruling government" The room went silent as Henry's name was mentioned, it seems his reputation proceeds him. The commanders looked panicked to one another Waterford was the first to speak. "What?! From the capital?! He's here why wasn't we told of his arrival?!" Henry smiled tucking his hands into the pockets of his woolen coat and placed a foot on the wall behind him as they now spoke quickly and panicked amongst themselves. "And what is he doing poking here-" Finally when a few of the  Commanders stood trying to speak hurriedly wanting to be out Of the building before Henry arrived and that was his cue. "Because as of now I am the one calling the shots in this district..." he spoke loud and clear there was a deafening silence no one moved or breathed. Jai followed casually behind zig zagging across the floor.the only sound was the clicking of his shoes on the polished wood floor as he slowly made his way down to the 'podium' he rested the heels of his palms on the wood leaning forward with a predatory grin
"Gentlemen you have all failed to maintain order! And as a result of your failings you are now all under my jurisdiction" "you?! They called you in?" "Yes I am an Apostle, a messenger here to teach and enforce his word upon all those in this rebellious district... I have a perfect track record of cleaning up the unruly districts...The capital decided to call in the Cavillry as it were~" he chuckled at his own play on words scanning the men now shaking in their boots looking to one another they were used to being the fish fish and now they all looked like fucking tadpoles! Henry took another breath moving around the podium shoving his hands back into his pockets. "I like any good leader start with the top...For those of you not aware of what that means well it is simple you are all in my district..As of now I'm running the show and in my districts we as commanders lead by example or you don't lead at all...bare in mind gentlemen the colonies are always looking for strong laborers and failing that the wall here is very bare~!" Now that caused a few shocked faces he smirked up at the old toffee nosed pricks and made a slow sweep immediately picking out those who looked a little too panicked he would have them looked into. Fred stood up trying to placate Henry with a man to man type of reasoning. "But surely Mr Cavill there should be consetions for us...Diplomatic immunity so to speak" he finished with a laugh he was confident. He shouldn't be. Henry tipped his head back and made a huh. He turned looking to Jai. "Waterford?" He saw the man flinch in his seat, Waterford did not like being known by name by this Apostle. Jai nodded to him with a sly smile fuck he loved being able to watch Henry shit shaft these cunts. Henry nodded humming then pointed a finger at the nervous man sitting on his little 'throne' "Well commander Waterford I’m not sure what kind of Gileadian circus your running here but I’m not her to play a fool, you are to refer to me as commander because that sir is what I am...I'm your commander, your apostle and you now answer to me am I understood commander Waterford?" Henry smiled he could feel the others tense as Henry slapped him down a few pegs swiftly dominating the 'bravest' in the room Henry tipped his head 'politely' to the furious man who swallowed harshly and gave a stiff nod. Good he can learn to behave. Henry opened his hands and clapped loudly pacing from side to side before them. "Gentleman this is how exactly the type of thing we need to stamp out Gilead would fall to ruin if weak willed leaders were left unchecked and that is my job...To remind everyone of their place...These types leaders of have no place in Gilead's elite, we are to lead with strength and honor obey the laws! obey his word and he will reward us..Those are now our values...I suggest to anyone here that believes in the cowardice of hiding behind diplomatic immunity step down as a commander immediately...This is your only warning because as of now there is no place to hide, you will find very quickly that your childish games will not get very far with me..." A hush fell over the room again Jai had to bite his lip it was the best bit! When they began to realize that the rumors were true Henry took no prisoners he came in and dominated he treated everything like a war, every room was a battle field and he was always armed. Not with a guns but with knowledge, he had balls of steel and he didnt mind swinging them around either he was untouchable and everyone fucking knew it. "But a particucution? For sleeping outside of the ceremony?" Oh? Waterford was going for round two? Trying to save face no doubt Jai had to look away as Henry smiled unamused but secretly thrilled. It was rare he got a second go at one Fred really wanted to be a big boy. Henry stood pin straight staring evenly to the now anxious commander. "She was pregnant and lost the child! Tell me is the death of and unborn child not the greatest sin! Would you allow that to go unpunished?" Fred was taken back and flicked his gaze to commander Feaver and frowned before slowly looking back to Henry. "I...we did not know that detail" "You wouldn't have commander information like that is above your pay grade" Henry snipped making another hit on Fred’s ego. His attention was brought back to the sniveling Commander Feaver whining and begging with the guards..Oh how the mighty fall~ to say Henry didn't love this would be a lie, in many ways he was like these men but he made the guilty pay not the innocent. His drive to have those in power that make the laws follow them was unshakeable its what got him here. Gilead central government mistook it for loyalty it was..They destroyed his home and he would make them pay for it until he took his last breath! "She wasn't pregnant! She wasn't! I swear!" Jai rolled his eyes and shifted his feet waiting for a more desperate man to go toe to toe with his brother in arms. Henry sighed and blinked slowly looking up at the restrained man. "She was at the Drs two days before there was a delay in the blood tests she had to do them again did she not?" Feaver nodded whimpering and went to speak but Henry held up a hand silencing him. He was trembling Henry wouldn't be surprised if the man pissed himself. "And these results showed that before your sinful coupling she was pregnant! After your Martha found you with her she was tested again and found to be not pregnant...Your fornication terminated her pregnancy! And for that harm the penalty is death!...now does anyone else have anything else to say?" Henry looked straight at Waterford he was daring him to speak up, the others watched slowly moving sitting back in their seats looking thoroughly fucked. Henry smiled and clapped his hands again this was going to be fun at least half of them were guilty of something he just knew it fro  the terrified looks on there faces. No? Good now take him away, we have other business to attend to!"
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