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Something so bad happened to me Iâm riding my bike again and cleaning my room and drawing what happened here
#thunderposting i guess#Iâm so bored <- is doing a lot of things#but in actuality Iâve been so tired lately and I have to force myself to do things#trying to resist sleeping is so hard#also who knew taking care of something rlly helps you do things???#I have some mysterious beetle grubs I got from outside and im currently watching over (like I did with the moths) and theyâre doing fine#itâs like having an ant farm except I only see one of them at a time whbehebuehjeb
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Oh, and I know I can tell I'm falling further again But I won't turn away It's far too late for me
(It's too late for me / It's too late)
I can't really put into words how much of an iron grip this song has on me. Especially that last part, where he repeats "It's too late for me" - I can't listen to it without tearing up and waiting to sing along from the top of of my lungs. It's one of those where I desperately wish I didn't relate to it, but in a weird, sick way, I'm glad I do.
It's SUCH a cathartic feeling to just put in on full volume and sing along. I just know Vessel must've had such a visceral moment recording this (all of their songs really, but yeah).
#i could go on and on about it but i'm not really in the right mindset for coherent thoughts rn#but yeah#âi can tell i'm falling further againâ - oh how i understand it#when you've been living with depression for over half of your life it's not hard to âtellâ the signs#and yet it's so so impossible (it seems) to not let yourself sink down further#you've become so accustomed to it that your whole perception of reality shifts#it feels like this is as good as it gets and maybe you were never meant to break free#even when you desperately want to survive and cling onto something (that fall for me poem. ugh)#it's exhausting to try and resist so you just let yourself go#thankfully i'm in a MUCH better place i was a few years ago but this is still my daily struggle#i hope Vessel is getting all the love and hugs and forehead kisses he deserves#he sounds so fragile here it's heartbreaking#anyways#it's really late and i'm feeling emotional#sleep token#this place will become your tomb#darya's mixtape
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#sometimes i find the degree to which i cannot concentrate very alarming#like bro i canno read. i have so much to do but i wanna sleep forever#i just have to get up and go somewhere else. normally id go transfer algae or run but im stuck inside and .y fingers r all cold#usually its just in the morning that I get thr high distress so its prob the meds#but yesterday was kinda fucked. ugh.i just need to run around but i cant#i have such a sinister combo of: brain stops me from being able to b productive and if im not productive i am compelled to do horrible#things. mood issues and 0cd is horrible. horrible feedback loop#i just wish i could breathe. itll b fine. eventually itll b summer again and itll b fine#its like someone's squeezing my throat. like im sick but i kno its just that im anxious#i was doing so well the past few days in terms of reading and productivity despite the distress#and im trying to b kind and roll with the punches but its so hard#like i kno i need to relax and not resist bc resistance makes it worse but it's just hard and im worried this is how itll always b#i wish i could go back on lamicta1. i felt way better on low dose of that then i do on low dose of abi1ify. its so hard to stay on this#just bc of how my head works. and like things were complicated with the lamicta1. maybe i wouldnt habe had a reaction if i didnt get a#tatto0 while upping the dose but now im marked as allergic so i prob wont b allowed to try any of thr anti convulsive type antidepressants#ugh. i hate this. its so frustrating#unrelated
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hey siri how do I stop feeling gutwrenchingly anxious in the guilt way for using the treatment methods available to me to not be in constant misery
#starlight personal#itâs very bizarre to have my life going objectively well - work is good! personal life is good! family is good!#and still be very mentally ill and feel like Iâm faking it even though I know damn well I ainât scream-sobbing every couple of days alone in#my apartment for attention because What Attention??? my cat????? Bug is never moved by my tears she cares only for string and wires#like I know that cannabis has been immensely helpful to getting me to fucking sleep on a regular schedule and thatâs integral to -#my functioning and I know that having emergency klonopin in the event of a total breakout is helpful#and I KNOW that my PMDD and depression and anxiety are very treatment resistant and ketamine is the only thing thatâs provided any -#meaningful relief and logically I know Iâm not abusing any of these#Iâm getting a promotion at work I still go out to see friends regularly I have hobbies I have a girlfriend (??? Wild right)#like clearly these things are working because iâm better now than i was for years leading up to now#SO LIKE. DONâT STOP USING THE THINGS THAT HELP. LOGICALLY THIS MEANS THESE ARE GOOD FOR ME#I always roll my eyes when ppl go off their meds b/c theyâre feeling better like babes thatâs what the meds are meant to do#if you stop taking them you stop feeling better - but itâs REALLY HARD to get past the cultural conditioning#the feeling that âbut I can white knuckle my way through this I can force myself to live withoutâ like WHY BITCH#WE DONâT HAVE TO LIVE WITHOUT#AND ALSO. WEâRE STILL GENERALLY MISERABLE BRO. EVEN WITH OUR LIFE IN A BETTER PLACE!!!#DO YOU NOT THINK THIS MEANS THAT WE SHOULD USE WHAT WE KNOW WORKS TO BE LESS MISERABLE#basically itâs really hard to not feel like a loser when the only things that help are âfunâ drugs like weed and psychedelics#I feel like Iâm being a hedonistic reprobate which 1) is actually kinda cool now that I wrote it out#2) @ myself were not a good enough liar-faker that every medical professional we see wouldnât pick up on that if that was our motivation#time to remind myself that itâs arrogant to think I could trick many trained professionals without actively trying tbh#that generally helps me get out of my self-pitying âohhhhh Iâm awful and lazy and bad and abusing substancesâ spiral#to be very mentally ill on main it is weirdly reassuring to be like âjust as my fanon interpretation of obi wan kinda hates himself but is -#practical enough to take care of himself even when it makes him cringe and want to scratch his face off; I too am aware that self-care is -#radical and punk and In Fact Necessary to beat back the dark and live in the light with hope so yes even though I doubt and -#feel squiggly and guilty about it Iâm not going to NOT prioritize my health and well-being b/c self-hatred and self-denial benefits no oneâ#thank you inner obi wan i love projecting my issues onto you mwah mwah mwah smooches for my favorite boy!!!!!#and smooches for me Iâm going to be proud of myself gosh darn it even if I have to fake it at first#see I wouldnât be able to be nice to myself like this if I hadnât been doing ketamine treatment for a year IT WORKS BRO KEEP IT UP#SCHEDULE THE DAMN APPOINTMENT AND CLEAN YOUR BONG
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Very much hoping I don't mess up tonight :')
#i had a minor mental health relapse#at least i hope it's minor#tune in tonight and find out#guh#i was successfully resisting compulsions and keeping my panic under control#but uh#certain times of day trigger me into wanting to do them more#it's hard to explain without getting overly detailed#i'm trying not to see it as me having ruined a streak even though technically i did#but you know... progress doesn't get erased and all that#i still hate those 'i thought i was getting better and now i had a setback' phases with ocd#i have been trying so so hard and without access to professional help anymore since that one nurse ruined my reputation at the hospital#it's HARD#i stopped doing some of the positive habits that were helping me#and i feel myself on the edge of slipping into the not so good habits again#love how i'm getting better and worse at the same time#recovery makes no sense#blegh#ocd#sleep disorders#panic attacks#mental health
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when i was choosing where to go to college i really should've considered the factor of which ones get out before barricade day
#remember when i said i was gonna try so hard to get my projects done before barricade day. well i didn't succeed at that#gonna go to sleep now. i think I'll delete the tumblr app/block it on my browser for the day bc i can't resist it. really sad#but i do really need to pass my classes LOL. so#funny how. in a roundabout way. if it wasn't for les mis i might not need to get my finals done early like i currently do.#txt
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⎠sylus x wife!reader
contents: fluff, suggestive. arranged marriage au. hints of slow burn. you like playing hard to get and he loves calling you his wife. 1.4k wc.
ę° note á° I had to deposit my messy thoughts somewhere and this headcanon post was the result.
part two here. ęą
â Arranged marriage with Sylus where he prefers to call it a âstrategic partnershipâ as a means of appearances to flaunt that he has it allâan empire, riches, strength, influence and now a darling wife who waits for him at home. Youâre not so much as a random choice, Sylus had been watching you from afar for a while and in exchange for his protection in the N109 zone he strikes a deal with you to play a simple role. You have every reason to be wary of him and know to keep your wits about yourself, but even you acknowledge that your chances are better with him. Though, if you asked him how he was so certain youâd agree to his proposal heâd admit that he wasnât but he knew youâd consider it if he had an advantage over you.
â He sets his terms and conditionsâyou reside in his humble abode, wedding ring always worn on your finger, and attend events with him as a pretty accessory on his arm to contribute to his image. But heâll never admit that he actually enjoys your company at business functions that often feel dull to him. You are more than welcome to spend your days as you please so long you donât cause him trouble, and that also means you have his black card privileges to spoil yourself rotten. Of course, he accommodates most requests you may have like sleeping in separate rooms if thatâs what you wish (and redecorating because his furnishing decisions are quite bleak).
â Luke and Kieran can sense that their boss feels something for you despite his nonchalance toward this little arrangement. It starts off small, it always doesâSylus takes note of your morning and night routine, your picky eating habits and has the chef make adjustments to your preference, how he sees you out in the gardens and come back with spring tulips to brighten the space and the next week he already replaced the slowly withering flowers with fresh ones. The twins whisper among themselves that heâs often less annoyed and irritated when youâre around, and their boss wouldnât go through the trouble of being considerate unless he cares for you. Itâs almost exciting for them both to witness a budding romance unfold before their very eyes and they do offer a helping hand here and there to keep things interesting.
â Sylus thinks itâs adorable how you keep trying to resist him and thatâs precisely the reason he loves seeking you out just to watch your resolve crumble under his touch. He finds you in the kitchen preparing a snack and cages you from behind with his hands planted on either side of you against the counter. âHey kitten, I thought Iâd find you in here.â You feel his hot breath down your neck as he pushes your hair aside just enough to lay a soft kiss on your shoulder. He chuckles when you comment that heâs being awfully touchy with you, and he purposely moves closer so that his chest is pressing against your back. âPerhaps I just canât keep my hands to myself where youâre involved. Besides, youâre my wife now. I think I have the right to touch you whenever I like.â
â You remind him that youâre his wife in title only, but that doesnât discourage his flirtation and teasing as he allows you to nudge past him. He follows you into the common area and takes a seat on the couch, spreading his legs wide and taking up a lot of space. His gaze is settled on you as he pats his thigh and his lips curl into a smirk. âCome here, wife.â You naturally scoff meanwhile you place the plate of seasonal fruits on the side table and situate yourself closest to the armrest, taking a bite into a juicy red strawberry as you ignore his piercing stare.
â For someone who always gets what he wants, Sylus isnât used to being defied like this. And had it been anyone else his patience would wear dangerously thin, but he supposes that youâre a special exception because he seems to enjoy the chase and claiming its reward. With one small gesture, he drags you across the couch by a gravitational pull and you squeal when the swirling red easily turn and maneuver you so youâre forced to straddle him and your hands prop on his shoulders for support. âThere, much better. Comfy? This is the best seat in the house.â His gaze locks with yours, and he thinks you huffing and frowning at him is simply cute. He firmly grabs your wrist with the bitten strawberry in your hand and lifts it to his mouth for a sweet taste.
â âNo fair⌠using your Evol against me like this.â You grumble under your breath as you gently trail your thumb from his chin to the corner of his mouth where the strawberry juices began to spill. Then an impulsive thought takes over and you pinch his cheek between your fingers, creating a sticky mess on his face. âI hope youâre enjoying yourself. Thatâs for treating me like a sack of potatoes.â He chuckles once more, his hand falling on your hip and he gives you a light squeeze. âOh, I do have every intention of fully enjoying my wife tonight.â And by that, he means taking you out for a joyride on his motorbike and feeling your arms wrapped around him tightly as the engine roars through the streets under the night sky and sinking moon. Sylus would never engage in any intimate acts you werenât ready for, but he loves seeing you fluster at his suggestive remarks.
â As the weeks cross over into months, you never imagined that youâd be spending so much time with Sylus outside of your agreed terms. Heâs everywhere in every waking moment of your life even when heâs not there physically. Youâre learning new things about him each day and you (begrudgingly) like being around himâeven when he can sometimes be a playful bully toward you. When heâs gone for long stretches of time to deal with negotiations and other important matters in the N109 zone, you can feel your heart yearning for him but youâd never say that you miss him out loud when you think he's still toying with you. But with the way he cares for you like youâre both in a real and genuine relationship, itâs hard to know his true intentions and keep your feelings buried deep inside your chest for long.
â You accidentally confirm that Sylus does harbor romantic feelings for you when you carelessly bring up your replacement in a lighthearted joke. Youâve never seen his face falter so quickly at your words as he averts his gaze for a moment to collect himselfâa hint of vulnerability in his crimson hues. âI wouldnât have found a new wife.â He shakes his head and tells you, his voice a little rougher than before. You donât know what to say, but you manage a soft âNo?â that reaches his ears. âNo. I wouldnât have been able to replace you, kitten. Youâre it for me. The only one. No one could fill the void youâd leave behind.â
â You and Sylus have kissed before, but this is the first time youâre initiating it. As you brush your lips against his, thereâs a softness you never noticed. His hand slips around the small of your back and he pulls you close against him, returning your kiss with the same tenderness as though savoring the taste of you. You lean back after a moment, your palm meeting his cheek in a sweet embrace. âYou know, I'm still getting used to the idea that Iâve fallen for you.â You can see him returning back to normal when he offers you a cocky smirk. âAnd yet here you are. In my arms, with your lips on mine. I think youâre not being entirely honest, my beautiful wife.â Sylus has waited a long time to hear those words from you but you donât need to know that right now.
#ᨳ âË đđĽđ¨đŽđđ°đ˘đŹđŠ.đ°đŤđ˘đđđŹ#sylus#sylus x reader#l&ds x reader#love and deepspace x reader#sylus love and deepspace#lnds sylus#sylus lnd#sylus l&ds#lads sylus#l&ds sylus#love and deepspace
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Never Ever Seen This Before!
Synopsis. Thereâs a first time for everything - including trying out dirty little kĂnks with them.
Pairings. [SEPARATE] Gojo x Reader, Sukuna x Reader, Choso x Reader, Geto x Reader, Nanami x Reader, Toji x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, unprotected, cĂłckwarming, mating press, oral (female + male receiving), manhandling, marking, spitting, bĂłndage, spanking (Nanamiâs), dynamics, degradation, cĂşmplay, squĂrting, some HEINOUS things, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 4.6k
A/N. *sigh* canât believe I deleted this before. If you know, then YOU KNOW.
⥠TOJI FUSHIGURO - Stay still, goddammit!
Was being stuffed full of your boyfriendâs thick cock at all times really too much to ask? You think not.Â
Toji, however, really didnât see the point.
âBut, doll.â he groans, dragging his tip lazily in-between your swollen folds. And it was so sloppy - slick trailing down his length, smearing across the sheets. âJusâ wanna fuck your pretty lilâ cunt.â
Itâs not that Toji doesnât like the feeling of your tight pussy wrapped around his cock. No, he loves it - is addicted even. And he loves it especially when you attack him in the morning like this - his pretty girl, all splayed out on her side, barely even blinking the sleep out of her eyes before you ache for his dick.Â
But, really, whatâs the use of staying still - heâd rather fuck you till youâre breathless and creaming around his cock.
âToji, you promised weâd try. Jusâ want to be stuffed full of your cock.â you pout, batting your lashes behind at him. âDonâ make me go on a sex ban.â
Oh, you little minx. He knew all your dirty tricks - yet, fell for them each time anyway. âFine. Then fucking-â he lifts your legs a little higher, hips pulling back ever-so-slightly. âTake it.â
You barely even hear the rest of his sentence because Tojiâs immediately bullying his throbbing dick into your pussy. Pushing against the resistance as you struggle to take his thick cock, not stopping till heâs buried all the way in your wet cunt.
Smirking at the way you mewl and grind your hips back into his, he wraps two muscled arms around your waist, holding you still on his cock. Murmuring in your ear, low and gravelly, âNot sâpposed to move, doll. Remember?
God, he knows you feel the way he twitches inside your dripping cunt at the way you whisper out a shaky little, âY-yeah. No moving.â
And stubbornly you grit your teeth, being able to do nothing more than clamp down so deliciously on Tojiâs pulsing cock as you stay still, relishing in the burn of him stretching you impossibly.
And maybe itâs been minutes - or even hours, because God did it feel that way to Toji as he watched you being broken by the mere feeling of being split apart on his cock. Patience slowly waning, he snakes down a hand to your poor, forgotten clit. Index tracing lightly over the sensitive bud.Â
âT-Toji what-â you immediately jolt, finally getting an ounce of the friction your cunt has been aching for this whole time. Mindlessly grinding into his erection - only to be stopped by a large hand on your hip.Â
âNo moving, doll. Remember?â
âBut-â
âDidnât say anything about playing with your pretty lilâ clit now, did you?â he hums, knowing you were playing right into his hands. âNow. Donât move.â
Ah, you can do nothing but lay there and take it as Toji presses hot, open-mouthed kisses down your neck. Fingers starting to press, frantic, hard little circles on your swollen clit. Over and over- Like he was fucking you with his fingers the way he couldnât with his dick.Â
Ugh, damn him. Damn him and his fingers that knew you so well.
It was maddening.
âToji- please.â you sob out, powerless against the bruising grip keeping you in place. You wanted to move. You wanted him so bad.Â
ââPleaseâ what?â he grunts. Clearly torn between focusing on drawing steady, agonizing patterns on your clit and fighting that feral part of himself that just wants to plunge into your pretty pussy over and over. Not stopping till you were cockdrunk and crying to cum.
âPlease just fuck me- ah!â
Oh, you didnât have to tell Toji twice. Because in one, fluid move, Tojiâs pulling back, fucking you with harsh, jerky little movements of his hips. Twitching balls smacking you with each thrust. Not even caring to wait and let you adjust because fuck cockwarming, heâs wanted this so long and your needy lilâ pussy is milking him so good- âShhh, itâs okay, doll. We have lotsa time to practice.â
⥠NANAMI KENTO - So mean!
Nanami Kento was a gentleman. Always holding the door open, guiding you through crowds, gifting you bouquets even when there wasnât a special occasion.Â
The only problem was that Nanami was a gentleman even when you didnât want him to be. Even when what you really wanted was for him to push you down and tease you till you were crying and begging for his cock.Â
Like right now - kissing softly down your neck, large hands trailing across your skin as he lays you gently on your bed. Long fingers dipping into your soaked panties, drawing delicate patterns on your quivering thighs. But youâre not in the mood for delicate.
âK-Kento!â you whine, hips bucking into his featherlight touches. âCan we ah- do that thing we talked about?â
âI donât want to hurt you, darling.â he murmurs against your skin.Â
You let out a pouty whine, one that you knew would make him break. âBut I want you to, Kento. Wanâ you to break me. Please.â
He lets out a resigned sigh, running a hand through his hair. A loaded second of silence passes. One. Two. And just as youâre about to admit defeat, surprisingly, itâs Nanami that breaks the silence. âFine then. Face down, ass up if you want to act like such a lilâ slut.â
You scramble to do what he says, mind reeling from the fact that oh this was Nanami - the same Nanami whoâd never raised his voice or ever called you anything other than terms of endearment.
âHm, good.â he grits out.
And thatâs all you hear before a deafening rip! rings through the heady room. Looking back in shock, you realize with a jolt that Nanami had your tattered panties in his hands, your dripping cunt on full display for him.Â
As he positions himself behind you, resting his swollen cock the curve of your ass. Mindlessly, you push back against the feeling of Nanamiâs achingly hard cock, hot and heavy on your skin, precum smearing everywhere. âKen-â
Smack!
âNot Kento, darling.â he murmurs, palms smoothing over your ass. Lips kissing down your spine, in a way that would be so sweet if it wasnât for the way he had you under his mercy.Â
You let out a strangled moan at the sharp sting, his large handprint searing into your skin. âS-sir?â you whisper, almost-experimentally. And oh was it the right answer - because he groans appreciatively, dick jumping so animalistically at the term leaving your swollen lips.Â
âOh? So my slutty girl does know how to be good, huh?â he murmurs, voice so uncharacteristically dangerous. Hands spreading your swollen folds to take in the sight of your wet pussy. âShit. Since mâfeeling so nice, count to five nâ Iâll fill that tight lilâ cunt with my cock.â
You barely have the time to wonder what he means before you feel a sharp slap against your ass. Forcing you to yelp out a strained little, âO-one, sir.â
Nanami hungry eyes greedily take in the fat tears clinging to your lashes, hips bucking into his for more. Your mouth dropping into such a delicious little oh! as youâre torn between pain and pleasure.Â
You were so sweet falling apart underneath him that he canât help but do it again. Smack! And again. Smack!Â
âTwo. Hah! Nâ t-three.â
Good, now it was time to put his good girl to the test.Â
With a low hiss of appreciation, he drags his throbbing cock across your wet folds, gathering your sweet juices on his tip. At the same time, Nanamiâs hand connects with your ass again. Hard. Smack!Â
âAh! Oh-â
âCount.â
âFour! Ngh- four, sir.â
Nanamiâs amusement spikes at the way you were so desperately rutting into his cock. And, well, what his pretty slut wants - she gets, right?
Several things happen at once, he swiftly raises his hand for a final, hard smack. Hips reeling back ever-so-slightly to ram his cock into your snug cunt at the same time. Smack!Â
âAh! Kento- Kento hgnh- shit feel sâgood inside me.â you mewl, drunk off both the sharp sting on your ass and Nanami bullying his thick cock into your tight pussy, filling you up so good.Â
But not for long - because as soon as he was stuffing you full of his cock, Nanamiâs pulling out just as fast. Your pussy clenching around nothing as you whirl behind to pout at him. Only for whatever whine to get stuck in your throat at two fingers shoving something flimsy and wet in your mouth. Forcing you to taste yourself.
Gagging around your soaked panties, a jolt runs down your spine at the positively feral glint in his eyes. Blinking away the tears in your eyes to take in the cruel little smile playing on his lips as he leans in closer to whisper, âMy lilâ slut canât even seem to remember what to call me, huh? I think she should be punished.â
Oh.
What have you done?
⥠GETO SUGURU - Drown me in it!
Geto Suguru has done it all - folded you in half, stuffed you full from all ends, had you begging and crying for more underneath him. He can confidently say that he hasnât shied away from ticking off everything on the list.
That is until one random night in the shower, when he gets an epiphany - oh shit, Geto hasnât made you squirt yet. Yes, it was the sudden image of you covering him in all your sweet juices. But more importantly - how dare he let his pretty girl go so long without cumming so hard you see the pearly gates of heaven?Â
So - like any good boyfriend - Geto has you splayed out on his navy sheets, your legs in the air, his painfully hard cock buried in your dripping cunt.Â
âHngh- please. Shit shit shit mâcumming-â you whine, hips bucking wildly into his. Tears streaming down your face, clenching so hard around his dick that it makes it hard for Geto to thrust in and out at his steady, torturous rhythm. Fucking you through- which number orgasm was this again?Â
Ah, it doesnât matter - because you didnât squirt. Again.Â
âAwwwâŚâ you can barely hear his words over the blood roaring in your ears. âDidnât squirt on that one either. Câmon now, my love, I know yâcan do it fâme.â
Not wasting a second, Getoâs ramming his cock into your snug cunt once more. Heavy balls stinging your ass with each thrust - not even easing you into it any more because oh your little sobs were so pretty. Squirming and bucking into his touch despite your protests. âS-Sugu- I hah-, canât-â
Now, as much as Geto loved your smart mouth - he loved it even more when youâre cockdrunk and babbling underneath him. Huffing out a laugh, he murmurs in your ear, âYes, my love?â Veins grazing that one spot. Hard. âCanât what?â
âCanât cum anymore!â
Well - greedy gaze drinking in the way your swollen cunt swallowed him up so well, slick dripping down to his twitching balls - Geto begged to differ.
âShut up. You will.â he mutters, shifting the angle to hit that one spot that has you gasping and bucking your hips for more. Your fists bunching up the soaked sheets below you, fucking yourself desperately into his throbbing cock. Curling deftly against that one spot. Over and over-
âClose, my love?â Geto sing-songs, âThink this could be the one?â
And oh does he find out. Because youâre cumming again - stars behind your eyes, walls clamping down so sinfully as he fucks you through your high. Your nails claw at his shoulders in an effort to get him to fucking slow down - but no, Geto is ruthless with his abuse. Hips faltering only once you show signs of your high bating.Â
And before you can even react, your boyfriendâs starting his movements again. Milking himself on your heavenly pussy.Â
You canât even form coherent sentences at this point, only fucked-out whimpers leaving your swollen lips - itâs been like this for hours now. Youâve cum more times than you can probably count, yet here Geto was - not even once tonight. A slow, agonizing torture for the both of you. All because he wanted you to fucking squirt.
His thumb was ravaging your sensitive clit, pleasure nothing more than tingles now as Geto fucking ruins you. Hips bullying his thick cock into your heated pussy, thrusts no more than sloppy little movements. Your pussy dripping onto your bedroom floor.
Unforgiving. Geto Suguru was absolutely unforgiving.Â
âCâmon, my love.â his words were so sweetly whispered in your ear - barely audible over your cries. Geto nips at your earlobe, purring lowly, âSquirt on this one, nâ Iâll fill your pretty lilâ pussy with my cum like you want sâbad.â
And then, it happens - something snaps.
Your orgasm crashes through you. So violent and hard that you see flashes of white behind your eyes. You cry out, trembling as your sloppy pussy squirts all over Geto. Covering him in all your sweet juices till his abs are glistening with your slick. Dripping down his body and absolutely soaking the sheets below.
And oh how he was entranced. Geto barely registers his own orgasm, hips faltering as he pumps thick, hot ropes of seed into your quivering cunt. Cumming at the mere sight of you creaming on his cock. His pretty girl was so gorgeous squirting all over him.
It was so so worth edging the both of you to the brink of insanity. He thinks his only regret was not having you squirt all over his face too.
WellâŚnow he only had to see if he could do it twice.
⥠CHOSO KAMO - Lollipop!
Shit, you thought your best friend would have a huge dick - but this was ridiculous.Â
So intimidatingly long and pretty, swollen tip flushed your favorite shade of pink, matching his blushing cheeks. Beads of precum leaking down, down, down the side so mouth-wateringly as you seat yourself in-between those sculpted thighs.
âY-you sure about this, sweetheart?â Choso hisses, despite the way his cock throbs animalistically in your soft hands.Â
You raise a brow, batting your lashes so deceivingly innocently. âAre you sure, Cho? Sâyour first, after all.â
He should say no. He should laugh it off as a joke. He shouldnât ruin this friendship - but oh how badly he wanted to see your pretty lips wrapped around his dick. Have you choking and gagging around him. So, any rationality thrown out the window, Choso nods slowly. Entranced.Â
Grinning wickedly, you whisper, hot breath making his angry cock twitch âThought so.âÂ
âBut are you su- hngh!â Whatever sentence at the tip of his tongue is cut off as you spit on his length. Once. Twice. Your palms smearing the saliva along his throbbing length. Enough of an answer. And then thereâs no more talking.Â
Chosoâs mouth drops into a fucked-out little oh! of disbelief as your tongue darts out to collect the saliva and precum pooling at his head.Â
Moaning at his slightly salty taste, you take in as much of him as you can - inch by fucking inch. Not stopping till your nose meets the small tufts of black hair at this toned pelvis. Because this was your devastatingly sexy best friend and he deserved the best.Â
God, Choso already thinks he could pass out.Â
Heavy balls squeezing so painfully, his veins graze against the roof of your mouth as you start bobbing your head at a quick, ruthless pace. Milking Chosoâs pretty cock for all heâs worth. Not even easing him into his first, because fuck only one taste and youâre already addicted.Â
So, really, it only makes sense that Choso was the same. âOh- Oh fuck! Feels sâgood hngh-â he babbles, hips bucking up involuntarily into your warm, plush mouth. âShit shit shit oh-.âÂ
Was this what heaven felt like? He really was missing out.
âOh, fuck. Yeah, feel sâgood around me, sweetheart.â he groans, as you tongue at his sensitive slit. Fingers digging into the soft armrest while he tries to keep himself together.
You notice - of course you do - because soon enough youâre grabbing his arms to rest on your head, teary eyes blinking up at him so sinfully as you suck the soul out of him.Â
In a split-second, Chosoâs carding his fingers through your hair, holding you steady as he rams his cock down your throat.Â
âFuck- mâs-sorry, sweetheart. Sâtoo ngh- fucking good.â his words slur together, drunk off the way you gag around him. Letting yourself be so used as he fucks your mouth so ferally. Not half the man he was just a moment ago.
By God were you a vision, he thinks deliriously - tears stinging your eyes, drool dripping down the corner of your mouth, lips stretching so lewdly around him as you take him in and out in and out in and- And if he angled your head just right he could see the bulge in your throat. Him - all him. âSorry- ah! sâpretty hgnh- pretty when youâre full of my cock.â
âGonna be mâfirst, huh?â he moans deliriously, ââGonna let me fuck up into that pretty lilâ mouth whenever I want?âÂ
The only response he gets are your pathetic, wet gurgles, and the smacking of his heavy balls hitting your chin. This was heaven and you were an angel.
And that only makes Choso speed up his sloppy thrusts more. Each thrust deeper and harder than the last. Balls tightening, feeling his sanity crumbling away each time his throbbing erection hits the back of your throat. Over and over-
âAh! Sweetheart- mânot gonna last long. Mâclose-â he lets out a guttural groan, tugging on your hair to pull you away.
But alas, you seemed every bit intent on ruining him. Because the only response he gets are your nails digging deeper into his milky hips, leaving angry, red marks in their wake. Ones for him to remember you by - not that he thinks he could ever forget this.
And that itself is enough to have Choso spilling into your mouth. Shooting thick, hot spurts of seed down your waiting throat.Â
Messy. It was so fucking messy.
Heart in his throat, breaths ragged, Choso has to blink his vision back. And if he thought he was going to pass out before then he wasnât ready for you to proudly stick out your tongue - showing absolutely no trace of his cum. Swallowing everything he gives.
âI-I think,â he starts, voice shot, âSâtime for me to return the favor.â
⥠RYOMEN SUKUNA - Drunk on you(r cunt)!
Why the hell would the King of Curses ever kneel down to anyone?Â
Why would he ever wrestle your legs so shamefully open, dive nose-first into your pretty pussy, and tease you with his tongue for hours? Ignoring his angry, achingly hard cock for the sole purpose of making you cum and only making you cum?
But, well, thatâs exactly what happened.Â
âOh- Kuna! Please-â you mewl, big fat tears dripping down your face at this point. Not knowing whether to move your hips away or buck up into his tongue for more more more-
âWhat now, brat?â he hums into your dripping cunt, vibrations making you squeal. âComplained that I donât eat out your pretty lilâ cunt nâ now youâre acting so spoiled?â
Ah, there it was - that offhand little remark that got you into this mess. âB-but,â you whine, stars behind your eyes each time Sukuna laps at your sweet juices. âDidnât think youâd be so mean-â
All you get is a dark chuckle as Sukuna sucks on your throbbing clit, so sensitive from his relentless abuse. Rolling his tongue over it so teasingly.Â
Now, this might be his first time eating you out, but he knows exactly what you need - what you crave. And the way your body trembled under his touch told Sukuna everything about how you were brinking so dangerously close to the edge. Too close.Â
âPlease, Kuna! Wanâ cum sâbad.â you cry out, broken little moans of pleasure leaving your swollen lips. Ones which quickly turn into disappointed whines as he pulls away. Again.
âMânot being mean.â he murmurs in your ear, drinking in that adorable little pout on your face.Â
In the haze of your lust-addled mind, you barely register the way he flips you two to lay on his back. Manhandling you further up the mattress you to be splayed out so sinfully above him - thighs straddling his devastatingly handsome face, hot breath hitting your dripping cunt.
âSee?â Sukuna hums, tongue darting out to catch the obscene drip! drip! drip! of your slick. Eyes rolling to the back of his head as lets your sweet juices slide down his throat. âMâthe best fucking boyfriend youâll ever have.â And with that, heâs bullying his tongue through your swollen fold. Stretching you, thrusting in and out of your sloppy hole. Over and over-
âNgh- feels sâgood. Ah fillinâ me up sâgood.â you squeal, bucking your hips desperately into his pretty face, broken little whimpers leaving you at each rough push of Sukunaâs tongue.Â
Why was he so reluctant again? Something about stupid fucking pride? Fuck that, Sukuna would be on his knees every day if it meant he got to taste you like this. Jaw grinding deeper into you as he eats you out like his last meal.
God, you were pretty sure youâd be collapsing onto him if it wasnât for the strong hand holding your hips. Grip almost bruising as he rocks you harder - more obscenely - on his tongue. The other snakes down to draw rough, frenzied little circles on your swollen clit - as if you werenât losing your sanity enough
And maybe if you were in a better state of mind youâd have noticed that Sukuna was, too. Eyes half-lidded, slick glistening down his jaw, pussy-drunk and watching awe-struck at the sinful sight of you. Devouring the sight of you the way he was with your cunt.Â
Fuck, why does this feel so good? He wasnât even fucking getting off, but the more he made out with your sweet cunt, the more he could feel himself edging closer and closer to the edge. Rock-hard cock angry and leaking precum all over his abs. The great Ryomen Sukuna cumming in his pants from eating his pretty girl out?Â
Shit, Sukuna thinks deliriously, he was gonna have to make you cum. Soon.Â
âKuna- mâclose.â you whimper, voice so soft as if you were afraid of being teased again.
âOh yeah, brat?â he mutters into your folds, âWant it sâbadly, huh? Wanâ cum on my tongue?âÂ
The vibrations have your body jerking violently. âYes yes yes! Canât take it anymore, wanâ cum. Make me cum, please!â you keen. Fucked-out little whines of Sukunaâs name leaving your mouth as he speeds up his movements.
âThen cum.â
And you are, clenching so lewdly around his soft tongue as you ride out your high on his face. Your juices glossing his lips so prettily. And oh Sukunaâs so entranced by you creaming around his tongue that he almost misses the feel of thick, hot spurts of his cum now pooling on his abs. Fuck, he was going to have to do this very often.
⥠GOJO SATORU - Break him!
Gojo always fucked you like his own personal sextoy. And now, it was only time for you to pay back the favor. Which is why you had him handcuffed to the bed, shirtless and splayed out to absolutely fucking ruin.Â
âHah, donât worry, baby. Iâll be gentle.â Gojo chuckles, tugging on the metal cuffs. Still so cocky despite the way his throbbing dick was leaking all over his sculpted abs, twitching at the mere sound of your voice.Â
âHow nice.â you hum, sliding your pussy across his swollen cock, drenching him in your juices. âBecause I wonât be.â And before Gojo can retort, youâre sinking down on his achingly hard cock, squeezing him inside your tight cunt as much as you can.Â
âShit shit shit, yes. Your pretty lilâ pussy feel sâamazing wrapped around me. You sure you can handle it all, baby?âÂ
You waste no time. Slamming down on Gojoâs leaking cock in one, abrupt motion, walls burning at the stretch as your ass meets his heavy balls. They twitch against you as you start moving in steady little bounces, sliding his thick cock in and out of your dripping cunt. In out in and out in and-
âShit, baby. Fuckinâ me sâgood ah! Hngh-â Gojoâs sinful moans come in ragged bursts. Fucking up into your pussy in shallow, defiant little thrusts to bully himself deeper and deeper inside you. But not for long - because youâre pushing his hips down, nails digging into the milky skin of his hips.
âNope.â you hum, grinning at his pout. âNot till you admit defeat, Toru.â
âWhat defeat? That all you got, baby?â Gojo scoffs.
Stubborn bastard.
ââWhat defeatâ, huh?â you taunt. Leaning down so your breath fans his pretty face, âSaid I couldnât- handle it-â Each word is punctuated by you slamming down hard onto his swollen cock. Snug cunt massaging his veins as you pull up all the way - till his leaking tip is just kissing your sloppy hole, rocking your hips down hard at a punishing pace. âLook at you now, huh?â
You risk a glance into his eyes and oh- he liked it.
The great Gojo Satoru - revered like a God since birth - liked being treated like a mere fucktoy at your hands. Loved it even - if the way he twitched inside you was anything to go by it. Oh how you enjoyed being the one to bring him down to his knees.
Immediately, your hand reaches to grab the blindfold hanging haphazardly on his neck. âCâmon, Toru.â you warn, breaths ragged at the way his fat tip kissed your cervix. Tugging - hard - Gojo breath hitches in his throat as you whisper, âJusâ give up.â
His pretty lips part slightly as you speed up your movements. Harsh, purposeful movements just to fuck his soul out.Â
âGod, fuck- hah. Nah, more talk than walk, huh?â
Your hand tightens around the delicate blindfold, relishing in the wet little gurgles that leave him at the pressure around his throat. Balls squeezing painfully as you hypnotize him with your heavenly cunt. Alternating between agonizingly slow strokes and a sloppy, erratic bouncing - edging him closer and closer to the edge. Only to shatter his orgasm and his ego. Fuck.
âI know you want to cum, Toru.â your sweet voice snaps him out of his reverie, and Gojo stares up into your hazy, powerdrunk eyes. âJust admit defeat.â
âNo.â
âToru.â you start, sultry and dangerous. âAdmit it.â
He shakes his head desperately, tears peeking out through those long lashes. âNo.â he repeats, jaw clenched tight.
A hand wraps around his blindfold, pulling him impossibly closer, not even a hairâs breadth between your sticky bodies. âAdmit defeat, Toru.â your lips ghosting his, nipping at his bottom lip. âAdmit defeat, nâ Iâll make your cock cum hard enough to see stars.â
And finally, âI hah- a-admit defeat.â
âLouder.â
âI was wrong! Was wrong, mâgirl. Lemme cum please lemme cum-â
Throwing his head back, Gojoâs hips buck wildly into yours as you let him bully his dick into you with reckless abandon. Over and over- Using you just as much as you were using him. Not even an ounce of the God he was raised to be.
And oh does Gojo see stars - and you do too. Because with a strangled gasp of your name, heâs painting your snug cunt white with thick, hot ropes of his cum.Â
Fucking his seed deeper and deeper, he fucks you through your high. Dazed blue eyes widening at the way your tight pussy was so overfilled, sticky seed dribbling out of you. The sight of you creaming around his cock has his balls twitching exhaustedly. Fuck it was all too much. Flimsy handcuffs shattering with one pull, Gojo mutters raggedly, words sending shivers down your spine, âMy turn, baby.â
A/N. Plagiarism not authorized.
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afab!reader, no prns, praise, edging, wet&messy, kĂśnig using ur clit as a fidget toy <3
kĂśnig, a trained lethal soldier, who suffers from anxiety. you would never know if you didn't know what you were looking for.
his biggest tell, for you, is the way he fidgets. with you.
you're like his own personal little fidget toy. his hands are always on you, kneading and squeezing your skin. most times you don't mind, you rather like having him touching you â your thighs, your waist, your butt, wherever he can get his hands honestly.
but sometimes...his hands wander. it's mindless, truly.
his eyes fixated on the tv playing some random show he decided he wanted to watch. but you couldn't pay attention, not when one big hand was shoved up your shirt groping your breasts and the other was haphazardly stuffed into your sleep shorts and under your panties.
he's toying with you so mindlessly, callused fingers sliding over your clit that has grown increasingly slippery with how wet you've become. occasionally he dips down to prod at your slick entrance.
his movements have no rhyme or reason. he's not even moving very fast. just sloppy back and forth flicks and occasionally he simply taps his fingers against the little bud that has grown so sensitive from his playing. sometimes, when something interesting happens on tv, he stops completely until the desire the fidget returns to him.
you're sitting with your back against his chest, situated between his spread legs sprawled cozily on the couch. he can't see the heated, dazed look on your face from the come-and-go pleasure he inadvertently gives you. he's edging you without even realizing it, full attention still focused on the damn tv. he isn't even hard.
that thought alone is enough to make you clench around nothing. he's really just playing with you like a little toy and that thought is so hot to you. it makes you cheeks burn in embarrassment as you continue to leak into your panties.
if you listen close you can hear with wet clicking noise that comes with his movements. your eyes roll back in your head as that sound alone has your back arching but you quickly settle yourself down, not wanting to tear his attention from the tv â he so rarely had time to settle down and just enjoy tv, you didn't want to disturb him.
the episode he's watching ends and you cast a hopeful glance up at him but he's waiting for the next episode to start and it makes you whine against your own wishes. but your clit is so hard and twitchy from being edged that it's actually hurting and you're so wet now that your panties are uncomfortably sticky.
it's your whine that gets his attention, pretty blue eyes flicking down to your face where he finally sees the desperate way you're looking at him, teary eyes and swollen lips from biting them to keep quiet. you can see in his eyes when he registers how soaked you've gotten his fingers and he has the audacity to look sheepish.
"ah, my sweet..." he whispers, ears tinged pink, "i-i'm sorry, i did not realize..."
he moves to pull his hand out of your panties and you whine again, grabbing his wrist with both hands to stuff him back down. your nails bite into his skin and he stops trying to pull away, instead pushing his hand back down and it's then that he fully resisters how wet you are.
"don't stop, please...i-i've been so close..." you pitifully beg and he takes pity on you. how precious of you, he thinks.
"i'm sorry, my love," he coos, fingers starting to work once again â properly this time with quick little circles on your clit, "i'll make you cum for being so good for me."
you can't even formulate words, instead nodding and spreading your legs even further apart, your feet on either side of his legs. he hums softly in your ear, chin hooked over your shoulder as he watches his hand move under the fabric of your shorts.
he spreads your sticky folds apart and begins to swirl messily around your clit, occasionally lightly tapping against the bud just to watch the cute way your thighs twitch at the feeling. you reach back and clutch his t-shirt in your fists to ground you. his cock throbs, churning up quickly, at the loud, wet noise of him playing with your cunt.
it doesn't take long at all before your stiffening against him and twitching in his lap as you cum with a cute little gasp of his name. he moans softly in your ear as he feels your clit throb under the pads of his fingers. you let out the loveliest moans that has his cock hardening fully against his thigh.
when you slacken against his body, aftershocks making you twitch periodically as you pant, he's tempted to stop but the fact you had sat there so sweetly and let him practically torture you while he watched his show made him want to make it up to you.
he sees the excitement in your eyes when his fingers dip lower and begin to press into you and he can't believe just how sweet you are. your so sticky and wet with the amount of cum he worked out of you with such ease.
"let me really make it up to you, my little one..."
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FANTASIZING ABOUT a needy Choso Kamo âĄď¸.
He canât help it. Ever since you first introduced him to sex, he just canât get enough. Itâs not his fault that your cunt is so addicting, so much so that heâs often begging you to let him fuck you on his cock. Itâs not his fault that you moan so beautifully that he canât help but thrust into you harder so youâll make more of those pretty sounds for him. Itâs not his fault that you taste so good and he has to have you on his tongue, drinking your juices until youâre shaking and crying. He doesnât mean to be so needy, but you bring out this side of him he canât control.
How is he supposed to control himself when you walk around in those skimpy clothes, showing off your plump ass and perfect tits? Itâs impossible. Heâll try to resist, have some self-control. But it isnât long before heâs hugging you from behind, dotting wet kisses along your neck and pushing his hard-on into your ass. All while heâs begging you let him feel your wet cunt. And of course youâll let him, how could you say no to your cute desperate boyfriend.
The minute you agree he has you laid out under him as he fucks his big cock into your tight cunt. Moaning and whimpering about how good it feels to be inside you again, his face red as he pushes every last inch of himself into you. He uses his weight to thrust into you, which only made your head go dizzy. He has you in a lazy mating press and your plush thighs slap against his hips every time he comes down, the sound of Chosoâs deep thrusts is so musical, his tip abusing your womb to the point your eyes roll back. His mouth is so filthy too, and the worst part is, is that he doesnât even realize it. âFuck, baby... youâre sucking me in... your pussyâs so tight.â He groans into your ear, sucking onto your skin and leaving purple marks behind, intent on marking you as his. Although there was no point since you still had the hickeys from your last encounter, but it was never enough for Choso.
The poor curse is so in love with your body that heâll go on for hours and hours just playing with your body. If it was up to him, you both would never leave the bed. Who needs to eat when he can just eat your cunt and you can suck his cock? Who needs to sleep when thereâs a new position he wants to try? This man will not stop because thatâs how addicted he is to your cunt. You curse the curseâs stamina and sometimes wish you had a normal boyfriend, but he usually fucks those thoughts right out of your head before you can try and act on them. âChoso⌠ngh!â h-hold on, my bodyâŚâ you mumbled, unable to fully say your sentence. He hits a particularly sensitive spot and you let out a strangled cry, bucking your hips wildly to try and get that same pleasure again. Choso eyed your reaction, angling his hips to continue hitting that spot over and over again til youâre seeing stars and screaming out his name. You had no thoughts about shame, or how you should lower your voice, not when your handsome boy was fucking you within an inch of your life.
âRight there? âs that the spot, dove?â He pants, voice hoarse from his overwhelming desire for you. Youâve lost track of time, to obsessed with the way Choso has you creaming around his cock for the nth time. Everything was too much, but you loved it, in an addictive way. The overstimulation was addicting. His words were addicting. The sound of the bed hitting the wall was addicting. His cock was addicting. He was addicting. You always tease Choso about his neediness when in reality, youâre just as needy and obsessed as he is. You can tell Choso is close by the way his cock twitched inside you and how he speeds up his movements, rutting into you with wild abandon and chasing his orgasm.
You throw your head back into a pillow, your vision almost going black as you were consumed with ecstasy. The air was knocked out of your lungs with every snap of his hips, your senses filled with just the pressure of Choso. It felt like you were gonna throw up, but not in a bad way. âBaby⌠babybabybabybaby! A-ah! MgnâŚâ you cried out in pleasure, clawing at the sheets below you. Chosoâs hands tightened around your hips, his careful grip growing into a bruising hold as he was solely focused on reaching his climax. âHahâ you feel sososososo good, dove. I love you, I love you so much,â he whimpered. It was right there, he could feel it, just a couple more thrusts and heâll finally have his release. He wants to cum so bad, he needs to cum.
âHey dove? C-can I fill your pretty pussy with my cum? Wanna cum inside you,â he begged, his voice broken as he pleads with you. âPlease, my love⌠I want to stuff your pussy with my cum, wanna fill you upâŚâ he continues, kissing your ankle and calf to convince you further. You didnât need much convincing though, you were already to dumb and out-of-it to deny the poor curse. Frantically, you nodded your head, just wanting to feel his hot semen inside you. And you finally got your wish after a few more sloppy thrusts, before Choso goes still and empties his balls into your awaiting cavern. He lets out a guttural moan as ropes of cum spurt out. Slowly, he pulls out, his cock coated in a translucent white, his thighs and pelvis sticky from a mix of sweat and cum.
You both lay there in silence, the sounds of your labored breathing being the only noise echoing through the room. While coming down from your high, you remember that the reason you even got dressed today was because you had work. Annoyed, you lightly smack the upside of Chosoâs head, complaining about how he made you late while you go to get out of bed and put your clothes back on. Choso rubs the area where you hit him as he watched you struggle to move and get out of bed, he looks at you like a kicked puppy and he knows he should be sorry for making you late but he canât find it in him to feel guilty. Instead, Choso reaches out and wraps his arms around you, pulling you back further onto the bed and flushed against his sweaty chest. He buries his face in the crook of your neck and he lines soft kisses to your nape.
âIâm sorry, dove⌠Why donât you call out and let me eat your pussy as an apology?â
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TW - intox, somno, cnc, forced breeding
We're talking on a video call like we usually do in the evenings. I'm smoking a bowl to help wind down for the night. When I finish, you suggest I might want to do another. I've been really stressed out lately, it'd be helpful to have a little more, you tell me. I have been stressed lately, why not? I fill another bowl half way, but you convince me to make it another full one. After I'm done the second bowl, you can see how faded I am. I tell you that the weed is hitting me really hard and I think I'm gonna go lie down. You wish me well and say goodnight. I stumble through the house in a stoned haze, eventually making it into bed. I drowsily strip myself of my clothes before rolling over and falling asleep. I'm too deep in slumber to hear the door unlock. I gave you a spare key for emergencies, after all. You creep into my bedroom and see my naked body sprawled across the bed. You quietly take off your clothes and climb on top of me. Kissing your way down my back while running your hands all over my limp body. Feeling up my ass and tits and then finally, my pussy. I let out soft moans in my sleep. As you rub my clit and fondle my ass, I start to become wet. You then line yourself up with my slick entrance and ram your entire cock inside me. I wake with a scream, a concoction of panic and pleasure. As you begin violently thrusting, I try to get my bearings. My head is so dizzy and my body is so heavy. I let out a feeble scream as I try to resist, but it's no use. My body is far to weak and I can't put up a fight. I am pinned in place by the weight of your body on top of me. I have no idea who is inside me, but I can't seem to focus on anything but how good it feels. You lean down on top of me and begin grabbing at my breast. You pinch my nipple and I can't help but let out a moan. You chuckle softly between grunts, you know a filthy whore like me likes being used. Your thrusts are so hard and deep that it doesn't take long for me to cum on your cock. You continue to fuck me for what feels like hours. I am so out of it that I have no concept of time. I eventually let myself drown in the pleasure. It doesn't matter who is fucking me, the only thing that matters is how good it feels. After you've lost track of how many times you've made me to cum, you feel yourself get close. Your thrusts become faster and faster. You pull my hips hard against you, forcing your cock as deep into my pussy as possible. With a loud grunt, you let your load out inside me. You pull out and let my hips go, causing me to slump onto the bed. You watch as your seed seeps out of my throughly used pussy. You then put your clothes back on and leave, locking the door behind you. I lay in the wet patch knowing I should feel mortified, but instead I feel euphoric. Having my rapists seed pouring from my violated pussy turns me on all the more. It's not long before the exhaustion and intoxication lull me back into a deep sleep. I sleep well knowing my only purpose is to be a good cocksleeve. It doesn't matter if I'm conscious or not.
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Hot take
Night furies are actually perfectly evolved for hunting and killing other dragons and the only reason they aren't a dragon-hunting species like the death song or deathgrippers are is because DreamWorks couldn't have their adorable main character dragon be a "cannibal"
(below I'm gonna try to summarize what we've figured out in a convo with friends on discord)
(also tw animal death via predator)
First of all yes I'm aware that pretty much every decision made about their design was with consideration of the effect it would make on human audiences but hear me out
Night furies are most iconically known as dive-bombers. They are built for speed, high maneuverability, night-time camouflage and for striking targets from above. If we remove human settlements out of the equation (which would not have existed long enough to actually influence night fury evolution, come on), what does that leave us with?
They aren't built for catching fish for sure, they aren't very hydrodynamic and their head is round, wide, and their teeth are dull. Honestly, the monstrous nightmare is much better suited for catching fish, with its long neck, almost pelican-like jaw and rhamphorhynchus teeth
Compare to
Yeah the jaws look kinda like a porpoise of some sort but for that the whole body would have to be a lot more aquatic imo. The light fury looks a lot closer to an aquatic diver, it has a sleeker body, rounded fins instead of spikes, and a long neck.
I don't really see them hunting land animals either, they just don't look like they're adapted for that minus the resemblance with large felines and even then, they're too large to effectively hunt in forests.
The one thing I can kinda imagine them hunting is large mainland megafauna, but we're working with a setting that takes place pretty much exclusively on islands. And overall, dragons are the only abundant species there with the exception of fish and human-bred sheep and chickens.
In general, night furies have duller teeth, smaller claws and are smaller than most dragons. Disregarding the movies making Toothless weirdly OP, a night fury would be disadvantaged against most dragons in a 1v1 fight and besides, it has four huge weak spots that would highly discourage it from a direct physical fight - the primary and secondary tail fins. One unlucky rip in the membrane and the night fury is fucked.
The night fury however noticeably resembles falcons, given their dive-bombing ability and high maneuverability.
Falcons too have smaller beaks and weaker claws compared to most birds of prey, and for that they compensate by simply picking up speed, balling up their talons and Punching. Really. Hard.
And they use that ability to kill other birds, even much larger ones, by knocking them right from the sky.
Here, the night fury's plasma blast works the same way as a falcon's punch. Dragons are fire-resistant, so what the plasma blast does is really just a densely packed bolt of energy that has the effect of either stunning or outright killing prey by damaging its spine. And what the plasma bolt doesn't do, rapid contact with the ground would finish. And if even that doesn't do it, the night fury's wide jaws and dull teeth are just fine for simply clamping around the unlucky dragon's neck and strangling it, like a lion or a pitbull.
The night-time camouflage allows the night fury to soar for extended periods of time perfectly unnoticed in the night sky, and by the time it strikes, the dragon wouldn't even know what's coming.
Unless
Say the hunting night fury is aware of other dragons sleeping under the trees, as most dragons probably would at night (village raids aside, most dragons seem to be diurnal), so how does the night fury get them in position where it can use its signature attack? Well, there's That Iconic Screech Of Death. Since in the movies it tends to appear not just during dive-bombings but also when charging up a blast, I imagine it's something the night fury is able to control to some degree. So by simply fake-diving in close proximity to sleeping dragons, it can effectively terrify them into leaving their hideout and fly out into the open where it can easily take them out.
I dunno, the possibility of night furies as predators to other dragons just makes so much sense to me, I really don't know what other reasons there would be for them to evolve these particular adaptations.
And one more little headcanon to add to this whole rant - since night furies are significantly smaller and less equipped for dragon vs dragon fights and are primarily speed-based predators, I imagine there is this very likely scenario:
There is one dragon who resembles a hyena, a lil bit
Ok, rant over
#httyd#how to train your dragon#night fury#spec bio#spec evo#as for why Toothless isn't hunting other dragons and lives in the hive with all the rest#this is a pretty funny possibility to think about but perhaps in the past -1000-ish years humans have simply become#such a massive nuisance to the dragons that some of their species abandoned their natural behavior in exchange for kicking humans asses#yes i know the movies were all about ''dragons are actually perfectly fine and innocent and it was just the Red Death''#but also human effect on the environment and encroaching on natural dragon hunting grounds and fucking up the ecosystem#anyway there
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I love your work, could you please write a viktor x reader who takes care of him. like makes sure he eats, they make baked goods for him or make him go to bed in time. I think it would be cute
Heyo! Sure I can, even if itâs been a while since I wrote for Viktor (or anything) lmao
Caretaker!Reader
Viktor takes well enough care of himself, to his own standards
So we all know he can use a little more help and a little helping hand
I think Viktor is pretty independent so it takes a lot out of him to even be able to do this kind of intimate thing with you
If he does, it takes a lot of vulnerability as you would see him at his lowest
There have been times where he probably refused and would try and get out of any situation where you found out he needed help and to be taken care of
He doesnât want to bother you or anything when he deems it able to be done by himself
It takes a while for him to be comfortable enough with you and your relationship to let himself be vulnerable in that way
As he has never done this kind of thing with anyone else before
But once it happens, trust me, youâre golden
I think he does like sweets and baked goods, so to have you bring him any on a whim and not because you have to, but because you care warms his heart absolutely
He often forgets to take care of himself and his basic needs, like eating and stuff like that for his experiments and research
So he relies on you for that a little bit once he knows you will always be there for him
He loves when you cook or bake for him and knowing itâs so he knows heâs taken care of makes each bite better than the last
At first when you attempted to get him on some sort of decent sleep schedule, he resisted
He went to bed whenever, or whenever his research was done or he passed out and often it was in the lab or at his desk or in the middle of his studying at the table
SOO you would often have to bring him to bed yourself
Once you wore him down enough, he acted like you won
You thought you did until you found out he was just waiting till you fell asleep and slipped out off bed, and slipped back in just before you woke up and pretended to wake up beside you
You had to scold him probably, or it was some sort of argument
He realized you just wanted him to be healthy, and for him to be well rested
Reluctantly, he began going to sleep with you and waking up beside you in the mornings
He found he actually did like this habit because sleeping beside you was surprisingly comforting
He loved hearing your breathing pattern as you fell asleep, and it helped him fall asleep to hear and feel your heart beating as you both snuggled to sleep
And he loved watching you wake up slowly in the mornings
It was all worth it
One thing he was very stubborn about you not doing was taking care of his leg I think
Probably because he feels as his sort of disability is a bother enough, he doesnât want you to be burdened with it
He probably thinks that if you see that part of him, youâll think heâs not worth it and leave
And thatâs not the case
He only finds out on a particularly harsh day when it hurt so bad, and it was so sore all he could do was want to fall asleep and alleviate the pain by any means
You maybe kissed his leg, maybe rubbed out the pain, maybe helped him in any way
But as you did it, he loved the feeling and could only watch you do so and the warm feeling in his chest never left
So, on the hard days, he would drop subtle hints that he wanted to be taken care of
Like subtly saying âoh, it just hurts, I have no clue how to fix itâŚâ and wait for you to offer to rub it
I feel he likes being babied a little bit, but not to much
He doesnât like being treated as glass or like he is incompetent
But he does love being taken care of by you
Be it food, tending to him or showering or making sure he is fed and clean
He loves showering with you
He loves having you wash his hair and the feelings of your hand in it or feeling you lather the soap on him while he just gets to relax and close his eyes and know your there
And that heâs able to soak in all the love
Obviously he returns it all in his own way but
Itâs just all the love you pour in
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SLEEPING BEAUTY! â SUGURU GETO
somnophiliac!getowho loves watching his baby sleep so peacefully whenever he come back late from work. The blankets are hanging halfway off your body, exposing your hard nipples through your tank top. The shorts you have on barely covering your ass. Suguru takes a step forward and kneels down, inhaling your scent before placing a kiss on your shoulder. One kiss turns to three, then five, and before you know it, heâs kissing down your stomach. You just look so pretty, so relaxed, he canât help himself when it comes to you. His hands squeeze at your tits, running his thumb over your head nipples before his lifting your shirt just enough to see them. His cock hardens, eyes scanning over your figure from above as heat courses through his veins. Not even thirty seconds goes by and heâs in between your legs, your shorts and panties discarded on the floor as he licks between your folds, sucking on your clit. He moans at the way you taste on his tongue, eyes staring at you while he waits for the moment you wake up and he can hear your pretty whimpers. He inserts two fingers inside you, sliding in with ease, reaching your g-spot. âTaste so good, baby. Ah, my beautiful fucking girl.â He places soft kisses on your swollen clit. He chuckles lightly when you start to squirm, brows furrowed.
He knows youâre having a wet dream right now from how wet you are, soaking his fingers. He pumps his fingers faster, stroking your g-spot each time as his tongue circles around your clit. Heâs devouring like his last meal, eager to make you cum. âSuguâah!â You whimper, tiredly. He stares up at your half lidded eyes, a smirk forming on his face. âBaby, wh-what are youâoh fuck,â you pant, hands instinctively gripping on his hair. He doesnât plan on stopping, knowing youâre so close to cumming on his tongue. âHi, sweetheart,â he mumbles. Your eyes roll back at the overwhelming pleasure, your body felt like it was on fire. âDidnât mean to wake you, but you looked too good to resist,â he kisses down your thighs before diving right back in, the flat of his tongue running up your clit as his fingers curl inside you.
Youâre so extremely sensitive and turned on, your orgasm approaches faster than you anticipated. The feeling comes on fast, like a rush of waves as you brain can do nothing but focus on the way heâs eating your pussy. âJust like that, baby. Fuck! Youâre gonna make me cum!â You cry out, pushing his head down. Your legs began to shake as he sucks on your clit and the coil finally snaps. âOhhhh fuck!â You grip on his hair tightly. âOh my god! Yes! Yes!â Your eyes roll back as you bask in the pleasure of your orgasm, jaw going slack, back arching off of the sheets. Suguru licks up every last drop, even from his fingers. You lay there, trying to catch your breath until you hear his belt buckle being undone.
âWeâre not done just yet, sweetheart.â
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featuring: protective!heian!sukuna, kindhearted!servant!reader. slight angst/hurt -> comfort. synopsis: you're sick. to your surprise, you're rescued by the man second closest to death himself. masterlist
you should've known he wouldn't come. sukuna has never set foot in the servant's headquarters in his life, let alone to chase after a sick servant. you lower your head, trying to ease the headache that has plagued you through the day.
sukuna loves his bloodshed and his gore. him and death would be good friends, you think to yourself. he wouldn't care if your body was burnt or buried, you think to yourself; wouldn't care if you died at all.
the room the others put you in is empty. ash spreads neatly over the cold floor. the scent of kibble haunts the atmosphere. it's where they put the dogs before sukuna killed them.
ever since you took care of the king of curses while he was sick, the other servants had been careful in keeping a distance from you. not in ill of heart; they're simply terrified at what you must've done to survive in your week long stay with the monster. honestly, you don't blame them.
but now when you're laying on the freezing ground, struggling to breathe, it's hard not to.
'this is where you live?'
your eyes look up. shock. then, with all the strength you can muster, you heave yourself one step away from the man at the doorway, which only serves to piss him off more.
sukuna ryomen, in all his glory, looks down at you. bending down to pick you up like a limp doll to be seated against the wall, he seems to revel in his regained strength. you can't help but feel happy for him, to have survived this fatal disease. not many men can attest to that...
then again, he is no ordinary man.
'i asked you a question.'
you nod, a small thing, barely a movement. he seems to clench his teeth.
he takes off his long white coat, flaunting a layer of dried blood, and drapes it over your shoulders.
yet it doesn't end there. he retrieves from his pocket a bottle of what looks to be a golden syrup.
you know exactly what it is.
he takes your hand and wraps it around the flask, making you hold it, sparing, not one, but two of his eyes, to stare at you, making sure you do as he commands.
'swallow.'
you shake your head. you know he's asking you to do. this is a medication is so rare for your disease that no sorcerer has found in over a hundred years. he's brought this thing of myth right to your very lips. now he's asking you to drink it, and thus take away any chance of it saving anyone else's life.
you scowl, but the tickling sensation in your throat grows stronger, eventually erupting out of your mouth in a harsh cough. you look away from sukuna.
'leave,' you whisper, weakly. 'don't wanna infect you.'
'i survived the illness already. i've developed an immunity.'
you shake your head again. you couldn't threaten your king's health with your own weakness. you just couldn't.
'i can't take this.'
he growls. without any notice, he swallows your lips in a kiss. in the momentary haze, you could hardly resist, fisting the front of his kimono to ground yourself. then, you feel something sweet, honey-ish, hit your tongue.
with his hand locked on your chin, it forces you to swallow.
you pull back, pushing him away. he groans.
he wipes his mouth, still with two eyes staring.
no... no, why did he do that?
'y-you- how? no... why did you waste it on me?' you whisper, desperately searching his face for an answer. 'i'm just a servant. you could've given it to a princess, or a scholar, or priest-'
he grabs you by the arm and forces you into his arms. its heat astounds you, and you find yourself crawling closer. a vague thumping sound seems to press against your ear-
oh. you calm your breathing.
it's his heartbeat.
alive.
'sleep in my room tonight,' he demands.
what did he say? you strain your mind, trying to replay what he said earlier. no... maybe you heard correctly.
'but i'm no concubine,' you respond, instantly.
his arm supports your waist, helping you up effortlessly to your feet. he then directs two of his eyes to the doorway, his cadence low and domineering.
'it doesn't matter.'
he leads you placidly through the servant's quarters. you notice all conversation cease at your entry, bodies dropping into a low bow. a small voice in you whispers that it's where you should be too. you tug at sukuna's arm.
'i'm only a servant, sukuna.'
you know what it looks like, a servant clutching onto a man, more god than human. a man who has slaughtered villages, blood staining the base of his kimono crimson, and turned half a province on its head, just to save you.
'whatever you are in my eyes is what you are to the world,' he states, his expression unchanging. 'if i deem you a queen, that is who you are.'
exiting the servant compound, you know you can't say no- not like you wanted to. the wide expanse of his chest is comforting.
yet however sweet this feeling remains, you can't help but gulp. perhaps this is the closest a human has ever come to courting death.
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Close to You
sylus x fem!reader
summary: a sleepy morning with sylus results in unravelled feelings.
cw: nsfw (18+) - mdni!!, friends with benefits to lovers, smut, fluff, oral sex, vaginal fingering, mutual masturbation, face-sitting, p in v, handjob, dom/sub undertones, aftercare
wc: 4.9k
a/n: i fear i am obsessed with the man
also on ao3!
Itâs wonderfully warm.
Thatâs what you think when you begin to stir, eyes blinking open blearily as soft rays of sunlight pour into the room, having snuck through the gaps in the curtains. A yawn escapes you and you squirm under the blankets, pressing your face back into the warmth of Sylusâ chest.
His arms tighten around you and a smile tugs at your lips, legs tangling with his.
âMorning,â he rasps, his voice deeper than usual, laced with the remnants of sleep.
âMorning,â you whisper back, lips pressing against his chest in a soft kiss.
Sylus cups the back of your head, his large hand stroking over your hair gently and you sigh, letting your eyes slip back shut.
Heâd stopped by last night, said he had some information about a group of abnormally acting Wanderers. One thing had led to another however, and youâd let him stay the night, his body pressed up against yours.Â
âStay,â he grumbles when he feels you try to pull away, his face burying into your hair.
âI have work,â you murmur back, twisting your head to glance at the clock beside your bed.Â
The glowing numbers tell you that youâve slept in, and you groan, slumping back down as you realize you were most definitely going to be late.
âCall in sick,â Sylus replies, his hands squeezing at your waist.
You want to deny him, but Sylus knows you better than you know yourself. You can never find it in yourself to truly resist him, not when he pets across your body so soothingly anyways. You just hope it doesnât turn into a repetitive occurrence, itâs not like you can keep missing work whenever you feel like being wrapped up in his arms to make out with him lazily.
Reaching for your phone, you write out a quick text, sending it to Jenna to tell her youâd come down with a sudden fever. You can feel Sylusâ lips on your forehead beginning to drift and you tilt your head, letting him land a kiss to your cheek as he caresses your hip.
âYouâre a bad influence,â you whisper, feeling his hand creep up under his shirt that youâre wearing.
âMaybe so,â Sylus says, shooting you a smile.
You bite your lip when his thumb swipes the underside of your breast, his calloused fingers spreading across the skin of your breast before finding your nipple. His red eyes bore into yours and you donât let your gaze slip away, mouth opening to let a soft moan spill out as he tugs and pinches at your nipple.
âYou look so pretty like this, sweetie,â he whispers, his lips ghosting over yours.
Sylus doesnât kiss you and you donât make any move to kiss him either. Itâs what makes the push and pull between you and Sylus so rewarding, he riles you up and you rile him up until one of you snaps. Itâs what youâd done last night anyways, bent over the arm of the couch in a short skirt with your ass in the air, pink panties bared to his eyes as youâd grabbed the tv remote that you had accidentally dropped.Â
Too bad your panties hadnât survived the onslaught of his hungry mouth, his fingers getting impatient until heâd ripped the flimsy fabric off of you and fucked you right there in your skirt.Â
The feeling of his mouth on your neck draws you out of your thoughts, letting him play with your breasts as he trails hot kisses down your skin. Your arms loop around his neck, fingers splaying across his broad back. You can feel his muscles flex as he moves his arm, both of you panting softly as he gropes at the fat of your breasts.
âAsk for it, baby,â Sylus whispers, rolling the hardened nub between his fingers.
You shake your head, gritting your teeth when you feel him roll his hips against your side, the feeling of his half-hard cock making arousal pool between your thighs.
âNo,â you pant out, biting your lip as your back arches, âyou ask for it.â
Sylus lets out a low laugh, nosing against your cheek as he presses another kiss to your skin. âYou know Iâm not one to beg.â
âFirst time for everything,â you retort, pressing your breast into his warm palm firmly, fingers trailing down his bare chest.
A smile spreads across your face when his cheeks flush, your hand drifting lower and lower until your hand presses against the hot bulge of his cock through his thin pajama pants. Sylus groans at the feeling of your hand and you wrap it around his heavy length, now fully hardened.
âSo hard for me,â you coo, batting your eyelashes up at him as you drag your hand up and down. The hitch of his breath is welcome and has you feeling bolder, tongue licking across his sternum.
âDirty, little whore,â Sylus hisses, his fingers digging into your side as you hook your leg over his hip and press yourself closer. âAlways pushing me, arenât you?â
You grin, letting him roll his hips into your hand as you kiss across his chest, the sound of your lips on his skin emanating through the room. Sylus grabs at your ass, pulling you up so that you're settled on his lap, your knees bracketing his hips.
âLook good like this,â you murmur breathlessly, palming at his cock a little more.
The imprint of his cock is clear, pre-cum causing a dark spot to appear on the fabric. Your fingers trail over his length, eyes entranced as you watch it twitch under your touch. His fingers grasp at the shirt, pushing it up and feeding the fabric into your mouth. Half-lidded eyes stare down at him, the hem of the shirt bitten between your teeth.
âPretty baby,â Sylus whispers, his gaze trailing over your exposed breasts and stomach, down to where a pair of white panties sit snug on your hips. You hope he wonât rip them, but his fingers grasp at the material, pulling up and a sharp gasp leaves you, your panties digging into your cunt deliciously. âGreedy pussy, hm? Can feel you dripping all over my cock.â
You send him a glare, shirt falling back down to cover your body from his wandering eyes.
âYouâre annoying,â you say, crossing your arms over your chest.
Sylus only grins and tries to pull the shirt back up again, but you swat his hand away and stay seated on his lap stubbornly. He clicks his tongue, red eyes darkening at your challenge.Â
âStop being a brat,â he warns, fingers tapping against your thighs.
âOr what?â you reply, raising your brows. You give him an innocent look, letting your lower lip jut out into a pout.Â
âOr Iâll fuck you until you-â
You donât give him a chance to finish, crawling up his body. Sylusâ eyes widen for a moment, confusion flitting across his face until he realizes what youâre doing. Your clothed cunt settles onto his mouth and he groans, nosing at your panties to breathe you in.
âMuch better when you donât speak,â you sigh, running your fingers through his snowy hair.
Youâll have to pay for your boldness later, but you donât care, biting your lip as you roll your hips against his face. Sylus licks at you through your panties, his hands coming up to grab at your thighs and squeeze at the fat.
âJust like that,â you whisper, head tipping back as he sucks at your slick through the fabric of your panties.Â
Your hips roll and rock as you please, fingers gripping his hair. Sylus moves your panties to the side before long and you gasp, body doubling over as he licks across your bare cunt.
âOh- oh fuck!â you mewl, writhing atop his mouth when he thumbs apart your folds to spit on your pussy.
âThis is what you wanted, isnât it?â Sylus rasps, his fingers gripping your thighs a bit firmer to push you onto his mouth again.
His tongue glides through your folds a few times, flicks at your clit lazily and kisses the swollen little bud gently before he tugs your weight down onto his face fully. A loud squeal leaves you and you think youâve bitten off more than you can chew, seeing stars behind your eyelids as he eats you out hungrily.
âSy- Sylus!â His name sounds in a wail, and he simply grunts into your cunt, fingers dimpling into the fat of your ass as he slurps and sucks like a man starved.Â
The sounds of his mouth on your cunt are horribly lewd, and your fingers donât know where to latch onto, alternating between tugging on his hair and grasping at the rumpled sheets beside his head. Mindless chants escape you, wet pussy rubbing against his face unabashedly and across his tongue as he holds it there for you to grind against.
âFuck, fuck, fuck,â you whisper, your hand landing over his as he pushes the shirt up to grip one your tits.Â
He squeezes roughly and you moan, grabbing his wrist to guide his hand higher, closing your mouth around his fingers. You suck desperately, tongue swirling and eyes slipping shut as your hands curl around his wrist and forearm tightly. Sylus groans into your pussy again and your hazy eyes peer down to find his crimson ones staring right back at you.
A drunken smile spreads across your face and you lick at the pads of his fingers before kissing them. His eyes narrow and you moan when he spanks your ass at your display of blatant brattiness. It does little to deter you, mouth sucking his fingers in deeper until he spanks you again and sucks your clit into his mouth harshly.Â
You come with a cry, body shaking and thighs trembling. Sylus moves you off of him and you mumble out an apology for suffocating him, slumping against the bed as he pulls you into his chest and kisses your forehead.
Itâs a little too intimate for what you two are to each other, but youâre secretly grateful for the bits of affection he gives you. Sylus doesnât need to know that youâre starved of it, although you think he mightâve picked up on it with how clingy youâve become, insisting that it was okay for him to stay the night only a few weeks after you two had first slept together.Â
âThat was nice,â you slur softly, droopy eyes peering up into his.
Sylus huffs out a laugh, his hands petting at your sides. âIâm sure it was.â
Your slick glistens over his mouth and his chin and you sit up, tugging his shirt over your head and handing it to him. Sylus uses it to wipe his mouth and tosses it behind him, the fabric landing on the floor of your bedroom.
âThink I deserve a kiss for all that,â Sylus says, his nose nudging against yours.
You nod your assent, tits squished up against his firm chest as his lips meet yours. Sylus kisses you messily, tongue slipping into your mouth almost immediately so you can taste yourself on his tongue. A soft whine leaves you, returning his kisses with just as much fervor as you let your hand drift down, dipping into his pajama pants to grasp his hard cock.
His hips buck into your hand at the feeling and you smile against his lips, slowing the kiss to something more languid and lazy as you drag your hand up and down his throbbing cock.Â
âHand feels so fuckinâ good, babyâ Sylus sighs against your lips.
You hum, tilting your head to kiss his cheek and then his jaw. Pre-cum wets your hand, the slick noises of his cock filling the room as you stroke his cock for him. Sylus moans into your mouth, his hands unable to stop touching you as he grips the fat of your ass and then your hips.
ââm sensitive,â you whine when his hand slips between your thighs, the pads of his fingers rubbing over your clit.
âYou can take it,â he whispers back, kissing you again as he slips two fingers inside of you.
Youâre both panting again, meeting each otherâs kisses with the same passion. His cock throbs in your hand and Sylus lets out a low moan when you tighten your fingers around him and let your thumb brush over his leaky tip.
âHow cute,â you tease when you see the tips of his ears flush pink, his eyes half-lidded and chest rising and falling at an increasing pace as you twist your wrist and move your hand a little faster.
âYouâre going to regret this,â Sylus replies hoarsely, his face tucking into the crook of your neck as he fucks his cock into your hand.Â
A half-laugh, half-moan escapes you when he curls his fingers inside of you, quickening the pace of his fingers as he fucks them in and out of you. Your other hand joins the mix, cupping his heavy balls. Sylus lets out a strained moan, his hips thrusting harder into the heat of your hand as you play with his balls, massaging and caressing them.
Itâs a stark change from how he usually acts. Sylus is just as needy as you, despite being the leader of an illegal faction from within the N109 Zone. At least with each other, you both get to indulge in what you want. Itâs how you came to this agreement anyways, a little coaxing from Sylus and some carefully placed kisses later and you were agreeing almost immediately.Â
His fingers move faster, scissoring inside of you to draw out more whiny gasps from your throat, his thumb joining to rub at your swollen clit. A whimper breaks out of you, body shuddering as you cum on his fingers, your hands stuttering as you struggle to keep them moving through the haze of your orgasm.
Sylus lets out a growly moan, shoving his face deeper into the crook of your neck as he comes. You can feel his heavy breaths of air against your neck, the rise and fall of his chest when his cum coats your fingers and smears across his abdomen. Itâs hot and thick, and you whine, wanting him to kiss you again.
He lifts his head sluggishly, slots his lips over yours and kisses you until you canât breathe. You want to wrap your arms around his neck, but your hands are covered in his cum so you pout until he pulls your wrists out from where youâve begun to stroke him again slowly.
âAlways so cockhungry,â he tuts, guiding your fingers to your face.
You smile dazedly and make a show of licking your fingers clean. Sylus groans and leans forward to capture your lips in a kiss, his hips jerking slightly when you push your tongue into his mouth, feeding him his cum.
Sylus squeezes at your waist and you press yourself closer, letting out a contented hum. He smooths his hand up and down your back, rubbing soothingly circles into your skin.
âLetâs get you cleaned up, yeah?â he murmurs.
You nod, arms looping around his neck as he picks you up and carries you into the bathroom. Sylus sets you down onto the countertop of the vanity, his fingers tracing over your jaw for a moment before he reaches for your toothbrush. You watch him, sated and sleepy, mouth opening for him as he presses your toothbrush against your lips.Â
The action in and of itself speaks volumes for friends that are just fucking, but neither of you feel the need to address it. Your eyes slip shut as he brushes your teeth for you, his hand cupping your jaw to hold you in place. Sylus kisses your cheek, his thumb smoothing over the line of your jaw gently.
âRinse,â Sylus says, handing you a glass of water.
You do as he says, rinsing your mouth free of toothpaste and leaning forward to land a quick peck to his lips. Sylus grins, crimson eyes flashing with amusement as he watches you hop down onto the tiled floor with trembling thighs.
âDonât laugh!â you protest, swatting his chest.
âItâs cute,â he drawls, helping hold you steady as you reach down to pull your panties off. âYouâre always like this.â
An annoyed grumble leaves you as you step into the shower, eyes catching on the red welts running down his back, courtesy of your nails during the throes of pleasure last night.Â
You catch his eyes in the mirror, voice a little airy as you speak. âRed looks good on you.â
The shower door slides shut before he can respond, a small smile settling on your lips as you let your body loosen under the hot water. Sylus doesnât join you, and secretly youâre grateful. Youâd probably be tempted to have him take you under the spray of water, but your body is still sore from last night, thighs a little achy.Â
You finish up quickly, a yawn leaving you as your hands grab for the towel to wrap around your wet body. You step out of the shower, squeaking when you nearly collide with Sylusâ chest.Â
âRelax,â he mutters, gripping your chin and tilting your head up to kiss you.
You melt into it, lips working against his, feeling him back you up against the shower door.Â
âStop doing that,â you mumble against his lips, hands landing on his chest.
âYou like it when I kiss you,â Sylus replies, his forehead resting against yours.
You do. You really do. No oneâs ever kissed you like he has and youâve never had someone display such passion towards you. It makes you feel wanted, makes you feel cared for.Â
âGo shower,â you whisper, letting him kiss you one more time before youâre pushing at his chest gently, squirming out from under him.Â
Sylus grunts in dissatisfaction when you escape his grasp, running his hand through his hair as he watches you leave, that little towel wrapped around your body making him want to bend you over the vanity and fuck into you until youâre creaming on his cock again. He doesnât though, lets you go instead and steps under the shower himself.Â
Another yawn leaves you, your arms stretching above your head after you get dressed, pulling on a pair of comfortable sleep shorts and an oversized shirt. Sylus has finished up in the shower by the time youâve made coffee, his footfalls sounding through your apartment as he steps up behind you, his arms wrapping around your waist.
âI have another auction coming up,â Sylus says, his chin resting on the top of your head as you dump a spoonful of sugar into your hot beverage.
âWhatâs that got to do with me?â you ask, turning your head to peer up at him.
âHaving a Hunter by my side would make things far easier,â he replies, squeezing at your sides, âbesides, Iâd have to go to all the trouble of finding a date.â
âSo find one,â you retort, spinning his arms to hand him his cup of coffee, âIâm not in the mood for a repeat of what happened last time.â
âYou wound me,â Sylus murmurs, his eyes boring into yours intently, âarenât I being generous?â
You roll your eyes at his feigned hurt, although the slight furrow of his brows has you second-guessing whether he is actually hurt by your rejection. You brush the thought away, telling yourself that you're imagining things.
âNo,â you say simply, shaking your head and taking a sip of your coffee.
âMy black card,â Sylus counters, setting his mug of coffee down, âno limits.â
You scoff, raising your brows. ��Are you trying to buy me out?â
âHardly,â he replies, âIâm letting you buy whatever it is you desire.â
Your lips purse, eyes narrowing at the man suspiciously. You donât why heâs being so insistent, when he most likely has access to an endless supply of women. He raises his brows and you shake your head again, refusing his offer.
Sylusâ jaw clenches, his fingers tightening into your shirt. âWhy must you deny me?â
âIâm not denying you,â you say, setting your own cup of coffee down, âI just donât want to go.â
âIs the thought of being with me that unappealing?â
âI didnât say that!â you protest, irritation pricking at your skin.
Sylus stares down at you, his lips thinning. Heâs never gotten angry at you before, and you donât understand why heâs starting now. Another scoff leaves you when he pushes away from you suddenly, his fingers reaching for the keys to his bike.
âWhat is wrong with you?â you snap, stealing his keys before he gets them.
âYouâve been pushing me away,â Sylus hisses, glaring down at you.
âPushing you away?â you echo, shaking your head, âweâve been together since last night!â
âFor a Hunter, you are infuriatingly dense,â he shoots back.
Your breath hitches when he suddenly cups your cheeks, his body drawing closer until you're trapped between him and the kitchen counter. His keys drop from your hand, landing on the floor with a clatter.
âIsnât it obvious?â Sylus whispers, his head lowering, âI want more.â
âM- more what?â you sputter, trying to lean away from him. Sylus doesnât let you, his forehead pressing against yours.
âMore of this,â he says firmly, âmore of you, more of us.â
You blink up at him, words getting stuck in your throat. In hindsight, your intuition was right. Sylus cups the back of your head, drawing you into a kiss. Itâs hungry and all-consuming, a soft mewl spilling from your mouth as he smooths his thumb over your cheek gently.
âLet me have you,â Sylus whispers.
âI didnât take you for a romantic,â you mutter weakly.
Sylus rolls his eyes, hands finding the backs of your thighs as he scoops you up into his arms.
âMy- my coffee!â you whine.
âForget about the stupid coffee,â Sylus dismisses, dumping you onto your bed before crawling over you, his hips settling between your thighs.
Your eyes widen, his actions tugging at your heart uncomfortably as he smooths his hands over your hair, cradling your head as he lands soft kisses across the expanse of your face.
âOh,â you whisper, eyes fluttering shut, âyou like me. You like me a lot.â
âShouldâve been obvious,â Sylus grumbles, his face pressing into the crook of your neck petulantly.Â
Thereâs no more teasing when he rolls his hips, an airy gasp escaping you as he grinds his hard cock into you. Sylus reaches for your hands, pinning them on either side of your head, his fingers lacing with yours.Â
âI need this,â he murmurs, âI need you.â
âYou- ah- you have me.â
âNot yet,â Sylus whispers.
You watch with half-lidded eyes as he draws back and pulls your shorts down your legs. Sylus frees his cock from his sweatpants, shuffling forward until he places his cock snug between your folds.
âWatch,â he orders, squeezing your hip.
You do watch. You watch with your lower lip bitten, fighting the urge to let your head tip back as he rubs his cock along your folds, the flushed tip of it disappearing before appearing again. The head of his cock nudges against your clit, his pre-cum beginning to drip in fat globs already, coating the swollen bud.
His fingers find yours again, body moving atop yours as he continues to grind his fat cock against your pussy.Â
âCould have this cock everyday,â Sylus says, squeezing your hands. âHm? Doesnât that sound good? Iâll fuck you nice and slow then cuddle you after. All you have to do is be a good girl and ask.â
âY-yes,â you whimper, hips bucking to try and get his cock to slip inside your achy hole, âSylus, please.â
âTell me, baby,â he coaxes, his lips brushing your jaw.
âI- I want you,â you gasp out, eyes wide and earnest, âso please, please stay with me.â
âGood girl,â Sylus praises, his hand gripping the base of his cock.
You whine when he presses the head of it into you, the rest of his fat length following as he sinks into you, inch after inch. Itâs different than before, somehow youâre acutely aware of how his body feels on yours, how his cock is stuffing you full.
He kisses your forehead, his eyes never straying from yours as he holds your hands again. Your legs lock around him immediately, mouth falling open as he begins to fuck into you slowly.
âThis cock is all yours,â Sylus groans, âIâm all yours, baby.â
âThen- hah- then donât leave,â you manage out breathlessly, âo-okay, Sylus?â
âNot going anywhere,â the white-haired man affirms.
Sylus kisses you deeply and fucks you slowly, making sure you feel every ridge on his cock as he slides through your clenching walls. Soft moans fill the air, both of you unraveling under each otherâs touch. You let go of his hands in favor of wrapping your arms around his neck, kissing his forehead and letting him tuck his face back into the crook of your neck.
His thumb rubs at your puffy clit and youâre seizing up, back arching as your body draws taut.
âHa- nngh! âm gonna- fuck- âm gonna cum!â you cry, fisting his hair in your hand and pulling hard.
Sylus hisses at the feeling, his mouth closing around your tit, sucking your nipple into his mouth. You can feel his thumb press against your clit a little harder, his balls slapping against your ass when he speeds up a bit more before his hips slow into deep, rolling thrusts.
âCum, baby,â Sylus whispers, âcum on my cock, cream my fuckinâ cock like a good girl, sweetie.â
âSylus!â you grit out, thighs twitching as you cum violently on his cock, body shaking uncontrollably as your orgasm hits you harder than anything youâve had before.
âBaby, fuck-â he growls, his fingers grabbing at your thighs to hold you in place as he shoves his cock into you as deep as possible.
You squeal, eyes squeezing shut tightly as he unravels with you, hot cum spilling into you. A soft whimper leaves you as Sylus humps his hips into a few more times, his motions stuttery and uneven as more cum floods your pussy, your walls clenching around him greedily.
A noise of protest sounds when he slumps over you, his heavy body landing on yours. Light sweat covers both of you and you pout, knowing youâll have to shower again. Sylus doesnât get up for a few moments, mouthing at your tits lazily and landing little kisses to your nipples. The sensations make a shiver rack through and he grunts when you push at his chest firmly, softening cock slipping out of you as he rolls onto his side and tugs you back into the warmth of his chest.
True to his word, he does cuddle you, although youâre sure he wouldâve done it regardless of his previous words.Â
âAsshole,â you mumble hoarsely, trying to crawl on top of him, ânow I canât walk anymore.â
Sylus laughs, his hands smoothing over your hips and waist as you settle on his lap, breasts flush against his chest and your face in the crook of his neck. You hum contentedly when he drops a kiss to your hair, squirming happily when he pets over your thighs and ass.
âI suppose Iâll just have to carry you, hm?â Sylus says, rubbing your back.
The warmth of his body has your eyes drooping shut as you nod. Sylus makes you feel safe, despite everything, his gentle touches making your mind hazy. You feel yourself falling asleep, lulled by the man beneath you.
-Â
You wake up again, mumbling softly. The weight of Sylusâ arm is noticeable, slung around your waist. Your brows furrow when you look down, realizing that he mustâve cleaned you up while you were asleep, a fresh pair of panties pulled up your legs and one of his shirts covering your upper-half.
Wriggling, you turn onto your side to find him already awake and staring at you. A sleepy smile spreads across your face, and you inch closer to land a sweet kiss to his lips. Your heart stutters in your chest when he traps your chin between his fingers, deepening the kiss for a brief moment before letting you go with a soft peck.
âDoes this mean I get your card whenever I want?â you ask teasingly.
Sylus shakes his head, âthat was a one time offer.â
You shoot him a sulky look, prodding your finger into his chest. âJerk.â
He grabs your finger, lifting it to his lips and kissing the pad of it. You flush, heart fluttering at the action. Sylus smiles and you snuggle back into his chest, not before kissing his cheek quickly.
âIâm glad we met,â you say quietly.
âAs am I,â Sylus murmurs, his fingers spreading across your scalp pleasantly.
âYou shouldâve said something sooner,â you add on after a few moments, tracing random shapes against his pec.
âThought youâd crack first,â he replies, tucking your hair behind your ear, âall that clinginess. I was sure.â
You pinch his bicep in retaliation, squealing when he smacks your ass in return. A giggle breaks out of you when he peppers your face with kisses, a dopey smile spreading across your face as Sylus nuzzles into you affectionately.Â
Itâs something youâll remember for the years to come.
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