#ugh i enjoyed this sm

[heartpascal]

SCREAMIFN IM NOT EVEN DONE WITH THE NEW FIC I JUST STOPPED ONCE (spoilers for those who didn’t read) THE MOM DIED. LIKE, yes, okay, it was coming. it was obvious. it was stated. BUT. BUT. ?:!:!3!;!:!:$:&:&:& i don’t know how i can finish this fic. i have to sit and contemplate this. she wasn’t even a canon character (as far as i know). wasn’t even given a name. but was so real to me. the epitome of strength—what it might as well means to be alive—molded tightly by the given title of ‘mother.’ (i swear i was going somewhere w this but IM SAD.) AND? THE LITTLE BITS AND SIGNS OF HER AGING HINDERING HER? THAT STRENGTH? ERRGGGGG SHE’s GONENEJEJJFJDIEISJS

HAHAHAHAHA. i’m sorry for immediately laughing but i can’t help it. i am a terrible person. BUT THE MOTHER WAS SO HUMAN TO ME AND ALSO THE BURDEN OF MOTHERHOOD IN THAT FIC WAS SO INCREDIBLY REAL. anyway let me actually answer the ask now LMAOOOO

the mother was not any canon character in my mind!!! sorta just a made up character who had been with joel for a WHILE before the outbreak!!! i kind of wanted her to be a blank slate other than that, which i did think would make killing her hurt less but !!!! i’m not sure it did!!! i think it’s sad either way bc yk. if she hadn’t had a kid she might’ve survived longer? but equally, she might not have!!!

but yes :( the reader’s mom was in fact an old lady, (no she wasn’t, ~50’s age is NOT old, but in the apocalypse….. kinda is) and her age did hold her back!!! i think bc she had so much stress throughout her life after the apocalypse - LIKE SHE RAISED A WHOLE CHILD!!!!! - she just kinda lost her strength a bit quicker than joel :(

but ALAS. i’m sorry :(

[rowanoftheunknown]

“I hope I’ll find all the pieces of my mind that fell out of my head over all those years, and that I’ll be able to put myself together again. I hope the echoes of pain will fade, and memories of sorrow will die, and that you’ll visit me here some day…”

“And I hope you have a happy ending of your own.”

[thiriumstains]

i have so many things to say about how the android revolution was handled in dbh, especially how most of the conflict was around markus’s choices to be violent or peaceful. idrk how to phrase it all but like. ugh it just bugs me how the androids Have to be peaceful and cooperative in order to gain freedom

a huge part of the revolution is ‘we can’t stoop to the same level as the human’ and it makes me so mad. like yeah sure, murder and hurting ppl isn’t good. but protests for rights have never been peaceful. you don’t gain rights by being peaceful and perfect. i just hate it so much. plus, the game has obvious parallels to the civil rights movement (even if david cage says it’s not. it is. even if it wasn’t, this game is political no matter how u view it. the topic of rights and freedom will always be political) and to imply that the android revolution has to be near perfectly peaceful to succeed is crazy. girl does he think the civil rights movement was entirely peaceful?? someone put him and all the other writers in a god damn history class

not to mention markus. i think the writers saw him as like the equivalent to mlk jr, with the parallels to the civil rights movements and such, which is crazy considering they turned him into their Savior and led the whole movement. like. side eye. idk i love markus’s story, but i think the whole revolution and being turned into a savior robo jesus was so so bad and tone deaf (thank u david cage..) . and the whole revolution TOOK PLACE IN A WEEK. A WEEK. THATS INSANEE. A WHOLE REVOLUTION IN A WEEK IS INSANE. i understand that a game needs to end but we don’t need to see Every Single Second of the story!! spread it out over a month, give characters time to form relationships, let the plot thicken, let things get tense, let things simmer and develop!!! not everything needs to happen on screen!!! one of my biggest gripes about the game is its timeline </3

i know i just rambled a bunch but god it annoys me so much. markus’s story was done so wrong for so many reason, and as a queer person who’s largely interested in protests and movements for rights and such, it just makes me so mad how badly and idealistically it was created. it feels like it was written by humans, by OPPRESSORS, dreaming of a utopia where they are still good people. :/ which i suppose it IS in a way — but still u get my point

EDIT: here are some more things i said in the reblog a that i want more ppl to see

i hate how north’s violence and anger is seen as a bad thing. i hate how markus never gets a moment to rest or interact with people outside of conversations that love the plot forward. i hate how jericho just accepts that they’ll die before they’re violent in order to ‘win.’ i hate that ‘winning’ is even a thing in this context. i hate that androids constantly have to be better than humans and not stoop to they’re level. according to these writer, they can’t be angry in the face of their oppression and that SUCKS.

when i played this game with my cousins, we were so desperate to make every pacifist choice in order to raise our public opinion so we could win. we could tell from the first few markus scenes, he wasn’t allowed to be angry or mad or hateful or violent if he wanted to have close to the same respect humans got. and that SUCKED. it made us feel like we were just taking hit after hit after hit and never accomplishing anything.

i love this game and i love markus (he’s probably my fav character) but the way the revolution is handled is awful considering how it’s such a metaphor for oppression and oppressed ppl. it’s not even rlly a metaphor — it’s just direct symbolism. like. androids are oppressed yet the only way they can fight back without getting murdered and ran down is by being entirely peaceful. there should have been a Balance. you should have valences the violence and the peace in order to get a good outcome. not all one way and all the other way. the game also should’ve been longer than a WEEK. bc that’s rlly a huge issue with it.

outside of maybe the kiss with north and returning to carl’s house/grave, markus doesn’t get a single moment to exist without the revolution and the plot. even those two scenes kinda serve the plot. meanwhile, connor gets moments like looking through hank’s desk, breaking into hank’s house, talking with hank on the bridge to develop his character and relationships outside of the plot. markus doesn’t get that (kara kinda does? but instead of being tied to the plot, she’s just tied to kara the whole time, which can be just as bad).

markus’s friendships never felt… real? they largely felt like it was just bc of all the jericho stuff and the revolution. all his friends just served a narrative purpose. north was the violent choices, josh was the peaceful choices, and simon… well i’ll be honest, simon died rlly early in my play through so i barely knew him. but from what i’ve seen, he’s the ‘cowardly’ route. honestly markus and simon’s friendship seems the most realistic since simon is constantly sacrificing himself for markus and such. which is saying something considering north is markus’s love interest (and that came out of NO WHERE)

with markus and north’s romance, it feels so forced. not to say i hate norkus, but it’s so fast and sudden and u can just Tell it’s for plot reason — which is proved by the kiss at the very end of the game. they had no time to get to know each other or form a relationship outside of the android revolution and keeping jericho together and alive. it gives the vibes of ‘in 2 months we’ll realize we were just in a relationship because he felt we had to be, not because we liked each other romantically’ which, i’ll be honest that vibe is awesome, but considering that was Not what the writers were going for, it falls very flat.

all in all i love markus’s story but by good did the writers fuck it up. get me behind the pencil, i’ll do it myself

[tunacasserolequeen]

Neither of them have ever done anything romantic but they are learning with each other :)

[ask-zerotrio]

Clavell and Sada when they were younger, aka Clive had to come from somewhere

Born from my stray thought about Sada going full punk/grunge since she already stood out amongst all the male researchers. Just imagine her being all "f*** you all I do what I want" with everyone. Enter: nerdy wallflower Clavell gelling up his hair and dessing up to keep her company/make her feel less standout/alone.

Or basically: But what if Sada and Clavell (and Turo) were besties. What if Clavell was the heart of their group. The one who focused on the present and they both let visions for the future and aspirations for the past tear them apart-

[mandiemegatron]

Aʅɱσʂƚ Tσσ Wαɾɱ

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A/N: Helloo every-nyan !! 🤭🤭💖💖 This is a special treat for my lovely fandom wife @buggyandthebartoclub AND my lovely beautiful Suga Suga @guilty-sugar who I am so blessed to know and im so happy you both put up with my crazy ass, i love u guys sm 🥺🥺🥺 and we all know Shachi is obsessed with the fact that three hotties love him 🤭🤭🤭💖💖💖 I hope you both enjoy this lil snacky-snack from your favourite Mandie 💖💖💖💖💖💖💋💋💋💋

Please like, comment or reblog if you enjoyed! Reblogging gets my works seen, please help out a struggling writer! I love u all sm my sweet, lil tangerines! Be good, stay safe 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

A breathy groan presses past your lips as Shachi's shaky fingers zip down your boiler suit, his own warm lips pressed against your throat. Sharp teeth ghosted across your skin as his hands finally tugged down the top half of the suit, desperate fingers gripping and teasing over your breasts.

"S-Shachi, wait-"

Immediately, he pulled back, his eyes staring you down worriedly over the top of his shades, his breathing heavy as he somehow gets out,

"Did I hurt you? You okay, babe?"

Your hands flutter over his face with a nod, a small smile washing over your burning face as you replied almost nervously,

"It's just... here?"

He raises an eyebrow with a wide grin, glancing up to Boiler Number 3 before glancing back down at you with a low chuckle.

"Why not here? We can make some noise and walk away sweaty without a second look from anyone else..."

He moved closer to moan lightly in your ear,

"Isn't that exciting?"

Your eyes fell shut at the feeling of his breath dancing across your skin, your smile widening slightly as you responded back by snaking your hands back around his shoulders and into his hair. You pulled him back to you, your lips finding his as if from muscle memory.

His tongue fought yours for a few moments, his hands resuming their teasing and wandering, sneaky fingers pressing against your flesh and pulling at your black cropped tank top. Your own fingers played with his firey locks, his hat sliding back until it hit the ground with a muted thump.

In a flash, he turned you around, your front pressed against the cold wall of the Tang as one of his hands wandered lower, pulling at the rest of your suit before pulling his own open, a desperate nature of him filling your senses. You could feel how slick and soaked you were, though nervous sweat beads on your skin as you glance to the side, keeping watch in case someone came around the corner quick enough to catch you two.

A choked moan reverberates off the metal as two of his long fingers press into you, a guttural sound leaving him as his teeth sink gently into the place between your shoulder and neck. He only pulls away to breathe into your ear,

"I knew you'd be fuckin' soaked, you slut."

You twitch around his fingers at the words, a low chuckle leaving him again as he curls his fingers and you see stars for a moment, the pads of his digits pressing your soft, spongy spot that sent pleasure over entire body.

"Already so close, babe? Tsk..."

He pulled out of you to motion for you to step out of one side of your suit and panties the same time as he rips his own suit down, pulling his strained cock from from his boxers. In a flash, he's pressed inside you, a loud, echoing sound leaving both of you at the feeling.

Your cunt sang for him as he began to move, the wet, pornographic sounds filling the boiler room as Shachi chases his own high. His one hand moves from holding your stomach to your neck, pressing down just enough to cut your breathing short. When you tap his forearm twice, he releases your throat and you inhale harshly, eyes rolling back with a lazy grin on your face.

"Y-you're so close, ba-babe," he almost laughs out, nearly breathless as his hips snap against your ass. "I c-can feel, how tigh- fuck..."

The building pressure inside was dizzying, your moans growing louder and louder as you begged him not to stop, your burning palms sucking in the chill from the metal wall.

"Shachi, oh God, Shachi-!"

His hips stuttered as you clenched and creamed around his cock, his rythym thrown for a second before he pounds back into you, his own moans barely muffled by your skin as he presses hot, wet kisses to anywhere he can reach.

"Fuck!"

One last, harsh thrust has him twitching and overflowing inside you, your vision going black right as someone rounds the corner. Your head falls back onto Shachis shoulder as he peppers breathless kisses to the side of your face before pulling a shaky finger to his sharp-toothed grin. You rolled your eyes with a slow nod as you both slowly come down from your high, his grip tight but welcoming on your body as his hands gently trace lovingly over your skin.

When your crew-mate finally rounded the corner to leave, Shachi slowly pulled from you, groaning at how your shared essence hit the floor. He was quicker than you, pulling himself together and grabbing paper towel, leaning down to clean the floor with a loud laugh as he watched you struggle to get back into your suit.

You threw him a withered glare, your cheeks painted a burnt pink as you finally gathered yourself, zipping up your suit and throwing your hair into a messy bun before picking up your lovers hat.

"Wasn't that fun, babe?"

You gave a short, almost barking laugh as Shachi tossed the paper towel into the trash, holding one hand out to you for you to take. You took the few steps to him and your fingers intertwined, a soft gasp leaving you as he pulled you to him roughly, his other arm wrapping around you and keeping your body to his.

"... okay, yeah. Yeah, it was fun."

He laughed loudly at your admittance before pulling you to a kiss, his love for you pouring into this one kiss that overfilled your heart. When he pulled away, his eyes watched you over his shades as you reached up to put his orca hat back where it belonged. His face broke out into a wide grin as he pulled you into a kiss again, soft murmurs of 'I love you,' escaping him.

"Are you guys done?!"

Shachi gave you one more quick kiss before lazily looking to poor Penguin and Bepo, both Heart Pirates sharing a bold, bright red face.

"You guys are nasty!" Came from poor Bepo, his voice a few octaves higher as he covered his face with large paws.

"And no invite?! Wow, feel the love, guys!" Penguin immediately got a slap over the back of his head from an embarrassed white paw.

"DON'T BE GROSS, PENGUIN!"

Shachi took the moment to laugh loudly before taking your hand once again. He took off running, pulling your tired body behind him as you both rushed past the other Hearts. You both grinned and laughed in delight as Bepo called out,

"We're gonna go tattle, you nasties!"

[dewyswirls]

seriously i regret taking latin for granted when i took it in school because the secret history would’ve hit so much harder if i could understand the phrases when i read them. like how did i miss “cubitum eamus” and had to google it…

[noxious-fennec]

HI. HELLO. WHO ARE THE GAY PEOPLE COMMITTING CANNIBALISM ON MY DASH. i’m so obsessed with that pose and the way you draw them is so so so so. yeah. they look very very cool and also i’m NORMAL i would love to hear about them :)

YES HI HELLO thank you FINALLY

Those are Sebastien Carollo (left) and André Madiot (right); the protagonists of a historical literary duology im working on; set in the late 60s, exploring themes of personhood, unhealthy relationships, & queer identity ! It's really hard to talk about cause so much happens, but for you friend, I will try;

Sebastian grew up neglected, becoming a pathological deceiver, detached from the world around him and only recognising people in relation to himself; believing that real love is making others a part of him. 

That's with the exception of his abusive older brother Teodore who makes up the other end of the duality according to which he asses people; and who he ate out of what he deludes himself into thinking is love, but is clear envy for the kind of person he could've never become. He hid this fact for many years and suppressed all further urges, never allowing himself to love again.

Then, summer ‘67, Sicily; he meets André—might as well be a reincarnation of Teo—and his girlfriend Juliette dubois, while they happen to be on family vacation. Sebastian is immediately obsessed with André but, in poor judgement, tries to get to him through his girlfriend resulting in him being stuck in a loveless relationship with Juliette and alienating André. 

The first book starts 2 years later, 1969, Paris; Sebastian, a working dentist, trying to get out of the relationship and only falling deeper, simultaneously working through building a relationship with André through his younger sister Liliane, in whom he sees himself...

And i must stop there or we'll be here all day! I do say all that psychological stuff in the begining is very implicit; the man does not do a shred of self reflection, and relays the story where he abuses the people he's in love with as if it's hallmark romcom. That's why this synopsis is short on nuance, he does not give a shit about the inner lives of others, he doesnt even perceive them!

There's homoerotic fights, there's cannibalism, there's leaving your wedding to cover up a crime for a man youre in love with who does not love you back! I hope you enjoyed hearing about them!! Ive been working on this story for well over a year now and I'm very very insane about them :)

[lale-txt]

thinking about middle aged single dad Kiyoomi with fine silver streaks in his black curls and dark circles under his eyes and his shirt crumpled, dirty glasses pushed up into his hair as he rubs the bridge of his nose because his daughter ate glitter glue at 11pm and got a tummy ache now and he's tempted to just eat some glitter glue as well

[vivisviolets]

YAY! A new game!

My initials are TM (she/her), I’d like a mood board for my FS and I! My preferred gender for my FS is a female.

3 things about me, I’m emotional, extremely introverted and I love sleeping 💞

Thanks in advance!

TM🌩🐦🐇 Ten of Swords (reversed), Page of Wands (reversed), Three of Cups, Six of Swords (reversed) (bottom of deck) Signs/Messages- 222, 333, 123, 1223, Cancer/Gemini/Taurus/Aries/Aquarius placements, 7th/11h (Sun, Moon, Venus, etc) silver spoon (someone is well off ✧), career/family wealth, strength, kind/smiling eyes, masc/femme balance, nurse, channeled song- BIRDS OF A FEATHER - Billie Eilish Hello to you TM!! first of all aren’t you a cutie pie omg, I mean how could I not say that- when 1. it's the truth, and 2. this is the feeling that arises in your FS when they look at you, when you come into a room they are in- (like a social gathering), and you happen to enter- they are immediately aware of you. even if you’re still on the other side of the room, their entire perception of their environment changes to be so soft, like literally- their reality gets a vignette blur when you come near them- because their head and their heart immediately start swirling with how much they adore you. when they look at you, they remember/feel every good memory you two have made together. it’s like those old couples that act like young lovers despite being in their 60s-90s.- I’m weirdly getting the physical appearance of Jackie from Love Lies Bleeding, there will be something very protective about them- ESPECIALLY when it comes to you and anyone entering your space. They have this really enchanting blend of masculine and feminine energy (which could extend to their physical appearance), like a more masc/butch build but with a very feminine/femme personality. - (i could not stop thinking of this particular artwork through this whole reading, so here it is~ hehe)

first approaching each other will be very easy! because you too will have a lot in common in terms of interests. and or, your person will already spot you as being the apple of their eye/someone really special ♡, this may happen in a group situation that revolves around meeting people, as I’m seeing a room full of people leaning against walls talking- but this may also happen online as this could be in a gc, form, social media, discord, etc- maybe even online pen paling? point is, that your person will spot you in a crowd and want to go straight toward you. Not to worry though, because combined with possible shared interests, this person has a very easy-to-conversate-with/extroverted personality! but, she’s also a bit awkward! it is super cute- it's the kind of awkward-extroverted personality, where even if they fall flat on their face- they can turn it around and laugh about it with whoever sees them. but it’s not ever in a mean-to-themselves self-deprecating type of way- they have a really healthy sense of self (love that), and I think they just, love to laugh- and especially make other people laugh! they’re very compassionate, and know how tough life can be so they know how laughter can truly be the best medicine,, my goodness your spouse is such a good person lol. they have the healthiest ego I’ve ever been in, I swear to god. ok so hobbies&places- this person, wants to take to you everywhere (ik 😵💫)- because again, when they are around you, everything turns soft and their heart melts and gets all gooey and that's a lovely feeling for them, and it makes them want to wrap their arms around you like you’re a baby bird- and that’s also a feeling they love feeling- anyways, they are hella respectful of your social battery, so they plan lots of nature walks/runs for both of you, picnics, just laying in the grass maybe both of you doing separate things like one of you napping while the other reads next to the other. they like eating and sharing their fav foods with you, like taking you to their favorite place to get an early morning matcha/smoothie,- oh! and they also are very eager to do any hobbies you enjoy doing- they’ll be very attentive when you show/explain it to them!! they’ll also want the both of you to take up duo hobbies, like both of you learning how to crochet/macrame/bake- they see you as so safe, you're like the sweet little pudding in the center of their life and they want to just wrap you up and protect you throughout the entire week~ *i hope this was helpful my darling~ consider leaving a tip on my Patreon if you enjoyed it, or following and becoming a violet~ sending you on your way, bye bye!!*

[analogwriting]

i think about this picture every single fucking day of my life oh my god

[ohnoitsmysideblog]

i need a good honest angst scene between mike and jimmy. there’s like two but even those—like i need a rich heartfelt angst scene between these two and it’s a fools wish because the writers don’t understand them like i do so they wouldn’t even do it right if they tried.

[sammyofold]

My family just hating on dean winchester at this point lmao. It's great because they're hilarious. Can't wait for more spn-inspired family memes

[puffballwarrior-blog]

@otterronpas HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! What a coincidence that I post birthday arts 2 days in a row. YOURE SO COOL LIKE UGH ILY SM FNNAFSKA I am so glad I met you ♡

[starlit-meloncholia]

the problem with my entire wardrobe being black is that I lint brushed my dress before leaving the house and i'm already covered in pet hair again

[shinysparklesapphires]

cure supreme is rlly just preme's self insert when you think about it