#tvckin

[fictionkinfessions]

I’m sorry, Claudia. I’m sorry that I could not have been your friend, that the coldness in me prevented it. I’m sorry I never even bothered to try. I am not sorry for your death, as it truly was the greatest mercy you could have been given; I am sorry, however, that I was the only one who understood that and didn’t see you as some exotic wonder. I hope in this life you have many friends and wonderful adventures. -Armand, TVC #🙏🩸🖼️

x

[danse-macabre-director-moved]

the abundance of it/its pronouns is so affirming. he understands me. weeps

[ohmercifuldeath]

Sometimes I remember in the beginning I thought I might be Lestat. I laugh about it now thinking about my longing for the finery and attention but really it was me missing his idea of finery and his attention. In those good times between the madness.

He loved to spoil himself and his loved ones, particular Claudia and I. He would play it off as all for him but really he would then push something he had “told the tailor the wrong measurements for” as if ours could be confused. Taking Claudia to any show she even hinted at desiring to see under the guise he wanted to hunt the elite and then not drink a single drop that night and instead stay by her side.

I miss you, my brat prince. And my immortal angel, sweet sweet Claudia.

[fictionkinfessions]

It hurts to have wronged someone and to not be able to apologize to them. To not be able to get their forgiveness.

Fathers are supposed to protect their children. I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you, Claudia. It pains me every time when I think of what Lestat and I cursed you with and what I allowed Armand to do to you. You were my angel, and you have no idea how dearly I loved you. I wish I could have given you all the happiness you deserved.

I’ll always think of you. I’ll always want to find you again. I hope that one day our paths will cross once more. I hope you can forgive me then.

Sincerely, a regretful Louis

( #tvc kin #iwtv kin #the vampire chronicles kin #interview with the vampire kin )

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[fictionkinfessions]

IWTV S3 teaser dropped wailing crying banging my tv screen LET ME INNNNNN maybe this Lestat will match my freak (probably not but I can dream) Lestat mon ami you look amazing and I hope you have fun being the center of attention once more- Armand, TVC #🙏🩸🖼️

x

[ohmercifuldeath]

The cold has made me melancholy more often than not of late. I always yearn for a family again, no matter what shift I want the most important people to me back in my life once more.

Things never were perfect with us, band of immortal misfits, but we loved each other as only Sire and Fledglings could.

Tonight is a night for my silk sleep shirt, in Lestat’s preferred red, and my largest and most comfortable of bedding. Perhaps with enough pillows and things i can trap myself in just the right amount of space. The amount of space just perfect enough for a coffin for one, two if tangled in a comforting hold as we slept the sleep of the dead.

[ohmercifuldeath]

a dream or a memory? my face tucked into a slender neck, blond hair tickling my face while slender fingers play with my own dark locks. a dark, twinkling laughter.

whimsy? or my damned and beautiful brat prince?