#u are nOT SORRY FOR HTIS

[muckyschmuck]

damn the atmosphere could turn this temple to a tomb!!!!!!!!

[cerealmonster15]

right clicks boyfriend -> relationship -> discuss expanding the polycule

throws my shakey handed hurried doodle at you and runs back to the tasks i was supposed to be doing. even tho this is basically the same joke i drew of them a little while ago kind of teehee oopsie :3

[amvro]

ok guys i was thinking thoughts and i had a hyoga blog on the side bc i have a chronic illness of separating blogs for different fandoms it just feels so much better to me but now that i want to write for kn8 as well perhaps its time to merge them all

[kahin]

ohhhh my God u make ONE joke about the people at the masjid and here come the haraam police get a lifeeee

[tinycatstars]

making an agere playlist on spotify was so genius of me omg. now i have smth i can listen to while small AND smth to listen to while writing agere stuff >:0

[ginger-berrie]

SO I JUST SAW FALSETTOS LIVE FOR THE FIRST TIME

HOLY SHIT OKAY. HEY GUYS I JUST GOT BACK FROM SEEING FALSETTOS. LIVE. MY FAVOROITE MUSICAL EVER. I HAVE WORDS TO SAY.

So firstly I of course have to say this musical is fucking phenomenal and if u havent seen it even on youtube you HAVE to. onne of the best musicals ever wrutten. ignore any typos in this my hands r still shaking and im not editing htis. OKAY.

The actors. It was a college level production but the actors were so so talented. My favorite performances were from Mendel and Jason, who both pulled off their roles INCREDIBLY. Mendel was like a carbon copy of Brandon Uranowitz he had his mannerisms DOWN. All the nervous ticks, touching his face, being generally so awkward all the time, even his face was just perfec t for the role. And Jason was played by an adult femme-presenting person but they were so good as him!!!!! their voice fit him perfectly and she also perfectly encompassed Jason;s awkward childlike nature. The entire cast was incredible but those two really stood out to me!!!! Everyone's singing voices as well were fantastic, especially Trina's—she KILLED the high notes and even sung up the octave on a few lines !!!! including the "but still the bastard divorced me" and she still belted the "you must exorcise a devil" even AFTER Im Breaking Down. In fucking sane.

THAT BEING SAID THOUGH. Even though i enjouyed every second of it I do wanna make some more analysis-related directing critiques because im fucked up and evil about this show . im so sorry just let me speak here meaout. Stating right now though I've only seen the 2016 revival (about 2 dozen times) and not the original 90's version (been meaning to watch it just havent gotten the chance) so i reserve all TRUE judgement until after I see it!!! maybe some of these choices were in the original but tbh if they were i still like how the revival did it better. okay i swear im not just one of those ppl who is like "tHaTS noT hOw ThEY dId iT On BroADwAy" calm down. thanks <3

First of all. Some of the scenes lacked energy !!!!! Thrill of first love had no homoerotic choreography!!!!! they just kinda sat there on the couch looking morose and barely looking at each other as if they truly just hate each other and feel ANYthing towards each other anymore at all. But thats not the point!!!!!! They dont fully hate each other theyre just lacking the excitement that they once had and it's been replaced with nothing but disagreements and sex. When Whizzer and Marvin do their gay little dance theyre not just dancing and being gross and sexual theyre also FIGHTING!!!! they still care about each other they just dont know how to act!!!! and marvin's a bitch of course. Marvin was still very much a bitch. But because of the lack of energy in this song there was a bit of a lack of chemistry between the two as well, which carried through the whole show. I feel like it's important to see just how gross fucked up n nasty these two are about each other to see how its truly affecting the other people in Marvin's life. Even their chemistry during the chess game was lacking. They just kinda felt like they really hated each other. Which isnt the pointtttttt. Guh

Trina (or the directors idk) also made some choices I wasn't 100% on board with but they were more subtle. Mostly in her tone about Mendel. Up through Please Come To Our House she seemed to really really like Mendel. Like it was clear she was attempting to woo him. But then when he was proposing, and when they were maknig their home together, she just seemed. Unenthused. I know Trina truly doesn't really love her life, and just needs the stability of a nuclear family, but it was odd to see her not even attempt to keep up the facade on her own. Her and Mendel were similarly lacking in a lot of chemistry because of this, which, maybe to some of you makes sense but to me i do want to see them be close even if Mendel isn't absolutely the best.

LAST CRITIQUE OKAY. This one is BIG SPOILERS if u havent seen it yet but probably if ur reading this far youve already seen it okay. The fuckign bar mitzvah!!!!! There was no acknowledgement from Whizzer to Jason as he was reading his Torah !!!!!!! He just layed there in the hospital bed, facing AWAY from the audience so we could only see the very top of his head (which was on purpose for a quick change but) and he didnt get up at all to thank Jason or even acknowledge him :( for all the audience knows maybe he didnt even see Jason get bar mitzvahd. screaming crying throwing up.

OKAY IM DONE W BEING MEAN HERES A BIG CHANGE I REALLY LOVED !!!!!! as well as some smaller changes that i also really liked or were jsut neutral things i noticed

For most of act 2, up until Days Like This, They had this really cool circus imagery? Now once again idk if this is in the OG, but they had a picture of each cluster of characters set up on either side of the stage, and each of them was doing some sort of circus act both in the pictures and on stage, especially during A Day in Falsettoland. When a character was having their point in the song, they'd sometimes cut the lights briefly and suddenly the characters would be struggling to perform their little circus act, and each of them had a differnt one respectively and they all represented their immaturities/flaws/struggles:

Jason was on stilts, representing his need to grow up and perhaps his perceived mental maturity compared to the other characters

Trina was balancing/spinning plates on sticks, representing her need to keep balance and order in her life

Marvin + Whizzer were fencers because of their lingering animosity, yet newfound respect, for one another. Fencing isnt a dangerous sport, like you dont actually hurt your opponent in it, but it;s still a fight and youre still pointoing a weapon at them. guh. (AND BTW they did this during the racquetball scene and HOLY SHIT. I just gotta describe this one. Racquetball number 1 They had their little racquets as they were singing to each other but then when they got really into the game the lights would cut and then theyd be FENCING each other instead!!!!! and then the lights would cut again and itd go back to racquetball!!!! BUT THEN in the racquetball number 2 when it cut to them fencing ONLY MARVIN HAD A SWORD. WHIZZER STILL HAD HIS RACQUET. GIUUHUHGGHGHGHGHGH.;..,.,/;;'.';.;'[[[.)

Then the lesbians from next door were like a duo balancing/acrobatics act where they were always leaning on each other and picking each other up which was cute but also like. Charlotte would start falling in one direction and Cordelia would have to scrambke to catch her. I always hail them as the healthiest couple in the show but sometimes i forget they have problems too, like Cordelia;s insecurity and Charlotte's stress over the virus of course.

And finally Mendel!!!! was the fucking ringmaster!!!!! He had a hoop and a top hat and every time he was trying to calm down Jason (Everyone Hates His Parents), or Caroline, or Trina (A Day in Falsettoland), he would appear with his hoop and top hat, to show that HE is the one who needs to "control" other people's lives, or at least he feels the need to direct them. Mendel of course needs to feel like he's smarter than everyone else and like he's the only one who can help people. It really drove that home and it was an insane realization to come to. Phenomenal directing choice idk who came up with that but. bravissimo to you

Now miscellaneous stuff i liked or noticed!!!

They didn't have the big ol foam block. just some couch ends that they moved around to be diff pieces of furniture. If you've ever seen Waiting In The Wings' analysis on falsettos you might have seen a comment in the youtube section discussing how in the set design for the revival, the lack of real furniture through most of the show represents the lack of maturity of the characters, and as things get serious for them, more real props and set pieces get added. Like the chess board, the decor for Mendel + Trina's home, Whizzer's suitcase, the whole hospital room, etc. They didn't lean into that with this but i think that's fine! its not a necessary detail in my opinion and they did their best with what they had!!

Marvin didn't hand whizzer the suitcase after the chess game. He just grabbed it, and packed it himself. I was waiting for him to slam it into whizzer's chest or something. but no. Whizzer just picked it up and walked off. okay. Neutral bad change imo

Marvin's performances of What would I do and What more can i Say were. Breathtaking. Marvin actor if you're out there reading this your voice is lovely and carries so much emotion in your solo numbers. I Did Cry. a little bit

god their group number harmonies were AMAZING. All of the cast members' voices blended together so well and it was absolutely beautiful. the whole show was beautiful and i adored it i swear. I jsut need somwhere to put my feelings

THE ORCHESTRA FUCKED. IT FUCKED

Okay its getting late now and im fading quickly BUT IF U READ THIS FAR UR INSANE. This is for me and nobody else i just eneded to feelings dump. tl;dr: i fucking lvoe falsettos this was one of the best nights of my life i love you actors i love you pit i love you lighting i love you run crew i love you sound crew i love you musical theatre

[steelycunt]

this is how you're meant 2 reply 2 my posts btw. love u ren

pleased 2 announce i have slain the beast tonight (<- made dinner + washed up)

[sotogalmo]

boo!! hi jelly!! random pokemon assigning alnst OCs go!!

I associate your oc yume with the pokemon munna and it's evolution musharna!! largely for the dreams aspect, as munna/musharna are known to consume dreams and are able to formulate certain images out of dream mist. they're able to make illusions and cause a bit of unreality confusion, which I think fits yume pretty well! there's also the fact that they produce dark mist when consuming nightmares, which reminds me of yume's dark hair.

I actually have a musharna on pokemon shield which I named after yume! ^^

sorry for the random pokemon nerdiness;;

↓ you and me (I exploded)

RGGRGRGGRHRGGHEHRGTRR??????? THIS. HTIS QAS SUHCHC A SHOCK WHEN I GOT IT ..... U RLLY DID SCARE ME/POS

Grrrrrrrrrgrrrrr. I have. Absolutely no words for this. Hannnyou. Thauannyjkoy what. And you CAN ABSOLUTELY GO ALL POKEMON NERDINESS ON ME!!!! @pinkcocopuff-aqualoid is also the same and it's so cool to learn about the Pokemon, their concepts and just how they. Are!!!!

I

Just take this

HAD to draw this. I just had to!!!!!! (Both edited/non edited)

@tsukacchako / @astoryofsuchwoe :showed a small bit of this to them in the toxic ysosu gc

[yuukei-yikes]

please just rewrite kagepro i'm BEGGING i love your head cannons !!! love you jin but vinnie on top. also haruka is so AAAAAAA and it's so interesting how you talk ab his weird vibes w the dan !! it's like "whoops konoha's gone but have this silly guy instead" and said silly guy is extremely guilty about htis. sorry this is all over the place but yeah. the silly guy filter

i went a lil crazy on this reply. partly an analysis, partly str headcanons. in general about haruka and how he feels about his livelihood 💥💥💥

haruka's survival guilt misadventures💗💗💗

since he saw everything konoha saw it's like he became one-sided friends with everyone because he knew everyone konoha knew and of course cared for them just as much but none of them know him. he knows first hand how much everyone loved konoha because he saw it!!!

i think generally post str haruka&takane deal with a lot of existential crisis LMAO takane because she says it felt like the whole time she was ene could've been a dream and etcetc sorry i wont sidetrack to takane like i keep doing. erm. but her too okay... anyways haruka

He Should've Died Years Ago and didn't and like... in over the dimension he mentions how he used to believe in the prospect of heaven but then as time went on and his condition worsened and his time to go approached, he became more depressed and his thoughts became SUPER negative. he was like THERE IS NO HEAVEN EVERYONE IS JUST LYING TO MAKE U FEEL BETTER BUT AFTER DEATH THERE IS ONLY DARKNESS. and then he does die and neither of these things happen, he doesnt go to heaven and he doesnt stop existing. if we're staying on theme with the heaven thing he mentions, instead he essentially ends up going to hell. he literally gets stuck in Personified Hell watching the konoha cringe comp like. come on.

i hc everyone in the daze can sort of move freely and meet each other EXCEPT haruka precisely bc he still has a link to his body/the outside world. i think it's SO interesting that the daze is truly another dimension and swallows people as they are BUT HARUKA specifically it's his consciousness/spirit/whatever. we dont talk about this enough. the concept of spirits and shit being canon in kagepro. like HE IS THE ONLY ONE who is just a mind with no actual physical body?? so bc of the link to the outside he still has bc of it, he can't move freely inside the daze and can't do anything other than sit there and just Watch what konoha does, hibihiyo timeloop and all. so like. LITERALLY FUCKING HELL. he's alone not only for the 2 years but also for however long konoha was in hibihiyos loop. i think he can only move around in the eighth novel because he has finally lost the link to his body

and haruka speaks of how lonely his life is and by the way he speaks i think he had sort of repressed the way he felt about his illness. cuz he grew up lonely, not only already sick but seeing first hand the way his illness is killing/kills someone else, his mother. cuz before she died he had to see her suffer through it, right.. there is no mention of how she was as a person but i imagine she was either really depressed haruka ended up sick too OR... She was like his dad and talked about it a little insensibly. his father being really cold and straight to the point with "you will also die like her, give or take in 6 years" when he is TEN!!!HE WAS SO SMALL!!!! at the beginning of his novel haruka is like. yeah i have like a year left to live. but oh whatever. everyone dies I'll just hit the sack a little before ideal that's fine.

i could go on for longer abt haruka's parents and different hcs about the kind of people they are but teehee. i won't sidetrack.

haruka grows up conditioned to think that way and represses his feeling of sadness because that's what he was taught to do by his parents and it essentially became his coping mechanism. takane says it herself at one point abt how haruka has a "yeah whatever" attitude. like word for word

it's only by the next summer when that year actually goes by and he is DYING that he starts despairing and becoming super negative about it and ends up begging for his life because he doesnt wanna die.

that defense mechanism that has fallen apart since then because of his despair when dying sort of built itself back up when haruka enters the daze. once inside the daze doesn't haruka always seem so offbeat and exactly like "yeah whatever"?? because what else is he supposed to do lmao. there is nothing to hope for. there is nothing here. there is no one or nothing to smile at or for. there's just this thing piloting his body outside doing shit he'd like to do and meeting people he'd like to meet. in fact he even seems bitter

that's why str haruka is generally more serious? ofc he's still happy and all cheerful like always but in the canon content str haruka feels like. he really feels grown up, compared to others. same goes for characters like ayano&takane, mostly bc we see them again after a timeskip but still. with haruka especially i think!! thats also why i think jin chose him specifically to express this weird growing up feeling.

so. erm. now he's back and of course he's happy and excited but all these feelings HAVE a lasting impact. they dont just disappear u know. he thought he'd die, then he did. and now he's alive?? and on top of it an adult?? and has to figure out what the hell to do?? being back from the dead after is already a complicated situation by itself. and there's all these complicated feelings with all these people he loves but they dont even know him and he's very happy everyone seems to be willing to get to know him but he can sense how sad they are about konoha, because he Saw the friendship they established with it.

and haruka's like... i am the only person here who ended up bizarrely benefiting from everything that happened. because for everyone else, if for example clearing eyes wasnt evil, they kind of would've made it through. mekatrio wouldve suffered their sad backstories, them+ayano&kenjirou would've suffered ayaka's loss anyway yeah, but further than that it wouldn't have gone downhill. takane and ayano wouldnt have had to die, shintaro wouldnt have become a shut in, kano wouldve never hidden anything from his siblings, hibiya and hiyori wouldn't meet that fate in the city. and haruka would die at 17 years old, period!!!

he is so guilty for being alive when the very thing that helped him survive put everyone else through so much pain. he is so guilty for being thankful for it. ofc its NOT LIKE THAT, OF COURSE HE SHOULDNT BE GUILTY, but i think that's how haruka sort of receives this sudden survival.

not only that but... someone else died for him to be here too. haruka isn't only guilty for that bizarre gratitude but also... konoha!!!

how much does he deserve this when u put konoha in question too?? people who loved haruka, like takane and shintaro, have already mourned him. while konoha is being mourned by like 7 more people. people that again, HARUKA ALSO LOVES BUT THEY DON'T REALLY KNOW HIM!! technically thats not fair then. so maybe konoha deserves it more!?!?! of course haruka is human and konoha isn't, and it's HIS body, but it's because of konoha his body is functioning at all now. so is he robbing it of its life?? but didnt it also rob haruka the body in the first place, by tossing him out and leaving him behind?? this is all the shit i think haruka is conflicted over lmao. who deserved it more or at all... but does it even matter bc konoha IS here and its helping haruka stay alive by playing its awakening eyes role.

but also by feeling guilty over the life he's so happy to have back isn't he undervaluing everyone's willingness to get to know him and honor konoha?? undervaluing takane&shintaro's excitement to reunite with him?? undervaluing even his own happiness at having another chance at life?? well. he has to navigate through it. and he paints pictures at the same time because groceries need to be bought and bills needs to be paid, and aw man, MORE dishes?? he JUST washed those. and after that he should remember to clean the bathroom, its been a while. and do the laundry the dirty clothes pile is getting ridiculous. AND REPEAT!!!!!! because ur a grown up :3

but... he does love painting these pics... and he does love all the snacks he buys after doing groceries!!! and clean clothes are so nice especially when theyre warm from the sun!!! rent is worrying but he's got a roommate who helps him pay it!!! he's always loved his roommate too and has wanted to see her again for so long and now she's there right next to him when he wakes up everyday!!!!!!! and if it were that they can't pay rent they've got so many friends willing to help out!!!!! and he also loves all these friends!!!!! his life...... IS GOOD!!! LIFE... IS GOOD....!!!!!!!!!

he loves life he loves being alive. even if there are so many complicated feelings haruka is so happy he is alive. and wherever it is konoha is happy too. embrace the world with childlike wonder and joy, OKAY?? PEACE AND LOVE ON PLANET EARTH.

[3416]

this is totally unrelated to the game rn but i really wanted to tell u i LOVE all of your crochet stuff that you post it’s all so pretty 🫶

SORRY I MISSED HTIS!! last night got so chaotic and depressing, but THANK YOU FOR THE BRIGHT SPOT AMONG IT ALL!! thank you for the sweetness 😭❣️❣️❣️❣️ i hope you're doing well!!

[nightfallsystem]

I really liked ur emo dog

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HUH11/!?!!?!?!?!/As?FSCDsf? /DXFCSDfZCX/dSF/DZCXDVFSGDCXDVSZFXJDJSAGZCXSD??1/?!/1/11/1/?SDFAZXCSDFADD JDJ /POS/POS/POS TYSM!!!! ITS SO SKRUNLKLLLY I LOVE THIS OMGEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AJAHSFHFHH SORRY WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE HTIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD

(by @spiritmoon23 (idk if it tells u idk how submissions work))

[misterradio]

okay here are some actual across the spiderverse thoughts so you have been Spoiler Warned! a lot of ranting im just getting it out of my head i guess.

the theatre was a lot busier than when we went 2 see renfield, and there were way more people in the theatre room itself (i guess the room where u watch the movie is also called the theatre?) so it was a bit nice to have more company i guess lol. i wasnt the only one rustling snacks around etc. and it was kind of nice to hear the murmur of reactions ::-)

okay the movie itself UMMM WAT CAN I SAY!! it was so so so visually gorgeous. everything is just packed with SO much life and character. every character is so unique in its visual style like you just know these people are using animation to its full power for REAL!!!!!!!!!

story wise.. i think it has a lot of the same themes as the first movie but i honestly dont remember it well. it was good !!! i dont have much to say on it i think the visuals are more fun to talk about ehehe

i think it is so crazy that tey were like yeah the guy who shouted BAGEL in the 1st movie is the main villain of this one. hello. its so funny but also to think it is funny is exactly what the villain wouldnt want you to think. SAD!

the villain was so fun to watch his manerisms were just so fun and he had interesting body proportions (idk and IDC if that is a weird comment to make) like everything abt him was just so [chefs kiss] AND. i love his design changing over time and when he is all scribbly and creepyyyyyy........yeahhhh. he was on screen and i was like what the hale they put rorschach in this movie.

i feel so bad for already forgetting this persons name (MIGUEL..???) im so sorry but one of the spider people was also so fun to watch he was very much The Angst Lord. and ppl in the tag are already writing insane smut with him. but anyways his snappy aggressive actions were just sooo fun to watch although a bit scary lol* (*the person writing this has experienced people losing their temper in violent ways too recently for comfort)

i knew spider punk was in this movie and i wasnt expecting his name to be Hobie and for him to be Bri'ish. he is so cool though rock on brother ?????

ERMM THE . ENDINGG...... EEE..E.EEEEHHGGGGHHHEE.... HEEEEEE ............ heeeee.e..eeeeee.......

i was like i know this movie is 2 hours but when is this gonna resolve and then it was like. to be conintued and i wanted to exlplode BUT IN A POSITIVE WAY!!!!!!!!!! like that was such a satisfying movie and i cant wait to see what comes nextttt.... MWAH

i want to kiss everyone who worked on htis movie on the MOUTH!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ART AND ANIMATIONNNNNNN !!!!!! EXPLODES

[cnnamonrolls]

Here's a shit ton

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if

17: Someone you miss

19: A fact about your personality

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

30: What I hate the most about work/school

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

35: What I find attractive in men (I think you're straight ? Could be wrong tho)

41: Where I want to be right now

THIS IS A LOT THANK YEOW <3

8: Want any tattoos?

not at the moment no i suck at commitments <3

9: Got any piercings?

no owww those hurt right owchie

10: Want any piercings?

no owwwchie

11: Best friend?

astree @losing-track

12: Relationship status

single

15: Favorite movie

hard question. not good with favorites either. but my favorite movie as a kid was frozen WKHFAKHSD

16: I’ll love you if

what does htis question mean. i will pretend i understand it. i'll love you if NOTHIGN TRICK QUESTION i love u already <3 but for like. a general answer. maybe if you dont neglect me and you are Nice to me for the love of god and also if i like you personally yk (this is not directed to you this is generally)

17: Someone you miss

my aunt and uncle they're in australia D:

19: A fact about your personality

i am loud but also very quiet and i am friendly and approachable but also not afraid to give you the death stare and roll my eyes in front of you. you're wleocmeom

21: What I love most about myself

i like my hair everyone says it's nice HASHFKAHSDK

22: What I want to be when I get older

i actually don't know tbh

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

idk not the closest but could be worse

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

same with sibling it's like i'd like 2 turn to my friends more

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

i dont like-like anyone atm i think

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

not the most but the first one that came into my head SHES SO GODDAMN LOUD SOMETIMES ITS KINDA ANNOYING AND SHES NICE AND STUFF EVERYONE LOVES HER BUT PLEASE CALM DOWN SHES LITERALLY SO FUCKIGN LOUD SOMETIMES AND I GET IN A BAD MOOD CAUSE OF HER ok sorry

30: What I hate the most about work/school

workload too much tests every two weeks :(

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

smart :333

35: What I find attractive in men (I think you're straight ? Could be wrong tho)

i am straight but also i dont think i like-like anyone atm and haven't like-liked anyone ever so i can't answer this yet (i am in an all girls school. i don't know any boys outside family LMAO)

41: Where I want to be right now

maybe with my extended family in my grandparents' house i want to see my baby cousin again and my aunts and uncles

[stardustfanfare]

des[erately need to update my carrd but unfortunately i want a neocities which means i dont think its worth my time to redo my carrd if im gonna end up not using it anyway. however neocitiies. hard. so . . actually u know what im gonna redo my carrd its gonna look boring as hell but its gonna be fun ctional. sorry i just went througha whole thought process i dont even need to post htis. too late Post Now

[tinycatstars]

sumtimes regressign is being in that inbetween space and watching a charlie slimecicle stream while eating watermelon. n thats ok

[wooahaes]

Hi! How are you? Sorry, I'm only catching up with all your stuff now. Sweet night was so good! Ngl, I did feel a lil emotional at the phone call part. I feel bad asking this (I'm sure you have your own stuff to deal w/), I haven't been having a great time recently BUT I have been listening to a couple of Shinee songs. Any recs that might help cheer me up? Or recs in general? Hope you are keeping well! 🍧

hi lovely <3 no need to apologize!! take care of yourself tbh your well being is far more important than my silly lil fics <3

but tysm abt sweet night!! i was hoping the phone call would be a lil emotional hehe

i hope things get better for you soon <3 as for song recs, i'm always happy to share!! these are probs just gonna be generally more upbeat/fun songs i enjoy hehe

for shinee: woof woof (watch the performance from the concert, its so goofy and i genuinely love it sm lmao), punch drunk love, girls girls girls, atlantis, view, 1 of 1, married to the music, prism, replay <333, ready or not, dream girl, runaway, colorful, dynamite, EVERYBODY (bc she's a legend who i love sm!!), and superstar!! also 321 tbh there's japanese releases i'm forgetting but she's fun

outside of shinee as a group, onew's mini album from this year DICE is fun!! i rec dice and sunshine for upbeat things hehe <3 dance whole day + life goes on are also songs that i enjoy!!

i'm home by minho is a lil softer but i genuinely love the sound of his voice there <3

key's gasoline in general is full of bops tbh. gasoline is less happy and more power if tht makes sense, but i like G.O.A.T (greatest of all time) + i can't sleep + another life + guilty pleasure + delight for more like... upbeat songs? the entire album is so good tho, fully rec listening to it. key's music has a certain quality that is just Very 'key'. outside of gasoline, my faves would be show me, good good and imagine.

taemins solo stuff imo is a lil more intense? and horny tbh lmao <3 i love it but idk if there's anything i'd go for pick-me-ups in the same vein as my other recs? pretty boy is fun tbh!

jonghyun... she is. white t-shirt. shinin' both makes me happy n comforted while also making me a lil sad. i think just chill is nice. love is so nice. deja-boo + crazy (guilty pleasure) + NEON

for general songs that i enjoy tht r happier:

clap! + beautiful + darari + u + hello (treasure), healing + when i grow up + heaven's cloud + do re mi (svt), candy sugar pop (astro), life is still going on + beatbox (nct dream), bottom of the ocean + that feeling + i love u crazy! + spring again + 3! 6! 5! (golden child), fairy (dvwn)

theres def more tbh but i feel like htis is a lot already lmao