#unclean vocals

[falloutbridge]

get busy vs. slept

I used to obsess over living Now I only obsess over you Tell me you'd like boys like me better In the dark lying on top of you This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters

Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue I found the cure to growing older

[radioves]

its quite shrimple actually

[binders-and-beanies]

Regarding the “getting an STI doesn’t make you dirty or a bad person” thing. That applies to everyone involved btw not just people you Already don’t view as dirty or bad people.

Like when I’ve gotten STIs (or even just anything resembling one) I remember people talking badly about the people I got them from, as if they gave it to me on purpose or that’s what I get for being stupid enough to have sex w such dirty and immoral people (any cis gay man) and its like. Hey yall I got the infections too does that mean im just as bad. Or was I just a pure innocent victim of those bad men that I had sex w on purpose knowing how many partners they had.

Does it matter if I loved them as people and enjoyed it and we let each other know as soon as we got results and were apologetic about it etc. or were those guys still stupid and dirty for having had sex w strangers (something I also did). Did you ask me how I was feeling about it or did you just assume my partners were gross bc any gay man you don’t know is already the boogeyman to you.

Additionally in cases where I wasn’t sure who I got things from. People would speculate based on who they already considered to be dirty and bad people. Like sorry you don’t actually believe that getting an STI doesn’t make you dirty and bad if you make exceptions for people you think are dirty and bad for other reasons (such as having a penis). You can encourage safe sex and regular testing without being like. A regular-degular homophobe

[rosaacicularis]

which was more culturally significant, the renaissance or hermitgang

[athetos]

Hey hardcore/screamo fans - if you’re not listening to Ithaca, what are you even DOING

[undead-knick-knack]

Here's a little toast to you leaving me all alone, bleeding And here's another toast to you giving up all you own, dreaming

Well, you've made out on this last crime... Like a thief in the night selling crack part time But I know your beliefs well surpass mine, And I know I'm a whore on the block with a dime Weighing light, just a knife in my pocket, And a heart like a stone, spending all my nights Trying my best to distinguish your reasons. Trying my best to distinguish wrong from right.

Fearne @ her parents

[silverpiwon]

Today on Silver’s “piwon should cover this” agenda: if Jiung ever did a cover of any Circa Survive songs I’d implode

[halcyone-of-the-sea]

I know your requests are closed so feel free to ignore this but if I don’t type it somewhere I WILL forget it lol. I’ve been re-binge reading your works and just thought of this…

Civilian reader kills someone out of self defense for the first time. And it’s the whole staring at her bloody shaking hands panic attack what have I done fiasco. And her boyfriend or husband helping her through it and dealing with it all (I can see it with Ghost or Price idk)

But yeah feel free to ignore, I know your requests are closed rn

Love your work! You are so talented!

This has been in my inbox for so long, lmao. Sorry for not answering right away - take a few paragraphs w. soft, worried, Simon in compensation.

Warnings for gore, death, blood, panic attack, etc. F!Reader.

Your body shakes violently, blood dripping down like crimson tears from your hands. The overwhelming sense of dread sits with bullet fragment aggression in the delicate make-up of your psyche.

You weren't meant for this.

Not the blood or the terror. Certainly not the body laying out in the hallway.

"Oh, fuck," you gasp out, shuddering as your throat swells in on itself. Your form had slipped down the wall just across from the door not minutes prior, legs weak and heart pounding like a war call. Now all you can do is stare into the vacant eyes of some random burglar—at the knife you'd stuck in his chest when he'd backed you into Simon's office.

It was a miracle that you remembered where your husband's combat blade had been, seen on some off chance when you'd been cleaning. He tries to keep this all separate, you know.

The blood just keeps slipping out of the corpse. It's a pool now, and you don't know how long you'd been huddled like this until the sounds of rampaging feet and hurried yells of your name bounce off your eardrums.

All you can see is the uncleanable amount of red.

Simon had only gone out to the corner store half an hour ago, getting a quick supper so you both could sit in each other's company. You'd been hesitant to watch him leave so soon after getting home, but he'd sworn he'd only be a few minutes.

None of you had thought too much about the local break-ins. After all, Simon was...well, Simon. And he was home.

S-Simon was home.

There's a loud, barked, curse when the body is discovered, stomping feet that make the entire house shake like it was the epicenter of an earthquake. Your husband's form slashes the front of your vision as he kneels in the blood on the floor. Frantic brown eyes behind his balaclava snap from place to place; taking in the familiar handle and blade in nanoseconds. In his left hand he clutches a pistol, white-knuckled.

But you can't even say anything, because you're as still as stone—breathing in concrete as the gravel shreds your vocal cords and trachea. Reality slips in quick streaks of color as Simon's face flashes into the open doorway.

He sees your wide eyes with a mirroring of his own, bone-deep fear striking in his head with a heated pulse.

"Love!" Simon's rushing to you. Your body can't help but startle back, spine shoving into the wall; fingers still saturated and stained.

Inside your chest, your lungs jerk in a strained whimper.

Your husband freezes, one foot ahead with his widened legs as he fights his mind to rush to you and take you into his arms. Simon puts the gun away with little thought to look for more assailants—all that matters is you.

And you looked terrified.

"Hey," hands reach up to this balaclava, slipping the fabric off as he kneels down slowly to one leg. He tosses it to the floor and you try to focus on the strength of his jaw; those scars and pale hairs as your eyes well with tears. A delicate sob builds. "Hey, now. It's just me, alright?"

Simon speaks softly, hands splayed out and a few feet from you. He wishes to hold you tightly but refrains even as his chest tightens at not being able to calm you. The man can't stand that look on your face.

Your fingers curl into shivering fists, "Simon," you cry, finally able to get a solid word out even if it sounds slurred and ragged.

It's all the permission your husband needs.

Simon jerks forward and takes you up into his large arms; the wide encompassing of his palm on the back of your head and the other circling your waist. He angles you away from the body as he glares into it with hatred and vile curses, hissing venom.

When he found the door busted off its hinges, he'd never felt so panicked. Even now as you release a small wail into his neck Simon's heart races, breath coming in short puffs.

"You're alright, Sweetheart. You're alright. I'm right 'ere." You sag into him, grabbing at his leather jacket with nails digging into the brown material. Simon nuzzles his nose into your scalp, muscles tense, "Breathe, it's over."

All you can focus on is Simon's scent, his words. They're the only thing keeping you from oblivion. Eventually, as your husband rocks you back and forth, you can gasp enough air down to push away the black at the sides of your vision.

"That's right," he whispers, gritting his teeth. "Good girl, keep focusin' on me, yeah? You're doin' perfect." Simon doesn't care about the blood or the screams of sirens in the distance.

For the first time in his life, he doesn't care if someone else happens to see his face.

Your husband pulls his head back and shifts his hold to your cheeks, angling your runny and chilled face upwards. He grits his teeth and his eyes bleed with concern; fear.

"...He do anything?" You can only make out half the words as the sounds all huddle together in a ringing tone, but you shake your head in small flinches. Lips find your forehead—heated and firm. Muttered words. "Did so good, Love, I'm so proud of you. S'not your fuckin' fault, you hear?"

Sniffling, you only whimper once more before lips kiss away your tears; thumbs coming up after to swipe at the remnants. Curling over you, this beast—defined so often as ruthless and deadly—shields you from the image of the man you'd killed in self-defense like a demon of smoke and ash. Holding you as if he can make everything else disappear.

After all, you weren't meant for this. You were meant for your soft skin and your loving eyes. Everything else that Simon tied himself to you for—goodness.

"Simon," you gasp again and shove your face into his chest. For the life of you, you can't say anything else. He knows what you mean.

"I'm here," he repeats. Caressing the back of your head, his hand tenses and softens with leaving adreanaline. "Nothin'll happen to you again. It's all gonna be alright."

You believe him.

[sukunas-princess]

Vocalist Sukuna is known exclusively for being the unclean vocalist in his band; but when he oh-so-rarely switches it up by doing clean vocals instead? Everyone collectively loses their goddamn mind.

And you’d never guess it from watching the massive man on stage, growling and barking and snarling into the microphone like rent is due, but he’s incredibly shy about singing normally. Not once has there been a studio version of him singing like that, even with the fans begging constantly for it. The rumors have sent them into a tailspin. They swear that just a mere morsel - the ittiest-bittiest teeniest-tiniest crumb - in the form of a YouTube short, a five second moment on a live stream, just a n y t h i n g at all, would placate them.

You just have to hope you get lucky enough at a show. It’s only when the other members (along with the deafening cheers of the crowd) hype him up enough that he decides to do it.

His choice of song though. Oh, his choice of song. One of his favorite bands of all time is Sleep Token, so more often than not, it’s a Sleep Token cover to make him more comfortable. No one’s mad about it though. It somehow just fits him.

But the experience is unlike any other. All goes quiet during those covers. The other members like to joke with each other that Clean Vocals Sukuna is like some big, burly Jesus, calming the sea of jostling, screaming fans with just the sound of his voice.

And while Sukuna is lost in his own little world, singing with his eyes closed for most of it because of his nerves, the audience is so mesmerized by him that when it’s over, they’ve found they’ve completely forgotten to record it.

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[seniorpollinationtechnician]

𝖊𝖉𝖌𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖋𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖆𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖘: 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖓𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖎

Brace yourselves as the rising progressive metalcore force from San Myshuno tears through Edgewave (organized by @aniraklova) this year! somniari delivers a raw and captivating blend of intensity and beauty. Fronted by Damien Voss, whose unclean vocals bring raw energy and passion, the band creates a soundscape that's both aggressive and hauntingly beautiful. Leila Hartley, the lead guitarist and clean vocalist, adds a melodic counterpoint with her harmonious riffs and soulful sound. On keyboards, Jade Ellis provides atmospheric layers and depth that enrich their sound, while Liam Mercer on drums drives the band's powerful rhythms with relentless energy and precision. Join us for a night of unforgettable performances as somniari takes the stage, delivering a set that will resonate with you long after the last note fades.

[the-90s-music-colosseum]

Round 5, Match 2

propaganda below the cut! (wall of text warning)

Selena:

"truly probably one of the most beautiful women to have ever walked this earth. voice of an angel, dazzling smile, looks like she smells good"

"if u don't vote selena ur mexicanphobic /j"

Brian Molko:

"Gender"

"IM GOING TO EAT HER. He is soooo beautiful and freakish and small and weird and girlfriend and tiny like a little princess bug fairy. Literally gorgeous she has to win"

"When he flipped over the table with the little limp wrist.... someone find the video"

"1998 woman of the year"

"Brian Molko is peak gender envy, gender bending and being yourself without caring about other people's opinion, on top of all that he is a great guitarist that writes amazing songs"

"Brian’s gonna win this. I think we all kinda know that."

"Tumblrinas would be nothing without Brian molko"

"Kills her kills her kills her kills her kills her kills him kills her. He's my everything <3"

"He came 10th in the list of hottest women sometimes in the 90s. Gender goals."

"No one in the world can sound so nasal and look so angelic....."

"don't you wish you had his gender"

"Single-handedly took my gender by the scruff of the neck and threw it in a washing machine at full speed. He talked about not expecting to "get away with" passing as a woman to the degree that he did when he started purposely presenting feminine. He talked about the importance to fuck with people's heads through his appearance and behaviour, the importance of ambiguity. About how being in the band allowed him to do stuff he couldn't have done otherwise, to exaggerate some of his traits. He had the fuck ass bob makeup nail polish dresses stuff down, but not in an overly sophisticated way, especially in the early career 90s days the vibe was more shabby punk rock chick. Also he fantasized about being in an all-girl band called Skirt and playing guitar and singing backing vocals in drag. According to a 1997 melody maker interview bandmate steve hewitt called him "the most confused woman he's ever known". And if you go down that rabbit hole there's just more of this. Lots of material to focus on if you like genderweird bisexual unclean libertines (song ref) who will just say Anything in interviews. It's fun."

"I've drawn him as saints and martyrs such as saint sebastian and joan of arc. Or all bloody lying in a wet alley after being thrown out of a club. Or unconscious on a snowy road. Or dying in a glue trap. Or shocked after seeing a dead body. Also as a nun and as rose mcgowan in the doom generation. This is because I'm normal."

"She's a sick little angel faced freak. My theythem girlboy queen. He reminds me of an ant. He's like 5 foot 4 or something. My goth girl boyfriend. <3"

[rxwen]

I love you lady heavy metal vocalists I love you women in metal and rock bands I love you girls with unclean vocals I love you I love I love you

this includes all the incredible trans women in metal/rock music as well btw. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

[polyamorouspunk]

The two genders are wanting to learn pop punk/emo vocal styles (transfemme) and wanting to learn metal/unclean vocal styles (transmasc).

[tsublue]

Chiron & wounds ASTROLOGY

Babes is back!

What is Chiron in Greek Mythology?

Credited source.

Chiron, in Greek mythology, one of the Centaurs, the son of the Titan Cronus and Philyra, an Oceanid or sea nymph. Chiron lived at the foot of Mount Pelion in Thessaly. Unlike other Centaurs, who were violent and savage, he was famous for his wisdom and knowledge of medicine.

Chiron astrological explanation:

The asteroid represents the strength of vulnerability, healing wounds (of trauma sometimes), what were given to you from generations before you/ancestors.

Chiron is the strongest in Saturn & Uranus and said to be it’s ruler metaphorically since asteroids do not have an official ruler.

Astrology can point out some things that are possibly relevant to you. Please do not blame it on the placement or anything as such. Astrology is not what, but how. Use this for your advantage and 110% seek help and support if needed.

Chiron in Aries/1st house/1, 13, 25*

You may have been raised to be independent / or have superiors project such quality onto you. You are longing for justice. When going into wounds then there can be a feeling of having an unimportant purpose & uselessness. There is a chance of an unfortunate event in sports has happened on a mental/psychological level that can be hurting you.

Chiron in Taurus/2nd house/2, 14, 26*

You may have an insecurity for your soft side and struggle to either let out feminine energy or even have trouble with things surrounding your voice.(Either for an example struggling to let out your mind for others.)

There can be an insecurity for material possessions like insecure about your house. There will be a fear of losing things surrounding vocal abilities, vulnerability & material possessions.

Chiron in Gemini/3rd house/3, 15, 27*

The feeling of being unintelligent and poorly communicated is the stepping stone. There can come a feeling of being different from others which means you are not meant to fit in, but stand out and shine. It is not an embarrassing thing and should be embraced and used to your advantage. Since gemini is the sign of communication there is a possibility for social anxiety or due to moving to a different country there could he a language barrier troubling you.

Chiron in Cancer/4th house/4, 16, 28*

There is a possibility that you have uncleared connections with a family member/superior or more troubling you, even possibly would that be on a subconscious level that needs to be worked out. You may have a feeling of being unloveable or abandoned in the family. You can feel like you don’t receive as much care as some other members and it can upset and hurt you. This can highly affect self esteem mentally and psychologically and cause emotional pain and feeling of emptiness.

Chiron in Leo/5th house/5, 17, 29*

This placement can make you feel like others don’t see you as an individual and more of a “background” character. Like you may feel like you are not noticed that much. This can show any type of performance anxiety. You can feel unnoticed and ignored mostly. This can show an insecurity about some talent that should be used by you to your advantage and it’s important to find a right kind of social circle for your own good.

Chiron in Virgo/6th house/6, 18*

There can come an unpleasant feeling of being unclean, incompletement, unorganized and it relates to self-worth. You may have an intendancy of trying to “fix” yourself, but it 11/10 times just backfires until you realized you really cannot and that’s okay and normal.

Chiron in Libra/7th house/7, 19*

You seek for close and true relationships of any kind, but mostly have failed in that. You may spend time trying to find things that can complete you. You may feel inept and unsuccessful at communication and that can also create insecurity leading to even more difficulties creating the relationships.

Chiron in Scorpio/8th house/8, 20*

There can be an uncleared or an unpleasant relationship with a deceased individual that you may feel guilt over. You can be really terrified of change and transformations. Risk taking is also a not so relevant theme for you and may sometimes relate to earlier memories with bad causes around such topics that have kept you from doing it yourself.

Chiron in Sagittarius/9th house/9, 21*

There may be a traumatic experience from or just not having an interest in overseas travel. You’ve felt a disconnect in religion and feel like it’s not something for you and feel that it is or has been kept you from some things that you value. You can be very skeptical and non believing of spiritual practices. This can also mean an existential crisis since of finding no point in such themes including higher studies and see that it’s not something for you.

Chiron In Capricorn/10th house/10, 22*

In it’s home.

Can cause anxiety of financial gains. There is an desperate need for achievement. There can come a feeling of being unheard, unrecognized in non beneficial situations. This placement is good since once in a while you will be reminded of your wound and it pushes you to work on it and get it in harmony. You constantly have a need and strategically think of every situation and how beneficial it can be and is for you.

Chiron in Aquarius/11th house/11, 23*

In it’s home.

This can show that you might’ve been raised on a screen or an electronic item has been a part of your childhood. It can show an insecurity in the technological stuff like not knowing how to do something on a computer. This placement can show a struggle of finding what you like and your purpose since it’s something different from the usual. There can also be a possibility of not wanting to show your face on the internet.

Chiron in Pisces/12th house/12, 24*

You don’t like to be alone with yourself in solitude. There can be anxiety surrounding being left out. There can come a feeling of “life is unfair”, but only to realize (when healed) that every individual is on their own path and they do not align with each other. Due to not enjoying your own company and other factors can result in emotional disconnect. You crave the universe/any religion god you believe in approval and as such and when being rejected can cause the person to shut down.

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Would love to see your discussion in the comments!!

Love, Tsunami xx

[alientoastt]

hey are you a mechanisms enjoyer or perhaps a fan of the new albion tetralogy

have you ever wanted to hear R L Hughes' full vocal range as she plays two characters often in the same song as one another? Tim Ledsam as a morally repugnant but slightly sexy priest? an exploration of religious guilt around sex and where a sex worker gets a happy ending that doesn't involve no longer having sex? heavy fucking themes and jazzy instrumentals? you should listen to Lolina: Origins.

With a mish-mash of jazz, rock, classical and electronic music this concept EP tells the story of our heroine Lolina as she is taken from the brothels of dystopian Mars to the wastelands of post-apocalyptic Earth and beyond...

Vocals Lolina and Mariella: Rachel Hughes The Patriarch: Tim Ledsam OrganaTech Doctor: Jessica Law Backing Vocals: Jessica Law, Ben Below, Rachel Hughes Spoken Vocals: Tim Ledsam, Ben Below, Rachel Hughes

Instruments Piano and E-Piano: Rachel Hughes Violin and Electric Violin: Marius von Raum [sic.; released in 2017 and Kofi Young was credited as MvR until... I want to say 2020?] Fretless Bass, Electric Guitars, Banjo, Saxophone, Ewi, Electric Drums, Synths: Ben Below

content warnings under the cut this album is a lot. but its very good

religious guilt / extremism / kidnapping / forced conversion yeah quite a lot of it is about the whole uh. this congregation treats its women like shit and especially Lolina. I think it's handled well and there's an added layer of removal in the fact that it's like. on Mars. if that helps

a character kills herself because she realizes she has feelings for another woman and has been made to feel unclean for this. this is pretty much entirely contained in "Mariella's Lament", but is like. pretty integral to the story at play

hospital noises in Hospital Bed + medical malpractice. which isn't quite the right word for the deal with healthcare in this album but it's the best i can do without just Describing What Happens In The Album. general cyberpunk "you don't own parts of your body" type medical malpractice?