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shiny-heart-tree · 1 year ago

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So me and mom decided to go to a flea market today and

I was ready to cry bro you don't see that often

#twilight discoveries #forest findings #i know it's just a shirt but #look at this #there were other shirts simular to that so of course i had to get one myself #this really hit home and made my day #yes i know i also still have old art to share but lemme have this moment pls #you have no idea how much this means to me

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theygender · 7 months ago

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I've got too many games I want to play and not enough free time 😭 I still need to finish my BG3 playthrough but since Endless Ocean: Luminous came out I've been playing a lot of that instead. Also just got back into Wizard101 last night. Started playing House Flipper again last weekend. Still need to finish BOTW so I can start a TOTK playthrough and finish Pokemon Shield so I can start on Pokemon Violet. I've been fighting off the urge to start up a new Skyrim playthrough for weeks. My brother just told me that Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door is getting ported to the Switch. And now I'm suddenly feeling inspired to replay DAI... And throughout all of this I'm also playing the hell out of DragonVale on my phone. Someone just pay me to play video games all day please

#and before anyone suggests it: no i cant try to get into streaming #the way i play video games is extremely frustrating for other people to watch ahdjsksl #no one is going to give me money for producing a video where i spend two hours checking every barrel in the map while juggling my inventory #and then immediately give up on a puzzle and just sit in silence for 30 minutes while i look up a walkthrough instead #i need a situation that pays me $200 a day just to be autistic at the screen alone in the comfort of my own home #rambling #a few years ago i made it a mission to play all of the dragon age games and dlcs in order and i did not complete it #i got all the way to inquisition before i quit #i had already played it on ps3 but i wanted to replay on my new gaming laptop and unfortunately my computer decided it was too complicated #and also i just wanted to play as an elf again and i was resisting that urge bc i played as an elf the first time and wanted something new #so i didnt connect to my character as much #BUT ive learned a lot about optimizing my games from getting bg3 to run on my computer #so i think i could get it to handle dai now. especially if i upgrade to ssd like ive been wanting #and i just saw a dai post on my dash that made me daydream about possible characters and i was struck with inspiration #when i first played through on ps3 i didnt know anything about da lore. it was my first dragon age game #i was just doing whatever i thought seemed coolest #so i basically modeled my inquisitor after my dnd oc and then just picked a vallaslin i thought was pretty #and then when it came time to pick a specialization i was just like 'i mean my hand has rift magic right? seems obvious enough'#but now i know the LORE. and the dalish really interest me. and i want to make an inquisitor thats their own character #i didnt want to replay another elf mage bc i thought it would be too similar #but at the same time i wanted to re-experience dai (and experience trespasser for the first time) now that i knew more about the dalish #(with mods that fix the annoying bits where your character seems to not know about their own religion of course lol...)#i was thinking about that and i just got hit with some inspiration #instead of 'my dnd character but with a cool tattoo and rift magic and they kinda roll with the inquisitor stuff bc idk whats going on'#what if i made a more intentional character with a much different personality and their own backstory #theyre still the first of their clan but i know what that means now so theyre not really into the herald of andraste stuff #theyre a devotee of falon'din with his vallaslin and fittingly choose necromancy specialization (tho theyre annoyed by all the maker talk)#they can look cool and goth and maybe they even make some different choices about the well of sorrows 👀#i could keep rambling but im running out of tags gah #anyways ive got lots of ideas now and i think the playthrough would be unique enough to be worth it

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hero-dualies-3 · 4 months ago

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do you ever just. realize how much you hate school

#like until today i was neutral on it #but now it’s like.#i spend 90% of school doing things i don’t want to saying things i don’t want to and not being able to quit #like jesus christ. i feel like a fucking marionette #the last straw was the school issued chromebook #like. it used to be my chromebook. that i could use to listen to music and play games on bad days while i worked #can’t even do that now. they straight up blocked like half the websites that made school bearable.#really hits home how i currently have 0 rights and won’t have any for the next 4 years #i scream

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jinxcdd · 28 days ago

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@gothamsaved !!! Awaah this means everything to me! Thank you <3.

I'm so happy you've gotten to know her! We're a big fan of ur boys too!!!

#;mun #no really this made my day #it really does hit home when someone's opinion of a character changes because of how i write them #thank you <3

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thedrotter · 8 months ago

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sweet sweet re:kinder community... I would like to ask y'all how you came upon the game and your experiences with it because i wanna know. im genuinely so curious to hear about other people's experiences and little opinions about this game because of how wild the game is (/pos) I'd love to hear it. do ramble to me about it

#re:kinder #not art #so in my case i once saw someone talk about it in a video and some scenes with the very vague context really struck with me #i was like wow...that is so sad... i wonder what goes on #but the thing is i watch videos talking about games like that ALLL THE TIME while im multi-tasking so i FORGOT FOR A YEAR?!?!?#until one day i was sick in pain on my bed could not move. and then it came to me. yes. “RE:KINDER. I SHOULD PLAY IT.” LIKE OUT OF NOWHERE #i will never understand how i dying of pain remembered a game i saw once BY NAME AT LEAST A YEAR LATER when jve heard of so many games #and you wanna know why it stuck with me. i saw in the video an image of the “as if id be reborn as a princess” line #i did not know the context but it was devastating #AND WHEN I PLAYED THE GAME when that scene game i was shocked to silence😭😭 BECAUSE I BASICALLY WENT COMPLETELY BLIND??#I DID NOT KNOW THE LITTLE KID WOULD BE THE ANTAGONIST???? AND THAT HE WOULD HAVE SUCH A SAD STORY??#like. i saw the sad coming i knew it was bound to happen yet i could have never been prepared for how hard it would hit me #I HAD TONS OF FUN but at first when i finished it i was so confused and so lost i was like welll.....what a game... TOO STUNNED FOR WORDS #then i thoughr of it for 20 minutes and bawled my eyes out and realized it was art #so when i got to my second playthrough i CRIED LIKE CRAZYYY😭😭 I WAS BLOWN AWAY IT REALLY HITS YOU #personally it admittedly hit close to home and while it made me bawl my eyes out it was also very comforting i felt very understood #AND IT WAS CRAZY FUN TOO i was not bored once the first time i played through it i was sleepy but i was so excited to keep playing😭😭#its funnt becayse i was initially apprehensive about playing cuz im sensitive to stories where sad things happen to kids #but i played it regardless because i was like “but what if its one of those scary media that hit close to home and i enjoy”#AND I WAS RIGHT. BUT NOT ENTIRELY BECAUSE I DID NOT THINK IT WOULD HIT AS INTENSELY AS IT DID😭😭 IT WAS MYCH MORE THAN EXPEVTED #many ways in which it impacted me but if i started listing them i would not shut up . so for now it is enough #IN SUMMARY WOW.. WHAY A GOOD GAME!! PLAY RE:KINDER!!!#i rambled more than i intended to i do apologize

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thedragonofbadasstemple · 15 days ago

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Like sorry I'm so excited about HypMic/BAT but its in the username now askdfjlka;sjk. My blorbo shrine to prove it! I have even MORE stuff too but like it doesn't fit over there and/or its things I use on a daily basis like t-shirts and my baseball cap, and keychains, and coffee mugs, and tote bag, and the other tote bag, and my work badge holder, and cds, and-

Anyways I love the monk. This has been a PSA.

#hypmic #I love Kuko #crazy about him #my baby boy #mwah #even if the drama track sucked I would still love him #but like #having my theories and guesses pan out like I thought they would REALLY made my day #just need him to be a canon FTM and I'll have hit a home run!

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hecksupremechips · 18 days ago

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Time for me to be completely changed as a person! *just watched falsettos*

#the klock keeps ticking #oh dude we’re so back oh its so back #how am i supposed to live my life after this how am i supposed to go on #its funny cuz ive seen this damn show actually a thousand times i know it forward and backwards #and i dont really cry ever in general and ive become so familiar with falsettos that i dont cry anymore #but it still has the ability to destroy some deep part of me every single time in a new way #I will stay firm in my belief that its the greatest piece of media ever made #if i ever get to see falsettos on broadway (pipe dream ik) like #thatd be it for me man like how the hell are you supposed to leave and drive home after that akdnsk #i cant remember the last time i watched either i think it mightve been like. when i first moved into my old apartment 😳#and ive gone through quite a bit of shit since then and im smarter. i think #so yeah it hit me very hard this time i always stick to something different #im very much wrecked about this fucking family lets just say that #lets just say ‘shes cooked for some 200 guests i know we’re not that many actually we’re 7’#really hit different this time KID DO YOU KNOW HOW PROUD I AM #DONT KNOW WHY BUT HE LOOKS LIKE MARVIN #so so good so lovingly written and performed so real and beautiful and tragic FUCKKKK #yeah basically prepare for me to write like 50 essays for a few days about all the characters every song every lyric every sound yeah #falsettos is probably deadass the reason im like this it shaped me so much #just like. the ending of tragedy that was so unexpected and unfair #and it looks at the fucking homophobic shits who preached all about this being just desserts for the perverted behavior #and it says ‘this man could’ve kept that unhappy heterosexual life and avoided all of this but he chose the one that killed him because #it made him feel like himself it made him happy despite how brief it was and hed choose this route in every universe’#just a piece of art that is so true to queerness i dont think anything else has instilled a sense of pride in me like falsettos has #the tight knit family marvin tries so hard to keep together is falling apart worse and worse with each attempt #but once marvin is happy and loves himself and is loved by others the family ends up growing and sticking together naturally #aaughhh yeah ahahaha yeah man everyone please love your friends so genuinely love yourself and keep going 🥰

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kimtaegis · 9 months ago

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haven’t had such a nice day in so long

#visited my childhood friend of 20 years in the city she had moved to #she picked me up from the train #then treated me to a delicious lunch and cake #we watched the start of the new gntm season #then she made my nails and omg I’m in LOVE #I’ve never seen her be this focused on something before agdhgj she did such a good job #we also had wine while doing that and listened to fun music #after we went to a cute immersive light show exhibition thingy #and then she borrowed me some of her clothes bc she had convinced me to go out #and my god was she cute and supportive and sweet about it #and I really really needed all that #she’s that friend that always gets hit on when we’re out if you remember That story of me being miserable #WELL the queue in front of the club was too damn long so we just went home again so that was great for me ahdjgj #all in all such a lovely day I adore her lots she made me feel so loved today

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trash-bin-ary · 2 months ago

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I can go on that ramble about the future and housing and aromanticism though now. It’s like man, the future is already something that is so inconceivable to me. To then have the sexuality that does not allow me to slot in the cookie cutter you find a romantic partner that you end up moving in with is terrible. And like In this economy I sure can’t live alone, and I know at least when I’m sick I desperately want someone to be there. And then there’s I’m likely to move around a bunch how do you deal with that housing, other than the work having paid housing. like constantly having to find somewhere that’s looking for roommates and it isn’t terrible? And then long term, when I find a job I stay at for a while (that’s remote so I’d love to live in a remote place) is it like I find a place to stay and then I’m stuck there forever and I just have to hope that I make good friends at this new place. (Friends that don’t want to live exclusively with a romantic partner no less.) I want to live with close friends so bad and I’m not sure if that’s a feasible thing for my future. I’m a person that has so much hope so I have to assume that yes it will work out, I do believe that. But man just hearing someone mention it, sparks that hope.

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supercantaloupe · 2 months ago

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getting a migraine today of all days was so evil

#i wanna talk about me #i had a quick doc appt in the morning but after that i was home all day with no commitments #i had so much i wanted to get done re: packing and schoolwork #but my headache just wiped me tf out for most of the afternoon and evening #i ended up taking like a ninety minute nap cause i just felt so out of it #i did manage to finish my music history reading for tomorrow though i only had a couple of pages left #and i finished one reading for my library professions class. the longest one. but i didn't get to any of the others or the recorded lecture #like i wanted to #i did get my new internet set up. and made a big dinner with leftovers for the next couple of days #but. absolutely no new progress made on packing.#and no one on facebook marketplace is following up on the bedding i'm trying to get rid of 😫#i'm giving it away for free but the only three hits i've got never responded past the first message guys Please. Just Take It...#in hindsight it's probably the weather that did me in today. it's been rainy i think this is the straggling edge of a tropical storm or smt #i don't think pressure is exclusively the cause of my migraines but it does seem sometimes to coincide? idk...#i really ought to see a neurologist. but. sigh #not right now #i just better not get another one tomorrow or saturday or i'll turn into the joker fr. cannot be dealing with this again this week #ibuprofen isn't enough i need novocaine in my grey tissue

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talesofwhimsy · 3 months ago

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WHY?, “Sin Imperial" // Car Sear Headrest, “I Can Play the Piano”

#Whywithaquestionmark #Car Seat Headrest #trigger warning for eating disorders I'm sorry I don't know the best way to tag them I never had to before #I was having a conversation earlier about how I have a very specific relationship with fasting #in that for me specifically I feel like it’s just slow-burn starvation #because it gave me an eating disorder #this idea that if I just stop eating then I'll lose weight and if I lose weight I'll be better #that eating was a moral failure on my part because if I just held out a little longer then I'd be beautiful #so when I'd eventually break fast because it had been days and my vision was fading #I'd make myself throw up afterwards because I had failed #that morphed into all the different little toxic relationships I have with food #I still consider myself a monster for eating #I still lie about how much or how often I eat #and after I stopped forcing myself to throw up after every meal all the consequences hit #my hair started falling out my teeth started falling out all the weight I lost came back #and there was this voice in the back of my head that said that if I had kept going none of that would have happened #and that's kind of true because either those delayed consequences wouldn't have hit #Or I would have actually succeeded in starving myself to death #anyway I relapsed after dinner tonight and purged again and the why? song came on shuffle on the drive home #and I thought it was a little ironic haha #and I ate some more when I got home and I'm really struggling with this one right now haha #because I told myself I wouldn't have anything else to eat tonight but I did and now I feel like I have to pay for it #I think people forgot I was bulimic a few years ago or I just thought I told them and didn't #because it seemed like news at the dinner table lmao #I don't talk about it a lot because it's really upsetting to people I care about #But I haven't made myself throw up in a long time so this is kind of scary I think #Or maybe I shouldn't be scared and instead I should just force of will this #back myself into a lose-lose situation where I either hate myself for eating or hate myself for starving/purging #that's the only way my brain knows how to function I guess #whoever wins we lose haha whatever

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khaotunq · 6 months ago

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colleague is putting together a playlist of everyone in the office's favourite song, and the amount of agonising it has resulted in is sort of brilliant. i originally just picked a song from my recent "most played/on repeat" but the more I thought about it, the more I realised I do have a song that defines me, thats followed me through my life.

So I'm curious. If anyone wants to, rb this and tag with The Song for you. The one that if you were asked to give a single defining song, the one that you never skip past or turn over, that you can listen to in any mood and it feels okay.

Mine's Savage Garden's "Affirmation"

#some people answered with current favs and that's cool #but when i was going through some of the answers and thinking of the colleague that picked them #some of them Truly Made Sense #i wonder if mine makes sense to people who know me #but affirmation i first heard innn 2000? maybe just before?#and it is basically my outlook on life it is me in a song #idk if my outlook came first or if that heavily influenced me #it doesn't have to be an old song or a deep song #i have a different fav song depending on the day or the week or the mood i'm in #but affirmation never hits wrong for me #it has taken me the entire weekend of not really actively thinking about it but it came to me in the car on the way home #affirmation by savage garden or ashes by embrace #but sg were the dad who stepped up for me or whatever #anyway watch nobody see this #just a thought #so it is decreed

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bloomingbills · 2 months ago

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i feel so emotional right now

#my friends are moving away so soon and it’s just hitting me like im really still living at home at 24 #time just keeps passing and I feel like im being left behind because I have nothing planned for the future because there is so much #not holding me back but that i would have to take into consideration #I’m so happy for my friends tho like what an exciting time!!! but it’s so bittersweet because this will be the last holidays I spend with #them and it being like this #also came home and talked to mom and about her life when she was in her 20s and it makes me realize i haven’t done anything at all #and i know there’s always time but I just feel so behind and I can’t escape the feeling #also im mourning my best friend ending our friendship without saying why and i have no closure and i miss him so much especially now #it’s been a night LMAOOO #but also the most beautiful day spent with friends and we made such good memories im so lucky truly #sorry for any typos it’s too much to go and fix lol

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ren-from-mars · 9 months ago

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Me when a single day alters the course of my life forever