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a funny from yesterdays stream, iykyk
couldn't decide which one i wanted to do so i did both lmao
i dont remember last time i had such a boost to draw something
versions without the background under the cut
also here's the reference or the thing people are using for the meme
why does he look like that? i can't help but giggle
#me an introvert and socially awkward person with anxiety: he's like me fr fr#but seriously i totally get him#i have the same problem#philza#philza minecraft#philza fanart#just a chill guy#art
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”Nature has been most kind to let me share in your heart.”
#bg3 tav#bg3#my art#bg3 halsin#halsin#just two wood elves in wuv#they’re total opposites in personality but they balance each other out#he’s the extrovert that adopted her introverted self#and as a ranger she gets his druidic perspective#basically he’s got Lahlas wrapped around his finger and doesn’t realize it lol
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if you see this, and you're about to sleep (like me), i hope we both get a good rest and our f/os visits us in our dreams ᰔᩚ
if you're just starting your day, good luck and i hope your day will be good and filled with positive things coming straight to your way ᰔᩚ
and if you're in the middle of your day, i hope you're given strength to tackle the remaining hours before you can kick back and relax ᰔᩚ
#rin rambles#praying hoping wishing my eczema won't flare up again and woke me up in the middle of the night like the past few days#i'm absolutely tired but twas a productive day....#planning to visit a cafe and buying some coffee beans tomorrow. and working outside. i think a change of pace will be good for me!!!#and then. and then. i'm gonna totally laze off like a sloth this weekend.#yep. just waiting for period to start so imma just roll around on my bed doing nothing!!!#(well i still have to clean and do laundry and do some cooking BUT NEVERTHELESS)#i deserve the relaxation!!! an introvert's gotta recharge!!! raaaaaaaah (why am i screaming. i do not know /silly)
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fellas, are you living the Yuri ™ dream if the subject of your affections barely has any alternatives?
#spacie scribbles#oc stuff#two#the war organization#drawing that lily took an hour#can you tell#you can b/c the rest of this drawing took 30 minutes total#oc: cherri chandra#oc: katherine quin#girl fail chronically online introverted (and probably autistic) weirdo x (definitely autistic) extroverted equally chronically online#girl boss weirdo#they were made for eachother#these teenagers have so many mental illnesses innem (like me when i first created these characters at 14)
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okay so!! here’s a cute forcebook story for the five people who might care lmao
today book attended an event by himself. lots of fans showed up to support him, he was v excited!!! but also understandably nervous
at one point he asked fans to photoshop force next to him because he “feels more secure with force around” 🥺🥺🥺
of course people did as he asked. and then force posted this edit to show book that he was there supporting him
and book replied to force with, “just you and me, i feel at home” he’s so akdkkskdks 🥰🥰🥰
they really are each other’s safe zones ❤️
#as an introvert attached to that one friend i totally feel this in my bones#forcebook#a boss and a babe#force jiratchapong#book kasidet#mj talks
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there's this idea that to be a better writer you need to write.
and yeah, that's true. but to be a better writer is also to be a lover. an observant lover, really. you need to be able to pay attention to everyone and everything and take note of the specifics. the way nature carries on with or without human intervention; squirrels running across power lines, deer with one hoof over highway barricades. the way emotion consumes a person's entire face; wrinkles at the corner of their eyes when they smile, the way they continue to shake after a bout of laughter. your grammar can suck and your pacing can be just as bad but that can be fixed with repetition. what cannot be fixed is a lack of integrity. you cannot fake being a lover. and even those who do not think they have it in them, who find themselves on the other side of the road, can still bring their own unique stories to the table. signed, an aroace loverboy.
#all this to say who cares if you suck at writing#if you're passionate about something i can tell#a nosey introvert makes a fantastic writer btw#coming from exeperience#i love staring at people with my big ass brown eyes#get me some contacts fr /silly#writing#writer stuff#writers on tumblr#writeblr#writers#writers and poets#creative writing#writing community#ao3 writer#original fiction#i am a multi faceted totally mental ill king LOL#it's 2 am shhhhh
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Solo Victory Noah AU, where Noah is in Team Victory, instead of DJ... Noah later ends up becoming the final Team Victory Contestant... Alejandro keeps trying to sabotage Noah, but Noah always outsmarts all the sabotages... Noah ends up in the Final 3, with Alejandro and Heather... Owen is super-duper proud of Noah! 🏆
I've actually been toying with an AU where Noah ends up on Victory instead of CIRRRRH, watches what's happening to his team with thinly veiled annoyance, eventually grows sick and tired of sleeping in Economy (he's not at all concerned for the people he's watched be manipulated and/or his own position in the competition, why do you ask?) and manages to make it to the merge through the power of sheer spite despite being a one-man-team.
It's... not a very fleshed out idea, mind you, and I usually only ponder over it to make myself laugh at different scenarios where Alejandro is desperately trying to get Noah- the surprise one man army that no one saw coming- eliminated, and Noah managing to either outplay him at his own game or twist the circumstances to his favour in a very Looney Tunes-like fashion.
Because Alejandro would see the continued existence of Team Victory as a personal slight, so he'd put an increasing amount of time and effort into getting Noah eliminated if only to prove that he can. And Noah's just smart enough and finally motivated enough (initially by spite, turned vengeance, turned pure amusement) to spin Alejandro's schemes on their head every time. They're literally the Road Runner and Wile. E. Coyote.
It usually ends up with Team Chris or Team Amazon heading to an elimination ceremony, only for it to be a "surprise reward challenge" or something similar.
(Of course, they'd go through a "Alejandro tries to sweet talk Noah into an alliance" stage, like Alejandro does with DJ in canon, but Noah's switched on to Alejandro's true colours since he's literally watched him eliminate the rest of his team. Maybe Noah plays into Heather's offered alliance instead? Again, I haven't really thought too much on this silly AU.
After Chris doesn't allow Noah to join Team CIRRRRH, and Noah himself refuses Alejandro's offered alliance, it turns into Alejandro driving himself crazy trying and failing to eliminate Noah.)
The main draw of the idea, for me at least, is Noah not making it to the final three though. Because (in my mind) Noah doesn't even really want to be back in the competition- he just kind of went along with the crowd for the Celeb Manhunt bus chase, and inadvertently bagged himself a spot on World Tour. He's under no delusions that he'll ever win the million, but floating his way to the merge would at least make up for the embarrassment of being voted out first from the Gophers his short run in Island.
So he makes it to the merge after playing a glorified game of cat-and-mouse (Tom and Jerry Style) with Alejandro. He's got a hypercompetent Archvillain gunning for his elimination, and now that the teams are null and void, alliances are the name of the game. So what does Noah do?
He gets himself eliminated, just to take the satisfaction of doing so away from Alejandro. Probably through a technicality or something too, like Izzy's departure from the competition, to save himself the shame effort of jumping out of the jet.
That's mostly because I really like the idea of Noah reaching the merge, thinking "I've reached the goal I've set for myself. Might as well quit whilst I'm ahead!" and just-
Leaving.
(Which is ironic, because he's spent the last ~8 challenges actually trying to remain in the competition, and now he's just. Giving up. Drawing a line in the sand. "This is as far as I go.")
It's a shame that the London challenge happens pre-merge, because the idea of Duncan being forced back into the competition and the jet taking off before anyone realises that they're missing Noah- who snuck away into the city and is having a great time using Chris' debit card (of which he memorised during his time as Chris' assistant) to live it up bourgeoisie style in London- is fuelling me.
Realistically though, he'd probably sneak off in China during the eating challenge- because why would he stick around when Owen's gone? It wouldn't be hard for him to throw the eating challenge at the first round and then just. Not sit as the loser's table. Maybe he knows enough Mandarin to get by, and manages to stowaway himself back home to his family and beloved golden lab.
Meanwhile, Alejandro is seething.
Owen is really proud of his little buddy for making the merge, and a little disappointed in Noah for 'giving up', but when Noah expresses that he didn't have anything to stay for after Owen's departure, his disappointment turns to sentimentality.
#something about noah 'quitting' the competition always has be in stiches i swear--#“yup. i've done what i set out to do. time to go home and sleep for a decade!”#noah leaves the competition early by his own accord like an introvert leaving a party early.#alejandro is SO MAD that after all of his effort he wasn't even the one to get noah eliminated.#he's even madder when he finds out that noah got HIMSELF eliminated. on PURPOSE.#yet another example of noah twisting things to his advantage.#alejandro: you are like the road runner. annoyingly competant.#noah: meep meep motherfucker.#also yes noah somehow manages to go mia post-elimination and the public is once again BAMBOOZLED by this kid's ability to ghost them#total drama#solo victory noah au#silly ideas#others' ideas#replies#...maybe i just don't want to see noah win world tour. this boy's a loser. he's not allowed to win anything.
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poor lan wangji his personal love song is being used to pilot his perceived romantic rival by his soulmate to commit atrocities meanwhile he keeps having to go to parties
#the untamed#lan wangji#his suffering will never end it will only increase#he totally things wen ning is competition. the introvert dead guy
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honestly i need new friends. im mourning how i wasted my young adulthood with friends who were utterly apathetic and disinterested in women, their lives, and their internal worlds.
life lesson: go to the club, not the internet. this place fucking sucks
#i know its alluring for introverts and ppl w social anxiety but complete and total disregard for women is so thoroughly baked in that i dont#think it can be saved
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vocaloid songs that fit td characters (ignoring most of the lyrics)
draculove by ladymonsters - shawn. ignoring the lyrics, the vibes fit ig n i can imagine an amv to it
coin locker baby by maretu + dolls fall by ladymonsters - mal. 1st: i imagined an amv n it fit rlly well w/ the sort of carnival-like beginning. 2nd: do i need to even explain y
binomi by maretu + fruiting bodies by riproducer - mike. 1st: it was part of the "hmmm which maretu songs fit the mikesys" n i already thought of an amv bc ofc i did. 2nd: look at the lyrics its just him.......
mummy by ladymonsters - maybe noah. idk vibes fit
bride of franken by ladymonsters + ぽっかんカラー by kikuo - zoey. vibes n amv imagined
triple baka by like 3 ppl - cameron. bc its the trio!!!
rabbit hole by deco*27 - either alejandro or vito. for the memes
igaku (specifically the cover by trickle) - sierra. lyrics r so her n ofc i imagined an amv to it
my bread was burnt to a crisp by picdo + aishite aishite (specifically the english cover by jubiphonic if thats how u spell it) - svetlana. 1st: uhh vibes n the sorta depressing mood of the whole song w/ the simple lyrics. 2nd: part of my super epic fanfiction au thing where they all get angst
#tagging will be a nightmare#vocaloid#music#amv#lady monsters#maretu#riproducer#really introverted producer#kikuo#deco 27#picdo#td shawn#td mal#td mike#total drama series#total drama#td noah#td zoey#td cameron#td alejandro#td vito#td sierra#td svetlana#tdi
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I read 3 books and watched 2 film over the course of two days.
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BOLD THE FACTS ft Valerie Powell
→ Tagged by the wonderful @corpocyborg--Thank you so much! ♡♡♡ → Answers are based on her status during the in-game events
✧˖°. PERSONAL
$ Financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty
✚ Medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged / non-applicable / would be in great shape if not for the brain worm
✪ Class or Caste: upper / middle / working / unsure / other
✔ Education: qualified/ unqualified / studying / other
✖ Criminal Record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no / has committed crimes, but not caught yet / commits more crimes (bribes law enforcement) to avoid charges / yes, but charges were dismissed
✧˖°. FAMILY
◒ Children: had a child or children / has no children / wants children
◑ Relationship with Family: close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased
◔ Affiliation: orphaned / abandoned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s) / not applicable
✧˖°. TRAITS + TENDENCIES
♦ extroverted / introverted / in-between
♦ disorganized / organized / in-between
♦ close-minded / open-minded / in-between
♦ calm / anxious / in-between / highly contextual
♦ disagreeable / agreeable / in-between
♦ cautious / reckless / in-between / highly contextual
♦ patient / impatient / in-between
♦ outspoken / reserved / in-between / highly contextual
♦ leader / follower / in-between
♦ empathetic / vicious bastard / in-between
♦ optimistic / pessimistic / in-between
♦ traditional / modern / in-between
♦ hard-working / lazy / in-between
♦ cultured / uncultured / in-between / unknown
♦ loyal / disloyal / unknown
♦ faithful / unfaithful / unknown
✧˖°. BELIEFS
★ Faith: monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic
☆ Belief in Ghosts or Spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care / in a manner of speaking
✮ Belief in an Afterlife: yes / no / don’t know/ don’t care / in a manner of speaking
✯ Belief in Reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care / in a manner of speaking
❃ Belief in Aliens: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care
✧ Religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious
❀ Philosophical: yes / no / highly contextual
✧˖°. SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION
❤ Sexuality: heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual
❥ Sex: sex-repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable / naive and clueless
♥ Romance: romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable / naive and clueless / romance suspicious
❣ Sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious
⚧ Potential Sexual Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all
⚧ Potential Romantic Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all
✧˖°. ABILITIES
☠ Combat Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor/ none
≡ Literacy Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none
✍ Artistic Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none
✂ Technical Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none
✧˖°. HABITS
☕ Drinking Alcohol: never / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / alcoholic / former borderline alcoholic turned sober
☁ Smoking: tried it / trying to quit / quit / never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / chain-smoker
✿ Recreational Drugs: tried some / never / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / addict
✌ Medicinal Drugs: never / no longer needs medication / some medication needed / frequently / to excess
☻ Unhealthy Food: never / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / binge eater
$ Splurge Spending: never / sometimes / frequently / shopaholic
♣ Gambling: never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / compulsive gamble
Tagging: @medtech-mara, @vayneoc, @themermaidriot, @itzsassha, @elfjpeg, @morganlefaye79, and @vox-monstera ♡
dividers by @saradika | masterlist here (awesome resource--thank you so much! ♡)
#oc: valerie v powell#g: cyberpunk 2077#tumblr: dash games#gotta ramble some now:#i wasn't really sure how to characterize her finances during 2077#like she's not destitute but it's definitely not great#gig paycheck to paycheck sorta sitch#and she had a rich kid education#so lots of private tutors and travel experience#and she likes to read a lot#but she doesn't hold any fancy degrees or certificates#and both her parents have been deceased for 14+ years (if i remember my own timeline) by 2077#and she's introverted but she's an isfj so like the most social of the introverts#she's inclined towards caution but she can be swayed into reckless decisions if the right person (jenkins; jackie; arguably goro) asks#i feel like 'sex favorable' might undersell her libido a bit tbh lmao#combat and tech skills might get some tweaks post-2.0 depending on what build i end up rolling with#currently i see as her as VERY VERY good with firearms but less so with melee and blades#i think she's really sexy holding a katana tho and the ninja build or whatever they're calling it looks fun af#she was a work hard; play harder corpo party girl in her early 20s and did everything under the sun#but her mother died as a result of her addiction which *eventually* made valerie choose a totally sober life#and the medication is actually used for proper medical reasons not recreational#long post
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heard some people saying that hayley atwell's character grace is being set up to be the next ethan hunt and carry on the mission impossible series, and my first thought was "well, she definitely looks just as good in a suit."
#watching them together in dead reckoning... they matching#the only reason i'm slightly skeptical of this is because hayley has said during several interviews that she doesn't see herself doing what#what tom cruise does -- with stunts and all#she Definitely has the acting skills and the versatility and the passion#but she has described herself as an extroverted introvert and talked about how tom cruise is in a total extrovert and very#in touch with his physicality & the environment around him; and that's why he can pull off the stunts so well and so successfully#so idk. she's obviously excelled in the physical action part of being in a mission impossible movie and i she's super capable#but they'd have to set her up as a completely different person from ethan with her own style of leadership for it to work#instead of as a female version of him#also?? with the way that mcquarrie doesn't plan out his films' plot until he finishes filming i'm not even sure that HE knows how the#franchise is going to end#mission: impossible#hayley atwell#grace#tom cruise#ethan hunt
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i feel like most of the people i selfship with ノ am drawn to in media are those who would do all the talking for me n’ help pull me out of my shell ...
#like yes please do all the social interaction for me !!#i feel like trey wouldn’t let that slide though >< he’d want me to learn how to get better with speaking#but basically every1 else is a total extrovert ;; my little introvert self hiding behind them#phinks would probably just kill anyone who made me upset ノ cry#itto n’ oku are little rays of sunshine who i’d feel less anxious around when in public situations#n’ sampo is .. sampo! i love him. i’d hold onto him from behind n’ waddle along like a penguin#‘m honestly really happy i got into self-shipping even if i feel very insecure about it at times
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ok so lately i've been just telling people that i'm in grad school working three jobs because it's easier than explaining in detail but that makes it sound worse than it is but also it is pretty bad tbh. a reason (among others) i am not really on here unless i have Something To Say atm. anyway here's what my whole deal is rn.
i am technically a full-time master's student and the majority of my income is student loan money. my full-time student status is made up by a combination of below items.
my first "job" is 30 hrs/week of field work. this is a day job 4 days a week, monday - thursday, with extended evening hours on tuesdays. this job is not paid but i have been granted a stipend of $200/month with a completion bonus of $2k in april. i have to write 2 major papers and a monthly reflection/summary.
my field work also includes a state training program that is mostly completed within the hours of the first job but does include a mandatory coaching call every other friday from 9am-10am. this was not required for my degree but it will look excellent on my resumé. it has another small stipend but that's paid out halfway through and at the end.
i do also take (remote) classes. i have one class which is directly tied to the first job, which is 1-2 monday nights a month. i am required to do a presentation in this class. my other class is one wednesday evening a month revolving around its own field work and including 1 presentation and 2 major assignments.
my second "job" is the volunteer gig required for my degree tied to the second class. i have a total hours requirement--currently i am working 3 hours a week on monday evenings (2 hours on the mondays i have class) and an extra 4 hours one friday afternoon/evening a month. i have to write a monthly reflection in addition to the class assignments.
my third job is an actual job that pays money because i don't have any. i work at a dispensary for $19/hr, mostly afternoon-night shifts on fridays and weekends (& maybe some wednesday evenings i don't have class), adding up to about 15-20 hours/week.
on top of all that I joined a writing group to have something just for me, which i love but it meets on thursday evenings, with two saturday afternoon workshops a month. it is all optional and i don't have to show every week but it is very good for me so i should
i know i already put all the papers/assignments in with their respective jobs/classes but i do not think i'm going to be completing them all during working/class hours. i could do that last year but this year i have a lot more actual work to do during working hours.
also i have a dog and two cats and an apartment to take care of, and a fiancée i want to spend time with/take care of, and family i need to check on/take care of, and theoretically even friends?
#in total the hours aren't unheard of (50-60 a week)#but i'm not exactly known for Doing A Lot Of Things#i am an introvert and a homebody and have Mentol Illwness Innit#and i have historically been at my most ok when i have at least one day a week in my bed
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