#throws UPPPPPP

[dbssh]

vs ht2 which is.

Get stomped like a snake // Lie down in the dirt // Cling to my convictions // Even when I get hurt // Be an upstanding well-loved man about town // You found my breaking point, congratulations // Spent too much of my life now trying to play fair // Throw my better self overboard, shoot at him when he comes up for air // Stay good under pressure for years and years and years and years // I'm walking out of here in one piece // Don't care what comes after // Drive the wedge // Torch the bridge // I don’t want to die in here

[thefrsers]

This is our history. And what an amazing history it has been, with you. And you, darling. Couldn't have picked a better person to go through time with.

Sam Heughan & Caitriona Balfe | Outlander | BTS: The Final Season

[moonshynecybin]

no tiene amigos marc marquez is also imo a biggggg reason he glommed onto vale so hard. finally someone who matches his freak and understands what it means to be a child prodigy and what it takes to win AND doesn’t hold it against marc (until of course he does….). saying to the media marc is just like me… like marc literally DID bag his childhood crush and then immediately got him on camera in his rookie documentary to commit his compliments to film FOREVER and then HE said to the SAME camera that ITS FATE. and “I FEEL LIKE VALENTINO LIKES ME.”

[saturnshroom]

i desperately need a friend who can match my sonic autism freak...someone who gets just as excited as i do about it

if u grew up with 2000's sonic pls interact

[babieken]

SHOWNU for Singles Magazine May 2024 Issue.

[tevos]

lisa holding vigil by carla’s hospital bedside for hours, knowing how carla feels for her, knowing that she’s not ready to commit to anything more than friendship between them, but waiting regardless because she was never given a chance to, the last time something like this happened. needing to see carla’s eyes open, needing the confirmation that she’s okay, that she’s alive, not trusting anybody to tell her, needing to see it for herself—

[carefulfears]

how do you see mulder leaving in season 9? scully giving up william? how do they deal with these things? (their guilt, resentment, futility, etc)

i know i have a realllllllly unpopular opinion on all of this but as i've said recently, i just don't think there's anything easier on earth to convince mulder of than "things are safer if you're not here."

i usually come back to doggett's confusion in the beginning, the way he keeps asking and arguing and scully just keeps saying "he's gone" and shutting it down, until the end of the premiere when he realizes: "oh my god. it was scully. scully made him go."

god, it's sad. it's hard to talk about. i teared up trying to write this, as much as i am fonder of the storyline than most. i don't find it unrealistic or out of character or unfitting of the narrative. it doesn't mean i don't feel it's heartbreaking. i have such a hard time thinking of mulder missing that baby. not even having the chance to put up a fight, walking back into empty rooms. the show as a tragedy, finding your burden again, etc. the x-files as the gap between teary smiles at baby kicks to screams in a jail cell. as what it was in the beginning: unknowable answers to insurmountable grief.

and i just think about mulder's dramatic emails, writing that he doesn't think he can survive being away from them. spender looking at the baby and telling scully he's heard "so much" about him. mulder being tortured by soldiers, saying he's just thinking about his son. keeping 1 baby photo for 15 years. "i just missed both of you so much."

scully's fertility treatments and her prayers and her tears and her "last chance" and her miracle. and how deeply unfair it is, what happened to her. i don't think a single one of us could say what we could do if people kept breaking into our homes to suffocate a child we were still nursing. she didn't ever want to do it alone, that was never the plan.

but scully desperately wants to keep everybody safe. she thinks she’s keeping everybody safe. it’s hard to be starbuck. it's this conflict i keep talking about recently where you really start to notice how controlled she is by fear, how difficult it is for her to balance it all. my favorite visual on this is the gate at the house in i want to believe: every day the way she pulls up to it, gets out, opens it, pulls through, stops, gets out, closes it. repeat in reverse. and then she comes home and she says "the truth is, i worry about you." and that he's too isolated. turns around and shuts the door, leaves the house and locks the gate.

i wrote a bit a few weeks ago about scully's protectiveness and it made me think about what a trap it can be, how defending lends to fear and fear lends to defeat. to standing in a church 25-years deep and saying "i failed." in the tags of that post i asked "could they ever recover from her exiling him from being with their child because she was afraid it would kill him?" and said i don't know. and i don't, i don't know.

but i think there's something so brave in saying: i did the best i could, and maybe that wasn't right. it's why ghouli is one of my favorite episodes. scully sobbing to her son that she's sorry. she's sorry he doesn't know them. she wanted him, they loved him. "i was trying to keep you safe. i hope you know that." and she thought she was being strong, but maybe she was wrong.

things don't always shake out the way you want them to. it was always mulder that called their son a miracle, and mulder doesn't believe in miracles. mulder believes in the world, and the search, and the after.

[trashyvanillabean]

😳🥹 Mei-senpai…!

[acrosstobear]

mercedesamgf1 Mick in black. 🖤🔥

[bookinit02]

a series of events: wrote a piece for open mic night. talked to my favorite professor in class. he says “are you reading tonight?” i say yes. he says “do you know when?” i say girl i have no fucking clue. he says “ok can u read after intermission. bc i’m gonna be there by then and i really want to hear it.” i say okay! then i die.

[dykeferatu]

🙃 apparently my insurance doesn't cover my health group anymore

[thefrsers]

#BATHENA HONEYMOON CRUISE IS A GO #EVERYONE REJOICED

[josephtrohman]

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[melto]

nothing in the world sets off my paranoia like waking up to a text from my dad saying he needs to call me and then just having to sit and wait for him to actually do it

[emperornero]

[no fears] [thought of edgar having a humanoid / human visualisation / design at some point in the upcoming electric dreams movie remake and hes like a twink] [one fear]

[adamnsey]

YES UR EVIL BUT UR NOT THAT BADDDDDDD!!!YOU PUT OUT YOUR PALM MORE THAN THE BACK OF YOU HAND!! THEY WERE WRONG WHEN THEY SAID FORGET THE PASTTTT!!! LET UR FLAG FLY AT FOREVER HALF MAST!!!! LET YOUR FLAG FLY AT FOREVER HALF MAST!!!!!!