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I can’t breath
#should I take it personally#‘I don’t want to deal with you’#like is that personal#I was being a dick I think#but I cannot explain that I am entirely apathetic and hardly do anything for myself#and that when I don’t do what he wants he gets mad and he refuses to believe that#this shouldn’t affect me#I know how he feels about me#I’ll just try to better#if you’ve read this far don’t be worried it’s just my brother not like an abusive relationship or anything#I live with him until one of us moves out#(probably me even tho he’s gonna be 20 and I’m gonna be 18)
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Women have every right to label this a misogyny issue without having to put several asterisks on it
#this is both about the election and abortion#inb4 anyone comes at me: i’m not saying that it’s ONLY a misogyny issue#i’m not saying that people who aren’t women shouldn’t say that this is an issue that affects them in the variety of ways it does#i’m not saying that we should never talk about how it affects people in other ways#no—i believe all of that should happen as well as women should be able to clearly identify this as misogyny#i’m saying that this is a very deeply misogynistic issue and we need to be able to express that in clear terms#misogyny#election 2024#abortion#100plustxt#500plustxt#1kplustxt
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very messy skywarp art… hehehe 🤭
#trine has had my soul#all three of them#skywarp#why he ourple#lalalala#i listened to hozier while drawing this#i think it affected me#transformers#i love drawing seekers#yippeeeeee!!#skywarp time#warp#wap…?#wap 😏#skywap#hehehehe#ok that’s enough now#idk how to draw the seekers tatas#is that weird#no clue#same w the giant things on their shoulders#i just draw them without them which#probs shouldn’t do#OK BYE
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it’s kinda funny to me how that dumb scene in kiwami 1 of majima getting shot and left for dead in the harbor was basically just added as a half-assed way to explain majima not being around for a bit of the plot, but they accidentally(?) just made it seem like start of a chain reaction where majima ended up feeling slighted and heartbroken after being abandoned like that and then lashed out about it via smashing a big truck into the building kiryu was in. and yeah that isn’t inherently a romantic thing as-is but then they go and add the part where majima grabs a hostess and performatively hits on her as in-kiryu’s-face as possible, she says she’s already in love with someone, and majima lets her go immediately, no questions asked, making a big fucking point of it just to say see THAT kiryu? I appreciate when people are HONEST about their FEELINGS. people who won’t just BACKSTAB someone who CARES about them to save themselves. is that so crazy kiryu?? huh??? anyway make it up to me get down here and fight me right fucking now
#I think on another level he was sorta saying like ‘hey kiryu. you’re making it extremely clear that you don’t trust me and my intentions#and I’ve been trying to show you- over and over again- that I’d do just about anything for you and your safety#but I can’t just let my mask fall off in front of everyone- I need to keep up the unpredictable morally grey wildcard act for both my sake#AND yours. because disguising my helping you as crazy random violent outbursts and weird stalker behavior#is the only way I CAN help you. do you think it would go over well with shimano or literally anyone else if I was outright helping you out#of the kindness of my heart and fondness for you? stop being so fucking dense and look past the crazy wacky nonsense for a second and#maybe you’ll realize that all I do at the end of the day- really- is help you and put my own life and reputation on the line for you.#I am an honest guy when it comes to my real values and when I told you I wouldn’t let anyone kill you unelss it was myself- I meant it.#I’ve taken a knife and a bullet for you now. can you REALLY not see through the act yet? am I REALLY that unpredictable when you think about#it?’#that was a longer explanation than i intended but. it was difficult to put into words#I basically feel like it could be read as him implying kiryu shouldn’t backstab the people who put themselves on the line to help him#and/or pointing out that he’s never actually done kiryu dirty and has stuck to his word protecting him in the ways he can#trying to say yeah all this is a crazy act and all but when it comes down to it you Can trust me#it really makes sense when you think about it that he’d have to help kiryu/show affection towards kiryu in unpredictable convoluted ways#at that point in time because. I mean. there’s a reason he was the only person who showed up to welcome kiryu when he got out of prison#and that’s because A) he sticks to his word and his loyalty to people he cares about and B) no one else had the balls or the batshit insane#mask to wear to ward off anyone asking real questions like majima did. because ANYONE associating themselves with the supposed#patriarch-killer was a HUGE NO-NO at the time. someone important showing up for kiryu and welcoming him back outright could’ve caused#all-out warfare probably. except majima. because majima was dedicated and smart enough to use his widely-feared wildcard persona#(that everyone tended to view as incapable of having any Real agenda to worry about) to his And kiryu’s advantage#does that make sense??? I feel like it makes a lot of sense if you get it to click in your head#kazumaji#majima#kiryu#yakuza#kiwami 1#yk1#rambling
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I’m sorry but this little laugh? Murdered me
Even if Hades wasn’t such a phenomenal game this one 2.3 second clip would be worth the hours I’ve played
#it shouldn’t affect me this badly but#no I refuse to defend myself#this is absolutely fair and totally self explanatory#nyx hades#supergiant hades#hades game
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Missing the forest for the trees writing like 50 paragraphs about a potential insane metanarrative surrounding her trying desperately to determine any hidden Good Writing in her character but the answer the whole time was my original “she only likes him for the work he does” cripple gaze ick from my first ever watch when she didn’t even go and sit with him when they were kids but then grew up to uncomfortably fawn over him after he had become The Perfect Inspirational Disabled Person . Literally flirted with him by calling the damn hexcore beautiful and lead him around on a guilt trippy Jesus side quest for like a year oh I changed my mind I’m a proud sky hater the metanarrative was she’s just the personification of the ableist high standards and CONDITIONAL LOVE that made him go apeshit my eyes are wide open . SHE was the line
#post#this honest to god has to be the reason why she was written like That#especially the way she left#sucks for you girl maybe you shouldn’t have idolised him#sky very much instrumental to pushing him along a dark path but because she#quite simply sucked at loving him and not all that other shit I said when I was tweaking over the show coming out and doing a lot of weed 🫨#and I also really don’t think her being 'real' in his head or no makes too much difference because the pressure of being#the target of her conditional affection is the same#voice in his head supporting him but only as long as he’s living the idealistic cult leader life but then gives him a disappointed pout and#goes :/ I’m leaving now and you won’t even miss me. bye. when he falters#I see I see I see.#she wasn’t his humanity leaving she was the pressure and standards of humanity/society etc leaving. her ass is the line
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it is literally not about legality, if you’re in your late 30s literally what are you hitting up 21 y/os for. Don’t you have investments to make.
#Astonishing number of people will jump on the ‘but it’s technically legal!’ defence#But will not answer my question of whyyyyyy. If your date sounds like PTA night and you need to parent your girlfriend#you have an age gap! And! You are the lamest loser on earth; that is fact; hope this helps!!#(Okay. Lowkey? I shouldn’t be thinking about this STILL. Given it’s been like a MONTH since#But I feel a lil let down and betrayed and I think I’m still kinda processing that… but I#I confided in my bestestest friend that an older man was creeping on me. And I expected her to have my back 100%#And idk— I think she’s just had worse experiences with men and has a higher tolerance to bad behaviour than I an asexual person do#But her response was along the lines of ‘you’re an adult; there’s no problem with it really;#can’t blame him for shooting his shot; it’s not really a weird age gap’#And worst of all— ‘maybe he just has an age kink; maybe he gets off on you being younger’#I have to say. I don’t care. The point is that I discouraged it several times and was getting increasingly uncomfortable with it#I feel like in that situation the thing to do is side with me especially when I’m telling you all this.#And like. Sigh i don’t know. I still love her with all my heart but it’s feeling a lil awkward rn#I’m still thinking about that and obviously I don’t want it to ruin the best friendship I’ve ever had#But it’s feeling a little forced right now. I expected her to have my back and for some reason her brushing this aside did make me#Feel completely invalidated and like I should just stop feeling weirded out and man up and discourage this man in words—#When the thing is there was NEVER any hint of interest. I don’t feel like I should have to dignify his behaviour in terms of interest or#Attraction. Because! I just don’t think you should be that forward with strangers repeatedly!! and if I think that’s weird then I’m sorry i#It won’t work with me! I don’t like it! I think that’s grounds enough to stop oh my god.#I’ll be seeing my bestie in a couple of weeks. Flying all the way out to England for her. I don’t want this to be awkward…#but something in me is just a lil heartbroken. Like I feel the girlcode was broken. We’ve always told each other#Not to let men affect our self worth or alter our boundaries. I feel like that was violated.#(ik she said that bc her bf at the time was 30 but like. Listen to my individual situation no? This one wasn’t about you I came for advice)#Rant
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Mmph. It’s been a while and I didn’t realize I would still be excessively annoyed/affected by people with negative things to say about my OTP, but I am, I guess.
If it helps to add context, these comments were on a post where an account had reposted (without permission) some sweet gift art of the ship made especially for me, so I may be inclined to take it more personally for that reason. >__>
#I wish big accounts who repost art without permission a very Stop Fucking Doing That#I extra hate it in this case ;; my friendship with the artist is founded on mutual love for one of the charas depicted (Belaf)#she drew my OTP as a super sweet thankyou gift (the full version that isn’t online and was only sent to me has my name and a rat on it ;; )#and now I have to see people reply to it misunderstanding the characters and disliking the ship#i know I shouldn’t care but I’m feeling a little low this weekend so I am affected lol#hopefully I’ll stop caring tmrw#I really want to focus on the joy they bring me instead but I’m feeling a little sensitive#there’s lovely art of them I’ve received this summer as a gift and as a commission and I want to print those pieces out for my bare walls#I’ve received several gifts of them over the last two years. all should go on my wall! need to focus on the good#it just feels so personal and mean when ship criticism is left as a reply to art that was literally drawn for me by my friend as a gift lol#orphan hole tag
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Something about Vanzini’s Italian commentary for Monza and him saying “LET’S ALL GO BACK TO CALL HIM LIKE THAT” when praising their il predestinato. Because Ferrari as a team have struggled so much since 2019 and post 2022 and 2023 and even the beginning of this season there have been so many loud voices saying that Charles was overrated, the wrong Ferrari driver to be kept on, not WDC material etc. But this year and the magic at Monaco and Monza is reminding everyone who ever doubted. He has always been Ferrari’s predestined one but this year it’s a reminder to the rest of the world.
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*most of them r my close friends whomst i trust
** all valuables/breakables would be put away in locked bedrooms upstairs beforehand + the only stainable furniture moved away
#further context: this is for the prom after party. there’s also a quasi-official one at a warehouse that i rly wanna go to + one of my#friends is down w. also aside from those ~20 ppl most ppl won’t show up at mine till after the warehouse one#also this is the first time my parents r leaving me home alone overnight and they WILL be back the next day. this shouldn’t affect ur#answer tho 😁😁#.txt#OBJECTIVELY SPEAKING it would be fine. ngl. like my kitchen is sooo easily cleanable + hopefully it’ll be warm enough that my backyard will#also be in use + it’ll be plastic solo cups only so nothing will break etc etc
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such is the tale of a ✨chronically online hypocrite✨
#(please forgive this old folk’s rambling for a hot min bc i need to get this off my chest somehow and in some way)#tl;dr: come and get into the hw idol series!!! we have ship discourse; more ship discourse; even more ship discourse#(yes ik people should be free to ship what they do b u t claiming a noncanon ship as canon and forcing it on everyone else is. not cool.)#yes yes friday’s mv was visually cute and ino.rin’s singing was peak b u t i feel like it has caused more harm than good in some way???#i cant b e l i e v e the jp hwtwt beef over friday’s mv is still going on mannnnnnnnn#no less than 3 separate people have made posts along the lines of#‘p l s stop using [official tags] to post about *[unnamed] non-official ships* p l s there’s a time and place for everything’#and n o n e of them even remotely run in the same circles yet they’re all banded together against a *certain* group lmfao never change hwtwt#lhy (esp yhy) shippers are always at the scene of the crime mannnnnnn#i cant see anything on their end of the naval battle (has every single lhy tag+account that i could think of blocked)#b u t it’s still really funny to witness on my twtdash against my will. i think i need to touch grass#‘kyhn isn’t canon either so why do you like it while being such a hater towards lhy—‘#great question!!!!!! it’s bc (disregarding the movie) they actually interact really well together~~~ like the honeypre event y k—#and also bc yukki treats hina really nicely all the time (even when she was being tsun and literally running from her feelings for him)#a n d hina loved him for who he truly was; even before his image change arc. and she also does her best to appeal to him and such~~~~~~~#but lhy. uh. they just bully hiyo 95% of the time and while they do look out for her bc they’re pals#they’re just pals. guys. and lxl have gone ‘uwu it must be u uwu’ to each other one too many times so shoehorning hiyo between them would.#be pretty weird ngl? esp since the ‘widely accepted’ portrayal of lhy as a trio is p much just hiyo x 2 dudes who dont even like each other#and. like. a branch of such portrayals usually seem to have aizo waft away from the ‘r/s triad’ to date mona instead which is. very weird.#some people just pick and choose aizo and mona interactions dont they. all they see is the umbrella scene and go ‘ah yes. canon’#they dont even read further to see how mona doesn’t even use the umbrella after aizo leaves (clear rejection)#a n d how aizo doesn’t even remember giving the umbrella to mona + mona’s entire existence in general after that#and that’s not even counting the grudge mona refuses to let go of even after what looks to be literal months#so for certain shippers to just casually shoo aizo out of the hiyoharem and into mona’s unwilling arms for the sake of yhy is. weird.#and like. shouldn’t he and yujiro have a say in this?? they’re more interested in each other than hiyo so just how are they being commonly#portrayed as hiyosimps in fanon? im so confused… like. wouldn’t they be equally obsessed with each other (as w/ hiyo) if they were a rstrio?#aaaaaa get this off my twtdash plsssssssss pls see this post twtapp pls let this affect your dumb algorithm im tired of the ship discourseee#as funny as the ‘lhy vs the world’ naval warfare is it’s getting. um. very annoying!!!! and now im missing nagisa more than ever s o b s#plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls influence the algorithm ragepost; ik big brother is 👀watching👀 so do your thing—#(pls feel free to duke it out with me too if y’all read this i need my birdsite algorithm to le a r n that i dont wanna see stuff like this)
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I can regulate my emotions just fine as long as I can cut myself :3
#bunny talks#988blr#988twt#styr0twt#styr0blr#i’m ok just venting#block don’t report#Playing a game called lets see how long it’ll take me to attempt suicide while I’m off my meds#Why is being self-destructive so bad for me anyways?#My self-harm only affects me physically#It doesn’t affect anyone else. Just me and my body#So Why do therapists want me to stop so badly? Hey at least I’m not killing myself! Shouldn’t you be happy for me?#Be happy for me just as happy as cutting makes me feel#I’m so happy#So happy so calm#‘it affects those who care about you’ just stop caring about me. I am not worth positive emotions#Pretend I don’t exist#Pretend I’ve died already#Pretend you never met me#I don’t deserve anyone’s kindness or care#I’m so sorry for convincing everyone that I’m a good person#Please believe me when I say I’m the worst#Please. I don’t want to hurt anyone else#This is all I have please just let me have this#I only post about it here so I can keep track of when I relapse please I swear I’m not attention seeking please don’t look at me#Don’t look at me don’t perceive me don’t please don’t#I am not here. I never was
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AKI !!! IM SENDING YOU LOTS OF LOVE TODAY 🩷💗💓💞💕💝💘💖
ZEVIE !!!!! I will take it all 🤲🏻 and use it to cure this stupid ass migraine
#nani?!#fwends ♡#zevie evie weevie ♡#actually I will take anything you give me any crumb of affection you big sweetheart ;-;#also shouldn’t you be sleeping LOL
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literally just three more days of this
#ember talks#I. Maybe am dealing w paralyzing fear of starting to do work today#I didn’t go into the office today bc I. just started sobbing this morning abt it I hate this#it’s easy work I don’t understand how it can affect me this much it shouldn’t be hard to do#I just? I always feel so stupid when I struggle this badly w my anxiety#is it the threat of seeing gore any time I open a folder? Is it my weird toxic team? I don’t know but it’s like.#I should be smarter than this fear and I’m not
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I think… I’ve lost my mojo…
#oh well#the winning streak couldn’t go on forever#I’ve written more in the past five months than ever before#you were beautiful muse#I hope to see you again soon#🫡#this shouldn’t affect yall because I have lots of stuff to post#but it IS sad for me :(
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#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#this shouldn’t affect me in the way it does#I’m becoming obsessed
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