#ugh I feel like shit
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i think i just need one good cry, like i feel like if I can just get all the fucking anxiety out in one go I'd feel at least a little lighter
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I'm sick.
fuck this shit
#math exam is literally 24 hours away#i still have so much to do#i got my period this morning and I've been feeling super tired but i chalked it up to periods#i tried really hard to deny it all day#all night too#headache and body pain and sore throat and blocked nose ofc I'm sick#my boyfriend told me at 12 am to go sleep#it's 5 am#i should've listened cz now i have all of that plus fever#fuck thishonestly#even after staying up all night my brain was so slow i could only do like 3 chapters#i still have like 7 left#i hate this i hate this i hate this#ugh i feel like shit#i can't anymore I'm going to sleep i don't care
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Do you ever stumble on just the summary of a work on AO3 that’s so reprehensible that you spend a whole week feeling guilty and obsessing over whether just having work existing on the same website as that shit makes you a terrible person? Thoughts?
#non-reblogable bc I don’t want a tumblr wide forum here#i just want to hear from my fellow ficwriters I actually follow and interact with#how do I stop feeling dirty#and no this isn’t kinkshaming#i don’t judge any kink between consenting adults#but there are things I can’t condone#ugh I feel like shit#(yes I know I should use filters more aggressively this isn’t about that)
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Infection am I right
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Today, I felt like a kid again.
I ate so much ice cream, I threw up.
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I've been sick for 9 days with a non covid illness that's now taking its toll on my mental health 🙃
Send me asks or cute stuff plz
Or let me know if you liked the chapter updates, I was able to crank those out with a fever 🤘
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i woke up with such a deep headache, and i’ve been trying to let it go away on its own without having to take medicine but i dont think thats happening 🙃
#🧸; dally speaks#what a terrible start to my morning#i was supposed to drive to my parents house so my dad could change my oil#but thats not happening#ugh i feel like shit#i stg if my coworker got me fucking sick#i truly might have a meltdown
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a little rant after the break :) feel free to skip it!
i am a very strict vegetarian — i barely eat any dairy because im lactose intolerant. ive been strict for 7 years, but in the last year I have became more flexible with it... i eat non-mammal meat once in a lifetime. its both because it doesn't match my lifestyle and because i have a very specific intolerance at digesting mammals' meat.
but there's times that — for god's sake... I just crave eating it. and i can't help but feel awful.
#i also have chronic illnesses related to b12 vitamin and iron deficiency! what makes everything worde#ugh i feel like shit
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i hate it when jez deals with her triggers by going out and getting wasted. i don’t mind her going out and getting a couple drinks, but she always overdoes it. she spends way too much of MY money, and then leaves me to deal with the hangover the next day
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Tried out kfc last night
Aint eating that again
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woke up from a nightmare… hate that 😭
#i’ve been having insanely vivid dreams lately#and i know they’re dreams too while i’m dreaming#and they’ve been like very realistic#ugh i feel like shit#jem speaks
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When your head is throwing a shit fit and you don’t even know if you sent an ask to the right person.
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in the nicest and most non-confrontational way possible. i feel like some of you think that anything that isn't directly openly spelled out for you within a story is "missed potential" or "unexplored." like. sometimes there are implied narratives. sometimes the point is that you as the reader are supposed to think and draw your own conclusions and participate in the story. the writers not directly spelling every little detail out for you doesn't mean that the story is poorly written or missed its own plot details somehow. PLEASE.
#if i get one more comment referring to zelda's draconification as wasted potential im going to lose it for real#that's not unexplored potential that is THE ENTIRE STORY. JUST BECAUSE THEY DONT BEAT YOU OVER THE HEAD WITH IT DOESNT MEAN ITS NOT THERE#i get this all the time with just like. link's trauma in general too.#like people will ask me 'do you think they should explore link's trauma more' and im like. they do#that's what the games are about. it's all there. they just don't directly state that that's what they're doing because theyre expecting you#as a reader to ENGAGE WITH THE DAMN TEXT BEYOND SURFACE LEVEL. UGHHHHHHH#WHATEVER. whatever#like i feel like some of you would read the great gatsby and be like#'there was a lot of missed potential to talk about the failure of the american dream' GIRL IT'S RIGHT THERE. JUST THINK A LITTLE#personal#and yeah obviously its not that deep its a video game but like. i am not making shit up when i write my comics and analysis.#I AM ENGAGING WITH THE TEXT. AS IS GENERALLY EXPECTED OF A READER#ugh ok whatever. im done now sorry
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When your identity issues collide with your feelings of being unwanted ;p
Oops! Loops angst /personal vent!
Only doodle cuz. eepy.
#no sketch#straight from brain to paper#cuz eepy#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat two hats#it's more-so implied than anything buuuut. kinda important for context imo??#cuz y'know. Not Their family#they already have a Siffrin so there's no need for Them#yk yk#id tag the rest of the party but like.... i barely drew thems......... idk idk i feel like there's not enough of them to tag em yk???#i was originally gonna color this and shit tbh i just. ugh. tired mann i don't wanna do all thatt#maybe i will in the future. probably not but. maybe.#vent#vent art#vent post#my art#art tag
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they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#i drew this a few days ago but im so tired after work ngl . sittingnin bed like =__= ..#and im visiting family this weekend so idek if ill get to it until next weekend#but ya i love them i loge them so much#i love the tension in atots right after stanford comes back#and hes like writing sll this shit ab stan in the journal#while learning that he stole his identity and so on and stans like hey so i did this rly selfless thing for u can you at least#acknowledge it and they r just stewing in their own anger 😭#actually i love their dynamic so much . the arguing as they mimic each other 1:1 and rhe animosity and#ykw im gna make another post but the grammar stanley scene is my favorite#magbe its not post worthy nvm idc but thats probably one of my fav interactions in the whole series#its so stupid that u know its real HELPPlike yeah that rly isnjust how it is . in fact ive done more over less 🫶#HAHAHAHAH#ugh.love . lovee i wish#i dont think gf needs a continuation im totally in the 2 season boat here#but if they ever did a post series stan and ford exploration ohhh believe . trust tht i would not shut up ab it ever#i want to see them talk so bad . im so greedy bc i feel like they didnt talk enough in the series bc im partial 2 them i just want them in#everything .#i think their personalities are so fun esp bc ford isnt the annoying nerd archetype i like that hes a cocky bitch#and i like that stan is an equally cocky bitch and they both have too much pride that they butt heads over literally everythjng#but they also recognize how ridiculous it all is like 😭. even when theyre fighting over the journal they both r like ok pause r u ok#hmm.. so many ppl here capture their dynamic well too.😭at least the people who dont generalize either into a single personality trait yk#imso tired im tired#but guys i love talking ab ford and stan theybr so everything to me in ways i dnt think incould ever articulate like u see them and u just g#get it . ugh. turning my head and passing out . ford is so funny hes so stupid i love him i cant bekieve i was a ford hater im sorry ive#atoned im changed im a changed oerson i didnt realize the magnitude of his serve .but stanley as my day 1 will never change . just know .(k#idk if anyonf ever reads this fsr down but if u r here say cheesee📸📸
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supernatural s1e16 shadow (w. eric kripke)
I want us to be together again.
be still my beating heart part 2 of ∞ || will he stay or will he go part 1 of ?
(aka the first time i had a full-tilt meltdown over this show)
#supernatural#eric kripke#spn 1x16#sam and dean#sam winchester#dean winchester#mygifs#spngifs#sam and dean mush#how to feel about your brother#willhestayorgo#samdeanheartsquish#like watching soon to be exes-the relationship is clearly over and one flaying themselves open showing their squishy insides#trying to make it work but the other is gently shutting them down and saying it's over#wholly lost my shit about this. late enough in s1 where we know this is A LOT of (too much?) emotional vulnerabilty for dean#but also way too early in any show's run to expect this level of emotional vulnerability and guts being strewn about#truly threw me for a loop. but it certainly set the stage for where they would go with sam and dean over the years#Dean's little eyebrow raise to the “I'd do anything for you” and sad half smile “could be” just punch me in the gut#and that sweet open expression talking about being together and a family again. ugh. such a rarity to see that on him#and Sam's “i don't want them to be” absolutely crushing. in the kindest manner.#but by the end dean's got his walls back up. oh my heart.
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