#trustschaos 022.

[fatalelity]

training residents like this again is exhausting. she’s forgotten how to teach the way she used to — yet, despite her being an awe-inspiring doctor, there’s a limitation to everything. grey-sloan memorial hospital : the namesake reminding her that every day mark sloan is gone & that she never once sincerely apologized to him  [  in that past life, addison montgomery was a coward. in that past life, addison montgomery couldn’t look him in the eye & only see her own disgust.    ]    everything has changed. meredith grey grew up & amelia is finally the mother she’s always meant to become. 

phone in her hand, she dials the familiar number — she’s had no luck catching her lately ... & that made perfect sense. after all, they are time zones apart & whilst they’re both far into their medical careers, lauren works those hours that she has to spare or addison slumbers during those hours lauren tastes freedom. like parallel lines, their paths never cross. 

god, she misses her & perhaps, addison has heard the voice of that voicemail greeting more than her real voice speaking to her. thus, she inhales & hopes lauren bloom answers the phone this time.

@trustschaos :))))