#time to pull an all nighter for assignments now 😔

[justwinginglife]

Can I req a hoshina x reader, but school au and they're academic rivals? Leikk, they're in the same class and debates every now and then who's correct. Fights aren't uncommon between them especially when they both ran for council

But what's surprising is that they actually study together outside school?

(I'm sorry if this is to much 😔, I love your fanfics. Theyre my oxygen, ty for keeping us hoshina fans well fed 🫶)

You absolutely do not need to apologize! I am totally happy to do this for you. Thank you so much for your support, and of course, I'm always happy to encourage the Hoshina hyperfixation.

The Best Plans

You had so many ideas about how you thought your college life would go; you'd be top of every class, give a rousing speech at graduation, rock your first internship, and score a killer first job. You didn't anticipate anyone having the smarts to fuck up your masterplan. But Soshiro Hoshina was a whole different beast, something you couldn't have anticipated.

Your whole life, you'd been smarter than everyone around you even without trying. It was just a given that you were better. So you never could've predicted that you'd have to break a sweat just to keep up with him. For the first time in your life, you were pulling all nighters, just raw dogging tests with no sleep, no sanity. You were frequenting the library so much, studying at all hours of the day and the night, that you had become good friends with the librarian. Her name was Himiko. She had two cats and loved Italian food. She was a sweetheart.

But even through all this struggling, you persevered. You got 100% on almost everything (with the occasional 99% that Hoshina would tease you about relentlessly until your next 100%). You were not about to let some scrawny, short-ass, bowl-cut wearing, squinty-eyed, nerd disrupt your whole plan.

You hated the way he laughed at you. It was loud and unhinged. And it was uninterrupted, nothing could stop him once he'd started. And the way that he smirked was so smug and unapologetic, you thought you might just hit him with your encyclopedia.

Your favorite class was debate, because then you could argue with him to no end and even win participation points for it. Of course, you'd argue with him for free, but it was significantly more fun to destroy him for a good grade. It was like a nice little treat to yourself, compensation for having to endure his cocky personality.

And you endured a lot. You had the unfortunate luck of knowing him better than you had ever wanted to, better than anyone else ever could know him or ever would know him. You knew what arguments he was going to use before he used them, you knew what energy drink he felt was more effective for his late night study sessions (you'd run into him so frequently at the library), you knew his poker face, his stressed face (you were surprised to discover that he actually got stressed, and you teased him incessantly about not being so superhuman after all), you knew which subjects were his favorite, which subjects were his least favorite, which classmates he liked and disliked. And you had always thought you were on the "dislike" list until one day you both ended up on the student council together.

It was the first time in this school's entire history that they'd ever had two student body presidents. Your grades were so even that it was hard to assign the role to just one person. Though, Hoshina would constantly introduce you as his vice president anyway. You'd get him back by telling people he hadn't even qualified for vice president, so he was stuck with the position of treasurer. No one knew who to believe, but everyone knew the two of you had an intense rivalry.

It was so intense, you almost thought you wouldn't be able to handle being in even closer proximity to him than you already were, but you refused to step down from the council and let him be the president, and of course, he wasn't stepping down anytime soon either. So the two of you spent even later nights together, poring over the school budget, planning out events, discussing new policies.

And eventually, to your shock, he admitted that he actually enjoyed spending so much time with you. He enjoyed the banter, he enjoyed your perspective, he enjoyed hearing your opinions even if he teased you that they were wrong, and he especially enjoyed the way you'd walk by a vending machine and think of him, then buy him a snack but -not wanting to let on that you cared- you'd chuck the bag of chips in his face, saying if the hunger didn't kill him first, you would.

And when he admitted these things to you, you were shocked to realize you felt the same. You liked the way he absentmindedly ran his hands through his hair when he was deep in thought. You liked the way his eyes settled on you when he was listening intently to your plans. You liked the way he always made your plans into a reality, shrugging and saying that it was no big deal and it was half his plan anyway.

You spent so much time together in school, that eventually it spilled over into your personal life, and suddenly he was visiting you at home. He'd bow to your mom, shake your dad's hand, wave to your little sister, and then run upstairs and collapse on your bed beside you. You'd stare up at the ceiling and talk for hours, until he'd decided to tickle you, to which you responded by shoving him off the bed.

And then you'd eat dinner together, study together, and just keep living life together.

It was hard to believe that just a couple months ago, you were butting heads, clawing at each other's throats. But it was even harder to think about living without him anymore.

And suddenly, all those plans you had for your college life, all those goals and lofty ideas, none of them mattered as much anymore. Your only plan at this moment was to enjoy your time with him, and pray it never stopped.

[tokyokookmin]

Hi, I need your help :( I had depression and anxiety for about a month, because of that I can not force myself or just push myself to attend our online classes. I do not attended those days because I really can't. I feel empty, drained, lost, uneasy, nervous and afraid of tomorrow, and these feelings are slowly eating me. I can't think of anything to do, and the projects or modules aren't helping, so I deactivated all of my account thinking that it will be a great help for me to breathe and to reflect. To find my happiness. But till now, I still can't find it. I don't really know what to do and I know that our semester will end in a week thus I reactivated my accout to grasp infos what happened on all of the days that I'm absent and I found out that all of my teachers are about to start to compute our grades. And here I am, haven't done anything. I don't want to have a failing grades😭😭😭 What should I do? What should I tell to my teachers beside from the depression that I am still experiencing for them to not give me a failing grades and a chance to pass my pending requirements? What reason should I give to them about why I did not attend our class or why I will just pass my papers or projects on this upcoming Tuesday or Wednesday? I really can't tell them the reason why, especially since I am still not healed, and my mind is still not working properly. Please help me, what should I suppose to tell? I am scared of disappointment. I am afraid of rejections. I am afraid of failing grades. I am afraid of everything. I am scared of my parents when they found out about this. I feel sorry for them. Please. Please, help me🥺😟😟

I am a Senior Highschool student, specifically grade 12. Please, help me. I'm really scared, I don't know what to do😢😔

Hi anon ❤️ oh my, my heart sanked when I was reading this 🥺 This is so sad ☹️.

First of all, I just wanted to assure you that everything is fine, it's going to be okay. The lockdown for the past 2 years has definitely took a toll on almost everyone. Especially being a student and having to join daily online classes, staring at a screen, it does feel unmotivating. It isn't only you who is suffering from this this condition, many are. Take a deep breath and tell yourself that you are witty, brave and courageous 🤍 it helps, trust me!

You are in 12th grade and you have and still are going through your depression and anxiety. You have been assigned to plenty of homeworks, modules and projects which you didn't finish I suppose. Depression and anxiety is a common issue in almost every teen during that era of theirs. Teachers may not or may excuse you. But since these past two years, online classes has been conducted and I'm so sure that many teachers are aware that it isn't effective as face to face classes.

Therefore, I suggest you to talk about your condition to your school counselor, class teacher or any teacher that you are comfortable with sharing private information. Do share your condition with your parents first, tell it your mom, there's nobody else who you can trust the most other than your own mother. Not even your bestest friend. I beg you to not reveal these sorts of things towards any of your classmates. People take advantage of things, remember that! I'm only advising for your best 🤍

It's time to step anon, no matter how much you don't feel up to it, do it and finish it. Try to complete all of the assignments which you think are the most important. Then complete the rest. Ask for a date of extension, I'm sure your teachers will agree to it! Ask for help from your parents to complete it, ask your siblings and get information from Google. I'm sure you can do it! Pull all nighters if you're up to it but you know your mind and body well so it's okay, sleep is necessary for us!b

I'm giving you lots of hope and I pray for good results! I love you so much, please don't be sad and I want to see you happier! Im really grateful that you chose my blog as a safe corner to reveal what your going through. Love you lots 💜💜 .xx