#too much tumblr for today

[gniteruirui]

I saw a drawing of moon butt

[child0fthesun]

Ok im seriously in the verge of tears right now WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS 💔

If part 3 of 1941 is not "A Nightingale Sang In Berkeley Square" coming on the radio and Crowley standing from the table where they have been drinking wine and coming around to Aziraphale's side and offering his hand to Aziraphale to dance, and Aziraphale looking a bit wonderstruck and a bit delighted and taking Crowley's hand, and they slow dance, holding each other so close, and they look into each other's eyes, and Crowley whispers, "Angel," and he's looking at Aziraphale's lips with all the wanting in the universe written upon his eyes, and Aziraphale with a face that says he's never wanted anything more than to swallow Crowley whole so he can Keep him, and they lean in, and at the very last second, Aziraphale stops them and they are standing there breathing heavily with their foreheads pressed together, and Aziraphale whispers, "I want to; oh God, I want to," and Crowley whines and tries again, but Aziraphale pulls back but doesn't leave Crowley's arms, and says, "We can't," and Crowley looks like he's been slapped, and Aziraphale looks so heartbroken and says, "They almost caught us tonight, and they would have destroyed you" and then continues so quietly, like it's a secret, "I don't know what I would do if I lost you," and Crowley tries to protest saying they can be sneaky, they won't get caught, they can have this, together, and Aziraphale looks so sad and says, "Oh Crowley," and Crowley knows Aziraphale is so close to agreeing and so close to pulling away, and he whispers, "Please," and for a second Aziraphale looks like he is going to give in, but he can't put Crowley in danger, so he makes his face colder, and he steps out of Crowley's arms, even though it nearly kills him to do so, and he says, "Besides, you know Angels don't dance," and Crowley remembers himself says, "No I don't suppose they do," and he straightens up and puts his glasses on and pretends nothing happened and says, "Of course you're right," and they nod at each other and Crowley moves to leave the bookshop, and Aziraphale feels like he's about to lose something so precious that he will not be able to ever get back, so he calls "Crowley," and Crowley turns to look at him, and Aziraphale says, "Perhaps someday...," but he can't say what he really means (some day we can have that, someday we can be together how we want, someday I will stop pulling away), so he visually changes his mind and finishes with, "we can dine at the Ritz," and he prays to a God that he, in this moment, hates so, so much for keeping him from the demon he loves more than anything, that Crowley understands his true meaning, and Crowley looks like maybe he does and like maybe he still has hope, and he nods and says, "Stay safe, Angel," and Aziraphale nods back, and then Crowley leaves, and Aziraphale is left looking absolutely devastated and heartbroken and angry, truly angry, for the first time in his long and lonely existence that he has to be loyal to Her rather than to him, and he takes a moment, takes a breath, and walks silently over to the radio and turns up the volume on the song and closes his eyes and gives himself that moment to remember what it felt like to be held, to be loved, to imagine what saying yes would bring, then honestly what is even the point of all of this?

[l0ser-nicolaz]

maybe i should sleep early…

[dabigbird]

“Saw his dimension burn”

“Misses home, but can’t return”

[hinamie]

theyre soft your honour

[sunlit-mess]

[buttercupshands]

[But unlike you, who gave up on your wish, and almost destroyed the world in the process...]

[I gave up on my wish, and destroyed myself.]

[And made another wish instead.]

and the alternative (I don't want people to break their necks or let phones be crushed!)

[enii]

[geminison]

i saw an angel today. he came to collect the debt

[mossy-paws]

Sword PHIGHTING! period cramps moodboard

Gods mightiest warrior…….

Og image:

ANYWAYS EXTRA BITS!!!! So. Yeah. I wasted exactly 27 hours and 29 minutes of my life making this over a period of like. ~a week and a half LMAO????? I THINK IT WAS LONGER?? Yeah all of these are completely redrawn from the Og “panels”, replicating the dungeon meshi style is. MISERABLE I don’t know why I did this to myself holy fucking shit, all of you blame @squiffer-salad for this monstrosity she’s the reason why this exists in the first place /silly

anyways, I highly recommend looking at the panels individually because I put a lot of fun extra bits in them and just. A LOT of effort in general, any likes, reblog’s, or comments are insanely appreciated since this did take such a long time :’DDD, everything in these minus the backgrounds are completely redrawn/shaded/and colored by hand, this includes mid/screen tones as I used specific layers for those! anyways thank you for coming to my period cramp projection ted-talk I’m going back into my Everglade hole.

[l3irdl3rain]

marston is really giving wrex a run for his money in the world’s saddest beast competition

[isbergillustration]

Love Letter - Transmission

[icewindandboringhorror]

I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

[iilmunchkiin]

Ok, ok I was scrolling through your blog and saw that post about Ceroba being the one to make a move. And that’s all great, y’know, angst! ‘I’m betraying Chujin!’ and all that jazz, right? Staroba hurt/comfort (love to see it!)

But. BUT!!! Let me step it up a notch!

He fell first but she fell harder? YES! BUT by the time she was ready to reciprocate, he had already moved on! D:

Obviously, Starlo still loves Ceroba, that’s still the same! But he moved on a long time ago. He no longer wants a romantic relationship, he’s happy being/staying best friends (he doesn’t want that to change!). It’s not easy seeing the person you’re in love with happy with someone else and Chujin and Ceroba were happily married for YEARS. Sometimes it’s just easier to smoosh down your feelings until they don’t mean anything or until they go away. And that’s what he did… (that doesn’t mean that his feelings can’t come back, but for the sake of this idea, let’s just say that they don’t)

And! And it’s just like ‘ouch!’ because Starlo knows what it feels like to not have feelings reciprocated but he can’t force himself to love Ceroba romantically. And if he tried to make a romantic relationship work, it might bring up some old and new insecurities! Like, ‘why wasn’t I good enough to start with?’, ‘am I being compared to Chujin when I do something she doesn’t like?’, ‘am I just a replacement?’, ‘would she choose me over Chujin if she had to?’, ‘if she wants me now, does that mean that if I had confessed all those years ago she would have accepted? —was my heartbreak all for nothing?’.

It super obvious that Starlo has insecurities, which I’m sure he’s working/worked on (and maybe I’m just projecting when I say this) but he might not be able to live with the fact that he’s a second choice. :(

Sorry for the long rant (I’m procrastinating and couldn’t get this out of my head) what do you think?

"Doubt and Insecurities"

hi *dooms your staroba*

[lattien]

made new kitty sprites for a web event!

old ones here!

[starheavenly]

Texturing!